Uploaded December 2025 | Updated September 2026, 3 weeks ago

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video by daniel bale

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lyrics:
i punished my body
for what it cant control
I picked off the scabs from
the wounds of my soul
left broken wide open
I could not let it heal
I glanced at the mirror
and hoped to disappear

and now as the night falls
I'm waiting for the cut
you knew me
but you could never understand this life

stand aside and let me die
emptiness to purify

the skin and the muscle
all edges start to fray
is this all forever?
how long can that be?

stand aside and let me die
emptiness to purify
step aside and watch me die
emptiness to purify

ashamed
ashamed
ashamed
恥ずかしい