Clarke & Lexa | maybe someday, just someday VEKProduction 2024-10-15 | Clarke & Lexa | maybe someday, just someday
Come back when you can VEKProduction 2023-10-27 | Oh god, I love this song so freaking much, it actually feels surreal to be making a video with it. Why is it that the hardest emotions make the best videos? Or at least gives you the very best inspiration to actually complete something... I guess it's cause the more pain you or (I in this case) feel, the easier it is to channel that into something productive. I'm really proud of this, because this music can turn anything into magic I swear. Thank you so much for watching, it truly means a lot!
Something in the orange VEKProduction 2023-10-10 | Okay so, I won't be offended if you guys forgot I existed. Cause I get that. Anyways I'm still kicking, things are rough but I'm gonna be okay. Thank you so much for all the comments, likes and views, even if I'm not a regular on yt I still read everything and you guys are still able to make me feel like I'm good at something other than life itself. Thank you! I appreciate it so much. I'm just editing my stupid feelings like always. Hope you like it.
Floden (cover) by Emma Steinbakken | Hver gang vi møtes VEKProduction 2023-01-24 | I rendered this for like 8 times, and im not lying. yes, there's a mistake and I'm so sorry. it's awful, please try to see past it. please. This is so scary! I'm so scared this will receive hate for the translation and the clips and everything. I wrote this whole diary entry, an embarrassingly long, shitty excuse for everything going on in my life, and in general, but I just don't have the balls to share cause I'm so not okay but still I'm fine. I just needed to make this video for myself. I will fix the thumbnail later and I'll make more good videoes for you guys later i swear! I just needed to make this for me. For anyone still listening, thank you so much, good night xx ily
Treat myself better [multifandom] VEKProduction 2023-01-13 | Wow, okay im actually doing this, it's been so long it's scary actually. I've been gone for a long time now, but I'm alive tho. This was all feels tbh, and idk it just ended up like this without any plan, but I don't think I've ever had a plan i've followed anyways so. I really love this song, and every song I love I wanna share with you. And I feel like this video is the definition of me "not being okay" lmao, cause when she posts this kind of content you know something is going on...omg, I don't even remember how to write descriptions...but it's fine, I'm okay. I'm okay!! Editing actually really makes me feel like I'm allowed to "feel" life even tho it's painful and hard. Like you can watch a movie and cry about your own life...but you're still crying about the movie if that makes sense. I hope some of the things on my channel still can make someone's day better. It's honestly my only goal with this channel. And I hope I still have some of my skills, even tho this does not feel remotely good. But, I have been out of the editing game for a long time now, and I hope I can just sit down and play around with whatever idea I might have cause I've actually really missed creating things. I just need to post this and not think about it cause the more I think the worse I feel like this video is and this description is so. I hope someone can relate to this. Yt is strict so I don't wanna get banned or get a warning, but I still think it's important to be real and honest even tho it goes against YT guidelines. It's hard making videos when you have to fit into a box and not being able to create what you want. Even tho I've been more busy with life and stuff, I think its one of the main reasons I lost the inspiration to make real things, because the more real I am, the more strikes I get...and I don't wanna lose this channel so, I'm being careful. Anyways sorry for the rant, thank you to every single person who still watched my videos, I know a lot of them have been taken down, but the fact that you're still watching means the world. Thank you so much. I hope someone likes this. hugs.
Carmen [Euphoria] VEKProduction 2022-05-07 | finally!! I started this after the final episode with so much hope, and it just never happened until now.
Nate Jacobs | At my worst (s2) VEKProduction 2022-03-12 | i had so much fun going back to my old style with this. i dont like him, cause he's mean forwards woman, but i do think this season really gave us more of him, not just his bad sides. i hate that season 2 i over already, i wanna know everything.
alone in a glass house VEKProduction 2022-03-03 | i just needed to post this before i totally forget about it. all i wanna edit now are euphoria. i really love this song.
Euphoria s2 HUMOR part:1 VEKProduction 2022-02-18 | so you can definitely tell I'm in my *giving zero fucks about quality and actual good editing mode*, cause I made this in an embarrassingly short time.Euphoria is f*cking DARK! I feel like I'm having a mental breakdown every single episode, and humor videos are actually what I started making, in the beginning, yeeeeaaaars ago. So I thought why not, I had a lot of fun making this and wanna add so many scenes cause its a lot of good once. But first, I wanna know if you guys wanna see that, cause you might not. Idk!
nate & jules | love u still [2x06] VEKProduction 2022-02-17 | i dont want any comments on the video cause this is just for myself but thought id share cause i know im not the only one dying from this episode. i wanna make a video of every single person on this show its insane. my emotions are dead atm. i watched the latest episode, i was saving it for a rainy day but most of my days are rainy at this point so... i think he really loves her. and idk how to feel about it but this scene gave me chills. im thinking of making a tiktok channel and making short films to put on there since yt is kicking my ass atm. anyways this is just spam at this point. im so sorry
Nate & Cassie | when we fall VEKProduction 2022-02-11 | Okay, so I uploaded a version of this video about a week ago, and was taken down and given two strikes AND a 90 days punishment cause of a half-second clip of a nippel. I appealed and thankfully it came through, which made me glad since euphoria is the only thing i wanna edit atm. I've been lacking inspo for sure, and finally, i can do what i love again. ive missed this so much you guys donw even know. im not as pleased with this as the last one, cause it didnt come from pure inspo but more reconstruction of something i made that wasn't okay in youtubes eyes. anyways, im mad, im sad lol, its not you guys its them. Enjoy. ily
Don’t abuse your power [MAID] VEKProduction 2021-12-16 | this is probably the best fucking series I've seen all year. I'm so happy I was able to make something from this. I still have chills, it's so raw and important. Sorry, the quality sucks I still don't know how to render my videos on this new computer._______________________________________social media♡i.n.s.t.a.g.r.a.m(personal) instagram.com/vildeemiliekj(quotes) https://www.instagram.com/quotes.are....f.a.c.e.b.o.o.k facebook.com/VEKProductionp.i.n.t.e.r.e.s.t.pinterest.co.uk/vkjaernes_______________________________________No copyright infringement intended.I own nothing except the editing. All contents belong to their rightful owners.
story told so many times VEKProduction 2021-09-16 | This song literally speaks my life not kidding. ...Idk why I'm nervous but I am. I got this crazy need to edit today. i have a whole new computer that I should be using like every day cause it was so fucking expensive, but my stupid self has only opened it twice. But I actually made my first video in fucking ages tonight! It sucks and is totally old-school vekproduction material, but it's something... And it felt freaking good being creative again after such a long time. I've realised how much ive missed it, even if its crap and not anywhere near anything else people create these days. It's my crap haha, and its good enough since it makes me happy and yeah. I love doing this. idk. Btw I got nothing on this computer. I'm missing a ton of plug-ins so if someone knows sony vegas pro 13 and plugins please help me! haha, im so lost i googled everything but cant find shit. thank you guys so much for all your comments and messages and emails. i dont know how to respond since i feel like my work is below mediocre, but it means a lot and i read everything im just lost for words sometimes im sorry.
time to panic im in love VEKProduction 2021-04-24 | this sucks and i know it. wish my comeback was better than this. i care about every single one of you and i answer as many emails and messages i can i swear to god.
Mama dont know VEKProduction 2021-02-12 | #ruben #mamadontknowthis is trash. i swear by trash. i dont need your pity or comment srly. im not in a good place. im sure many of you feel the same. i just try my best to edit my emotions and this happened. i havent opend sony vegas in a long time. please dont hate me i know this sucks. i answer every mail i get i swear.
Pretty Little Things | Nina cries power [tw!] VEKProduction 2021-01-07 | Okay hear me out. After 10 long episodes (since I'm a snail when it comes to watching shows) and a lot of ot thinking...I still don't exactly know what I personally think of this show. I've read what many other ppl think but i wanna come up with my own answer. I love ballet shows, cause Ballett it it self is unforgiving, and excuse my language fucked up. If I was a ballet dancer and the teachers talked that way to me, i swear to god i would kill myself. I donk know if it's the ballet since my favorite show of all time is flesh and bones, or if it's the fact that they finally and I mean FINALLY put a MALE character in a show with signs of an eating disorder. Do you guys even know how happy that makes me. My channel used to be 40% of eating disorder videos. But because of youtube its now less than 5%. It sucks. And I'm super pissed but it cant do shit. For the people who have followed me for a long ass time, you know I make videos based on my reality. And im thinking of making a website where you can watch my videos for "free" or for a little "fee" since i make shit on youtube. No offense i know we all struggle, but anyway i wanna upload all my "blocked" videos there so you guys can have them and see them whenever. Cause even tho they don't exist on YT no more, they still are a part of me. I made them in a really dark time and i still wanna try, at least try to help some of you. To remind you you're not alone. Enough with the babble. Hope you enjoy it . Ily guys_______________________________________social media♡i.n.s.t.a.g.r.a.m(personal) instagram.com/vildeemiliekj(quotes) https://www.instagram.com/quotes.are....f.a.c.e.b.o.o.k facebook.com/VEKProductionp.i.n.t.e.r.e.s.t.pinterest.co.uk/vkjaernes_______________________________________No copyright infringement intended.I own nothing except the editing. All contents belong to their rightful owners.
the pain’s gonna go away... VEKProduction 2020-12-26 | #heartbreak #beokay #victorianadine #edithope everyone has a safe and loving christmas. this video just happened and idk what it is but it's something._______________________________________s.h.o.w.s(random order) emily in paris, euphoria, peakers blinders, girlboss, the society, the end of the fucking worlds.o.n.gbe okay by victoria nadine_______________________________________social media♡i.n.s.t.a.g.r.a.m(personal) instagram.com/vildeemiliekj(quotes) https://www.instagram.com/quotes.are....f.a.c.e.b.o.o.k facebook.com/VEKProductionp.i.n.t.e.r.e.s.t.pinterest.co.uk/vkjaernes_______________________________________No copyright infringement intended.I own nothing except the editing. All contents belong to their rightful owners.
Therefore I Am | Multifemale VEKProduction 2020-11-20 | I apologize in advance for the lack of women of color since I know I'm gonna get comments on that like all my other multifemale videos. I just wanna say that I'm really working on expanding my scene choices for these videos. And remember that this takes a lot of work and I'm really doing my best. To accumulate that takes time, but I'm doing the work. :)please enjoy the video.From 0:00 until 1 min. 0:00-0:03 emily In Paris 0:04 little fires everywhere 0:11 how to Get away with murder 0:12 dynasty0:15 riverdale0:17 Emily In Paris 0:18 riverdale0:20 a simple favor 0:21 american horror story 0:22 american gods0:23 american horror story Idc Euphoria 0:26 Banshee Riverdale 0:27 flesh and bone0:28 elite 0:29 scream tv series 0:30 the vampire diaries 0:32 end of the fuckins world 0:34 elite 0:35 warrior nun 0:40 bates motel 0:41 revenge 0:46 Queens gambit Flesh and bone Riverdale Shadowhunters 0:52 skam 0:55 idk sorry 0:56 13 reasons why 0:58 scream tv series Skam The magicians emily In parisgothamandi mackblacklistrevengeeuphoriaeliteemily in pariseuphoriabansheeskamcloak and daggethe white princess american gods emily in paris Queens gambit sharp objectsidkAnd some more srly this is a lot of work Will update just not rn
Beth Harmon | medicine for the mind VEKProduction 2020-11-16 | I almost always have high hopes for my videos, but they fall short way too many times. I should have finished this a while ago but life's hard and I'm sorry for the quality and lack of storytelling. Thank you so much for still watching my videos!song is feel by fletcher
Only a genius could love a woman like me VEKProduction 2020-09-25 | Forgive me for this crap. Idk what to say. Hope someone likes this. social media♡i.n.s.t.a.g.r.a.m(personal) instagram.com/vildeemiliekj(quotes) https://www.instagram.com/quotes.are....f.a.c.e.b.o.o.k facebook.com/VEKProductionp.i.n.t.e.r.e.s.t.pinterest.co.uk/vkjaernes_______________________________________No copyright infringement intended.I own nothing except the editing. All contents belong to their rightful owners.
Love SUX VEKProduction 2020-08-30 | I was feeling this video hard af...until i rendered and watched it over. Hope you guys like it more than me. The song hits hard._______________________________________song is Love Sux by Marisa Maino_______________________________________social media♡i.n.s.t.a.g.r.a.m(personal) instagram.com/vildeemiliekj(quotes) https://www.instagram.com/quotes.are....f.a.c.e.b.o.o.k facebook.com/VEKProductionp.i.n.t.e.r.e.s.t.pinterest.co.uk/vkjaernes_______________________________________No copyright infringement intended.I own nothing except the editing. All contents belong to their rightful owners.
young & sad | noah cyrus VEKProduction 2020-08-24 | ignore the glitch. Jesus if I could erase one thing rn it would be glitches in editing. amen. please hear my prayer.I swear I'm not only a depressed chick. I am depressed at times, but from my videos it might seem like my life is immensely dark. Which it isn't. I've just been through stuff, and I carry it with me, and I like making these edits cause they make me feel something and they make people feel too. That's my little rant. Love every single one of you. Can't believe how many we have gotten. i am very grateful and will forever continue to be no matter how little or much i upload. xx_______________________________________song is young and sad by Noah Cyrus_______________________________________social media♡i.n.s.t.a.g.r.a.m(personal) instagram.com/vildeemiliekj(quotes) https://www.instagram.com/quotes.are....f.a.c.e.b.o.o.k facebook.com/VEKProductionp.i.n.t.e.r.e.s.t.pinterest.co.uk/vkjaernes_______________________________________No copyright infringement intended.I own nothing except the editing. All contents belong to their rightful owners.
Better stay home VEKProduction 2020-08-14 | #alma #vidding i swear im not drunk uploading this. this is not finished. but i've tried to make videos and uploading them but im going through some type of writer's block. i cant finish anything. so im trying something new. just to see if i still wanna make videos and if its still giving me something in return. you don't have to like this video. i don't even like it. just ignore it or smth. thanks for all the support. i read every message, comment, email and dm's. i suck at answering but i do see them. and i hope my videos can make your day a little better._______________________________________song is worst behavior by ALMA, Tove Lo_______________________________________social media♡i.n.s.t.a.g.r.a.m(personal) instagram.com/vildeemiliekj(quotes) https://www.instagram.com/quotes.are....f.a.c.e.b.o.o.k facebook.com/VEKProductionp.i.n.t.e.r.e.s.t.pinterest.co.uk/vkjaernes_______________________________________No copyright infringement intended.I own nothing except the editing. All contents belong to their rightful owners.
when they see us | korey wise VEKProduction 2020-06-06 | #blacklivesmatterplease ignore the lack of s...fucking spelling mistake and im so tired. and sv is being a dick and crashing so please don't mention it. im sorry okay13 reasons why came out today, and my plan was to watch that and make something since i have now for 3 years in a row, but this is way waaay more important. Im reading, learning, and educating myself in the best way possible on this topic rn. I actually know very little about this, but what im learning infuriates me so much i don't have words. I saw this mini-series and now it will stay with me forever. I put my emotions into this video since that's what i know how to do. For anyone who hasn't seen this series, i very highly recommend you to watch it. WATCH IT NOW! it deserves to be seen._______________________________________show - When they see us (Netflix original)song - Wires by the neighborhood_______________________________________social media♡i.n.s.t.a.g.r.a.m(personal) instagram.com/vildeemiliekj(quotes) https://www.instagram.com/quotes.are....f.a.c.e.b.o.o.k facebook.com/VEKProductionp.i.n.t.e.r.e.s.t.pinterest.co.uk/vkjaernes_______________________________________No copyright infringement intended.I own nothing except the editing. All contents belong to their rightful owners.
but if the world was ending VEKProduction 2020-06-03 | #blacklivesmatterthe world is an ugly place rn. idk how to tell you that i'm having an incredibly hard time without making it all about me, cause its not. and i don't wanna contribute to people feeling sad or more alone, and this song actually makes me feel a bit less alone. stay close to people that love you. i cant lead by example since i push away everyone, but i still want everyone else to not be alone._______________________________________song is if the world was ending by JP Saxe, Julia Michaels_______________________________________social media♡i.n.s.t.a.g.r.a.m(personal) instagram.com/vildeemiliekj(quotes) https://www.instagram.com/quotes.are....f.a.c.e.b.o.o.k facebook.com/VEKProductionp.i.n.t.e.r.e.s.t.pinterest.co.uk/vkjaernes_______________________________________No copyright infringement intended.I own nothing except the editing. All contents belong to their rightful owners.
love me hard VEKProduction 2020-05-26 | i feel like i have so much to say but idk where to start. i only got 5000 characters in the info box damn it. this is just smth i made in about an hour to try to ease myself back into editing, so don't be too hard on me. my computer was all dusty like in the movies when people open old books with tons of memories in lol_______________________________________song is love me hard by Elley Duhé_______________________________________social media♡i.n.s.t.a.g.r.a.m(personal) instagram.com/vildeemiliekj(quotes) https://www.instagram.com/quotes.are....f.a.c.e.b.o.o.k facebook.com/VEKProductionp.i.n.t.e.r.e.s.t.pinterest.co.uk/vkjaernes_______________________________________No copyright infringement intended.I own nothing except the editing. All contents belong to their rightful owners.
stained glass.mp4 VEKProduction 2020-04-30 | idk._______________________________________song is stained glass by madison beer_______________________________________social media♡i.n.s.t.a.g.r.a.m(personal) instagram.com/vildeemiliekj(quotes) https://www.instagram.com/quotes.are....f.a.c.e.b.o.o.k facebook.com/VEKProductionp.i.n.t.e.r.e.s.t.pinterest.co.uk/vkjaernes_______________________________________No copyright infringement intended.I own nothing except the editing. All contents belong to their rightful owners.
Villanelle & Eve | Hold on me VEKProduction 2020-04-28 | Prepare for future villanelle video bombing. And I will have no regrets. _______________________________________social media♡i.n.s.t.a.g.r.a.m(personal) instagram.com/vildeemiliekj(quotes) https://www.instagram.com/quotes.are....f.a.c.e.b.o.o.k facebook.com/VEKProductionp.i.n.t.e.r.e.s.t.pinterest.co.uk/vkjaernes_______________________________________No copyright infringement intended.I own nothing except the editing. All contents belong to their rightful owners.
our loves bipolar.mp4 VEKProduction 2020-04-21 | Jesus this is terrible. It's really just awful. I debated not even putting my name on this, but that's a tradition i can not break. I'm sorry for this. I didn't do the song or the show justice!! Also, i don't know if my program just hates dare me or if it's just bad luck but the whole thing keeps crashing so excuse the bad quality
Beth Cassidy | Only by NF, Sasha Sloan VEKProduction 2020-04-12 | The absolute worst thing with editing is when the program freezes at different places every fucking time you try to render it. Why doest vegas need to be such a dick?! Its easter for gods sake. I think ive wasted three hours of my life on this problem tonight lmao. After (who knows) how many tried of rendering i finally completed this. This character is just...wow. I can't describe it. I felt her pain! I can't explain how much more deeply a character hits you when you can relate on a personal level. The layers of this girl are...idk was blown away. _______________________________________show is dare me (it’s on netflix)song is only by NF & Sasha Sloan_______________________________________social media♡i.n.s.t.a.g.r.a.m(personal) instagram.com/vildeemiliekj(quotes) https://www.instagram.com/quotes.are....f.a.c.e.b.o.o.k facebook.com/VEKProductionp.i.n.t.e.r.e.s.t.pinterest.co.uk/vkjaernes_______________________________________No copyright infringement intended.I own nothing except the editing. All contents belong to their rightful owners.
broken on the floor.mp4 VEKProduction 2020-04-10 | im so tired, i haven't even gone through the finished thing and checked for glitches. i worked really hard to make this video good, its an old project but i asked some of you and you guys didn't mind it so here you go. IMPORTANT!dont wait til you hear a "no". ask, if its okay. if he or she wants to. dont assume. it ruins peoples life. ASK!
stuck in the middle.mp4 VEKProduction 2020-04-06 | Im dying of booooooredooooom. This quarantine is really testing my limits. Since my channel has gotten bigger ive started feeling like all my projects needs to be perfect, but when i think long and hard i...dont think they need to me. Not all of them. Youtube is just a venting place for me, a creative space, a place where i can be honest and be myself with imperfect pieces. and i gotta practice so here you go :)I made this is maybe 4 hours total. Its uncut, half-finished, not very good, the song doesn't make sense with the scenes over it and im not proud at all. But, i can still post this and know you guys won't hate me. I have a ton of half-finished stuff, let me know if you wanna see that too, cause like i said IM BORED.Stay safe and don't go kissing boys/girls/random dogs and cats_______________________________________social media♡i.n.s.t.a.g.r.a.m(personal) instagram.com/vildeemiliekj(quotes) https://www.instagram.com/quotes.are....f.a.c.e.b.o.o.k facebook.com/VEKProductionp.i.n.t.e.r.e.s.t.pinterest.co.uk/vkjaernes_______________________________________No copyright infringement intended.I own nothing except the editing. All contents belong to their rightful owners.
jokes on you; [collab] VEKProduction 2020-03-31 | look at this art piece ♥my squad!!! (a few didn't have the chance to contribute cause life happens but i'm still very thankful) please do yourself a favor and check them out!- silentvoice youtube.com/user/MoonSilverStudio- waitfortube youtube.com/channel/UC49E-R9V1e1dwAmvy8VQ9hg- keephopealive youtube.com/user/Bnsweetroxz- peachbitch youtube.com/channel/UCLTfF5SC7_S0mVT5OhoxSQg- foster. youtube.com/channel/UC7yPLHLQ3rMWdWI1kFN2Jfg- mondsternful youtube.com/user/MondSternful- always laughs youtube.com/channel/UCd1Sco9638bdtXibyKrNiqw
Kissing other people [collab] VEKProduction 2020-03-23 | I can't thank people enough for continuously helping me with editing songs I'll never be able to finish myself. Ily! And this is so amazing, so proud of us. Check them out!intro/outro (waitfortube) youtube.com/channel/UC49E-R9V1e1dwAmvy8VQ9hgpart 1 (cherrysbomb) youtube.com/channel/UC3feVGlJvLEVY1CoPNNx5_Qpart 2 (mellan clear) youtube.com/channel/UCFAWXj-lhgEW7-vuPvhiDhgpart 3 (peachbitch) youtube.com/channel/UCLTfF5SC7_S0mVT5OhoxSQgpart 4 mepart 5 mepart 6 mepart 7 (diariesoftheliarswolf) youtube.com/channel/UChOzVHfPwFVDZfdXgUCKaIwpart 8 (skefy) youtube.com/channel/UCOQ5cxKcbszMESzXz2blyfgpart 9 (keephopealive) youtube.com/user/Bnsweetroxzpart 10 (starksriver) youtube.com/channel/UC_Wrk1nMi0LYqFTowFr53mgsong : lennon stella - kissing other peoplesocial media♡i.n.s.t.a.g.r.a.m(personal) instagram.com/vildeemiliekj(quotes) instagram.com/quotes.are.like.life.lessonsf.a.c.e.b.o.o.k facebook.com/VEKProductionp.i.n.t.e.r.e.s.t.pinterest.co.uk/vkjaernes_______________________________________No copyright infringement intended.I own nothing except the editing. All contents belong to their rightful owners.
To be loved | VEKProduction 2020-03-16 | I'm unusually scared of the response to this video, maybe cause I love it so much. I actually love my own work on this! And I love that I was able to create it in less than 24 hours. Feeling proud is weird, but I'm really happy for accomplishing this. This quarantine has forced me and my inspiration to actually work together. social media♡i.n.s.t.a.g.r.a.m(personal) instagram.com/vildeemiliekj(quotes) instagram.com/quotes.are.like.life.lessonsf.a.c.e.b.o.o.k facebook.com/VEKProductionp.i.n.t.e.r.e.s.t.pinterest.co.uk/vkjaernes_______________________________________No copyright infringement intended.I own nothing except the editing. All contents belong to their rightful owners.
i had a dream, i got everything i wanted. VEKProduction 2020-03-02 | I'm so happy I finished this.social media♡i.n.s.t.a.g.r.a.m(personal) instagram.com/vildeemiliekj(quotes) instagram.com/quotes.are.like.life.lessonsf.a.c.e.b.o.o.k facebook.com/VEKProductionp.i.n.t.e.r.e.s.t.pinterest.co.uk/vkjaernes_______________________________________No copyright infringement intended.I own nothing except the editing. All contents belong to their rightful owners.
DID HE JUST CALL ME A VIRGIN? VEKProduction 2020-02-16 | embrace a few mistakes. I needed this to be finished. Hope you like it! :)social media♡i.n.s.t.a.g.r.a.m(personal) instagram.com/vildeemiliekj(quotes) instagram.com/quotes.are.like.life.lessonsf.a.c.e.b.o.o.k facebook.com/VEKProductionp.i.n.t.e.r.e.s.t.pinterest.co.uk/vkjaernes_______________________________________No copyright infringement intended.I own nothing except the editing. All contents belong to their rightful owners.
I got them sick thoughts VEKProduction 2020-02-08 | agh why is the quality so bad!?! i could have done so much more with this, but i don't feel like it atm. i hope you like it. and holy shit the respons i got on the preview blew my mind. you guys are really amazing. i cant say it enough.Show is tell me a storySong is sick thoughts by Lewis blissettsocial media♡i.n.s.t.a.g.r.a.m(personal) instagram.com/vildeemiliekj(quotes) instagram.com/quotes.are.like.life.lessonsf.a.c.e.b.o.o.k facebook.com/VEKProductionp.i.n.t.e.r.e.s.t.pinterest.co.uk/vkjaernes_______________________________________No copyright infringement intended.I own nothing except the editing. All contents belong to their rightful owners.
Cant carry this anymore VEKProduction 2020-01-23 | finally some pure ass inspiration. there's still hope for me.social media♡i.n.s.t.a.g.r.a.m(personal) instagram.com/vildeemiliekj(quotes) instagram.com/quotes.are.like.life.lessonsf.a.c.e.b.o.o.k facebook.com/VEKProductionp.i.n.t.e.r.e.s.t.pinterest.co.uk/vkjaernes_______________________________________No copyright infringement intended.I own nothing except the editing. All contents belong to their rightful owners.
can you love this version of me? VEKProduction 2020-01-10 | my mind is so messy.social media♡i.n.s.t.a.g.r.a.m(personal) instagram.com/vildeemiliekj(quotes) instagram.com/quotes.are.like.life.lessonsf.a.c.e.b.o.o.k facebook.com/VEKProductionp.i.n.t.e.r.e.s.t.pinterest.co.uk/vkjaernes_______________________________________No copyright infringement intended.I own nothing except the editing. All contents belong to their rightful owners.
NF | TIME VEKProduction 2019-12-23 | i wasn't actually allowed to spend money on a Christmas present for him, so i tried for days to finish this. i didn't think i was gonna finish it, since i wasn't feeling it or my own inspiration. there's no hiding that ive struggled a lot with inspiration in general lately, but this, this one is special. i remember showing him this song and loving it since it reminded me of us, our relationship and the struggles we've been facing while being together. we've actually been together for over 10 months now and i had never ever in a million years expected someone to hold out with me for so long. let alone being able to be in a relationship for that long. i guess every couple has their song, and this is ours, for sure. I wanted to post it to make it even more official, and since i can finally say I'm proud of this even tho it could be more perfect, i wanted to share this since the song is so amazing, and i truly worked hard on it even tho it's not near perfect. this is the Christmas present i've worked the hardest on, and i hope you guys like it. merry Christmas. this is the first time ive ever uploaded something not depressing during this holiday since i've always hated Christmas. I think more people can relate to the fact that the holidays is a killer for depression and mental illnesses in general. i can't thank you guys enough for continuing to watch and comment my videos. i love you even tho i suck at showing and expressing it. it's still weird for me the concept of youtube. i keep thinking that 80 K is just 10 people, but its not. idk, im weird.social media♡i.n.s.t.a.g.r.a.m(personal) instagram.com/vildeemiliekj(quotes) instagram.com/quotes.are.like.life.lessonsf.a.c.e.b.o.o.k facebook.com/VEKProductionp.i.n.t.e.r.e.s.t.pinterest.co.uk/vkjaernes_______________________________________No copyright infringement intended.I own nothing except the editing. All contents belong to their rightful owners.
THAT BITCH (epic collab trust me) VEKProduction 2019-12-13 | Im not in the right mood or right state of mind atm, but the people who made this happen deserve this video to go public today. My team!!!! subscribe to themFirst part is me Second it me (lol) Waitfortube chemicalAttraction Me Osivids Foster. Me Keephopealive Anitaxv. Mellan clear (fandom.com was gonna do part 1, but he/she never replyed so i did it myself, i hope she doesnt mind) I hate everything rn, most of all myself. My body, my mind, my thoughts. My ed just suddenly took full control over me today and for a while i thought i was actually getting better, making progress, beating it. It sucks when you for a moment think you're strong, but then your mental illness just creeps up on you and hits you at the back of your head without any warning. The only thing that feels like the "right thing" is working out. Sorry, i dont wanna trigger anyone but still this is my channel and sometimes its so hard for me to talk to people i know when its like this, and i wanna be honest and open since that's what i always prefer others to be. Thats why writing it here, i at least get it off my chest without bothering anyone and everyone can just read this and forget about it. I'm going to the gym at a Friday night...that's depressing for sure. Stay safe.social media♡i.n.s.t.a.g.r.a.m(personal) instagram.com/vildeemiliekj(quotes) instagram.com/quotes.are.like.life.lessonsf.a.c.e.b.o.o.k facebook.com/VEKProductionp.i.n.t.e.r.e.s.t.pinterest.co.uk/vkjaernes_______________________________________No copyright infringement intended.I own nothing except the editing. All contents belong to their rightful owners.
I believe you [TW : RAPE] VEKProduction 2019-11-24 | Trigger warning! THIS IS ABOUT RAPE. This video contains scenes that can be triggering for some people. There is no actual rape scenes in this, but if you are sensitive to this topic I suggest not watching it or at least not using this as a way to trigger yourself further. I never make these types of videos to trigger anyone, I hope you guys know that! I just make them for myself, they are honestly ao therapeutic, and I hope nobody truly thinks that I wanna make someone worse. Please message me before reporting me! At least then I’m able to tell you why I post what I do.I think I need to take a break. Maybe it will alleviate some of the pressure I'm currently feeling. I know how to edit, but the spark is somehow gone. Since I know myself, maybe saying it out loud will make it less hard to actually edit when I feel inspired and not just cause I feel like I should. I just feel like I need to figure out what I'm really doing here...and getting back to that huge passion I started off with. Cause I'm not gonna lie, its sorta gone rn...and trying to complete all these great ideas without any luck what so ever actually makes me depressed. Sorry for the venting, but I just think I needed to get this off my chest. Have a nice day! Something short about the actual video (lol)This is both powerful and close to my heart, but I hope nobody lashes out about the content tho. I always try to stay away from triggers and still tell a story, but it's hard with touchy subjects since I want it to be as real as possible. I hope the people who feel too triggered will have the power to close the video before it gets too much. I can only say that it can be triggering and you gotta decide what's right for you. It's not gonna be for everyone, so please just stay safe. Thanks for watching my videos!social media♡i.n.s.t.a.g.r.a.m(personal) instagram.com/vildeemiliekj(quotes) instagram.com/quotes.are.like.life.lessonsf.a.c.e.b.o.o.k facebook.com/VEKProductionp.i.n.t.e.r.e.s.t.pinterest.co.uk/vkjaernes_______________________________________No copyright infringement intended.I own nothing except the editing. All contents belong to their rightful owners.
alyssa and james | Ill be fine somehow VEKProduction 2019-11-13 | social media♡i.n.s.t.a.g.r.a.m(personal) instagram.com/vildeemiliekj(quotes) instagram.com/quotes.are.like.life.lessonsf.a.c.e.b.o.o.k facebook.com/VEKProductionp.i.n.t.e.r.e.s.t.pinterest.co.uk/vkjaernes_______________________________________No copyright infringement intended.I own nothing except the editing. All contents belong to their rightful owners.
nothing special VEKProduction 2019-10-17 | i'm having the worst anxiety rn. idk what else to say then to be with ppl you love and know that you're not alone even if it feels unbearable and too much to survive.
Multifandom | Own Me VEKProduction 2019-10-11 | i feel like im outside my body. like when i see myself in the mirror its not me. idk what im talking about or why m sharing this. i feel so weird suddenly.social media♡i.n.s.t.a.g.r.a.m(personal) instagram.com/vildeemiliekj(quotes) instagram.com/quotes.are.like.life.lessonsf.a.c.e.b.o.o.k facebook.com/VEKProductionp.i.n.t.e.r.e.s.t.pinterest.co.uk/vkjaernes_______________________________________No copyright infringement intended.I own nothing except the editing. All contents belong to their rightful owners.
just another dead girl | laura moon VEKProduction 2019-09-19 | this is a perfect example of how crappy i am at this. rip inspirationsocial media♡i.n.s.t.a.g.r.a.m(personal) instagram.com/vildeemiliekj(quotes) instagram.com/quotes.are.like.life.lessonsf.a.c.e.b.o.o.k facebook.com/VEKProductionp.i.n.t.e.r.e.s.t.pinterest.co.uk/vkjaernes_______________________________________No copyright infringement intended.I own nothing except the editing. All contents belong to their rightful owners.
Just trouble [Eve & Villanelle] VEKProduction 2019-09-12 | This might be the best video I've made in a while. It's all this show tho. I was late to s2, finished it this weekend, but no matter what brilliant creations that show up in the future, THIS is my favorite show of all times!I rarely can sit up to 4 hours non-stop editing a video and not being like *wtf do I do now.* I don't have the energy, focus nor the inspiration for stuff like that anymore since I actually have more of a life now than ever before, but this came together seemingly. It's always at the 90% finished level i struggle tho. Most of my videos will never reach this form of perfection (in my opinion), just because my OCD about perfection will never reach it's goals anyway. But staying up at night, hating myself and losing sleep over it s lucky stopped and im able to post videos I'm not proud of because i know the ppl watching will somehow find some art in it anyway. And that makes me super lucky. I wouldn't still be doing this if i felt a need to perfectionism each second of every video. The fun would be taking out of it as well, mostly because, editing in therapy for me. When i need something quick to distract me from life and my own head, i'll make something simple, and when i wanna make something out of an entire song, i finish that too. I hope you like this, like i said its one of my favorites. But that will probably change soon since ill find mistakes i've missed. Life. instagram: instagram.com/vildeemiliekj_________________________________________Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for "fair use" for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favor of fair use.
cinnamon girl VEKProduction 2019-09-07 | im making way to many videos atm, but im sad so it's okay i guess
13 reasons why [HUMOR S3] #4 VEKProduction 2019-09-04 | Final humor video for s3. I got a problem with finishing series sometimes, idk its something i cant always do. i have a real issue with endings. so...i dont even know who killed bryce lmao. i just dont wanna no, so ive not finished s3 and might never. idk im weird okaydont take this video to seriously. dont take any of them seriously really. yes, maybe it was a serious moment a second later but this is just a way of seeing the humor between the chaos of this show. its deep, dark and scary honest, and im in no way thing to make light of that. this is by far the heaviest tv series to watch for me personally, and it helped to see some lightness in between. don't hate on me pls. this is just a tiny collection of the few lighter and less heavy highlights of season 3. i did the same for season 2 and you seemed to like it, so don't freak out. just enjoy a collection of a few less anxiety triggering scenes. hope you enjoy. and you don't have to watch it if you hate it. youtube is a choice after all.My private Instagram if you wanna check that out idk instagram: instagram.com/vildeemiliekj_________________________________________Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for "fair use" for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favor of fair use.
