[SynthV Original] Its Always Me [Solaria] @superstarxd13

SuperStarXD backup Musically, this song is inspired by "Creep" by Radiohead and "Free Fallin'" by Tom Petty.
It's also a song I've slowly worked on over the past year every time I've felt bad about myself. It's a lament that I'm too hard on myself about everything, or that I always feel the need to be on guard for something bad to happen.

Programs used:
Synthesizer V Studio Pro
Studio One 5 Artist
Procreate
Microsoft Clipchamp

Voicebank used: Solaria

Lyrics:
I'm no stranger to believing that it's never good enough
And I just gotta say
It's been way too much
The way I'm feeling now

I'm familiar with the notion that I'm always in the wrong
I can't do what I expect from myself all the time
And my standards fly like Icarus and the sun can't be prolonged
But then how much time do I have 'til I cross that line?

Don't get close or you'll see
Something's always wrong with me
It's always me
So leave me be
And let me scream

I'm a beast of burden carrying much more than I ought to
Like a mule I toil 'til I'm tired and don't rest well
I can't help but feel I have nerve and therefore deserve this loop
I worry I'll break any time and bring myself hell

Oh something's always wrong with me
It's always me
So leave me be
And let me scream

I'm a beast of burden carrying much more than I ought to
And I'm just gonna stay
Doomed to slave away

'Cause something's always wrong with me
It's always me
So leave me be
And let me scream

I'm no stranger to believing that it's never good enough
And I just gotta say
It's been way too much

updated 1 year ago

[SynthV Original] Its Always Me [Solaria]

SuperStarXD backup 2024-12-01 | Musically, this song is inspired by "Creep" by Radiohead and "Free Fallin'" by Tom Petty.
It's also a song I've slowly worked on over the past year every time I've felt bad about myself. It's a lament that I'm too hard on myself about everything, or that I always feel the need to be on guard for something bad to happen.

Programs used:
Synthesizer V Studio Pro
Studio One 5 Artist
Procreate
Microsoft Clipchamp

Voicebank used: Solaria

Lyrics:
I'm no stranger to believing that it's never good enough
And I just gotta say
It's been way too much
The way I'm feeling now

I'm familiar with the notion that I'm always in the wrong
I can't do what I expect from myself all the time
And my standards fly like Icarus and the sun can't be prolonged
But then how much time do I have 'til I cross that line?

Don't get close or you'll see
Something's always wrong with me
It's always me
So leave me be
And let me scream

I'm a beast of burden carrying much more than I ought to
Like a mule I toil 'til I'm tired and don't rest well
I can't help but feel I have nerve and therefore deserve this loop
I worry I'll break any time and bring myself hell

Oh something's always wrong with me
It's always me
So leave me be
And let me scream

I'm a beast of burden carrying much more than I ought to
And I'm just gonna stay
Doomed to slave away

'Cause something's always wrong with me
It's always me
So leave me be
And let me scream

I'm no stranger to believing that it's never good enough
And I just gotta say
It's been way too much

[Vocaloid Original] My Wife Left Me [Big Al]

SuperStarXD backup 2025-01-05 | I wrote this as a joke making fun of bro-country.
Also this is not supposed to imply anything about my Talkloid lore, in that Big Al and Sweet Ann are happily married.
If this is your first song of mine, please also listen to something else so you can better see what I can do.

VSQx + instrumental download: drive.google.com/file/d/17j7bZiOLCiuz__HECWTRp0qFGkhHn7Va/view?usp=sharing

Programs used:
Piapro Studio for V4x
Studio One 5 Artist
Procreate
Microsoft Clipchamp

Vocals used: Big Al

Lyrics:
My wife left me
Took the kids
And the dog
Took the house
And the moo-lah

Later that day
I tripped and landed on my face
Ripped my pants along the way
Dropped my hat right in the mud
The only things my wife didn't take
I rue the day that

My wife left me
Took the lawn
And the truck
Took the beer
And the rooster
My wife left me

[Content Warning] [Vocaloid Original?] Ten Little Suspects [Sonika]

SuperStarXD backup 2024-10-13 | Content Warning: Suicide, hanging

I wrote this as a tribute to And Then There Were None by Agatha Christie, one of my favorite books of all time. I wanted to do a PV where vocal synth characters play the characters from the book, like the Vocaloid The Little Mermaid PV, but I didn't have any ideas or inspirations for appearances, poses, nothing. So I took the lazy solution because this song had been finished for such a long time. Although I suppose, the Little Mermaid PV I'm talking about wasn't the original upload anyway...
And I suppose, this also means that the PV is spoiler-free, because the last verse, you only know who it is if you've read the book. And I won't tell you because And Then There Were None is one of those books that nobody spoils, and for a reason.

Another note, most of the lyrics are not mine, they are the rhyme used in the book (known nowadays as Ten Little Soldier Boys).

Programs used:
Piapro Studio for V4x
Studio One 5 Artist
Procreate
Microsoft Clipchamp

Samples and midi from Presonus and Zero-G
Voicebank used: Sonika

Lyrics:
Ten little suspects went out to dine,
One choked himself and then there were nine

Nine little suspects sat up very late,
One overslept and then there were eight
(I know the rhyme by heart) Eight little suspects traveling in Devon,
(One by one we live our part) One stayed behind and then there were seven

Seven little suspects chopping up sticks,
One chopped himself in half and then there were six
(I know the rhyme by heart) Six little suspects playing with a hive,
(One by one we live our part) A bumblebee stung one and then there were five
Five little suspects going in for law,
One got in Chancery and then there were four

Four little suspects going out to sea,
A red herring swallowed one and then there were three
(I know the rhyme by heart) Three little suspects walking in the zoo,
(One by one we live our part) A big bear hugged one and then there were two
Two little suspects sitting in the sun,
But one got frizzled up and then there was one

I know the rhyme by heart
One by one we live our part
How did it go again?
"One little suspect left all alone,
He lived his life and then there were-" no
He hanged himself
And then there were...

[Utau Original] Manufactured Love [Deci Mal] [+Beta VB download]

SuperStarXD backup 2024-06-27 | HEXA Deci Mal ENG is now available for open beta! Thank you for your patience as I've been hyping this project up for so long. Currently, this just consists of the default tone, but the appends are very much in production.
HEXA Deci Mal ENG beta 1 download: mediafire.com/file/paybsi073gd0ihd/Deci_Mal_HEXA_ENG_beta_1.zip/file
Manufactured Love ust + off-vocal download: mediafire.com/file/gfgfr2cvw0533dm/Manufactured_Love.zip/file
The .mp3 for Manufactured Love will be on Deci's debut album on Bandcamp in the future (I still need to start one).

Here I go again, emulating '90s bubblegum pop XD
It's really a sound I never get tired of, even when they all sound the same. For this song, I purposely included a lot of musical and lyrical tropes present in these types of songs. It may sound a little Britney Spears or Backstreet Boys (and if you think so, that's a complement), but I was actually mostly inspired by Leslie Carter's leaked Like Wow album.

Programs used:
Utau
Studio One 5 Artist
Procreate
Microsoft Clipchamp
Capcut

Samples and midi from Presonus and Zero-G
Voicebank used: HEXA Deci Mal ENG beta

Lyrics:
(But baby, baby, I am manufactured...)

Oh, yeah

See the way my eyes are shining
Shining brightly only for you
But have you noticed how I'm pining,
How much I adore you?

But baby, baby, I am manufactured
I can't be sure if this feeling's even real

(Manufactured love)
I don't have a human heart
(Manufactured love)
I have fake lady parts
Through all the metal and coding
And all the things that make me unlike you,
Am I too manufactured for you?

I don't know what else I could say
I don't know if I could have you
I promise you I'm not playing games
And I feel it's true

But baby, baby, I am manufactured
Although I'm certain that I know how I feel,

(Manufactured love)
I don't have a human heart
(Manufactured love)
I have fake lady parts
Through all the metal and coding
And all the things that make me unlike you

This morning I looked your way
I worried of what you might say
For you're so real,
And I'm so fake...

Through all the metal and coding
And all the things that make me unlike you,
I'm not too manufactured for you
I'm not too manufactured for you

(Manufactured love)
I don't have a human heart
(Manufactured love)
I have fake lady parts
Through all the metal and coding
And all the things that make me unlike you,
I'm not too manufactured for you

Manufactured love
Manufactured love

[SynthV Original] Hopeless Romantic [Eleanor Forte]

SuperStarXD backup 2024-06-10 | {[Content warning] Mild nudity}
A love song addressed to no one.
Being single all my life and afraid to actually date anyone, I sometimes have romantic feelings with no where to go. This song is based on that feeling.
As for the content of the PV, I thought of giving Eleanor an outfit here, but I opted not to because it adds another layer of vulnerability to a vulnerable song.

Programs used:
Synthesizer V Studio Pro
Studio One 5 Artist
Procreate
Microsoft Clipchamp

Voicebank used: Eleanor Forte AI

Lyrics:
Oh...
Oh woah oh...

Hopeless romantic,
Wanting a hand closed in mine
Oh...
Oh woah oh...

Hopeless romantic,
Wishing to gaze in your eyes

Who are you?
Where are you?
Where is my heart supposed to go?
What's my love for?

Hopeless romantic,
Dreaming of holding you tight
Oh...
Oh woah oh...

Hopeless romantic,
Yearning to spoon through the night

Who are you?
Where are you?
Oh, why the hell it bothers me?
What's my love for?

[SynthV Arrange] Together We Can [Solaria, Tsurumaki Maki, Anri, Eleanor Forte]

SuperStarXD backup 2023-12-03 | Cheetah Giiiiirls~
I was originally gonna go a regular cover for this song, but then I decided, I wanted to practice getting better at composing instrumentals, and this one looked simple enough to recreate but still with my own spin on it.

Programs used:
Synthesizer V Studio Pro
Studio One 5 Artist
Procreate
Microsoft Clipchamp

Original song by The Cheetah Girls
Leopard print designed by renata.s / Freepik
Samples and midi from Presonus, Zero-G, and Loops 4 Producers
Voicebanks used: Solaria, Tsurumaki Maki English AI, Anri, Eleanor Forte AI

[Utau Original] Here Lies the Geezer (ritsu sings a requiem: remastered) [Namine Ritsu]

SuperStarXD backup 2023-10-31 | I wrote this song back in 2021. With the amount I've improved at mixing, tuning, and using Utau in general, I felt that now was the time to remaster it. I also renamed it to the more general purpose and less character specific, "Here Lies the Geezer".

Original can still be heard here: youtube.com/watch?v=2BSx-F7CwWo

Programs used:
Utau
Studio One 5 Artist
MMD
Windows Movie Maker
Microsoft Clipchamp

Model credits: Babi
Stage credits: Reseliee
Voicebank used: Namine Ritsu CV-VC

Lyrics:
We come today to mourn
This very dead person
Man, he was such a geezer
How ever could he have died?
I bet it was a mochi
That's how geezers die, you know
They eat mochi
Then they choke
And then they die

Comments: I remember hearing a thing a long while back about old people dying on New Years because they choke on mochi, and that's where the mochi joke comes from.

[Explicit Lyrics Warning] [SynthV Original] Demons Ballad [Jun]

SuperStarXD backup 2023-10-13 | Everything about this song is sincere.

This song may not be about me, or anyone, but it's still deeply personal. I have no love life, and while sometimes I feel lonely for it, I'm usually content with erotic but fluffy daydreams. I wanted to write a song that captures the romantic and vulnerable feeling I get from them, a feeling I only dare to indulge in privately. I've always struggled to express my lust and especially my inner hopeless romantic, but I think I've finally found how, and the answer is writing soft and sensual music.
When I was analyzing my own lyrics, I thought of several ways this could be interpreted, ranging on a wide scale from soft and romantic to deceptive and predatory. However, the intended meaning is soft and romantic. Confused, but the romantic feelings are stronger.
If you read all this, thank you for your time 💖

No mp3 of this song, as I will release it on Bandcamp later.

Programs used:
Synthesizer V Studio Pro
Studio One 5 Artist
Procreate
Microsoft Clipchamp

Samples and midi from Zero-G, Presonus
Voicebank used: Jun

Lyrics:
You know that I'm a demon, baby
Yet you still love me...

I want your heart
And I want your body
I've noticed the way you look at me,
As if you want me too..

Although I crave your lovely curves,
I'd love to feel your thighs and bust,
And soothe you with a gentle kiss,
It's like I'm feeling more than lust...

Creature from Hell
Feeling a way I've never felt
I think about my time with you,
I really see something in you...

What would you say if I left Hell
To feel your love forever?
What would you say if I left Hell
To give you love forever?
Let's keep this up all night, my dear
I'd rather be where you are near

[Alter/Ego Original] The Boss Battle [Marie Ork]

SuperStarXD backup 2023-07-15 | Bandcamp: theretrofactory.bandcamp.com/album/the-boss-battle
The song for when you get stuck on a really hard video game boss

Since this song uses Alter/Ego, there is no vsq/svp/ust for it. However, I may distribute the instrumental if someone asks because I doubt AI vocal removers are gonna cooperate with this song.

Programs used:
Alter/Ego
Studio One 5 Artist
Procreate
Windows Movie Maker
Microsoft Clipchamp

Voicebank used: Marie Ork clean
Samples and midi from Presonus, Keep it Sample, and Element One

Lyrics:
[spoken] "Why do I hear boss music?"

Gathered all my XP
Leveled up all my gear
Overthinking my strategy
The boss fight is here

Slowly approaching it
Think of the loot I'll win
I read the online cheats through
This is what I'll do:

Singing my battle cry
As I aim for its eyes
Dammit, I missed
Its fury's all over me
Swinging my sword up high
Breaking it into shards
My health bar is now all gone
And it has vanquished me

And I need more XP
And even better gear...

Gathered all my XP
Leveled up all my gear
Overthinking my strategy
The boss fight is here

Slowly approaching it
Think of the loot I'll win
I read the online cheats through
This is what I'll do:

Singing my battle cry
As I aim for its fists
Dammit, I missed again
My gear is now all in grime
Swinging my sword up high
Dealing a brutal hit
My health bar is falling down
I shall not fail this time!

Singing my battle cry
As I chop off its spikes
I got its weak point
Its guts are all over me
Swinging my sword up high
Dealing the final blow
Its health bar is now all gone
And I have vanquished thee!

[SynthV Original, Harry Potter fan song] The Sorting Rap [D Lin]

SuperStarXD backup 2023-06-23 | A while back I came up with the idea to do a spinoff Talkloid series of a Hogwarts AU for my main channel, which includes D Lin as the Sorting Hat.
This song is also an allusion to the Sorting Hat singing a new song every year.

svp + instrumental download: mediafire.com/file/62gwpa9qmyxbjp8/The_Sorting_Rap.zip/file

Programs used:
Synthesizer V Studio Pro
Studio One 5 Artist
Windows Movie Maker

Images from the Harry Potter Wiki
Samples and midi from Presonus, Zero-G, and Element One
Voicebank used: D Lin (FLT)

Lyrics:
Yo it's the Sorting Hat on the floor,
Sorting kids like you since the days of yore.
First we got Gryffindor, the stars of the show,
Then there's stinky Slytherin, they smell like snakes.
Here come the Hufflepuffs from their Hobbit hole,
And finally Ravenclaw, they get straight A's.
Now you know the houses, I'm ready to work,
So which of you youngins is gonna go first?

[SynthV Original] Time to Unwind [Anri]

SuperStarXD backup 2022-12-30 | 'Letting yourself exist for a few minutes', advice I could learn to take too.
svp + instrumental download: mediafire.com/file/gpg29tj583u35md/Time+to+Unwind.zip/file

Visuals made using musicvid.org and by its creators:
caseif - vis.js
caseif.net
Incept - vis.js
https://incept.online

Programs used:
Synthesizer V Studio Pro
Studio One 5 Artist
Procreate
musicvid.org
Windows Movie Maker

Samples and midi from Presonus and Zero-G
Voicebank used: Anri

Lyrics:
You've got a lot on your mind
Just want some time to unwind
It's hard to find in fast pace
The easy way to find peace

Sometimes the day's stress and strife can take its toll
But you know you gotta keep at it and to keep control

So take it easy
Nothing to worry
No need to push through ache
For even the day and the night take a break

This song doesn't ask you to dance
This song only asks you to be
If this doesn't work to help you calm
That's okay, I can't do it all

Remember to think the same applies to you
And we need to rest ourselves to ensure our best through and through

So take it easy
Nothing to worry
No need to push through ache
For even the hot and the cold take a break

If you've got a lot on your mind
Please take some time to unwind

[Utau Original] Im Ready for the Bear [Kanochi Neko]

SuperStarXD backup 2022-11-24 | This was supposed to be a '90s remix of Conqueror
Anyway, Amazon Alexa misheard "On My Way from Brother Bear" as "I'm Ready for the Bear" and thus this was born

Programs used:
Utau
Studio One 5 Artist
Procreate
Windows Movie Maker

Samples and midi by PreSonus
Voicebank used: Kanochi Neko English CV-VC

Utau creator:
Kanochi Neko: @sango312

Lyrics:
All you travelers beware
It's not even funny
I'm being chased by a bear
Who's after my honey

This snack's only for me
But this dumb bear's a thief
Tried to lose his track, though
But he won't get lost, and so,

I'm ready for the bear
I'm ready for the bear
This fight that I declare
I gotta prepare

He's chased me to the shore
But he's not tryin' to eat me
As I told you before
He's after my honey

Yeah, I'm ready for the bear
I'm ready for the bear
This fight that I declare
I gotta prepare

I'm ready for the bear
I'm ready for the bear
This fight that I declare
Hey, wait! This isn't fair!

Ready for the bear
Ready for the bear
O, fight me, thieving bear!

[Vocaloid Original] Im Cold [Yowane Haku]

SuperStarXD backup 2022-11-16 | First upload on my new alt
So context on why the lyrics don't rhyme, I wrote them in Tomodachi Life when I was a kid

instrumental + mp3 download: mediafire.com/file/63lkcxcwb86zt55/I'm+Cold.zip/file

Programs used:
Piapro Studio for V4x
Studio One 5 Artist
Procreate
Windows Movie Maker

Samples and midi from Presonus and Zero-G
Voicebank used: Yowane Haku English (Hatsune Miku V4 English)

Lyrics:
I'm cold
I need hot cocoa or a nice warm fire
Any source of heat 'cuz I'm freezin' in the blizzard
Brr

I should have listened to the weather channel in reverse psychology
Cause they're never right
So I'm gonna run back home

I have a cold err, I'm cold
I need hot cocoa or a nice warm fire
Any source of heat 'cuz I'm freezin' *Intermission*
Uh

I need a script, but no, that's just so lame
What should I do?
Uh, please buy my new CD