(DMCA FREE) Tsuki by SamOckTV | lofi nujabes type beat @samuelock

(DMCA FREE) Tsuki by SamOckTV | lofi nujabes type beat

sam ock 2021-05-18 | FREE MP3: dropbox.com/s/o03trmmh97nva6k/SamOckTV%20-%20Tsuki.mp3?dl=0

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This Moment Here With You (Official Audio & Lyrics)

sam ock 2023-10-10 | i will not forget this moment here with you.

I Still Want Your Love (Official MV)

sam ock 2023-06-30 | this video took me months to finish because... you know, life happens. please enjoy this feeble self-directed attempt at expressing some deep inner longings of life. thank you all for your support and love. --sam

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I Still Want Your Love (Audio)

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I Still Want Your Love (Audio&Instrumental)

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Again (Official Audio) by Sam Ock

sam ock 2022-05-22 | Support me: https://linktr.ee/samuelock

I wanted to make a gentle, bouncy and upbeat song to lift your mood when life feels uneasy. Hope you enjoy! :)

LYRICS:

It’s okay
I get up on the wrong side of the bed too
Many times I know I
Don’t do what I should do
Even when I know it’s good for me
And I don’t really have an excuse
But you know
Maybe it is time to try again
Maybe I’m the first to tell you
That your days aren’t over yet
I don’t want you to forget

Maybe there’s another page to this
And maybe you’re the perfect fit

Life ain’t all that it’s caught up to be
All these castles we’ve built on the beach
And watch them wash away
But there’s another day
So don’t you pay no mind
To what they’re talkin’ ‘bout

Life will be what you make it to be
Time keeps ticking along to your beat
So this I want to say
Because I know it will be worth it

I think that we should try again
Oh no, this is not the end
My friend

Why is living so hard
It’s a question I can’t keep out of my mind
I throw it out and it comes back
Every time to torment me
I guess that living good ain’t quite that easy

I know there’s another page to this
And I think you’re the perfect fit

Life ain’t all that it’s caught up to be
All these castles we’ve built on the beach
And watch them wash away
But there’s another day
So don’t you pay no mind
To what they’re talkin’ ‘bout

Life will be what you make it to be
Time keeps ticking along to your beat
So this I want to say
Because I know it will be worth it

I think that we should try again
Oh no, this is not the end
My friend

Y’all know what time it is

Life ain’t all that it’s caught up to be
All these castles we’ve built on the beach
And watch them wash away
But there’s another day
So don’t you pay no mind
To what they’re talkin’ ‘bout

Life will be what you make it to be
Time keeps ticking along to your beat
So this I want to say
Because I know it will be worth it
I think that we should try again

silent (MV)

sam ock 2022-01-17 | http://linktr.ee/samuelock

i took advantage of one of the few times Atlanta gets snow, and filmed a video for "silent." i really wanted to shoot the video in a snowy landscape, and i am thankful for the few hours that we were blessed to have snow. shoutout to my wonderful wife for helping me film this video and weathering the cold with me. i hope this song serves as an encouragement to those going through hard seasons. God bless. --sam

silent song+ instrumental

sam ock 2021-12-27 | https://linktr.ee/samuelock

silent

sam ock 2021-12-23 | https://linktr.ee/samuelock

this side of eternity

sam ock 2021-09-07 | life is hard. hang in there. hope is alive.

"He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away."
-Revelation 21:4

listen to studio recording: distrokid.com/hyperfollow/samock/to-belonging-3
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i will sing of my redeemer ft. sarah kang

sam ock 2021-07-06 | stream the song: distrokid.com/hyperfollow/samock/i-will-sing-of-my-redeemer-feat-sarah-kang
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hello! i am back to making youtube videos. i figured that in my return to youtube that it would be proper to start off with some praise to my savior. thanks to @SarahKangMusic for helping me out on this song!

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(DMCA FREE) Like Yuh (NO VOICE) by SamOckTV | Jazzy RnB Beat

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Someone said the voice was annoying, so I exported a version without it. This song is completely DMCA free, feel free to use it in your video or stream without permission.

(DMCA FREE) Sunhat by SamOckTV | jazzy piano instrumental

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(DMCA FREE) Calm Times by SamOckTV | soft piano instrumental

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(DMCA FREE) Comfy With You by SamOckTV | calm cute lofi beat

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(DMCA FREE) Moonlight Tunes by SamOckTV | jazzy lofi beat

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(DMCA FREE) Bossa in the Breeze by SamOckTV | jazzy relaxing lofi beat

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(DMCA FREE) Mellow Memories by SamOckTV | lofi beat

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(DMCA FREE) Lazy Mondaze by SamOckTV | cute lofi beat

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(DMCA FREE) Like Yuh by SamOckTV | Jazz RnB Beat

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(DMCA FREE) Nellies Lullaby by SamOckTV | Calm Piano Instrumental

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(DMCA FREE) Missing Piece (Instrumental) by SamOckTV | 80s Synth Pop

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(DMCA FREE) Missing Piece by SamOckTV | 80s Synth Pop

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(DMCA FREE) November Notes by SamOckTV | lofi beat

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Home to You

sam ock 2020-12-23 | https://linktr.ee/samuelock

Keep Me Warm

sam ock 2020-12-23 | https://linktr.ee/samuelock

Remember

sam ock 2020-12-23 | https://linktr.ee/samuelock

Snowy (2020) (Full Mini-Album)

sam ock 2020-12-23 | https://linktr.ee/samuelock

made for more (an animated film)

sam ock 2020-05-17 | Animated by http://yoojin.seol.us

made for more from sam ock's ockoustic vol. 1 mini album

feelin good ft. pH-1

sam ock 2020-05-15 | feelin' good ft. pH-1 from sam ock's pastel ep

said and done

sam ock 2020-05-15 | said and done from sam ock's pastel ep

i wonder if im the only one like this

sam ock 2020-05-01 | Original Beat from comfi beats -- youtube.com/watch?v=WwXJrMhbi-s
Art from MORNCOLOUR - pixiv.net/en/users/9429777/artworks

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i wrote this song talking to my sensitivity. i'm really sensitive and sometimes i get hurt way too easily.

i wonder if i'm the only one like this by sam ock

I wanna feel the sun… all around me
I wanna feel your warm embrace

i wonder if I’m the only one like this
pulling memories apart and drownin’ in the pain
i wonder why everything hurts like this
little things cut deep, things i thought i overcame…

i know I’m sensitive— maybe to a fault
i internalize the pain and take upon the fault
it’s not your fault… i’ll take the fall….
even if it really is your fault.

i hate the fact that i’m this way…
is there any hope that i will change?
i hope that i can change…

enter the gates of uncertainty
a better version of me may be in the mystery
i got to sherlock a “home” (holme[s]) in my history
so many letters written deep inside my memories
and i want to read them all…
but the fear is knocking at my door
can You take me from this place?
can You take me to a place where I’ll be free?
i wanna be free from this…

maybe my heart is made of glass so my transparency can help other souls who are just like me…
maybe this longing in my heart is a compass pointing true north to a vision of eternity...
maybe the tears fall down because this isn’t the way it was supposed to be
i wonder if i’m the only one,
i wonder if i’m the only one like this.

my musical journey

sam ock 2020-05-01 | please play this at 1.5x speed for your convenience.

thank you all for joining me on this journey. ❤️

Godly Love ft. nak (Lyrics & Audio)

sam ock 2019-10-04 | Buy the Song: http://samuelock.bandcamp.com
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Godly Love is a musical lament of a pride-filled, broken heart that needs a saving love that goes beyond human capacity. It expresses the tormented infinite spirit trapped in the temporary space of broken body and reality. Sam and nak hope this song will encourage you and remind you of what Jesus Christ has done for us.
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Godly Love by Sam Ock ft. nak

*[Chorus]
Won’t You say
That I’m good enough
Will You stay
When I am bankrupt
Help me pray
‘cause I need some love
I need Your Godly love

(I’m the only one to blame
Do you know that I’m insane?
Do you know that I’m gon’ break?
Do you know that it’s too late?)

The moment when you realize that Father God above be listening the whole time
The moment when you realize the crushing and the pruning be the remedy for pride
The moment when you realize that God is setting fire to your whole life plan
This is the moment of divine revelation, Lord help me understand

I just wanna deconstruct
Everything about my love
Every little lie and bluff
Everybody need dat stuff
Ain’t nobody good enough
Everybody go through rough
Ain’t nobody really dat tough
Father God fill my cup

What is all the point of the chasing?
I am but a shell of me…
Maybe it’s a good thing, erasing
All the vain colors I see…
I just wanna sing out a blessing
To the hurt ones like me
I just wanna count all my blessings
Father God, hear my plea

*

(nak)
The moment when you fall into that well
Telling God you're not an option for that help
Thought you’d never fall into that spell
Rather crawl than gotta call out to that realm
Skeptical of God with all your pain as you complain
There’s nothing here to hold onto
I know I don’t understand your suffering
But God only knows that I want to
- shouting at the sky, daddy, why?
How is anything divine when You hurt me?
Who am I really to reply when
My pride is the inversion of His mercy
Bragging at the top of our towers
Like we forgot that Babel rots with our power- (it’s falling down)
…We should rappel and belay
But all we do’s rebel and betray

How could I “scale” any mountain
When scales got my eyes turned blind?
Tell me, how many salt piles will it take
Until I never look behind?
What if God speaks in a whisper
To teach me how to hear the echo?
Maybe God raining down plagues
Just to tell me that I need to let go?

*

Escape

sam ock 2019-05-07 | what are you escaping or distracting yourself into? maybe i'm the only one who has these existential dilemmas all the time. hahah.

Culture

sam ock 2019-05-02 | a nebulous topic for a nebulous time. do it for the culture, whatever that means

Contentment

sam ock 2019-04-29 | I'll make sure the audio is not distorted next time. If there is a next time.

Can I Have The Day With You ft. Michelle (Audio & Lyrics)

sam ock 2019-02-14 | Check Out Michelle:
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http://instagram.com/notmichellekim
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"Can I Have The Day With You" ft. Michelle is a song about longing to be with the beloved.

Composed by Sam Ock & Michelle
Art by Michelle

Lyrics:

can i have the day with you?
nothing more that i would choose
nothing more that i could use
than a little afternoon
sittin’ with you

can i see the moon with you?
nothing more that i would choose
nothing more that i could use
than a twilight and a twinkle of you

can i sing a song with you?
ivory and orange hues
you and i can sing in tune
we will sing away the blues

can we write a novel too?
something beautiful and new
tales of glory and of truth
a grander story of me and of you

can i spend my life with you?
nothin’ more that i would choose
nothin’ more that i could use
than forever and a day, with you

Safe (MV)

sam ock 2019-02-13 | Support Sam: http://patreon.com/samuelock
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"Safe" by Sam Ock is from his most recent EP release, "Pastel." It is an ode to the stable, selfless relationships fueled by unconditional love which provide spaces for healing and safety in a world so committed to selfish ambition and personal gain. Maybe there is excitement in "danger" but "safety" in love will always show the way to life.

Pastel is a collection of songs in late 2018 by hip-hop/jazz songwriter Sam Ock. The project is a canvas that displays the soft, subtle and light hues which veil a sensitive, pain-ridden soul searching for solace. The gentle, jazz-laced chords and crooning vocals display an idyllic scene while Ock’s honest and direct lyrics lace the work with a sense of deep longing. Pastel is catharsis for the hurting and searching listener.

Safe by Sam Ock ft. Ruth Sanga

[Verse 1]
I gotta give it all away
All control and letters to my name
I simply cannot concentrate
Distracted by the noise from every way
Grayscale vision got me feelin misled
Can I even trust that I’m moving ahead?
Many days only thing on my mind bread
Many days thinking maybe better off dead
But I got you, that is what I will say
That you are the reason that I got a new way
You are my reality, not an escape
Tell me now, tell me now that I’m safe.

[Chorus]
You, make me feel safe
Cover my shame
Love me by name
You, make me feel brave
You take on my pain
so I can say..

All I got, all I got, all I got is you
All I need, all I need, all I need is you
All I want, all I want, all I want is you
All I need, all I need, all I need is you

[Verse 2]
Oh can you take me to a place
Shelter from the water and the flame
Oh please don't let me isolate
Gimme strength to get me through this day
Everybody lookin' so good on these screens
I don't even know if they really see me
Many days only thing I want is to live
Better than the past, I got nothin' to give
But I got you, that is what I will say
That you are the reason that I got my own way
You are my reality, not an escape
And I know, and I know that I’m safe.

[Bridge]
Darkness blindin' I'm looking for care
Can I really see beyond all of the stares?
Many days hurtin' more than what I can bear
Many days only made it 'cause you've been there
And I got you, that is all that I know
And you are the reason that I got a new flow
You are my reality, not an escape
Tell me now, tell me now that I’m safe

Who I Am (MV)

sam ock 2019-02-07 | Support Sam: http://patreon.com/samuelock
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"Who I Am" by Sam Ock is from his most recent EP release, "Pastel." It is a soulful introspection into the struggle of finding authentic identity and eternal purpose.

Pastel is a collection of songs in late 2018 by hip-hop/jazz songwriter Sam Ock. The project is a canvas that displays the soft, subtle and light hues which veil a sensitive, pain-ridden soul searching for solace. The gentle, jazz-laced chords and crooning vocals display an idyllic scene while Ock’s honest and direct lyrics lace the work with a sense of deep longing. Pastel is catharsis for the hurting and searching listener.

Who I Am by Sam Ock

I get up, I get down
It's the rhythm of my battle drum
I get up, I get down
I'mma struggle 'til the day is done

Every voice telling me that I am thinking wrong
Change ya tune, change ya chord, sing that other song
Little brother turned into an insecure man
Any type of criticism make me into "lesser than"
Never believed I could be right or be me
What is me? They just tell me what I'm s'pposed to be
Gotta be a brand, but I never really owned it for myself
Now I'm nebulous, I'm tired of it, this stress my mental health
see my chaos and I know I gotta speak into it
I see my apathy I know I gotta battle ruthless
I know my Father look at me and He is well pleased
the problem is that I aint good enough for me
maybe the best thing for me is You
I know the pain will show the truth
maybe I am beautiful to You

*I just want to be myself
I just want to be myself today
Wanna know just who I am
I need you to help me understand

**Who I am is beloved
Who I am is more than what I’ve done
Who I am is worthy of some lovin
Who I am has really just begun
Who I am is a treasure
Who I am is royalty in blood
Who I am is a warrior for the kingdom
Who I am has really just begun

Nobody will know that I’m speaking of my sweat and blood
Only hear they talk of blessings coming down above
When my praises go up the blessing come down
But my blessing is to keep me low to the ground
The blessing is needing more love than I ever knew
The blessing is knowing there’s nothing I can really do
The blessing is pain, adversity, my own addiction
Cause if I didn’t cry in need then would I really listen ?
The blessing is losing illusion of my control
The blessing is being betrayed and you bleed slow
The blessing is to feel the discipline of better love
There's better love than self love, lovin' from the One
The only One who can take all this craziness
The only Father good enough for all the fatherless
I know that my pain it clarifies the truth
that maybe I am beautiful to You

Blessed (Cover) by Daniel Caesar // Sam Ock

sam ock 2018-11-12 | gotta blame it on Jesus, #blessed.

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i changed the lyrics to make it more about me n' God, na'm say'n.

Everywhere that I go, everywhere that I be
If you are not surrounding me with your energy
I don't wanna be there, don't wanna be anywhere
Any place that I can't feel you, I just wanna be near you

And yes, I'm a mess but I'm blessed
To be stuck with you
Sometimes it gets unhealthy
I can't be by myself, B
Always need you by me and
Yes, I'm a mess but I'm blessed
To be stuck with you
I just want you to know you
Can do anything you want to
Make everything all better, whoa

It's the things that you say
Every time that I pray
Pray on my insecurities
I know you're loving me
I know sometimes I do wrong
But hear the words of this song
When I run please don’t let me go for long
Don't know what's going on

I'm coming back home
I'm coming back home
I'm coming back home to you
I'm coming back home

Please take me back home
Please take me back home to you
I wanna go home
I wanna go home to you

Forever (Official Audio)

sam ock 2018-09-20 | Support Sam on Patreon: http://patreon.com/samuelock
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Forever is the first song off of the planned future release, "Pastel" by Sam Ock. It is a mellow, jazzy farewell letter from the one who remains moving in the present, to the moment or person past. It is inspired as Ock’s farewell letter to his hip-hop collective AMP, and a deep introspection of his identity apart from the era that is now saved for his memories. This song is for anyone who has gone through the existential crisis inherent to deep loss.

Pastel is a collection of songs in late 2018 by hip-hop/jazz songwriter Sam Ock. The project is a canvas that displays the soft, subtle and light hues which veil a sensitive, pain-ridden soul searching for solace. The gentle, jazz-laced chords and crooning vocals display an idyllic scene while Ock’s honest and direct lyrics lace the work with a sense of deep longing. Pastel is catharsis for the hurting and searching listener.

-----Forever by Sam Ock---------

[Verse 1]
I got a bad case of my doubt
Six pack o' lies, bottoms up, fadin out
Letting these voices inebriate
Got no faith, man I wanna escape
escapade, vacation, call it siesta
Don't wanna try for the next semester
Flunked outta life, yea, that's how I feel
it don't really matter, man i gotta keep it real.
but on the real, can't believe you're gone
can't believe it's over, it’s been so long
over these years saw the passion die
no time for eulogy, we had to get by
growin' up always feels too hard
getting old really hurts my heart
'cause of all moments i miss
but i trust that i'm getting better 'cause of this.

[Chorus]
This will be the end of you and me
I will keep this memory
And I'll cherish you forever
This is a beginning, a new day
And I'll find another way
But you'll be with me forever

[Verse 2]
every thing i said
playin back in my head
every sweet moment
every place we went
is a part, is a mark in me
every burn is a brand i see
gotta tattoo in my soul
memories inked, permanent black gold
i don't wanna press rewind
even if i wanted to, i aint got time
healin' be facing the pain head on
letting my tears fall all night long
had our time but it's bye for now
yea we did good but the clock's run out
we did good but the clock's run out
this is my last goodbye.

[Bridge]
All beginnings have an end
Every journey has a bend
Yes your soul can have a friend
Who will love forever
All this time is wasted not
You will never be forgot
You will go into forever

Forever (Official MV)

sam ock 2018-09-20 | Support Sam on Patreon: http://patreon.com/samuelock
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Forever is the first song off of the planned future release, "Pastel" by Sam Ock. It is a mellow, jazzy farewell letter from the one who remains moving in the present, to the moment or person past. It is inspired as Ock’s farewell letter to his hip-hop collective AMP, and a deep introspection of his identity apart from the era that is now saved for his memories. This song is for anyone who has gone through the existential crisis inherent to deep loss.

Pastel is a collection of songs in late 2018 by hip-hop/jazz songwriter Sam Ock. The project is a canvas that displays the soft, subtle and light hues which veil a sensitive, pain-ridden soul searching for solace. The gentle, jazz-laced chords and crooning vocals display an idyllic scene while Ock’s honest and direct lyrics lace the work with a sense of deep longing. Pastel is catharsis for the hurting and searching listener.

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[Verse 1]
I got a bad case of my doubt
Six pack o' lies, bottoms up, fadin out
Letting these voices inebriate
Got no faith, man I wanna escape
escapade, vacation, call it siesta
Don't wanna try for the next semester
Flunked outta life, yea, that's how I feel
it don't really matter, man i gotta keep it real.
but on the real, can't believe you're gone
can't believe it's over, it’s been so long
over these years saw the passion die
no time for eulogy, we had to get by
growin' up always feels too hard
getting old really hurts my heart
'cause of all moments i miss
but i trust that i'm getting better 'cause of this.

[Chorus]
This will be the end of you and me
I will keep this memory
And I'll cherish you forever
This is a beginning, a new day
And I'll find another way
But you'll be with me forever

[Verse 2]
every thing i said
playin back in my head
every sweet moment
every place we went
is a part, is a mark in me
every burn is a brand i see
gotta tattoo in my soul
memories inked, permanent black gold
i don't wanna press rewind
even if i wanted to, i aint got time
healin' be facing the pain head on
letting my tears fall all night long
had our time but it's bye for now
yea we did good but the clock's run out
we did good but the clock's run out
this is my last goodbye.

[Bridge]
My beginning it will end
Every twist and every bend
Buy my soul you have a friend
Who will love forever
All my time is wasted not
I will never be forgot
I will go into forever

Carry On [Original] - Sam Ock

sam ock 2018-03-30 | BE A PATRON: http://patreon.com/samuelock
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"Carry On" is a relaxing, jazzy hip-hop song which sounds like drifting in the blue ocean. Sam Ock expresses the struggles of living a faithful life, and speaks of a determination to move into the future without fear.

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[Verse 1]
Couldn't tell me that I'd see the day
Where the valley shade
Darkening my vision feel afraid
N' I try to pray
Gimme more, gimme better faith
But wait…maybe there be colors in the grey
& wait, maybe there'd be feelins in the fray
& wait… empathy be livins in the pain
& wait… better is the One who really stayed
The One who really stayed, cus He really made the Way, yea.

Livin' in expectation
Fightin' this cynical mind
Ego intoxication
Sober me up from the lie
That I don't need nobody
I cannot live in this state
I really do need somebody
I wanna live a better way.

[Chorus]
Please don't let the moment slip away
I will fight to live another day
Please don't let this ego lead my way
I will fight to live another day
I will carry on
I will carry on
I will carry on
I'mma sing my song
I'mma sing my song
I'mma sing my song

[Verse 2]
Every song you make sound the same
You are not original, you are lame
Why you even still here? Quit the game
Aint nobody but you to take the blame
All they really want is a vibe now
Make you wanna get another job and hide out
Make you wonder now, if it's really worth the pain
When you feel like all you're worth is only pocket change
Who'd've thought, pocket change hurt
Brass coin, dollar bill, valuated dirt
Why does the money even matter, I don't know
Maybe 'cause I feel like I'm just here to give a show

Livin' in expectation
Fightin' this cynical mind
Ego intoxication
Sober me up from the lie

My Soul Shall Sing (Audio) - be still. I

sam ock 2018-03-22 | FREE D/L (Enter $0): samuelock.bandcamp.com/album/be-still-i

be still. is an instrumental release.

I was beginning my prayer time one day and I wanted to find some music I could play in the background. The problem was, all of the instrumental stuff was either too busy or too dated, and it's hard for me to concentrate when there are lyrics or the melodies are too pronounced.

I created this series to fill a personal need: simple background music that allows me to focus and meditate. I wanted it to feel like you were in the room with a pianist who was just calmly noodling on the keys.

I hope that this helps you to do the same. Soli Deo Gloria. God bless you.

Let's go before the Lord and be still.

If you would like to support me even further, please become a Patron at patreon.com/samuelock -- this can give me the freedom to make even more of these free resources. Thank you. :)

Honesty (Audio) - be still. I

Be Still & Know (Audio) - be still. I

Thanksgiving (Audio) - be still. I

That Old Church Piano (Audio) - be still. I

#ElixirLife // J. Han, Sam Ock & NAK

sam ock 2015-12-07 | FREE MP3: http://www.mediafire.com/listen/my817dcwmqq9km4/J._Han%2C_NAK%2C_%26_Sam_Ock_-_%23ElixirLife.mp3

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I just moved to Atlanta. Trap music is a second language here. But I'm a nerd.
So this is a song about video games, and such.

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#ElixirLife by J. Han, NAK, & Sam Ock

[J. Han]
I guess it’s befitting to give you some trap cause I’m in atlanta
yea, we’re the type to jump and Z your Petey Piranhas
a little bit crazy or maybe bananas
I ain’t got time to play games,
hit ‘em with the blue shell
it’s an utter bonanza
yea I got your coins
you tryna to stop me, boy?
I’m on star power!
this my victory lap
I see that checkered flag
that “dub” is ours!
edge game proper
with a wave dash that will make you stammer!
I tell you we’re smashing opponents
we’ll bring out the hammer!
man we’re going savage like carvanha, carvanha
we got our hands on a banger. we don’t got time for your clamor now!
leave your Goldeen home, we want none of that
I got my sights on that Gyarados, I don’t want none of your Rattata (rat-a-tat)
I can smell the 1337 from a mile away
only the truly devoted neglecting the shower for days
we got that formidable prowess built on the brawn of our thumbs
we don't have to jump in yours because we got our own path to run.

[Sam Ock]
a new adventure
i need xp
see me level up
to my destiny
this for my dungeon crawlers
& my hundo' completes (100% completes)
i got that 1-up life
'cause this my RPG! (blah!)

i talk to every single NPC
'cause the Asian in me wants it FREE (haha!)
call me Peach, 'cause I throw dem beats
dem turnips give me +3 dexterity (TURN UP!)

AoE, AoE, AoE, AoE, I got that AoE
i brandish the blade, i'm giving out damage
you cannot handle me!
i don't need luck, every time that i hit, it's a crit
call me dovahkiin, 'cause that's fire i spit! (FUS RO DAHHHH)

RPG or MOBA, we takin' it all over
any lane I'll carry, call me the bulldozer
dis music be my potion, elixir life
you know it ain't a game
when i rock this mic!

[NAK]
Bottom's up!

...I 'down' Mako then I pound mics...
... I'm Cloud Strife... in a sound byte -
.. I'm out to show the Lamb of God to Azeroth
He died to "cast 'Life'"... that's the mana cost -

- (Bars) harder than this diamond that I'm sharpening
- I farm and cut the bedrock like it's "mud or fudge and" margarine
You spittin' "Fire," but my dialect is freaking hotter
So drop the beat and watch me start to speak it in Firaga!

(Critical!) Imperial lyricist 'quipped with the sickest ma-te-ria...
(Yuh!) This Magitek missile don't miss em', "mechanics" superior! --
-- Top to the bottom to middle to jungle- Akali to Varus to Fiddle and Trundle
To Jarvan to Darius, Ahri and Rumble, (you 'bout to get buried) and this is my shovel!

-- "Take you away" and "split you" "in addition," mayne
... Blow your frame like "Sister Ray-" you kids are historyyy...
... .... I'm system made, homie! NES to that "Playstay..."
And if you can't hang, you best go back to playin' "Snake!"

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