MAX / マックスrecently ive been obsessed w/ animal crossing to the point where it's probably unhealthy so i decided to cover one of my fav k.k. slider songs!!!!
but rly i havent been able to put my 3ds down for months why is this game so addicting ? ???? ?
K.K. Moody (Lyrical Cover)【MAX】MAX / マックス2017-03-05 | recently ive been obsessed w/ animal crossing to the point where it's probably unhealthy so i decided to cover one of my fav k.k. slider songs!!!!
but rly i havent been able to put my 3ds down for months why is this game so addicting ? ???? ?
scop (original song, instrumental) JubyPhonic (english lyrics) 72desuyo (thumbnail art) Nagisa (mix/master) MAX (that me :3) (vocals)
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tonight i give my body up to him for you alone, i’d carry any sin
trust me when i say, you’re rare in every way i prefer to speak my mind these aren’t pretty lies, no
ah, i’m so in love with you and yet all that i see inside your eyes upon me are other people i’d rather see dead look at me and look at only me i beg
my heart will ring a sound but quietly it bathes in black with filthy chords i sing
the men before i knew, yes, they’re nothing next to you i don’t care what past you keep future’s all i’m wanting
ah, i wanna fill this hole of greed all that is mine, my body, heart deep inside whatever i need to give to be free come excite me lemme feel the burning heat
i lay inside an exhibition, small and dark holding a love covered in dust, just like my heart i don’t believe that this is true love you would call so i need to show you that i’m serious, i’ll show them all
ah, i’d do it all for you and me hair that i lose, tearing my nails from the root cutting a pinky or two if it means that these feelings carry for eternity
instagram - @gayd0tpng twitter - @maxcalderon_yt, @gaydotpngHanamaru Pippi Wa Yoiko Dake【Osomatsu-san OP 1】(Cover)【MAX】はなまるぴっぴはよいこだけMAX / マックス2020-09-06 | ☆☆☆
it was a CRIMINAL OFFENSE to love this show so much and NOT cover one of the OPs so i decided to cover one of my personal favorites!!! (at least the one that had a decent instrumental qwq)
this video was originally uploaded with some clips from the anime, but i got a copyright claim from that qwq so i had to reupload with a more boring but less copyright-prone video haha
also i'm so sorry for my absence!!! i've been using a new medication recently and honestly i've started to feel really good, so i had more motivation to branch out and do more things now that i wasn't held back by my anxiety qwq !!! i started doing more art and lots of other things irl tht i was enjoying so much i kinda forgot about my channel for a bit!!! rly sorry!
i'm probably going to be uploading less now that i'm doing more things irl bc i wont really have time to record and make videos that much, but i still will be active on twitter (@/gaydotpng, @/maxcalderon_yt2) and hopefully soon, twitch (also @/gaydotpng)!!! so be sure to follow me there so you never miss a post ^^
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AOP (original song, instrumental) MAX (tht me :0) (video, vocals) Nagisa (mix/master)
instagram - @procyon.png twitter - @maxcalderon_yt2 deviantart - @spaceegayyelectric knife (Cover)【MAX】MAX / マックス2020-07-19 | i will love you 'till your face is blue :)
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i haven't posted anything in a while cause of some personal stuff goin on rn and i felt kinda bad abt it and i missed having smth to upload so!!! i took some time to put this short cover together for y'all!!!
i'm sorry it isn't very long but it IS a song tht i've wanted to cover for a long time and i was excited to do it so QwQ i hope y'all like it anyways
love u guys and stay safe!!!
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Ferry (original song, video) MAX (it me) (mix/master/vocals)
all i want is a nice electric knife i wonder if that man was the one who broke the neck bone of his wife she asked him nicely to change to channel 5 but then the motherfucker snapped got up and went to end her life
all i want for christmas is my two front teeth all i want for christmas is my two front teeth all i want for christmas is my two front teeth loving boyfriend left some by the tree for me
i will love you 'till your face is blue i will love you 'till your face is blue i will love you 'till your face is blue i will love you 'till your face is blue i will love you 'till your face is blue i will love you 'till your face is blue i will love you 'till your face is blue i will love you 'till your face i
i was debating putting this video up at all when all these horrible things are happening, but i decided to go ahead and do it so i could share donation sites and resources to help people during these trying times.
i've already donated what i can in support of these protests and these beautiful people, and i would love if you could do the same. anything helps.
black lives matter. this should not be a debate. please support our black brothers and sisters. and to all the black folk struggling right now, i understand that i will never understand, but i stand with you. we're in this together. much love ♡
how many shrimps do you have to eat before you make your skin turn pink? eat too much and you'll get sick shrimps are pretty rich
nande aitsura wa pinku? doubutsu-en de omou to pinku tabemono de, sou nanda jitsu wa watashi wa tarako ga daisuki purasu ebi kani tabeyo pinku iro ni naru no dakara minna chigau iro ningen-de kanchigai shiteru yo ne
black, white, green or blue show off your natural hue flamingo, oh oh ooh if you're multicouloured that's cool too
you don't need to change it's boring being the same flamingo, oh oh oh you're pretty either way
tsuru no shippo shita ni mukatte magetara furamingo imi fumei dakedo omoshiroi deshou niji iro ni somatte sekai kyou mo chikyuu no doko ka de ebi wo mushamusha tabete furamingo wa, pinku iro ni somatte ikuze 1, 2, 3!
black, white, green or blue show off your natural hue flamingo, oh oh oh if you're multicouloured that's cool too
you don't need to change it's boring being the same flamingo, oh oh oh you're pretty either way
flamingo
how many shrimps do you have to eat before you make your skin turn pink? eat too much and you'll get sick shrimps are pretty rich
green or blue show off your natural hue flamingo, oh oh oh if you're multicouloured that's cool too
you don't need to change it's boring being the same flamingo, oh oh oh you're pretty either way
instagram - @procyon.png twitter - @maxcalderon_yt2 deviantart - @spaceegayyCommon World Domination (English Cover)【MAX】ありふれたせかいせいふくMAX / マックス2020-04-01 | with a tinfoil hat and the stove on MAX ;)
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really? another pinocchio-p cover??? YES and i am not sorry for it i love pinocchio-p's music so much tht i cant help but cover all of his songs okay??? theyre so good!!!!!!!! plus theyre like. all ive been listening to ever since this whole quarantine thing started. whoops lol
Closing in around, the classroom walls are coming down For the snail, clicking tongues will play a melody Predator and prey, the very same Both hate the bitter taste Peppers red? Or green? A true discovery!
Cute and now, every cooler kid around, Belong to you somehow So I vote “YES” And take the mandatory survey, lies in my head
It hurt, it hurt, its hurting me so badly But I couldn’t go against their word…
Saying [oh thank you] and [good morning] too [I am sorry] all the words you knew Everything will be just a memory of a long forgotten time Turning fourteen soon then it’s fourty-two Better dance then ra-ta-ta Anyone? Anyone? Please save them if you can
Angering to littering, the final Grand Prix See the sweet summer child in it’s irony Lovers on display, to the cruel invaders that we hate Are the same? Just meat? Testing a theory
Sirloin’s best, even edible nests, Belong to you I guess So whisper “YES” Cause all those spy logs are a secret from the rest
Afraid, afraid, afraid of all the scary stuff Let me sleep and drift away...
Feeling [happiness], feeling [woefulness] Even pranks that make it all a mess Everything will be monitored in me, regulating what is left Sato-san too, Suzuki-san you Better sing then la-la-la Any day, any day, soon you won’t even know your name
So becoming friends is a happy ending? Never make a friend and you’ll have nowhere to go? Like a really bloody passport, so free The time to decide is soon drawing nigh Sooner, sooner, so make up your mind
Saying [bye] to you and a [good night] too [See ya later], all the words you knew Everything will end and it won’t connect to a long forgotten time Tanaka-san too, Takahashi-san you Better laugh then ha-ha-ha Anyone? Anyone?...Anyone? Anyone? Anyone?
Saying [oh thank you] and [good morning] too [I am sorry] all the words you knew Everything will be just a memory of a long forgotten time With a tinfoil hat, and the stove on max Better dance then ra-ta-ta Anyone? Anyone? Please save them if you can
I hide I hide in iodine words It's something inexplicable It's something unaccountable I cry I cry when anything hurts Vexatious, my amygdala that I can't do a thing about
The tricks and trivials of every twenty-four Maybe you could tone it down a little more And I and I dunno Oh, all I ever knew before were clusters of holes
An eye for an eye That's how the game works In losing my autonomy A mutilated part of me And I defy the way the game works Between you and me, it's only getting worse
From the mouth of a cauterized rag doll Supplications to leave him alone From the mouth of the cauterized rag doll Throw the nails away and leave him alone
I don't know where the thoughts are coming from Pull my strings and swallow ichor Fire burns and the rags are torn apart I can't inhale anymore
'Cus all I ever know are HOLES
Today something changed I figured it's true The frontal lobe placed me behind my own strings 'Cus I defy the way the game works I'll say it again I'm only getting worse
The dull assumptions that I've tasted decency Waiting for the embers to lose their glow And I and I dunno Oh, all I've ever seen before were clusters of holes
Waiting for the world to burn Waiting for the holes to close, now Waiting for the world to burn Waiting for the holes to close, now
I can't see the holes in my memories The fire and I, alone again The guilt and I, alone again
Say we take what had been torn apart Say we mend any patchwork discord Turning eyes to the trypo-puppeteer I can't exhale anymore So, one two three, and we'll tie the tourniquet Pull my skin and swallow ichor Fire burns and the rags are torn apart I can't inhale anymore
Day by day and day after day I'm causing trouble anyway Pull the fire alarm I never meant any harm Never meant any harm
Well, say my limbs are torn apart and all the stuffing falls out Let the toy wind down It should've never been wound I never meant any harm
Say we take what had been torn apart Say we mend any patchwork discord Turning eyes to the trypo-puppeteer Waiting for the world to burn
So, one two three, and we'll tie the tourniquet Larvae eating away at everything Word goes 'round, I'm the trypo-puppeteer Laugh along, I'm spreading holes
Now I know this has always been my fault and I can't inhale anymore
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here's more pinocchio-p since i can't get enough!!!! this is my first cover using my own english lyrics so i'm super nervous about how you guys are gonna responddd i wrote these lyrics last year and i never really did anything with them because i was too embarrassed to share them with you guys aaaa i was debating even putting this up at all but i finally got the courage to qwq so i really hope you like them !!!
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Pinocchio-P (original song, instrumental, illustration) Alece (mix/master) (go check her out here! youtube.com/channel/UC0dYCDpFDI_B8pNfQcgTiCQ) MAX (thts me!) (english lyrics, subtitles)
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I thought I maybe understood it Everything and anything, but I should just forget it Watching this world from above, omnipotent And the junk food in my stomach's at it's limit Karma's lost and forgotten, and the future remains ever uncertain Even as years went by, the tyrant that I despised, turned around and flashed a smile
Pointless to speak up, it's pointless so just give up Lethargic and ignorant, starting to be apathetic My fear of being hurt is lying down beneath; I want to be loved without loving Karma's lost and forgotten, and the future remains ever uncertain They say that the heavens are looking over our lives, but that's nothing but a big lie
Is everybody working hard, working hardly on the things you really hate and despise? (yeah!) Are you sneering at your peers as you continue on with your daily life? (yeah!) Are you a good person, despite? (yeah!) Are you evil and full of spite? (yeah!) This is unrelated, but do you want to go to a party with me tonight?
My blood and tears remaining unshed, kindness and empathy are running out, and yet Even if our scattered thoughts and big ideas collide We all have our organs inside (yeah!) Even if you leave and go on ahead, even if I knew that words were being unsaid Even if we cried so hard our little bodies had died We'd still have our organs inside Yeah, yeah... Yeah, yeah...
Someone says that they're hurting inside, And another says they've committed a crime "Maybe they're both liars deep down inside" But everyone turns and they put it aside Karma's lost and forgotten, and the future remains ever uncertain You can yell and you can scream as wildly as you like, but everything remains the same, right?
Is everybody working hard, working hardly on the things you really hate and despise? (yeah!) Can you profit off of sitting doing nothing and still make it in this dull life? (yeah!) Has something happened that was nice? (yeah) Did the result make you think twice? (yeah) This is unrelated, but do you want to go bargain shopping with me tonight?
I might lose sight of what's ahead, I might search and find nothing, coming emptyhanded If the worst comes to worst I could sell 'em but I Still have all my organs inside (yeah!) Even if you're pretty on the outside, even if you hate what is sitting on the inside Everyone's the same when you peel your skin and open up wide We all have our organs inside
Is everybody working hard, working hardly on the things you really hate and despise? (yeah!) Is everybody working hard, working hardly on the things you really hate and despise? (yeah!) Karma's lost and forgotten, and the future remains ever uncertain This is unrelated, but can you scream really loudly for me tonight?
My blood and tears remaining unshed, kindness and empathy are running out, and yet Even if our scattered thoughts and big ideas collide We all have our organs inside (yeah!) Even if you leave and go on ahead, even if I knew that words were being unsaid Even if we cried so hard our little bodies had died We'd still have our organs inside (yeah!)
No matter how sweet, no matter your kindess No matter the trauma, no matter the stress Comparing apples and comparing oranges Empathy and hatred rain down, nonetheless
Even if you're pretty on the outside, even if you hate what is sitting on the inside Everyone's the same when you peel your skin and open up wide We're nothing but organs inside Yeah yeah... Yeah yeah...
hey everyone! due to certain current circumstances, me and a bunch of other people have been quarantined inside our homes. luckily for me, i already work from my home so this isn't too much of an issue, but for lots of other people, this is a super huge deal! so i'm taking this chance to say that i'm super sorry to all of the people stuck in their homes because of this virus, and my heart goes out to all of those who have been affected. stay calm, don't panic, and wash your hands! i hope you all stay safe out there ♡
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Myth & Roid (original song, lyrics) Studio Madhouse (MV illust) Nagisa (mix/master) MAX (thts me!) (MV, vocals)
I AM VERY, VERY CRAZY, VERY eien ni tomaranai sekai no subete kono koukuu no naka
(one, two, three, four)
saa iza yami no naka de bansan kai wo daremo karemo shokuryou e to CAN'T STOP, CAN'T STOP, EATING CAN'T STOP, CAN'T STOP, NOT ENOUGH
"Anything can be eaten, even if you say no... Hahaha!"
inochi zukushi furu koosu wo mikaku ni bouryoku kairaku wo DON'T STOP, DON'T STOP, FEEDING DON'T STOP, DON'T STOP, ONE MORE BITE
aa, tarinai, akinai genzai no shoudou yo
I AM VERY, VERY CRAZY, VERY eien ni tomaranai yoku ni kuwareta mouja no gou I WANNA GO VERY, VERY TASTY, VERY seidai ni utage wo sekai no subete kono koukuu no naka
I JUST WANT TO EAT HOW TASTY IT IS
(one, two, three, four)
nanimo kanimo wo kono sojou e to risei sae mo hoshoku taishou CAN'T STOP, CAN'T STOP, EATING CAN'T STOP, CAN'T STOP. LOST MYSELF
yurusarenai, yamanai honnou no zaijou
YOU'RE BERRY, BERRY, LIKE A BERRY ureta akai tsubu no you ni kamiware tareru seimei no Sauce I'M ALSO BERRY, BERRY, WE'RE BERRIES gunshou na monotachi yo atokata mo naku tsubusare kieyuke
I JUST WANT TO EAT HOW TASTY IT IS
tsumi to yobu nara ii deshou haji to yobu no mo ii deshou yokubou wa honnou-o shuuaku wo koutei seyo
I AM VERY, VERY CRAZY, VERY eien ni tomaranai yoku ni kuwareta mouja no gou I WANNA GO VERY, VERY TASTY, VERY seidai ni utage wo sekai no subete kono koukuu no naka
I AM VERY, VERY HUNGRY, VERY VERY, VERY TASTY, VERY...
I’m really grateful, I swear on my life I live on without any woe or strife And it’s all because, you people way up there Look down at me and pet and give me care
If I was alone, there’s no way I would survive But I guess because I’m trapped there’s no way I could try Freedom is a lie in social cage’s eye
Nobody knows my name and I can’t live up to Other people’s expectations So how should I get people to love me?
“Ugh, it’s easier to deal with assholes after all, isn’t it?”
Well then, I’ll have some fun!
Drown in the dance of the beast I’ve chosen! Identity gone haywire So, come on now! Let me hear you roar! "Roar, roar, roar, roar, roar, roar, roar!"
Cast aside any humanity in your brain Or you’ll be at the bottom of the chain You wanna be loved? Then raise your voice up! "Roar, roar, roar, roar, roar, roar" From inside the cage, you snub.
"Verse 2!"
Solitude is something that I’m not allowed Yet I still feel like there’s no one around I’m shackled within this cage all safe and sound
No matter how good of a puppy I am Nobody would ever look my way So, what is anyone supposed to do?
“Just as I thought, the people with the biggest mouths have the most advantages in life.”
So let’s open ours up!
Drown in the song of the beast I’ve chosen Everyone promises their devotion Even more an’ more Let me hear you roar! "Roar, roar, roar, roar, roar, roar, roar!"
Throw away any humanity you might have had For the sake of your selfish complaints That’s enough, I’ve gotten too rough! "Roar, roar, roar, roar, roar, roar" But this collar’s a handcuff
“You’re a fool if you dance, and a fool if you just look on.” “Roaaaaaar” “Mm-mm, mm-mmmmm, I hate that, I hate that, I hate that” “Roaaaaaar” “Only a fake idiot is afraid of loneliness” “Idiots all like being exclusive” “Just disappear already!” “No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.” “Hey listen, I’m an idiot too, ya know.” “Ugh, I feel like nothing matters anymore." “You could be a little nicer to me, ya know” “Roaaaaaar” "I mean, I still have my pride, but it can’t exactly replace your life, you know."
"You can only love those you look down on right? Well then, we’re the same!”
Your belly should be shown!
Surrender yourself to the dance of the beast! Identity is now gone Now, let’s go! Let me hear you roar! "Roar, roar, roar, roar, roar, roar, roar!"
Cast aside any humanity in your brain Or you’ll be at the bottom of the chain You wanna be loved? Then raise your voice up! "Roar, roar, roar, roar, roar, roar" Pretend your a dumbass, though All your senses never go
i had a rough 2019 so i dedicate this song to all of the people tht i love that were able to help me through w/out these special people i truly don't know where i would be so. thank you. i truly love and appreciate you, even if i don't say it enough!!!!
ANYWAYS enough sad stuff!!! let's get hyped for 2020!!!!! i've got some cool stuff tht i'm gonna upload this year and i rly hope you guys like everything as much as i do!
once again, HUGE shoutout to nagisa for helping w/ the mixing. couldn't have done it w/out him!!! big love 2 u ♥♥♥♥
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PinocchioP (original song, instrumental, illustration) Yuma Saito (video) rachie (english lyrics) go check out her video here!: youtube.com/watch?v=cNoy_b_JYU0 Nagisa (mix/master) MAX (thts me!) (thumbnail art)
Staring off into the sky, in the middle of the night I remembered a call we had, we were laughing all the time Even though it should’ve been kinda scary Other people would’ve made me feel wary But whenever I’m with you I feel like I can really smile
Through the alleys behind the streets, I’ve always walked apart Holding twisted realities at the bottom of my heart Letting rain beat down upon me And avoiding the sun where I could see I was so surprised to find your hand so warm in mine
In a childish sort of reverie was us Overflowing full of happiness But we always held on tight no matter what and it was enough Just as if it was our first love
We watched the sunset, me and you We sent memes of cute puppies too We would get so offended over stupid trivial news We’d laugh while watching parodies And cry while listening to comedies Two lonely and broken souls having the time of their lives I’m glad that you’re you, that I’m me, and for us two I’m kinda glad that you’re evil too
Hearts beating were almost one, too small to understand Both dreaming of rising up to the world and fighting back Spending time alone with each other Saying things that sounded just like the other Two different people dreaming of the life they’ll have
Even in the dark, I know there’s hope for us In the form of fleeting happiness If I fall I know you’ll stop and turn around and help me stand Just as if we were little kids again
We watched the fireworks, me and you We ate good food together too We would get so absorbed in whatever we set out to do We’d laugh while staring down the void And cry while listening to vocaloid Two lonely and broken souls messing around with their lives I’m glad that you’re you, that I’m me, and for us two I’m kinda glad that you’re evil too I’m kinda glad that you’re evil too
When I tried to look like I was trying I just wound up feeling just like I was lying I can’t be good no matter what but you held me close and it was enough Just as if it was our first love
We watched the sunset, me and you We sent memes of cute puppies too We would get so offended over stupid trivial news We’d laugh while watching parodies And cry while listening to comedies Two lonely and broken souls having the time of their lives
Though both of us will die one day Though this life is useless anyway When you’re here by my side, you make me feel like it’ll be okay And yet we laughed despite it all At this life which has no meaning at all Two lonely and broken souls leaning on each other’s sides I’m glad that you’re you, that I’m me, and for us two I’m kinda glad that you’re evil too
When the day starts anew, hope I spend it with you I’m glad that I fell in love with you
kurai oshiro de hirakareta hitorikiri de hajimaru ochakai kago no naka no kotorisa-n anata watashi to odorimasho
(la la la la...) yasumu koto mo naku (la la la la...) te wo tataku (lala la lala la...) owaru koto no nai himitsu no KARUNIBARU
KAGOME yo KAGOME okashi wa ikaga? akairo to aoiro no ame okashi no ie ni deguchi wa nai yo SHI-RIASU na koe de ko-u sasayaku
"kagami yo kagami"
sekai de dare yori mo ITAZURA sukina no wa dare desu ka? "sore wa anata desu" to utsuru watashi ga warau (watashi wa anata anata wa dare?) KIRAKIRA to wareru DAREKA no egao (anata wa watashi watashi wa dare?) kokoro ni sasaru EGOIZUMU
lalalala... lalalala... darenimo naisho yo lalalala... lalalala... hajimari no oshimai
anata ga nokoshita PURESEN-TO wa doko? doko, doko, DOKO nano? karappo no kutsushita dare ga koroshi dare ga naru? dare ga narasu ka kane no ne wo? "sore wa... watashi yo" DAREKA no koe ga hibiku
en-taku wo kakomu no wa kawaiso-una komadori de yasa-shiku dakishimete kakaeage nigirishime koboredasu yuetsu no emi
nakami wo kuri-nuita KABOCHA no FEISU MANEK-I-N darake de odore yashinai
anata to watashi kago no naka anata mo watashi (chiguhagu)
NEJI ga ugoki wo tome odoru koto no nai OOTOMATA kyojitsu ni sainamare soshite daremo ga kieru
HIDOI sekai de
watashi to odorimasho? ikiteru furi wo shita KUKKU ROBIN okashi no oshiro ni wa kowareta majo ga hitori
(anata wa watashi anata wa dare?) kabe ni made kakaru akai ju-utan
(watashi wa anata anata wa dare?) nin-gyou asobi TSUMARANAI
(watashi wa watashi anata wa dare?) tsukiyo ni kagayaku JAKKU RANTA-N
(watashi wa watashi anata wa jama) otsugi no oaite wa dare kashira
O tsukisama tsurete TONIGHT☆ Arawareshi sugata (Nihiruna koe de LET'S SHOUT!) Koyoi wa PARTY TIME♪ Kizana serifu de Nerau (emono wa) Nigasa (nai!) Watasa (nai!) Ereganto ni sanjō!
(Dare da! Omae wa!?!)
Yamiyo made (mikata shite) Taka warau (sora e) (Jan!) dokoni!? (Jan!) iru no!? Sakebu koe!? (Tasukete~!) WAIT! WAITING! Machi nasai!
(Sagase!) Shanderia mo (Kocchi ka?) Gochisō mo (Mattete!) DRESS-tachi mo mai agaru↑↑↑ Mabataki kinshi ne! HIGH TENSION VOICE de (Byun! Byun!) Hade ni yatchaō yo! (Gyun! Gyun!) Gōkai THE☆FREEDOM! Aryarya korya korya Sō! (Kai!) Mei!(Kai!) Ji!(Sai!) PHANTOM THIEF!!!
Iketeru CASTING de Supottoraito wo (Hitoriji me shite hahhān!) Koyoi wa owan nāi! Sono takurami wa Tsūyō (shinai yo!) Yurusa (nai!) Mitome (nai!) Saikōchō ni FANFARE!
Kidotteru (sono taido!) Shōtai wa (dareda!?) (Howattsu!?) Inai! (Howattsu!?) Nande!? Kie chatta!?!? (Karei ni♪) Kemuri dororon!
(Sagase!) Shanderia mo (Kocchi ka?) Gochisō mo (Mattete!) DRESS-tachi mo mai agaru↑↑↑ Mabataki kinshi ne! HIGH TENSION VOICE de (Byun! Byun!) Hade ni yatchaō yo! (Gyun! Gyun!) Gōkai THE☆FREEDOM! Aryarya korya korya Sai! (Kai!) Mei! (Kai!) Ji! (Sai!) PHANTOM THIEF!!!
father said that this world isn't for me i tried to pray for a new reality ''so, come to me, we can change night into day.'' a tied up moth seemed to know a different way
don't remember it don't return to it (oh)
father tore out the umbilical cord there's nothing left in the bottle keeping me scored we'll abandon the scenery in the (don't remember it) (don't return to it) rear-view mirror
a petty line of white noise pack up your bags and throw out the toys three strikes, and ''honey, i'm home!'' three voices come from the gramophone a vivisection of me yielded the start of a mystery say ''hello! honey i'm home!" three voices come from the gramophone
god returned with the moth chained to his hand "there's so many things that you'll never understand.. so come to me, we can change night into day you'll hold my hand so you never go astray."
god devoured that of father
a spider preaching with poison on its lips "to get out of here is to promise me a kiss" the abandonment of scenery in the... mind of mother
don't remember it don't return to it
so, with advice of the dead and a halo over my head at last ''honey, i'm home!" three voices come all alone a vivisection of me done by god for all to see say ''hello! honey, i'm home!" three voices come all alone
Basically, I bet you'll see At first, I'm not quite what I seem Every day is just the same Picking names, repeating faces Everything is show and tell And things are played off somewhat well Holding hands, we're rather bored Nothing lines up anymore
I could never understand How first impressions go unplanned Everybody hides their face How could I have noticed? Nonetheless, we're all the same There's many things from where we came Show a smile, we're rather bored Nothing lines up anymore
Turn around about a new view Bring about the fear inside you Make a storm of tears and anger Never mind, don't worry 'bout me We've disposed of our contention Do our best to avoid attention "Just accept the things you know" Well, maybe so...
Wait What is going on here? I'm a little out of sorts I've been contemplating fallacies and things that scare me "Why not try to let go?" I've been feeling out of order I'm allowing change, so take a good look; This is me This is what I've come to be This is what I've come to be
Look away 'cause we forgot The apathy that's tied in knots Hearing our every thought Everything is show and tell And things are played off somewhat well All because we're rather bored Nothing matters anymore
Moving along, dancing along, playing along I am Waiting for it, preparing it, looking for it I am Feeling around, messing around, looking at you I am Laughing a lot, losing a lot, looking at you I am
Oh, what the hell should I do? I've been feeling out of order I've been sorta noticing fallacies and things that see me Surely you've always known I'm a little out of sorts First impressions reborn This is what I've come to be This is what I shouldn't be This is what I wanna be
[adlib by ethan] I am living for it; you are lying for it I am trying to recall the things I'm dying to tell you We can't wait to show you, it's too late to call you- Jump the gate to slip through (Keyhole views hide taboo meetings)
instagram - @spaceegayy twitter - @maxcalderon_yt deviantart - @spaceegayyWhen The Partys Over (Cover) Piano Arr.【MAX】 ☆1K SUBS SPECIAL☆MAX / マックス2018-12-06 | ☆☆☆
i'll only hurt you if you let me
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WE REACHED 1,000+ SUBS GUYS OMG !!!!!!!!!! i am so happy and so LUCKY to have all of you guys !!! words cannot describe how much i appreciate each and every one of you. you guys are awesome !!! ♡♡♡♡
don't you know i'm no good for you i've learned to lose you, can't afford to tore my shirt to stop you bleedin' but nothin' ever stops you leavin'
quiet when i'm coming home and i'm on my own i could lie, say i like it like that, like it like that i could lie, say i like it like that, like it like that
don't you know too much already i'll only hurt you if you let me call me friend but keep me closer and i'll call you when the party's over
quiet when i'm coming home and i'm on my own and i could lie, say i like it like that, like it like that yeah i could lie, say i like it like that, like it like that
but nothing is better sometimes once we've both said our goodbyes let's just let it go let me let you go
quiet when i'm coming home and i'm on my own i could lie, say i like it like that, like it like that i could lie, say i like it like that, like it like that
jdsk i havent posted in forever and this vid doesnt have an end screen I KNOW i just changed my Lewk(tm) so i'm in the process of making a new one sksks DONT BE MAD AT ME
also AAASJDFKSDKJALJG I LOVE HOW THIS ONE TURNED OUT !!! i'd actually had this recorded for a long time but i never had the time (or courage q~q) to actually sit down and mix it haha,,,
so THANKFULLY i got my good friend Jas to mix it for me ! please please pleaaaase go check out her channel! she is severely underrated and her voice is amazing! a link to her channel is in the credits below ^^
i've also been DYING to use one of narumi's instrumentals for a cover sksjdskss THEY'RE ALL SO GOOD!! she's ALSO severely underrated and only has about 1000+ subscribers and sjdkfs she deserves so much more she's so amazing at piano and !! SHE MAKES REALLY GOOD INSTRUMENTALS!!! so please go check her out too !!! a link to her channel is also down with the credits !
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HΔG (original song)
narumi (instrumental) vvv check her out here! vvv bit.ly/2CAKC95
Mili (english lyrics)
jasminelikesmusic (mix, master) vvv check her out here! vvv bit.ly/2CzCoxQ
what seems to be endless pointless colourless it’s a mess, you know this hopeless life of mine no friends to be with i’m really so jealous of all the beautiful colours of yours
heavy shadows, scary nightfall erase all the lines i’ve got i want to scream but can’t open my mouth a broken piece of chalk is enough to connect the dots because i’m still alive there must be a meaning, right?
people in this world are colourful the ugly and the beautiful make up colours in this world hey just pick up your pencil crayons and be colourful i’m sure this world is wonderful
showered in happiness my blossoming friendship it’s a bless, i know your kindness led my way ‘cause of my wariness i was so blinded from all the unusual colours of mine
to think that i was so scared over nothing at all i guess i was too young to know myself in the future even if my lines are all tangled up i’ll still be alive and that’s what matters, right?
people in this world are incredible so strong and so admirable each one is a miracle hey just pick up your pencil crayons and stay colourful you see? this world is wonderful
even though i may not be able to erase all my mistakes i can paint on another page because everyone around you have always lived that way there’s so much to your life everything will be alright
people in this world are colourful the ugly and the beautiful make up colours in this world hey just pick up your pencil crayons and be colourful because this world is wonderful
wow i am REALLY on an Eve kick right now haha,, i've been binge-listening to all of their songs and i'm just in looove! you guys can definitely expect more covers like this in the future (((o(*゚▽゚*)o)))
i'd also like to give a huge shoutout to my wonderful friend Annie (goo.gl/jskuh6) for being my mixer! please please PLEAAASE go check her out when you have the time! she's a wonderful singer and deserves so much more recognition! (ʘ言ʘ╬)
knew it already fine, misery inside at myself, i would laugh, fallen down behind but i don’t know a thing, love or losing, see? so i threw to the side any human in me
if i live a lie of shallow words and empty replies then what am i?
hitting walls of a stage that i couldn’t break then it stuck in my head, gotta run away playing out like a scene, posing every lead near the end of the show, waiting in the wing, see?
run to front stage, you’re all actors anyway, no one to watch, you’re all part of the play
there’s no one inside me there’s no one that’s hiding always been me, empty, a body but nobody here to see
so hurry up and bite down whoever you found game over, give it up now mayday, a double agent struggling over love and discontent
and here i wait for something to twist the plot dramatically again
oh you too yes yes so take a deep breath you know how this’ll all end head shot, we took it too far but if you aim, go for the heart we’re pulling at the boundary, unseen a curtain dyed in black soon came to be
and knowing that those eyes are watching...
broke it all with a touch if i do recall hiding all of the shame, all i did was fall we were young, never bound by a single sin til before we could see, we were monsters in skin
but even if i had tried to move on, why can’t i leave my past?
“considering it’s you, better give up soon” “cuz no matter what you do, you will always lose” and then i was alone way before i knew blocking every little thought that i couldn’t sit through
all they want now is safety from what’s around waiting for help but never learning how
i don’t wanna think now i’ll play dumb anyhow always been me, empty, a body but nobody here to see
so standing at the front line and maybe this time i’ll be there with a flag high outmatched but easygoing never gonna need a script with me
and here i keep them burning to twist the plot dramatically again
oh you too yes yes so take a deep breath swear that you’ll see me again one chance is all i have now and so i better make it count climatic ending, come see the final act, i’m shaken to my knees
yet crying and lonely
the world that i locked out is nowhere to find the people who mocked me are gone from my sight emotions and feelings are useless to keep the tears that had fallen were not mine to weep
the kindness and warmth, i can’t feel them at all the hands that are offered, i’m scared that i’ll fall the hole dug inside me can’t hold any love instead, you can see me break down from above
hey, remember when you saw that they were nearing their end? and you looked like you were laughing at the pain they were in but what did you see? oh really what could it be well, take a breath ‘cuz you’ll need it, so c’mon
saying always been me, empty, a body but nobody here to see
so hurry up and bite down whoever you found game over, give it up now mayday, a double agent struggling over love and discontent
and here i wait for something to twist the plot dramatically again
oh you too yes yes so take a deep breath you know how this’ll all end head shot, we took it too far but if you aim, go for the heart we’re pulling at the boundary, unseen a curtain dyed in black soon came to be
instagram - @spaceegayy, @maxcalder0n twitter - @maxcalderon_yt deviantart - @spaceegayyPOP TEAM EPIC OP 【MAX】 ポプテピピックMAX / マックス2018-06-01 | - WOWZA this took a while to make but i feel like it was worth it! i even made myself a new ~sexy~ end screen to go along with it! i had SUCH a great time making this and i really hope you guys like it !
minareta keshiki ni hisomu idea itsudatte kimi wa kanshi sareteru kurukuru nobana musubiawasete mawaru aoiro no kareidosukoopu
muishiki baiasu daremo shiranai sonzai riyuu
kurikaeshi omoiegaku supiro gurafu hakai to souzou no kikagaku moyou uchikiri no saki de mata aeru yo parareru waarudo tabi shite chiribameru negai ni kidzuite sekai wo rimeiku
sukima mo nai semakurushii oniwa konagona ni shite torikaeruyo mu kara umare mu ni kaere! zenbu nando demo disutopia wo koete
mata owakare ne tsugi no sekai de matteru kara
modorenai hengen no mandara omoide mo kuzurete shimae imi ga nai kimi mo wasurerun dake nandomo te wo furu watashi wa kori mo sezu hikari aterun da sekai wo rimeiku
instagram - @spaceegayy, @maxcalder0n twitter - @maxcalderon_yt deviantart - @spaceegayyVivi (English Cover) Acoustic Ver.【MAX】 ビビMAX / マックス2018-04-24 | - ☆ hello hello hello !!! ☆ my friend kami did a short cover of this song a while ago on her soundcloud and it inspired me to make my own!!! (pls follow + subscribe to her she's amazing ghfjgjkd youtube.com/channel/UC_lTQHZuJg6XPFf3epFR7Mg soundcloud.com/kamitaite)
i'm uploading this super late over here and i'm so exhausted ughg _(-ω-`_) im gonna go to bed like.... RIGHT after this uploads haha
i hope you all enjoy! ♡
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Kenshi Yonezu / hachi (original song, mv)
fatpuppies (thumbnail art)
sm17364115 (acoustic arrange)
RO☆D (lyrics) (listen to her cover here! - goo.gl/7ZXQve)
words that i force, sadly, back down my throat they still follow, trailing after me words i spit out when the frustration takes me there's no take backs, now i know, now i see
when i make the words in my mouth they taste like lies when i let them form it just smears away the meaning there's not a single thing that i can make the way that i want i know, i'm just that worthless...
i love you so, vivi! and when tomorrow comes along bye-bye is what i'll say when i turn and walk away oh this sleepy little town, nearly ashes on the ground i'll leave it all behind, even thoughts of you and i...
as i wrote down the letter i'd give to you all these things started coming back to me even so, darling, as lovely as you are not a thing appeared on the page, not a word
why does it always have to be this way with words? why do they twist and turn into heavy, leaden lies? why is it words fly away just like birds? why do they turn to dirt?
i love you so, vivi! and when tomorrow comes along the us we knew today, will have long since passed away just forget i said a thing, anything i said at all there's not a single thing i could tell you anymore...
colors melting all in amber shades a balloon falls; flying away a caribou there, a legless turkey that's cast in bronze dancing the night away, a cheerful cuckoo
noisy, restless, the news keeps going on "children from the town, they all vanish one by one!" though i cry, i'll carry on singing as a fish quietly watches me...
even though my heart is hopeless and beyond repair-- i'll go onwards; i'll walk along with you
i love you so, vivi! and when tomorrow comes along bye-bye is what i'll say when i turn and walk away oh this sleepy little town, nearly ashes on the ground i'll leave it all behind, even thoughts of you and i...
oh, i let out all those words, and i finally felt your touch, and yet despite all that, i said nothing at all i love you so, vivi i love you so, vivi say goodbye to me, vivi, since that's all our love could be
tumblr - @spaceegayy deviantart - @spaceegayy instagram - @spaceegayyApple Dot Com (English Cover)【MAX】 アップルドットコムMAX / マックス2018-04-15 | - ☆ hello hello hello !!! ☆ sorry about the huge wait for a new video! i haven't been very well lately and ALSO have been suuuper busy so i haven't had time to make a lot of covers (´;ω;`) but i'm planning on uploading more frequently than i have been, especially now that summer vacation is right around the corner for me !! aaaa !!!!! +。:.゚ヽ(´∀`。)ノ゚.:。+゚゚ i'd like to give a huuuuge shoutout to my friend zak for mixing this for me ! if it wasn't for him i wouldn't have ever gotten this out as soon as i did ( ་ ⍸ ་ ) i've got a big problem with procrastination haha. . . anyways, i hope you all enjoy this one ! ♡
--- credit --- PinocchioP (original song, off vocal)
SeilinKim (lyrics, subs) (listen to her cover here! - goo.gl/Cys1ss)
all apples are red; all apples are swell they’re even more delicious when you eat them in a cell stray dogs bite now and then, they’re gonna bite again i’ll let them bite and tempt the dog to hurt me once again
i’m ready for my interviews, they’re all for part time but all i’ve done is tell myself i’m gonna do fine when i was young and free i could do anything i wanted, but now i want to smash her in the head to shut her up
rotting away, as i live in denial x marks the spot for this dart in my smile now i’d much rather do nothing at all, debts pile up and my life starts to fall
people say that he’s “such an angel”, he’s nothing but an ignorant and brutish man even the hero who saves the world will be hated nonetheless by certain boys and girls
(time to choose my cell phone plan, do my research, pick a plan) doesn’t even matter, i’ll be bankrupt anyway (i’m the scum who’s on my knees, crying mercy, begging please) but i also have an axe upon my shoulder for me
rotting away, as i live in denial x marks the spot for this dart in my smile now i’d much rather do nothing at all, debts pile up and my life starts to fall don’t really care i could die any time don’t really care about any of my crimes here i go to india, there’s nothing at all debts pile up and future starts to fall DOT com
all apples are red; all apples are swell they’re even more delicious when you eat them in a cell all apples are red - all apples are sublime they’re still the same delicious fruit when dying for your crimes
rotting away, as i live in denial x marks the spot for this dart in my smile now i’d much rather do nothing at all, debts pile up and my life starts to fall don’t really care i could die any time don’t really care about any of my crimes here i go to india, but there’s nothing at all debts pile up and future starts to fall rotting away, as i live in denial x marks the for this dart in my smile now i’d much rather do nothing at all, debts pile up and my life starts to fall not really fine, but i still live my life put on a smile though it’s not really nice my standards are low, i have nothing at all debts pile up and my life starts to fall DOT com
tumblr - @spaceegayy deviantart - @spaceegayy instagram - @spaceegayyHOUSEWIFE RADIO (Cover)【MAX】MAX / マックス2017-11-19 | seams are more than torn.
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GHOST (original song, mv, lyrics, instrumental)
MAX (mixing, vocals)
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stitch sew cut pull stitch sew cut and pull stitch sew cut pull stitch sew cut and pull stitch sew cut pull stitch sew cut and pull stitch sew i tried stitch sew you're alive
hah hah hah hah hah hah hah hah
80 degrees, hemmed by reveries iron out saudade and wrinkles unfold off-grain fabric tells a different tale tailored frequencies need to be repaired
7am is when the station plays its sounds listening to the speaker while the patterns pin into place scissors separate the yellow from the white good morning, small-town listeners
thimbles coat my fingers feed dogs are jamming up the thread comes in tangles i see such pretty things
fm comes in different colors, i believe in the sewing machine, i've lost myself memories inside my heart are there to grieve color-coded by the love he gave to me
ah, his voice, it speaks to me through the radio pressing spotted fabric on an ironing board losing bobbins under tables, is it so? every day, it feels like seams are more than torn
buttoned patchwork, thread that's tied in knots hand-sew everything with kind intention liquid sound waves pour from my eyes my heart cries out to you in desperation
7am is when the station plays its sounds listening to the speaker while the patterns sew into place unmistakably, he'll return alive his colors ought to show again
black and white and black and white and black and white and black and white no – blue and green and yellow and red; the radio only plays in black and white and black and white and black and white and black and white no – blue and green and yellow and red; the radio only plays in black and white and black and white and black and white and black and white no – blue and green and yellow and red; the radio only plays in black and white and black and white and black and white and black and white no – blue and green and yellow and red; the radio only plays in BLACK AND WHITE AND BLACK AND WHITE AND BLACK AND WHITE AND BLACK AND WHITE NO – BLUE AND GREEN AND YELLOW AND RED; THE RADIO ONLY PLAYS IN BLACK AND WHITE AND BLACK AND WHITE AND BLACK AND WHITE AND BLACK AND WHITE NO – BLUE AND GREEN AND YELLOW AND RED; THE RADIO ONLY PLAYS IN BLACK AND WHITE AND BLACK AND WHITE AND BLACK AND WHITE AND BLACK AND WHITE NO – BLUE AND GREEN AND YELLOW AND RED; THE RADIO ONLY PLAYS IN BLACK AND WHITE AND BLACK AND WHITE AND BLACK AND WHITE AND BLACK AND WHITE NO – BLUE AND GREEN AND YELLOW AND RED
these aren't the colors i should see
fm comes in different colors, i believe in the sewing machine, i've lost myself memories inside my heart are there to grieve color-coded by the love he gave to me
ah, his voice, it speaks to me through the radio pressing spotted fabric on an ironing board losing bobbins under tables, is it so? every day, it feels like seams are more than torn
ok b4 we get to the Good Stuff in this desc. i wanna give a big big biiiiig shoutout to GHOST b/c they're super sweet + deserve all the love on this earth and djkgskjdhkhks they're just gr8 ok go check out their other songs n vids u will not be disappointed
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Silver Chord Music (lyrics, composition)
GHOST (instrumental, PV)
Brood-P (Piano)
MAX (mixing, vocals)
--- lyrics ---
ever since she was a child she always knew how to get her way just act a little bit wild and someone will surely come to play
it's a truth she took to heart but humility and patience didn't come with age she's born to play this part a diva's always center stage
toddler's cries that grow louder and louder relishing in untestable power glowing red in a black and white scene, the one and only: candle queen
stoking the flames that burn higher and higher royalty with a crown of fire setting ablaze an extravagant scene, the one and only: candle queen
addicted to adrenaline and always looking for attention thought to be so genuine when she's suddenly met with apprehension
the fighting has begun and she'd do anything to get ahead like using people as ladder rungs and sweeping eggshells under the bed
toddler's cries that grow louder and louder relishing in untestable power glowing red in a black and white scene, the one and only: candle queen
stoking the flames that burn higher and higher royalty with a crown of fire setting ablaze an extravagant scene, the one and only: candle queen
ah, but there's hope for you still before it all comes unfurled ah, you just need to chill it's not the end of the world
she just can't help but be this way she lost her true self long ago now all her friends have been pushed away because a caricature is all they know
toddler's cries that grow louder and louder everyone rushing to disavow her all alone in a black and white scene, the one and only: candle queen
hurt by the flames that burn higher and higher clutching a broken crown of fire all alone in the final scene, the one and only: candle queen
rise and fall silver moon tide erased my foot prints then i picked up broken scales stuck them to my tail
ah if love truly makes you blind then i guess there is no need (there is no need to see) i’ll trade my eyes so you can see for me
lulala lulalila stay with me you will never be sad i i will embrace embrace your bubbles your fluids and keep you warm then i will squeeze out squeeze out your germs your spore your viruses
i i will embrace embrace your membranes your bones and keep you cool then i will squeeze out squeeze out your evil your grim and your woe transform myself once and for all sink into the tub
reborn reform twist my legs to one and mind to none tell me tell me what do you see in the mirror that’s covered in chalky steam touch me touch me kiss me to sleep cut me open and give me gills so i can breathe
with tweezers and nippers trim off my fins and forever i’ll be yours i won’t fight or make you cry whatever you need whenever you need i’ll be by your side
and then i gave you my eyes to see all the colours and then i gave you my ears to hear all the sirens and then i gave you my heart to fill in the emptiness in your chest and then i gave you my brain so that you can learn to love
tell me tell me what do you see in the water that’s clinging onto my skin cut me cut me please make it deep if i’m covered in scars will you look at me kiss me kiss me don’t leave me be i’m a bathtub mermaid i cannot swim but only sing just pull the plug flush down all your memories into the sea
tumblr - @spaceegayy twitter - @_maicings_ instagram - @maicings + @spaceegayyHappy Days (Cover)【MAX】ORIGINAL MVMAX / マックス2017-07-08 | !!! timestamps !!! flashing images @ 3:20 - the end gore @ 3:44 - the end
did a quick cover the other day + decided to make a music video for it !!!! (all art was drawn by me, but is heavily inspired by GHOST's mv)
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GHOST (lyrics + instrumental)
--- lyrics --- so kiss my tongue, make everything better show me you’ll be with me forever still, our happy days will never be granted ‘cus even if it’s never said, i know it’s true; you want me dead
i’m afraid of flowers wilting away when i don’t get to say goodbye and maybe there’s a chance that i can save them one more time but i’m a liar, lying to me i’m a liar, lying to me oh, i’m alone
i’m afraid of reaping what i sow for showing any sort of fear but if i don’t communicate, i’ll drown myself in tears ‘cus i’m a liar, lying to me lying to me
don’tcha wish that things could go exactly how you want it i’d be exactly how you want me selfishness is a dirty little sinner but, for you, it’s my priority
y’know, things could go exactly how you want it i’d be exactly how you want me use what’s left of my dirty personality i’m all yours; i’ll do anything
so kiss my tongue, make everything better show me you’ll be with me forever even if it’s heart-to-heart you hated me from the start
happy days will never be granted now you know my thoughts have gone rancid even if it’s never said i know it’s true; you want me dead
la-da-ta-da la-da-da-da-da
things could go exactly how you want it {wo~oah} and i could be exactly how you want me to be {he~ey} but i know i’ll never be the one and when “farewell” is said and done it’s probably best for everyone if i’m never seen again
but i know it’s ridiculous you don’t gotta tell me twice i’d rather be safe than sorry and sorry for all i’ve done
don’t you wish that shooting stars could grant all of your wishes you’d leave me sleeping with the fishes selflessness is a devastating demon but, for you, it’s all i wanna be
y’know, things could go exactly how you want it i’d be exactly how you want me use what’s left of my soiled personality i’m all yours; i’ll do anything
so kiss my tongue, make everything better show me you’ll be with me forever even if it’s heart-to-heart you hated me from the start
happy days will never be granted now you know my thoughts have gone rancid even if it’s never said i know it’s true; you want me dead
oh, it’s painful my heart is quite a mouthful i’ll tear it out for you i’ll be the sacrifice for you
little gracie found a strange house a place to play just past all the trees swift sharp needles do spot his face before he feeds on the sheep's white fleece
phantasmagorical willows of wysteria a memorial a crescendo of hysteria
little children went astray in the sunny soil beneath wriggling worms in disarray hear them laughing underneath
counting ten nine zero fingers won't you come and play the gray man's game move quick, be an artful dodger when the cleavers start swishing in flames
phantasmagorical willows of wysteria a memorial a crescendo of hysteria
little children went astray in the sunny soil beneath wriggling worms in disarray hear them laughing underneath
just be friends all we gotta do is just be friends it's time to say goodbye just be friends all we gotta do is just be friends just be friends just be friends
in the morning light of yesterday i suddenly realized, as i gathered up the broken shards of what use to be, i wasn't thinking straight, and i cut my finger by mistake is this what really became of the love we once both dreamed of?
i always knew the truth at the bottom of my shy, beating heart that making a choice wouldn't mend but tear us more apart love was never my thing, it's so confusing and it stings. there are no words that can excuse the mistakes that i've made
the world around me is decaying as your saying those words i am struggling but it's all that i can do. i remember your smile, it was just so worthwhile, now it's a memory.
no matter how i screamed out, only echoes answered me my love, you're something i cannot live without your hand is no longer at the end of the red ribbon, nothing is left to connect the two of us anymore i tried so hard to hold our cracking love together, but i crumbled and the shards fell to the floor.
"there's nothing we can do, life is just like that, baby" as you said that, someone else's tears dripped down my dry cheeks.
(repeat chorus)
in the midnight light of yesterday i suddenly realized picking up the fallen petals was just so meaningless. why did i never understand? they can only wither and turn gray in my hand. my world lost all its color and stopped turning long ago.
my heart beat so fast with the spring air blowing sweet and mild, i still remember the moment we met and how you smiled. slowly quarrels began to grow. and we've hurt each other ever since we said hello. the flowers of our hearts were concealing deadly thorns.
the world around me is decaying as your saying those words i am struggling but it's all that i can do. i remember your smile, it was just so worthwhile, now it's a memory.
the rain is pouring down in my heart, i'm standing dead, i'm walking blind because of what you said
despite all of my running, rain continues to follow, this pain is not something that i can simply swallow.
your hand is no longer at the end of the red ribbon, nothing's left to connect the two of us anymore
goodbye, my love, this is the end please don't watch as i cry i'm not sure if my heart will mend but i have to let go of your hand
if i had one wish, if i had only one wish, i'd ask that we be reborn eternally and i'd hold your hand and never let go, i'd hold you through the night and day and never leave you
no matter how i screamed out, only echoes answered me my love, you're something i cannot live without your hand is no longer at the end of the red ribbon, nothing is left to connect the two of us anymore i tried so hard to hold our cracking love together, but i crumbled and the shards fell to the floor.
"there's nothing we can do, life is just like that, baby" as you said that, someone else's tears dripped down my dry cheeks.
this is goodbye baby
just be friends all we gotta do is just be friends just be friends just be friends