If I wasn't me Would I still be Someone who fks up everything? If I wasn't me If I wasn't me.....
Verse: Feels like I'm always drawn Somewhere I don't belong I'm sick of putting these broken pieces together wrong I pretend I'm someone else Why? Cuz I don't like myself And every day I wake up feeling like I'm in hell Always thinking happy is a place i can get Everywhere I go is just another place that I've been Instead of dreaming bout the top I'm fantasizing the end Maybe I just need somebody to tell me if...
Chorus: If I wasn't me Would I still need A million vices just to breathe? If I wasn't me Would i be someone who isn't ashamed? Or would I have ended up the same? If I wasn't me Would I still be Someone who fks up everything? If I wasn't me Could I be someone who isn't ashamed Or does everyone feel the same?
Verse 2 If I wasn't living with this thing in my brain and the pain it brought me Gettin hooked onto the same medication my dad was popping Could've found another way to be sane but instead I'm dropping All these songs to try to fix me but the thoughts are never stopping. Maybe happiness is really not a place I can get and when I'm felling close I'm probably on the brink of a slip I need to find someone to help or fkn empty the clip With all these voices in my head questioning if...
Chorus: If I wasn't me Would I still need A million vices just to breathe? If I wasn't me Would i be someone who isn't ashamed? Or would I have ended up the same? If I wasn't me Would I still be Someone who fks up everything? If I wasn't me Could I be someone who isn't ashamed Or does everyone feel the same?
Bridge:
Pretend I'm someone else Cause I don't like myself Feels like theres no escape And nothing ever helps I Pretend I'm someone else Cause I don't like myself Feels like theres no escape And all I do is yell -
"I'm Fkd up and nobody loves me"
If I wasn't me Maybe I could find a way not to stress Maybe I could feel the heart in my chest Even if I found my way through this mess Would it even stop the thoughts in my head? like
Chorus: If I wasn't me Would I still need A million vices just to breathe? If I wasn't me Would i be someone who isn't ashamed? Or would I have ended up the same? If I wasn't me Would I still be Someone who fks up everything? If I wasn't me Could I be someone who isn't ashamed Or does everyone feel the same?
Ninth Key - IF I WASNT MENinth Key2026-05-22 | Ninth Key- IF I WASN'T ME
Lyrics-
If I wasn't me Would I still be Someone who fks up everything? If I wasn't me If I wasn't me.....
Verse: Feels like I'm always drawn Somewhere I don't belong I'm sick of putting these broken pieces together wrong I pretend I'm someone else Why? Cuz I don't like myself And every day I wake up feeling like I'm in hell Always thinking happy is a place i can get Everywhere I go is just another place that I've been Instead of dreaming bout the top I'm fantasizing the end Maybe I just need somebody to tell me if...
Chorus: If I wasn't me Would I still need A million vices just to breathe? If I wasn't me Would i be someone who isn't ashamed? Or would I have ended up the same? If I wasn't me Would I still be Someone who fks up everything? If I wasn't me Could I be someone who isn't ashamed Or does everyone feel the same?
Verse 2 If I wasn't living with this thing in my brain and the pain it brought me Gettin hooked onto the same medication my dad was popping Could've found another way to be sane but instead I'm dropping All these songs to try to fix me but the thoughts are never stopping. Maybe happiness is really not a place I can get and when I'm felling close I'm probably on the brink of a slip I need to find someone to help or fkn empty the clip With all these voices in my head questioning if...
Chorus: If I wasn't me Would I still need A million vices just to breathe? If I wasn't me Would i be someone who isn't ashamed? Or would I have ended up the same? If I wasn't me Would I still be Someone who fks up everything? If I wasn't me Could I be someone who isn't ashamed Or does everyone feel the same?
Bridge:
Pretend I'm someone else Cause I don't like myself Feels like theres no escape And nothing ever helps I Pretend I'm someone else Cause I don't like myself Feels like theres no escape And all I do is yell -
"I'm Fkd up and nobody loves me"
If I wasn't me Maybe I could find a way not to stress Maybe I could feel the heart in my chest Even if I found my way through this mess Would it even stop the thoughts in my head? like
Chorus: If I wasn't me Would I still need A million vices just to breathe? If I wasn't me Would i be someone who isn't ashamed? Or would I have ended up the same? If I wasn't me Would I still be Someone who fks up everything? If I wasn't me Could I be someone who isn't ashamed Or does everyone feel the same?
If I wasn't me
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Lyrics-
Verse 1 I thought I could choose I could change I could run away Now I'm just like you... So afraid... Circling the drain again and again Ground zero in the chest Looking for the rest of myself in this mess I was born in Too afraid to build a home, when the only home that I've known is
Chorus Screaming through the walls Holding it together Crying on the floor, hoping it gets better Some wounds close Some will last forever You can leave, but it lives in your bones There's no place like home
Verse 2 Stuck in the memories Still stuck in the memories I try but I can't leave There's no place like... There's no love, no trust In my veins, and it ruins me Cuz here I am grown up Guarded and for what? To find the love you left in the dirt for me? Ground zero in the chest Looking for the rest of myself in this mess I was born in Finally got away and I thought I'd be okay but its hard to ignore when the source is.. Sewn in the seams, written in the genes Even when I win the reward is Lying here awake knowing that I'm still just a poor kid...
Chorus
Bridge- Stuck in the memories... Still stuck in the memories I try but I can't leave... There's no place like...
Final Chorus HOME Holding it together Crying on the floor, hoping it gets better Some wounds close Some will last forever... You can leave, but it lives in your bones You will find out when you build your own There's no place like home...
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Lyrics-
Intro After all of this time After every goodbye I just wanna know what
Verse 1 I find myself in this place again I don't know what to call it but it aint depressed I don't know if I'm here or I'm dead Buried with the things I regret Talking to the wall like a friend And half the time, I'm dealing with a feeling that I can't define Lookin in my past for a sign That something's gonna feel like it did But nothing ever feels like it did...so I take a pill every day (Try not to think about it) Wish all my problems away (Try not to think about it) But I don't think I can change When all I think about is what I used to feel like, maybe I should realize
Chorus After all of this time After every goodbye I just wanna know what Happy feels like Cuz I've been wasting my time Always chasing a high I just wanna know what Happy feels like
Verse 2 I thought that money and trust could buy security Two things that only enable the thing that's hurting me Two things that only enable in the insecurities and that's the only thing I feel, so I still.. I take a pill every day (Try not to think about it) Wish all my problems away (Try not to think about it) But I don't think I can change When all I think about is what I used to feel like, I just wanna feel right...
Chorus After all of this time After every goodbye I just wanna know what Happy feels like Cuz I've been wasting my time Always chasing a high I just wanna know what Happy feels like
Bridge I tell myself it's okay Try not to think about it Say I can live with the pain Try not to think about it Push everybody away When all I think about is What I used to feel like Feels like I'm goin insane Try not to think about it I'm even sick when I'm safe Try not to think about it So what the fuck do I say? When all I think about is What happened to my life? (x2) How can I get some peace and rest? I just wanna know
Chorus
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