What DMT taught me about the nature of time Holden Lee 2024-05-02 | Following an intense 5 meO DMT trip in the desert, I took 5 grams of psilocybin mushrooms then underwent a trance meditation session on the true nature of time and death. I recorded the messages that came through to me over the next few hours in one of the more intense psychedelic experiences of my life. I'm a seasoned psychonaut and do not recommend that anyone try this.The following is a link to a video where I took DMT and met the same entity from a near death experience NDE at the age of 17: youtu.be/TaG-pm9-fbM
I walked into the forest with a bag of mushrooms to fix my life Holden Lee 2024-10-10 | I walked into the Hoh Rainforest in Washington State for 30 days with a backpack full of golden teacher magic mushrooms in some desperate attempt to cure my lifelong anxiety and depression and the sense that something was missing inside of me. What began as an absolute miserable experience ended up becoming the most rewarding spiritual awakening of my life. I endured days of rain and cold and utterly horrible trips to finally have a breakthrough that came in the form of a childhood recurring dream with a new ending that would shake me up and lead to some pretty honest self evaluation the following day, perhaps the most honest moment of my life. The next day I also met an old hippie who lived outside the park boundary and we became friends. The man would become a mentor during this time and very much help to transform my life. I walked out of those woods after 34 days cured of some fairly crippling social anxiety and this sense that I was missing anything at all. I came to realize that I was simply holding on too tightly to life. Don't do that. Thanks to everyone for your continued support as I figure out this channel and the direction it'll take. I don't want to simply be the psychedelic guy, as that's only a portion of my reality, but it's def fun to share these videos with you. I'll also be doing general life advice videos, insights, etc, much of it gained from DMT experiences and Psilocybin experiences, but much just from living sort of a nomadic existence for many years. Hopefully there will be a little something for everyone, but who knows. Keep up the good fight in this time of chaos and darkness and remember that this existence is not the only one. Be kind to your fellow human and lift each other up always. Dig deep in your darkest hour as succeeding in that hour will lead to the greatest change imaginable. Best,Holden Lee@HoldenLee333 Chapters:00:00 The Way Out02:22 Into the forest05:00 Leave the Past07:40 Psychedelic Terror09:20 What Dreams May Come11:25 An Honest Life Review13:17 Spiritual Awakening 15:43 Meeting my Guide17:10 The Lesson Learned
The crazy story of my spiritual awakening Holden Lee 2024-09-05 | This is the story of my long and arduous spiritual awakening as informed by a near death experience in my teenage years and psychedelic exploration later on in adulthood. This video will correspond with my podcast that I'm launching called 'Holden Lee Psychospirit' and that will be available on Apple Podcasts and Spotify as well as a handful of other platforms. These videos will take part in a sequence of sorts, and the videos that I make in regards to my spiritual journey will be located in a "playlist" on my Youtube page titled, "Holden Lee's Spiritual Awakening." Thanks to all of the subscribers who have been so encouraging of me to tell my story. I know that I haven't released much content, but as a full time dad of two, it's been tough. But kids are getting a little older now and I plan to release a video every two weeks as well as a podcast with the same topic of video, just more in depth in the story. Timecodes 00:00 - Touching Death01:30 - Back to Earth03:15 - Falling down 05:14 - Save Yourself07:35 - Psychedelic Revolution08:51 - The Purpose of Life Visions12:20 - What's happening on DMT?12:52 - Near Death vs. DMT13:50 - A Month Alone in the Woods Transcript sample:When I was 17 years old, I had a NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE when the car I was riding in flipped off the highway. I was ejected instantly from my body. I remember the car turning sideways and everything slowing down. But I don't remember the crash itself. I found myself floating in what I could only describe as sky. I'm followed by this blinding pulsating white light. And I was held in this sensation of nothing less than pure bliss. Though the word bliss utterly fails the experience. And I was told very matter of factly by that light that I was going to die now. There was no fear in hearing this. But I did wish that I could have said goodbye. And at that moment I saw a flash of smiling faces. My parents and my brother and my best friend Dave. I was told by the light that they will understand. Not in life, but in death. And it was intrinsically known to me that we don't understand death in life. That we don't understand death until we're there. But it was also known that those we loved would be with us again in the cosmic blink of an eye. And it was a funny sense in retrospect. You didn't really mourn the living from the other side. Because you understood how much of a flash life was. And how old the soul was. And you understood that everyone had chosen their time here. Their mission so to speak. Mourning the living for more than a small moment at the time of death really simply wasn't a thing.@holdenlee333 #spiritualawakening #nde #psychedelictrance
My atheist friend smoked 5-meo DMT and it shook her beliefs Holden Lee 2024-07-11 | This is a DMT trip report regarding a good friend of mine with whom I guided through a 5 meo DMT experience in the desert outside of Los Angeles. She had always been a hardened atheist but I'm convinced that she felt God for the first time in her life during the experience. She wanted to try DMT due to a crippling depression and anxiety issue and felt like as though it most certainly helped her with that (as it had me). I know that I'd never seen her more at ease in the years that followed her journey. This is an anecdotal story and I don't suggest anyone attempt.
A dying mans final word changed my view of death Holden Lee 2024-03-19 | In a heartwarming moment at a hospice, a dying man's last word revealed a glimpse of the afterlife. As a volunteer, I was moved to tears and left with a newfound appreciation for the journey beyond the grave. Watch this video to hear the incredible story and be inspired by the touching message from beyond. #nde #neardeathexperience #hospice #hospicecare #spirituality #god #inspirational #inspiring #cancer #love
EMBRACE Your Spiritual Challenges NOW #spirituality #manifest Holden Lee 2023-12-04 | FULL VIDEO: youtu.be/20lniYC6-BMAccept the challenge and embrace spiritual growth! In this video, we uncover the first step to overcoming spiritual tests and how they can help us progress on our soul's journey. Remember, life is not meant to be easy, but by facing these challenges head-on, we can shape our destiny and advance our spiritual growth. Don't wait for another life, start now and subscribe for more enlightening content!
4 Spiritual Tests You MUST Pass for Enlightenment Holden Lee 2023-12-02 | Welcome to my channel! In this thought-provoking video, I take you on a transformative journey towards conquering life's spiritual tests. Join me as I delve deep into the realm of self-discovery, offering valuable insights and guidance on mastering these challenges with grace and wisdom. In "Unveiling the Path: Mastering Life's Spiritual Tests," I share my personal experiences, philosophies, and proven strategies aimed at helping you overcome obstacles and find profound meaning in life. By understanding the hidden messages and purpose behind these tests, you can embark on a fulfilling spiritual journey that leads to personal growth and enlightenment. Throughout this captivating video, I reveal powerful techniques to navigate through various spiritual tests, whether it's through cultivating a resilient mindset, practicing meditation and mindfulness, or honing your intuition. You'll uncover strategies to embrace change, release fear, and embrace the unknown, ultimately transforming your life into one of purpose and fulfillment. By providing practical steps and heartfelt guidance, I aim to empower you in conquering life's spiritual tests so that you can unlock your true potential and become the best version of yourself. Join me on this enlightening expedition, as we unravel the mysteries of the spiritual realm together. So, whether you're facing relationship challenges, career crossroads, or searching for your higher purpose, this video is your compass, illuminating the path towards mastering life's spiritual tests. Let's embark on this extraordinary journey together and discover the universal truths that will lead us to a harmonious and enlightened existence. Don't miss out on this valuable opportunity to find clarity, overcome obstacles, and unleash your inner strength. Hit that play button now and "Unveil the Path: Mastering Life's Spiritual Tests"! Remember to subscribe to my channel and hit the notification bell to stay updated on future videos focused on empowering your spiritual growth and helping you conquer life's greatest challenges.@HoldenLee333 Check out this video next on meeting the same entity on DMT as I did during my NDE: youtu.be/TaG-pm9-fbM
Revealing the Dark Side of a 15g Bad Mushroom Trip Holden Lee 2023-11-22 | In this video, I went INSANE on a 15 gram bad mushroom trip. It was definitely a bad trip, and I learned a lot about myself in the process.If you're thinking about trying a bad mushroom trip, don't! This was definitely not the best experience I've ever had. If you're interested in watching my adventures, be sure to check out this video! It's a fun and entertaining way to learn about bad mushroom trips!In this video, I went INSANE on a 15 gram bad mushroom trip. It was definitely a bad trip, and I learned a lot about myself in the process.If you're thinking about trying a bad mushroom trip, don't! This was definitely not the best experience I've ever had. If you're interested in watching my adventures, be sure to check out this video! It's a fun and entertaining way to learn about bad mushroom trips!This is the darkest portion of my insanely awfully bad shroom trip that began with downing 15 grams on a pizza. @HoldenLee-333 FULL VIDEO: youtu.be/-8ZAh9_bKxQ
Best advice to save a bad mushroom trip #shorts #badmushroomtrip Holden Lee 2023-11-20 | This is the best advice that I can offer if you're having a bad shroom trip. You've gotta throw them up. @HoldenLee333 FULL VIDEO: youtu.be/-8ZAh9_bKxQ
15 Gram BAD mushroom TRIP blasts off! #shorts #shortsfunny Holden Lee 2023-11-19 | The worst most awfully horrible and bad shroom trip of my life gets started in a hurry and soon I'm channeling GOD. @HoldenLee333FULL VIDEO: youtu.be/-8ZAh9_bKxQ
I mega dosed on magic mushrooms and found out... Holden Lee 2023-11-17 | I took 15 grams of mushrooms with a buddy and soon was visiting with God, learning the way of life and the universe. Then my buddy turned on 'This is the End' by the Doors and I sunk into a state of hell where time did not exist. It was by far the nuttiest mushroom trip I've ever taken. I thought I was going to end up in the psych ward. Do not attempt.
Your truth ENHANCES reality #love #manifest #nde #podcast #manifestaion #peace #motivation Holden Lee 2023-11-09 | Don't waste time not living in your truth. Full Video: youtu.be/E2-1sMwE-l0@HoldenLee333
The universe EMBRACED me with LOVE during my NDE #love #manifest #nde Holden Lee 2023-11-07 | Please head over to my channel for the entire story. Much love. -Holdenyoutu.be/E2-1sMwE-l0@HoldenLee-333
Life-Changing Near-Death Experience: Kundalini Awakening Holden Lee 2023-11-06 | In this powerful video, I share my life-changing near-death experience that awakened my kundalini energy. Learn how this transformative experience shifted my perspective and brought spiritual enlightenment.If you're curious about near-death experiences or kundalini awakening, then this video is a must-watch. I'll share my personal story and give insight into this deeply spiritual experience that changed my life forever. Get ready to be inspired and enlightened!This is my story of going to hell and back after a near death experience brought on an instant Kundalini awakening. #NDE #neardeathexperience #kundaliniawakening @HoldenLee-333
I smoked DMT and met the same entity from my NDE Holden Lee 2023-10-21 | I smoked DMT while a friend observed along the lake. I went from total fear out my head blast off to total calm in an empty quiet space. It's almost impossible to describe the experience and I most certainly fail to do so here. But this light came across the nothingness and then suddenly it was just downloaded that this was a guardian angel from my near death experience. Hard to truly explain if you've never felt death. #DMT #NDE @HoldenLee333
Youve been MANIFESTING all WRONG?! Holden Lee 2023-10-21 | The more you give, the more you get back. WE MUST spend time manifesting for more than ourselves. #manifest #peace #HoldenLee-333@holdenLee-333
