Uploaded September 2026 | Updated September 2026, 6 days ago
Ten sections. The words are on screen throughout; the voice is the ground the music pierces. Closed captions are the film's own text, on its own clock — turn them on if the words go under the strobe.
CHAPTERS
00:00 Warning — photosensitivity
00:16 Prologue — Why This Is Different
02:31 I, 1 — On Logic and Its Limits
06:34 I, 2 — On Cause and Effect
10:44 I, 3 — On the Void That Generates
13:56 II, 1 — On Consciousness and What It Cannot Know
16:53 II, 2 — On Language and Its Betrayal
21:26 II, 3 — On the Self That Isn't
25:13 III, 1 — On What Remains
29:30 III, 2 — On Knowing Nothing & The Gridlock
33:38 III, Coda — On the Paradox of This Document
SOURCES
Films quoted: Persona (Bergman, 1966); The Flicker (Conrad, 1966); La Jetée (Marker, 1962); In Absentia (Quay Brothers, 2000). Torn past recognition: Stalker (Tarkovsky); Meshes of the Afternoon (Deren & Hammid); Wavelength (Snow); Under the Skin (Glazer); Street of Crocodiles (Quay Brothers); Samadhi (Belson); The Prisoner, "Once Upon a Time".
Music: Alva Noto + Ryuichi Sakamoto, Summvs (2011) and Glass (2018); Christina Kubisch, Nine Magnetic Places (2017); Maryanne Amacher, Music for Sound-Joined Rooms; Éliane Radigue, Jetsun Mila (1986); Nina C. Young, Memento Mori (modulated); Alex Taylor, Descent (modulated); La Nuit de l'Arène (uncredited — the recording carries no metadata; if it is yours, write and the credit will be corrected).
Text: Alogical Isness; Lacero, from Malgré Tout: a Guide to Nothingness (W.U.L.D.). Origin: a dream written down on 18 June 2010.
FOR SENSITIVE VIEWERS — REDUCED FLASH · VOICE FORWARD (second edition): youtube.com/watch?v=A-S3MF5rCtg
The complete apparatus — every source with its timecodes, the method, the chronology — is at https://wuld.ink/illogically-is/apparatus/
Voice: synthetic. Pictures: code, citation, and the film's own earlier generations — every one listed in the apparatus. No credits appear in the film; this is where they are.
W.U.L.D.: Incorporated — https://wuld.ink/essays/alogically-is/
#experimentalfilm #essayfilm #nihilism #datamosh #flickerstrike
Summary description:
An essay film on metaphysical nihilism, read in a single fixed voice. The picture behind the words is torn on purpose: the films it cites are lacerated past quotation, the text is the only thing on screen that holds, and the print itself — grain, gate, scratches, the reel that fails to change — reacts to what is said. Nothing in it is safe.
Ten sections. The words are on screen throughout; the voice is the ground the music pierces. Closed captions are the film's own text, on its own clock — turn them on if the words go under the strobe.
CHAPTERS
00:00 Warning — photosensitivity
00:16 Prologue — Why This Is Different
02:31 I, 1 — On Logic and Its Limits
06:34 I, 2 — On Cause and Effect
10:44 I, 3 — On the Void That Generates
13:56 II, 1 — On Consciousness and What It Cannot Know
16:53 II, 2 — On Language and Its Betrayal
21:26 II, 3 — On the Self That Isn't
25:13 III, 1 — On What Remains
29:30 III, 2 — On Knowing Nothing & The Gridlock
33:38 III, Coda — On the Paradox of This Document
SOURCES
Films quoted: Persona (Bergman, 1966); The Flicker (Conrad, 1966); La Jetée (Marker, 1962); In Absentia (Quay Brothers, 2000). Torn past recognition: Stalker (Tarkovsky); Meshes of the Afternoon (Deren & Hammid); Wavelength (Snow); Under the Skin (Glazer); Street of Crocodiles (Quay Brothers); Samadhi (Belson); The Prisoner, "Once Upon a Time".
Music: Alva Noto + Ryuichi Sakamoto, Summvs (2011) and Glass (2018); Christina Kubisch, Nine Magnetic Places (2017); Maryanne Amacher, Music for Sound-Joined Rooms; Éliane Radigue, Jetsun Mila (1986); Nina C. Young, Memento Mori (modulated); Alex Taylor, Descent (modulated); La Nuit de l'Arène (uncredited — the recording carries no metadata; if it is yours, write and the credit will be corrected).
Text: Alogical Isness; Lacero, from Malgré Tout: a Guide to Nothingness (W.U.L.D.). Origin: a dream written down on 18 June 2010.
FOR SENSITIVE VIEWERS — REDUCED FLASH · VOICE FORWARD (second edition): youtube.com/watch?v=A-S3MF5rCtg
The complete apparatus — every source with its timecodes, the method, the chronology — is at https://wuld.ink/illogically-is/apparatus/
Voice: synthetic. Pictures: code, citation, and the film's own earlier generations — every one listed in the apparatus. No credits appear in the film; this is where they are.
W.U.L.D.: Incorporated — https://wuld.ink/essays/alogically-is/
#experimentalfilm #essayfilm #nihilism #datamosh #flickerstrike
Summary description:
An essay film on metaphysical nihilism, read in a single fixed voice. The picture behind the words is torn on purpose: the films it cites are lacerated past quotation, the text is the only thing on screen that holds, and the print itself — grain, gate, scratches, the reel that fails to change — reacts to what is said. Nothing in it is safe.
![Everything You Know, Is Right In-front of You, At All Times
If A.I., had created this - would it make a difference - in how you look at it?
[ . . . ] quite literally, albeit, the notion of time itself is improvable (since it is dependent on things beyond direct observation, E.G., the past and future) - as is - the notion of self (since the experience is wholly impersonal, in itself, without personification via emotions). Nothing is relevant, as nothing is of importance. Though, everything is relative to itself, and vice-versa - self-referential - if there, is anything to be, called as such. The universe is not out to get you in particular, nor is it looking out, in benevolence. Behind every thing (its veneer) is an endless void, which is the default to existence, since it has no requirements - whereas - independence of observation, minimally, requires itself. However, this isnt to say existence cannot be, it just doesnt have to - but - also, can, for no reason; which is neither here or there, in provability, since consciousness is stuck within its own field of knowing (the box, so to speak). It doesnt obey logic, since logic, merely projects onto it. Its not wrong. Its not right. It just is itself, which is ambiguous to the words - notwithstanding - only consciousness can know; yet the words can know themselves, through it (but arent it) [ . . . ]
Made using DALL-E, Eleven Labs, and Starry AI; writing is by, J. S. C.; edited on Sony Vegas Pro 14, upscaled to 4k, on a Titan GT77 laptop; music is, Iannis Xenakis, Anemoessa (1979), for mixed choir and orchestra.
Tags: #ai #uncanny #painting #surreal #metaphysics #artificialintelligence #philosophy #nihilism #psychology #antinatalism #suffering #meaninglessness #nothingness #void #absurdism #stoicism #pain #meaning #why #death #life #chatgpt #gpt3
Script:
In my thoughts (a dream),
I drenched myself in a tub
of the tortured peoples blood,
and came out red as if buckets
of sheen, glint, and paint had been dumped on me.
I could see endless chambers, of their suffering,
and various torments.
To someone, this was necessary.
To me, it was met by a flat affect,
muted screaming within
- with nowhere to go, except the howling,
whistling, whirring recoiling,
in the empty chambers inside of myself,
reflecting back only the same sentiment
- to never be alive again,
if there was such a way,
to prevent this life (and not be born).
There are no victims. There are no perpetrators.
Like you and them, were all just happening,
along with each other.
There is no choice in any of it.
There is no point in trying to kill yourself,
just as there is no point in living.
A life is still a life,
no matter how painful or ugly you might judge it.
Just varying levels of acceptance and acclimation,
there are no dumb people;
there are no smart people, either.
Everyone knows what is right in front of them,
at all times,
and even if you are convinced that is not the case,
you still do.
You cannot prove there is no thought beyond though.
You cannot prove there is thought beyond no thought,
and vice-versa. Its all just happening,
and were happening right along with it,
for no cause, purpose, mission, ulterior meaning,
rhyme, or reason.
If you are uncertain,
you can know your uncertainty.
And if you are confident,
you can know that feeling too.
Neither state is superior or inferior,
but that doesnt mean one is less or more preferred.
And in this relative, self-referential world,
you are them, and they are you.
There is no reason,
to believe they know anything you do not,
and vice-versa -
just what is right-in-front-of-you -
right now, indefinitely.
In the hell gates of life,
there is the theoretical reality
of never-ending-torment and misery.
There is also the converse [reality].
There is no reason to believe there is a limit
to what we may or may not experience.
All that needs to happen, is just to happen.
It all just means it all - itself - ambiguous
to words, to the words, clear and opaque.
https://www.linktr.ee/WULD Everything You Know, Is Right In-front of You, At All Times](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/EJyRMPvwtTU/mqdefault.jpg)
![Life, Insanity & Our Asylum Planet
Dialogue spoken by Wilhelm Alexander and written by Thomas Ligotti, taken from his YouTube channel on the videos entitled, Any Place But Here, Any Time But Now and Things They Will Never Tell You.
[All] material can be found via the YouTube search engine:
I do not own or make any money from the content shown here. I claim only the edited video representing them in this contrived package.
None of the names below are necessarily affiliated with me in any manner whatsoever, and I have not talked to most / or any of them [regarding permission].
This is purely created through my own volition(s) and personal / public agenda(s); this is charity, plain and simple. Thank you!+
Soundscapes used:
A.B.G.S. - Im Turm I, A.B.G.S. - Im Turm II, COIL - Where is Your Child? [a Bam Bam cover / mashup], Anne Akiko Meyers Arvo Pärt Fratres Encore Presentation at the Phillips Collection, and Vega Variations in Free Fall _ Audi Reliqua - Timothy Hoft, piano.
Visuals used:
【4K】Return to night Aokigahara (no pranks), Slow Motion Lion Snarl, Close up of Spider Eating a Bug, Tarantula sling molting timelapse (Grammostola rosea), and Tarantula grooming close up (TEST).
Video edited with Sony Vegas Pro 14. Life, Insanity & Our Asylum Planet](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/EgJG5PdAc_4/mqdefault.jpg)






![The Case Against Life & Humanity (What a Miserable World)
What would a trial on life and humanity look like?
[ . . . ] hour-long suffer-fest, on the multitude of suffering and horrors and banalities, of humanity and life [ . . . ]
This is just an infinitesimally brief look on some of the grotesque abjections, that can be found, if you do a _little_ digging.
*CREDITS*:
Disturbed Realitys, 5 Gruesome & Sadistic Torture Methods Used By Mexican Drug Cartels | Shockingly Evil & Cruel
Emma Kennys, Australia’s WORST paedophile - Peter Scully
Children of Leningradsky (documentary)
Shrouded Hands, The Slow Death of Sylvia Likens
Hailey Elizabeths, The Most Horrific Case Ive Ever Covered: Junko Furuta
Danielle Kirstys, Most Sadistic Murder in UK History - The PURE EVIL Group Who Tortured Suzanne Capper
George Carlins, Life is Worth Losing - particularly - Extreme Human Behavior
Pix 11s (News Channel), ‘Tranq’ users talk about skin-eating drug that can lead to amputation
Vice News, Inside The Fight Against Online Child Sex Abuse and, Vices, The Cannibal Warlords of Liberia and Living in the Sewers of Colombia
Graytaich0s, CrownJules, InMendhams, Unintelligent Design and Gladiator War
Juliana Chahayeds, cover of No Surprises, originally by, Radiohead
Various, unknown gore clips, from, GoreDatabases, website - particularly - from (WARNING: extreme, explicit, graphic content, for which, I take no liability, if you view the link provided): https://goredb.com/my-library/video-playlists/35d6de68-5484-4973-a3f9-ec345f6b388b
Klaus Langs, The Thin Tree (for orchestra) (2013/14) and Schwarzes Licht (for zither and orchestra) (2013)
*NOTE*: These people and organizations have nothing to do with me, personally. I simply watched and edited their footage, without explicit permission, for educational, fair-use purposes. If you have a problem with any of the content being displayed, please contact me at alisend@protonmail.com, if youd like it removed and / or changed or for any, formal comments.
#suffering #antinatalism #nihilism #doomerism #pessimism #documentary #montage #supercut #edit The Case Against Life & Humanity (What a Miserable World)](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/K5sj18h8EuY/mqdefault.jpg)
![The Advantage of Non-existence
Enlightenment is hanging the noose on your ego (god complex; you are not in control), taking the bottle of pills to kill your bias of emotions (namely hope and optimism), and pulling the trigger on your instinct (the insatiable animal who eats its prey alive).
InMendham: (D02.17 DNG Debates Put LIFE out of its misery [17])
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RLKYw7lxawE
Music: The Body - Darkness Surrounds Us The Advantage of Non-existence](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/NC0yC3MqFnA/mqdefault.jpg)
