Lyrics: I used to talk a big game I was a slave to the fame I used to be judgemental Now i judge the judgemental
Packin heat it’s the wild wild west behind the screen, I got all the time to flex No one with keys to my psyche But everyone today is just like me
ONE BY ONE WE DROP LIKE FLIES PRAISE THE REALM THAT BLURS REAL LIFE IDEAL VERSIONS OF OURSELVES LOCKING US IN PRISON CELLS
Dressed to depress Upload photo evidence let’s find you something distracting and feed you reactions
why you so tense why you so tense why you so tense Rid of my friends rid of my friends
Packin heat, and i'm running from the law Behind the screen, slinging guns and agitprop No one with keys to my psyche But everyone today is just like me
ONE BY ONE WE DROP LIKE FLIES PRAISE THE REALM THAT BLURS REAL LIFE IDEAL VERSIONS OF OURSELVES LOCKING US IN PRISON CELLS
Lyrics: I used to talk a big game I was a slave to the fame I used to be judgemental Now i judge the judgemental
Packin heat it’s the wild wild west behind the screen, I got all the time to flex No one with keys to my psyche But everyone today is just like me
ONE BY ONE WE DROP LIKE FLIES PRAISE THE REALM THAT BLURS REAL LIFE IDEAL VERSIONS OF OURSELVES LOCKING US IN PRISON CELLS
Dressed to depress Upload photo evidence let’s find you something distracting and feed you reactions
why you so tense why you so tense why you so tense Rid of my friends rid of my friends
Packin heat, and i'm running from the law Behind the screen, slinging guns and agitprop No one with keys to my psyche But everyone today is just like me
ONE BY ONE WE DROP LIKE FLIES PRAISE THE REALM THAT BLURS REAL LIFE IDEAL VERSIONS OF OURSELVES LOCKING US IN PRISON CELLS
we can’t live with ourselves (x8)
#EthanBortnick #DoppelgängerEthan Bortnick - arsonists (solo piano - Official Audio)Ethan Bortnick2024-07-12 | Official Audio for "arsonists (solo piano)" by Ethan Bortnick
#EthanBortnickEthan Bortnick - cut my fingers off (solo piano - Official Audio)Ethan Bortnick2024-07-12 | Official Audio for "cut my fingers off (solo piano)" by Ethan Bortnick
#EthanBortnickEthan Bortnick - engravings (solo piano - Official Audio)Ethan Bortnick2024-07-12 | Official Audio for "engravings (solo piano)" by Ethan Bortnick
#EthanBortnickEthan Bortnick - doppelgänger (lullaby - Official Audio)Ethan Bortnick2024-03-22 | Official Audio for “doppelgänger (lullaby)" by Ethan Bortnick
#EthanBortnick #lunaparklullabiesEthan Bortnick - sprites (lullaby - Official Audio)Ethan Bortnick2024-03-22 | Official Audio for “sprites (lullaby)" by Ethan Bortnick
#EthanBortnick #lunaparklullabiesEthan Bortnick - luna park (lullaby - Official Audio)Ethan Bortnick2024-03-22 | Official Audio for “luna park (lullaby)" by Ethan Bortnick
#EthanBortnick #lunaparklullabiesEthan Bortnick - hide n seek (lullaby - Official Audio)Ethan Bortnick2024-03-22 | Official Audio for “hide n seek (lullaby)" by Ethan Bortnick
#EthanBortnick #lunaparklullabiesEthan Bortnick - REM (lullaby - Official Audio)Ethan Bortnick2024-03-22 | Official Audio for “REM (lullaby)" by Ethan Bortnick
#EthanBortnick #lunaparklullabiesEthan Bortnick - jumpscare in your garden (lullaby - Official Audio)Ethan Bortnick2024-03-22 | Official Audio for “jumpscare in your garden (lullaby)" by Ethan Bortnick
Lyrics: You disappeared from my dreams where we used to grow old now all I get is red lightning and nightmares that break my bones Bruises of black, blue and purple from trying to be alone Avoided the pain by sleeping as the pain turned to fields of mold
maybe in time if your love isn’t mine maybe in time if my subconscious has died
Am I alive If your love isn’t mine? Maybe in time i’ll stop seeing sprites
It’s a tall order at least for now My cold emotionless wall Hasn’t been broken down
When it snows here and the climate’s weird I’ll drink my own tears drink ‘till I’ve forgotten
Maybe in time i’ll let go of the past if i keep holding tight then that's all i'll attract
Maybe in time If your love isn’t mine Maybe in time
#EthanBortnick #sprites #lunaparkEthan Bortnick - hide n seek (Official Visualizer)Ethan Bortnick2024-02-16 | Official Visualizer for “hide n seek" by Ethan Bortnick
Lyrics: I’m not done grieving the one that came before you On the run, from the one, to New York I don't want you to be the reason that it’s over So i'm sorry if it seems like I’m cold
I know how it looks, i’m one foot in Trust me when i say it’s genuine It’s hard to shake the memories in my gut You're scared that you’re my backup Cry myself to sleep, but it’s not you I'm thinking of
Never again, Never again That's what i told myself Never again, well I guess it depends Does love ever end? If not don't let me in
Planned a future by myself but you’re the present shared your bed, overheard your chest, you're in love Booked a red eye to hear im claustrophobic It’s game over but i'm tip-toeing hide and seek out in the open
Never again, Never again That's what i told myself Never again, well I guess it depends Does love ever end? If not don't let me in
I know how it looks, i’m one foot in Trust me when i say it’s genuine It’s hard to shake the memories in my gut You're scared that you’re my backup Cry myself to sleep, but it’s not you I'm thinking of
Never again, Never again That's what i told myself Never again, well I guess it depends Does love ever end? If not don't let me in
#EthanBortnick #hidenseek #lunapark
http://vevo.ly/vIB24MEthan Bortnick - luna park (Official Visualizer)Ethan Bortnick2024-02-16 | Official Visualizer for “luna park" by Ethan Bortnick
Lyrics: Pour me the liquor Fill up the vile You’re stuck in here For a little while
Hallucinations To help u drown No one can hear u Scream without a sound
No need to teach you My native tongue Savor your brain My favorite drug
a lucid dream A croupy cough U tried to fall asleep But now ur falling off
I got shot in the face Now I can’t move Don’t get attached Movin to fast U know how time moves Cuz the demon knows my vice Ya I’m see through I got put in a trance stole my front tooth
stunt devil my spinal door Is open for my stunt devil Fell off the bed I broke my leg
¡WAKE UP¡
Misery loves company I’ll be back Remember me Cheap imitation Hypnotic touch Invite myself inside to make your body numb
I got shot in the face Now I can’t move Don’t get attached Movin to fast Yah, I’m that dude Cuz the demon knows my vice Ya I like boobs How am I in Dubai? How did I move?
stunt devil my spinal door Is open for my stunt devil Fell off the bed I broke my leg
¡WAKE UP¡
#EthanBortnick # SLEEPPARALYSISDEMONEthan Bortnick - the last laugh (Official Video)Ethan Bortnick2023-03-31 | Official Video for “the last laugh” by Ethan Bortnick
Lyrics: I’m hiding underneath the porch You give me wrinkles on my forehead You’re breaking off a piece of me
I'm scared of our relationship But not particularly you We sadly stick together like honey gorilla glue
I’m keeping track of my fingernails to measure the time that’s passed We’ve spun around, on this merry go round, the carousel’s final lap The weeds spring up and the garden dies, been watering all the wrong things We’ve decomposed our self control, our words have lost their weight
I hated talking to your dad You didn’t stop picking at your scab I screamed at you, you screamed back
We’re straight up from a horror film The walls caved in your room I never got the chance to trick or treat with you
The punchline hit a year ago, Still fighting for the last laugh We’ve spun around, on this merry go round, the carousel’s final lap The weeds spring up and the garden dies, that’s just how it is We’ve decomposed our self control, Our words have lost their weight if something new ever blooms Your roots remain I’ll never be the same
#EthanBortnick #thelastlaughEthan Bortnick - deadly ever after (Official Lyric Video)Ethan Bortnick2023-02-03 | Official Lyric Video for “deadly ever after” by Ethan Bortnick
Lyrics: You could never look me in the face And say it’s a disaster Look at all that shit in our wake deadly ever after
Wish i heard it sooner than i did The misery in your laughter You grew up in survival mode I gave you something you were owed
I’m in a war that you started We’re already both broken hearted Wherever it goes, wherever it goes, wherever it goes
Dead in the eyes and you’re guarded Time couldn’t heal this scarring Wherever it goes, wherever it goes, anything goes
Swimming to the bottom in a race And drowning on the way down Haunted by the silence in your place What do you really need now?
You say it takes more than slamming the door Stop making me prove I've nothing to lose I love you but u can’t be loved Obsessed with drawing your own blood
I’m in a war that you started We’re already both broken hearted Wherever it goes, wherever it goes, wherever it goes
Dead in the eyes and you’re guarded Time couldn’t heal this scarring Wherever it goes, wherever it goes, anything goes
Wherever it goes, wherever it goes, wherever it goes
I’m in a war that you started We’re already both broken hearted Wherever it goes, wherever it goes, wherever it goes
Dead in the eyes and you’re guarded Time couldn’t heal this scarring Wherever it goes, wherever it goes, anything goes
Wherever it goes, wherever it goes, wherever it goes Wherever it goes, wherever it goes Wherever it goes, wherever it goes, anything goes
Post Production Company: The 98 Art Collective Director of Post Production: Mallika Chandaria Editor: Joey Doyle Colorist: Alton Stephens Pyrotechnics + SFX: Ottoworks/ Orlandospfx
Lyrics: Something about you already hurts Already know we will crash and burn I know you’ve been holding back
You feel familiar in all of the worst ways you’re double booked on valentine’s day I know you’ll never want me back the same way
That i do That i do I know you Better than you
Here’s to us being left in the dust And a cycle we can’t break Here’s to us being left in the dust I just can't go back that way Oh I’d kill to be an arsonist and burn bridges without shame you flipped a coin I’m second choice
You spilled your guts on the counter While I cooked whatever you wanted, bitter deja vu Guess it didn't matter anyway
Fuck this no one to blame but myself You’re doing exactly what I would do Everyone’s a hypocrite
I know you Better than you I know you Better than you
Here’s to us being left in the dust And a cycle we can’t break Here’s to us being left in the dust I just can't go back that way Oh i’d kill to be an arsonist Burn bridges without shame
you flipped a coin I’m second choice
#EthanBortnick #arsonistsEthan Bortnick - engravings (Official Video)Ethan Bortnick2022-08-20 | Official Video for “engravings” by Ethan Bortnick
Credits: Produced by: The 98 Art Collective Co-directed by: Mallika Chandaria and Zach Cooper Producer: Cameron Morton Cinematography by: Zach Cooper Steadicam Operator: Austin Schwichtenberg 1st AC: Aaron Zimmerman 2nd AC: Sebastien Prudent Gaffer: Chase Shamlian Key Grip: Steve Szmed Grip: Gleydi Santana Production Designer: Daniel Prosky Art Assistant: Vaughn Cummings Art Assistant: Yasemin Bilgen Wardrobe Supervisor: Samira Frias HMU: Tish Ferguson Intimacy Coordinator: Stephanie Castillo Production Coordinator: Dana DePirri Truck PA: Karlo Corona Production Assistant: TJ Butzke Production Assistant: Yessmeen Moharram Edit: Jacob Panzer Color: Mary Perrino Talent: Ethan Bortnick & Lucia Zambetti Columbia Video Commissioners: Nia Andrews & Alexa Zeliger Columbia Marketing: Hannah Friedland Columbia Digital: Sarah Flanagan & Drew Schieffelin
Lyrics: Eyes blood bones Stuck in your rainbow clothes Rest my case, If it’s not rearranged
Trading panic attacks you finally threw it all back Then told me how he abused you
You had to gut out the truth But I already knew That you’ve got nothing left to lose
Strip for me Took off everything except your sleeves all the pain is underneath I’m listening To everything Please tell me everything I’ll put my hand up on your chest So you forget your engravings
Not one bite Stomach knots from our fight Can’t do shit The puzzle pieces don’t fit
You warned me of other guys And then you told me you lied you schemed to see my reaction
I had to throw up the truth But you already knew That In a month we’d be strangers
Strip for me Took off everything except your sleeves all the pain is underneath I’m listening To everything Please tell me everything I’ll put my hand up on your chest So you forget your engravings
#EthanBortnick #EngravingsEthan Bortnick - engravings (Official Lyric Video)Ethan Bortnick2022-07-20 | Official Lyric Video for “engravings” by Ethan Bortnick
Lyrics: Eyes blood bones Stuck in your rainbow clothes Rest my case, If it’s not rearranged
Trading panic attacks you finally threw it all back Then told me how he abused you
You had to gut out the truth But I already knew That you’ve got nothing left to lose
Strip for me Took off everything except your sleeves all the pain is underneath I’m listening To everything Please tell me everything I’ll put my hand up on your chest So you forget your engravings
Not one bite Stomach knots from our fight Can’t do shit The puzzle pieces don’t fit
You warned me of other guys And then you told me you lied you schemed to see my reaction
I had to throw up the truth But you already knew That In a month we’d be strangers
Strip for me Took off everything except your sleeves all the pain is underneath I’m listening To everything Please tell me everything I’ll put my hand up on your chest So you forget your engravings
#EthanBortnick #Engravings
http://vevo.ly/mRyUplEthan Bortnick - engravings (Official Audio)Ethan Bortnick2022-06-24 | Official Audio for “engravings” by Ethan Bortnick
Lyrics: Eyes blood bones Stuck in your rainbow clothes Rest my case, If it’s not rearranged
Trading panic attacks you finally threw it all back Then told me how he abused you
You had to gut out the truth But I already knew That you’ve got nothing left to lose
Strip for me Took off everything except your sleeves all the pain is underneath I’m listening To everything Please tell me everything I’ll put my hand up on your chest So you forget your engravings
Not one bite Stomach knots from our fight Can’t do shit The puzzle pieces don’t fit
You warned me of other guys And then you told me you lied you schemed to see my reaction
I had to throw up the truth But you already knew That In a month we’d be strangers
Strip for me Took off everything except your sleeves all the pain is underneath I’m listening To everything Please tell me everything I’ll put my hand up on your chest So you forget your engravings
Lyrics: I never had a prom Instead i broke down in my car I guess it took 20 To know that i cared all along
We never went on a date Quarantine made sure that i was too late Now ur with other guys, I didn’t know it was a race
Wish it could all fucking slow down Speeding up knowing i've missed out Finding out i'm just your rebound
Why can’t i just change I’m so sick of the chase How the hell did i end up in my parents house Everybody my age has already moved out
I never learned to drive I didn’t break down in my car, that’s a lie I wrote just to feel like I’m living a normal teen’s life
We never went all the way I said I move slow and you said that’s okay but it’s not when my youth feels like class and I’m falling behind
Wish it could all fucking slow down Don’t even know my own Home Town Two senior years and a fallout
Why can’t i just change I’m so sick of the chase
How the hell has this year already flown by And will i be the last of my friends to die
#EthanBortnick #prom
http://vevo.ly/oHkaNdEthan Bortnick - prom (Official Behind the Scenes)Ethan Bortnick2022-05-19 | Official Behind The Scenes Video for “prom” by Ethan Bortnick
Director: Scott Felix Producers: Miranda Pacheco, Nia Andrews, and Leonard Williams Director of Photography: Cory Gehr Assistant Director: Adi Haliwa 1st AC: Kyle Summers // Johnny Mau Gaffer: Trevor Hollander Key Grip: Shane Sackett Grip: Will Grossman Production Designer: Deepti Kingra Set Dresser: Elsa Mickelsen Stylist: Lindsey Hartman Wardrobe: Noam Fetaru HMU: Asia Cataldo PA: Kyle Starr Editor: Cory Gehr Colorist: Connor J. Bailey BTS: Ashley Osborn Rep: Yvette Lang Einczig Label: Columbia Records The Girl: Yulia Bliznyukova The Ghost: Leanna Ashton Production Company: The Sunflower Pictures
Lyrics: I never had a prom Instead i broke down in my car I guess it took 20 To know that i cared all along
We never went on a date Quarantine made sure that i was too late Now ur with other guys, I didn’t know it was a race
Wish it could all fucking slow down Speeding up knowing i've missed out Finding out i'm just your rebound
Why can’t i just change I’m so sick of the chase How the hell did i end up in my parents house Everybody my age has already moved out
I never learned to drive I didn’t break down in my car, that’s a lie I wrote just to feel like I’m living a normal teen’s life
We never went all the way I said I move slow and you said that’s okay but it’s not when my youth feels like class and I’m falling behind
Wish it could all fucking slow down Don’t even know my own Home Town Two senior years and a fallout
Why can’t i just change I’m so sick of the chase
How the hell has this year already flown by And will i be the last of my friends to die
#EthanBortnick #PromEthanBortnickVEVO Live StreamEthan Bortnick2017-11-29 | ...