Name: I’m sorry |depression audio| Ella Dubrin @EllaDubrin
Uploaded: 2026-09-18T08:17:00-05:00
Duration: 8 min 17 s
Description: I’m sorry |depression audio| Ella Dubrin

I’m sorry |depression audio| Ella Dubrin

Ella Dubrin 2026-09-18 | I’m sorry |depression audio| Ella Dubrin

Ella Dubrin - Broken Promise (Prod. Jacob Vallen)

Ella Dubrin 2023-11-15 | Though trust is broken and boundaries are scarred
My love for you still shines like a star
I'll mend the pieces find strength anew
For within this pain my love is for you

In a world we built on promises and dreams
You tore down the walls shattered the seams
Whispers of a love that once felt so real
Now replaced by wounds that time can't heal

You said those words meant to be just for us
But now they're tainted lost in the fuss
I saw you cross lines that we drew with care
Breaking boundaries love left threadbare

I'm lost in a storm of doubt and pain
Torn between love that still remains
You found someone else or so it seems
Yet I'm here holding onto shattered
dreams
Through the cracks of my heart loves light still gleams
In the wreckage of our past lost in moonlit streams
But my mind is filled with jealousy

Trust was a fortress we built brick by brick
Now it's a ruin emotions so thick
I gave you my heart my unwavering trust
Only to see it crumble into dust

You spoke those words like daggers they cut
Through the love we had doors slammed shut
I'm holding onto what's left of us
But the scars run deep it's a painful fuss

I'm lost in a storm of doubt and pain
Torn between love that still remains
You found someone else or so it seems
Yet I'm here holding onto shattered dreams
Through the cracks of my heart loves light still gleams
In the wreckage of our past lost in moonlit streams
But my mind is filled with jealousy

I question the truth of the love we knew
As I sift through memories old and blue
The pain lingers on a bittersweet song
Yet I can't deny the love that's strong

You let those words slip and I felt the knife
As you shattered the world we'd built with life
I'm grappling with hurt but love's not gone
Though the path is rough I'll carry on

I'm lost in a storm of doubt and pain
Torn between love that still remains
You found someone else or so it seems

Ella Dubrin - I Know (Prod. Bazek)

Ella Dubrin 2023-11-15 | I knew that something wasn't right
At the first sight
I knew that something was not right that first time
I guess I left it on the low but
Inside it's eating me whole

I know I know I know
I know I know
That

I know you've been deleting her texts
When your alone that's when you hit send

I know you probably think about her
Even when we are out together
You used to talk about her
More than you'd realize it hurt

Why don't you understand
That when I hold your hand
I know I know I know
Think you can hide from me
Think you can lie to me
Don't you know don't you know
That

I know you deleted her texts
When your alone that's when you hit send

Do you think I'm that dumb
Do you think I'm that dumb

Ella Dubrin - Looking For Your Love (Prod. Dianasty)

Ella Dubrin 2023-11-15 | I was lookin for your love
But I couldn't find it because you gave it up

I was lookin for your loven
You gave it to someone else
I can't believe you've done this
But really I shoulda notice when it went south
I guess you really shoulda told me when your love ran out
Well here I am now

Anymore

Couldn't find your love
Because you gave it all up
You gave it all away while still being with me

I was lookin for your love and you gave it all away
I just could not believe it when I saw your face
When you said those words to me
That you no longer were in love with me
I just didn't know what to say
I broke down and I started to run away
You even called the fuckin cops on me
I can't believe that you turned so fuckin mean

I just didn't know what to do when I heard those words come from you

I couldn't find your love
Cuz you gave it all away
All away
You gave it all away

Ella Dubrin - Falling Out Of Love (Prod. Dianasty)

Ella Dubrin 2023-11-15 | Everytime I brought her up
You just said to give it up
Everytime that it got rough

I just wished you told me earlier
Everything that had been going on
Why'd you have to lie so close to her
Why'd you have to keep on stringing me along cuz

I just wished that you'd be honest
Falling outta love that is pretty serious
Every now and then it pops up in my head
I just hope you know how you've made me feel worthless

I just hope that you realize all that you've done with my mind
You played my heart n played my soul
This whole damn time you've always known
You fell out of love with me and you then you fell right in love with her
How'd you hold on to me so long
When you always wanted her
I just don't see how this could be
Why did you bother buying me a ring
I thought we had so many plans
But you just wanted to hold her hand

I just wished that you'd be honest
Falling outta love that is pretty serious
Every now and then it pops up in my head
I just hope you know how you've made me feel worthless

Ella Dubrin - Running Out Of Time (Prod. Jacob Vallen)

Ella Dubrin 2023-11-15 | Baby I'm standing right here
This night is so damn clear
The moon light is lighting everything right up
Out here

Can't you see
Everything is how it should be
I'm just here waiting for you
Waiting for you

We're running out of time
So just follow my lead
Come take a seat

Baby I'm Waiting on you
This morning was not clear
Wish you would sit next to me and cheer me up
Right here

Can't you see
Everything is how it should be
I'm just here waiting for you
Waiting for you

We're running out of time
So just follow my lead
Come take a seat

We're running out of time
Just come follow me
Follow me

We're running out of time
So just follow my lead
Come take a seat

Will you follow me
Will you follow me

We're running out of time
So just follow my lead
Some take a seat

Ella Dubrin - Not Enough (Prod. Natebeatz)

Ella Dubrin 2023-11-15 | Everynight I feel like I am dying
Deep inside I'm always crying
Wish that you'd just see what I'm fighting
All I know is that I'm still trying

Why can't you just see
Everything that I am doing
Why can't I be enough for you
Wish that you'd see how I'm slowly loosing
Pieces of our love

Everytime I look into those eyes
I sense your distant longing sighs
In your gaze it's not just me you see
My heart aches with the possibility

I am haunted by the thought
Can't you see
That I may never be all that you need
In the corners of my mind, doubt ensues
Will I ever be the one you'd choose

Why can't I be enough for you

Why can't you see
Everything that I'm doing
Why can't I be enough for you
Wish that you'd see how I'm slowly loosing
Pieces of our love

I guess I'll never be enough
But I'll keep trying
To prove that I'm still tough
I guess I will never be enough
In your eyes I'm not enough

Ella Dubrin - What You Did (Prod. HeyRick)

Ella Dubrin 2023-11-15 | I wish you saw all that is going on

Are you blind
Can't you see
What
You are doing
Doing to me
I just wish
You'd listen
To what it's doing
Doing to me

I wish that
You saw just
How you make me
Feel sometimes
And you make me feel like I'm crazy
And sometimes I feel you hate me

I just wish that you could see all that you are
Doing to me
Doing to my mind
And I sometimes
Think that you are blind
I try and tell you why
But it don't cross your mind
You keep doing what I
Told you not to and
I just wish that you would try sometimes to
Not do those things
Always hurting me
Wish that you saw
Everything that I thought
That was wrong
That was wrong
Wrong

So let me tell you
How I'm feeling
How I feel like I am
Disappearing
Why can't you see all that you are doing
Doing to me
I wish you'd see
See more clearly

My mental breakdowns

Ella Dubrin 2023-11-15 | ...

RUSTY RUST TIME

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Ella Dubrin - Done Fighting (Prod.KeyZ)

Ella Dubrin 2022-10-03 | Lyrics:

our love was strong
That’s what I thought
But maybe I’m wrong
I want us to work in the long run
Wanted to see you until the sun burns out
Till the moon falls down

I don’t know what we’ve been going threw
Just know that all I want is you
I don’t know if I can go through
Anymore of what your putting me through
I just know that I wanna be with you
I just hope that we can see this through
I know that this is hard for you
Just know that this is hard for me too

I am trying
I’m trying
It always seems it’s what I’ve done
I’m done fightin
I’m done fighting
I
I am trying
But I don’t see through the violence
I’ve been trying
Always fighting
For what I love
And for what I want
But I’m done fighting
I’m done trying

I don’t know what we’ve been going threw
Just know that all I want is you
I don’t know if I can go through anymore of what your putting through

I see
What you are doing to me
But I can’t let you leave
Cause of the times that you are there for me

I’m done fighting
I wanna keep trying
For the one I love

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Ella Dubrin 2022-07-24 | Socials:
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Ella Dubrin - Learning To Love (prod.UNLUCKY)