jace.
it aint no lie
updated
I couldn't get rid of the glitches but it will have to do. Just wanted to post something with this song because it screams Yaz to me.
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I've had this video stuck in my head like an earworm, so instead of using my week off to do anything productive, I've been hyperfocused on this video.
The Thirteenth Era certainly had its ups and downs but I did enjoy it overall.
Also, I've included some personal headcanon in this. Regenerating into Thirteen, so soon after losing Bill, made her distant from all her companions for fear of losing them and I stand by that.
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How's everyone feeling? I am... very mixed. I've had this video ready to go for weeks because I was SURE that Yaz was going to die for her. I was CONVINCED because after her entire characterisation about being loyal to the Doctor to a fault ("I'm with you, whatever happens"), I thought there was NO WAY that she would willingly leave her side. NO WAY. She just... left. It feels like Chibnall didn't want to kill her but wrote himself into a wall where it just makes no sense. I know that they said they weren't doing goodbyes, which is fine, but they didn't really have anything in that episode? Two episodes of build up to lead to nothing? Not surprised but just ranting anyway.
I started this video on a whim and then ran it to the ground over the course of a day. I have so many other thasmin videos that are half finished but I couldn't get this one out of my head.
The centenary is going to wreck me.
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#yasminkhan #yazkhan #doctorwho #fanvidfeed
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First and foremost, I want to thank Justin Jones for allowing me to use his beautiful music "Yasmin's Heart" for this video. There's some incredible pieces on his channel and you should check them out youtube.com/channel/UCo17MLAYTIG2GHD_5ZdYXag
I don't know about you, but prior to EOTD, I felt like there was key information missing in Yaz's backstory, as if she was withholding from the viewer themselves. Getting bullied, having the class turn against her, her running away (which I interpret as a suicide allegory), her talk with the police officer about how it would get better eventually. While all good storylines on their own, Yaz being queer has now given context and depth to her experiences. In my opinion it was the missing piece for me to finally "get" Yaz and her motivations as a character. Now, what I see, is that Yaz's classmates could see that she was queer in some way and ostracised her. Unable to tell her family what she was going through, and unable to confront her true feelings, she tried to "run away". She was told that things would get better, and they did with time. She stands up to the Izzy Flints of the world both through her work and her travels with the Doctor.
I'm curious: what is everyone's interpretation of Yaz's sexuality? I personally see her as someone who thought that relationships just weren't for her ("married to the job", as her sister once said). But she is realising that she is not disinterested in relationships, just disinterested in having them with men. There is no right or wrong answer as nothing has been explicitly confirmed at this stage, so not to say that those who think she is bi or pan are wrong, just that this is how I interpret her. Please keep discussion civil in the comments :)
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I can't believe it. I can't believe that this episode actually happened. It still feels like a weird fever dream. For the last three years, I have been mocked by some Doctor Who fans for thinking that their relationship was anything other than platonic. I was told to stop 'reading into things' and that I only thought that way because I was queer myself. Their feelings (in particular Yaz's feelings) have been hinted at from day one. In the words of Mandip Gill, this is always where this relationship was headed. Just because you didn't see it, doesn't mean that it wasn't always there.
In terms of what I think will happen (ignoring the possible 'script leaks' which I think are rubbish), it's obviously going to end in heartbreak with only three episodes left. Do I think the Doctor has romantic feelings for Yaz? I think she does but she didn't realise it until Dan called her out, and that is the reason why she has been so emotionally unavailable and closed off (and sometimes unintentionally cruel) to Yaz. Rose, River, Clara... She's been there so many times, she knows it never ends well, and she can't open herself up to anymore heartbreak. That is what I was trying to convey with this video.
Before you ask about River, I'm not as familiar with her scenes so I was unable to really make it 'flow' when I tried to fit her in. It just didn't match the lyrics. I'm sorry! It is also a bit clunky in some places and I nearly gave up, but this concept has been like an earworm in my head even before Eve of the Daleks. I had to get it done even if its not perfect.
On a more personal note, if you're wondering "who the hell is this person that I'm subscribed to?", I have changed my YouTube username from jess. to jace. I have changed my name across all social media in order to keep my social media presence more covert. I have come to the realisation that I am trans and I want to be open about that online without worrying about people in real life making the connection just yet.
Follow me on Twitter for more Thasmin nonsense twitter.com/jaceplace_
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I've been sitting on this project for literally months and I've finally finished it. I'm not 100% happy with it but it is what it is, I think I just had to post it.
I love Thirteen and Yaz, they hold my entire heart. I just wish we had more moments, even if it just is friendship. I hope Yaz is sticking around for next series!
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Before you ask, they are from the movie 'The Half of It'. And also before you ask, yes, it is worth watching. It inspired me to finish a video for the first time in over a year!
i love them. so much.
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#fanvidfeed #thasmin
just a quick, short and silly video but i love her. so much.
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bitch im gay for these two gays
follow me on twitter for more thasmin, lesbian thirteen and bi yaz content ok
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This is my entry for Round 2 of this year's Femslash Addiction Contest! I had to do a crossover and I don't usually do them at all, but I think this turned out really great!
The idea of Niska and Clara has been in my head ever since I started watching Humans and I think they would be really interesting together. The basic plot for this video is that Clara goes to the distant future where Synths exist, and meets Niska, who is a reformed 'bad synth' pretending to be human. The rest is in the video :)
Pairing: Clara Oswald (Doctor Who) & Niska Elster (Humans)
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My Tumblr: wlwsquad.tumblr.com
My Twitter: twitter.com/lesbianjessus
The quality is abysmal I know, I downloaded the episodes literally seven years ago and I couldn't find HD clips, but I had to vid these two. They were one of my first femslash ships and at the time I still considered myself 'straight' lmao even when I always thought Faye should be a lesbian. She is sooo gay (as am I hahaa)
This was made for Silviasi22's Femslash Addiction Contest. This is my second year participating so let's see how I go :D
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#fanvidfeed #fayana #thesecretcircle #au
Fandom: Faye Chamberlain and Diana Meade (The Secret Circle)
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Twitter: twitter.com/lesbianjessus
Please ignore the glitches haha and ignore that its 2018, I got a bit busy this week.
And because you guys are a bunch of thirsty gays here's the list of every tv show/movie/webseries/music video/video game I included (happy endings have a * if you want to watch them):
Princess Cyd*
Carmilla Movie*
Thelma*
The Bold Type*
Supergirl
Doctor Who*
Orphan Black*
Battle of the Sexes *(sort of)
Pretty Little Liars*
Power Rangers (no canon romantic storyline but Trini is gay)
Las Estrellas*
Below Her Mouth*
Atomic Blonde
You Me Her
Wynonna Earp*
A Date for Mad Mary *(sort of)
AWOL
Brooklyn Nine-Nine (no romance storyline but Rosa is bi)
One Day at a Time (no romance storyline but Elena is gay)
The Originals*
Know Your Name (Mary Lambert mv)*
Life is Strange: Before the Storm (video game)
Sense8*
Jane the Virgin* (theyre not dead so lets say its happy haha)
Degrassi Next Class*(as far as I'm aware lol)
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Twitter: twitter.com/spacegfs
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I was in the mood for a simple video without much editing so here you go.
And of course this was inspired by San Junipero lol
the doctor who christmas special is nearly here
and you know who i really want in the christmas special
i miss my girl
all i want for christmas is clara oswald safe, alive and returned to me immediately
Okay. I've tried so many collabs and half the people have not made their parts leading to the whole thing being abandoned, so if you can't get your parts done in time, PLEASE do not ask to join.
The songs are Last Christmas & Shake Up Christmas. The first part is couple-y and the second is aimed more at family/happiness/femslash in general. All femslash ships are acceptable, even crackships, as there's so little Christmas content with femslash in it.
Follow the instructions below to participate in the collab!
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TO AUDITION
-Comment with all the femslash (canon or otherwise) fandoms you can vid and which part you want.
-In this collab, there won't be just one ship per part. This is a multifandom collab and you can use whatever clips you like, as long as other people haven't beat you to that particular clip (more on how to do that later). Additionally your clips don't have to be Christmas themed as theres so little christmas femslash content.
-Don't worry about linking to a video of yours because I will stalk your uploads anyway!
-After a few days, I will sort through all of the comments and select the people in the collab. It's not first-come first-served. If I choose you, I will message you or reply to your comment, and your part will be finalised.
-Please do not start making anything until you are chosen and your parts are finalised!
-When your part is finished, upload it to youtube, put it on unlisted, and link me to it. I will add it to a playlist that we can all see and make sure no one doubles up on scenes.
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THE RULES:
1. Make sure you have good quality clips.
2. Sony Vegas is the preferred editing software. Make sure your version is compatible with this colouring as we will be using it: youtube.com/watch?v=Lo3piEdxcrk If you don't use Vegas, I can colour it for you.
3. Voiceovers are allowed and encouraged. Please render them in a separate audio file so I can match it to other people's voiceovers.
4. Make it as Christmas-y or winter-y as you want! This includes things like snow overlays, manips with christmas trees, you name it. There are so few Christmas femslash clips that we may have to manip our own haha
5. Please only audition if you know you can get it done within a few weeks. I want to receive all the collab parts by December 20 so I can organise for fill-ins if people cancel on me. That being said PLEASE only commit to it if you can get it done! When you part is done, render it in HD, upload it to both Youtube (on 'unlisted') and a file sharing service (dropbox, mediafire, etc) and message me with both of those the links!
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THE PARTS:
dropbox.com/sh/2wp44uw7dyw7qdz/AABPmLk9FT-XAwyvB3_rppR3a?dl=0
Part 1:
Part 2:
Part 3: mine (jess.)
Part 4:
Part 5:
Part 6:
Part 7: mine (jess.)
Part 8:
Part 9:
Again, please don't start making anything until you're in and your parts are finalised.
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If you have Tumblr, message me at wlwsquad.tumblr.com if you have any questions or anything, because the YouTube messaging system sucks. Anyway, thanks guys!
if you didnt see my video a few weeks ago, this is myclara! i changed my display name because i thought my channel didn't have much to do with clara anymore.... but as fate would have it my first vid after the change is a clara one. whoops.
i intended for this to be finished by the 23rd (her birthday) but i was swamped with uni so here it is anyway. consider this a "nearly two years without clara" video.
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I changed my name from 'myclara' to 'jess.'!!
how fucking bi was that episode of jane the virgin tho
anyone else sick of people vidding straight couples to this song? l.m. intended this song to be an lgbt+ anthem, so i had to vid some femslash couples to it.
fandoms in order: supergirl (alex & maggie), the vampire diaries (nora & mary louise), circumstance (atefah & shireen), anatomy of a love seen (zoe & mal), black mirror (kelly & yorkie), humans (niska & astrid), mystère à la tour eiffel (louise & henriette), the bold type (kat & adena), i can't think straight (tala & leyla), faking it (karma & amy), the 100 (clarke & lexa), person of interest (root & shaw), carmilla (carmilla & laura), g.l.e.e. (brittana), saving face (wil & vivian), the world unseen (amina & miriam), imagine me & you (rachel & luce), her story (allie & violet), carol (carol & therese)
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twitter: twitter.com/spacegfs
also im having a go at a podcast
sapphicsundaypodcast.tumblr.com
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I've decided to do something new. I loved the first game and I am so excited to play the prequel, so I thought, why not stream it? This is my first time streaming a game so please forgive my shitty mic and my awkwardness (and my overbearing Australian accent).
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Twitter: twitter.com/spacegfs
THEY GOT A HAPPY ENDING. THANK GOD.
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ratings and comments are disabled for obvious reasons. catch me at twitter.com/spacegfs
Ladies, the time has come.
BEFORE ANYONE COMMENTS DUDEBRO SHITE. it has been long established that its not only possible but likely for time lords to regenerate into different genders. to ignore that fact and cast another man for the technically 14th time would be more of a political statement than casting a woman could ever be. this is not political correctness. this is factual correctness.
but, as good as it is that 13 is a woman, can we all agree that it is very shitty for the doctor to be a white person for the 14th time in a row? a white woman isnt exactly the pinnacle of diverse casting, so lets not shit on people of colour.
"promise!"
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Spoilers for Doctor Who!
Bill and Heather finally got the happy ending I hoped they would! I love them!
(Honestly, it's quite amusing that people are calling their relationship 'forced' or 'unnecessary'. Funny how they don't think the same of the straight pairings on this show.)
Fandom: Doctor Who
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"I keep trying to figure out who you are to me,
But maybe all that we were meant to be
is beautifully unfinished..."
Just a quick thing that I made yesterday. I needed to upload something for pride month hahaha
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this is a collab from december 2016. i had to delete it and re-upload as the original was posted on a porn site or something. the analytics of the video went nuts and there was a surge in gross comments, so i had no choice. we don't have to tolerate this shit from straight men. a simple, fun video about au couples shouldn't have turned into this. we are not a fetish.
if you were a part of this collab and added the original video to a playlist, please update it with this new version.
i'm sure i'm not the only one that this has happened to but my god it makes me feel gross and disgusting.
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It's here! Thanks everyone for participating! All the parts are wonderful and I'm so glad we could do this. Here's a list of who did what...
werebanshee - elena & malia
TheSerialLove - raven & clarke
sapphicizzy - kira & izzy
WonderTwinC - laurel & nyssa
lean - katherine & kisa
moose - nancy & hermione
spaceleksa - malia & lydia
jennasays - clary & izzy
myclara - bonnie & nora
Cece_Mich - margo & alice
myclara - clara & martha
Silviasi22 - kara & lena
myclara - ellie & fi
xCatchYourDreamsx - daisy & natasha
myclara - rey & raven
faradayconstant - lexa & max
૨εεѵเѵเαɳ - lydia & caroline
Make sure you subscribe to all of them!
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My Tumblr: wlwsquad.tumblr.com
My Twitter: twitter.com/restnowclara
The song is Heaven by Troye Sivan and obviously the theme is w/w and m/m couples. Only canon couples will be accepted for this collab (no destiel/sterek sort of stuff). I want this to be as even as possible so odd numbered parts are for m/m and even number parts are for w/w.
Follow the listed instructions to be a part of this collab!
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TO AUDITION
-Comment with list of your preferred for parts and couples. As stated above, odd parts are for men and even parts are for women.
-Like all my collabs, I don't want every couple to be two cis white people. Special preference will go to people include ships with at least one person of colour or trans/nb person.
-Only canon couples please.
-Don't worry about linking to a video of yours because I will stalk your uploads anyway!
-After a few days, I will sort through all of the comments and select the people in the collab. It's not first-come first-served. Who is chosen depends on which ships you have chosen (for example, if you've listed three very popular ships, you might not get a part if other people are chosen before you) and the quality of your videos. If I choose you, I will message you or reply to your comment, and your couples and parts will be finalised.
-Please do not start making anything until you are chosen and your parts are finalised!
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THE RULES:
1. Make sure you have good quality clips of the ship you have chosen.
2. Sony Vegas is the preferred editing software. We will be using 'Colourfully bold' from here youtube.com/watch?v=uciHhBhRSMY If you don't use Vegas, I can colour it for you.
3. Voiceovers are allowed and definitely encouraged, especially in instrumental parts. Please send them to me in a different file though!
4. Please only audition if you know you can get your part done in a few weeks. I want this to be uploaded by the 30th of June at the latest, so please only commit to it if you can get it done! When your part is done, render it in HD, upload it to a file sharing service (dropbox, mediafire, etc) and message me with the links!
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THE PARTS:
mediafire.com/folder/snslfh4xo0f3y/heavencollab
1 – danversavior kurt/blaine
2 – midnight griffin poussey/soso
3 – pure hexrt magnus/alec
4 – kate scully nomi/amanita
5 – alchemyprods isak/even
6 – myclara
7 – soft blue thor/dizzee
8 – wcnders waverly/nicole
9 – Thatbrokensymphony kevin/scotty
10 – WonderTwinC sara/nyssa
11 – alchemyProds lito/hernando
12 – silviasi22 rose/luisa
13 – sapphicizzy Leonardo/gabriel
14 - romanticmystery11 shaw/root
15 – danversavior kevin/joaquin
16 – twilightspears Emily & alison
17 – myclara
18 – Sapphic izzy yorkie/kelly
Again, please don't start making anything until you're in and your parts are finalised.
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If you have Tumblr, message me at wlwsquad.tumblr.com if you have any questions or anything, because the YouTube messaging system sucks. Anyway, thanks guys!
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TW for graphic depictions of violence, rape and death of lesbian/bisexual women.
"You always said you just wanted us to be happy."
"Well I lied."
This is my entry for the final round of the Femslash Addiction Contest. Thank you for the extension! I haven't had much time or motivation to vid lately, but I needed to get my act together to at least upload SOMETHING, even if I'm not happy with what I've made (which I'm not... the quality for some parts is terrible and the mood of it feels off but whatever). Lesbian and bisexual stories are nearly always tragic, and its not always death. There's sad coming out stories, unrequited love, betrayal, corrective rape, homophobic society, etc. It's not always death and I hope the video portrays that well. Like I said before, I'm not pleased with this video but tbh I just needed to get something done for the contest!
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Twitter: twitter.com/restnowclara
I love them! Please, please, please bring Heather back!
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I had to. Also happy birthday to me!
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YO YOUTUBE. YOU LET KIDS WATCH A VIDEO DEPICTING RAPE BUT NOT A VIDEO WITH WOMEN KISSING? GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER.
My wording in this video is a bit off but I couldn't be arsed rendering again. What I meant is that it targets two women kissing on my channel. It blocks gay/bi men and transgender people too, but as my videos feature lesbian/bi women most of the time, I can really only speak for that.
Here's more into on Restricted Mode: http://www.abc.net.au/news/2017-03-20/youtubes-restricted-mode-hides-lgbtqi-content/8370776
So, I experimented with a completely different editing style! Hope you like it! There were some glitches with the slow-mo that I couldn't get rid of so please ignore them haha.
The theme for round two of the femslash addiction contest is jealousy and I used a female cover of Treat You Better for obvious reasons. Amy likes Karma, Karma likes Liam, Liam's an idiot, and Amy thinks she can treat Karma better than he can. Obviously!
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Twitter: twitter.com/restnowclara
This is shit but hey all those useless dream scenes needed to be good for something, right?
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twitter: twitter.com/restnowclara
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I made this sort of crack video in just one night! I experimented with different editing styles this time. This can be interpreted however you want. Though I personally think that Karma is a lesbian experiencing compulsory heterosexuality, its cool if you think she's bi/pan! But she's definitely not straight!
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Twitter: twitter.com/restnowclara
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This is for Round One of the Femslash Addiction Contest! I had to make this quickly because I've been exhausted recently with my university placement, and I'm not really loving the result of this video. But I wanted to make something for the contest and hopefully its enough to be considered!
Fandoms: Teen Wolf, Carmilla (web series), Jane the Virgin, I Can't Think Straight, Wynonna Earp, Her Story (web series), Faking It, The 100, Imagine Me & You, The Secret Circle, Supergirl, Black Mirror (San Junipero episode), Glee, The Vampire Diaries, All Cheerleaders Die, The World Unseen, Orphan Black, Sense8, Saving Face, Pretty Little Liars, Switched at Birth, various music videos
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Tumblr: wlwsquad.tumblr.com
Twitter: twitter.com/restnowclara
A lot of things are out of order because the tv show plot got convoluted and shifty towards the end.
A video a day for three days? What is going on?
Corrie Mackenzie is my child and I love her to bits and if TWTWB does get renewed (which looks VERY unlikely), I will miss Maddy on the cast.
Colouring: SunnyVids (as always lmao)
Fandom: Tomorrow When the War Began
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Twitter: twitter.com/restnowclara