gotten (dan/blair) hurricane drunk 2013-01-17 | « you just get me like I've never been gotten before...»720p | read, please.- First thing first: I don't even know what this video even means. I found myself missing these two terribly in the past couple of days and I really needed to do something about it otherwise I would've gotten insane, I swear. At the same time, I am really not ready to deal with anything that happened in the last season of GG (which I haven't even watched, tbh, except for the cute scenes we got...) or during 5.24 because it hurts, really. a lot. especially if you look back at what these two were and what they built together since season four (which stays the best season, dair-wise) or even earlier. I don't even wanna rant about that. There's nothing to say. I still love them, incredibly and I will still cherish them as one of my absolute favourite relationships in tv-history. because it's not just "love", what ties me to them. It's everything: their connection and banters and friendship and smiles and faces and nobody will ever take this away from me. They just get me like I've never been gotten before. End.- So yeah, this is not "Dizzy", I know but - like I said to my friends on twitter (Elise, Dani) - by working on that video, I would've had to deal with stuff I really am not ready to deal with right now. But don't worry: I will, eventually.- Inspired to the fantastic video to this same song made by the fantastic Alex. check it out (and go watch Last Night, sob): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o452I4-Njks****aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand this is the main point why this description box even exists: HAPPY (EARLY) BIRTHDAY VICK!!!!!!! - well, it's not THAT early, since it's gonna be midnight in about 5 hours here so... ANYWAY, what can I say to you? WHAT? TELL ME. I love you immensely, you're one of my best friends here - and even outside I might say - and I'll forever bless the day we started to talk and to get to know each other. You're amazing, you deserve all the best in the world, all the love in the world because you give it all without asking for anything in return. I wasn't sure I would've got to make something for you because - as you know - I really am super-busy these days but I'm glad I did eventually because, like I said, you deserve the world and I know this video is not that 'long' but I hope you'll like it anyway: in the end, it's pure old style!dair (excuse me now while i cry). I love you, so much and thank you for being the awesome person and vidder and friend you are :)
we were jet set, bonnie and clyde (oh oh) hurricane drunk 2021-08-30 | "...until i switched to the other side"!! cruella x jasper x this song OT3 !!anyway it's been 3 years. now i remember how tiring editing is !!!also i am not back, i just had to get this out of my system bc i couldn't stop thinking about this ALL AFTERNOON. i missed all of this, truly.#fanvidfeed #cruella
xo (tessa/scott) hurricane drunk 2018-04-11 | « baby, love me lights out... »__________________________________these two, honestly (!)Over the years I've admired them as skaters + their insane chemistry and cuteness from afar. Then Pyeongchang happened and heeeello from the other siiiiide / what the ??? h e l l ??? In all seriousness, I don't condone the obnoxious sense of entitlement that comes with shipping people irl. it's not pretty or fair towards the ones involved. I don't wanna pry excessively into the nature of their relationship, like... it's absolutely none of my business whatsoever and they're the only two people in the world who actually know how they really feel about each other BUT !!! I can't help but feel overly sappy and emotional whenever they interact on and off the ice and this video was basically a way for me to gush over them (gushing over each other as well lmfao i'm a romantic, sue me). I'm also very aware the internet features billions of vm fanvideos that are definitely more accurate in depicting their relationship, skating skills and accomplishments (actually, thank you all editors for the feels, the pressure now is so very high) BUT this song ??? is Them ?!?! I just had to get it out of my system.(+ oH MY GOD !!! this is So Cheesy !!! i'm So Sick Of It !!! but hey it's my first video in 5 months, I guess the garbage will do?)anyway I hope you are all well, I miss editing in general so much and it's always nice to come back /home/.__________________________#fanvidfeed #virtuemoir
pink rabbits (mike/eleven) hurricane drunk 2017-11-10 | « i was a television version of a person with a broken heart... »listen, this is my 2nd favorite song by the national and editing these two little fireballs of angst and softness to it is a huge statement from me. this song is filled with such a wide range of emotions, both lyrically and musically. you can clearly feel the pain of separation and the bliss of being reunited with the person you love cutting deep through your chest. in a way, this song is an old soul: it belongs to real life fairytales that almost feel like a b&w movie and so do mike and eleven. their beauty and spirit is still the same as it was in s1, just intensified x193873627 by 353 days of being physically apart but never giving up on each other. it's a bond that goes beyond age, time and space and i've been ruined forever ha ha ha.(anyway i have in store a gen video and an eleven character study but my life is crazy and my laptop is a jerk so idk when and if i will actually find the time to work on those - hopefully before the end of the year - damn this show inspires me just SO much)shout out to all the beautiful people i got the chance to discuss ST with over the past two weeks, especially to my GLORIOUS mileven trash squad (there, I've completed the holy trinity - still not over your masterpieces tbh) and to laura, for being the best, always ♥#fanvidfeed #mileven
a wolf at the door (stranger things) hurricane drunk 2017-06-13 | watch it at the link below:vimeo.com/221456206vimeo.com/221456206vimeo.com/221456206what a heartwarming welcome back gift youtube gave me! i tried all sorts of methods to get this video up here but failed. thank god for vimeo I guess. In case you wanna come back here and leave me your thoughts after watching it, it would mean a lot to me I AM SO SAD ughanyway I'm alive and I just vidded my current favorite tv show to my all time favorite band and and I could not be happier/exhausted/sleep deprived/a n y thing truly. If I ever was to edit this song (which is one of my absolute favorites in the history of forever), it had to be to Stranger Things and the timing couldn't have been more perfect: tomorrow I'll be seeing Radiohead live for the first time in my life and my excitement - on a scale from 1 to 10 - is an 11 (lol sorry I am so bad).@ SUFFER BROS: more Eleven/Joyce, more Steve, pls don't kill Mike or i'll suespecial thanks to Laura and Tiphaine for not letting me give this video up, for boosting my confidence when I needed it the most and for being flawless/amazing people and friends overall ❤ also shout out to my dear Jennie, probably the only person I know who loves Radiohead more than I do and will hopefully enjoy this. ps: I am super behind with catching up with my subs but I had no wifi for like a month, hopefully now I can.
promise. hurricane drunk 2017-03-02 | "and maybe, just maybe I'll come home..."[couples - in order of appearance: twelve/clara, sydney/vaughn, mia/sebastian, logan/veronica, mike/eleven, holder/linden, will/alicia, norma/alex, sawyer/kate, emma/dylan, lee/kara, nancy/jonathan]I swear, I've been trying to edit this song for three years straight but never succeeded because of the pain it causes me everytime I listen to it. so, trust me when I say I didn't see this video coming. at all. I've grown to love so many new couples over the past year. Some of them are not featured here because I don't have the footage (like... PHILIP/ELIZABETH !!! I KNOW, RIGHT ???? !!!! I LOST ALL MY EPISODES OF THE AMERICANS I?M SO SAD). anyway, the ones who are here truly mean the world to me, almost as much as my biggest otps do.(I mean, ever since I watched Stranger Things, I cry all the time about Mike and Eleven so yeah, scratch that /almost/ also maaaaan, the Jancy feelings I didn’t even know I HAD before I made this !!!! plus, do not ever talk to me about Norma and Romero because I’m fragile – and if you’re not doing it already, GO WATCH BATES MOTEL RIGHT NOW – I should also say La La Land ruined me for real lmao wtf i hATE and I’m glad I managed to do something about my endless Twelve/Clara feelings because they literally left a void in my chest, I’m never watching doctor who again. also i can't believe I forgot about EMMA AND DYLAN omg SO PURE can you believe I have a "happy" ship for once ??? )this is basically something I did to:a) procrastinate on editing my thesis;b) pretend I'm each one of them, feeling everything they felt.(no but seriously, this is a longass vid, I won't hold it against you if you don’t watch it lol)Last but not least, I really want to thank each one of you for the sweet comments you've left me on my recent videos. The fact people still watch what I make and say so many wonderful things about them means the world to me. i've been here for a long time (almost ten years woah) but - despite all the recent trends and changes - it still feels like home to me. vidding is still an important part of my being and i couldn't imagine giving it up for anything in the world.
gracious (mike/eleven) hurricane drunk 2016-12-22 | " darling, I'll grow weary, happy still with just the memory of your face... "[late to the party as usual, but you know what they say: you can't hurry love]last weekend I binged on this FANTASTIC series and fell in love with every single aspect of it by episode one. especially THESE TWO !!!! baby angels of my heart, too good for this world, too pure. I can't even. they stole my heart at first sight and broke it (ofc *sigh*). I SO can't wait for season two. we all know Eleven will be back but 2k17, please, give her a family and all the love and happiness in the world. I have this headcanon she will move in with the Byers and idek, pls let this happen. thanks.not sure how is this relevant... anyway, I was at the supermarket on Monday when this song came on my phone (reminder for the future: never - ever - listen to BH when you're out or there will be consequences !!!) and i literally got attacked by mileven feels in front of the cereal shelf. so i got home, i opened vegas and started to... do something ?? basically, this video didn't really have a purpose in the beginning, besides the one of helping me cope with the pain by close captioning their pretty faces (am i really stanning a couple of 12 years old now??? man, apparently i am - i'm a creeep i'm a weeeeirdo). in the end, the whole thing kinda made itself. not sure if i managed to deliver what they mean to me (and what this song means to me) but what can I do, I tried.dedicated to my partner in creepy/underage shipping aka YASMIN (i don't even have proper words for you !!!! I am so happy we got to talk more in the past year, you're such an incredible and talented person and I hope to meet you one day bc aaahhh the fun we would have!!) and to one person who loves this song and Ben more than... well... anything else?? HANNAH, wifey, i love you dearly (add this one to the wedding playlist lol).
counting paths (alicia/will) hurricane drunk 2016-12-16 | " no one's ever looked at me that way... "back from the dead (no pun intended), here I come. In a way, this is my way of coping with the loss of Will through Alicia's eyes. The show did a wonderful job with it (not so much with killing him off in the first place but Josh wanted out so what can you do?) and it actually redifined my personal standards about how a tv romance should be told. because Will and Alicia were deeply flawed individuals, very relatable (and hate-able at times lol). They did not live their love at its fullest (because of.. timing?? life?? fear?? everything??), always pressing "pause" to what they had, thinking/wishing that - someday- they would've had the chance to go back and give a true shot at their relationship but life (death) screwed them over AND YET !!! they were one of the most beautiful relationships i've ever seen on television. Their love trascends death and "I'm okay with that".(don't get me started on why they are, to me, a more consistent version of Lee and Kara because, really, i could go on and on and on about this FOREVER !!! #battlestargeorgetown)This video wouldn't be here in the first place if it wasn't for FAAYZA. I had a different project in the works for them (started in s2) but, ever since I watched her Vicbourne video, I couldn't get this song out of my head. Every line screams will/alicia and I will never stop being grateful to her for inspiring me enough to try and do something myself. thank you hun.[everyone, watch this !! it's a masterpiece !! youtube.com/watch?v=nwqakXNWfoU]And of course, this video is dedicated to the two people whose masterpieces I cherish in my heart and can almost quote by memory: GAL and EMMA, I love you so much! If it wasn't for you, I would have never felt /that/ compelled to watch this show. Thank you for sharing my feelings during this painful/beautiful ride, I couldn't have done it without you.
just breathe. hurricane drunk 2016-10-01 | this is pure, unadulterated fluff with a slight touch of despair.(in which I shamelessly use will & alicia while I avoid watching 5.15 - denial is my second name after all)(holder & linden own this vid and I couldn't do a single thing to prevent it !!! I'm not sorry tho)(philip & elizabeth jennings !!!! LET'S JUST BREATHE !!! there's no show quite like the Americans on present tv. seriously. there isn't.)(it's 2016 and I still haven't made a proper video about sawyer & kate but I keep editing them in multiwhatever videos because I am very dumb / if I showed you my sk folder of unfinished-ongoing stuff you'd probably hit me so I won't be doing that)(it's 2016 and I'm still victimized and traumatized on a daily basis by lee & kara, my pilots babies and my freaking everything, now and always #shoutittotheskies)that said, this is pretty personal and not really linear but it is the only way I seem to be vidding these days. making proper, full circle tributes - even my usual shippy videos - feels very far from me at the moment, it's probably a matter of perception.. of feelings, relationships and the way I've grown to live them.more on the "inside" - for me to feel - than on the "outside" - for the world to see.anyway, this band (EDDIE) owns my heart just as much as the above mentioned ships and characters. enjoy!
agape (logan/veronica) hurricane drunk 2016-06-29 | [link for blocked countries: vimeo.com/173161912]« I don't wanna know who I am without you... »this video has been in the making for two and a half years. that's all I wanted to say. after months and months of almost forgetting about it, I opened the project just yesterday and it was so damn surreal because years go by and your editing, your take on it and the way you feel the music change but your heart is still the same. the way I feel about them has not changed (it will never) and hopefully this feeling - my love for LoVe - will give this video the continuity and the narrative coherence it might lack, if you consider the "spanning years" (no continents tho) it went through. shout out to all my friends who've been encouraging me to finish this for once and for all (liesbeth, faayza, yasmin, hannah, kat, ali, gal and everyone on twitter, really THANK YOU) but this goes out to one person in particular, one who's been waiting and waiting for this to be done just for as long as I did: tinchy, this is for you. I miss you. :3
blood bank. hurricane drunk 2016-05-30 | 720p."I know it well..."A (very random) journey through some of my favorite tv shows. Even if I barely upload anymore, I still edit, I'd say constantly. What fades is inspiration because life gets in the way and I constantly lose interest in what I make, maybe because I don't "feel it" enough to go on. Then something happens and I just know. I know when my heart is into it. This was one of those times. and yes, Six Feet Under has ruined my life, big time lmao bye.[tv shows featured: the killing; the wire; homeland; six feet under; alias; sense8; battlestar galactica; mad men; fargo; the americans; the catch; lost; twin peaks]
slow show (lee/kara) hurricane drunk 2016-02-29 | "way out of sync from the beginning..."my first video in five months and - of course - it had to be about them. as usual I have nothing to say except I've been wanting to vid them to this song (DON'T TALK TO ME ABOUT IT / E V E R) for months but I never acted on it before yesterday. so, this is basically a video born overnight, it will probably look/sound a bit "off" if compared to my previous kara/lee videos (not many quotes, not very linear story telling and what not) but idk, I believe this song doesn't need "overdoing". it just undoes you, every time, no matter what.[I also will certainly die when I hear this song live in July but whatever: death, I am happy to embrace you]made for fun through sleep deprivation, not for profit. I own nothing but they own my heart. always.
about today. hurricane drunk 2015-09-13 | 720p.« how close am I to losing you? »pairings: ten/rose; sydney/vaughn; kate/sawyer; lito/hernando; kara/lee; will/riley; logan/veronica; philip/elizabeth.okay so... I think the video speaks for itself so everything I can say here is totally pointless. I'm just happy I finally got to vid one of my favourite songs by TN (one of the most undervidded as well, ugh wHY). This band always manages to shatter my heart into tiny little pieces with their lyrics - which are so simple yet so h e a v y - and pairing this song with some of my favourite couples was both the best and the worst thing ever.(also, usual "I hate youtube" post, sorry about the awful pitch shift but I had no other choice :/)disclaimer blahblahwhatever: I own nothing except the coloring, the editing and my ships. yes, they're mine.
hold back the river (momo/kairi) hurricane drunk 2015-08-24 | 720p + small screen.« lonely water, won't you let us wander... let us hold each other »Not sure if any of you knows what this is about but I watched this anime a few days ago and - no matter how frustrating and sappy it got at times - I LOVED IT SO MUCH, ESPECIALLY THEM, FROM THE VERY BEGINNING. They started as a "I love hating you but I hate liking you/loving you" kind of relationship, with Kairi dumbly flirting all the time and Momo being oversensitive and overall pissed off then they became friends, genuine friends until she fell for him and shit got real drama-wise because these kids (read: Kairi) love to complicate their own lives by being dumb and lacking of all kinds of communication skills. That's why what happened in the end caught me SO by surprise. Since the whole thing revolved around a love triangle, I couldn't believe they were THE actual otp of it all *gaaaaah* (also can we talk about how this song IS them? vidding it was so easy because every line had its perfect match in canon. I missed editing AMVs so much and this was one of the most rewarding and fun things I've ever done).as usual, I own nothing except my editing and my feels. done overnight because sleep hates me, not for profit.
world spins madly on (will/riley) hurricane drunk 2015-07-16 | 720p.« I watch the stars from my window sill, the whole world is moving and I'm standing still... »HELLO NEW OTP. These two cutepies look so cute on the outside but they are painful as hell /YOU DECEIVED ME, I AM SO MAD AT MYSELF FOR GETTING INTO THIS. I never thought I could ship them at the beginning but the more I watched, the more they got me invested and in the end they slayed me. Truly. With subtlety and sweetness and foreheads touching and dumb faces (come on, you know I cannot ship a couple if it's not DUMB).I marathoned sense8 in three days and I recommend it to everyone who hasn't watched it yet, it's such a great show and I can't believe it hasn't been renewed yet. COME ON: we need season two (and blueski/cluster fluff).This is one of my all time favourite songs and I legit screamed when I heard it in the background of the bar scene. I didn't realize it back then but - after the finale and everything that happened - I can say no song could be more perfect for them. It depicts the whole meaning of "let go of your demons and carry on" so beautifully it always makes me cry.Dedicated to Dani, my own sensate, who loves these two as much as I do (Hernalito, next vidding goal *mwah*).As usual, I own nothing but my feelings, the editing and coloring. Made for making myself cry to sleep (HAHAHA the WEEPies) not for profit #bye.
little black submarines (kara thrace) hurricane drunk 2015-06-08 | 720p.« I should've seen it glow but everybody knows that a broken heart is blind... »Put one of my favourite fictional ladies and one of my favourite bands together and what do you get? This, apparently.I don't know if this properly fits the "character study" category, I just know she really is the character that made BSG for me (along with Lee and Gaius). This video also gave me the chance of exploring some relationships of hers (Bill, Sam, Leoben, Kat, her parents, HELO OMG HELO&KARA BFFS/this video doesn't have enough of them and idk why because they're my everything) I hadn't dealt with so far /blame it on PILOTS. Anyway, shipping preferences aside, I really love every single relationship she estabilished on the show, they felt so real (and flawed, yes, but most of all real). When I think about the heart of Battlestar Galactica, it truly lies with Kara Thrace - the girl, Starbuck - the pilot and whatever-the-frak-she-ended-up-being (LMAO @THE PIGEON, RDM wHY) and that's why she will never be forgotten.[I basically made 90% of this in May and never thought I would upload it because - even after 7 renderings - I am still far from satisfied but I just came to the conclusion I will never be so THERE]© as usual I own nothing but the editing and the coloring. I wish I'd own BSG to give her character some proper resolution (seriously, I cannot even blame Katee for making it up for herself with the whole "sam and kara, playing pyramid in the sky" thing because that was kinda the best case scenario /besides my ship being endgame but LMAO WHEN DO I EVER GET ONE?) and ofc Dan Auerbach is secretly mine. Made for making my ears bleed, absolutely not for profit.
you were a kindness. hurricane drunk 2015-06-04 | 720p. | read |"it doesn't work that way, wanting not to want you won't make it so..."Ladies and Gentlemen, I'm proud to show you the first collab I've ever hosted feat. one of the most soul-shattering songs ever written. Thank you, dearest friends, for making it possible and for being such incredible people and artists. Watching this will never cease to make me shiver all over. I really don't know what would I do without you ;)[also happy (late) 27th bday to me (God, ain't I old?)]couples and editors:will/mac (the newsroom), daryl/carol (the walking dead):http://www.youtube.com/user/awesomeOYE2dan/blair (gg), sawyer/kate (lost):http://www.youtube.com/user/vicklieboldbrandon/callie (the fosters), cook/effy (skins):http://www.youtube.com/user/Hanneybean7ryan/marissa (the oc), logan/veronica (veronica mars):http://www.youtube.com/user/tinchy2010nathan/audrey (haven), ten/rose (doctor who):http://www.youtube.com/user/Hermy483burke/cristina (grey's anatomy), carrie/brody (homeland):http://www.youtube.com/user/gal255rae/finn (mmfd), ian/mickey (shameless us):http://www.youtube.com/user/191hachikolucas/peyton (oth), jess/rory (gilmore girls):http://www.youtube.com/user/soupshopI did: kara/lee (battlestar galactica), sydney/vaughn (alias), don/peggy (mad men), sherlock/molly (sherlock bbc).
help (sydney/vaughn) hurricane drunk 2015-05-16 | [vimeo link for blocked countries: vimeo.com/166626473]"cause I've found what I was missing when I fell into your arms..."Man, I can't believe it's been two years since my last syd/vaughn video. I can watch new shows and fall in love with other couples but these two will always get me on a whole different level. Whenever I need to see tangible proof of a love that conquers all and overcomes every possible obstacle, I always go back to them. As the song obviously suggests, I mainly focused on them being constantly there for each other, having each other's back and being overall "allies" - which is basically the main point of their relationship since day one and through the years. There was never a single moment in the show where they/we could question each other's support (and love). Even in the dark pit of season three, we all knew Syd was still IT for Vaughn because he chose her even when he wasn't supposed to (okay, not every time -3x17 ugh - but in the most meaningful times? You're such a boy scout, Vaughn, whyyy) and she always chose him. She never gave up on him and this, here, is love.ps: OMG yay for me vidding something else than BSG for once, I thought I'd never see this day (you too, I bet). Also, I'm going on hiatus so this is definitely the last loose end I had to tie before going mia.Disclaimer: I own nothing but the editing, the coloring and their beautiful faces I just wanna keep in my heart forever | made for "fun", not for profit (brb shooting myself now).
one love (lee/kara) hurricane drunk 2015-04-20 | 720p + earphones."we're one but we're not the same, we hurt each other then we do it again..."Two months have gone by and they keep hurting me, all the time. In an alternate universe, I'd be watching new shows and vidding something else than these two but it's like they've got a permanent hold on my inspiration and I don't think this is gonna change anytime soon. Hell, when I say they've become my #1 OTP, I'm not joking.I don't think I need to explain the song choice but I'm the mood for ranting/talking so yeah, this song is t h e m: they're one (as in a team, as in two peas in a pod, as in way too much into each other's personal spaces and lives and everything) but not the same (they were always polar opposites then the world ended and they changed even more since), they both carry each other (in friendship, in love, in war, in pain, in grief) and hurt each other (because they really didn't know what to do with their feelings; it's like they didn't wanna feel them but they did and it made them angry and guilty and irrational and overall DUMB) and they do it over and over again. Most of all, they had one life but never got to actually live it together though they wished for it, every day. They tried to grasp that chance, their one real chance at happiness but failed and I am a mixture of rage and bitterness and frustration and sadness. After all they'd been through, they deserved that bright and shiny future and I will forever feel robbed (and crycrycry).(I've just realized this is the second U2 song I've vidded K/L to. Also, I can't believe I'm seeing Damien Rice live next month, it's a dream come true)Dedicated to Jacqueline, for constantly putting up with my insanity and my obsession about these two, to thank her for the precious K/L vid she made for me (youtube.com/watch?v=yZT4nghXXYY I STILL WATCH IT EVERYDAY/you should make another one soon js) and because she had been waiting for me to vid this song for a long time. I hope the final result lived up to your expectations, babe. You only deserve the best. Love you!Shout out to Becky, who made the most heart-wrenching SK video e v e r (youtube.com/watch?v=dXh17BMwZ1k) which introduced me to this version of the song. I've been aching to edit it since I watched it - because it's way too beautiful and she's an inspiring queen (THANKS FOR THE TEARS/SK LIVES).Disclaimer/ blah blah blah: I own absolutely nothing except the editing, the coloring and the f e e ls. ps: making this was one of the worst thing I've ever done, emotionally speaking. I am not doing that EVER AGAIN.#fanvidfeed #leexkara #bsg
warning sign (lee/kara) hurricane drunk 2015-03-14 | 720p + headphones."I loved a woman... beautiful, beautiful woman but so serious: this frowning face trapped in the middle of a daisy. She had a way of walking, processional, as if she were on her way to her own execution. We had ten years then it fell apart under its own weight. I thought if I could get over her, I could get over anything... I could endure, conquer, be a man, stand up to any and all kind of punishment. And that.. that is when I finally realized how much I loved her. If I needed all that strenght, what was the point? I needed to be with her."(you know your otp is an OTP when even the quotes which aren't technically about them ARE about them - 100%. Thanks Lampkin)I don't know what to do with myself anymore. this ship stole my soul/my heart/my life. I cannot listen to music like I used to because literally every song reminds me of them. I know I should be sorry for the spam but actually I am not, every time I vid them I feel like I'm not close enough to done exploring every aspect of their relationship (it's been awhile since a pairing this complex has been in my life) and this song is so much them I really couldn't help myself.I think this song is about looking for a warning sign as if you realize you are so into a certain situation/relationship/whatever that is that scares the crap out of you/are not ready to fully deal with because it could shatter your own world into thousands of tiny little pieces and your heart into even more so you try and run away from it to protect yourself ("at all costs"). You struggle. Survival instinct kicks in, make your choice, don't look back. But then you do look back and the only truth is standing right in front of you which is "I miss you" - I need you, I love you - and you're suddenly tired of running away - because it's pointless - and try and go back to the start. Sometimes, happy endings happen. Sometimes, it's not too late. Some other times, the person you love vanishes into thin air and that's it. Memories, the marks she/he left you on your skin, your heart, your life is all you've got left but that hole in your chest is better than nothing because that is what makes the difference... that person made the difference. obviously, this is just my take about this song, probably way too biased by something I've been through lately. Anyway, this just sort of happened and it probably would've been better if it didn't (lol).probably my last video for awhile. as usual I own absolutely nothing except the editing/coloring, my tears and CM's lyrical genius (lmao i wish)
with or without you (lee/kara) hurricane drunk 2015-02-28 | "I'm here. You're here. This is all that matters".[vimeo HD link: vimeo.com/166621321]720p | small screen.Man, I've totally lost it. I haven't been THIS invested in a fictional couple (read: pair of dumbasses) in a very long time like I love them/hate them so much, that kind of love/hate that makes you wanna punch yourself in the gut for feeling like this. I finished watching the show a couple of days ago and I'm still in denial about it, I think it's gonna take me a while to fully recover, I have so many feelings about EVERYTHING I can't find the right words to express them so this video might make up for it.I've been trying to vid this song for almost a year now but I never got it right then these two came along and ops, I did the whole thing before I could even realize it. I don't think there's a couple who fits this song better, imo. They really can't (couldn't) live with or without each other. The more they denied it, the more they gave themselves away because c'mon, those faces can't lie. As much as I respect and love Dee and Sam and I think they were the healtier choices for both of them, you can't deny that what was between Lee Adama and Kara Thrace was insanely beautiful, magical, unique like nothing else in the whole galaxy. They're not just friends, they're not just family, they're not just lovers, they're not just colleagues. You try and put them under a label and it's like you kill a part of them. so yeah, meanwhile I let them kill me instead. To Leslie: thank you for holding my hand during this hell of a ride, you're amazing *hearts*Anyway, hope you all enjoy this and PLEASE watch bsg because, if you don't, you're really missing out one of the best sci-fi shows e v e r. I still curse myself everyday for waiting so long to watch it.As usual, I own nothing but those two little shits. yep, they're mine and there's nothing you can do about it bYE.
over you (lee/kara) hurricane drunk 2015-02-13 | 720p | small screentw: b l o o d. hopelessly in love idiots hurting each other, both emotionally and physically, lives ruined/bloodshed/epic (sorry wrong ship)./blame this on Unfinished Business - which I watched last night (while crying of course). it's like a love poem in the form of a tv episode and I've never seen anything like that in my whole life. that's why I had to do something about it. I don't know where the show is gonna go with these two so please don't spoil me! From what I've seen so far, I have a feeling it's not gonna be easy/nice/shiny/happy (ha ha HA) like a walk in the park but as long as they had/have this, I'm fine with everything./thank you, leslie, for getting me to finally watch this show (two and a half seasons in a week, that didn't happen to me since the good old Alias days woaaah)./made for self-destruction, absolutely not for profit. I own nothing but the (RAIN lol) coloring, my sleep deprivation, my love and my p A I N.
futile devices (brandon/callie) hurricane drunk 2015-01-10 | | 720p. small screen |"but you are the life I needed all alongI think of you as my brotheralthough that sounds dumb..."(and words are futile devices indeed).
walking blind (ryan/marissa) hurricane drunk 2014-10-21 | 720p; small screen."I'm not afraid of tearing your heart into pieces..."my pain has their name written all over it. one of the first couples I've ever fallen in love with and "I wouldn't have done it any differently" (except maybe oliver and S3 OH WELL). blame this on my wonderful tinchy since her perfect brallie video got me obsessed with this song ghghghghspecial dedication to my sister, my dearest, always (prima o poi ti viddo olicity bwahahah nO).(and dani bc SENSORIAL lol)
no time. hurricane drunk 2014-10-04 | 720p.a little something to make myself believe that, sometimes, they come back. just "wait".(always)(in order of appearance): ten/rose; cook/effy; dan/blair; kate/sawyer; ryan/marissa; brandon/callie; logan/veronica; sydney/vaughn; carrie/brody; george/izzie; burke/cristina; meredith/derek.
porcelain (brandon/callie) hurricane drunk 2014-09-26 | *720p and small screen, please (zoom out your browser at 75%)"there's a fragile history that runs in you...".no words, no words at all. new otp #ihatethemsomuch this video wasn't supposed to be up and done before next week but I really couldn't keep my mind off of it, it was all I could think about for three days and before I could realize it, it was there. you might excuse the low quality, I might re-edit it someday (but idk, I like it just the way it is plus can you imagine how hard it would be, to go through THIS again?)..thank you jacqueline, hannah, elise and everyone who's been right beside me during this marathon. it's been a painful journey so far (and I sense more pain to come *evil laugh*).
505 (jake/peyton) hurricane drunk 2014-08-22 | *720p and zoom out at 75% if you can (you should, js)."it seems like once again you've had to greet me with goodbye" aka these two in the shape of a song. and hello to you too, friends. this video was totally unplanned: i caught an oth rerun on tv a couple of days ago and i found myself drowning in the beauty of jeyton like it was early 2000s all over again. god, i love them so much. leyton is one of my otps but jeyton was my first love on the show and they will always have a special place in my heart.thank you, alex, for writing the most beautiful songs. this one, in particular, is my absolute favourite and i am so glad i got the chance to vid it. it was a long time coming ;)(to elise, she knows why. i love you)i own nothing except the editing/coloring/feelings. i wish i'd own the song but - in a certain way - my heart does. also bryan greenberg hdgfhsghfh /end of.
the weight of us (sherlock/john) hurricane drunk 2014-03-20 | 720p. lol these two, THEY BROKE ME.i mean... what is this? friendship? love? it's everything. they save each other constantly, through the years and they're written so epicly one cannot be blind to their beauty, whether you choose to go beyond the platonic bond or not (I choose not to but that doesn't make me love them less, quite the contrary).i'm not sure what this video is, i do think, though, it's more than a relationship review, at least to me, probably because john and sherlock are not just two individuals who happen to lead the show. they are the show (again, to me). i never thought i could actually vid them because they are and have SO MUCH they kinda make me ANXIOUS and this video made me anxious in a way i didn't want to miss anything, i wanted to make them justice like it was a vital need or something and i hope i did.dedicated to the sherlock to my watson (you know who you are :p). here's to us and to more years of unconditional support and unadulterated friendship (spanning years and continents... wait sry wrong ship). i love you #barts mwahahah© i own nothing except the editing, the coloring and my feels. made for self induced pain, obviously not for profit and remind me, why did i decide to watch the show and HOW AM I STILL ALIVE?ps: I haven't recovered from the veronica mars movie aka the LoVe fest yet. i hope i get a chance to express my enormous amount of feelings in a new video IF LIFE ALLOWS ME TO ugh
empty sky (sherlock/molly) hurricane drunk 2014-02-07 | 720p."I'll surround you when you're lonely..."This is the result of a 24 hours long binge!editing session and I regret nothing. Man, why did it take me so long to watch this show? It's really something and it moved me in a way I totally didn't see coming. These two, in particular, were flawless: I'm glad Sherlock stopped being so oblivious to Molly's feelings, sometimes I think he's less of an ass than he think he is. He truly cares about her and I hope this will develop into something more. I didn't get them much at the beginning but then 2x01 happened and hey there, where have you two been all my life?shout-out to hannah and alex, who brought me to watch this show thanks to their usual amount of perfection and to dani, for being the sanity to my insanity - lol SHHHRLOOOOCK.
wolfs law (logan/veronica) hurricane drunk 2014-01-18 | "don't wait, let's go"720p. | info at the end of the video.Hiatus Who: my life as a tv show. blame it on the new trailer (DON'T GO) and on my vmars rewatch. no otp of mine will ever challenge me as much as these two do, editing wise. they have so many meaningful scenes and quotes and history, that kind of build-up many other couples can only wish for. they also get all the most beautiful songs from me haha. about that, this song is the pure definition of these two. its title is a reference to Wolff's Law, which states that bones become stronger in response to stress, as a form of adaptation. The band applied this scientific law to relationships, in the way two people suffer, mend and find their way back to each other, stronger than ever. this is LoVe, always has been. I also cannot tell you how happy I am I found this band - thanks latsfm: i've spent the past week listening to their albums and everything I love and feel about music, they are. PERFECTION.To be honest I didn't plan on finishing this anytime soon but something happened and I really couldn't stop editing (and re-editing what I already edited because I'm never happy). anyway what can you do? this is a mess but I kinda love my mess #lol soooo bye, I'm crawling back into my dark hole called hiatus.loona, hannah, marti, liesbeth, alicia, elise, DANI (honorary shipper mwahah) *hearts you*ps: in case you're wondering who I am..this is LaPeggioreeee haha finally changed the damn username, the only perk of this google + mess.pps: vik, it's your birthday and I'm sorry I couldn't get you anything today but I will make it up to you x
sixteen previews hurricane drunk 2014-01-09 | 720p if you can | read description.hiii there and happy 2014 everybody! a couple of days ago I started to put together this bunch of stuff I've been working on and I thought "why not share it?". some of these are very old projects, some others are very recent. some will be finished. some won't. anyway here they are so enjoy. also, i'm going on a forced hiatus - again, med school kills me - but I guess this vid is long enough to keep you company until my return.i. doctor/rose; eve the apple of my eyeOTP OF ALL OTPS. this has been in the works for ages - since 2011 - it's gonna be my own perfect tribute to them so it's definitely a YES.ii. amy/rory; feel thisBABIES. I still have to recover from 7x05 but YES.iii. la grande bellezza; un gran riu de fangI love this movie, I love the main actor, I love Sorrentino. it's Italian and flawless and beautiful - literally, the title means "the great beauty". i also hope it will bring home an Oscar because it deserves it so freaking much. also LIESBETH!iv. carrie/quinn; piecesthis is almost done - I didn't want to give too much away here - so definitely YES.v. dan/blair; here is gonehahaHAHAHA these two. i hate them so much. blame sparralex for the song.vi. logan/veronica; bright lightsOH THIS ONE. it's already all in my head. waiting for the movie like there's no tomorrow #yes #FUCKyesvii. eleven/amy; atlassdsjhdjhfdjsdhsj i loved editing this, they have such pretty and meaningful scenes and I love them dearly so yes yes YESviii. dexter/emma; lego housei actually hate this but this is one of their songs to me so maybe (?)ix. carrie/brody; say somethinghaha i hate this song right now so i really don't know...but it's SO THEM so probably "?"... okay yes "?"x. jake/olivia; if i lose myselfI'm dying to vid them but I'm not sure about this one #maybe - or suggest me another song.xi. kate/sawyer; all the sameHA. this will be added to my endless list of skate unfinished videos #itriedxii. cook/effy; i always knew THIS SONG. i'd love to finish it if sony vegas didn't hate my skins files so much #ughxiii. alex/izzie; whisperswhen i was rewatching ga in the summer i got hit by unexpected AI feels so this was the result. xiv. rae/finn; generator 1st floorseason 2 can't come sooner. i need more scenes - and more nico #mwah.xv. multicouples; alibiHA. #nope. i dropped this for wings because it was TOO MUCH for me to handle.xvi. carrie/brody; alibiHA #alsonope made this in september - what the hell was i on tho//end of commentary. bye!as usual i own nothing except the editing and blabla. coloring credits: hannah (with changes: 1, 5 and 10), heroineNT (with changes: 8), the rest are all mine.
the boy who blocked his own shot (house/cameron) hurricane drunk 2013-12-20 | "I'm betting I'm not..."720p, please | info at the end of the video.- man, these two have been my everything lately. I started to rewatch house md in november while I was sick and - besides me being mainly focused on the medical stuff (BRILLIANT) - the hameron feels were my constant, from the first season to the last one (what a season finale dhghdsgshg i cannot even). also I can't believe I finally edited one of my all time favourite songs (I had a shot at it in hannah's birthday collab with dair but this song IS hameron. also #HANNAH), it helped me describing their not-always-easy-and-conventional-yet-beautiful relationship the best way I could. - i wish i could have time to vid all the wonderful shows i'm watching (HOMELAND above all things) and to finish all my pending projects but uni is really mad, i've started to work on my dissertation and i'm so happy. so, i take this description box as a chance to wish you all happy holidays and a wonderful 2014, hoping it brings you everything you want and deserve in life. thank you for being amazing as usual and for sharing my little pieces of heart in the shape of videos ;)**dedicated to my lovely marti, my house md shippy twin: thank you for loving them (and me haha) so much :3 and to dani, but we don't need words. at all *hearts you* also shoutout to gal, i know they're not your otp but i hope you'll like this regardless :*
if these wings could fly... hurricane drunk 2013-10-27 | 720p.- idek what this is. I just wanted to vid most of my favourite couples all at once then I heard this song on Kaiirel's amy/eleven vid (WATCH IT), I fell in love with it (despite the fact I hate it so much now bc it's an impossible song, I will never edit it the way I hear it in my head) and I HAD TO vid it. Bad idea or good idea, your choice xD- some old, everlasting loves and new ones (in order of appearance): dan/blair (gg); matthew/mary (da); kate/sawyer (lost); jake/olivia (scandal); cook/effy (skins); logan/veronica (vmars); amy/rory (dw); rae/finn (mmfd); maggie/jim (the newsroom); sybil/branson (da); ten/rose (dw); carrie/brody (homeland); don/sloan (the newsroom); sydney/vaughn (alias); john/alice (luther); meredith/derek (ga); annie/auggie (covert affairs); will/mac (the newsroom); jackson/lydia (tw); burke/cristina (ga); george/izzie (ga).- a lot of the newsroom here because I've just finished watching season two AND SO MANY FEELS. If you're not watching this show, you're really missing out. also, please tell me I'm not the only jake/olivia shipper here, I'm really starting to feel alone xD I also get I might not ship "fandom-favourite" couples but I hope you won't bash any of them in the comments and respect the love I have for them. Thank you.- dedicated to my lovely gal, shippy-partner in crime (except for some couples here, hehe pls forgive me) and one of the best people I've got to know in the past year. girl, I love you and I'm gonna watch TWW soon, I promise :*- obviously I own nothing except my editing. coloring credit goes to Hanneybean7 (aka perfection in the flesh). also subscribe my backup (http://www.youtube.com/user/dazzledvale) because I've just got one strike here ;____;
gone, gone, gone (rae/finn) hurricane drunk 2013-09-19 | "you're the pulse that I've always needed..."720p (awful quality alert, people).- basically, this video has been sitting half done on my laptop since July and I was kinda saving it for season two when FR feels hit me again because THIS FREAKING SONG, EVERY SINGLE LINE IS THEM. I dare you to say otherwise. You already know from my previous two vids how I feel about these two, they make me so blissfully happy and editing them feels so... right. They are and have SO MUCH I'm almost jealous. - dedicated to my loveliest Jacqueline, undying FR shipper, faithful previews-watcher and amazing friend, who has been waiting for this to be finished since... FOREVER. I hope the final result matched your expectations and that you'll love it as much as I loved making it, hun :*- now, you all better watch this fantastic video which made me fall in love with this song (which now I hate lol): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=msQ8NBfoYcs- (exams time. I shouldn't even be here ugh)
the nicest thing (dan/blair) hurricane drunk 2013-08-23 | "and I wish we could see if we could be something..."720p. | read first.- A boy and a girl meet. A boy and a girl become friends, best friends. At some point, one falls in love with the other. At first, there's denial, shameless denial. You keep acting like nothing has changed but, deep down, you know it has and there's no coming back. Nothing's ever gonna be the same because, sometimes, the other person loves you but is not in love with you and, as much as you will always care a lot about him, you just can't help but drawing a line. because it hurts. Because you notice everything about him while he doesn't. Because he's your first thought in the morning and your last at night but you are not. Because you'd spend hours listening to him talking about nonsense - even finding sense in that 'nonsense' - just to hear him talk. Because he makes you happy just by being there and you wish you could make him as happy... and you know it's not gonna happen. Because for you, he's "everything". For him, you are "something" and it's not enough. Not anymore.- This is my story and this is one of my ways of coping, as I always do, because it hurts, talking about it. Even thinking about it hurts. My heart, though, is still there and I know it'll be fine again, eventually. Somehow, when things get bad, editing makes it better and this time was no exception, maybe because I have such a strong connection with this pairing, I can easily use them to talk about my feelings. See, if I wrote gg, my story would've been Blair's too. To be quite honest, I don't really know what this video really means. Some of you can see it as a feelings-swap or even AU-thing (because the show made it pretty clear Dan was the "giving" part) but, beneath all the crap gossip girl gave us, I do believe she felt something real for him and, if there was no prince or baby-drama or wedding, we could've seen it because there was an undeniable spark in season four. The friends/non-friends/post-kiss-awkwardness/plausible-deniability and so on could've turned into something definitely more poignant than what we got in the end. Of course, this is only my point of view and I know what's canon/endgame/whatever and what's not. I've just decided not to accept it.- Now that you've read all of this, go watch this wonderful masterpiece made by my genius of a wife. You may need some tissues after (heck, I get all teary-eyed only by reading the title, ngl): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P0PbRFgWpUQ- As usual, video made for "fun" (lol, or self-induced pain, you choose) not for profit. I own nothing except the editing. I wish I'd own this wonderful song but my heart does.
trace of you (sydney/vaughn) hurricane drunk 2013-05-20 | « I read your mind... »720p, please.-- I think I should make this Alias rewatch an annual tradition, because, honestly, no matter how many times I watch the episodes, the feels come back hitting me like the first time I fell in love with this beautiful show & this beautiful couple. You know, somehow I always assume I ship Kate/Sawyer more than Syd/Vaughn but then I look at them and their wonderful journey and I'm like "WHEN and HOW does a ship get any better than this? How can I ship any couple MORE than I ship them?". It's not like they don't have flaws or their story is all sunshine and puppies and rainbows but thing is, even at their lowest, even when they thought they lost themselves and each other forever, they didn't. they could never. because their love has such POWER, you can't just walk away from it. I can't walk away from it. (plus their faces are one of my favourite things in the whole world, GO AWAY WITH YOUR PERFECTION YOU TWO I8U).-- started this last week when I was in the deepest I-MISS-ALIAS mood and because I couldn't get this song out of my head, not even if I tried (I blame Alicia for that, she made one of the most beautiful Rae/Finn vids to it, you better watch it, you all #masterpiecealert : http://youtu.be/Y7UTU7M57NA). I honestly don't know how to define this vid... just a random mess of feels + some of my absolute favourite moments depicting how undeniable and stronger than everything else their connection and love are. I wish I could've used some season four/five moments too but my computer refused to make me rip my s4/5 dvds (don't know why, maybe it's because my laptop is dying. I know, I should stop vidding, I'm torturing you ughhhh).-- shout-out to the amazing Michelle (meeshell384), who loves these two as much as I do thus I BEG YOU TO VID THEM SOONER OR LATER, PLEASEEEEE :3 to Jacqueline (FlowerxHearts) who has just started watching Alias AND I'M SO HAPPY ABOUT THAT, YOU HAVE NO IDEA (perf bb is perf) & Hannah (Hanneybean7) who's gonna jump on this ship this summer, I just feel it. I know it (love you, wifey, x).-- as usual, made for fun, not for profit (lol I wish). I own absolutely nothing except my editing (god, this song was a bitch to edit ngl) and my teeeeeears.
medicine (joe/martha) hurricane drunk 2013-05-09 | « you could still be what you want to, what you said you were when I met you... »720p, please (quality is the worst ugh).-- I know it's been barely a week since I uploaded The Lightning Strike but honestly, I desperately needed to make this to deal with the most tearjerking season finale ever (only DW's Doomsday can compare, I'm being very serious here ugh why am I so invested in fictional life anyway I DIDN'T SIGN FOR THIS, I WANT MY FEELS BACK). All the characters broke my heart but Martha... wow. I have no words woman, for real. Four years have gone by and she is still in love with him, despite he's G O N E forever and the only way she could try and cope with the loss of him was just "not being Martha" anymore. She "got a second chance" at love yet it's irrelevant because her feelings for Joe are still there and she cannot ignore them by pretending to love someone who - despite being wonderful - she doesn't love. She cannot pretend to be someone she's not. So she comes back. Grieving, yet she does. Taking care of people, doing things, being Martha, again. -- I love this song so much, it's not even funny. Daughter, you own my heart (I still prefer the EP to the actual album...IDK, it's more raw and just passionate but maybe it's just me, anyway I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS BAND). -- (hehe Jacqueline, I told you it wouldn't have taken me long to finish this...as if I could ever ignore my feelings about this liferuining ship. ugh. NO.)-- as usual, I own absolutely nothing except the editing and my own tears. Coloring credit goes to HeroineNT (which I slightly altered but she's the genius here - why can't I ever color this show properly ugh #issues).
the lightning strike (joe/martha) hurricane drunk 2013-05-02 | « be the lightning in me that strikes relentless... »720p. | info at the end of the video & read first, if you may (long desc ahead).-- The Village: new life ruining show right here. I wish I could say it's the good kind of 'life-ruining' because, actually, it's making my Sunday nights VERY painful and sometimes - like last Sunday - I literally end up crying myself to sleep after watching the episode so yeah: it's SO not good for my fragile emotional state BUT the cast (John Simm, Maxine Peake, Juliet Stevenson, NICO - omg Nico, this must be his best performance E V E R - and Charlie - hdgfgsgfsga I love her truly - and everyone else), the writing and the cinematography are S T U N N I N G and realistic and just... ugh, SO GOOD. I couldn't stop watching it even if I wanted to. -- HA. THESE TWO. OTP SINCE THEY FIRST LANDED THEIR EYES ON EACH OTHER, NGL. I remember I was watching the pilot and I saw her approaching him and asking "Are you going to shoot'em?" and he turned around to look at her and he smiled and she smiled back and all I could see was jsdhfdhgsgdah undeniable chemistry and SO MUCH LOVE I couldn't handle it and I knew I was doomed, from the start. The pilot and their cute looks kinda deceived me because I was like 'omg such a cute ship, babies letmehugyouforever' but NO. They're so much more than that and with the evolution of Joe's character (and with how WW1 affected him) you can see why. To quote Nico, "he's just not the same person you saw in the first episode". And then, there she is. She felt something changed into him and she wanted to 'save' him, she wanted to help him and the people he loves through what she believes in and, no matter if you have faith or not, no matter if you agree with Bairstow and think she's - after all - only "in love with herself", you can't deny she loves him, a lot. (gotta say, about 1x05: one of the most heartfelt love scenes I've ever watched in my life... dear otp, what you didn't say with words, you showed it. period). -- about the vid, well, I started this right after 1x03 aired because I had so many feelings about everything (I must say, I adore George Allingham and seeing him being rejected by Martha non stop was kinda heartbreaking but heck, otp comes first) and I sort of wanted to wait for the last episode to air before finishing it but last night it just sort of happened, I couldn't help it (and we have closure, after all... even if it's painful and I cannot deal with it now and not even in the video and I just couldn't risk this Sunday's episode to ruin everything - I look forward to watch it regardless). I'm also so damn happy I got to finally vid this song, which has always been one of my dream songs to edit and definitely one of my absolute favourites by SP. It's been exhausting and nerve-wrecking at times because I really struggled to get into the mood of it and to put it into images at my best but it was exactly what I needed to help me telling their story because honestly, "what if the storm ends and I don't see you as you are now EVER AGAIN", how do you perfection, song? (I hate myself for cutting it but hello, they don't have that many scenes to fill a 5 minutes long song - roughly 5 episodes ugh)-- dedicated to two very special ladies, Jacqueline & Mette, because they're the only ones who ship these two as much as I do (or at all, I must say, since Martha is not exactly a fandom favourite - lol idgaf, say what you wanna say, I adore her). Thank you, for holding my hand while livewatching this in the past five weeks, I could never have done it without you (AND I KNOW YOU HATE ME FOR THIS VIDEO, JACQUELINE, BUT ILY).-- as usual, I own absolutely nothing (even though I wish I'd own a Nico lookalike or - at least - a free train ticket to Bolzano) except my editing & THE FEELS. AND: coloring is not mine. credit goes to my lovely wife Hannah (Hanneybean7) who's the definition of perfection in everything, rly.
dont panic (my mad fat diary) hurricane drunk 2013-04-09 | « we live in a beautiful world... »720p, please (& read).- ah you, beautiful show, you have stolen my heart. almost two months have gone by since season one finished airing and I'm still as obsessed as I was when I first watched it. MMFD has such a special beauty in it, which strikes you completely and goes straight to your heart. I have so many things to say about it, so many reasons why I love this show so much. Despite the fact it deals with pretty dark themes, it's filled with such a contagious feeling of hope and love, which goes beyond the boyfriend/girlfriend kind of love, a love that conquers all and eventually wins. this show speaks to you and brings you to think about yourself, your issues, your insecurities - present and past - but also about what makes you strong and beautiful, what makes you special, because everyone is different and beautiful in its own way. I'm not sixteen anymore but I remember every second of my teens and it's hard, accepting yourself when you don't like yourself. It doesn't matter how much you weigh. You can be thin and still profoundly dislike what you see in the mirror because you feel like you're not 'perfect' enough... because you think people care more about what's outside than inside... because you've never been loved for who you really are or - if you were - you were too busy disliking yourself to realize it. because if there's one thing I've learned, it's that love doesn't grow on self-hatred. you need a fresh start. you need to 'clean' yourself from it before being able to let someone in and show them the amazingness inside of you. // end of the serious part- about the vid, I started this a couple of weeks ago and sort of gave up on it because I wasn't inspired enough to finish it but then yesterday I opened vegas and bam: there it was. I guess you can never predict things, creativity wise. I think it doesn't have enough Rae/Finn in it but you know I ADORE THEM and I am completely biased and in the end I couldn't make it all about them when I love all the characters and relationships SO MUCH it almost hurtsssss. also, one of my favourite Coldplay songs, jhjhjhjhjljhsga I miss their old sound.- dedicated to my special one, to my dani. consideralo come un regalo di compleanno anticipato, luv (but again, what is a birthday when I tell you I love you every day? :p)- I'm pretty much sure my computer is dying, through overheating and general crap (it's so old, my baby, sob) so I'm not sure if I'm gonna be able to vid in the next future. Praying to get a new one for my birthday in June: THAT would be AWESOME :p- made for fun, not for profit, I own absolutely nothing except the editing and myfinnfeeeeels lol
munich (john ross/elena) ● for maisie hurricane drunk 2013-03-17 | « changes everything, when you're close to me »watch in 720p | all info at the end of the video.-- GHOST SHIP ALERT. lol I cannot even with you, Dallas, how could you give up on these two so easily? After all they've been through together last season? WHY? HOW? Forever in denial about the JR/PR + CElena stuff happening...it's not real to me. Only incredibly forced (and badly written). I still watch the show because, well, Sue Ellen is the queen of all the mums in the universe and I just love her relationship with her son so much, it's one of the best things E V E R. Anyway, I don't know how many of you are familiar with this show but, if you're looking for a drama-filled show (which is good because let's face it, DALLAS MADE THE HISTORY OF TV), you should definitely watch it. At least for Josh's everything - uagfugfadvhayfgcau.-- DEDICATED TO MY LOVELY (lol) MAISIEBUM (aka MAISIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE): haha I don't think you saw this coming, I bet you gave up on me finishing this video a long time ago but, like I said, be careful what you wish for (or you just may get it :p). It's gonna be your 18th bday in a couple of days so I really couldn't come up with a better way to wish you all the best, lovely (bc deep down inside you know YOU ARE :P). You always manage to put a smile on my face, you're amazing (and you know I REALLY mean it) and I love you so much (nope, I don't really mean this, just shamelessly lying in yoface). You're the reason I started watching Dallas in the first place (SORROW FOUND ME WHEN I WAS YOUNG #sob) and I know you deeply love these two so I hope you like this :3-- ALSO: thank you, my dearest Ellie (flashingfly), for introducing me to this song a few months ago (hope you don't mind me vidding it). Never been a huge TF fan but this song gives me all the feelings and IT'S JUST PERFECT (especially for these two. God, it's like it was written for them #sob).-- ps: yay for me breaking my series of rae/finn videos. don't worry, a new one is coming soon (you wished I was over them, lol, try again).-- pps: made for fun, not for profit. I own absolutely NOTHING, except the EDITING :)
lover of the light (rae/finn) hurricane drunk 2013-03-01 | « but call me home and I will build a throne... »LOOKS LIKE I DIED AGAIN (thank you Elena): twitter.com/sharonrooney/status/308186638394208256720p, please | info at the end of the video.- this is the result of me being a) stuck in bed with the worst flu EVER; b) insanely obsessed with these two and this show. how perfect is this song for them? HOW? I cannot even explain it. Also, never thought I could make a four minutes long video by using only SIX EPISODES. It's hard even with couples who have 3 or 4 seasons of build up and history. well, I guess this is how awesome Rae and Finn are. They really got it all and I just love how beautifully written they have been: finding such a 'pure' and 'true' tv couple is so hard these days, I'm so glad they found me :')- (silently praying for youtube not to take down this because of the song - which I have pitch-shifted at my best - ugh sorry. Anyway, try not to mention the name of the band in the comments, it would be much appreciated).- this goes to all my friends who are obsessed with this show as much as me, at the moment, especially Jacqueline who is just THE SWEETEST PERSON EVER :3 and to one in particular, who hasn't started to watch mmfd yet but I think she will soon. so, this is my way to tell you: HURRY UP, KAT. WE'RE WAITING FOR YOU :P- shout out to one of the most beautiful videos made in the history of vidding which actually made me buy M&S' new album; now I'm totally sold and this song has become one of my ultimate favourites :') http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0aRstgDzU8M (yeah it's CB, I know, but it's also bumcrackmosh182 and she makes masterpieces).- I OWN ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. MADE FOR FUN (and for me to weep), NOT FOR PROFIT. I must say, I wish I'd own... well, if you know me, you can imagine what :P
previews + unfinished projects hurricane drunk 2013-02-25 | (you may wanna read this).Hi there!Since i'm gonna be busy and not that around in the next two weeks, I thought I might share with you most of the projects I've been working on during these past months :) The 13 previews you see here are gonna be DEFINITELY finished - some earlier than others but just because they inspire me more (see "Youth", "Lover of the light" - omg MMFD what have you done to me? this is probably going to be done as soon as I'm done with my exams for this semester - and "Night Drive") but I love each one of those projects VERY much, I'll try not to fail at completing them :)About the 5 unfinished projects, well, they're definitely NOT going to be finished, mostly because I've lost inspiration, love, footage, the original project and because I already used one of those songs (you know which one :P this is the multicouples video I've been referring to in the db of my last LoVe video).anyway, I'm feeling so inspired these days, it's so amazing. hope to be back soon with a new video. if you have thoughts anything, please, don't be afraid to share them ;)and I'm sorry I've not rendered this in HD but really, my laptop is the worst. Rendering an 11 minutes long video would've killed it and I can't risk that right now ;)love,V.
gravity (rae/finn) hurricane drunk 2013-02-22 | « do you hear my heart beating? can you hear the sound? »- STILL IN SHOCK BECAUSE SHARON HAS BASICALLY AKNOWLEDGED MY EXISTENCE and i caaaaan't stoooop smiling: http://twitter.com/sharonrooney/status/304979524024672256- be awesome and watch in 720p | all info at the end of the video.- *shduaegfuhuahfilacnhaigfiahnva* SO: I had an exam on Monday (successful, in case you're interested :p) and I was so tired then I came back home, all I wanted to do was staying in bed and watch tv. Since everyone had been talking about how great MMFD was, I gave in and watched the pilot... and that was it. I watched FIVE EPISODES IN A ROW. BEST THING EVER. Such a refreshing tv-show, wonderful characters and SHARON & NICO ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME? CHEMISTRY = BOOM. I don't think I would've loved Finn & Rae as much as I do if they were played by different actors. THEY'RE JUST PERFECT. I CANNOT EVEN. (for further fangirling, I redirect you to my twitter account or this db is gonna explode. if you wanna follow my daily madness, you'll find the link on my channel. don't worry, I don't bite :p). also: CAN I HAVE SEASON TWO RIGHT NOW PLEASE????? BE QUICK. I NEED THIS SHOW BACK LIKE AIR.- this song brings back so many good old memories :') reminds me of my first love back in my teens uahahah I must say, I really like this version better than the Coldplay one: Embrace just put so much passion into it and not to mention, the instrumental and the general arrangement makes give me chills every single time. CM did a wise choice, by giving this song to them.- dedicated to my one and only person, Dani. she knows why, she knows everything. she knows I love her but I'll never stop telling her. This is one of my many ways to show her :P and thank you, Jacqueline, for sending me the scenes from the finale: you're the best, babe :*
23 (logan/veronica) hurricane drunk 2013-02-04 | « no one else will have me, only you...». 720p, please (you don't want to make your eyes ache, do you?). stupid youtube ruined it with all those glitches so I've uploaded it on vimeo: vimeo.com/84457183. God, how much I missed vidding these two, the ship which sails itself because even their name is LoVe. No one else will have me like they do. (okay, maybe only the Doctor and Rose will but, you know, LoVe gets me on a totally different level... I cannot even explain it. Words fail me everytime I try to talk about them. Probably because they don't need words. They just ARE. and I just LOVE them. Always had, always will). . also, vid your otp to your all time favourite song? checked. this song is me and this song is Logan and Veronica. it's always been theirs, to me. Fun fact: when I first watched the show, two years ago, I started a project to this song for them but I never finished it because eventually I ended up making "dakota" (which I still love incredibly) but, deep down inside, I always knew I would've come back to it. I just didn't know when. I tried to vid 23 to other couples (DE, for example) or many other couples (as a tribute to my otps) but it never felt totally right because I love this song with every fiber and muscle of my body so I couldn't give it to anybody else than LoVe. Not sure if I completely did justice to it... probably I never will, not even in a million years because this song is SO MUCH and means SO MUCH to me, nothing will ever be more perfect than IT. anyway, what can I say? I tried ;P. dedicated to Hannah and Kat because I know they love LoVe and THIS SONG as much as I do and because this description box can't afford to contain all the feelings I have about them. I love you, girls. Thank you for being part of my life. I can't even try to picture it without you in it. ALSO: special thanks to Elise, for being my "confidence" when I forget to have one and my constant support (and I cry and cry and cry every time about it because HOW. UGH I ADORE YOU), and to Dani who never watched the show (and probably never will #lol) but she's gonna watch this video regardless because she's my person and we suffer together, always (2 is megli che 1).. ps: this is the first video of my Jimmy Eat World Project. Stay tuned for more ;)
mine again (julien/sophie) hurricane drunk 2012-12-27 | 720p | info at the end of the video.-- as I promised on my preview (about that - the feedback truly surprised me :O THANK YOU SO MUCH!), Christmas came and - with it - my Jeux d'Enfants dvd and I could finish this. So, I sat down last night and I did it (mwahaha I haven't done that in such a long time, it felt weird and right at the same time). So, if you do follow me on twitter, you know what this movie has done to me. I've been watching THIS and ONLY THIS for A WEEK. every night. I went all OCD on this wonderful story, this one of a kind romance, which is something I really have never seen before and these two have become my second favourite fictional couple (number one is still Emma and Dexter's and nobody is gonna take them down from there mwah) and the amount of love, friendship and...ugh...STUPIDITY (mwah love does that after all) is overwhelming. this story will steal your soul and heart, guys. also, love me some Guillaume, who is officially the French Patrick Dempsey to me now (THANK YOU, HANNAH. THANK YOU. REALLY) and Marion... just look at her and weep over her perfection. okay? do that.-- one of my all time favourite songs. I've been wanting to vid it for so long, since my love Vik made the most stunning and heartbreaking and emotional Serenate video *still not over that, and I'm not even a shipper*. but I never found THE couple to vid it to. looks like I had been waiting for them all along :D-- to all my friends who love this movie as much as I do: you're the best and I love you. to all my other friends: i love you all the same (but now go watch jeux d'enfants. okay? you're really missing something out).-- also, happy holidays everyone! hope you're having a GREAT time. this past year has been amazing here... I made videos I am really proud of and I had the chance to get to know some very wonderful people. I wanna thank you all, for making youtube a better place. Because when love wins, everything is better ;) Let's hope for 2013 to stay like this.-- coloring credit to HeroineNT (changed it a lot tho but she's amazing).
the last time (tommy/jude) hurricane drunk 2012-12-09 | « this is the last time I say it's been you all along... »watch in 720p (pretty please, quality has been effed up, big time) | info are listed at the end of the video.- I hate this song so freaking much now. bless this video for helping me to get it out of my system. FOR ONCE AND FOREVER! You know, I really don't like Taylor - AT ALL - but what she and Gary did with this song is so surprising and good and amazing and heartwrenching and just... PERFECT. I HAD TO VID IT and I did, in less than one week, which is a whole new record for me, the slowest vidder ever. But that's what Jude and Tommy do to me: they make me go all psycho on Sony Vegas, turning me into the worst vidding machine ever. As much as I still love "The Mixed Tape", I felt like I yet had to let out all my feelings about them. Plus, last month I got my S3 dvd and I just had to use it. So here's this video. I don't expect many of you to watch this, tbh. It's definitely not perfect, editing-wise, and I don't know how I feel about it in the first place (probably because I've previewed this so much, I've got way too used to it - and sick of it lol) but I hope it will "say something" to you regardless, whether you know the couple or not. At some point, it gets more about me and what I am personally going through but.. whatever mwahahah who cares. I just say: vidding is the best therapy in the world. I say this as a doctor. - dedicated to three angels: Jacqueline, Maisie and Ele! thank you, girls, for supporting me constantly, I really appreciate it and I hope you know how much this means to me. getting to know you has been one of the 'plus points' of this past year and I just... adore you, really. Plus, we're the #jommyarmy. I know how much you love these two so, in my head, this video has been yours from the start. :Dps: Christmas air, finally! I hope to get some more videos done before I get sucked into my exams next month but, in case I don't, just know uni is absorbing all my energy :)pps: forever hating this awful new youtube layout. WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU, YOUTUBE, SERIOUSLY!
new york (link in description) hurricane drunk 2012-10-31 | WATCH IT HERE: vimeo.com/485136094"I miss it all, from the love to the lightning..."720p + earphones works best.- tribute to my all time favourite tv couples. some of them are 'old' and have been owning my heart for a long time and they still do, with the same passion of the first day I fell in love with them. some others are 'younger' or 'rediscovered' but this doesn't make me love them less. quite the opposite. I wish I could write a clever and moving description but I spent all my emotions in the making of this. It's been a long ride till now. I started this project last June with such an enthusiasm and inspiration but then I had to walk away from it... because it wasn't taking the directon I wanted it to follow. Emotionally, it wasn't "enough" for me. I couldn't feel it. luckily - or not so much, depends on which side you choose to look at - then life strikes you and, throughout the pain, the anger and the loss, you get to "feel" again and you're healed, even if it doesn't feel like it. - basically, my absolute favourite SP song. no matter how many 'multicouples/multifandom' videos have been made already to it, I needed to make my own version of it because, through the lyrics, the parallels, the love, the pain, you can find a piece of myself._________________________________________________couples (in order of appearance) : ten/rose (doctor who); sydney/vaughn (alias); kate/sawyer (lost); tommy/jude (instant star); jackson/lydia (teen wolf); damon/elena (the vampire diaries); carter/serena (gossip girl); j/r (the G show); dan/blair (gossip girl); cook/effy (skins); logan/veronica (veronica mars).(i wish i could've used some leyton too but, sadly, I've lost all my oth files).
the mixed tape (tommy/jude) hurricane drunk 2012-09-28 | "I am writing you a symphony of sound..."720p | music/show credits are listed in the video.- I don't know if any of my subscribers will watch this since I don't know how many of you used to watch this show (it was pretty popular here in Italy, idk elsewhere). Anyway, I love this video too much for me to leave it un-uploaded on my laptop. You know, one of my favourite activities is rewatching off-air shows and obsessing over them all over again. that's what happened to me this week which I have spent rewatching Instant Star and going all dyegfyuaegfiuahgfiaiafhaigvarhegi around Tommy and Jude. they used to be one of my favourite couples during my High School days (which was not so long ago, if you were wondering: I AM NOT THAT OLD :P) and now I can say that I love them even MORE than I used to. The chemistry is still as electric as I remembered and ugh... all the drama made my heart ache, just like old times. they also have an important 'plus' for me: music. Couples who are brought together by music always had a special appeal to me, maybe because I live, breathe and eat music every day of my life and that's one kind of connection I search in love aswell. It's special. It's more powerful than any supernatural thing, if you ask me and what's always been between Jude and Tommy is that one in a lifetime connection and love I am totally a sucker for.- oh the song. THIS song. one of my all time favourites, since one tree hill. while I was rewatching IS, I never thought I would've ended up vidding it at all but then this song came randomly on my iPod and all I could think about was: OMG. IT'S THEM. TOMMY AND JUDE. EVERY SINGLE LINE. and I was sold because I have always wanted to vid this song but none of my favourite couples could fit it. till now. shout-out to Elise who is - hopefully - still working on a video to this song WHICH I AM STILL WAITING FOR. JSYK HUN.- dedicated to everyone who loves this couple and this show, especially to Amanda (amandaaa624) who triggered my IS rewatch with her amazing video (which you all should watch now: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bG_itIBZoTI ) and to Michela (leyton88) who is a nostalgic Tommy/Jude fan, just like me :3 and thank you, Ellie. you know what for :3
draw your swords (jackson/lydia) hurricane drunk 2012-09-11 | " cause you are the only one..."720p.- my tragic, flawed yet beautiful otp for this show. I have loved them from the start, when they were terrible and mean (well, actually, from the bowling scene), and even more at the end, when their love for each other overcame all the crap they went through. "the simple and undeniable power of human love" indeed. I know, this is not the "Dead Hearts" project you were expecting (hopefully I'm gonna finish that one too, someday) but I've been wanting to vid them to this song since I watched 2.05 because every line is THEM, to me. I was reluctant at first because this song is so powerful and emotional I didn't feel ready to edit it or like I could ever do justice to it but I guess some things can't be fought, you just HAVE TO give in to them, eventually.- shout-out to the MASTERPIECE of editing and love which introduced me to this song in the first place (and which is definitely one of the best videos I've ever watched): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0yDqahP_0jc- DEDICATED TO my lovely music soul mate Kat whose birthday is this month. I love you hun, so much, I am so glad we're friends, real friends who can talk about everything (fandom and life wise). one of my biggest wishes in life is getting to meet you so we can go to gigs together and get drunk and have funnnnnn lol. I know you love this song and jydia (lol remember our lives before teen wolf?) so I hope you'll like this early birthday gift for you (I still owe you "23" and "new york", I know. I'll see what I can do :P ).- also, thank you to Dani, Elise, Ellie and Tania, for previewing this video and for encouraging me not to drop it. thank you sweeties, for believing in me, always. I really don't know what I'd do without you.- song info at the end of the video | I own nothing but my editing and my jydia tears and feelings.- ps: i don't know if there are actual ship wars going on in this fandom (i hope not, because, if one tree hill and gossip girl taught me something, shipwars ruin everything) but I'm saying this just in case: bash the pairing in the comments and I'll report you. *smiley*- reblog link: http://dazzledvale.tumblr.com/post/31345255781/jackson-lydia-draw-your-swords-cause-you-are
soldier on (teen wolf) hurricane drunk 2012-08-29 | 720p + headphones works BEST."keep your heart close to the ground..."- how a summer tv show you start watching out of boredom becomes something that gives you heartache and emotions and all the feelings you weren't absolutely expecting in the first place? ask teen wolf, trust me on this. this video is a proof of what it did to me. I really don't have much to say except that I love this show. Somewhere along midseason two it got so addictive and good and I really cannot wait for season three.- first actual general video #anxious #omg. IT'S BEEN EXHAUSTING. Kudos to everyone who makes wonderful cast videos so often because, really, how do you do that? YOU HAVE ALL MY ADMIRATION. I tried to put all the characters in it (even Gerard who I loathe but, well, who doesn't?) and of course, my favourite characters and relationships come out more relevant than a few others but...OMG. I didn't knew Allison was among my favourites haha. While making this video I got to 'know' her better and now I definitely like her more than I did while watching the show :)- dedicated to three special ladies who make my days - indeed - special: Hannah, Alicia and Dani. thank you for being my friends and such wonderful people, thank you for the support you give me, because you watch my previews, never find them stupid and always push me to finish them (lol dani tu le guardi tutte, ma proprio tutte, non te ne scampi una #blessyou). you just stick up for me no matter what and I love you,for this and countless more reasons, dearly.- I own nothing except my editing (and the puppy).
