Midazolam is an amnesia inducing drug, usually administered before surgeries. It is also used as a lethal injection in death penalties.
Now there are two things to know in this song:
1. The "New Human Project" is a concept of rebirth whereas the memories of a person is replicated and transferred to another. It focuses more on preservation of memories rather than a complete reincarnation as consciousness differ from both persons. The subject is aware their memories are not their own.
There are different methods of memory transferal, most of which include memory-based Cell Anomalies. Those made to receive the memories of another are often young so they can inherit skills. Once they reach into adulthood, they will continue the works of their teachers/predecessors. The project itself is incomplete and stalled after an important cell anomaly was destroyed.
2. Whiskey's ability to disable memories isn't limited to being used on others.DAHILAN / vflowerponkansoup2021-06-10 | ❖ Excuses ❖
there's only hindrance within my heart and my head, like a blade forged of blood. "if it's not him then there's no justice" Reasons based from the wants
you're all talk, unable to stop the chaos. a mouth full of nothing but insects waste it all into the empty wind, so that only you shall be worshiped behind the glass So what's the reason for your secret?
「do you not know?」
in the end, you're left speechless. Nevertheless, if caught, just leave them behind. approaching, clinging, and then saying: don't imitate the so called "heroics"
carve your eyes out and pretend, gloriously, that you're begging. scrutinized and now you're staring at the distorted point of view.
your self image, melting right before me and I will be the one to fix your character. Lacking, you became a nuisance, returning with a careless neglect for adequacy
saying goodbye, the torment repeats once more you pulled it all back and the progress vanished
/slice me up piece by piece/ /and never remain in this peace/
this is my body, my blood, and all of my tears
so you turned back, unable to stop the chaos A stomach full of nothing but bees just sing it all into the wind, the apologies that will no longer be said, sins that we can't admit. So what's the excuse for your secrets?
in the end, you're left speechless. Bent, caught, you're left behind. approaching, clinging, unable to ask yourself why you weren't enough.
remove your ears right now, abuse, blame, and wash your hands. Because "perfect" is the only thing you ever see in the mirror
let's fathom it, we don't have to say it.
at the end of the day, in sheer pride, you no longer can see your faults from now on, enjoy your loneliness.Sorrowless Remorse / KYOponkansoup2021-05-02 | ❖ Chapter 3 ❖
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There’s something much deeper going on than what we initially thought.
- lyrics - take apart what's left of me without consensus of the free i grind my teeth in courtesy the stillness often tend to flee
the mocking white of brutal sin the devil wears the angel's skin the sirens blared an endless din amongst us are our fallen kin
sinabi mo, sinabi mo walang nagkamali tinapon ang pagibig di man lang binalik
at sa tamis ng iyong dama ang lubid na itim sa leeg nagsama
huwag kalilimutan ang pasang namumula "di mo ba alam na nakikita ka ng iba?" wag mong iisipin pag nilait ka nila hiyang hiya naman sa sugat, umiiyak kang magisa
tumahan na, wag kang umiyak, ikaw ay magpanggap wag mong ipakita, at ika'y matatanggap hide behind a virtuous fondness, all that they can see the layers pile, and you forgot who you're supposed to be
take apart what's left of me without consensus of the free i grind my teeth in courtesy the stillness often tend to flee
the mocking white of brutal sin the devil wears the angel's skin the sirens blared an endless din amongst us are our fallen kin
sinabi mo, sinabi mo walang nagkamali tinapon ang pagibig di man lang binalik
at sa tamis ng iyong dama ang lubid na itim sa leeg nagsamaautobiography / vflowerponkansoup2020-11-06 | ❖ Optimistic Nihilism ❖
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me everytime i stay up late and pass out at 9 in the morning.
They were twins, one who is the younger sibling, a law abiding citizen, the older brother is a criminal. One having to make fun while the other having to clean up the mess.
Mostly at the point of view of the younger twin having to risk his innocence trying to protect his other half from being arrested.