In the End (Preview / Test) WickedKiss 2021-01-31 | Just a project that I'm working on. Wanted to see what some of the coloring and effects look like.
Breaking Down WickedKiss 2021-01-02 | I haven't worked on this project for a couple of months, so I'm not likely to go back to it. I might do a new project in the future. ^_^; But for now, this is what I had finished. The beginning is polished and where I wanted it, but the end I had only finished the audio and some of the video. There is a big gap of emptiness between those parts haha... x.x;
The Personas In My Heart WickedKiss 2015-03-06 | So it’s a bit difficult to describe how this song made me feel. Truly, it was not even the song, but the video that accompanied it. I don’t care about the controversy that surrounds it. I think I took something totally different away from that video; it reminded me of different personas of the same person inside the cages of a heart. The man had represented the older, tougher, harder version of self while the younger was the naive, the free, maybe even a bit troubled in my case. It just inspired me and made me think of all the personas I’ve had over the years – even in my videos representing old and new friends. I feel like watching my videos, because of the amount of personal detail they held, is like telling a story in itself. So this video actually uses footage from various other videos I have made over the years. It was a way to show the “personas” that have been a part of my heart – even personas I was for another. Idk I’m thinking way too much into this song/video! Aren’t we all stupid as children? I know I was. Come to think of it I was a pretty foolish young adult too haha. I really would like to finish this and maybe even get back into editing. I’ve been really busy lately and I haven’t really edited in a long time so here’s to hoping.
Until Love Went Dark WickedKiss 2014-09-10 | Wow I haven't uploaded anything in a long time. Hopefully I finish this. Was inspired by a story I'm writing out with someone, so I guess take it as it is. Still got a lot of editing to do but did all this today and figured I'd post a beta.
Walls of the Heart BV3 WickedKiss 2012-12-02 | So this is clearly a beta -- one that I would really like to finish, but I lack inspiration lately, and I've been preoccupied with other things.The story/inspiration is a strange one indeed - a collaborative story between a friend and myself.
Walls of Your Heart [BV2] WickedKiss 2012-10-21 | Beta V2Any who, So this is more so for a story a friend & I are writing than BBS, but take it as you will. Still hammering out the details & working at my snail's pace, but yeah. There was a point there somewhere.. Not quite sure how to describe the story. Terra's character is a Shapeshifter/Skin Walker, Aqua's a Changeling. Aqua's character tries to befriend Terra's character (who btw is kind of half a bad guy), but Terra's character is insistent on keeping her at arm's distance, because the last woman he loved (portrayed by Kairi) died, & he blames himself for the failing to protect her. Make sense? No? Sorry. . _. Anyways I'm always looking for more effects if anyone's got some lying around they think would go good with this. =3 Anyone who helps me out I will deffo make special mention of when I upload finished project I'm also looking for some kind of audio...Doesn't have to be BBS, but does need to be something I can get my hands on, whether YT or filefront/mediafire/etc. I was thinking of a couple scenes from General Hospital, but...Can't find anyone who has any GH audio they can give me. Looking for some audio to portray Terra, and some to portray Aqua. Does not have to be from the same movie/game/scene etc. Preferably something that doesn't have a crapload of background noise. If anyone's got anything in mind please please send me a msg. :) Appreciate it! =D
Walls of the Heart [Beta] - Help bring me back to YT. :( WickedKiss 2012-09-13 | Ok so...Yeah I've been missing for forever. Aware of it! :( So basically to all those who don't know my harddrive gave out and I lost everything. Old videos, a new video I hadn't uploaded, WIPS, all my clips, masking, textures, effects. Everything. So I haven't been inclined to edit lately to be honest. I tried working on this a little yesterday afternoon, and I'm uploading this for a.) make sure I got the stupid settings right b.) Because I don't know how to post commets that all my subs/friends can see since YT changed djiwefjowe AGAIN. and c.) because it's attention grabbing. So first off note to studios: Obviously still trying to get back on my feet. :( If I'm kicked from a studio because of this mail me please. :/ Secondly I lost my watermark. Which I'm upset about, like everything else. I don't suppose anyone is good with these sort of things and can make me one? Either like my old one, or a new one... . _. Idk. I'm lost at sea right now. I feel nervous about uploading anything without one. Kay, so next topic...Effects. Templates. I lost all of them. Does anyone have any effects they could give me that I could use? Templates that I can basically import in, like Ik some youtube videos up there with them, but I can't refind the ones I had because i'm made of fail, and I haven't been able to find any good ones. :/ So does anyone know how to pull videos off of yt without destroying quality? Yt has been taking down my shit left and right so I've already completely lost a lot, but i worked hard on these videos and theyre important to me. I'd love a way to be able to save the ones still up back onto pc before they're gone. YT downloader gives me shit quality. Anyone know a better way? So yeah...Cry for help for effects/textures/watermark. :( Getting back into editing is RLY RLY hard for me right now after loosing everything. Everytime i think about it I want to step away from the pc. So yeah...Help me out? :/ Would like to come back to YT. P.S as this video is a rough edit, so whatever about the mistakes... Also you won't really understand the story since it's based on an rp sort of thing between me and a friend, but hey w.e eye candy. make a story in your head D:
Obsession - ShuyinXCloud [Gah help rape Cloud?? D:] WickedKiss 2012-04-27 | Okay so this is a video I'm working on - err...Trying to work on, that is an IC with Snaske (Who's going to obviously kick my ass) But I'm sort of stuck. I know what I WANT to do, I'm just having trouble doing it! The story I'm using is pretty simple. Shuyin and Cloud are close friends, but Shuyin secretly wants more. He imagines Cloud in many different ways and eventually his desires go out of control and he rapes(?) Cloud. But I need help~!!!I need A.) Ideas for scenes for Shuyin and Cloud. This can be the rape scene or just standing around, but these ideas need to be somewhat detailed! Like you can use cloud from x scene and put him with shuyin from y scene. Get it?B.) Sexy pictures of Cloud and/or Shuyin! They can be nude, I'll just mask out all the nudity. They can of course be artwork or manga etc. HELP!! D:...Please? T_T
Someone I [Used] to know WickedKiss 2012-04-04 | Just thinkin bout somebody that I used to know. Beta. Finish?
Teaching You the Meaning of Forever WickedKiss 2012-03-20 | Three Chars to be represented by;1. Yuna - I've used Yuna as a personal character quite often and have grown attached to this character.2. Kairi - Kairi is a character I have wanted to begin using more in my editing. I can think of some video ideas that could manifest with the use of this character.3. Aqua - I have used Aqua a few times in vent videos as well. BBS clips are still fun and somewhat new to me. I would like to be in the studio because...1. I love the idea behind the studio and how it is very story based. 2. My time here is sparatic and the fact that I would not constently have to worry about deadlines would be great.3. I have needed something to help inspire me for some time, and I think this studio could do just that." Nothing is true ; Everything is permitted. " -----------Well this took me forever didn't it? . _.I'm not even sure what to say here. How do I express my thoughts on our friendship & my gratitude for having you as a friend? I can never seem to shut up, but now I seem a bit at a loss for words. You were there for me when no one else was & you have offered me a second chance at everything. You are tolerant of my flaws and you push me forward when I would otherwise stand still. You give me someone to look up to -- like the elder brother I've never had. I know things about you that not many know, if anyone else & I know you, even if you don't always believe that. It might seem silly, but I feel in many ways you gave me my life back as I had been stuck in one spot for so long. Beyond our friendship itself you are a wonderful person and I am happy to have had the chance to know you as well as I do. There are not many people out there with the willingness to help others that you have, or the sense of justice that you hold. I see the good in you even when we disagree, and even when you don't see it. I see it in the things you say and do -- and even in the things you don't say. You are the strongest person I know and you are stronger than you believe you are. I know sometimes you feel you're never strong enough in some way, but you are. In every way that matters and more. I hope one day you can have as much faith in me as I do in you. I hope one day I can be as good of a friend to you as you have always been to me. I'm going to teach you the meaning of forever -- and that we can be friends forever, because I don't want to imagine a world without my best friend with me. I'll always be here for you Jas. Jas - Tifa/NamineMe - Yuna/Kairi
Vlog: Texas Day 3 [Let the sillyness begin!] WickedKiss 2012-03-03 | For all of you who do not yet know I moved to Texas a few days ago. It's very different from the North from which I hail. I make a point to point out some of these differences in the video =D So far my adventure has been going well. I've finally gotten settled in and so I edited some of the footage I'd recorded off of my phone and threw it up on youtube. [Jason's internet sucks. This video actually took 6 hours to upload... - .- ] I know I've dropped off the face of the earth for some time now, but now that I have moved and gotten things sorted out I will hopefully be able to create and upload more videos soon. I actually have one video in progress that I haven't been able to work on in the last few weeks so I am eager to finish that. =D This video was actually a lot of fun to make. Perhaps I will record more of our adventures! The quality of this video is kind of meh, because it was all recorded on my phone. Next time I will have to steal Jason's video camera...Thingy.. xD (What do you think guys. more vlog thingys?) Anyway it's 6:04pm and Jason will be back in less than an hour so I'm going to go and get dinner started. XP But teh Wicked is back! Probably! =D
Within Darkness You Are Light WickedKiss 2012-01-07 | Late christmas present is late. Deal with it. The holidays make you want to be with the people you love. Even if you're not into the religious aspect of the holidays - the concept of family and friends - they go hand in hand. This Christmas I found myself wishing to be with you more than anyone. I wanted to hang out with you and give you that hug I've been oweing you for who knows how long now. Someday we will make this happen. I promise. I'll find a way to bring us together if it is the last thing I do - because a life where we never get that chance doesn't sound like much at all. When you found me I was in such a bad place in my life. Jamie was gone and everything was in shambles. I didn't know how to cope. I didn't know how to trust anyone anymore, and I feared I would never trust another person again. When you were depressed for several months I grieved with you. I stayed with you those nights and I did my best to defend you from one of the people who had been hurting you so badly. When you cried I cried with you, and I hope that I was able to help you the way that you have me. More than anything you have taught me how to love again, and how to allow myself to be loved again in return. I don't think it's quite possible for me to put exactly how much I care for you into words - all the words I think of just do not seem to suffice. You have pushed through every barrier I have surrounded myself with. You've seen the worst parts of me: The shameful, the bitterness, the darkness, and you have never looked away. You just keep on smiling - always there to listen and to raise my spirits. I hope that I will someday be able to make it up to you - and I hope I am worthy of such a wonderful friendship. You are more than my best friend. You are my brother and I can't imagine where I would be right now without you. I wouldn't want to, and I want you to know that I will always be here. We are best friends. No matter what you ever do - no matter what you ever say - I'll be right here - Ready to listen as you have for me and always eager to help in any way I can. I will never leave you and I will always love you. - - - - - I asked Tifa326x to write this beautiful poem for this video. I told her about you, how amazing you are - and she came up with this. (Jeez. I wish I could write like this!) XDThe darkness spills in as a poison,gripping my blood and boiling.Bane. Blight. Was that all I was?A venom coursing through innocent pact?Far away, another feels the same.Suffering in twin trouble as I.Alone now to take faulty blame,the shade lies, forbidding me to crySuddenly, a Hero calls beyond the reach,Cloaked in the same cimmerian shade as I.Dawn and Dusk, light begins to breach,A glimmer of hope now hovers in the sky.A conquering storm howls over fire,Subsiding, a new hope, my desire.the traveller and I brace the squall.Only this one had heard the call.
Wicked Betas 2011 WickedKiss 2011-12-01 | Just as the title says. I am lacking inspiration. :( I rly wish I had Adobe After Afects, but I don't /cry. So I'm stick with Vegas. Any video you like in particular? Help me find my inspiration to finish them :( Songs are kind of mashed together in betas where I did multi parts of the song but not the middle . _. How do you like my tattoo? XP (Yuna/Shions Tattoo on her back is mine i masked it in bc i am lame lol)
Bring Me Back WickedKiss 2011-11-22 | Okies maybe sort of a vent video shuddup. :( I'm allowed one every so often! I kinda like this video and I may finish it. I'm not able to torrent songs anymore due to my ISP, so in order for me to finish this I do need the actual song, because the quality of the version I have is rly terrible after the point the video stops. Anyone have the song by chance?I also wanted to enter this in GMV effects contest thingy! woooo . _. - - - - - I am entering this video into D-Sins Auditions. I'd never heard of this studio prior to the audition, but after lookin into it more it does look pretty cool, and the audition video really drew me in. If I do get in I'd like to be represented by Albedo (Xenosaga) :3 I know that this video is 18 seconds short of the time limit, but out of all the videos this year that I have made I believed this one fit the most, so hopefully it will slide. With the holidays I just do not have the time to make a new one or add onto this one. oh dear god i have to write a poem -exhales slowly- i suck at poems :/A world wrapped in emptiness and sinThe aching in my bones a sign of where I've been Chaos ensues and is followed by rebirtha million souls echoing to try and proove their worthI stand alone amongt them - my own falling starAnd as I fall back to the world I wonder how it got so far- - - Rebellion - - - --Why does DarkSinnersStudio appeal to you?: The trailer done, and more specifically the words in the trailer, really caught my eye. -What can D-Sins do to improve?: Haz me? xP Idk you guys seem pretty awesome as is. nothing really jumps out at me. -Give me a suggestion of song and theme for our next MEP: Perhaps an MEP about the charcters representing the editors - and a tale of how they 'met' - relating to the aution video ,etc. As for song...I have a lot I could suggest. Somethign instrumental, maybe eeri. -Which current D-Sins member inspires you the most? N/A
Book of Friendship WickedKiss 2011-10-27 | Dear Roxas,It's been a long time since we last spoke. I wonder how you are. There are many things I want to say, yet my tongue feels tied and I can't seem to find the words. Some days are easier than others, but I often find myself thinking of all the fun times we shared -- things I will never forget. We were friends against all odds. Our beginning, the distance between us, our ages -- everything. In a foolish sort of way I believed and I hoped beyond reason that we really would be together, always. I believed that no matter the storm -- we would be able to brave it. I feel your absence now, and that loss. This video had meant so much to me when I had worked on my parts, because it portrayed that friendship and that belief. I wanted you to know that no matter where your life leads you or the distance you travel, you will always have a place in my heart, even if we never speak again. You were like no one I've ever met. You were a brother to me, and a friend that I did not deserve. Sometimes we had our ups and our downs, but I never would have changed a thing about you. I miss you more than words can convey. I don't know what to do with this feeling -- so I decided to upload what had been done of our collab -- because this video was about us and the connection we had, and it still is. I want you to know that should you ever come home -- should you ever feel the desire to call me or IM me again, I would welcome you back with open arms. While I doubt that you still wear the necklace I'd sent you I want you to know that I still wear mine and I will never forget the good times. With all my love and deepest friendship,Aerith/Aqua. To the onlookers of this video this was a collab I did with a terrific friend and I am happy I was able to work on this with him even if it was never entirely finished. The story itself pertains to us; even the part with Ventus showed a part of his life where he was having a difficult time, and the part with Terra was his prespective on a bad relationship I'd been in. Obviously in this video I am portrayed as Aqua and he Ven. Most of the voice overs was taken from the actual games, but my last part I did the voice-overs for Aqua.
Benighted [SYTYCV] WickedKiss 2011-10-26 | This is my entry for the Semi Finalist SR part of SYTYCV. I don't know whether or not I will continue on after this round or be cut from the contest, but whatever the results are I am so happy that I have been given the opportunity to participate. I have never made it so far into this contest and it has really given me a chance to edit, as I have had a severe lack of ideas as of late. The rounds have been not only challenging, but inspiring. The videos submitted by other editors have been breath taking and to be counted as participant for this long in the game took me by surprise. For this round I am in Group B. :D I would like to thank sunheart123, jmanviiVAA, and squall326x who did such an amazing job with the voice acting! Without you guys this video wouldn't be what it is and I appreciate all the work that you've done and I hope to work with you more in the future. - - - - - xStory Cloud and Zack had been friends for as long as they could remember. As children they often played in the woods and as adults they continued this routine. Both men had similar ambitions and dreams; they had both wanted to join Soldier, but only Zack had made the cut. His childhood friend, Cloud, had been left behind. Cloud, bitter over his inability to match Zack in the ranks of Soldier, had tried to put that behind him in order to move forward. The story begins in the same woods they played in as children. While Zack tried to encourage Cloud to keep trying to become Soldier, Cloud sees a light flickering in the distance. The men proceed to investigate the source of the light and they find the Goddess of the Earth, Terra. Enchanted by her beauty and her otherworldliness they beckon her to stay. Terra creates an avatar of herself to remain with these men -- curious about them and the world of men. As time passes each man spends time with Terra, and both begin to fall in love with her. Blinded by their own affections they begin to ignore that she is not human, and they believe and hope beyond all reason in a possibility of a future with her. This hope quickly turns to fear, however, when they notice how much time Terra spends with the both of them. As their fear grows the childhood friends begin to grow bitter for one another; fearing that the other will take Terra away from him. This fear is only strengthened when Cloud approaches them only to witness a kiss between Terra and Zack. Enraged, the boys quickly break out into an argument over the Goddess, each declaring her as his own. They both announce their love for her and their fear deepens and becomes rage and hatred. Despite Terra's efforts to diffuse the situation the men begin to fight over her -- her pleas falling on deaf ears. The battle quickly becomes lethal as the two men who were once so close are pitted against each other. Terra pleads with them to cease their battle, but neither man is willing to give her up to the other. The men each take lethal injuries and Terra has no choice but to watch as they kill each other in her name. Stricken by grief, the Goddess realizes that she has made a grave error. Saddened and heart broken, the Goddess leaves the world of men with the intention to never return. - - - - As a side note if you have not done so already I would ask that you please subscribe to my backup account, www.youtube.com/user/fijigriever as I have already gained two strikes on this account.
Kitteh Kitteh Kitteh! WickedKiss 2011-10-25 | Why is Wicked uploading video of two of her cats? - Good question :( The young grey one is named Artemis :3 She is about a year old. The black male is named Nero (Yes, yes...Named after DMC4. I'm aware of how lame I am. XD) Oh yeah...Ignoe the dishwasher in the background I forgot that it was on :( Let me know if you want to see any more of the cats or something more specific. I have a third cat too, but he was being grumpy and wouldn't come play. XD
Roulette IC with Snaske WickedKiss 2011-10-05 | Forgot to upload this. Because I suck, clearly. Haha (Snaske you need to upload your parts too...Yeah yeah you did more than me. I'll just go die over here in shame! XD) So it's called 'Roulette' IC bc the song was totally random. I pulled up all the music on my pc and picked some song. There was originally more parts to this IC, but I gt busy and well...Yeah. I fail. lol Was fun doing all the diff effects and transitions though XD
SYTYCV: [[Cloud the Puppet]] WickedKiss 2011-09-22 | Cherry Tree, Hate in my heart, love in my mind For my SYTYCV entry I decided to make a character study on Cloud. In the video I tried to capture his guilt, regret, and also his psychosis of seeing his dead friends all the time, and in the initial way that he took on Zack's life and persona. For me this video was done from virtually no inspiration -- but I still really love how it has turned out. The video is currently one minute long -- I wanted to upload it now because I'm unsure that I will be able to complete the entire song/video before the deadline. If this video does well -- and perhaps even if it does not -- I will most likely continue editing it. :3 I also want to take a moment to ask everyone who has not already to subsribe to Snaske's back up account, as her account was suspended for copywrite about a week ago. Please subscribe to her new account here: www.youtube.com/user/iSnaske If you have not done so already please subscribe to my back up account as I already have two strikes against me: www.youtube.com/user/FijiGriever Hopefully I make it through this round of SYTYCV..I really want to -- but the competition is tough this year. Hopefully I'm good enough to make it through :D I know there are some flaws in the video, but as I mentioned in the beta version I've been really busy trying to get moved and I started my new job, etc. Haven't had the chance to fix all the mistakes and I wanted to make sure I met the deadline.
SYTYCV Entry Beta [?] WickedKiss 2011-09-12 | Okay so this is what I have so far on my entry to SYTYCV round 1. Yikes. Ik, right? Sigh. This actually probably took me two hours. I'm working through a major video block, i've hardly edited anything serious in a couple of months. On top of that I'm starting a new job this week AND I'm moving within the next couple of weeks so I have been running around getting everything ready, packing, etc. Talk about a time crunch. My idea for this is to make a video representing Cloud and his guilt that tends to eat away at him / hold him back. So the char focus in my entry is Cloud. The last part of this beta - it has Cloud being transported or w/e into that whiteness, right? i'm planning on throwing in a looot of voices laid over each other - kind of like I did with the cost of sacrifice trailer. This would be to reppresent his confusion, guilt, and all together 'stuckness'. I'm also going to have images of Zack/Aerith/Seph/etc behind him in with the beat at the same time. If you guys have any good ideas for these images or the audio muddled together, plz let me know. Or if you have any ideas beyond this beta...I'm sort of winging it. haha...x.x;
The Cost of War Beta WickedKiss 2011-09-07 | I'm not sure if I'm going to finish this one -- it's kind of depressing / personal. Just worrying for someone reckless who can't understand my worry in the first place without getting angry. All I can say is don't go. Please don't go.
[As Good As It Gets] WickedKiss 2011-08-24 | I worry about you -- that's all. I'm not trying to hinder your goals or hold you back. I know we fight a lot sometimes and I know we can both be very frustrating -- but you have become a close friend to me. The concept might seem strange, maybe, but I guess in that way we are different in our outwardly expressions. I don't want you to go, but no matter what my opinion on this decision I'm on your side in the end. I don't expect you to change your mind, but that doesn't stop me from hoping that you might. I just wanted you to know I'm on your side -- I'm just kicking and screaming the entire way -- and I will really miss you if you go. Don't be mad, kay? - - - - Also for the record this is a Yuna and Tifa friendship video.
Like Smoke Between My Fingers WickedKiss 2011-08-20 | The heart wants what it wants. No logic, no reason can tame it -- and mine burns with regret and loss and love. The heart wants what it can never have -- and these wounds do not fade -- and if it meant forgetting you I'd rather bare the hurt forever. You were the one good thing in those years. You were a happy dream -- one that I never deserved. I've never truly believed in a God -- but if there were one -- I would thank him for giving you to me if only for a little while. Without you I would not have survived and became the person I am now -- whoever she may be. When I woke from such a dream I reached for you and I cried your name -- but you were gone like smoke between my fingers and no matter how much time passed you were an irreplaceable part of my heart -- a hole to never be filled -- and through the envy and the loss there was love like I had never felt before.I dreamt of you again last night -- and I awoke in tears with this feeling in my heart -- this pounding in my ears. Like the necklaces I bought for us -- I am only half a heart now.
The Cost of Sacrifice: Benighted (Partial Trailer) WickedKiss 2011-08-13 | Okay guys, Here is a very small teaser to the actual trailer for The Cost of Sacrifice 2: Benighted. The trailer itself is not actually done, but there was a few reasons I wanted to upload a little bit of it. The last couple of months I have been busy in real life and I also haven't really felt like editing. No inspiration and all that. I have been working on TCoS and the trailer for it little by little, but it is still not quite done. I had planned to finish and upload the trailer a couple of weeks before I was done with the actual project. Well...Now, to be honest, I'm hesitant to finish the project at all. An 'editor' named Keyashii stole a lot of the work I did in the first part of the project. She took the ending fight with Rinoa and Cloud -- she stripped my video of its audio and than she zoomed in past my watermark and in a few snippets threw Tifa in there. Same story. Same clips. Same texture and colors. She stole my shit. I know this happens to editors and people take their things -- I put the watermark there hoping to prevent that, but as you can see my video was stolen anyway. On top of the lack of inspiration and with everything going on...I can't describe how frustrated I am. I don't care if this editor is banned or she takes the video down, or whatever...but for her to go and take something that I worked on for months -- MONTHS -- and tried so hard to make perfect...For her to take something of mine and to claim it as her own... I don't even want to edit right now. Period. Why edit? Why upload the second part of this video when she can just take that from me too? Editing has always been for me a way to kind of live in my head for a while. I always loved coming up with the creative stories and bringing all these ideas and emotions to life -- and hopefully this will change in the future, but right now, I don't even want to edit anymore. Period. The video that was stolen from me is in the link below. There were a lot more comments from friends and subscribers -- but this 'editor' deleted them. If you guys could just keep at it maybe she will remove her video and than maybe I'll feel like editing again. New link below. She reuploaded. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4x5ASuk3MNk&feature=channel_video_title P.S I am aware that there are blank spots in this video. Like I said it is unfinished - the actual trailer will be a minute and a half long, too. If I ever finish it.
Ill Never Forget Sora WickedKiss 2011-08-11 | The reason that it hurts so much even as time continues to pass is because our souls are connected. I ever there is a tomorrow when we're not together -- there is something you must always remember. You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think -- but the most important thing is, even if we're apart...I'll always be with you and as the days go by the memories remain. I wait for you. As days go by I swear until the day I die -- I'll always love you. - - - - - - Yes. I drew the picture as well. Please don't steal. Sigh...
Only Violence - Can You Stand The Pain? WickedKiss 2011-06-11 | This video was made for an RP that my friend Minhuit and I have been playing for a few months. Larxene - my character - is portrayed by Terra/Kidd. Her character Nanami is portrayed by Cloud :) The storyline of the RP is pretty complex... It is NanamiXLarxene so I suppose for the video it would be TerraXCloud. As the story for the RP would be to difficult to explain and there probably wouldn't be enough space here - take the video as you will :) Btw this took me nearly 4 months to finish /sigh...I don't have time to edit...Or rather don't have the focus lol If you have not checked out my friend's channel yet plz do so! She's awesome :D Subscribe to her! Wicked demands it! D: www.youtube.com/Minhuit - -- - - - "I did not tell half of what I saw, for I knew I would not be believed" - - - - - - - - Fun Facts - There is NO masking in this video... xP This video gave me a chance to try out a lot of different kind of effects and learn new things. This editing was much different than my normal editing. While I normally plan every detail when I edit - I planned little to nothing in this one. I just did what felt/looked right. Terra's eyes are normally blue mwahaaha I made them golden because my character has golden eyes xP
The Cost of Sacrifice: Altruism [Option 1] WickedKiss 2011-05-22 | "Universe Collision" MRP Reboot Info: I chose this video because this is probably the video I've spent the most time on and worked the hardest for. It has one of my personal favorite stories I've come up with and in some ways is very personal to me as well. My I'm vidding it account is WickedKiss (Though you knew that already ;) ) I've known about this studio since your first MEPs, which is one of the reasons would like to join. It's been around a long time and I would love to be in a studio that doesn't just quit after their first mep. The second reason is that I absolutely love the story design of your meps. I love to edit using created stories rather than the same kidn of thing over and over again. There is so much creativity in these meps that I would be honored to be a part of it. I have made videos anywhere from different video games to anime. I prefer editing with Final Fantasy but i have clips to Dissidia, KH, Assassin's Creed, etc as well as various animes. The thng I enjoy most about editing is the ability to express myself and bring my stories to life. :) The Cost of Sacrifice: Altruism (Part 1) Altruism, by definition, is "the principle or practice of unselfish concern for or devotion to the welfare of others" I have been working on this project for nearly three months. It has taken up a great deal of time and effort. There are flaws that I am unhappy with, but I am over all satisfied with the finished product and hopefully you will enjoy it too. This is part one of three videos for this story so expect to see The Cost of Sacrifice: Benighted within the next couple of months (hopefully...). First of all I'd like to thank the 1750+ subscribers I now have. It really is amazing when I think about it - that over 1700 people watch my videos and comment and the like. I am very happy that you all enjoy my videos enough to follow me on youtube. It means so much to me! I'd also like to thank all the beta testers who made this video possible! Special thanks goes to Snaske and MissAlyvia who really helped me with this video by pointing out good clips to use, helping with the audio, and helping me work out the kinks in the story -- so thank you two both so much. Now before I get into the story of TCOS there are a couple points I want to make. As you all know youtube has been suspending a lot of us lately. I myself now have two strikes that I have received in this past month. Please subscribe to my backup account so that in the event that this account is compromised you will still be able to see my new uploads. Back up account: www.youtube.com/fijigriever Story Information The story begins central around Yuna. As the world becomes more corrupted and consumed by evil there is little light and selflessness left in the world. The goddess turns her back on humanity and its downfall, feeling as though it has no hope. Yuna sacrifices herself for the people to prove that there is still hope. That even one person can make a difference -- that there are still people in the world who are just and good, and that they all deserve a chance. In trying to save her people, Yuna jumps to her death. Upon meeting the Goddess in the life stream she is told that her sacrifice was for nothing and that it doesn't change anything. Yuna becomes upset -- she threw her life away for nothing. She died for nothing. The Goddess can't help but admire Yuna's selflessness all things considered and so she grants Yuna one wish -- one final day with Cloud. They spend the day together. While it is very difficult on Cloud he tries hard to be strong for Yuna, but he's loosing the one he loves. When the sun begins to set Yuna finally breaks down into tears. She is frightened of what's to come and frightened to say goodbye forever, and he tries to comfort her as his own emotions tear him apart. The day is done and the wish fulfilled. Yuna fades as if she were never there at all... Now the ending part with Cloud and Rinoa is a sort of...Trailer or prelude to part two. Cloud becomes consumed with his grief and his anger. Yuna died for nothing and he could do nothing to save her. He falls deeper into madness and then begins to believe that if he sacrifices the lives of others that the Goddess will 'save' Yuna and she will be returned to him. He begins to see Yuna as if she were really there, but of course it is only in his head. The Goddess and Yuna watch from the life stream as Cloud commits a terrible act in her name. - - - - - - - I have not determined who all will be senselessly slain in the second part of this project (tehe...) does anyone have any suggestions? Who would you like Cloud to kill? :D ~ ~ ~ O - o Honors Wut?? ~ ~ ~ #94 - Top Favorited (Today) - Entertainment
If you love me let me go [IC W/ Minhuit] WickedKiss 2011-05-03 | Hey lookie i'm not dead...Just not editing much. - is shot - So this is for an IC I did with my friend Minhuit. :D We were wanting to do a sort of friendly competion between the two of us, so if you can please view both videos and tell us which you enjoy the most, and why. If you don't have more than "I liked ___" than we can't count the vote :[ So help us have some fun, yeah? :D Check out Minhuit's youtube page and subscribe to her. Link is below in the video info :D There are a lot of mistakes and flaws in this - I know! it's an IC though and I was rushing towards the end as it was. There are some parts I dislike, but i'm considering finishing this video at some point and if I do than I will deffinitely fix it up. :3 I always wanted to play with my Vampire Knight clips and i'm glad I got the opportunity to, and I absolutely love this song! xD Oh yeah and I haven't forgotten about TCOS...I'm working on it...Very slowly, among other things /sigh - - Video Info - - Song - Snuff, Slipknot Anime - Vampire Knight Pairing - YukiXZero [Pov mostly Zero's] Time Taken - 4hrs ish IC against Minhuit www.youtube.com/Minhuit As always no copywrite intended. Bla bla don't suspend my account, Kthx.
The Cost of Sacrifice [Trailer] WickedKiss 2011-03-26 | The cost of a sacrifice does not affect only the one making the sacrifice.... At what point does the price become to steep? Ouch...My hands...The masking... :: Dies :: That being said... This is a project I've been working on for a little while now. This will be a 3 part project, and I'm actually about a fourth of the way done with part one. Now I don't want to say to much about the project itself, because I don't really want to ruin anything. As the trailer says it is a story about sacrifice, obsession, and love. Where does one line begin and the other end? Honestly between you and me I think Wicked is a little in over her head... Between these three projects... At the end of it, with all the masking, I'm going to want to hang myself! Lol. I'm going to be kicking myself in the ass the entire way through this project. There's going to be dying people, and romance scenes, and crazy killing of final fantasy characters scenes, and yeah. Let the kicking thyself in the ass begin! XD Seriously though... I know subscribers don't make the editor and all of that, but I'd be lying if I didn't say that seeing the 1600+ subscribers doesn't make me happy. I want to keep pushing that number; and I feel I'm over all kind of fail and don't possess any huge projects like so many other awesome editors [not to say I'm awesome. I don't completely understand the fans of Wicked, though I get fan-mail sometimes and I'm like omg Squee...? Is Squee a word?] but anyway now I do have an awesome project, so maybe I can be a little less fail for the people who take the time to subscribe to me and watch my videos and test my betas and deal with my bulletin ranting bullshit. Yes, Yes. Wicked gets angry and yells a lot. If you've been my subscriber for long you already know that. So thank you everyone for supporting me up until this point. I love editing; it's my favorite thing to do even if it makes me want to pull my hair out! Not only am I able to make beautiful creative editing, but I've made so many irreplaceable friends along the way. I am so happy to be an editor, and so happy to work with so many other editors, especially Legacy Hearts Studios. If you guys have not yet heard of that studio I strongly recommend taking a look. LHS is one of the most talented studios out there. We have our fearless leader MissAlyvia as well as so many amazing members. I'm very happy to be working with all of them! [I know I'm not always the easiest editor to deal with!] I want to personally thank my beta testers. If I have left someone out please let me know and I will add your names below! Clover27 DarkAerith2008 EmoLobster Minhuit MissAlyvia MrDaveSays I'd also like to specially thank MissAlyvia who has been a HUGE help to me with this project -- both this trailer and Part 1 of the project. I'm not sure how many Betas she's tested at this point, along with all of her wonderful advice, AND helping me find the music I'm using in Part 1. I really appreciate all the help you've given me.
A Second Chance WickedKiss 2011-03-14 | This story is quite simple; Roxas is dreaming of his best friend Aerith, who lives very far away. They've never met, and Aerith is several years older than Roxas, but somehow against these odds they remain best friends. The two of them dream of being able to one day meet, and that is just what this dream is... but all dreams must end, and so Roxas wakes to the real world. This story is kind of based on truth, and kind of based upon fear and doubt. In this story Roxas' family does not approve of Aerith, and so they drive the two apart. Aerith promises Roxas that they will still one day meet -- and asks him to hold onto that dream with her. For now they will write to each other in secret, never again being able to really speak like they have for almost a year. Aerith promises that one day they will meet when Roxas is older and though they may not recognize each other at first, they will be together. In her last words to him she tells him of all he meant to her; how he saved her from the world, and how she needed him to know that. In a few years time they reunite as promised, and Roxas finally understood what Aerith had meant. Though he was older now and time had passed, their friendship stood as it always had, and they would always be best friends. - - - - - - Whew! Finally done! This is the biggest project I've taken on since Where the Colors Fade. :3 It is, of course, dedicated to David, who has done so much for me. I could not ask for a better friend, because one does not exist. I'll be here for you no matter what happens David, and I mean that. Also everyone you guys should check out David's editing :D Subscribe to him I demand it D: www.youtube.com/MrDaveSays
Stalker-Fun [?] WickedKiss 2011-02-26 | Because nothing is better eye candy than watching Axel rape Roxas? :: cough :: Roxas liked it. You know he did xP This is my entry for Flaring7's beta battle contest. I'm up against Erika... errr I did the best I could? Lol I'm shall we say... boned? XD Whatever, it was fun to edit this either way xD That's what really matters Good luck to both Erika and myself and all the other editors participating in the contest :3
Frozen In A World Without You In It WickedKiss 2011-02-14 | A year ago today we were happy and giddy and stupid. I made you a short Valentines Day video and you were quite pleased. We flirted, we teased, laughed as the day went on. A year ago things were perfect and now they're not. Now they're bloodied and damaged and broken beyond any means of repair. I'm frozen in a time and a place where you don't exist anymore. Where we don't exist anymore. The fact is that I sacrificed for you. I sacrificed everything -- I gave myself to sadness in order to try and help you. I gave myself to darkness in order to be with you. I thought that maybe I could help you out of this train wreck that is your life. I was there for you when all your friends weren't. I was there even when I meant nothing to you in your grief. I was always there... And for what? It's settling now. The scar tissue is beginning to set in. The hurt is beginning to give way to a numb and cold feeling -- like you've lost something important, but can't quite place what it was. The hardest thing about love is when you'd do anything to be with that person, and they can't even stand to look at you. Soon you won't matter so much to me. I know that. You know that. I've been here before, but just when I'm able to forget you -- you come to me, upset and damaged, and I would do all I could to wash your sorrows away. I would never have abandoned you the way you have abandoned me. I loved you, and in the end I'm not sure that made a bit of difference in your heart. I wanted to upload this for Valentines Day. It's incomplete -- So you'll all have to deal with a Beta and hope that I finish it at some point.
Brave The Storm WickedKiss 2011-02-05 | This video is dedicated to my best friend, David. I know the video is a simple idea and all, but hopefully you enjoy it regardless. I know that you're having a hard time with school and with personal life. I wish I could do more for you, because you have done so much for me. When you're feeling sad I feel sad too. When you cry, I'm crying right here with you. I know we live far apart -- but we're always together in heart. Even when you close your laptop or you go to still - I'm still here. I know it's not much, but at this time it's the best I got. So this video was from mine/Aqua's point of view - trying to help Ventus/You. Nothing ever turns out right for me, and friends never stick around for long -- but I have to hope and believe that our friendship will last forever, because I don't know what I'd do without you. You feel sad a lot -- and I wish I could take that sadness away. I'm always afraid that all of this pain and hopelessness will change you, and I don't ever want you to change. (by the time you catch up he'll be a different person) I wish I could make you smile again and laugh - And this is my attempt at doing so, because even if you're only smiling for a minute - it'll all be worth it. :3 Love you always - &.
P E R F E C T WickedKiss 2011-02-04 | A simple short video about FFX from Rikku's perspective and her desire to save Yuna - with a hint of suggested Yuri :3 Imagine it - Watching the woman you care so much about - a dear friend (or more xP) going to her death for the sake of others. A woman who's resolves never wavers. The closer they get to Zanarkand the more Rikku's heart breaks. Just a simple idea xD Video: FFX/FFX2 Song: Halou - Honeythief
A Hundred Reasons WickedKiss 2011-01-28 | First of all to anyone whom this may concern - This is strictly platonic! This is meant to be a friendship video! I made this video for one of my best friends - and my total girlfriend (&) - David (aka Judaine xP). You are one of the sweetest, nicest people I have ever had the pleasure of getting to know, and I value our friendship more than you could ever understand. You're always here for me, and I hope that I am at least half as good a friend as you are to me. I don't know what I would do without you David. You brighten my day. When you're happy I'm happy to. When you smile I want to smile too. You mean the world to me. One Hundred Reasons Why I love you: 1. You are one of the most thoughtful people I know 2. You're always looking out for others 3. You couldn't be hateful if you wanted to! 4. You're always open minded 5. We have so much in common 6. You're very mature (most of the time xP) 7. You're very creative! 8. You're always honest with me 9. You enjoy a lot of the same things I do 10. We're total girlfriends! 11. You follow your heart 12. You're always here for me 13. I feel like I can tell you anything 14. When you smile I feel like smiling too 15. You put up with my frivolous demands 16. You are compassionate 17. You are a great listener 18. You don't get angry when I say a certain one of your family members is hot xP 19. We both love AkuRoku! 20. You're always the first one to defend me 21. You're a very forgiving person 22. You can tell me the things that I don't want to hear 23. You're one of a kind 24. You're very sweet and kind 25. You are such a strong person 26. You bring out the best in me 27. You haz a pretteh purple jacket! 28. You're talented when it comes to music, and I love seeing you play 29. In my eyes you are perfect in every way 30. You're very smart 31. You are the most trust worthy person I know 32. You're funny, and can always get me to laugh 33. You remind me that I need to be responsible xP 34. You're like a little brother to me :D 35. Cause you're awesome! 36. Because Ellen thinks you're awesome too xP 37. You're just a little bit weird like me :D 38. You've become so close to my heart 39. You tolerate my irritating quirks xD 40. You're patient with other people 41. You don't stand for injustice 42. You're an all around fun guy 43. You make funny faces! XD 44. You're a little bit retarded in an adorable way 45. You're brave 46. You have a great way with words 47. You warm my heart 48. You make me want to be a better person 49. You are an extremely reliable person. 50. You believe in me when I don't believe in myself 51. You are very loyal to friends and family 52. You have a nice smile 53. You are a wonderful person 54. you're so nice that it almost hurt to ask for a favor since I know you're gonna say 'yes' 55. I always look forward to talking with you 56. You're an unforgettable kind of person 57. You have an amazing personality 58. You're sometimes really goofy! :D 59. You care about others -- a rare quality these days 60. You're willing to try new things 61. You put your trust in others, sometimes to a fault xP 62. You have a very loving and free spirit ^_^ 63. You are an outstanding friend 64. You like watching youtube videos and TV shows with me! 65. You're always very supportive 66. You are a vibrant person 67. I'm lucky to call you my friend 68. You are always authentic. You never pretend to be what you're not when you with me 69. You don't take people for granted 70. I appreciate everything you've done for me 71. We share tastes in music 72. You understand me the way no one else does 73. You put yourself out there to other people 74. Talking to you always brightens my day 75. You are one of the most loyal friends I've ever had 76. You always remember the little things 77. You can laugh at yourself 78. You're a very courteous person 79. I like your flippy hair! :D 80. We can talk for hours and never tire of each other's company 81. I feel like I've known you for the longest time 82. I am proud to call you my friend 83. You like animals :D 84. We can gush over Eric Northman xD 85. I like the clothes you wear -- they're just...Well, you. They're all like HAI! :D 86. We share similar views of society 87. & (Only David will get this one xP) 88. You're very affectionate 89. You don't mind listening to me babble 90. would never change a thing about you 91. You are one of the greatest aspects of my life right now 92. You are someone special 93. You inspire me to be more creative 94. You're sometimes a bad influence... But that's not so bad! XD 95. You are a good listener 96. You come up with good Huka combinations!! 97. You accept people for who they are 98. I often forget how old you are! :O 99. You know just what to say 100. 100 reasons isn't enough to list them all.
More Than Memory WickedKiss 2011-01-12 | People change. They say goodbye - maybe not always outright, but they say goodbye in their own way. People disappear. They move on. Further from everything - and you adapt. That's the way it goes, right? These three... They were important to me. They shaped me into who I am - they broke my heart, they gave me pain, but they gave me strength. They gave me happiness once. They deserve to be more than a forgotten memory of the past. This video is incomplete. I am hoping that I will be able to complete it in the future, but I have hardly any time to edit anymore. I have not touched this video in a couple of weeks. My other project... Even longer, and I am beginning to lose inspiration. I wanted to upload this here just in case - and perhaps get some feedback that may help me discover what to edit for the remainder of the song. Bobby (Tidus) filled me with hope and love. I adored him. He was sweet and amazing. All I wanted was to be with him, always. Everything was always so... Right. He was my Bibby Bob. I find myself wanting him still, even if he is unobtainable. Jamie (Sora) was my best friend. She and I shared about six or seven years together. We told each other everything and anything -- but I could never be what she needed, and that is another story entirely. In the end I just wasn't good enough for her. Joey (Zack) was everything to me when we were young. He was my best friend -- like a brother to me. He made me laugh even when all else was hopeless. He was my own personal sunlight, and when he took his own life it was like all the light in my life had been taken with him. These three were everything to me, and they still mean much to me, even now in this very distant and different time.
Always Connected WickedKiss 2010-12-17 | It's your birthday today. I wanted so badly to wish you a happy birthday, but I can't do that anymore. You wished me away - 'don't fucking talk to me anymore' - Well... You get your wish. I hope you meant it, because I can't play your game anymore. I don't want to play. I thought that if I stayed by your side, especially after everyone else left you behind, that I might be able to help you, somehow. And that maybe we'd be together again someday, and things would be like normal again. But there's nothing normal about this. Things will never be the same. It may even be a couple of years before someone makes me feel the way you have, but someday I will find someone else who makes me happy, and I am them. I deserve better than this, better than you. I may love you, but at some point love just is not enough. I wish it were enough, but you make it not enough. I doubt you'll even see this - You care so little now about what I'm up to, I doubt you even know my youtube anymore. But this is the only way I could allow myself to say happy birthday to you, so... Happy birthday.... Even if I'm hurt I really wish I could wish you a happy birthday today.... But this will have to be enough, because I can't allow myself to see you anymore. "You'll always have a place... Here in my heart. We'll always be connected -- and I love you."
Bioshock Land of Dreams WickedKiss 2010-12-13 | Trailer made for the GMV trailer thingy... Yea. No effects aside from some simple transitions. xD Yay for raw editing? o.ob Idk xD There's a few points i dont like but i think its okay overall. XD Juss different. xP Song - Idk some song from Inception Video - Bioshock 1 and 2 Editor - WickedKiss (Rawr :o) Hopefully this Bioshock video doesnt get stolen like my other one ~_~;
Where will our hearts go? WickedKiss 2010-11-08 | When I had started making this video, I was editing the way that I felt and my hopes that my dear friend (Sora) might come back for good someday... Sora and I (Riku) have known each other on and off for about seven years. I'm twenty one years old now... Seven years is a third of my life, that's a long time to know someone, to love someone. And I did love her, in every way that I could. She was my best friend. She was everything to me and more. I'd never cared so much about someone as I did for her. Sora was fragile. She used to get so upset over things. I wanted to protect her. I had this big sister kind of complex. I always wanted to make her smile. I would get so upset whenever something was hurting her - I'd always promise to make it go away, try my best to make her feel alright again, because when she wasn't happy, neither was I. When she cried I would cry too. When she smiled I was smiling too. Then she started leaving. Sora would leave me for months at a time - over a year at one point. Again and again she would crush me - because I needed her so badly. It may seem silly, but like I said before she was really all I had. I didn't make other friends. I didn't associate with other people. She was everything. When she left it was like she stole a little piece of me everytime. I would feel betrayed; hurt. I would feel like she didn't want me anymore. That she had better things to worry about. That I was useless, and that I meant nothing at all in her heart. Of course...She'd always come back, eventually. She'd come back and I would warily cast aside my doubts and take her in again, fall back into that familiar and happy step.Then she'd go again and leave me all alone. I think after a while I stopped believing in people. I began to believe that all things were temporary. What's the point of making friends and getting close to someone? In a year? Two? They'll be gone anyway, and you'll be all alone. Only this time you won't be able to find the 'you' you were before. It's like little pieces are missing. A chip here a crack there. And you're not like new anymore - you're just something someone threw away. That's how she made me feel when she was gone. I didn't make this video to hurt her. I didn't want to hurt her. Honestly I didn't even believe she was watching anymore.. She never trusted me. She never trusted me again in six years, and she believed what I say to be a lie. She said she should never have come back the first time and she was right. Over the years she's torn me apart. She might not believe It, but she can't feel what I feel. It might not seem like a big deal to her, but it was everything to me... I could never hate her. I'll always love her. She'll always have a special place within my heart that could never change. Nothing could change that. No matter what she said to me nothing could change, But I tell her how I really feel and all of a sudden 'what affection she had left for me' is gone. And I am better than that, Sora, if you're watching this now. I didn't love you because of the way you made me feel. If that were true I never would have become friends with you again so many times. I loved you for who you were no matter what you ever said or did. I still love you, even now. You never should have come back. Nothing will ever fill this void that I feel because you never trusted me anyway. You really believe I didn't actually love you? How can you say such things to me? Because I told you the truth? Don't come back again. Don't talk to me anymore. Keep all the pieces of me, I don't want them back, because I'm not the same little girl anymore, and I never will be. But don't you ever tell me that you didn't mean anything to me, or that all I ever said were lies. How could someone like me possibly care about someone like you? Don't kid yourself. Grow up Sora.
Let It Be The Last Time WickedKiss 2010-10-14 | Boy meets girl. Girl falls in love. Boy breaks her hart. ~ Classic, isn't it? Neither move on. Boy doesn't know what he wants. Girl doesn't know what to think. Girl doesn't know how to forget. Girl can't find how she felt before the love. Just more of my drama bs. I'm sure it's old, and I don't care. Vent video (Beta?) Yay for that. On a side note I'm not dead, though it feels like that somedays, huh? I'm not nearly as active as I used to be, and I apologize for that. I wish that I had the energy, motivation, or creation lately to put into video editing. I've been so busy lately. I moved twice, got a new job, got fired, got a new job, my cat almost died, up to my ears in bills I don't have the money to pay for, I almost crashed my car a 70mph and now my car is undrivable, etc. Yea, i'm busy. I can't even remember all of the meps/collabs etc i'm supposed to be in. If you haven't heard from me please contact me. I'm so stressed out right now I can't even figure out what all i'm supposed to be doing. Oh yea, and i'm failing college. Kind of failing at life atm. Literally. And I have boy drama. Don't you love boy drama? xD So i'm sorry for my non existence lately in the yt community. I'm still watching videos still trying to make an effort to edit from time to time, but i'm just really busy. Hope to be fully active again soon.
More Than Meets The Eye WickedKiss 2010-09-09 | My audition for Tabula Rasa: We Are the Hollow Ones So I wanted to make a new video, but not sure i'll have time at the moment...Well see! I got a few ideas, i think itd be cool, if i get in... XD Character choices / Descriptions: Aexl- An unhman man who belongs to an organization with unknown goals. Intelligent and calculating; he stands back and allows the rest of the organization to do whatever it wants. He follows orders, or at least when he is being watched, but he is working towards his own goals. Plotting to overthrow this organization for his own use; he plans to bring about the reserection of his old world, even at the cost of this one. He is neither good nor evil; but someplace in between. Yuna - Duo personality; one of light and one of darkness kind of idea. Possibly an entity inside of her - some difference about her when it goes from one to the next? idk xD just toying with the idea. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - He couldn't stay away. He'd hurt her many times before; scared her precious heart, tore away her hope, yet here he was standing there, calling out her name. He hadn't consciously tried to find her, but somehow he had anyway. And she could not turn away from him. Her love would not allow it, even if it pained her so. After all, who could love her? Certainly not this man. It could and would never work, and she knew this, but a part of her refused to accept it. So she smiled at him, asking why he'd come, but he didn't have the answer. He didn't know. He never did and she'd come to expect this of him, though it didn't lessen the pain in her heart. That she was not good enough. Could never be good enough for this man that she had no idea why she loved in the first place. She watched him walk out of her life again, tragically knowing he would come back to her in time only to leave once more, yet still she couldn't deny this need to see him. Need to hear his voice; and so she accepted the pain, gladly, for a chance to speak with him again. - - - - - Aside from personal reasons I also made this video to submit it into 11 tigers contest Don't you just love angsty Clearith vids? XD
Fairytale Dreamer WickedKiss 2010-08-04 | I won't say much about this one. People who know me or have been watching my videos for some time would know who this is about. 1:40-2:21 are memories. The video was taken from previous videos sharing a common theme; him. The text? Real conversation. Will we ever end up together? No, I think not. It's never to become, for I am not the one.
Obsidean WickedKiss 2010-07-09 | Yup...This is what I do when i'm bored at 3-6am... Random ~ But o so pretty colors XD
This Is War [BRS 1st Mep] WickedKiss 2010-07-08 | Between Reality Studios proudly presents our first MEP :D "The tragedy of war is that it uses man's best to do man's worst..." ~ Henry Fosdick Woah! It's finally done!! X_X Wow guys, this is amazing. I'm so proud of us all! This is awesome :D I am so happy to see all of our parts finally put together into something so amazing! It was an honor working with you all! Unfortunately Nej was quite busy with her personal life and was unable to participate in this first MEP, but she did make an a.m.a.z.i.n.g intro as well as help me with the watermarking :D - - - Memberlist by order of appearance - - - Intro ~ Nej17 http://www.youtube.com/user/Nej17 Part 1 ~ TheonlyDoylie http://www.youtube.com/user/TheonlyDoylie Part 2 ~ Spazzlings http://www.youtube.com/user/Spazzlings Part 3 ~ Flaring7 (iiSorax) http://www.youtube.com/user/iiSorax Part 4 ~ EmoLobster http://www.youtube.com/user/EmoLobster Part 5 ~ TheStormsSong http://www.youtube.com/user/TheStormsSong Part 6 ~ WickedKiss http://www.youtube.com/user/WickedKiss Part 7 ~ EvilMeRc8 http://www.youtube.com/user/EvilMeRc8 =( As you guys might have noticed Flaring7's account was suspended recently T_T If you have not already please subscribe to his new account iiSorax. Note: Some of us has individual stories, but it's to long to post D: So hopefully people will post up their parts with their individual stories if they feel like it xD - - Honors - - 7/8 ~ #38 - Top Favorited (Today)) - Entertainment #81 - Top Rated (Today)) - Entertainment
Ill Still Love You The Same. WickedKiss 2010-07-01 | "Maybe...Maybe that's why it hurts...When I...When I think about us never being together again at all...I'm afraid." This has been finished for over a week......I just didn't upload it until now. I've watched it I don't know how many times, thought on it, questioned it. I finally decided to upload it. You know... It's funny. This video is almost four minutes long. I haven't had a video over two minutes in years, and even two minutes is rare. It's funny that something like this would be the video that I never cut the song at all.. It's been a rough last few weeks for me, though I guess...I wouldn't tell you how rough it has been. You've got enough power over me, I think... You're asking for time. I can do that, I think. Even if it hurts, cause I think you're worth hurting for... Time to think, time to decide. I'm not good at expressing how I really, but I'm not cold. I want you to know how much I care about you, how much you mean to me. I don't think it would make a difference. It might just make matters worse, so I'll keep it to myself. Someday I'll tell you what you mean to me...... Adamo Bobby, ut tribuo meus pectus pectoris; habeo spes -edit- I loved you. I trusted you. What am I left with now? My heart hurts. My head hurts. I feel sick inside. I trusted you, I loved you, and I'm just some girl. Gl with the rest of your life.
