memories and motions out the corner of my eye claw, gasp and grasp at the fading blue sky the women and children, playing out poems so sad dancing in motions for remembrance of dad and i dont know where im going, im simply flailing in the little box of toys that god gave her own meanings now stop, look around, note your hands are still bleeding let the earth spin around the stars slow beating
why should i care about the standards of men when the patience ive valued is wearing so thin im so close to ripping the skin from my bones and my soul and let the light within me dance on my testosterone i swear by my heart i promise i wouldnt lie through all the smoke and snow i reside but deep down a woman whose burning inside she aint got a chance, she'll die all alone while ill grow bitter, sad and alone, I'll fade away quickly, ill hide from the phone and whatever kids i got left, dependence on fads they can cut and forget their pathetic granddad cause old grandpa is dead just a husk in the head a ghost to be lost through in the mass of the dead and if they cry and try to lower me under my spirit will fly to the sea and sunder
but what of the moments when happiness is dim the closest to home that ive ever been and what of the times that you put on a dress and gleefully so you turned to a mess would you let those moments flicker through the night or clutch them so hard you think you might cry or would you let yourself die, let them take you away ill still close this old coffin at the end of the day let the ashes and roses bury me away then ill send my good byes and let you move forth while i fly toward the sun and hope for rebirth so sudden the jolt my heart began hurt the mistakes i made came to haunt my sweet bay i screamed out so hard but the pain still remained then suddenly i found myself shot out in space the force so strong wiped tears from my face landed in space and merged with a sea i look for out for you but there was only me
i hope i emerge from the sea as a mare but dreams are just dreams cause life isnt fair because i know theres no heaven for a gal like me so i hope i burn up between the sky and the sea ill fly around space and break up some rules meet up with gods and play them as fools as i slowly drift down back into my head wipe the blood off my hands and exit my stead and leave this old box with little to no meaning and live life anew cause time is still fleeting i may not be the girl i want to be but at the end of time ill always be meGoodbye to a World (taitokis remix)taitoki2020-07-27 | twitters: @itstaioki @porterrobinsonMGSA - STAR KIDS // taitoki Mash Uptaitoki2020-05-06 | jesus christ
Oh, We the people The Starving people We gather hands
Oh, Amongst the Pride Amongst the Lust We Gather here
Oh, Sweet Child Let us Hear Let us NearTaitoki - Into the Light We Gotaitoki2018-05-29 | I love you
Lyrics: I see the light once more See the frost, on the window seal of life We are the Faithless, We are the Lost, We are the damned Set your time till we waste awayLISA the Clueless (UNUSED/REJECTED) - Bubble Buttstaitoki2018-04-08 | fffffffffff
art by shemmetTaitoki - Wow Beestaitoki2018-04-07 | idk
Kirbins channel: youtube.com/channel/UCpfswQsjoiLPBbUX1ufxPnQApalliope - Venüataitoki2018-04-02 | Apalliope is my Ambient/Chill alias download free here: apalliope.bandcamp.com/album/ven-aTaitoki - LOOSEN UP!taitoki2018-03-31 | taitoki.bandcamp.com/album/loosen-upOddly Inc™ (taitoki) - Tracks of 2014-2015taitoki2017-12-28 | oh boy🔴 Music Creation Streamtaitoki2017-11-15 | aaaaaaaOff Yourselftaitoki2017-08-12 | remix of "Pepper Steak" by Alias Conrad ColdwoodLISA: the Clueless - A Joyless Heart/Heart Attacktaitoki2017-07-07 | was for LISA the Grateful, now for LISA the Clueless art by: @shemmet/@shemmmet the demo: http://www.mediafire.com/file/b8kd5j3hnuj1847/LISA%3B+The+Clueless+DEMO.rarTaitoki - DiNitrogentaitoki2017-06-28 | free to listen and purchase here: taitoki.bandcamp.com/album/dinitrogenTaitoki - Herbiactaitoki2017-06-28 | free to listen and can be purchased here: taitoki.bandcamp.com/album/herbiac TIMESTAMPS: 0:00 - Death Before the Whimper 2:39 - Dishearten 6:00 - Lustful Torment/Loveful Torment 9:46 - Uncomforted Integument 11:45 - Mental Dismal 16:19 - Open 20:15 - Fans 23:03 - Gilded Yarn 26:11 - May Showers 28:37 - Laying in a Field of FlowersLISA the Clueless - As We Breathetaitoki2017-05-31 | new and improved art by: @shemmet/@shemmmet the demo: http://www.mediafire.com/file/b8kd5j3hnuj1847/LISA%3B+The+Clueless+DEMO.rarLISA the Clueless - As We Breathe (Slaves of Air Version)taitoki2017-05-31 | MAY NOT BE USED the demo: http://www.mediafire.com/file/b8kd5j3hnuj1847/LISA%3B+The+Clueless+DEMO.rar ART BY: ShemmetLISA THE BEAUTIFUL SoundTrack - 630 by Colors (REUPLOADED)taitoki2017-03-20 | the creator of this song has gone through name changes and the track itself is missing, i do not know the content creators new username or how to contact, monetization will not apply to this videoLISA the Beautiful Original Teaser 2 - Reuploadedtaitoki2017-03-20 | The second and final teaser trailer for the cancelled LISA the beautiful, the song is "Earth Death" by Baths (no monetization is applied with this trailer) uploaded on requestLISA the Beautiful Original Teaser 1 - Reuploadedtaitoki2017-03-20 | The first teaser trailer for the cancelled fangame; LISA the Beautiful, uploaded on requestLISA the Pointless: The Voidtaitoki2017-01-22 | game: http://gamejolt.com/games/lisa-the-pointless/221705#closeSummer Time (Song from 2014)taitoki2016-12-18 | ...Fleeting - 10. Despondenttaitoki2016-12-18 | music by me (fleeting remastered coming soon)Fleeting - 9. Maelstromtaitoki2016-12-14 | music by taitoki (thats me) taitoki.bandcamp.com/album/fleeting