I know you're not expecting any uploads from me this week. I said my gifts aren't done, and they aren't, but I said nothing about secret birthday collabs HAHA cannot tell you how much I stressed about giving this away by accident. you know how messy and unorganized I am and I kept accidentally adding the parts to my birthday collab playlist and aksdfklasdfak it was hell okay but I did it. I gathered all your talented friends (and I think they all secretly hated me for having to join another collab lmao) and they delivered this masterpiece. this video is so fucking stunning I really have no idea how to describe it. every single second is perfect and it's exactly what you deserve for your special day.
I wrote you a 394 page novel on whatsapp, so all I say here is that from the bottom of my heart, I love you very much. you are one of my best friends and I am thankful for your friendship every single day. thank you for EVERYTHING, and thank you for being here, for existing, for making my life better and brighter.
and thank you to everyone who joined. this has got to be one of my favourite collabs i have ever participated in. it's so beautiful, it flows so well and it has all the relationships and parallels that'll kill elo in the best way. thank you for giving it your all despite it being one of 2932 other collabs you might've ended up in because birthday week is hell week.
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I know you're not expecting any uploads from me this week. I said my gifts aren't done, and they aren't, but I said nothing about secret birthday collabs HAHA cannot tell you how much I stressed about giving this away by accident. you know how messy and unorganized I am and I kept accidentally adding the parts to my birthday collab playlist and aksdfklasdfak it was hell okay but I did it. I gathered all your talented friends (and I think they all secretly hated me for having to join another collab lmao) and they delivered this masterpiece. this video is so fucking stunning I really have no idea how to describe it. every single second is perfect and it's exactly what you deserve for your special day.
I wrote you a 394 page novel on whatsapp, so all I say here is that from the bottom of my heart, I love you very much. you are one of my best friends and I am thankful for your friendship every single day. thank you for EVERYTHING, and thank you for being here, for existing, for making my life better and brighter.
and thank you to everyone who joined. this has got to be one of my favourite collabs i have ever participated in. it's so beautiful, it flows so well and it has all the relationships and parallels that'll kill elo in the best way. thank you for giving it your all despite it being one of 2932 other collabs you might've ended up in because birthday week is hell week.
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"When life holds you down Like you're drowning at sea I'm the hand that you need 'Til you land at your own destiny" ♥
two days late, but here it is, finally. i adore this collab and I can't thank everyone enough for joining. I know it wasn't the easiest, since I assigned relationships that often weren't easy to vid, but the result is so so worth it. this is one of my favourite westlife songs and seeing it being vidded by so many talented people really got to me when I first watch the full collab :') it's a song about not giving up in hard times, to lean on the people that love you and to find enough strength in that to keep going.
and I feel like this small part of my world, this account and the community around it has brought so much creativity and fun into my life that it's something to be thankful for. so thank you to everyone who joined and delivered an amazing part (or two, thanks for filling in birthday twins, you know I love you so), thank you to everyone who keeps subbing, commenting and supporting this accout and my videos and thank you for the friends I made along the way. love you all ♥
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"I wish that it could be like that Why can't we be like that? 'Cause I'm yours" ♥
HEHE. you didn't think I'd let your birthday go by without ANY gifts now did you? sadly this will be the only thing I have finished for you, but there was no way that I would've postponed our favourite not-so-secret collab tradition. this year, elo and I wanted to edit your top otps and I hope we succeeded and did them justice. I approached her with the song cause hello, little mix, but also because it was kinda stuck in my head and I really felt like vidding it.
elo, thank you for being the driving force behind this, but somehow not putting me under pressure. i don't know how you do it, i truly don't. but your gentle persistence is what got me here, actually finishing my parts and enjoying this experience despite all the stress. you are the best collab partner anyone could wish for and your parts are GORGEOUS. the whole collab ended up being gorgeous and i'm so proud of us ♥ sub my best friend and amazing collab partner @MiaWinchester794
andie, I wish you the happiest of birthdays. I won't repeat all that I said on whatsapp, but you know that you mean the world to me. there's not many people that I would give and do anything for, but you're one of them. no matter what, no matter when, you can always count on me to be there, just as I can count on you. our friendship is so dear to me and I really wouldn't change a single thing about it. thank you for all of your support, all the laughter and dumbassery, but most of all, thank you for making me better. I love you so, so much. I hope you like this cause we do. happy birthday babe ♥ sub my best friend and amazingly talented vidder @pandieex
(yes, I know my own bday collab isn't up yet but I felt like andies was more important and my time is so very limited this week, but it'll be up in the next 12 hours.)
Couples I vidded: marcel & rebekah, spencer & toby, elijah & hayley, charles & erik, oliver & laurel, damon & bonnie, francis & mary, emma & dexter, nate & serena, tony & ziva, freya & keelin, barney & robin Song: youtube.com/watch?v=KswCpqtWqK8 Editing: Malagenabolakaful & MiaWinchester Colourings: forever by autumnfantasy; ♥ Thumbnail, Text, Host: Elo
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"I stay up all night Tell myself I'm alright Baby, you're just harder to see than most" ♥
for someone who said there won't be any gifts I sure am uploading too much haha. anyway, there's no way I wouldn't have said yes to andie and kept up the tradition of making our yearly birthday collab for elo, even if it meant having leyton in it LMAO (I still hate andie for actually making me feel something towards them because she's that fucking talented, honestly wtf)
we hope going for naley and leyton would both be a small surprise instead of doing multicouples/fandom and go along with your new-found obsession for one tree hill. I know how much you enjoyed watching this show, and I know how much you love anything involving peyton, so I'm just happy to take part in creating something that you'll hopefully love. I did rediscover my love for naley through making my parts because honestly, no other couple ever did epic quotes, epic scenes and epic love story like them.. my babies
elo, I really hope you'll enjoy being drowned in angst. this is me and andie we're talking about, so you should expect it. we both love you so much and talked over the past few weeks about how grateful we both are to have this trio and our individual friendships in our lives. birthday week really did that for us huh. amazing. ♥ don't forget to give the birthday girl your love!! @MiaWinchester794
andie, thank you for doing this with me, thank you for your encouragment, your patience, and your strict deadline when I asked you for one. I needed it in order to get this done and I think the result is worth it. like I said to you before, you can clearly see that we both put EVERYTHING in this collab to make it as beautiful as possible and i think we succeeded. we just make each other better vidders somehow and I am obsessed with that. I'll save the sappy shit for your birthday but you know I love you. ♥
Couples: Nathan & Haley, Lucas & Peyton Show: One Tree Hill Song: youtube.com/watch?v=Qzc_aX8c8g4 Editing: Malagenabolakaful & @pandieex Colourings: Wild Heart by glamourstar0x ♥ Thumbnail, Text, Host: Andie (who's shocked)
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"I got all I need No I ain't got cash I ain't got cash But I got you baby" ♥
[turn on the captions if you'd like a translation of what they're saying]
is this random? yes. is this necessary? y e s .
I'm working two jobs rn and since I'm a lazy bitch it's killing me and my only emotion is: tired. plus birthday week is coming up and my full focus should be on that. but man, these two are the only thing that puts my mind at ease at the moment. it's not like this is any news since I've been following their journey since 2009 (!!!) and I grew up watching them change german television and change each other for the better. it's hard to explain this to any non-germans, but joko and klaas are literally two of the most famous people in the whole country. everyone knows them, people usually either love them or hate them for the insane shit they like to pull on a daily basis and they have come SUCH a long way since they first started hosting their first show. so whenever they have a new season of one of their shows, I fall back into my obsession for them for a couple of weeks. JK time is the best time, always. watching them from the start is basically like experiencing an enemies to best friends slow burn, just in real life. it's insane how much their relationship developed over time, how they went from 'rivals' to partners, how they used to compete in all of their shows and now they're a team and they know every single thing about the other person. they have a once in a lifetime relationship and it's everything tbh.
this is short and messy, but I just love seeing them mess around and make the other laugh, it's honestly like an instant serotonin boost. they give me comfort, they make me smile and I'm not sure what I'd do without them. I've had this edit 'almost finished' since last autumn and then lost the project, but didn't give up on it and just added all the new content and now i'm glad it's finally done and I can move on. they once made a lip sync video to this song and now the kids i'm minding watch it obsessively and it'll forever be connected to them, like so many other things are.
someone hug me like they hug each other, please. ♥
Quotes:
Klaas: hello Joko, hey my friend Joko: hello Klausi
"if you and Joko wouldn't have met, what would've happened?"
Joko: [dies laughing] Klaas: shut up
Klaas: I think my life would've been a lot less funny. Klaas: yeah, I think that's it
"I hoped that you would put Joko right at the top [of things that are the most important to him]." Klaas: yes, correct. Klaas: because ratings are worth nothing without him
Klaas: because I wanted you to drive him [Joko] back into my arms. Other person: I'll drive him back into your arms. Klaas: yeah? thank you.
"how deep is this friendship, really?" Klaas: very deep
"you really are a randomly thrown together perfect couple." Joko: yes
Joko: do you want me to do something funny for the last bit? Klaas: that'd be nice
Klaas: I would've laughed less to such an extreme degree
Klaas: I nearly died laughing for the past ten years
Fandom: Joko & Klaas Song: youtube.com/watch?v=869JCweGDrg Editing: Malagenabolakaful Colouring: Sad Souls by wildestdreams; ♥
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"Growing up Or cascading down? Cascading down I'm hurting now" ♥
I worked really, really hard on this. I even added text (though I hate it, like I always do when I add text). I couldn't get the song out of my head for weeks and really wanted to vid it, but couldn't decide exactly who I wanted to vid it with. so I chose my top otps, and them only. I would truly die for every single one of these couples. at one point or another, they really did fuck me up. you can tell by the fact that most of them are dead or not endgame that my taste is TRAGIC.
I tried out a few things. my editing is all over the place at the moment but I got so bored/uninspired of the way I used to vid, so I just wanted something slightly different. the song gave me the perfect opportunity to dive into it, since it completely changes its vibe//pacing//whatever at least three times. what didn't change is my love for angst, so to no ones surprise, this ended up being almost four minutes of pure pain. enjoy.
special thanks to elo, andie and jo for encouraging me to keep going with this ♥
"If you hate what's in your head the fuck would you speak your mind" lives in my mind rent free. what a line. everyone go listen to eden.
Couples [in order of appearance]: mary/matthew (downton abbey), michael/sara (prison break), francis/mary (reign), klaus/camille (the originals), dean/castiel (supernatural), jane/lisbon (the mentalist), henry/anne (the tudors), harvey/donna (suits), tony/ziva (ncis), elijah/hayley (the originals), nate/serena (gossip girl), barney/robin (himym), hyde/jackie (that 70s show), charles/erik (x-men series), damon/bonnie (the vampire diaries), stefan/caroline (tvd) Song: youtube.com/watch?v=Jw81bRYUzVM Editing: Malagenabolakaful Colouring: rose by rita lokunova ♥
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"Someone told me that I'll want more That I'll feel half empty, ripped and torn" ♥
I think this is my first bamon video in three years. it was about damn time to make a new one. I thought I lost all of their scenes when my hard drive broke, but thankfully I still had most of them buried somewhere on my laptop. and this is a belated vidders united vidlet for one of my best friends (@pandieex), so I felt extremely inspired and made this in less than 24 hours.
while I was making this I couldn't help but think how ironic it was that damon spend most of the time in the prison world thinking it was his own personal hell, but when he finally escaped - without bonnie - his real world started to feel like hell because she wasn't with him. I still think people love to gloss over how devastated damon was to be back, how strong his longing for bonnie was, how he felt like he didn't fit into his own life anymore because he needed bonnie more than he needed anyone else. his suffering was largely silent, but it mirrored hers perfectly. they both felt isolated, alone, ripped apart. I can only imagine how horrible it must've been for bonnie to lose him again in s7, this time by his own choice. it was clear that these two couldn't deal with a life without each other anymore, but they also weren't ready to aknowledge the possibility that their bond had grown way past friendship. so the focus is very heavily on s6 and 7 because the song just screamed angst and heartbreak. if you wanna blame anyone, blame andie.
babe, I hope you like this. I hope it makes up for me literally yelling at you from the moment you woke up yesterday haha. you know I love you more than anything. thank you for pledging for this and making me fall in love with these two again. they are a masterpiece hidden in a show that was a train wreck. I tried my best to kill you with this ♥
god, bamon. they still fascinate me, years and years later. I used to say that nothing inspired me like bamon, and revisiting them brought that feeling back. I know them and their scenes so well, vidding them feels like home. my babies.
Couple: Damon & Bonnie Show: The Vampire Diaries Song: youtube.com/watch?v=7pYvt4cot_A Editing: Malagenabolakaful Colouring: no air by the happiness project ♥
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"Say my name When you're hurting, darling I'll take the demons away" ♥
join us and wish the happiest of birthdays to one of my best friends, @Jovana90x!! andie, elo and I have been planning this since last summer and we were SO excited to start it for months. I can't believe it's finally up and it looks absolutely stunning.
jo, I already wrote way too much on whatsapp so I'll keep it short here. I love you so fucking much. I love your wit, your intelligence, your compassion, your humour, your talent and your willingness to let yourself experience the things I keep dragging you into haha. can you believe it's gotten to the point where I'm vidding a westlife song for your birthday AGAIN? I can't help but be extremely emotional over this, as I am with many other things when it comes to our friendship. let's just say that I cherish it and will continue to cherish it for years to come. no matter what the next year will have in store, I feel better knowing I have you by my side every step of the way ♥
speaking of people that are by my side, this is the second birthday twin collab and just like last time, I can't believe these two insanely talented vidders teamed up with me again. I'm so in love with the result, I'm so in love with the fact that I got you both to vid this beautiful song (yes I already had a breakdown over it, leave me be). forever thankful to have you two in my life because I love you more than I can express. we really did this together and for once I wasn't entirely last minute lmao.
I really hope we managed to include most of the relationships you love, jo. we focused a bit more on the platonic ones, which is why I asked you about them the other day SKFKDSFL I hope I was sneaky enough and you're not expecting this. and I'm sorry my parts aren't what I originally thought they'd be but since my hard drive broke midway through editing this, it was a challenge.
we - andie, elo and I - wanted to make this to show our appreciation for you just being you. I hope we succeeded and I hope you know that you are an amazing human being and we love you very much ♥ happy bday, jo! enjoy it and this video to the fullest.
Fandoms: a lot Song: youtube.com/watch?v=mgiH0_h8p-U Editing: malagenabolakaful, @MiaWinchester794 & @pandieex Thumbnail: elo Colouring: bright sun by jula misiak ♥
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"Cause the price we pay Left a mark that stains And I don't think I'll ever be the same" ♥
finally, another vidders united video. this you pick I vid was both fun to make and a complete nightmare, because somehow my editing has changed drastically in the last month or so and now half of the parts look like they were made by someone else. oh, well. that's what happens when your mindset goes from 'yay, overlays' to 'ugh, lets not use any overlays' for no freaking reason. I hope everyone that pledged for a part likes this. it ended up being an almost even mix between platonic and romantic relationships. I tried to do every relationship justice. the result is quite sad but lmao this is me we're talking about, i'm sure nobody expected anything else.
PARTS: part 01 - for Jovana 90x [klaus&elijah] part 02 - for Mia Winchester [charles/erik] part 03 - for luvtheheaven5 [caleb/spencer] part 04 - free [matthew/mary] part 05 - for pandieex [marcel/rebekah] part 06 - for agnes_agnes_ [harvey&mike] part 07 - free [dean/castiel] part 08 - for Mia Winchester [sam&jack] part 09 - for luvtheheaven5 [leo/april] part 10 - for anonymousdh206 [henry/anne] part 11 - for anna maria [harvey&jessica] part 12 - for pandieex [harry&hermione] part 13 - for anna maria [hayley/elijah] part 14 - free [francis/mary] part 15 - for luvtheheaven5 [buck&eddie&christopher] part 16 - for Mia Winchester [michael&lincoln] part 17 - free [himym gang] part 18 - for Mia Winchester [sam&dean] part 19 - for Jovana90x [harry&hermione&ron]
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I know I'm a little bit late (so sorry about that, life has been insanely busy), but now I finally finished my secret santa video for @terrilynn88. teresa, we don't know each other so I had to try and vid something you love based on your ship list. sadly I couldn't vid any of your top 10 otps, but klamille was pretty high on your list so after some consideration, I went with them. I also stalked your channel and am so happy I can finally sub you now haha I didn't wanna give myself away before. your videos are amazing btw. I hope you have a wonderful, happy christmas surrounded by your loved ones. and hopefully, this video will be a decent enough gift for your secret santa.
I feel like I should apologise for making this so sad, I can't help it when it comes to klamille. they make me cry and I just can't vid them to happier songs. they deserved better.
Couple: Klaus & Camille Show: The Originals Song: youtube.com/watch?v=BiPJQCJV5GU Editing: Malagenabolakaful Colouring: valerie by the happiness project ♥
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"And if you wanna go to heaven You should fuck me tonight"
more and more convinced that everything that has happened since november 5th is one big fever dream. I thought I'd make a tribute for them eventually. never in my wildest dreams did I think my first post-finale vid would be.......... this [this doesn't even look like my editing, HELP??]
there are three things to blame for why this edit happened 1. my brain is officially out of fucks to give, thanks spn finale for sucking that hard. they deserved a goddamn reunion 2. every single tweet/post that said dean was gonna get railed by cas the moment the finale ended because I love facts 3. me sending this to jo when it was still relatively tame and her going NOPE, I want your mind fully in that gutter
do I actually care anymore? no. these two and their chemistry had me in a chokehold for eight years and now I can do whatever the fuck I want with them. they're free, I'm free.
"the stench of that impala is all over your overcoat, angel" I'm going to hell for this. straight to hell, straight to hell.
Couple: Dean & Castiel Show: Supernatural Song: youtube.com/watch?v=bUhJRQSs6UQ Editing: Malagenabolakaful Colouring: snowstorm by the happiness project ♥
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"If you're gone and I'm here, I could meet you, meet you. If you're lost and you fall, I'm beneath you, neath you." ♥
let's not talk about 15x19, I'll just get irritated again. or if we have to, let's talk about the look on dean's face when he heard cas' voice, let's talk about how he ran up the stairs because just the slightest possibility of cas being back was enough for his entire brain to forget about the world ending around him. let's talk about him demanding from god to bring cas back, for the second fucking time in three seasons.
going into the finale, with me losing my mind over missing cas and losing my mind over not having a freaking clue what the finale will even be about, all I want is for team free will to be together. I know the chances are slim, but I'll never be able to let this show go in peace otherwise. and dean. god, dean will never feel true happiness and contentment again if cas stays dead. he'll be a shell of who he used to be for the rest of his life and just thinking about that makes me so upset, just-- just let him bring cas back, please.
as you can see, editing this song ruined me. I was so busy crying that I didn't even realise this is my most basic editing in years, no overlays, nothing, just them. it wasn't planned, but the you're gone and I'm here just came to me. I had to take a break and collect myself whenever I added a clip of cas smiling. he really did love dean with everything he had.
I have shipped a lot of tragic couples, A LOT. but their tragedy is uncomparable
Couple: Dean & Castiel Show: Supernatural Song: youtube.com/watch?v=szGFopHgLOQ Editing: Malagenabolakaful Colouring: lucky by the happiness project ♥
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"gave you every piece of me, no wonder it's missing" ♥ "go on, rebekah. we'll be right behind you. both of us" *sobs violently*
I managed to upload something that is not destiel and not supernatural and let me tell you, it was HARD. I loved this video when I started it, then I hated my editing halfway through and thought the entire thing was trash and now I kinda like the result, thankfully.
this is a vidlet for anna maria. hun, I'm sorry you had to wait so long for this, but vidding these three requires a ton of emotional investment for me, so it wasn't the easiest video to make. I love them so much and they are way too complex, so doing them justice proved to be impossible. I tried my best tho so I hope you'll like this. I know there's already a video out there to this song, but it fits them way too well for me not to use it.
[sidenote: I had completely forgotten about rebekah's "you'll never leave this city. you'll never leave klaus" line, and remembering that elijah really DIED in this city, by klaus' side, wrecked me all over again.]
I'll never love another family the way I loved the mikaelsons. truly the most fucked up, toxic and perfect dynamic, always and forever. ♥
Relationship: Klaus, Rebekah & Elijah Mikaelson Show: The Originals Song: youtube.com/watch?v=8klcGXA_RVw Editing: Malagenabolakaful Colouring: lucky by the happiness project ♥
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I was prepared for A LOT, but no time on earth would've prepared me for them making destiel canon, like what the actual fuck. I'm definitely still in shock, even though it's starting to dawn on me that cas is really dead and he really won't be back this time (no, I'm not getting my hopes up for misha being in any more episodes, i don't wanna deal with the devastation and pain thank you very much). for almost a decade, i've followed the development of their relationship, I dropped the show and picked it back up again but I never really stopped thinking about them, they were always just THERE in my mind reminding me of how this relationship is absolutely unique and one of a kind and how we'll never see anything like it again. and now, they actually crossed the line I never thought they'd cross and I cannot fucking handle it. I've been literally going insane since the ep aired, my entire brain is yelling 24/7 and there's nothing but them and that scene. honestly what the fuuuuuck.
to me, the line that actually made them canon was not the I love you, that just further validated it; it was cas admitting "because the one thing I want is something I know I can't have". dean really was IT for him and we all knew that, but having the show acknowledge and textualize it wrecked me tbh. this was a clear love confession and it was about cas finally letting himself feel all the love he has for dean in its purest form. they've always been more than a ship to me, they're the whole reason I started spn and found a show that stayed with me unlike most others. they're the reason - ironically - sam winchester became one of my favourite characters ever, they're the reason - even more ironically - I caught up with the show and found one of my best friends in the process, who hates destiel. nothing about them feels like a coincidence, the impact they've had on me and each other just goes way beyond that.
it also wasn't a coincidence that I had an entirely different video planned for after this episode and then out of nowhere, youtube suggested me a song I used to be obsessed with in 2012, back when I first started shipping them. so here we are, I couldn't resist after rediscovering it. I had a whole seperate breakdown over "better shut your mouth and hold your breath; kiss me now and catch your death" because THEY SHOULD'VE KISSED IN 13x06 LOOK AT DEAN'S FACE AS HE WALKS TOWARDS HIM, but that's a whole other rant.
lastly, I just wanna say that I'll delete any comments making fun of the scene or jensen's and misha's acting. if you don't understand the impact of this scene within the context of the show or if you don't wanna acknowledge that cas' entire purpose revolved around his love for dean and that this love was so powerful that it changed the laws of their world or if you don't wanna see that dean was as shocked as we all were having his best friend confessing he loves him only to be sacrificing himself two seconds later, that's your choice. but I don't want to see any hate towards the actors, the writer or the show for giving me this scene so please take these comments somewhere else.
cas' true moment of happiness really was telling dean how much he loved him after years and years of holding it in, I will go back to crying now GOODBYE.
Couple: Dean & Castiel Show: Supernatural Song: youtube.com/watch?v=Pvf5zSU9LSw Editing: Malagenabolakaful Colouring: Lavender by SunnyVids ♥
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"For I'm so scared of losing you And I don't know what I can do about it" ♥
does anyone else need a distraction from the shitfest they call the US election right now? cause I do. so I threw myself headfirst into destiel angst, just like I have over the past week. we all know by now that cas will be gone after episode 18. I know he'll die, trust me I KNOW that, but it still feels absolutely unreal that he probably won't even be in the finale. I've had a hard time coming to terms with that and it still doesn't sit right with me. I am so, so devastated about it, more than I am about his death because honestly, I always figured he'd die at the end.
all that aside, can you believe they confirmed our cas is the ONLY cas that didn't follow god's plan? by chosing dean he literally defied the rules of their universe, and by continiously chosing dean and the family they build they keep defying it. this is it, this is the hill I'm chosing to die on. I don't give a fuck what anyone else says, this is THE trope on top of all the other tropes they've thrown at this relationship for more than a decade and there's no more pretending that this is platonic in any shape or form. cas is IT, he's the wild card, he's the one chuck could never control, he's the one who turned his back on everything he knew, everyone he considered his family, because he put his faith and his love into this one human being that he pulled out of hell. the sheer power of their story is uncomparable.
their relationship runs so deep, it feels like the more you get into it, the more layers you uncover and the more you realise how deeply they changed each other to their cores. I am absolutely not ready to say goodbye to them and what they've meant to me, I'm not ready to see THEM saying goodbye to each other and I'm not ready to see dean grieve cas again, even if it's my ultimate weakness. I just.... I'm not ready. so I tried to put every bit of sadness, gratitude, frustration and of course the love I have for them in this video. I hope it shows, especially because I've been holding off vidding this song for a looong time.
"I don't wanna know who I am without you" yes, this song was written for them. bye.
Couple: Dean & Castiel Show: Supernatural Song: youtube.com/watch?v=Y7flsBjgK-E Editing: Malagenabolakaful Colouring: no air by the happiness project ♥
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"Love don't come easy to us And it's killing me to hang on and hope it's enough..." ♥
IT'S FINALLY HERE. the first collab of our birthday twin trio aka andie, elo and I. it took me ages to finish my parts because I suck, but because these two amazing, kind girls love me (for some reason), they were as patient and loving as ever. and dare I say the result was worth the wait?? teaming up with two of the most talented vidders on this entire damn site will never fail to be an incredible experience and I can't believe I get to call them my friends. I adore this collab, the way the parts and our different editing just connects, how elo put it together and andie added the text, how much pain and parallels we managed to put in this. it's just so beautiful. and thanks to everyone who voted for having good taste, at least for the most part lmao. we did end up having one notp per person in this video, but even those parts are absolutely stunning.
andie, elo. I love you to bits. you know this. I don't need to say this. you guys are my two rocks, your company is incomparable and your support unwavering. there aren't enough words to explain how much you mean to me and how much I depend on your friendship, your help, your advice and your ability to make me laugh even in the darkest of times. ♥
my couples: michael/sara, klaus/camille, stefan/katherine, charles/erik, francis/mary, dean/castiel, damon/bonnie, chuck/blair, tony/ziva, harvey/donna song: youtube.com/watch?v=311-205cDs4 editing: @MiaWinchester794, @pandieex & me thumbnail: elo text: andie colouring: bright sun by jula misiak ♥
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"Maybe I don't want you either We're both unsettled, nighttime creatures" ♥
it's september and i'm uploading my second vidders united vid askdfklsdf the next couple of weeks will be a nightmare but anyway
HAPPY BRITHDAY MAYA ♥♥♥ I so so so hope you'll like this since I haven't worked this hard on a video in months. if it weren't for jo, laura and lamia encouraging me, this would've gone straight into the bin, but I kept going and now I kinda like it? a little bit? maybe? I was so SHOCKED when you pledged for darvey haha who could've seen that coming. in the end, you still made me get out of my comfort zone tho and if that's not a summary of all the things you push me to try out (by just being my friend), then I don't know what is. all I know is this song was written for vamp darvey. and because it's your birthdays, this vid may or may not give you a few glimpses into chapter 9...
I hope you have the best day imaginable in these strange times. lots of love and cake and gifts and all you wish for. you've been in my life for quite a while now and I don't need to tell you how much you changed it or how much your friendship means to me. we might not have as much time to be trash as we used to, but we will always share a brain and you'll always be the fluff to my angst hehe I can't wait to see you again, hopefully soon(-ish) ly lots ♥
now, whoever doesn't know yet, 120 years is a story written by me, but the original idea came from lamia and maya. it's a darvey vampire AU, set both in the late 1800s/early 1900s and the present time. harvey and donna met 120 years ago, became a family; fell apart. there's lots of plot, heaviness, war, death and pain, but also darvey being dumb and in love, even vampirism couldn't change that. if you want to check it out, here's the link (be warned, it's a WIP): fanfiction.net/s/12422758/1/120-Years
feedback on this video is particularly welcome as I usually don't vid AUs and I tried my hardest to portray some parts of the story as accurately as I could. I hope it was worth it ♥
Couple: Harvey & Donna Show: Suits (& in this case various others) Song: youtube.com/watch?v=YHWvHp5m43E Editing: Malagenabolakaful Colourings: Uranus by kindon18 ♥
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"Its too late to go back, I let the darkness seep through the cracks. Love is bleeding, I curse my breathing. The day is gone..." ♥
not at this video uploading in under 4 fucking minutes ----------- is this what it feels like to finally have decent wifi?? cause WOW I'm so so happy I got this done just in time for emma's birthday, since it was her pledging for a klamille vidlet for vidders united and I finally got to use one of my saved klamille songs for them. oh, the pain. what can I say except that this relationship got under my skin unlike any other and I don't think I'll ever be able to edit them without crying and mourning them all over again. to no one's surprise, this video is SAD and it focuses on klaus' state of mind during and after she died, how he viewed their relationship and how he longed to reunite with her throughout the rest of the series. I will always LOVE joseph's silent portrayal of klaus missing cami almost as much as I absolutely loathe the way they killed her off. this ship truly did a number on me and my heart will never stop bleeding. the editing in this one is very stripped back, slow and simple since I just wanted to let the song and their scenes (especially his quiet devastation) speak for themselves. I hope I succeeded.
now, emma. I hope you like this. it wouldn't be your birthday without me trying to make you cry, right? right. we've met on here ages ago, back when cami was still alive and we were dumb and naive and thought the writers wouldn't screw us over, but despite all the bitterness and sadness I will always connect klamille to you and our friendship and that alone made the entire thing worth it. despite how busy our lifes are or how much we change, I will be her to listen and laugh with you no matter what. hopefully you won't mind the song I chose, it just fits their tragedy and beauty so so well. and since I'm me, I was completely unable to keep this 'vidlet' under two minutes haha (I'm sure you won't mind that). I hope you have the best day and the best year yet ahead of you ♥ sub the birthday girl if you haven't already: youtube.com/channel/UCRYCybPr3uFvle8AdAktArw
salty side note: when cami died in klaus' arms, he came to terms with his mortality and MADE PEACE with the fact that he would follow her eventually for the first time in his 1000 years on this earth. how fucking powerful is that?? I swear klamille is SO slept on, I wish y'all had better taste :)
Couple: Klaus & Camille Show: The Originals Song: youtube.com/watch?v=ke92CDVQsb8 Editing: Malagenabolakaful Colouring: bright sun by jula misiak ♥
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each part is $1, you can only request it on my discord channel.
thank you for requesting a part and donating for this cause.
PARTS: part 01 - for Jovana 90x [klaus&elijah] part 02 - for Mia Winchester [charles/erik] part 03 - for luvtheheaven5 [caleb/spencer] part 04 - for x [matthew/mary] part 05 - for pandieex [marcel/rebekah] part 06 - for agnes_agnes_ [harvey&mike] part 07 - for x [dean/castiel] part 08 - for Mia Winchester [sam&jack] part 09 - for luvtheheaven5 [leo/april] part 10 - for anonymousdh206 [henry/anne] part 11 - for anna maria [harvey&jessica] part 12 - for pandieex [harry&hermione] part 13 - for anna maria [hayley/elijah] part 14 - for x [time team] part 15 - for luvtheheaven5 [buck&eddie&christopher] part 16 - for Mia Winchester [michael&lincoln] part 17 - for x [himym gang] part 18 - for Mia Winchester [sam&dean] part 19 - for Jovana90x [harry&hermione&ron]Vidders United Promomalagenabolakaful2020-06-12 | Vidders United is a fundraising event within the editing community to support the #BlackLivesMatter movement. The world is fighting for equality and we want to contribute our part.
We would love it if people donate of their own accord and encourage you all to do so, but it never hurts to create an incentive to donate! So, we will be hosting a Vidder’s auction where all proceeds go to charities that support the BLM movement. Vidders will offer their work (such as personalized videos and YPIVs), resources (such as colouring, icon, and scene pack giveaways), and more to bidders interested in taking part.
We invite everyone to join Vidders United, whether as a vidder or a bidder/patron, and help contribute to make the world a less brutal place.
The whole event will take place on Discord. Join the server here: discord.gg/DcbRtPp
I cannot stress enough how important this is to me and how much I appreciate everyone that joins, everyone that has already supported blm and everyone that helped create Vidders United. Equality matters. Black Lives Matter.
Paulineyou pick we vid || vote for your favourite couplesmalagenabolakaful2020-05-31 | HELLO, my best friends and I finally decided to collab together, all three of us! it's about time and i cannot wait to start.
each of us will vid the 10 most voted for couples in our polls, so hopefully we'll have a fun mixture and something for all of our subs to enjoy.
MY POLL: https://forms.gle/2a2cHrQxBXYHXDAW6 (commenting on this video will NOT count as a vote)
all the credit for the organisation goes to my two friends since they are amazing and patient and for some reason aren't sick of me yet :) elo made this amazing promo video of our biggest otps and the thumbnails. she kicks ass, but we all knew that already.nate & serena || in & out of love [for andie]malagenabolakaful2020-04-27 | - Don't be a douchekebab, watch in HD :) -
"If it wasn't for you I'd always be in and out of love Lying in the wrong rooms Knowing it wasn't quite enough" ♥
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AGAIN, ANDIE!!!! I FINALLY VIDDED SERENATE FOR YOU, CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?
I was so angry at myself for being unable to finish it on time for your birthday, but it just took me some time to create something that was a good enough gift for you. and I don't know why, but I like this video a lot. some parts of it are too choppy, some aren't, the voiceovers are a mess and I don't know why the first and second half of the video look completely different, but somehow, I ended up liking this; even the thumbnail. maybe it's the song.
it's probably the song.
I listened to it back when oh wonder's album came out in february and this song hit me with serenate feels in a way I haven't experienced in years. they used to mean everything to me and going back to that mindset made me fall in love with them all over again. they were simply made for each other. they were each other's true loves and I think to some degree, they both knew that. I think the sense of contentment and peace that serena felt when she was with nate, how he knew every little part of her and still loved her for it, scared her shitless and that's why she kept running away. in my mind, they're still endgame. nate will never move on from serena and serena, despite her best efforts, will always find her way back to him. when I heard the song for the first time, the 'lying in the wrong rooms' really jumped out and attacked me lmao nate and serena both spend so much of their time with the wrong people and so little with the person that was actually right for them, it just breaks my heart.
how can a couple that is so light and happy when together be so tragic and make me so bitter???
now, andie, I hope you like this. I don't think you expect me to vid serenate but it has been my plan since your birthday last year. they're one of the biggest ships we have in common and they're our babies. I love it when we have breakdowns over them because THEY DESERVED BETTER. JUST LOOK AT THEM LOOKING AT EACH OTHER. I've told you I love you so many times during birthday week and especially on your birthday, but I love you okay. so, so much. life is better with you, life is funnier with you, life is easier with you. you've made me such incredible gifts for my birthday and I hope I can give some of that back to you. I hope this is a nice way to close our birthday week because honestly, it's been a week to remember. you're everything to me and I hope you never forget that. I value our friendship above anything else babe ♥
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"Sometimes beginnings aren't so simple Sometimes goodbye's the only way" ♥
it took me all day to finally put this collab together and upload it (I kept getting interrupted by my friends BRUTALLY MURDERING ME), and I hadn't really gotten the chance to fully watch it until now. every single second of this video is perfect, everyone who joined did their best to put all the things I love in here and the result is simply stunning. thank you to everyone who helped making this birthday special for me. shadow of the day is one of my favourite songs of all time, and to see it brought to life like this is simply amazing. I have so many talented friends and I am deeply humbled by how much effort all of you put into the collab.
special thanks to andie for filling in. you know I love you ♥
happy birthday to me hehe THIS IS PERFECT!!
Fandoms: so many Song: youtube.com/watch?v=opMFoF5r7-U Editing: annnahatcher, AnonymousDH206, ♥themica993♥, pandieex, mblaqminoz, Jovana90x , Agnes_Agnes_, thisismaria27, cursedbeauty, cecealways, mia winchester (PLEASE SUB THEM ALL) and me Colouring: Way Out by kindon18 ♥
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~FAIR USE~ Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for "fair use" for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favor of fair use.multicouples || last dance [for andie] (w/ elo)malagenabolakaful2020-04-24 | - Don't be a douchekebab, watch in HD :) -
"If this was our last chance I'd ask you to stay For one last dance" ♥
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDIE, YOU SURELY DON'T SEE THIS COMING AT ALL, RIGHT?? LMAO JUST KIDDING. obviously elo and I had to collab for your birthday, and since we went with stelena and bamon last year, we thought a proper multicouples was the best way to go this year. we know you love multicouples. honestly, this collab is all elo. she approached me, she suggested the song, she put it together, she completely blew me away with her parts. all I could try to do was make my parts decent so they wouldn't ruin this girls' talent haha also look at me uploading this collab before my own birthday collab is ready SKDFKSL I clearly have my priorities straight.
elo, as always I am honoured to have joined you on this collab. you deserve all the praise in the world (and maybe a little bit more) for being the person that made this happen. for waiting patiently because I stressed so much over getting the parts done on time and for making them look not half as bad as I thought they might. I'm in love with what we created here, THE PARALLELS especially, and how we tried to vid as many of andie's ships as we could. the result is something only we could've done, and it's something we could've only done for andie and I LOVE that. I love you and I admire you, that'll never change. ♥ sub my incredible collab partner: youtube.com/channel/UC5PF-6FkQgW0lkSaWajt7YA
andie my darling, I wish you the happiest of birthdays. like with elo, I'll save the novel i'm about to write you for whatsapp but please know that when you came into my life three years ago, you changed it for good. you changed ME for good. you (and elo) bring out soft pauline, for god's sake, imagine the power you have over me hahahaha I truly love you so much more than I could put into words, I'd do anything for you and I never wanna know what my life would've been like if we haven't met. you continue to be my rock in hard times and my anchor in the worst. you are always here for me and I'll never stop trying to give some of that back to you. we've been here for so many ups and downs, but it's a lot easier to handle together and for that I am so thankful. I hope you like what we created here, we poured all of our love and (in my case) all the sanity I had left in this video. I won another round against sony vegas, and there's no one I'd rather do it for. I may have gone a bit overboard on the haylijah and frary lmao but I hope the tiva content makes up for it. love you, birthday girl. stay the beautiful, inspiring soul that you are. ♥ please sub the birthday girl: youtube.com/channel/UC6TW-vA6gk7Khc_DwufJhFg
Couples: a lot Song: youtube.com/watch?v=8EhfxS3BSxc Editing: malagenabolakaful & mia winchester Thumbnail: elo Colouring: bright sun by jula misiak ♥
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~FAIR USE~ Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for "fair use" for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favor of fair use.multirelationships || take on the world [for elo] (collab w/andie)malagenabolakaful2020-04-22 | - Don't be a douchekebab, watch in HD :) -
"Just say the word, We'll take on the world Just say you're hurt, We'll face the worst" ♥
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FROM YOUR BIRTHDAY TWINS ELOOOOO!!!! we love you so so much so of course we had to make another collab for your birthday. a tradition is a tradition. honestly I can't remember who approached who anymore - another fun tradition of birthday week is me losing my fucking mind haha - but I do remember andie sending me a bunch of songs and me pushing for this one. I would've never thought of it myself, but listening to it I just KNEW this was the song to go with. and the moment I told andie it kinda reminds me of the three of us, how we help each other facing the best and worst parts of life together, she was fully on board. and the result is honestly one of my favourite things that I ever helped create. I'm in love with every single second of this collab, how it highlights all the relationships you love and how andie and I made this thinking of you and of how thankful we are to have you in our lives.
needless to say (but Imma still say it lmao), andie knocked it out of the park. whenever she send me another one of her parts, I just said "elo is gonna die" when in reality, I was the one who was dead hahahhaha andie, I'm beyond happy we did this. it was a struggle for me to force my sv to render ANYTHING, but your patience and encouragment kept me going and even more importantly, it kept me from getting frustrated. making this was SO much fun and I continue to be in complete awe of your talent. I also continue to be baffled that a vidder like you collabs with little old me because your editing is honestly out of this world. thank you for joining me, thank you for not getting annoyed because I was late (surprise, surprise) and thank you for putting it all together. I'm so proud of us, babe. look at this beauty. I love you so much ♥
and elo, to me this song really encompasses our friendship. especially over the last year, the three of us were just there for every hurdle, from little things to big, frightening stuff, and facing it all together helped me more than I can say. I love how our trio started as this little joke because of our birthdays, but it became a genuine thing so quickly because you and andie were always just there when I needed someone and I cherish that more than anything. andie and I will always support you, no matter what life throws in your way. I tried including all the relationships that are close to your heart in this video, so obviously I was in charge of sam and dean hahaha but I did manage to squeeze some michael and lincoln and a ton of other stuff in there and I hope it'll make you smile and feel how much love we put into making our parts. happy birthday. I love you so much ♥
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"Cause beyond every bend is a long blinding end It's the worst kind of pain I've known" ♥
ARE YOU GUYS READY???? IT'S BIRTHDAY WEEK, which means a ton of videos, a ton of love for my best friends, a ton of stress and a ton of meltdowns over my sony vegas, my wifi and my laptop not cooperating. but if you thought this would keep me from uploading my first sam video ever, you've thought wrong. I fought tooth and nail for this video to be up in time because today is elo's day and this year, there was no way in hell I'd pass on FINALLY giving her the present she deserves.
elo, right now I'm kind of at a loss of what to say. I'll save the most emotional part for whatsapp but i guess at this point you know how much I love you. I can't imagine my life without you anymore, in fact, I literally can't remember a time when you weren't part of my life. what was I doing back then?? who did I rant to about sam?? how was my life before you, me and andie became our precious birthday twin trio?? I honestly don't recall lmao but it must've been darker, less fun times. you make my life better. you make me laugh, you inspire me, you make me cry with your videos, you're always here to listen, and thanks to rob and rich WE MET! in fact, I'm staring at our op right now typing this. anyway, I hope you have THE BEST POSSIBLE DAY, because you deserve nothing less. and I hope this video destroys you just a little bit hehe because making it lowkey destroyed me.
I don't know if you see this coming, actually. you might, you might not. I for one did not believe I'd be able to pull this off. I've been trying to make a sam video for two years, you know I have multiple songs saved for him and yet here I was a couple of days ago, sitting down and starting a 4 minute video with a song I had just chosen. I made this in less than three days. who am I? who do you turn me into? I know I didn't even scratch the surface when it comes to the beauty that is sam winchester, but I did my best. there are parts of this video I like. there are parts that made me cry ("there's a seat here alongside me" GOD). there are many parts that I know could've been better. but I tried choosing every single scene with a thought behind it, I tried to show a part of sam that may not be portrayed as much because it's largely silent. his evolution from consistently running away both physically and metaphorically to him choosing to STAY with his brother and the family he fought his entire life building is something that means so so much to me and I wanted to show that as best as I could. he has a place in life now, he has a family; he has a purpose. and I'm so fucking proud of him.
elo, I love you. this is for you because my love for sam wouldn't feel the same if you weren't here to share it with me. ♥
Character: Sam Winchester Show: Supernatural Song: youtube.com/watch?v=KLgQKiUk7ms Editing: Malagenabolakaful Colourings: Decay by kindon18 ♥
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"Even though you're not supposed to You feel closer When you're a thousand miles away" ♥
YEBIN, YEBIN, YEBIN MY LOVE, THIS IS FOR YOU!!! I told you I was making this but then it took me a couple of days to finish so you might've forgotten about it already haha. either way, look at our babies. look at how much they love each other. there'll never be a love like theirs and I tried to portray their pure and special bond as best as I could.
I know most of my subs will have zero idea who they are or wtf I am on suddenly making boyband videos but LISTEN. I've been in love with them since I was four years old. no joke. and they've been married for 20 years now, but ever since westlife has been back, they're even more trash than before. they literally can't sit or stand next to each other without being soft or dumb or - in most cases - both. there's something about the way they gravitate towards each other like magnets that I've always found so fascinating and I LOVE that they have no problem whatsoever being openly affectionate and sweet with each other. they've also been enjoying teasing tf out of each other, especially in their instagram live a couple of days ago which was the final push I needed to finally sit my ass down and make my first video with them. I tried to focus mostly on new clips from the tour and westlife 2.0 era bc most of the old footage has such low quality it makes my eyes bleed.
and yes, obviously they're not together SKDFKSLF they've just had a shitload of fun shipping themselves ever since they found out fans ship them. I honestly wouldn't love them even half as much if they weren't so comfortable with it. we're all just having a craic here so please don't take it seriously. to quote shane, # shnicky all the way ♥
if you haven't checked yebin's account yet, she makes the best shnicky trash videos on youtube and this edit is a small thank you for all the feels she continues to give me. SUB HER: youtube.com/channel/UCegIFe_azhLlRiVcA1vUGnA
of course, I own none of the footage and I have no intention of stealing or not crediting. you can find ALL of the twenty tour videos filmed by fans in THIS PLAYLIST: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLm9E-kCSPr2Y8WJlgNis1XrR6yFVXYXYT thank you to every single one of you that captured these moments, my video would be nothing without it ♥
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"Take my mind and take my pain, Like an empty bottle takes the rain. And heal, heal, hell heal!" ♥
I've been working on this ever since the s14 finale aired and I am so so proud of myself for finishing it. I'm proud of the way it looks, I'm proud of the amount of scenes I managed to put in this video and I'm even proud of how I portrayed this relationship, because it means everything to me. meeting, co-parenting and guiding jack brought back sam's trauma in s13 and it forced him to finally face what happened to him years before because he saw so much of himself in jack. he saw his mistakes and his anger and his pain. and when he forgave jack, for the first time I felt like he forgave himself for what he'd done when he lost himself to his power. sam found himself healing through his love for jack and that's why losing him was so devastating.
I'm so happy he's back now. and sam's face when he saw him ;___; god. they only have to look at each other and I just start bawling, that's how much I grew attached to them in only two seasons. also THEY FINALLY HUGGED!!!! and I know this comes weeks and weeks after the episode aired, but I had to finish this for myself. and I really had to finish this to surprise elo because obviously, this is for her.
elo, I hope you'll like this because making this pretty much destroyed me. emotionally because LOOK AT THEM, but also because it was so freaking hard for me to find all the parallels and voiceovers and to make it fit into this beautiful song. I always knew I would dedicate it to you bc you understand my love for them and you understand what jack means to sam. I know life hasn't been easy, especially this week, and I just wanted to do something to make you feel better (even if I may have cried making this askdfklak you know me, my gifts are sad). I love you so much and I'm always here, no matter what. ♥
....... I'm pretty sure I had at least four audio tracks just for all the voiceovers. lord help me. I can't believe this is finally here for everyone to see.
Relationship: Sam & Jack Show: Supernatural Song: youtube.com/watch?v=2oFeJqnjF3o Editing: Malagenabolakaful Colourings: Anchor by glamourstar0x ♥
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"all this time we were waiting for each other, all this time I was waiting for you we got all this love, can't waste it on another" ♥
exactly one year ago, I uploaded my first post 8x16 darvey video so HAPPY DARVEY BANGING ANNIVERSARY. it still feels unreal. a year later, the show is over, they're married, they're HAPPY and every bit of fight we put into making it happen was worth it. I love them so much, I always will and I do miss them a lot. but the moment harvey stood in front of donna's door I knew I'd get everything I ever wanted for them and to feel that way is still unbelievable.
I wanted to make a short video and then I accidentally found this song again and how perfect is it to describe what drove harvey to donna that night? no matter what happened, they always found their way back to each other. they never stopped choosing each other and that'll always make them special.
I want to dedicate this to cece, since I didn't make her a birthday video in december. I'm still kinda mad at myself for that, especially because you, maya and ana made me such an incredible video for my birthday, but back in december I didn't have the time or inspiration for anything. so I hope you'll like this trashy little vidlet. we made it. I cannot say this often enough. we won. look at them. we deserve to see them like this, you more than anyone else. you've been here since the beginning, you love them SO MUCH and my entire fandom experience would've been only half as fun without you. ly xx
"so I'm straight in a straight line, running back to you" ♥
Couple: Harvey & Donna Show: Suits Song: youtube.com/watch?v=T7lUj_OSxhA Editing: Malagenabolakaful Colourings: purple rain by magicxmerl ♥
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just pick TWO couples for ONE part and we'll be golden :) (of course you are in no way obligated to pick any of the couples that I put in this video, I just wanted to look at my otps while sv was rendering for idk how long hahaha kill me)
please pay attention to the comments, I'll try to answer and update the description box asap, but if someone else has already asked for a part or a ship, just choose another one. and while I don't mind having two ships of the same character in the video, check where that other ship will be in the video so the parts won't be right after each other.
PARTS: part 1: snow & charming // tom & sybil [for Ahsokatanofan99] part 2: hook & emma // buck & eddie [for *Tv*Movie*Sparks] part 3: adam & eric // oliver & laurel [for sexyscrubs] part 4: rumple & belle // chuck & blair [for multifandom couples] part 5: matthew & mary // norma & romero [for lamia] part 6: dean & castiel // spencer & toby [for nat. prodz] part 7: harvey & donna // henry viii & anne boleyn [for anonymousdh206] part 8: klaus & camille // michael & sara [for jovana90x] part 9: ian & mickey // grizz & sam [for RockberryProductions] part 10: stefan & elena // charles & erik [for mia winchester] part 11: mike & rachel // wyatt & lucy [for thisismaria27] part 12: nate & serena // sam & eileen [for dramioneforever] part 13: geralt & yennefer // rufus & lily [for frenchdarvey] part 14: josh & aiden // isaac & allison [for xxdreamdustxx] part 15: jackson & vyv // rachel & joey [for kindon18] part 16: francis & mary // elijah & hayley [for nat mikaelson] part 17: damon & bonnie // tony & ziva [for pandieex] part 18: chandler & monica // stefan & caroline [for רחל דב]dean & castiel || tear me down [+15x09]malagenabolakaful2020-01-23 | - Don't be a douchekebab, watch in HD :) -
"My faith is shaken, but I still believe This is you, this is me, this is all we need So won't you stay a while? And hold me while you wait" ♥
I'm so tired, my laptop is killing me and this video was so freaking hard to make. but I couldn't sleep until I got this up, so here it is.
It's been way too long since my last destiel video, considering how much I love them. I basically vid them constantly, I just never finish any of the projects because I hate them all. they have 11 years of footage, and I will never be able to tell their story the way it deserves to get told, but I'm still glad I managed to finish this video because maybe now the song will stop making me depressed over them. lol. they love each other so much, there's so much depth in their relationship, so much pain and guilt and bitterness, but also so much hope and faith and genuine love and there'll never be a day when they won't be able to destroy me with one scene. they really are one of my oldest otps, and I'm feeling my attachment to them now that the show is ending more than ever.
this video is full of s15 angst because honestly, I loved it. they do angst so well, no other couple will ever come close to the way you can see more than a decade of history in their eyes when they fight, or when they hug and make up, or when dean actually goes down on his fucking knee to pray to cas and apologise for letting him go (all I have to say about the prayer scene is: what the fuck). the prayer, i.e dean crying his eyes out, kinda leads through the video, but then the last 30 seconds are complete mess of random scenes/quotes and I am sorry for that, it's just really hard for me not to include my favourite scenes, but they have so many of them. also, purgatory!! the parallels!! i'm still crying!!
I'd say give them a happy ending but lmao I'm not that delusional, so give me more angst and I'm good. ♥
"I should've stopped you. you're my best friend but I just let you go" I live here now, bye.
Couple: Dean & Castiel Show: Supernatural Song: youtube.com/watch?v=QZ5GzGYgWJw Editing: Malagenabolakaful Colouring: Crawl by kindon18 ♥
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"There's something in the silence I never used to feel There's something about knowing That tells you this is real" ♥
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY JO!!! I know this is two days late, but you know me, I suck. I've literally started this video so early because I wanted to make sure it'll be ready on your birthday (since 'beddie' are our babies haha) and I still ended up failing. I kinda blame sex education, work and my laptop rendering this for 6 (!) hours. I know you've seen parts of it already, and I hope you love the final result. because I wouldn't have stuck with it if it weren't for you. you know how much I love them but I'm really not satisfied with the way I vid them, I feel like I never really portray their depth correctly...
anyway, I love you. you know how much I love you. I love how darvey and klamille (and em, god bless her) brought us together, but our friendship went so much beyond that. of course I love losing my shit over various shows and ships with you, but at the end of the day, you are one of my best friends, and I would and do trust you with everything. thank you for being that person for me, and as you know, I'm always trying to pay some of that back to you. you are an amazing person inside and out and my life wouldn't be the same without you in it. ♥
I cannot wait for buck and eddie to come back to me. I'm still thinking about THAT scene in the kitchen almost daily cause honestly, what the fuck. also, they made me edit a westlife song and that can only mean good things. they started playing such a huge role in the other's life that they actually ended up being the difference in each other. I love platonic bros being platonic bros.
Couple: Buck & Eddie Show: 9-1-1 Song: youtube.com/watch?v=ixgR5pzypkQ Editing: Malagenabolakaful Colourings: Oh Baby [adjusted] by kindon18 ♥
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"Breathe deep, let it wash over you We're slowly becoming lovers I promise you we won't be like the others We won't go running for cover" ♥
I'm officially back and couldn't be more happy that my first video in the new year (and decade!!) is saileen. I can't remember the last time I shipped a couple this soft? usually i'm all about the angst, but these two.. man, there's just something there that gets to me. I guess for all the pain sam went through, for always losing the ones he loved (not only but especially romantically) eileen represents his chance of making it work for once. I've seen their potential from the moment they met, all the parallels they drew between them and their revenge, how eileen is sam's perfect fit because while she's a hunter (and a badass, lets be real), she never lost her touch with reality. she always stayed human, and she's a good person (not to mention shoshannah is an amazing actress and I admire her for the work she does!). I adore the way sam lights up around her, and I swear when he brought her back in 15.06 and they held hands something inside me cracked open. I don't know where they're going with this, I have theories, I have wishes, but for now, I just hope they won't kill her off again because neither of them deserves it.
this video is veeery sam-centric. I've had the song on repeat in november, right around the time eileen came back, and something about the 'slowly becoming lovers' line made me connect it to saileen. I love the way they are actually build on something, how they had a connection first, how sam genuinely likes her and that's why he's so apprehensive. I don't think he ever planned on having real feelings for someone again, not after everything that happened. but I guess what I wanted to show here is that sam and eileen have the potential to be different. they CAN find happiness in each other if they're willing to open themselves to it. I think sam sees that and that's why he's so torn. so this involuntarily turned in some sort of characters study of him and why I love the way eileen stands out in the sea of people he lost too soon. he lost her, and actually got to bring her back. I hope it was for a reason. saileen RISE lmao
does any of this make sense? idk it's three am and i'm tired.
I would also like to point out that I added text and my laptop punished me for it by rendering a three minute video for two hours. the text looks... meh but I'll be damned if I let my laptop win this round, so it stays where it is.
I hope you like this. ♥ I put a lot of thought into this, even though I know they are underrated and not many people care much about them. you can probably expect more spn videos from me now that the show will be back. let's hope i'll survive episode 9. oh boy.
Couple: Sam & Eileen Show: Supernatural Song: youtube.com/watch?v=z5gll10vXJo Editing: Malagenabolakaful Colourings: Sad Souls by wildestdreams; ♥
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well, hello there boys and girls! merry christmas, happy new year and all that other shit I missed while writing and handing in my thesis haha it's been hell, as you can see by the fact that I did not upload anything since OCTOBER, but it's all over now and i have a couple of weeks to breathe and vid and write.
while being MIA I also reached 3000 subs, which is amazing and I am so so grateful to everyone about it. this account means so much to me and I hope I'll spend many more years on here sharing my videos with all of you. I asked people on twitter whether I should share my unfinished videos or do a ypiv and surprisingly, the first option won. i'm still thinking about doing a ypiv though, so if you'd like that, let me know and i'll start planning it :)
now, I have so many more projects sitting in my files waiting to be finished, but these six seemed to be in a shape worth sharing. please let me know which one(s) you'd like to see complete versions of, since i'm struggling to get back into vidding right now with all the possiblities and things I wanna do.
the videos: 1- multicouples. I've been working on it since last february and idk why it's taking me so long, but I love it. it's 100% pain, and I absolutely love it. if only I could finish it... 2- buck & eddie. jo will kick my ass if I don't finish it so i'm pretty confident that I will, it might just not be for another month or so (don't kill me skfls) 3- sam & eileen. that'll hopefully my next upload if i'm inspired enough. and yes, eileen is in the video as well haha the first part just fit sam way too well 4- harvey & donna. I ALWAYS have an unfinished darvey video lying around somewhere. this is one of my special songs I've saved for them, so I guess I will finish it. eventually 5- dean & cas. sigh. I have so so many destiel edits and even more song ideas but i cannot finish any of them. maybe ep9 will give me the last push i need... 6- multifandom. I really just wanna edit NF songs for the rest of my life but it is a challenge. and multifandom is always a challenge for me as well since I'm never satisfied with the result. I do like where this one is going though, even if I basically just started it.
soooo, let me know your thoughts and enjoy my choppy half-assed editing that I feel like I should apologise for ♥
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"I don't wanna talk about it, I just wanna hold your hand." ♥
this crappy little thing of an edit was made for one person and one person only: andie.
thursday night, I stumbled across a very raw draft of this video I started a while ago (I know you're not part of some of these fandoms but I didn't wanna delete everything I had), and something inside of me knew it was always meant to be finished for andie. I was so worried about you babe I didn't know what to do with myself, so I started adding clips, just relationships or shows you love, because it made me feel like I was actually doing something. I hated not knowing what happened during or after your accident, I felt so helpless and just wanted to be there for you, drive up to the hospital and hug you, but of course I couldn't. I felt so useless but editing this made it better. and then I remembered klaus' quote after we got off the phone on friday and it fit what you're going through so well that I thought I might as well center the video around it.
this is not a typical multifandom, this is something meant to remind you of how important you are to me and so many other people. whenever you feel sad, like you don't belong or don't know how to keep going, I want this video to be there and help you in the ways you helped me countless times. I feel beyond lucky to have you in my life, and while I am still struggling to come to terms with all that happened, how losing you became such a sudden and real possibility, nothing tops the gratitude I feel to be your friend.
tomorrow will be better, babe. it will. I promise it will. and I'll be with you every step of the way through your recovery. cause you were always there for me, so let me be there for you. I love you so much, truly. ♥
Fandoms: The Originals, Supernatural, The Vampire Diaries, Once Upon A Time, Reign, Harry Potter, Suits, NCIS, Pretty Little Liars Song: youtube.com/watch?v=SGA7oTu_A9k Editing: Malagenabolakaful Colouring: turning page by autumnfantasy ♥
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"Hearing the song in your laughter A melody I chase after No one else has done this to me" ♥
new show, new ship, same old foolish me. I definitely needed another non-canon m/m ship that is never gonna happen despite their chemistry being INSANE. yep totally perfect choice. nope I'm not bitter lmao not at all.
can I just urge everyone to watch 911 on fox?? the show is mindblowingly well made, written and acted, the characters all bring something different to the table yet are all extremely interesting, the cases and overall plot will both ruin you and make you happy. i haven't been this passionate about a new--ish show since timeless aired.
and these two, oh boy. the first episode of season 2 already had me side-eyeing them hard but I refused to ship this and I tried okay, I really tried, and then that woman thought buck and eddie had a son together (which they do) and I knew I was gone. season 3 has been amazing so far, the tsunami storyline really had me at the edge of my seat and I am still TRASH about their last scene in episode three. honestly what the fuck was that, you cannot tell me that they're not crushing super hard on each other. I so can't wait to let this show bait me into shipping them even more while never giving me the canon material I deserve. once a clown, always a clown.
this song belongs to cherik and it always will (I used to watch this daily, good times youtube.com/watch?v=ORR-OmUfm80 ) but I knew I was gonna vid it to buddie when I saw the episode two title of this season. I don't like this video, I'm not familiar with their scenes yet and I have somehow lost the ability to create something coherent and not just string random scenes together but I still hope whoever watches it will like it.
in all honesty, their chemistry is so strong it reminds me of dean and cas. and NOTHING ever reminds me of dean and cas since their chemistry is one of the most unique things I've ever seen. long story short, I'm screwed.
Couple: Buck & Eddie Show: 9-1-1 Song: youtube.com/watch?v=q4fNrsqf_rI Editing: Malagenabolakaful Colourings: Pale Blue by SunnyVids ♥
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"Your skin Oh yeah your skin and bones Turn into something beautiful Do you know You know I love you so" ♥
how has it been two weeks since the finale and this edit is still messy, unorganized and weirdly paced like the episode just aired? probably because that's where my brain is at. I haven't even begun to process that suits is over, that their story is over; that this is it. i'm trying to ignore it the best I can. I'm sure i'll be able to vid them like I used to one day, but for now, this'll have to do. despite this video feeling rushed and despite it definitely not being my best work, I'm already deeply attached to it because it'll be the last time I'll ever upload a darvey edit with new scenes. this couple and fandom really meant the world to me for so many different reasons, and to see them this blissfully happy and at peace with where they are in life (and with each other) choked me up multiple times during editing. the song didn't help tbh. I knew I would vid it to them since forever, and then I fell in love with this version of it last year and saved it for something special, but now I was overwhelmed with the amount of content we got so I tried to include as much as I could and the result is...... well this.
I still hope everyone will like it. it's been a wild, unforgettable ride. and now they're married and we'll have to let them go.
I want to dedicate this to jo, since she's been my saving grace so many times. none of my darvey videos would look like this without her sharing their scenes with me. I was about to give up on vidding them before she stumbled into my life, and though thankfully our friendship developed into so much more than that, I'll always be so thankful to her for being the generous, amazing person she is. love you, jo. ♥
"for you I'd bleed myself dry" we all know this is darvey in a nutshell
Couple: Harvey & Donna Show: Suits Song: youtube.com/watch?v=gvPbfLBbMck Editing: Malagenabolakaful Colourings: Sad Girl by AnneSoshi ♥
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"The feeling I thought was set in stone It slips through my fingers Trying hard to let go..." ♥
me? finishing this video almost on time? it's a miracle.
hi maya, don't kill me. I know you're not seeing this coming, because I've tried so hard to keep it a secret from you. I held back from rewatching the tudors the moment i FINALLY got a hold of henry/anne scenes in decent quality bc I knew once I started watching this show again, I would never stop ranting to you about it. and I wanted this to be a surprise for you, a good one I hope, despite the fact that making this shattered my heart in a way that never happens when I edit couples (except klamille)
where do I even start with these two? they're my second biggest otp of all time, always have been, always will be. in a way, nothing will ever compare to them because their story fucked me up like no other. mainly because most of it is their real story, and it's probably the greatest love story ever told. they are truly soulmates in every sense of the word, they could make each other feel things that nobody else could, but they also wrecked each other beyond repair and the aftermath of their relationship killed both of them in different ways. henry spiritually, anne physically. I don't wanna go too deep into how fascininating I find both of these real life people and how incredibly passionate and twisted their love was, but the show managed to portray it in a way that I feel like came the closest to what they really meant to each other. I've never seen chemistry like this. ever. they really do set the screen on fire and it's something everyone should experience. I don't think I managed to portray their essence and complexity very well, this video is all over the place because I couldn't keep my emotions in check and I suffered so much because they loved each other SO MUCH AND--- god
to my twin: happy birthday. I hope you like it. I think I told you before that even though this is a darvey song, I always had henry and anne scenes at the back of my mind when listening to it, because it fits their back and forth, push and pull, hate and love dynamic so well (but MAN, this song was a nightmare to vid). their love came and went, but i'm pretty sure they were always drowning in it. I always knew I'd dedicate it to you if I'd ever get the scenes since this is the biggest otp we share besides darvey.
... you didn't think I could let your birthday pass without bringing you some pain, did you? hehe anyway, feel free to yell at me and enjoy aaaaall the feels. ly so much, thank you for everything ♥
Couple: Henry VIII & Anne Boleyn Show: The Tudors Song: youtube.com/watch?v=8Zwq8BJnJS4 Editing: Malagenabolakaful Colourings: remember me by magicxmerl (w/adjustments) ♥
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"Friends tell me it's spring My window show the same Without you here the seasons pass me by" ♥
okay, listen. I know. completely unnecessary way too sad
this is what my brain does sometimes. I killed donna in my AU video last year, so this was a long time coming. I just didn't expect it to hit me as hard as it did. I fully blame the song because it has this quiet devastation in it that wrecks me whenever I listen to it, and putting my angsty donna feelings on top (THANKS LAMIA), I pretty much broke my own heart.
this only has a loose story, but anyway: harvey dies suddenly but from natural causes, leaving the rest of the gang in a state of deep shock and sadness. louis was accidentally listed as his emergency contact so he was the one to tell donna, who completely shuts down and retreats into her own darkness. still, she puts on a brave face and acts like she doesn't need help, barely ever letting anyone close. the others struggle as well, but worry about her more since she's a mere shell of who she used to be, unable to move forward, let alone handle any big events in their lives without thinking that harvey should be there. finally, mike gets her to admit out loud that she is not ok, and the other five try to support her through her grief. at the end, we see her at his grave (the belly was not part of the plan, but it kind of works if you want it to).
.......... at least this time, they're happy in canon, am I right? SKDFKS
Couple: Harvey & Donna Show: Suits Song: youtube.com/watch?v=-t5s7kO4Wmk Editing: Malagenabolakaful Colourings: Sun by glamourstar0x ♥
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"Your words can cover up what's deep inside I see the truth that's in your eyes And your eyes don't lie" ♥
darvey is canon. they are together, they are perfect, i'm still a fucking mess because of 9.01. the end.
no, seriously, they were everything I always knew they would be (if the writers let them) and more. I LOVE how they were written, how this really is just another layer in their relationship, how they can communicate now, finally, without pretending. I'm just in love with all of it. (that bed scene tho SKDFKSDFLSLFK DEAD FOREVER)
also, can we talk about harvey for a hot minute? he has come SO far and it's just so beautiful and emotional for me to see. he's so open with donna now, so honest. it's how I've always seen him so it means the world to see him like this.
I made this video for two very special people. first, emma. I know your birthday was last week but I just had to make you a present. it's tradition, after all. i'm sorry this is so late but i think the fact that I could include the premiere in the vid kinda makes up for it? I've edited klamille for you, then klamille and darvey and now darvey alone. I sense a pattern haha, but editing CANON darvey for you is special. we'll finally have a ship that made it!! anyway, you know I love ya. you remain one of my favourite people and I hope you have an amazing year ahead of you. you're the best, em. ♥
second, ana. it's your birthday and darvey is canon. can you fucking believe we're here?? especially after where we were at last year? LMFAO, WILD. you know I admire you, your humour, your passion, the way you navigated an entire freaking fandom through seasons like 6, 7 and 8 and all the content you create. you are an amazing human being and I hope this video will make your birthday even better because you deserve all the happiness in the world ♥
I hope everyone will enjoy this video as much as I did making it. it made me emotional because I always knew I'd vid this song once they got togther and it made me realise like nothing else that all the angst was truly and completely worth it. this is our life now ♥
Couple: Harvey & Donna Show: Suits Song: youtube.com/watch?v=tBW0URpdTxQ Editing: Malagenabolakaful Colourings: Breathe by glamourstar0x ♥
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"I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain" ♥
andie. babe. I feel SO shitty for not being able to finish this earlier. jo and elo can testify that I started this over a month ago, before birthday week, before I knew you and elo used THE SAME SONG for your bday collab (we've been laughing over this ever since you guys uploaded it and I messaged her like "guess who's vidding tiva to that song" and jo messaged me at the same time going "have you seen andies and elos song choice" sdkfskd). but now it's finally here. this video was so hard to make and I still feel like i definitely did not do their relationship justice. I was close to giving up on the project and then ziva came back last week and it gave me the push i needed to finish it. you know I never believed she was dead, but it's good to actually have my denial confirmed lmao now all we need is a tiva reunion and i'll never complain about this goddamn show again. anyways, long story short I've loved these two for almost a decade now, they're one of my oldest ships and I was there through so much pain and heartbreak and they'll always mean the world to me. and they're one of the biggest otps andie and I share so it was the perfect birthday present for her (if i'd actually have been on time but siiigh)
now. I can't really put into words what you mean to me andie. I just read the db you wrote for that bamon video you dedicated to me again and started crying because I just love you so much more than I could ever tell you. you are the person with the kindest heart i have ever come across and the amount of love you give to the people around you is as overwhelming as it is amazing. I'll never stop telling you how incredible you are, how much it means to me that we lean on each other through good and bad times, how we don't have to feel like we have to keep anything from each other because the other person will walk away. it's something i've rarely ever come across and I just love you so so much. you are one of the most important people in the world for me and I hope you know that. I also hope you'll like this vid because I'm unsure about it. I chose the song because I know you love it and when I started the edit it was your favourite (i hope you're not sick of it by now haha) but I think I used way too many quotes and I couldn't really get to the core of their relationship because I would need a 10 minute song for that so I ended up just portraying the most painful part of their relationship. are we surprised? no. but I tried my best to make this a decent gift for you. because you deserve the entire world and more. I love you so much. ♥
finally, a quick shoutout to jo for cutting and sending me the scenes (you are incredible and ily) as well as giving me much needed feedback when I first started this video. and shoutout to elo for encouraging me to keep going with the three magical words ("andie will die"). this video wouldn't be here without you guys.
"just come home. I just-- want you to come home. with me." I will continue to cry over this line for the rest of my life. bye.
Couple: Tony & Ziva Show: NCIS Song: youtube.com/watch?v=xrcMgO2fgpA Editing: Malagenabolakaful Colourings: Comes and Goes by glamourstar0x ♥
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"you saved my life, you spend every waking moment since then trying to kill me" rob and rich in a nutshell ♥
well hello there guess who made a video to process some /feelings./ some big, huge-ass pile of feelings. con blues is hitting haaarrrrrd... last week around this time, I was sitting on the floor at the spn convention, utterly exhausted from a 14 hour day with basically no sleep and barely any food, waiting for karaoke to start and not knowing it would kill us even more. last week around this time, elo was sitting next to me and we had the most amazing weekend you could imagine. I can't even type this without tearing up again. elo, this is for you. obviously. I needed to make this, and now you know why i kept sending you links of rob/rich panels i've been watching to look for moments to use in my vid. I've been working on this since tuesday and I know it's nothing fancy or anything but it's rob and rich being their stupid, hilarious, precious selfs so i'm sure you're gonna like it haha I really miss you and our time and I miss having you next to me and dying over rich and rob and over how pretty ruth is and how alex was literally right in front of us during karaoke (i'll never forget the face you made and I love how I have it on video so i can rewatch it forever hahaha) so yeah, this is them being silly and them being so casual about the fact that without them, supernatural conventions wouldn't be even close to what they are today. this is also me trying to process once again that rich actually saved rob's life that one day all those years ago which makes their friendship so much more special and meaningful than it already is. they deserve all the love in the world. also, this became an alex stan video for a good 20 seconds somewhere in the middle and I don't regret it at all lmao it's basically what happened to my mind last saturday so i had to include it. long story short, I love them with all my heart and they're one of the greatest things that ever spiralled out of this show.
completely unrelated, but rob's and rich's laughs could cure every single disease known to mankind.
now, I've collected all of these videos from youtube which means I own NOTHING except that one video I took of rich and rob coming up to alex who's standing in the crowd. I put a playlist together and in it you can find every panel and video I used in the edit, so all the credit for the content goes to their rightful owners! playlist: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLm9E-kCSPr2an2IikYSUYOnD4_2QclI3T
Fandom: Supernatural Song: youtube.com/watch?v=MmZexg8sxyk Editing: Malagenabolakaful Colourings: Bright Sun by jula misiak ♥
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"Nothing can keep us apart Cause you are the one I was meant to find" ♥
BIRTHDAY WEEK CONTINUES!!!! where I am it's technically still my birthday but I know it's past midnight for you andie so happy happy birthday. I'll never get tired of telling you how much I love you and how huge the impact is that you have on my life. you truly brighten up my day whenever we talk and there's nobody that I can lean on, talk to, laugh, rant and cry with as much as I can with you. you mean the absolute world to me, as you know and I can't imagine my world without you anymore. sadly, I haven't been able to finish my other bday video for you, but i promise it's gonna be worth the wait (hehe). between all the collabs, my laptop constantly freezing and acting up and my own birthday leaving no time for me to vid, it was just impossible to make it in time. but i promise it'll be there for you soon. you're everything to me, really ♥
I hope you like this collab as much as elo and I do. the song choice was her call and then I had the idea to make the first verse all about stelena and the second one about bamon before combining them in the last part of the video and it worked out SO WELL. you and elo are turning me into a stelena shipper (in theory) hahahaha I can't stand either of you.
and elo, I'm so proud of us for pulling through and doing this together with so little time. your parts were AMAZING (i don't care what you say) and the result as a whole is stunning. i'm so happy with it and obviously i'm incredibly honored to have had the chance to collab with you since you're one of my biggest inspirations on here. I also can't believe we all made collabs for each other and kept it all secret lmao that's just amazing. thank you for asking me to join you, love you ♥
all three of us took this whole almost birthday twins thing to an entire new level AND I LOVE US FOR IT ♥ you girls are amazing and i'm so lucky to have you.
Couples: stefan & elena, damon & bonnie Show: the vampire diaries Song: youtube.com/watch?v=RI-HOQ27QEM Editing: malagenabolakaful & mia winchester Thumbnail: elo Colouring: bright sun by jula misiak ♥
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"It would ring so clear If we could only tune out the noise" ♥
I don't know what to say, really. ever since I chose the song for this collab I was so freaking excited to see the result and now that I have I am absolutely BLOWN AWAY by it. every single part was made with so much thought and love and the wish for it to kill me and it shows. all the different themes and pieces that lead through this video are so perfectly woven together and every relationship and character that is portrayed means the world to me.
I can't thank you guys enough for creating this WITH me and FOR me. thank you for putting so much effort into it, for giving it your all even if multifandom isn't your thing, or despite not having as much time as you thought; or even if you thought "yeah, I'll make two parts no worries" and then realise you ended up editing 30 freaking seconds for this collab (lmao elo, I love you) putting this together really made me understand how much all of you guys mean to me. there's a specific reason I wanted each and every one of you to be a part of this collab and I think the finished video perfectly shows why. love you all so much, honestly.
thank you maria, emily, maya, ro, andie, emma, jo, anne, shannon, cece and my other jo ♥ not thanking agnes and elo, cause this collab was actually going places until you two went ahead and had to end it as sad as possible (SKDFLS kidding, we all know I love the pain so it's perfect) ♥
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, I GUESS. DEATH FEELS AMAZING.
Fandoms: so many Song: youtube.com/watch?v=Wh94Q8PIWoc Editing: thisismaria27, luvtheheaven5, AnonymousDH206, Sweet Love, pandieex, Emflem 01, mblaqminoz, rose griffin, acuriousbeastie, cecealways, Jovana , Agnes Agnes, mia winchester (PLEASE SUB THEM ALL) and me Colouring: Sad Souls by wildestdreams; ♥
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"You picked me up, tugged on my heartstrings But I'm still cold inside" ♥
we're pretty sure you don't see this coming at all but anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY (or maybe happy deathday is more accurate right now, judging from the amount of videos dedicated to you that keep popping up in my sub box) from andie and me. I approached andie with this idea because I definitely wanted to make a collab in honor of your birthday, and let's be honest, I also really really wanted to collab with her talented ass again. all the credit for the idea, the song choice, and for putting it together goes to her though, i basically just did my parts and tried to match her brilliant editing.
this collab was such a fun challenge for me because we have so little ships in common haha so I spend a lot of time trying to vid couples I don't know or that I don't ship and it ended up being a great experience, mainly because I knew all the angst would kill you. also, you're the only person i'll ever vid ted/robin for, i think it's safe to say there's nothing I wouldn't do for you!
andie, my dear. I'll save the emotional stuff for your birthday, so let me just say that collabing with you again was a dream come true. your editing is EVERYTHING, there's really no person that could ever match your soft style or your instinct for pacing and i'm so lucky to have you here with me. the result is incredible and that is mostly thanks to you haha I love you so much ♥ please sub my incredible collab partner: youtube.com/channel/UC6TW-vA6gk7Khc_DwufJhFg
and elo, I promise that's it now (FOR TODAY SKDFL). I hope you have the best time on your birthday and we love you lots ♥ please sub the ridiculously talented birthday girl as well: youtube.com/channel/UC5PF-6FkQgW0lkSaWajt7YA
Couples: too many to list Song: youtube.com/watch?v=fNb2EO93JUU Editing: malagenabolakaful & pandieex Thumbnail: me Colouring: Dynasty by glamourstar0x ♥
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"who says truth is beauty after all? and who says love should break us when we fall?" ♥
IT'S ELO'S BIRTHDAAAAAY!!! which means it's the start of BIRTHDAY WEEK hehe. you can expect a flood of uploads over the next couple of days since my almost birthday twins and I have been busy as hell over the last week especially. and what better way to kick off this week than with the edit i've been working the longest on, over a month if I remember correctly. something completely out of my comfort zone, but at the same time an angsty and underrated ship, so kinda completely IN my comfort zone as well...
I've been meaning to vid charles and erik for years because they have my entire heart tbh. I always shied away from it because their relationship is SO complex, so full of betrayal and anger and forgiveness and love and pain and...... sigh. they're soulmates okay. in whatever way you want to interpret that (*coughs* they're gay as fcuk) and they're one of the ships I have in common with elo, which makes them all the more special to me :') I really tried to tackle their entire story throughout all of the movies in this edit (which is why I tried to show charles' pov in the first half and erik's in the second half) and I'm not sure if I succeeded, but I think I got to the root of what they are to each other, how they would give up anything and anyone for each other, except one thing: their beliefs. I've always loved that aspect of their story the most, how they're ultimately at two different fronts fighting for what they believe in, and those things are fundamentally different. and yet, they still find ways to choose each other every single time. at the end of the day, charles means too much to erik, and charles is the only one that truly knows and loves erik for who he is, and that's why they keep coming back to each other.
so, elo. I already wrote you a novel on twitter, so i'll try to keep this shorter, even though that's not our specialty haha. you are truly one of the best friends I have ever made on here and I love everything about our friendship. to think that we've only known each other for a little more than a year is CRAZY, because I don't remember what life was like before we started talking. how did I survive not yelling at you because of sam and jared and supernatural?? how? also, now you finally know why I have been trash over cherik for the past MONTH askdflaskf I can't believe I kept this a secret, especially because you're the only one I can talk to about them so I've been slowly dying over how freaking precious they are for so long and all I wanted to do is share this with you and ask you what you think. guess now I can. hehe. honestly, I hadn't planned making you a ship video (and I might have something else in the works that needs more... time), since we mostly connect through platonic relationships and bromances BUT these two snuck up on me and wouldn't leave me alone until I finished it. so I really hope you like it, even though I think you won't see this coming at all.
you mean so much to me, but you know that, so I'll stop rambling now. love you ♥♥
feel free to yell in 3, 2, 1...........
Couple: Charles & Erik Fandom: X-Men Song: youtube.com/watch?v=6u0DGIh3wLA Editing: Malagenabolakaful Colouring: Way Out by kindon18 ♥
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"But this is love, I'll never give you up I know you'll always come home to me" ♥
a bamon video, oh wow. it's been almost a year since I last finished an edit with my babies, so it was time. I miss them, I always will, and vidding them will never fail to make me feel a range of emotions that I rarely feel with any other couple. this collab has been in the works since october, and I somehow found it both hard and easy to keep going back to it. ro and I were both busy and kept making a few parts here and there, whenever we had time, but I have to say that the blame for not getting it done sooner is completely on me. in the end, the result seems worth it though because I'm absolutely in love with this colalb from the first to the last second.
ro, my dear, you've been incredibly patient, sweet and encouraging over the last few months and I can't tell you enough how much it means to me. on my own, I would've never finished this video but you kept me going without pushing me. and I'm still in awe of your talent, every single part of yours blew my mind, from the way you handle the pacing of the song to your use of early bamon scenes to your manip (still screaming), you made each part unique and yet undeniably YOU. I'm so so happy we've made this, thank you so much for joining me. ly ♥
I am now ready to never listen to this song again :D the amount of times I had to repeatedly listen to the chorus over the last couple of months... jfc.
ABOUT THE COLLAB: - Couple: Damon & Bonnie - Show: The Vampire Diaries - Host: me - Colouring: Anchor by glamourstar0x ♥ - Editing: malagenabolakaful, Sweet Love - Song: youtube.com/watch?v=E3S66Vk8MAw
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"this could be the end of everything, so why don't we go somewhere only we know?" ♥
all I can say is that I am so, so sad. losing this show is not something I am prepared for, and watching the video of j2m telling us next season will be the last broke my heart honestly. I love them and the show with all that I have and I can't imagine letting it go.
this is short and random and messy and the editing is nothing special, really, but it's all I could do. I could barely look at any of the scenes without crying so I didn't really watch what I was doing until I had rendered it. I just wanted to edit this song because I love it deeply and it fits both the show and what I've been feeling so well. and I wanted to include cas' quote about losing sam and dean eventually and having to move on because it hits way too close to home right now. anyway, if you're sad and want to chat about the show, no matter if we know each other or not, feel free to reach out. because nobody is ever alone in this fandom and that'll never change. ♥
also, with the european parliament passing article 11 and 13 today, chances are I might be forced to stop vidding eventually, which made this week even worse. if you're european, remember to vote in may and try to at least make the best of this terrible situation. I don't want to stop doing what I love.
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"can't she see? the man she was meant to be with is standing right in front of her face." ♥
yes, another darvey video. I can't stop. I've officially attacked myself with this. basically sobbed myself through editing the entire last minute.
there's so much I could say about this scene. or about them. but i'm still struggling to find words, because once I start, i'll never stop ranting. this scene was complete and utter perfection from the acting and directing to the song choice. it brought them together in a way I never thought they would, urgent and with no dialogue (seriously want to send korsh a whole-ass set of bouquets for this choice) and it's everything i've ever wanted for them. words could've never done them justice, it would've never encapsuled this release of feelings, tension, frustration and love that you can see in their actions. because at the end of the day, their love is so much more than just romance. this is just another step for them, another layer that they finally get to experience without any limitations, and you can see that all in their touch and their eyes.
I'm going to stop now. just------- I love soulmates.
this is of course dedicated to my darvey fam. to maya, jo, emma, ana, cece, agnes, maria, lamia, andie, kris, laura and literally everyone else. we never stopped sticking together, no matter how bad it got, and now we have fucking made it! I think we deserve this just as much as harvey and donna do. #darvey4life
shoutout to elo for sending me the overlay, you're the best. and also shoutout to this video that made me emo and gave me the inspiration to vid an instrumental for the first time in forever youtube.com/watch?v=y3f-wKx-uos
if you cry watching this, I know I did something right.
Couple: Harvey & Donna Show: Suits Song: youtube.com/watch?v=3Kf-FlECN7M Editing: Malagenabolakaful Colourings: Beautiful Crime by glamourstar0x ♥
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~FAIR USE~ Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for "fair use" for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favor of fair use.harvey & donna || who we are [+8x16]malagenabolakaful2019-03-01 | - Don't be a douchekebab, watch in HD :) -
"all he seemed to care about is you." "I just know that he's somebody that I can't seem to figure out how to cut out of me." ♥
I own NOTHING but the editing, all credits given to their proper owners at the end of the video.
~FAIR USE~ Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for "fair use" for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favor of fair use.