Your Neighbors
Your Neighbors- Chicken
updated
my god’s whatever makes my day
and it’s bound to change but
night time I need you in my face
get on your way
my god’s whatever takes my pain
well take the reigns
reveal my skin, so thin
gimme some of that cardinal sin
my soul is yours to take
follow you to my grave
right round, head spinning of its axis
what a rush, got heaven with this nexus
in you I’ll put my faith
my only saving grace
sans love, if it’s not love
it won't make a difference to me
put me out of my mind
please put me out of my mind
sweet relief
come to calm me
and feed my needs
break my guard down
and make my peace
sedative
know you set me free
when you speak to me
pull my leash
drive your car down
and get on me
hear you call out
and spit on me
lease your love
don’t spare a thing
when you're pleasing me
my god’s whatever makes my day
and it’s bound to change but
it’s high time I get you in my face
in every sordid way
my god allows any thing I say
to do what I may
reveal my sins intent
it’s all over once you fall for it
think of how you look on the inside
the things i’ll do when you’re all mine
lest be me to choke
and let the fun get away
i’d hate to let a thing
so good go to waste
you’ll never be same
once I get what I’ll take
lest be me to hope
this won’t get messy on the way
i’d hate to let a damn
good thing go to waste
(I'm about to make a mess out of you)
sweet relief
come to calm me
and feed my needs
break my guard down
and make my peace
sedative
know you set me free
when you speak to me
pull my leash
drive your car down
and get on me
hear you call out
and spit on me
lease your love
don’t spare a thing
when you're pleasing me
new single friday tho
heaven do you hear me calling
you feel so far away
it shouldn’t take much to find you
why can’t you show your face
maybe i’ve been deaf
to all of your answers
or maybe I've taken
all your grace for granted
but where do you go
when you’re always needed the most
shine your light on
this life
I feel you moving
I feel you moving
out of this life
hell’s weight is bearing down on me
ain’t breaking free
no telling what I need
my eyes for you and you only
a sight unseen
doubt grows inside of me
I swear
you were right here
for a moment
you were all I’d see
but now Im
stranded right here
could you notice
would you notice
this life
I feel you moving
I feel you moving
out of this life
looking for a thing that lives beyond me
wonder if there’s anything there or it’s all me
a figment of a dream that’s dead and gone
cuz every time I pray for an answered call and
begging on my knees for the things I wanted
it never turns out just the way I want it to
don’t you think you owe me to?
it's time to go my own way
i'm tryna dodge the ditch
finding fixes that’ll stick
no dice
I’m just biting myself
masking up with thrills
that are strong enough to kill
I guess
I’m always falling back to my old ways
laying wasted for days
I can’t fight my nature
got excess in spades
heaven’s just a state of mind
you can put yourself there any time
heavens just a state of mind
you can take that trip anyway you like
I’m always outside
knocking on the door of heaven’s gates
all the time
living for the night
if this is really hell
I’ll make this hell all mine
*quit* blowing my high
I’m running for the hills
it’s on my heels all the time
*ok so* this is my life
waiting for the now
except for now I’m out of time
chasing white whales
building by the brick
to make a world that don’t exist
but I
keep doubting myself
tryna get a grip
as my footing starts to slip
cuz I
I’m always going back to my old ways
always
always
it’s written on my face
I want this all to change
hell is just a state of mind
you can put yourself there anytime
hell is just a state of mind
I’ll feed my sins any way I like
(I drank her piss)
I’m always outside
knocking on the door of heaven’s gate
all the time
living for the night
if this is really hell
I’ll make this hell all mine
*quit* blowing my high
I’m running for the hills
it’s on my heels all the time
*ok so* this is my life
waiting for the now
except for now I’m out of time
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credits-
Director - Tian Xu
Producer - Elle Keseley
Director of Photography - Sean Thomson
1st AC - Bennett Lees
2nd AC - Dylan Chant
Gaffer - Zhongchao Liu
Key Grip- Steven Harker
Swing - Blake Sepe
Production Designer - Joy Heller
Art PA - Gwendolyn Allison
PA - Zoe Etzweiler
Editor - Tian Xu
VFX - Stephen Brown
Colorist - Ali Shabani
what are you selling today
I need anything and everything
to flex the folds in my brain
rough sex, talking heads
brand news, pharma meds
e-list celebrity fame
big breasts, politics
fight clips, stimulus
got blue light blinding your face
no need to be so serious
you're gonna die someday
no need to be so serious
just get whatever it takes
someone show me how to feel
they've got opinions for days
searching for gods I could steal
but they're all adulterated
from the
rough sex, talking heads
brand news, pharma meds
nobodies making their names
big breasts, politics
fight clips, stimulus
we're all just fodder to fame
no need to be so serious
you're gonna die someday
no need to be so serious
just get whatever it takes
I'm living a lie
I'm starving for fame
the wars that I fight
are all mirages in vain
someday you will find
you're not what you say
and all that you've done
is let the life you had slip away
lover it's getting late
let me be your debtor
why don't you stay the night
there can't be much better
I'm playing charades tryna give my message
(I can't say without saying it)
speaking with my eyes, can you tell where my head is
(I can't show without showing it)
light me up, I'm a hot boy
big sharpshooter on the kill
if you care for it
let me show you for real
breaking a sweat again
I'm taking every measure
tryna keep up the pace
could it get much better?
tangled up so tight
like a headlock
pack a punch, hard hit
like a buckshot
high praise, give me 5 stars
get the sin that you came for
let me show you for real
let me show you for real
let me show you for real
let me show you for real
let me show you for real
let me show you for real
let me show you for real
let me show you for real
let me show you for real
let me show you for real
let me show you for real
let me show you for real
let me show you for real
let me show you for real
let me show you for real
let me show you for real
let me show you for real
let me show you for real
you could haul the weight of the world
on your shoulders
it won’t mean anything more
all of the stress that gets the best of your head
is all a lie to get yourself to the morgue
going around it or through it
gets you to the same place
so what’s a point in a fight
there’s no valor in hell
so what’d you say to yourself
when you’re offered the world for a night
kicking rocks
itchy socks
what you living off of
moxie?
always in the backseat
pick apart the art of being lonely
for another week at least
heart pounding like athletes
you’re foaming at the mouth again
you got rabies
ever entailed
in your emotional hell
you’re foaming at the mouth again
you got rabies
mission accomplished
you’re higher than all birds
the chemicals are keeping the pace
telling yourself that you’ll change when you’re older
a fallacy of running in place
genital swaps, and ducking, running from cops
you’re just rushing for a rush in your life
we’re creatures of habit
you’re a creature of night
a banshee, bat out of hell
when you like
*** kicking rocks
itchy socks
what you living off of
moxie?
always in the backseat
pick apart the art of being lonely
for another week at least
heart pounding like athletes
you’re foaming at the mouth again
you got rabies
ever entailed
in your emotional hell
you’re foaming at the mouth again
you got rabies ***
take another toke
and watch your world
go up in smoke
the lines you cross
go up your nose
you waste your mind
to ease your soul
the highs are worth the lows
until the lows give way to lies
that pave the road
to end your life
so when it comes
at least you'll know
(screaming)
kicking rocks
itchy socks
what you living off of
moxie?
always in the backseat
pick apart the art of being lonely
for another week at least
heart pounding like athletes
you’re foaming at the mouth again
you got rabies
ever entailed
in your emotional hell
you’re foaming at the mouth again
you got rabies ***
a vacant space she calls home
insatiable, she's got an appetite
and lost soul
guaranteed to make a show
45 away
she driving
mission bound
to break her mileage
making rounds
with someone she don't know
warring her endangered habits
thinks too fast to think about it
there ain't a place where she won't go
tik tik tik the time goes
get your fix til finals
she'll be gone before you know
tik tik tik the time goes
sniffing lines in condos
chasing highs to curb the lows
anna falls for a fantasy (such a fiend)
binging all sorts of therapy, merrily
just a spark and she's up with ease
but she knows
living on in a reverie (ain't taking time to pause)
nodding of on her remedies (betting on the odds)
fading on to a memory
but she knows
shame will eat at anna
when she's all alone
she makes a call to make her numb
stuns like a centerfold
but sells herself to animals
her sinning hits her sevenfold
45 away
the plug is
driving on his way
he's hiding
thoughts of all the things
that he might know
lacing fun with fake
for profit
on a pace for
making martyrs
there ain't a place where he won't go
new bag after new bag
a fear that she once had
starts fading to grey
new bag after new bag
to feel like she once had
a reason to stay
anna falls for a fantasy (such a fiend)
binging all sorts of therapy, merrily
just a spark and she's up with ease
but she knows
living on in a reverie (ain't taking time to pause)
nodding of on her remedies (betting on the odds)
fading on to a memory
but she knows
lately i’ve been
hung up on my caveats
lost in thought
it’s a maze
puzzled, lost the plot
lately i’ve been
twisting up
some tangled knots
I could mend things
i’m thinking why not
tingles in my face
lock jaw
chewing teeth
I believe
its my own
fault
it’s my own fault
feelings that I waste
hog tied
by my bed
in my room
on my laptop
I pay the price due
what’s a high to you?
v2
I feel nauseous
tugging on my self esteem
stuff my face
beat my **** (dick)
my dog's off the leash
don’t know what tough is
no difference in my wants and needs
I envy wicked deeds
I binge I purge I rinse, repeat
there’s pounding in my heart
all times
of the day
I believe
it’s my own fault
it my own fault
feeling like i’ve lost
all sense
of belief
time to leave
all my false gods
I pay the price due
what's a high to you
pathetic life, dude
what's a high to you
I pay the life's due
what's a high to you
I pay the price due
what's a high to you
pray for me
this sheep is astray
i'm grinding my teeth
i’m wasting away
credits-
DP: Nolan Englund
Producer: Will Peters
Cast: Moriah Sittner and Ben Oliphint
Writer: Michael Ben-Iftah
VFX: Stephen Brown and Nick Wallace
Production Design: Kati Dean
Gaffer: Daniel Jorgenson
Director: Tian Xu
Produced by TXY Productions
i’ve told 1000 lies
a noose tight
as a necktie
and i’ve died 1000 times
for that surreal life
searching for sunnier
states of mind
need me a vice
to waste the time
yearn for lives
I wish were mine
I pray this high
will get me by
hook
said "coming up quick"
said "gimme that hit"
said "feed me that quick"
said "gimme that hit"
said "gimme that"
this highs to die for
i’ve been off it all week
I got none to fight for
when my life’s an eye sore
this rush
goes straight to my head
no, all these good meds
keep me at my best
confess with your mouth
you’ll pay for your debts
buried by sin
i’m up to my neck
I don’t wanna wake up
I could stay here forever
I don’t wanna wake up
leave me be for the better
I don’t wanna wake up
I could stay here forever
I don’t wanna wake up
I’m a fiend for displeasure
these numbered days
don’t seem to change
i’d rather cave
than find a way
thoughts are loud
i’m easy prey
i’d rather bow
and waste away
(life is full of pleasure,
I cant wait for tomorrow
life is full of pleasure
I have so much to live for)
Credits:
Directed, Filmed, Edited, and Colored by Hannah Gray Hall (@thegrayhall)
Gaff by Conor Cunningham (@conorpatc) and Neil Shukla (@neilshuk)
Production Assistants Daniel Yocum (@yocum_dan) and Sam Ploch (@samdontlikeraisinbran)
Makeup by Nicki Pechonis (@tennpechonis)
Starring Kelton Young (@keltonold), Liam Kennedy (@chopperchug), Danielle Jeanne Lee (@danielle.jeanne.lee), Robbie Sieben (@siebenofficial), and Nicki Pechonis (@tennpechonis)
Featuring Your Neighbors (@yourneighborsusa), Xtian Paige (@xtianpaige), Daniel Yocum (@yocum_dan), and Rae Riot (@doom_beast)
Special thank you to Dino’s (@dinosnashville), Decorum Studios (@decorum_studios), and Stephen Kinigopoulos (@s_kinigopoulos)
medicate me
feed my own disease
can't find no difference
in what I want
and what I need
what am I wasting
I'll bid my self-esteem
why do I wanna be
such a wannabe
oh I'm not at ease
I need to stop by
picking up my diesel
at a stoplight
picking stunts knievel
would've passed by
spending up the expense
of my mind
sweat, stumbling
governed by my words, I
keep crumbling underneath
a lens, I
need something that'll keep
me on a leash and
off the deep end
keep me off the deep end
if at all
27's in my lungs
hoping not to join the 27 club
drunk drive behind the wheel
squealing tires down the 40
only good die young
so I'm tryna live my scariest
life aint a thing
might as well-
feed me release
good smoke
chevys
batu
nice view on the
mezzanine
last stop
no peace
close call
new lease
new fun
first one's
always free
oh I'm not at ease
I need to stop by
picking up my evil
at a stoplight
picking stunts knievel
would've passed by
spending up the expense
of my mind
sweat, stumbling
governed by my words, I
keep crumbling underneath
a lens, I
need something that'll keep
me on a leash and
off the deep end
keep me off the deep end
if at all
27's in my lungs
hoping not to join the 27 club
drunk drive behind the wheel
squealing tires down the 40
only good die young
so I'm tryna live my scariest
life aint a thing
might as well do it
all the imps
in the mud
all singing their praise
all friends
and all kin
all screaming my name
got my face on the wall
just think, what a waste
it's too soon
it's too soon
too soon
it's too soon
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gassed up helping none
lashing out to sell you some
bidding on the best team
lifes tough
suck it up
bitch about it
nothings done
help the ones that need it
instead of showing all you’ve done
think you’re bleeding through your feed
while your tongues behind your teeth
thumbs are spouting out philosophies
you’re too afraid to speak
know your gods hard to believe
when you don’t practice what you preach
said you call yourself a leader
while youre leeching off of me
get off me
v2
times up
count em up
wins and losses
what you want
picking least of evils
keeps your conscience
on the run
while your playing devils advocate
you justify their fun
say we all can vote for change
but then those changes never come
then they try to sell you peace
thinking what youre supposed to think
no theres nothing like some ignorance
to set the mind at ease
cnn and nbc and fox
dont give a fuck bout me
so why should I believe
and buy the lies your selling me
v1
my heads full of
tv static
all my thoughts
are stuck in traffic
obstacles to meeting
someone new
alice
know you mean no malice
and I don’t mean
to come off callous
but know I have my doubts
when it comes to you
hook
hey little lady
where you coming from
to pick at my head
when there’s something wrong
keep my attention
when you’re gone
and
wind in my sails
when my soul is numb
if I don’t make it to
kingdom come
at least I knew a love
that kept me from
coming undone
v2
surely you’ve gotta
to be confused
maybe i’m a project
or something to do
ain’t no sense in me
putting my weight on you
and alice
don’t go chasing rabbits
you’ll just find all
my bad habits
let me keep
what I need
to keep from you
hook
hey little lady
where you coming from
to pick at my head
when there’s something wrong
keep my attention
when you’re gone
and
wind in my sails
when my soul is numb
if I don’t make it to
kingdom come
at least I knew a love
that kept me from
bridge
loneliness is the damndest thing
your comfort zone is where it stings
the most
it takes you away from the things you face
and you play in your head
and live a life you don’t
I know you know
hook2
hey little lady
where you coming from
to pick at my head
when there’s something wrong
keep my attention
when you’re gone
and
wind in my sails
when my soul is numb
alice
though your in my head
I waste my time
instead of finding someone
to help me from
coming undone
you're so hard to read
I can't call
what you want from me
talk myself out anything
maybe
I'm misreading it all
what I want ain't wanting me
nothing good comes easily
slip of my tongue
ain't speaking the right way
all the right words for
saying the wrong thing
all the wrong wrong ways
for saying the right thing
what dams my mouth
from my brain
I guess you gotta say something
cuz I cant go off nothing
guess I'll keep guessing
til I get it right
I'll get it right
hook
I cant know whats on your mind
until you tell me
guessing if my thoughts align
with what youre wanting
I cant read your feelings blind
you gotta show me
waiting for the right time
the right sign
ain't no use in keeping secrets
v2
I'm drawing blanks on what to say
when all I thinks what not to say
my guard gets up im walls away
as I trade my confidence for shame
I dont wanna get caught in the grey
these days its all up for debate
I aint gonna be the one
to face a crowd of hate
like if youre too faded
or im too vain
or I say the wrong thing
and run you away
dont know if its even worth a try
hook
bridge
if you gotta guess
its probably no
no need to press
its time to go
dont make a mess
its worse to hold
is it what you said
its hard to know
if you gotta guess
its probably no
no need to press
its time to go
dont make a mess
its worse to hold
is it what you said
I mean probably dude
every time I think
of all the time
I had to think
of where my past is leading to
and where my future meets my view
if I only knew
uncertainty is the spice of life
you move alone and don’t think twice
about it
cuz every time you do
youll miss a moment
it’s gone, adieu
step by step
day by day
funny how cliches
stay true
all you knows
is all you need to know
let the rest come
as it comes to you
hallmark cards
and shooting stars
don’t get you that far at all
but putting faith
in anything's
better than being lost
chasing dreams
and finer things
won’t bring you any certainty
but it dont seem to hurt
v2
doing drugs
are lots of fun
but they sure seem to make you numb
and passive
blind your eyes
and make you
prone to habits
you know what your actions get you
having fun and finding love
are as defined by you
no need to act it
keep your eyes ahead
you’re bound to have it
we’re all gonna get bad news
but we’re all in lives past due
all you get to choose is what defines you
v3
asking for your own advice
from others mouths
won’t give you means to take it
you know how to move
your peers are blameless
you’ll get it soon
finding God
and making one
are not one in the same
you’ll sin in practice
so pick your masters wisely
in your madness
***
easy living
philosophies
you never have to prove
getting olders rough
but beats the other
choice you get to choose
who's to say
what's ok
for me to numb the pain
taking planes
clouding veins
all forms of novacane
pouring stains on my brain
so I dont think the same
my faulty remedies
they got a thing for me
this aint a breakdown
im just wasted
in the mood I click around
and now she naked
now im face down
numb from the waist down
I go to bed to get back up again
and wait it out
hook
sleep all day
on cheap vacation
I'm so sedated
faking patience
whos to blame
the used to's fading
all the rules keep changing
what's worth saving
I can't find a way down
can't find a way down
staying up late and dreaming my days out
what's a phase
that you cannot escape
cuz im losing in faith in
all i'm chasing
v2
i'm so sick of myself
im a junkie binging
aint no discipline
in what ive been
my sins are hand me downs
I think I wear em proud
until they eat me up
im inside out without a doubt
its a breakdown
and im wasted
bugs are crawling on my skin
and I cant take it
my head it aint sound
numb from the face down
my fear intruding in my room
its time I let em out
bridge
for every peak that I make
I get a valley to face
I wish I never knew the highs
i'm always trying to chase
SCREAMO
MAYDAY
MY PROBLEM'S SURFACING
MAYDAY
HERE COMES THE COMEDOWN
IM LOST FOR WORDS
MY BRAIN IS BURNT
MY PAIN IS EARNED
NO LESSONS LEARNED
HOW CAN I STOMACH
WASTING TIME
IM FLAILING OUT OF SIGHT
I
CANT GET OUT
OF MY HEAD
MY VISION IS RED
IM HEAVY AS LEAD
THIS LIFE THAT I TREAD
IS BRINGING MY DREAD
IF I DONT CHANGE SOON
ILL FADE
AND ILL WIND UP DEAD
hook
sleep all day
on cheap vacation
I'm so sedated
faced frustration
whos to blame
the used to's fading
all the rules keep changing
what's worth saving
I can't find a way down
can't find a way down
staying up late and dreaming my days out
what's a phase
that you cannot escape
cuz im losing in faith in
all my dazes
v1
i'm in a loop
nothing changed
nothing new
I could use a change of scene
or just a different view
i'm overdue
searching for an avenue
(waiting for a way out)
i'm coming lose
I think i'm needing something soon
watching moons fade
and sleeping til the afternoon
I haven't left my room
tell me what the fuck is new
(it's all the same now)
it's so mundane
every day I hope for change
but I ain't changing
every time I rearrange
I end up staying more the same
I can't tell on who's to blame
is it me or on my fate
something else should take the reigns
but either way I'm on my
hook
(way out now)
I'm bathing in the wake now
bathing in the wake now
(I'm in doubt)
I'm breaking from the weight now
breaking from the weight now
(I miss out)
on being with my fate now
being with my fate now
if only you could see it
if only you could see it all
(no my fate won't change)
v2
so what's the use
in stressing what I'm thinking through
just to reconsider everything
I thought I knew
I need a clue
before I fade and make anew
(before I fade out)
see every day
every day I hope for change
but I aint changing
every time I rearrange
I end up staying more the same
maybe I won't ever change
rearranging whats the same
bringing in another thing
might be the way
I need a
hook
(way out now)
I'm bathing in the wake now
bathing in the wake now
(I'm in doubt)
I'm breaking from the weight now
breaking from the weight now
(I miss out)
on being with my fate now
being with my fate now
if only you could see it
if only you could see it all
bridge
everything goes according to plan
it's just not your plan to make
who's to say
what's ok
for me to numb the pain
taking planes
clouding veins
all forms of novacane
pouring stains on my brain
so I dont think the same
my faulty remedies
they got a thing for me
this aint a breakdown
im just wasted
in the mood I click around
and now she naked
now im face down
numb from the waist down
I go to bed to get back up again
and wait it out
hook
sleep all day
on cheap vacation
I'm so sedated
faking patience
whos to blame
the used to's fading
all the rules keep changing
what's worth saving
I can't find a way down
can't find a way down
staying up late and dreaming my days out
what's a phase
that you cannot escape
cuz im losing in faith in
all i'm chasing
v2
i'm so sick of myself
im a junkie binging
aint no discipline
in what ive been
my sins are hand me downs
I think I wear em proud
until they eat me up
im inside out without a doubt
its a breakdown
and im wasted
bugs are crawling on my skin
and I cant take it
my head it aint sound
numb from the face down
my fear intruding in my room
its time I let em out
bridge
for every peak that I make
I get a valley to face
I wish I never knew the highs
i'm always trying to chase
hook
sleep all day
on cheap vacation
I'm so sedated
faced frustration
whos to blame
the used to's fading
all the rules keep changing
what's worth saving
I can't find a way down
can't find a way down
staying up late and dreaming my days out
what's a phase
that you cannot escape
cuz im losing in faith in
all my dazes
October 2020 single from Your Neighbors
all these loose ends
I think I'm feeling
they're gonna find me out
curse my loose lips
I think I'm needing check
but not like this
some things
I just don't say
unless
I'm under the gun
know I'm not the only one in it
some things
they just won't change
giving pressure on appearance
just some kids that never grew up
acting like some kids
that ain't ever grown up
wishing for some sense but it ain't
shown up yet
say the wrong thing
say the
say the wrong thing
wishing I was me but
I ain't shown up
(Sam Will)
I guess some people
are just better at lying
doesn't everybody twist the truth
put em on the spot, hit a switcheroo
in arguments they get into
like parliament
what's hard is that I didn't really
get the loose ends
but my story never gets a new end
I'm not tryna twist shit
but I'm always twisted
memory is distant
talking to my girl on the phone
hard to listen sometimes
stumble on words
from shit that I hide
that didn't matter in the first place
want you to think I'm ok
even on my worst days
know me too well so you worry
in the first place
why would I put you in a worse place
that's like eating curry on the first date
while dealing with the hot seat
I'm terrible at lying so I'm sure you
probably caught me
hundreds of times
intents not malicious
if you keep it 100
you know that I'm right
(bridge)
why can't I seem to grow up
(chorus)
acting like some kids
that ain't ever grown up
wishing for some sense but it ain't
shown up yet
say the wrong thing
say the
say the wrong thing
wishing I was me but
I ain't shown up
carefree
whats stopping me
drowning every single little part of me
maybe
I'm a sight to see
but I ain't stopping til I'm blinding me
pissing everybody off
drinking til my head is gone
feigning for release
see I ain't sleeping til I
see the dawn
days are short
nights are long
living til I'm living wrong
I don't see tomorrow
riding highs until my light is gone
hook
try to please your peers
and you will never please yourself
there's no better person to be
other than yourself
feeling good and looking good
I'm living in excess
there's no better person to be other than yourself
v2
pissing on the lawn
heavy drinking til I'm gone
I ain't doing any sleeping
til my senses going numb
doesn't matter what I'm thinking
if my thinkings went and gone
good luck tryna tell me if I'm doing
something wrong bitch
hook
try to please your peers
and you will never please yourself
there's no better person to be
other than yourself
feeling good and looking good
I'm living in excess
there's no better person to be other than yourself
baby baby
I've been here lately
had me
catching all your gazes
but I've been way more than faded
I know you've waited but
don't be so jaded
the time ain't wasted
every moment saved is sacred
baby baby
I'm thinking maybe
we can
pull ourself to safety
if we help each other make it there
no you can't fake it
I know you're aching
you let me take it
see, I'll make it worth your saving
no need repeating
no need deceiving
I feel it reeling, hey
your soul is here for stealing
I'm here believing
we know we're leaving
got a feeling you know what I'm thinking
redo redo
I know I'm see-through
wearing thoughts up on my sleeve
I wouldn't say unless it was true
nothing to misconstrue
I know what's plaguing you
even without saying I can
see it speaking outta you
maybe maybe
I'm acting crazy
but at least I put it plainly
no deciphering my statements
just for your patience
I'll kill your ailments
I'm your doctor
youre my patient
let me hear (heal) you
I'm your favorite
baby baby
I'm thinking maybe
we can
pull ourself to safety
if we help each other make it there
no you can't fake it
I know you're aching
you let me take it
see, I'll make it worth your saving
no need repeating
no need deceiving
I feel it reeling, hey
your soul is here for stealing
I'm here believing
we know we're leaving
got a feeling you know what I'm thinking
love me a fool
opportunity
it's nothing new to me
I miss it dizzy
damn my vices love to punish me
vulnerability
is loves currency
hard to be yourself
when you don't know who you're supposed to be
liquored up
got no luck
that's no way to find
head is stuck
jumbled up
find a place in line
ain't no faking your way
through dazes
and there ain't no making
her wait
she's taken her time
why wait a moment
you'll just waste a moment
worried how you come across
or placing fate on omens
hoping doors will open
with names and games and slogans
saying what you need to say is hard
when you can't think a motive
got no luck
fuckin up
that's no way to find
thoughts are stuck
knuckle up
or find a place in line
ain't no waiting your way
through changes
and there ain't no
making em wait
she's taken her time
ain't no waiting your way through changes
she's taken her time
v1
what'll stop me short
break my bad news
premonitions
can't seem to shake them out of view
head conditioned
to think of all the worst news
knowing fate won't make it
fall far away
far away from thinking that
you'd ever find a way
no way to be sane
contemplating bout it
always
tell me how to cope with it
chorus
hey, hey
hold the line
all you fight is
in your mind
v2
sick visions
something that's a
part of you
head-on collision
storming up the avenue
a head condition
radiate the wrong view
I'm praying that my plane don't end
up going down and make the news
knowing fate won't make it
fall far away
far away from thinking that
you'd ever find a way
no way to be sane
contemplating
pray it all away
tell me how to cope with it
chorus
hey, hey
hold the line
all you fight is
in your mind
bridge
it's eating at your head
don't you know there's
no staying
it's eating at your head
boy you know there's
no staying
(know that when you go
when you go
that you did it right, you know that)
you'll get what everybody gets
v1-
ah, there's a 10
here I go again
I found another friend
to get my way again
it don't weigh a ton
it's just a bit of fun
every night a new one
every night a new one
hey baby
ain't seen you lately
I got secrets, I was
hoping you could
save me
serenade me
celebrate me
getting what I need
by being who I wanna be
c-
play love
painting out charades
vague in all the right ways
on the center stage
it's all innocent
it's all facing in
it's like the same thing
it's like the same thing
v2
gimme more the same
numb me like novocaine
I can turn you on
don't even have to say a thing
ain't seen this before
getting all I want and more
all the praise you're
putting on a face for
say baby
I see you daily
still got secrets
I was hoping you could
save me
serenade me
celebrate me
getting what I need
by being who I wanna be
c-
play love
painting out charades
vague in all the right ways
on the center stage
it's all innocent
it's all facing in
it's like the same thing
it's like the same thing
bridge-
look at your face
look what you're wasting
spending your fun
with an end that's so vacant
so far from those
far-fetched fantasies
can't feel real, far off
playing make-believe
are you enjoying yourself
are you enjoying yourself
c-
play love
painting out charades
faking all the right ways
on the sinner's stage
dissolved innocence
we're all facing it
it's not the same thing
it's not the same thing
cant account for calling chemistry
its caused beyond me
look and tell me this aint supposed to be
know you see what I see
sweet mahogony
be in harmony
I'm thinkin of you
I dont need honesty
saving modesty
just play me a fool
(do me)
c-
tell me whats it a cost to
know that its nothing to fall through
you know, you know you know
i'd look so good on you
v2
is this all for not or next to be?
the calls beyond me
if theyll talk its all in jealousy
why stall what you need
sweet mahogony
be in harmony
I'm thinkin of you
I dont need honesty
saving modesty
just play me a fool
bridge-
whats it a cost to
know that its nothing to fall through
you know that you know that
I would look so good on you x2
c-
tell me whats it a cost to
know that its nothing to fall through
you know, you know you know
i'd look so good on you
lately I've been thinking
I got temporary feelings
tell me different
lately I've been thinking
I've been falling for a person
that ain't you
can't blame me thinking different
you've been sharing
I don't hate you
we aren't really dating
so I guess that's what I get
for setting places
let me know I'm something
let me know I'm worth it
to you
Sam Will-
how does this happen
from little fights to snapping
lots of tissues, issues,
tackling like Madden
send a hit-stick towards the chatter
I'm too young to have attachments
this distraction
this irrational reacting
when I look into my past
see all my
dreams ran past me
asking, can I hit the blunt man
I'm sure that I'll be sunken
but realize that I'm up man
women come and go
so I don't really give a fuck, man
pull up to the function, bumping
flexing on pedestrians
focused on you, how can I win
I'm focused on being the best to live
living my best life
more bitches than packed in the venue
it's a message, shit
there's no need to get envious
like Severus, just sever it
it's dead as shit
fuck, that was it
how does this happen
how does this happen
I could really give a fuck man
I really give a fuck man :(
50/50 odds that
This'll help me ease back
Hope I got some loud pack
Hope I got some loud pack
50/50 odds that
This'll bring the fears back
Hope I got some loud pack
Hope
I think that they hate me
I'm dizzy, I'm faded
I'm stuck in my ways
Seeing too many faces
Don't know why I smoke
Cos I know that I hate it
I'm bored and it's easy
My body can't take it
Know that it's easy
My body can't take it
It's always the same
No, my body can't take it
I'm frying my brain
No, my body can't take it
Do I have cancer?
My body feels different
Muscles are twitching
I'm losing my vision
I inhale and exhale
Manually breathing
I'm checking my pulse
Just to feel my heart beating
Never get laid
And I'm not getting paid
Don't leave my house
On the couch getting faded
Life's overrated
My family hates the way that I've been living
My mind is a menace
Here I go again
I'm the biggest fan
Til I'm up and then
Don't know where I stand
In my head
The senses left
There goes me at my best
Burning in my chest
Don't look that way at me
You don't know what that makes me think
You'll never find peace or profusion
Or get over your fears of rejection
Wake up, wake up
Sad, it's always so fun til it ain't fun
You're all alone on this one
Got no help on this one
No, you can't outrun from the things you've done
You're a pig
You're shit
Off yourself
Go dig your ditch
All I know is that this is different
Won't you come back down from there
Won't you come back down
Could you be my new religion
Bring me from my bad decisions
Clearing out my cloudy vision
Sunshine out on the horizon
Where went all the days
Wasting them
Fighting my thoughts away
I could change if I wanted
intro (I don't speak spanish but this was translated by a reliable source)
"the producer of this record wanted me to send him a voice message in spanish. he's a loser and I don't know why I haven't stopped making him favors. he doesn't deserve me"
v1
little lady caroline
how you tryna say
this ain't the right time
I felt this way for several nights
grabbing every vibe
I know just what you like
I can't think
of why you feel
you gotta go
and make me wait for (in spanish "don't deserve it")
cuz every time I catch your eye
I can't help but think
I know what's on your mind
hook
you're playing hard to get
why not be hard to forget instead
how often do you think about it
knowing you're in my head
how often do you
(think about it)
v2
shame shame how you making me wait
I got that good good waiting for the call
for you to say I should
I don't see other guys in the paint
you could stay, parlay (rip mac)
or drag it on to the next day
I can't think
of why you feel
you gotta go
and make me wait for (in spanish "doesn't deserve it")
cuz every time I catch your eye
I can't help but thinking
that it's on tonight
bridge
watching you move
what are you trying to do?
gimme the go-ahead
what are you trying
what are you trying to prove
hook
(dogs bark)
v1
Funny how you do say
you can’t love me in no way
(no that you won’t try )
but by the end of every night
when no one takes you for a ride
your suddenly mine
and every time I walk by
with someone locked in by my side
you come on flocking
you can’t stake your claim
when you hardly giving me a thing
so why you plotting
pre
when your knight in shining armor comes
hope he’s a patient one
chorus
save her
an I’ll save myself
labors
of saving love
for someone
who wont give up
their love
for anyone
cos she wants
what she don’t deserve
favors
she don’t deserve
I won’t
be what she wants
so I won’t be the one to
save her
v2
Oh a fool would wait around
Just to see you out your gown
but that aint me now
cuz I know guys have run your bases
while I’m tagged out after first
or stuck on home plate
(you misogynistic piece of shit…..)
now it aint nobodies body but your own
you can have whatever you want
its not mine to say
but just because you’re pretty
doesn’t mean I’m unaware
of my own worth
pre
so when your knight in shining armor comes
hope he’s a patient one
chorus
save her
an I’ll save myself
labors
of saving love
for someone
who wont give up
their love
for anyone
cos she wants
she don’t deserve
favors
she don’t deserve
I won’t
be what she wants
so I won’t be the one to
save her
bridge
she aint she aint in my head
(yes she is)
she aint get under my skin
(yes she did)
she aint she aint in my head
(yes she is)
I just can’t say to go away
cuz I don’t mind a little rain on a sunny day
(SNAP OUT OF THAT SHIT BOIIIIII)
getting tired of playing games
schoolyard fun and love are not the same
you’re playing tetherball around my head
I could wait until I’m dead
or raise up my white flag
hey love
why you going
doing me so rough
cuz I've been waiting for all my days
for something
but you don't seem to mind
just to keep it at one night
you said that we could be something
now I wonder why I came
x2
maybe naivety
or maybe my fantasies
don't sit well with reality
hey doll
I hate that you gave your all
but I aint feeling you, there’s nothing really I can do
no circumstance or any chance of love, no point in pushing through
who said that we could be something
now I wonder why I came
x2
I can’t love you, I cant make me
I wish I could but it can’t be
so say la vi?? (I dont speak french) I hope you find what you need
it baffles me how
you seperate out
physics from emotion
guess its just keeping things in motion
forcing connection
for gratification
casting with a wide net
Lady
What you got going tonight
I think I hit my stride
this could be my night
I think might just stumble my way inside
not to impose
but if you chose
me over hoes
I mean who knows
we can wait it out and watch the love grow
or stomp it out quick, no forcing it, let it all go
Who cares if we could be something
I mean ain’t it just all games?
x2
one night of love is better than none
take what comes, its all a bit of fun
if it don’t work well then its onto the next one, onto the next one
v1
i guess this ends our own fable
it left as quick as it came
too good to be true but I’m thankful
grateful for you stealing my shame
shame how circumstance can be fatal
tangled lines for only a time
no burned bridges, bad decisions
just a lack of forward vision
putting all we had on the line
pre
hate the thought of losing you to someone else
but how you gonna shine by yourself
chorus
get what you need to
know I’ll try my hardest too
(know that I’ll be trying too)
what I don’t know won’t hurt me
I can’t forget you
even if I wanted to
nothing lasts forever
but id spend forever with you
v2
save a place for me if you want to
you’ll always have a mark on my mind
might be wishful thinking
But it can’t stop me from dreaming
of what could come from having more time
bridge
trying to hold on
scared of you moving on
your sun don’t shine this far
I can’t see us from where we are
fall asleep when the sun wakes up,
couldn’t tell you what I was thinking of
I’ve got a fear of missing out and I’m not
counting on what I think’s up above
v1
damn how these 4 walls keep me in
I didn't leave my room today
cuz I could think of a thousand ways I could go
Id rather be inside stoned and alone
no one needs to know so I keep my head and phone on airplane mode
learning the same lessons
Im always second guessing
you'd think with all the thinking id have an inkling or suspicion of what Im doing wrong
but I’m still out on my ass smoking pack after pack
how long will I last
waiting for things that ain't come to pass
hk
Hypocrites die old
except the ones that just don’t
I guess that beats the odds of being good and dying young
looking for black and white when everything’s a different shades of gray
Lord don’t take me til I do what I need to
v2
falling out over my own head again
feel malaise in all my sins
they say its easier to go than to get left behind
but I sure as hell ain't satisfied with my life I’ve been living by
neck deep I’m drowning
head first I’m falling
scaring my friends with the mindset I’ve been in
the thought of burying my parents sure as hell does scare me
but the way that I’v been living gives them better odds of them burying me
hk
Hypocrites die old
except the ones who just don’t
I guess that beats the odds of being good and dying young
looking for black and white when everything’s a different shade of gray
Lord don’t take me til I do what I need to
bridge
I wonder how long it will take to know my guard is up (God)
Rushing to do nothing while I’m trying not to waste awayyyyyyyyyyyy


