crystal shellz (instrumental vers) - girls rituals splashgarden 2018-05-10 | blacksquares.bandcamp.com
SAME AS IT EVER WAS splashgarden 2022-02-02 | silent hill 2 took its plot from once in a lifetime you heard it here first
long time no see, @*$&head splashgarden 2021-09-25 | this scene has been going through my mind constantly since seeing itfrom chapter 2 of guilty gear strive's story mode
fol chen - the believers splashgarden 2020-07-26 | folchen.bandcamp.com/album/part-i-john-shade-your-fortunes-madevisual from serial experiments lain
black dresses - wheel of fortune splashgarden 2020-07-24 | blackdresses.bandcamp.comvisual is from the game zatch bell mamodo battles
fern ghouly - i used to treat people like objects splashgarden 2020-07-06 | justfern.bandcamp.com/album/fern-ghouly-2019-remastered-version
baa baa blacksheeps - dream exit/夢の出口 (english lyrics) splashgarden 2019-09-24 | original/audio from: nicovideo.jp/watch/sm20194089lyrics:heyfor the sake to live oninstead of dying yesits something anyone can dowhats the color of my breath repeating constantly unable to wake up in order to livei kill things that are scary to mescreamed out at the red black and yellow in my sightwheres the dreams exitforever a lost child i felt the pain as a pinched my cheekskeep followingthe light im chasing afterthe silhouette that looked like mein my chesttheres that flowing pain every time i pantthose meaningless tearsand even the figures i called out are merely illusions in order to dreami searchedfor that slight warmthwhere nobody can touchor where nobody can comeby breaking the mirrori finally noticed that im not hereanymorethe dreams exit is hereforerevr a lost childi finally found the endwhen i woke upplease tell me what isthe silhouette that looked like me
tokyo megaplex & fyütch - psychic splashgarden 2019-04-10 | soundcloud.com/smoothietunes/tokyo-megalex-fyutch-psychic
in hell - happie + the fraidy cat splashgarden 2018-07-21 | happienthefraidycat.bandcamp.com/track/in-hell
towanda - i saw them running splashgarden 2018-05-22 | towanda.bandcamp.com/album/negative-capabilities-ep
black dresses - in my mouth splashgarden 2018-05-12 | blackdresses.bandcamp.com/track/in-my-mouth(dizzy) i wanna put u in my mouth i wanna crush u in my jaws i wanna i wanna put u in my mouth (dizzy+rook) i dont feel like i can be anything more than this (i'm gonna) i dont really want to be anything more than this (i'm gonna) i just wanna be whatever u want me to be (i'm gonna) i dont wanna have a soul (i'm gonna) i dont know what i am but i want u to show me (i'm gonna) i dont want to have the capacity to feel lonely (i'm gonna) i want u to destroy me so ill feel better (i'm gonna) i dont wanna leave this moment ever ever ever ever... (i'm gonna cum) (rook) I WANNA LEAVE THIS WORLD WITH YOU I WANNA BECOME SOMETHING BETTER WITH YOU I WANNA FUCK OUR BODIES INTO BROKEN SHELLS I WANNA LOSE OURSELVES FOREVER (dizzy) i wanna put u in my mouth i wanna crush u in my jaws i wanna i wanna put u in my mouth right in my mouth right in my head ill never let u out never let u in my mouth in my head in my soul i want u there (rook) I WANNA LEAVE THIS WORLD WITH YOU I WANNA BECOME SOMETHING BETTER WITH YOU I WANNA FUCK OUR BODIES INTO BROKEN SHELLS I WANNA GO TO HELL TOGETHER (dizzy) i wanna put u in my mouth
black dresses - im earth splashgarden 2018-05-12 | blackdresses.bandcamp.com/album/wasteisolation(dizzy) i got the nuked out brain im earth im in the shit im in the dirt im so boring put the girls to sleep i run away but they keep following (rook) my soul wont stop producing slime i feel it in me all the time can i have another one recycle mine melt into the earth and fertilize (dizzy) i got the nuked out brain im earth i am the worstest of the worst im so boring put the girls to sleep they think its funny but im never free (rook) what did i do to incur a body that just screams & dies & hurts i feel like a kind of human curse annihilation is my thirst
los campesinos - i warned you: do not make an enemy of me splashgarden 2018-05-10 | from romance is boring
black dresses - runner splashgarden 2018-05-07 | blackdresses.bandcamp.com/track/runner(rook) I COULD BE ANYTHING I WANT I COULD BE SOMEWHERE FAR AWAY I COULD MAKE PEACE WITH WHAT IM NOT I COULD BE REAL AGAIN SOMEDAY......REAL AGAIN SOMEDAY i dont really know myself i dont really believe myself i dont really know why i see rotten things inside myself i dont really understand a single thing that's said to me "i don't really care who you are or what you think of me!!" ...but that's so fucking untrue when no one's listening (rook+dizzy) PUT ME UNDER I WANT TO GET AWAY I WONDER IF I COULD MAKE IT SHE'S A RUNNER I HEAR SHE FUCKS WITH SOMETHING OTHER YOU DONT KNOW THE HALF OF IT!!! (dizzy) im just a pain that hurts too much inverted shadow time delay mirror image of something that i never really even was heterosanity able-bodied lcd display but im lost in the world so different so unsuited for it (fuck) so sick so fucked up in it (fuck) so doomed so dead so... FUCK!!!!!!! (rook) i'll get away and i'll be all that i dreamed of i'll become everything that you were so scared i would be i'll push the limits of what you thoughts i was capable of you'll never see me again I KNOW WHAT YOU DID TO ME..... (rook+dizzy) PUT ME UNDER I WANT TO GET AWAY I WONDER IF I COULD MAKE IT SHE'S A RUNNER I HEAR SHE FUCKS WITH SOMETHING OTHER YOU DONT KNOW THE HALF OF IT!!! (rook) this anger burns out too quick to hold i wanna be engulfed but i'm out in the cold am i a character in some sick fantasy that's getting old? what happens from now on if it turns out i never told you? i want to start again i want this hurt to die iwant it to destroy me so i'll have a reason not to lie i want to hear ur voice and tell u its the last time ever i want to cut away i want to separate and sever i could be anything i want i could be somewhere far away i could make peace with what im not i could be real again someday...... REAL AGAIN SOMEDAY i'm going to start again i'm going to start again.
black dresses - tell me how u feel splashgarden 2018-05-07 | blackdresses.bandcamp.com/track/tell-me-how-u-feellyrics(dizzy) tell me how u feel tell me how u feel i dont know whats real i dont know whats real tell me how to feel tell me whats really u tell me how to feel i will feel it too AAA!! (rook) i want to replace myself with the best parts of you i don't want to be anything close to what i knew (dizzy) tell me how u feel tell me how u feel i dont know whats real i dont know whats real tell me how to feel whats really u? tell me what to feel i will feel it too (rook) i want to empty out my mind and make it something i can use i want to burn away my childhood and scatter something new it doesn't matter if i die i'm going to become something true tell me how you feel so i can take your soul from you (dizzy) AAA!!
black dresses - thoughts and prayers splashgarden 2018-05-06 | blackdresses.bandcamp.com/track/thoughts-and-prayerslyrics copied from bandcamp: (rook) is there any truth to what you tell me you know about me? i don't wanna underestimate your intellect but something tells me there is something more to this go ahead & escape, a couple times a day, will do you good but don't forget to bring yourself back to what youre terrified of every single day ...yeah she's okay i am not like you i wanna forget myself and be lied to i don't know if anything is right i'm just a girl who can't look herself in the eye (dizzy) i am not like you i wanna forget myself and be lied to i don't know if anything is right i'm just a girl who can't look herself in the eye (rook) and in my dreams i am somewhere where i can fall apart i can think nothing and only feel what i need to (dizzy) who fuckin knows whats up? who the fuck knows whats up? who really knows whats up? who the fuck knows whats up? thank god thank god im not gay thank god thank god im not scared thank god its not fucking happening thoughts and prayers thoughts and prayers thank god thank god im not gay thank god that i dont know anything thank god thank god im not scared thoughts and prayers thoughts and prayers its the fucking worst isnt it? its so fucking cursed isnt it? its a fucking curse int it? "thoughts and prayers" "thoughts and prayers" these bitches just wanna watch us die they wanna pray over our dead bodies alive (rook+dizzy) LEAVE US ALONE WE DONT WANNA FUCKING HURT ANYONE WE JUST WANNA FEEL ANYTHING BEFORE WE'RE DONE LEAVE US ALONE WE JUST WANNA HAVE CONTROL OF OUR LIVES WE JUST WANNA GET OFF AND FEEL SAFE AND DIE (rook) and in my dreams i am somewhere where i can fall apart i can think nothing and only feel what i need to (rook+dizzy) everything is movement everything is hypochondriac and pieced together from the fragments of losing sight of what i thought you wanted me to be though i've tried and it almost killed me you cannot know this. you cannot pretend to be close with me psychosis batters at ur worldview & gnosis whoa it's only been a minute and a moment and you're already done~?? this is praxis. do you have anything to fight back with? no you lack it am i making you worry? is ur vision getting blurry? yeah youre gonna need glasses i burn so fucking bright but ur eyesight only sees ashes i am long past this post-traumatic, manic consciousness blasted look in my eyes and see the person you damaged (rook) and in my dreams i am somewhere where i can fall apart i can think nothing and only feel what i need to pick urself off the floor and look urself in the eye (rook+dizzy) LEAVE US ALONE WE DONT WANNA FUCKING HURT ANYONE WE JUST WANNA FEEL ANYTHING BEFORE WE'RE DONE LEAVE US ALONE WE JUST WANNA HAVE CONTROL OF OUR LIVES WE JUST WANNA GET OFF AND FEEL SAFE AND DIE
black dresses - wiggle splashgarden 2018-04-21 | blackdresses.bandcamp.com/track/wigglelyrics copied from bandcamp:(dizzy) i couldnt go i couldnt stay i couldnt... i couldnt... they tried to push me down but i just wiggled around until they couldnt hold me years and years they couldnt hold me if u turn the light on ill just run away i know i dont belong but i have nowhere else to stay im so sorry im here im so sorry im here please dont kill me please dont kill me im so sorry im here right into the heart of my dreams someone else is just trying to crush me but its okay its okay if i was u if i was a killer id just kill me too (rook) i keep myself together somehow (i dont want anything i just want to survive) stepped on too many times to count (i know i'm nothing to you, i know i'm not even alive) i hope one day my broken frame (i'm sorry that i scare you, i'll find a better place to hide) can get away, can find a place (i'll crawl into the corner, stay out of the light) that's safe (dizzy) is it really like u say? does it really come in waves? does it really work that way? i know ur something different u cant hide it u cant miss it (rook) i keep myself together somehow (i dont want anything i just want to survive) stepped on too many times to count (i know i'm a target for you, i know you don't even think twice) i hope one day my broken frame (i'm sorry that i scare you, i promise that i'll make it right) can get away, can find a place (some perfect day i know i'll no longer be part of your life) that's safe i couldnt go i couldnt stay i couldnt go i couldnt stay i couldnt stay i didnt stay.
black dresses - dreaming splashgarden 2018-04-21 | blackdresses.bandcamp.com/track/dreaminglyrics copied from bandcamp:(dizzy+dolores) sometimes i think that im dreaming sometimes i think that im dead sometimes i think that im dreaming in ur head in ur head (rook) sometimes i don't understand how i can see reality as anything but something far away from what i think is me i try to touch the surface but i cannot touch, only see the picture is distorted with the static noise of sleep "but i'm awake" i don't believe myself not really, i feel someone else deciding what to do and feel and speak cause i cant touch whats right in front of me wake her up she's stuck inside a dream wake me up i'm stuck inside a dream (dizzy+dolores) sometimes i think that im dreaming sometimes i think that im dead sometimes i think that im dreaming in ur head in ur head (dizzy) it feels like reaching up thru a mirror world it feels like reaching thru liquid glass i dont know where i am at all oh no i dont know where ive been and im scared to ask but thats ok thats ok i dont need to know anything i dont need to be anywhere at all its ok oh its so ok its just a dream its not real its not real its not real (dizzy+dolores) sometimes i think that im dreaming sometimes i think that im dead sometimes i think that im dreaming in ur head in ur head
more time - fern ghouly splashgarden 2018-02-18 | from strange hotelsfernghouly.bandcamp.com/album/strange-hotels
