Uploaded April 2023 | Updated September 2026, 1 hour ago

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Like the mid-summer breeze leaving my city in August. I don't want to move on. I have to.

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Lyrics:

Heartbreak and breakthroughs
In the end they're all the same
I wanted to tell you
And I'll be on my way

At times I wished you never existed
The moments I remember are all so twisted
And I feel so conflicted
Letting all this go to waste

I'm trying to hold on
I'm trying to hold on
The memories I've misplaced

I'm trying to move on
I'm scared to move on
The past that I can't replace

Can you answer me with honesty
The lies we've been through, the lies I've told you
I had to go even though I hoped
In the end that, I wouldn't lose you

I'm trying to hold on
I'm trying to hold on
The memories I've misplaced

I'm trying to move on
I'm scared to move on
The past that I can't replace

Heartbreak and breakthroughs
In the end they're all the same
I wanted to tell you
And I'll be on my way

At times I wished you never existed
The moments I remember are all so twisted
And I feel so conflicted
Letting all this go to waste

I'm trying to hold on
I'm trying to hold on
The memories I've misplaced

I'm trying to move on
I'm scared to move on
The past that I can't replace

Can you answer me with honesty
The lies we've been through, the lies I've told you
I had to go even though I hoped
In the end that, I wouldn't lose you

I'm trying to hold on
I'm trying to hold on
The memories I've misplaced

I'm trying to move on
I'm scared to move on
The past that I can't replace

My heart's been pierced through
These years that I've known you
You hurt me in summer bloom
I'm trapped in this cycle of pain

I'm drowning in my sorrows
Of promises, of tomorrows
I'm pushing on with all I've got
I hope this feeling never ends

I'm trying to hold on
I'm trying to hold on
The memories I've misplaced

I'm trying to move on
I'm scared to move on
The past that I can't replace