Name: ARM AND LEG / kian ft. IA English (original song) @kiandoesnt
Uploaded: 2026-09-30T08:17:00-05:00
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Description: ARM AND LEG / kian ft. IA English (original song)

ARM AND LEG / kian ft. IA English (original song)

kian 2026-09-30 | ARM AND LEG / kian ft. IA English (original song)

HALLOWS EVE Vol. 2: Gloom & Doom Party in My Room / EP Crossfade

kian 2024-10-04 | time to feel the gloom & doom !!
Hallow's Eve Vol. 2 out now !!

spotify / open.spotify.com/album/1Jf98jBVsBb2SGLtMgQpCt
youtube / youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_ldjubQ58wqaER2YKebuxtCLkxOjy6wLTI&si=HWoHRC8kLzmNXp9Z
soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/sets/hallows-eve-vol-2

(tracklist)
1 - ELECTRIC NIGHTMARE CAROUSEL ft. sv_kevin
2 - THE KILLER IS ESCAPING!! ft. SAROS
3 - DEAD OF THE PARTY ft. IA
4 - SAVE ME, STALKER CREEP ft. Hanakuma Chifuyu
5 - BLACKLIGHT BOOGIE ft. GUMI

ELECTRIC NIGHTMARE CAROUSEL / ft. sv_KEVIN (original song)

kian 2024-10-02 | come take a ride on the Fright Fair's newest ELECTRIC NIGHTMARE CAROUSEL!!! (not yet approved by law enforcement)

music, mv / kian
vocals / sv_kevin
soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/electric-nightmare-carousel
spotify / pre-save (out 10/04!!) distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kian15/hallows-eve-vol-2-gloom--doom-party-in-my-room-2
inst, midi, svp / drive.google.com/drive/folders/1aYEulP64OWJ_htho8gNlOCNN50fvqgLN?usp=sharing

[lyrics]
Oh
Feel it creep on up again
First of Halloween all in our heads
Grab some candy, take a bite
Carve a Jack-o-Lantern for the night
And take a forest hike
Hear the witch's cackle as she flies
Pass on by the haunted house
Just outside, the Fright Fair's back in town
For the month
One by one
Till' past years have been outdone
Every one
One by one
Till' we all have had our fun

Going round and round
Mechanically unsound
Feel the terror, scream out loud
Chaos overthrows
Becomes the status-quo
Ain't it quite a sight?
I'll go ahead and give it all my might
Might you calm down?
We'll make sure to leave without a sound
Sound the alarm while we go to the next town
Hide away for now
Cause' when we come around
I'll drag you straight to hell
In my Electric Nightmare Carousel

Watch for killers in the eve
From this party you can't leave
Followed by some stalker creep
From the Blacklight St.

Watch the clock, stay up all night
You'll be filled with fright
Anxiously awaiting for some boogeyman to haunt your dreams
Come with us, stay up all night
We'll fill you with fright
And my Electric Nightmare Carousel is sure to take your life

Every one
One by one
Spreading terror one on one
Every one
One by one
Though you try you can't outrun
Every one
One by one
Till' past years have been outdone
Every one
One by one
Till' we all have had our fun

Going round and round
Mechanically unsound
Feel the terror, scream out loud
Chaos overthrows
Becomes the status-quo
Ain't it quite a sight?
I'll go ahead and give it all my might
Might you calm down?
We'll make sure to leave without a sound
Sound the alarm while we go to the next town
Hide away for now
Cause' when we come around
I'll drag you straight to hell
In my Electric Nightmare Carousel

Electric Nightmare Carousel

Electric Nightmare Carousel

We'll be going round and round and round
Until you're found
And everybody hears the sound
So, watch the crowd
We're coming now

#vocaloid #synthesizerv #halloween #vocanew #vocalopost

FEAST YOUR EYES / ft. Eleanor Forte (original song)

kian 2024-08-23 | music , mv / kian
vocals / eleanor forte
spotify / open.spotify.com/album/78Mak56mvPPkP9WenaQcuJ?si=R8xt0HIYRm2Cjq-r50tp6g
sc / soundcloud.com/kian712/feast-your-eyes
inst , svp / drive.google.com/drive/folders/1QnN3ZpzTuM7GTf7mSGlGZXWH_-Zjzx9a?usp=drive_link

[lyrics]
How could you let me go end up like this?
At least you exist
But is this any way to live?
Just cut your tongue and get a grip
I thought your purpose was to handle me
Handle all your tears?
Why was I unable to fear?
Your mind was well beyond your years
Why don't you know how to get out of here
Isn't it insane?
Your every action comes with pain
This is just the path you paved
But hey, it's just a game
That isn't what you said that day
Don't you speak another word, I think I had enough

Tie me upside down inside my bedroom in the dark
(I think I had enough)
(I think I had enough)
(But have you?)
Let all of my blood rush to my skull then break it hard
(This isn't good enough)
(No, it's not good enough)
But now at least his eyes are fed

I wonder daily that maybe I'm to blame
With choices that I wish weren't made
I couldn't take it, I hoped that you were dead
(Why are you still sulking over little things)
The profound sense of dread you gave me
(It's not like they hurt you in real life

This isn't what you said it'd feel like
Maybe you're too dumb
Why does it make me wanna die?
You're there still mourning hordes of flies
I don't mind, they've been too kind
That isn't what you said that day
Shut your mouth and go away
Don't let me see your face

Tie me upside down inside my bedroom in the dark
(I think I had enough)
(I think I had enough)
(But have you?)
Let all of my blood rush to my skull then break it hard
(I think I had enough)
(I think I had enough)
(But have you?)
Give me all the pain you felt back then when you were young
(It isn't good enough)
(It isn't good enough)
(I hate you)
I don't know how I could leave it, nothing's good enough
(It isn't good enough)
(It isn't good enough)
At least his eyes are fed

MAYBE IM A CAT / ft. ASTERIAN (original song)

kian 2024-06-23 | like, nyaaa (2)
music, mv / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocals / ASTERIAN, Kevin
spotify / open.spotify.com/album/5PtbpoP4EGGGNTaDoIUg89?si=MdUFsddXSMyJnsl-v7V6vQ&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A5PtbpoP4EGGGNTaDoIUg89
soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/maybe-im-a-cat
inst, svp / drive.google.com/drive/folders/1TekUUfPS_QsFbDZGrl497dEjJuYnMZfE?usp=sharing

[lyrics]
Back, like a maniac
I need a helping hand
Oh, I'm getting out of hand
I bet that you can't stand it
I'm working overtime
You better stay in line
So keep the ball, keep the chain
I'm already tamed

My, my, you're so dignified
I think you need to try
My way of living life on the line
What's with all the tension, babe?
Don't feel so ashamed
Love is being made
You never get that
I'm not scared to die, like

Huh?

Maybe I'm a cat
There's nothing wrong with that
So, baby come and play
I need you either way
Make sure to love me all the same
Why are you getting mad?
You're lucky I ain't bad
So tell me what to do
And tell me what to say
I need to see and hear and feel you every day

Maybe, make me make my merry way
To multiply, manipulate and maim
Baby, come and play
You're so fucking lame
I'm so full of hate
Tell me that you'll never hide away from all the pain

Hah!

Maybe I'm a cat
There's nothing wrong with that
The situation changed
I hate the way you
Made me think you needed love today
Why are you getting mad?
You're lucky I ain't bad
Just don't get in the way
Don't tell me about your day
You're really fucking up my brain!
Maybe I'm a cat
There's nothing wrong with that
So, baby come and play
I need you either way
Make sure to love me all the same
Why are you getting mad?
You're lucky I ain't bad
So tell me what to do
And tell me what to say
I need to see and hear and feel you every day

Back, like a maniac
I need a helping hand
Oh, I'm getting out of hand
I bet that you can't stand it
I'm working overtime
You better stay in line
So keep the ball, keep the chain
I'm already tamed

#synthesizerv #synthv_ASTERIAN #ASTERIAN #VOCALOID #vocalopost #vocanew

WHAT IS GOING ON / feat. CHIFUYU (POPPY PLAYTIME Original Song)

kian 2024-02-25 | DON'T MOVE AN INCH

music / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocal / hanakuma chifuyu twitter.com/chifuyu_info
spotify / open.spotify.com/album/1H1TeWJdw5lUwyMhgjAA91?si=n6LDaKjAQDO3o55PiMHgtQ&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A1H1TeWJdw5lUwyMhgjAA91
soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/what-is-going-on
inst, vocal midi / drive.google.com/drive/folders/1nBOuqIb8ILu18AJ-cmF4Fzbd2KC0A10U?usp=sharing
based on Poppy Playtime ch. 3 by Mob Entertainment

[lyrics]
Stab and burn synthetic flesh
Open up my head
Twist my guts and make me bleed
Inject me, make me scream

I still can't understand
What happened
I'm maddened
I'm missing
I'm feeling the world around me fading
Far away
We're delayed
As we played
Like, all day
They waited
Elated
Partake in the torment
Because they want me dead
Tell me why you wanna hear them out
Because I,
I don't mind cutting off a loved one

Bones and meat are held together
At the seams of plush and dead fur
Blood flows freely through my body
Pain exudes where bones protrude
But,

What is going on
I still can't fucking comprehend
Record my screams
Ignored my pleas
Was it really that easy?
I won't play along
I have a savior to defend
Those demons got what they deserve
Devour all their meat
And watch them burn

My life was upended
And now I,
I hate it
Their testing was endless
Expected correction
Because they want me dead
Tell me why you wanna hear them out
Because I,
I won't lie
This hunger,
It just won't ever die out

Stab and burn synthetic flesh
Open up my head
Twist my guts and make me bleed
Inject me, make me scream
Watch and shock my beating heart
Test me, take me far
Treat me like a monster
Cut me, beat me, make me scar

What is going on
I still can't fucking comprehend
Record my screams
Ignored my pleas
Was it really that easy?
I won't play along
I have a savior to defend
Those demons got what they deserve
Devour all their meat
And watch them burn

(What is going on)

#synthesizerv #poppyplaytime #vocaloid #vocalopost #vocanew #花隈千冬

I WALKED WITH THE DEVIL / Tsuina-chan, SAROS (original song)

kian 2023-12-30 | following at an equal pace!

music / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocals / tsuina-chan, saros
spotify / open.spotify.com/track/3AF8WwA0UhcKTLoN1kyY34?si=uC5ohi2HTWaKfgC6n946XQ
soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/i-walked-with-the-devil
inst, svp / drive.google.com/drive/folders/1gfmlooi9x7G6kDQYSp1DPfhCtkR5UxBh?usp=drive_link

[lyrics]
I couldn't take it
Had to break it
For the twentieth last time
Tried to fake it
Tried to make it
But it's poisoning my mind

Is it me what you wanted

I've been forgotten
Body rotten
By the choices I made
Tears are caught in
Bloody cotton
Fearful, shocked and in dismay

Tell me what you wanted

In the name of God, I'm here to give you what you want

Call out in the dark
It echoes but I'm not alone
I feel a presence waiting
Waving
And it's deathly stare is tearing me apart
And testing what I thought I knew
Of whispers from the devil
Telling what to do

I'm scared of lying
Scared of trying
Not to be out of the loop
Scared of crying
Scared of dying
Scared of finding out the truth

I have all the answers

For what I'm seeking,
What's the meaning
If I'm running out of time?
Pointless grieving
Mindless seething
For a future that's not mine

I have all the answers

Call out in the dark
It echoes but I'm not alone
I feel a presence waiting
Waving
And it's deathly stare is tearing me apart
And testing what I thought I knew
Of whispers from the devil
Telling what to do

What's been concealed
By the people
With the power to cut the chord?
See no evil
Hear no evil
Speak no evil anymore

Maybe they've forgotten

My head's on fire
I've been tired
It's been dire for way too long
I'm a liar
Even prior to the things that did me wrong

Is it what you wanted?

Call out in the dark
It echoes but I'm not alone
I feel a presence waiting
Waving
And it's deathly stare is tearing me apart
And testing what I thought I knew
Of whispers from the devil
Telling what to do
Going way too far
It's beating through my heart again
And I don't have a say
I'm breaking more and more
Each time I feel another scar
I'm failing to restart again
I've memorized the path
That's taken every time I spiral
Down into the dark
The devil made me do

#synthesizerv #ついなちゃん #VOCALOID #vocalopost #vocanew

re:BEDEVIL / GUMI SV (original song)

kian 2023-12-24 | testing her out

music / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocal / GUMI SV twitter.com/GUMIfromMegpoid
soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/bedevil-sv
spotify / open.spotify.com/track/7GpZDQBrenGMLctCyFGleU?si=58W8kZofScigr-XGBQDiGA

[lyrics]
Letting everybody take what’s mine
Giving everything, so divine
Keep our universes on a line
Mixing everything, we intertwine
Unequivocally horrified at this feeling that we can’t subside
Everywhere we go we cannot hide
Hide from such a lie
In your hands you hold a broken heart
Dark remains that you had torn apart
“Show with words” where do I even start?
A shitty, mediocre piece of art
A faded memory of how we were
When said out loud, is sounding quite absurd
“Don’t tell anyone” you made me swear
Nodding passively, can’t help but stare

Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
Your hands, once warm, now nothing short from a cold ice
We’re running now
Running away, the wind still feels nice
The people stare, and it’s unfair that I know we’re right
Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
And every movement, every word stabs like a sharp knife
The sun is setting all the redness is out of sight
So leave me in the hands of night

And the devil knows everything I have to show
Call it fear, call it hate
Something I can take
You can scream and cry
Scratch your throat when asking “Why”
Make a deal, make it real
Make it yours to steal

Be the devil, be the devil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Be the devil, be the devil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Rid the evil, rid the evil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Be the thing that once consumed me
Set me free
Waiting here forever on repeat
Walking in, the watchers take their seats
Long gone now, the feeling of defeat
Replaced by the slowly rising heat

Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
Your hands, once warm, now nothing short from a cold ice
We’re running now
Running away, the wind still feels nice
The people stare, and it’s unfair that I know we’re right
Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
And every movement, every word stabs like a sharp knife
The sun is setting all the redness is out of sight
Leave me in the hands of night

And the devil knows everything I have to show
Call it fear, call it hate
Something I can take
You can scream and cry
Scratch your throat when asking “Why”
Make a deal, make it real
Make it yours to steal
So,
Please appeal
#synthesizerv #vocaloid #vocalopost #vocanew #gumi

Mystery of the Haunted House / kian ft. Eleanor Forte AI (Official MV)

kian 2023-10-31 | HAPPY HALLOWEEN !!!!! :D i hope this season was just as ghoulish and horrific as you'd hoped (i can say for me, it was)

music, mv / kian
vocals / eleanor forte
spotify / open.spotify.com/track/0INBBBSnM6UKS1a0XgIUC4?si=a25fa1d0d8a8472d
soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/mystery-of-the-haunted-house
inst, midi, svp / (soon)

[lyrics]
Walking through the town late one eve
Right through the messy piles of orange leaves
Hidden right behind dark dead trees
Their shadows cast upon the strangest house I'd ever seen
Left unclean
Still standing, yet abandoned, corroding
Rumors start to spread, it's coming to a head
Those spooky sounds, hear them now

I try to think on what could have caused this
Can it be explained, or do spirits remain?

What we've come to know
It's a horror show
A small, two-story, dark, abandoned home
Tales of a ghost
Are they overblown?
A story made to comprehend all the unknown
Well, now it's time to formulate a plan
I highly doubt that it'll even be that bad
Maybe this is more than what it would seem
The stars aligning perfectly
I know it's up to me to solve this mystery

Silence in the night, eerily
Up in the witching hour, researching
Looking for it's known history
And with no luck online, I'll find the local library
Archiving
These printed papers tell all that I need
A hundred years ago, a fire's burning glow had scorched the house
Yet, somehow...
It remains standing still to this day
The damage isn't nearly the level it should be
Year after year, it's slowly rebuilt
And by the looks of it, the job is nearly complete!

What we've come to know
It's a horror show
A small, two-story, dark, abandoned home
Tales of a ghost
Are they overblown?
A story made to comprehend all the unknown
Decidedly, October 31st
Will be the night I'm gonna solve it all for sure
Maybe this is more than what it would seem
The stars aligning perfectly
I know it's up to me to find the answer to this mystery
Creepy cobwebs cover everything
Footsteps running up ahead of me
Chasing down something I cannot see
Culminating with the spirits of two girls

The ghosts I see are hardly malicious
Listened to the call by powers in the fall
For weeks on end they set up a party
Devilish delight made to bring us a fright
On Halloween night!

What we've come to know
It's a horror show
A small, two-story, dark, abandoned home
Tales of a ghost
Are they overblown?
A story made to comprehend all the unknown
We'll share the frightful cheer of Halloween
With ghouls and goblins of all kinds, you'd not believe
Maybe this is more than what it would seem
The stars aligning perfectly
This haunted house now no longer a mystery

#halloween #synthesizerv #eleanorforte #vocaloid #vocalopost #vocanew

ATTACK OF THE KILLER CANDY ft. Tsuina-chan / audio

kian 2023-10-13 | music / kian
vocals / tsuina-chan
spotify / open.spotify.com/album/3IociYIbI9wHlRILTH2nSy?si=KHVHTnVVR2eqjkwLPdRSSg
soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/sets/kian2-hallows-eve
project files / (soon)

[lyrics]

#halloween #synthesizerv #VOCALOID #vocalopost #vocanew

The Scampish Witch ft. SOLARIA, Amy / audio

kian 2023-10-13 | music / kian
vocals / SOLARIA, Amy
spotify / open.spotify.com/album/3IociYIbI9wHlRILTH2nSy?si=KHVHTnVVR2eqjkwLPdRSSg
soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/sets/kian2-hallows-eve
project files / (soon)

[lyrics]

#halloween #synthesizerv #VOCALOID #vocalopost #vocanew

Jacks Admonition ft. Yuma / audio

kian 2023-10-13 | music / kian
vocals / yuma
spotify / open.spotify.com/album/3IociYIbI9wHlRILTH2nSy?si=KHVHTnVVR2eqjkwLPdRSSg
soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/sets/kian2-hallows-eve
project files / (soon)

[lyrics]

#halloween #synthesizerv #VOCALOID #vocalopost #vocanew

Fright Fair ft. An Ensemble of Frightful Synthesized Voices (Courtesy of Fright Fair) / audio

kian 2023-10-13 | music / kian
vocals / GUMI, Tsuina-chan, SOLARIA, Eleanor Forte, Yuma, ASTERIAN, Kevin, Hanakuma Chifuyu, Amy, Chris, IA, KAFU, RIME, SEKAI
spotify / open.spotify.com/album/3IociYIbI9wHlRILTH2nSy?si=KHVHTnVVR2eqjkwLPdRSSg
soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/sets/kian2-hallows-eve
project files / (soon)

[lyrics]
Entering in through the gates, so many things await
Watch in time, see how they bring this fair to life
Pumpkins line the streets, loaded to the brim with sweets
Lights are blinking to the beat
Spiders go up on the wall, you'd never hear them crawl
With their webs, they make a banner to show all
Walking across the road, from the corroded abode
Black cats rather stay alone
In the sky, the moon is high
In the town werewolves howl
Chills going up the spine, take it as another sign (In the dead of night they hide)

Come with us, stay up all night
We'll fill you with fright
Magic sights light up the sky
Take some candy, don't be shy
Feelings that excite ignite the spirits tonight

Walking through the crowd, you'll see the creatures in-between
Don't you hide, you'll see they never wanna bite
With a pumpkin head, Jack puts on a show again
Dolls that come to life will create a scene of vivid dancing imagery
Soon the witching hour starts so they can do their part
Ghostly moans will float around the scare zone
And the monster girl stalks around the haunted home
Entertaining clowns erase all frowns
With a chill, the wind will blow
Bells will ring, demons sing to a
Hallowed evening
Join the enchanted parade
The symphony of haunted scenery
Could make the reaper smile
So why not stay a while?

Come with us, stay up all night
We'll fill you with fright
Magic sights light up the sky
Take some candy, don't be shy
Feelings that excite ignite the hallowed night
Come with us, stay up all night
We'll fill you with fright
Magic sights light up the sky
Take some candy, don't be shy
Feelings that excite ignite the hallowed night
Dreams, reality and all the in-between
Chocolate covered sweets like from a fantasy
The night is still so young
Let's have some fun

#halloween #synthesizerv #VOCALOID #vocalopost #vocanew

Mystery of the Haunted House ft. Eleanor Forte / audio

kian 2023-10-13 | music / kian
vocals / Eleanor Forte
spotify / open.spotify.com/album/3IociYIbI9wHlRILTH2nSy?si=KHVHTnVVR2eqjkwLPdRSSg
soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/sets/kian2-hallows-eve
project files / (soon)

[lyrics]

#halloween #synthesizerv #VOCALOID #vocalopost #vocanew

GHOSTLY HALLOWEEN PARTY ft. KAFU, RIME / audio

kian 2023-10-13 | music / kian
vocals / KAFU, RIME
spotify / open.spotify.com/album/3IociYIbI9wHlRILTH2nSy?si=KHVHTnVVR2eqjkwLPdRSSg
soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/sets/kian2-hallows-eve
project files / (soon)

[lyrics]

#halloween #synthesizerv #VOCALOID #vocalopost #vocanew

The First of Halloween ft. GUMI / audio

kian 2023-10-13 | music / kian
vocals / GUMI
spotify / open.spotify.com/album/3IociYIbI9wHlRILTH2nSy?si=KHVHTnVVR2eqjkwLPdRSSg
soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/sets/kian2-hallows-eve
project files / (soon)

[lyrics]

#halloween #synthesizerv #VOCALOID #vocalopost #vocanew

HALLOWS EVE Vol. 1: A Marvelously Ghoulish Collection of Fiendish Delight and Spine-Chilling Fright

kian 2023-10-13 | please enjoy these couple of spooky songs made by my tiny imp hands !!

music / kian
spotify / open.spotify.com/album/3IociYIbI9wHlRILTH2nSy?si=KHVHTnVVR2eqjkwLPdRSSg
soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/sets/kian2-hallows-eve
project files / (soon)

#halloween #vocaloid #synthv #cevioai #vocalopost #vocanew

The First of Halloween / kian ft. GUMI (original song)

kian 2023-10-01 | the macabre jumped out!
yet again, we are in the midst of another ooky kooky spooky season!! let the dark magic fill your spirits (and stream my halloween music) 0v0)b !!!!!

pre-save HALLOW'S EVE Vol. 1 / distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kian15/hallows-eve-vol-1-a-marvelously-ghoulish-collection-of-fiendish-delight-and-spine-chilling-fright

music / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocal / gumi twitter.com/GUMIfromMegpoid
spotify / open.spotify.com/track/3Lngo5LdJM2BAiejDjN7xh?si=b5cd68c41af84fec
soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/the-first-of-halloween-2023

vpr, inst / drive.google.com/drive/folders/1lkixiX4CseytHH15rprTaOpbfdVQzuiJ?usp=drive_link

[lyrics]
With the raven’s cries starts the end of the night
They’re in the daylight taking flight with summer out of sight
A chilling mist settles in, and so it all begins
Every night, a month of fright
One by one they come out, the Jack-O-Lanterns sprout
Beyond any doubt, they all shout about the darkened now
And to the people, they vow to never speak a sound
It’s out of mind, a morbid sight
And, in the forest, they hide the children of the night
No wondering why, say goodbye to worry in your mind
So try to turn a blind eye to ghouls and goblins gone awry
They’ll try to change your mind

Ah, as the sun goes down, the true macabre comes out
The time has finally come, we know
Let’s put on a show

I’ll take all of your lives
No need to stand by
Cause one by one we’ll fill you all with fright
Petrifying signs, I’ll never deny
An otherworldly masquerade is overstayed
Around and round we go non-stop
They run in front the enchanted backdrop
Dropping at the morn
No need to feel torn
We’ll keep it going every day, you see
Cause it’s the first of Halloween

In the evening sky, look up and find a wraith
The trees are decaying and swaying as they wear away
The town is bustlin’ all day as people celebrate
The supernatural holiday

In glee, they flee, and scream, and see reality
The candy tastes like something they had never seen
That they had never seen, a new delicacy
Something made for me and only me
In glee, they flee, and scream, and see reality
The candy tastes like something they had never seen
That they had never seen, a new delicacy
So go along, and run around this night of Halloween

Ah, as the sun goes down, the true macabre comes out
The time has finally come, we know
Let’s put on a show
Although it’s a while away
Emotions overflow
Breathe a sigh and let it go
Continue the show

I’ll take all of your lives
No need to stand by
Cause one by one we’ll fill you all with fright
Petrifying signs, I’ll never deny
An otherworldly masquerade is overstayed
Around and round we go non-stop
They run in front the enchanted backdrop
Dropping at the morn
No need to feel torn
We’ll keep it going every day, the first of Halloween will never
Die away

#VOCALOID #gumi #halloween #vocalopost #vocanew

more scrapped songs

kian 2023-08-18 | i was looking through my old projects again

just felt like sharing something

00:00 - random ukelele
00:48 - uplifting weirdcore song
1:53 - family
5:06 - EP intro take # 1
6:42 - EP intro take # 2
7:32 - EP intro take # 3
9:33 - EP intro take # 4
10:59 - EP intro "found out"
12:35 - an angel

A POINTED STARE / kian ft. SEKAI (original song)

kian 2023-08-08 | overall, i'm ruined

music / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocal / SEKAI twitter.com/musicalisotope
harmony / hanakuma chifuyu twitter.com/chifuyu_info
spotify / open.spotify.com/track/1gnCXGgj6oQjTT7HfqDl9n?si=9Cav7lWoSSKRF0udAvHzeg
soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/a-pointed-stare
project files / drive.google.com/drive/folders/15_ahyRqC42lnGyJFqcq9EHSTWuVmp4Z_?usp=drive_link

[lyrics]
Taken by a promise on a whim
Don't think that I'd forgotten how it felt to be a
Novice in the center of a whim
I could've gotten better
Could've been forever
Quite the situation we were in
Just craving for the feeling of your fiery skin
But something kept on twisting from within
I know we should've never
Know I should've never
Followed what all the others had done
Wrangled in whether wanted or not
But you were not the kind to leave a plan undone

I was never one to take it there
Your flames are everywhere
Brighter than the sun
It can't compare
My love is unaware
Thought you were the one to take it there
I was severely unprepared
You didn't even care
Just a dead pointed stare

Burdened with the cold hard truth that only left me scared
(forever)
I can't comprehend the way you made it so unfair
You left me on a dare
A whisper spews from a traitorous tongue
Turned his back on a bountiful love
Doesn't even realize what he's become

Why, I'm fine
So take your time
I'd like to give what's mine
(Made it so unfair, weren't even there, didn't even care, you were unaware)
So make it shine
(Didn't even care, you were unaware)

I was never one to take it there
Your flames are everywhere
Brighter than the sun
It can't compare
My love is unaware
Thought you were the one to take it there
I was severely unprepared
You didn't even care
Just a dead pointed stare

You weren't even there
You were unaware
Die for all I care

#星界 #音楽的同位体 #vocalopost #vocanew #cevioai #vocaloid

MERCURY POISONING / Hanakuma Chifuyu, Yuma (audio)

kian 2023-04-12 | music / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocals / Hanakuma Chifuyu , Yuma

stream on Spotify / open.spotify.com/album/4iR0TqtwkpMWtgAYWTRR9q?si=Aau27fDrRgiQLEBOdmHvog
Soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/sets/theyll-return

instrumentals, project files / drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Hc50Ng2Gl-PocfF5mVZDKXjoJ_NYkgyN?usp=share_link

[lyrics]
You and I are not so different

Thanking god that I've come this far
Smiling in the dark
Who am I to beg them for more?
Leave me at the door and
Split my mind and my heart apart
End my story arc
Left me rotten right to the core
Bleeding on the floor
I promise that I try
I'm trying to avoid the warning signs
Terrified of the thought of ruining
Another person's life
Selfish thoughts were only meant to hinder mine

I was doomed right from the start
Everyone has gone too far
Broken houses, rotting walls are
Tempting me to free it all
Honestly I'm at a loss
Memories gone inside the fog
Watching others makes me sick but
You and I are not so different

I won't pretend I cannot love again
It's all I've been
I've yet to win
You can't really blame me
When I just want to feel again
My only dopamine release depends on something that isn't there
And nobody cares
Left alone inside the fog again
This isn't fair
Are you there to watch as I tear?
Unlimited proximity is granted to the one that
Left me here
I'm nowhere near the way to go back home

Once again I'm on my own
Much too early, fully grown
Ripping out my deadened hair
Retaliate, I wouldn't dare

I was doomed right from the start
Everyone has gone too far
Broken houses, rotting walls are
Tempting me to free it all
Honestly I'm at a loss
Memories gone inside the fog
Watching others makes me sick but
You and I are not so different

You and I are not so different

You and I are not so different

You and I are not so different

MUD TO MUD / SEKAI, Eleanor Forte AI (audio)

kian 2023-04-12 | music / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocals / SEKAI, Eleanor Forte AI

stream on Spotify / open.spotify.com/album/4iR0TqtwkpMWtgAYWTRR9q?si=Aau27fDrRgiQLEBOdmHvog
Soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/sets/theyll-return

instrumentals, project files / drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Hc50Ng2Gl-PocfF5mVZDKXjoJ_NYkgyN?usp=share_link

[lyrics]
Acting irrationally to find out
A past life just to suffice
The need to be someone more worthy of
The life being led on
Oh, how wrong!

Facing the unknown
Chasing a new home
Waiting to find another face staring back at me
Waking up again
Making my life, no
Breaking down instead
Mud and sludge is spewing out

And still, nobody’s right
The devil’s taking flight
You can take my life and run away
And come on down another day
Such a bore, such a bore
Tell me more, tell me more
Lead me through the door now

A voice somewhere deep down inside the mind
Whispering a truthful lie
My head’s split in half and it’s killing me
Memories crawling back in
Full of sin

Just give up and submit your life
You know you were made just so you could die
Why live through a lie trying to hide just to save them?
Still, would they care?
Making it seem so unfair
Fucking around just to buy time
Left all them just to wonder why
“Why’d he pretend to be our friend?”
Please…
You’re such a bore
Tell me some more!
Take me, break me, shape me, make me
Do with me just as you please and
See all of your evil deeds and
Try to plea when I bite down and-
The life you see
I’m on my knees
Just try to breathe
And stay with me
I’ll try to be all that you need
When everything is fleeting away

And still, nobody’s right
The devil’s taking flight
You can take my life and run away
And come on down another day
Such a bore, such a bore
Tell me more, tell me more
Lead me through the door now

UNSIGHTLY / Kevin, ASTERIAN (audio)

kian 2023-04-12 | music / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocals / Kevin, ASTERIAN

stream on Spotify / open.spotify.com/album/4iR0TqtwkpMWtgAYWTRR9q?si=Aau27fDrRgiQLEBOdmHvog
Soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/sets/theyll-return

instrumentals, project files / drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Hc50Ng2Gl-PocfF5mVZDKXjoJ_NYkgyN?usp=share_link

[lyrics]
Walked in the darkest night
City lights devoid life
And across the path
Orange glowing’s dimly cast

Another eye, another life’s
Taken with a horrid lie
Heads filled with
Ringing, singing with no meaning
As the body loses feeling
Mouths open wide
The other side never seemed to show a sign
Of human life inside the decrepit mind

Holding him tightly, unsightly
Never could dare to, still couldn’t care to
Unapologetically
Leaving me with open seams
Wrapping around me, this feeling’s
Comforting me yet, I wanna leave so
What am I supposed to do?
Pulling out of my view

Taking the human mind
Somewhere else to satisfy
Yearning for the past
Using those who would not last

Spreading through every vein
In disdain
Learning to feed off other’s pain
All those in my day to day
Never stay
Not like they knew me anyways

Another eye, another life’s
Taken with a horrid lie
Heads filled with
Ringing, singing with no meaning
As the body loses feeling
Mouths open wide
The other side never seemed to show a sign
Of human life inside the decrepit mind

Holding him tightly, unsightly
Never could dare to, still couldn’t care to
Unapologetically
Leaving me with open seams
Wrapping around me, this feeling’s
Comforting me yet, I wanna leave so
What am I supposed to do?
Pulling out of my view

IN MY DREAMS / Yuma (audio)

3AM / RIME, IA AI English (audio)

kian 2023-04-12 | music / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocals / RIME, IA AI English

stream on Spotify / open.spotify.com/album/4iR0TqtwkpMWtgAYWTRR9q?si=Aau27fDrRgiQLEBOdmHvog
Soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/sets/theyll-return

instrumentals, project files / drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Hc50Ng2Gl-PocfF5mVZDKXjoJ_NYkgyN?usp=share_link

[lyrics]
Sitting up at 3AM
Forcing me awake again
Honestly I never thought I’d ever even last this long
All I wanna do is keep it all from going wrong
Sitting up at 3AM
Watching from the dark again
Vivid lights keep flying by and force a deep red shine inside
Something in the corner of my eye runs to the other side

Panic rises, slowly building up this hidden fear inside
Paralyzed, I try to hide under these tear stained sheets of mine
10, 9, 8, the eyes captivate
7, 6, won’t solve this conflict

3AM is when it starts
Everything will fall apart
Stolen from my bleeding heart
Everything I’d never dropped
Lock the door and loose the key
Still, I know that they can see
Every single abstract thought
Everything I had forgot

Sitting up at 3AM
Looking in the dark again
Why do they refuse to see these things insist on stalking me?
My reality, staggeringly, is tearing at the seams

Need you feel such disdain?
You know that we are not to blame
3, 2, 1, they already won

We can see you laying there
Through your windows
We will stare
Why won’t you just let us in?
Listen to our haunting hymn

3AM is when it starts
Everything will fall apart
Stolen from my bleeding heart
Everything I’d never dropped
Lock the door and loose the key
Still, I know that they can see
Every single abstract thought
Everything I had forgot

ANOMALY / Yuma (audio)

kian 2023-04-12 | music / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocals / Yuma

stream on Spotify / open.spotify.com/album/4iR0TqtwkpMWtgAYWTRR9q?si=Aau27fDrRgiQLEBOdmHvog
Soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/sets/theyll-return

instrumentals, project files / drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Hc50Ng2Gl-PocfF5mVZDKXjoJ_NYkgyN?usp=share_link

[lyrics]
And then it happened on 12-08
Opened my eyes, a dark space
“We’ve been waiting for when to say you’ll be the one on display”
Waiting here in the light of day
While the eyes of the others turn away from the photo
Leaving me alone
All the shadows swallow me whole
Tell me what I know
Do I find a home?
The take away from what I say flowing like a poison from my mouth
I try to keep it down
Just wait for another time to make my presence known
Leaving me all alone

I embrace their gone face
Easily undermined, just wanna feel alive
Anomaly, the label of mine
“You should embrace your disgrace”
The one that’s left behind, their numbers have declined
I wander all alone inside this world

Install the mind in the hard drive
Once in a lifetime
Stuck inside, I'm living in the world’s eye
Once in a lifetime
But can you really call this living?
Once in a dull mind
Giving and giving, but never receiving, the prices of living a dream
Echoing memories speak
Once in a lifetime
Going away, going away
Gone
They say I existed once in a dead mind
Anything and everything to be set free by someone I couldn’t see
Where does that leave me?

All that’s been done
You will never be the one, you begun to fall behind
The others have outshined
And there’s no room left to redefine
“Better to let go and forget your lines”
All these words of mine
The little things that people saw
My every single flaw
Decided to withdraw once and for all
“The things you undergo now that they all know”

Embrace their gone face
Easily undermined, just wanna feel alive
Anomaly, the label of mine
“You should embrace your disgrace”
The one that’s left behind, their numbers have declined
I wander all alone inside this world
Waiting for the uninstall

THE MOTHMAN / GUMI, Kevin (audio)

kian 2023-04-12 | music / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocals / GUMI, Kevin

stream on Spotify / open.spotify.com/album/4iR0TqtwkpMWtgAYWTRR9q?si=Aau27fDrRgiQLEBOdmHvog
Soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/sets/theyll-return

instrumentals, project files / drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Hc50Ng2Gl-PocfF5mVZDKXjoJ_NYkgyN?usp=share_link

[lyrics]
“Don’t run away I’ll keep you safe”
Was something he would tell the ones who’re led astray
With red eyes
Like the sky
He drives them in
And watching as the bridge of life falls from within

The rattling
The in-between
Traveling to heaven’s gate now
And now the bridge is collapsing
Under the weight of the dead
Once again
“Now stay with me so you’ll never be falling in the river red”
The moth will take them all under his wing
To hide the horrid scene

There he stays
In eternal day
To stop the souls from wandering
Into their doom
And doing wrong in the eyes of god
The tyranny that Heaven brings
Is blocked by familiar wings

“Don’t run away I’ll keep you safe”
He tells the souls at Heaven’s gates to change their fate
In sorrow, they follow straight into “Hell”
A hideout hidden in dirt and fire by Satan himself

There they stay
In eternal day
To stop the souls from wandering
Into their doom
And doing wrong in the eyes of god
The tyranny that Heaven brings
Is blocked by familiar wings
Hand in hand, they face the storm forevermore

BAD LUCK BUNNY / SOLARIA (audio)

kian 2023-04-12 | music / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocals / SOLARIA

stream on Spotify / open.spotify.com/album/4iR0TqtwkpMWtgAYWTRR9q?si=Aau27fDrRgiQLEBOdmHvog
Soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/sets/theyll-return

instrumentals, project files / drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Hc50Ng2Gl-PocfF5mVZDKXjoJ_NYkgyN?usp=share_link

[lyrics]
Living in the world as time goes round and round
The room reverberates the sounds of the bells that pound
Leaving them all by themselves, going about their day
And still, there’s nobody around to show them the way
Just let them stay and see one more day
Living with the world on lock
Everybody’s waiting on the clock
Losing more than not
Forgot
Left them all to rot
The lessons they were taught have become an afterthought
So take his hand and follow the path
Everything’s in disarray
And the hunters have a field day
I gruesome cabaret

Following the life that the show portrays
To stay in bounds and never break societal clichés
Just hold it up and feign a joyful display
Never try to take the stage
Using empty promises to save their head
They know that mostly everybody wants them dead
“Before I go, I have some final thoughts…”
“Tie a knot and use the ropes you’ve bought”
Still alive, what a sight
Take a stride, towards the light
“Tell me when, tell me why”
“I should die for my crimes”

Sleeping to the sounds just like a lullaby
The screaming mixed with the cries of the vilified
So much idling around, bunch of “tough guys” (lol)
The luck rabbit will soon learn how to comply
The underdog will right all their wrongs
Listen to his melody
Join in with the revelry
They’re puppets tied to a string

Soon everybody will be reclassified
Say goodbye, say goodbye
To the simple reason why
Using the people to verify all of the people within God’s eye
All of the ones who were forced to abide
Gone awry, gone awry
And no longer pacified
Using the tension that underlies
Showing the public your hidden lies
Soon everybody will be reclassified
Say goodbye, say goodbye
To the simple reason why
Using the people to verify all of the people within God’s eye
All of the ones who were forced to abide
Gone awry, gone awry
And no longer pacified
Using the tension that underlies
Showing the public your hidden lies

Following the life that the show portrays
To stay in bounds and never break societal clichés
Just hold it up and feign a joyful display
Never try to take the stage
Using empty promises to save their head
They know that mostly everybody wants them dead
“Before I go, I have some final thoughts…”
“Tie a knot and use the ropes you’ve bought”
Still alive, what a sight
Take a stride, towards the light
“Tell me when, tell me why”
“I should die for my crimes”
Why?

IN THE DARK, THEYLL RETURN / KAFU (audio)

kian 2023-04-12 | music / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocals / KAFU (Chifuyu harmony)

stream on Spotify / open.spotify.com/album/4iR0TqtwkpMWtgAYWTRR9q?si=Aau27fDrRgiQLEBOdmHvog
Soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/sets/theyll-return

instrumentals, project files / drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Hc50Ng2Gl-PocfF5mVZDKXjoJ_NYkgyN?usp=share_link

[lyrics]
They come back again
Begged to let them in
Yet again
Watching as they come near
Results of fear
Why can’t I hear
When they sing

Where have those times gone
Where I thought I was meant for you
When it's all said and done
You’d never get out of my head
Back again
Watch in fear
They draw near
I can’t hear

Locked in a red room where
where you had kept a lie or two
Said they had told you to
Do everything that you do

They come back again
Begged to let them in
Yet again
Watching as they come near
Results of fear
Why can’t I hear
When they sing

Still I knew they grew to
Unstable hateful beings
You and I both knew
That I would have to leave

Gone for good

They come back again
Begged to let them in
Yet again
Watching now
This time around
Entry’s not allowed
I won’t be found
Listen
As they come near
Results of fear
I can't hear a word
They sing to me
I wander aimlessly
Through what you call
Calamity

BEDEVIL / GUMI (audio)

kian 2023-04-12 | music / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocals / GUMI

stream on Spotify / open.spotify.com/album/4iR0TqtwkpMWtgAYWTRR9q?si=Aau27fDrRgiQLEBOdmHvog
Soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/sets/theyll-return

instrumentals, project files / drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Hc50Ng2Gl-PocfF5mVZDKXjoJ_NYkgyN?usp=share_link

[lyrics]
Letting everybody take what’s mine
Giving everything, so divine
Keep our universes on a line
Mixing everything, we intertwine
Unequivocally horrified at this feeling that we can’t subside
Everywhere we go we cannot hide
Hide from such a lie
In your hands you hold a broken heart
Dark remains that you had torn apart
“Show with words” where do I even start?
A shitty, mediocre piece of art
A faded memory of how we were
When said out loud, is sounding quite absurd
“Don’t tell anyone” you made me swear
Nodding passively, can’t help but stare

Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
Your hands, once warm, now nothing short from a cold ice
We’re running now
Running away, the wind still feels nice
The people stare, and it’s unfair that I know we’re right
Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
And every movement, every word stabs like a sharp knife
The sun is setting all the redness is out of sight
So leave me in the hands of night

And the devil knows everything I have to show
Call it fear, call it hate
Something I can take
You can scream and cry
Scratch your throat when asking “Why”
Make a deal, make it real
Make it yours to steal

Be the devil, be the devil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Be the devil, be the devil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Rid the evil, rid the evil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Be the thing that once consumed me
Set me free
Waiting here forever on repeat
Walking in, the watchers take their seats
Long gone now, the feeling of defeat
Replaced by the slowly rising heat

Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
Your hands, once warm, now nothing short from a cold ice
We’re running now
Running away, the wind still feels nice
The people stare, and it’s unfair that I know we’re right
Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
And every movement, every word stabs like a sharp knife
The sun is setting all the redness is out of sight
Leave me in the hands of night

And the devil knows everything I have to show
Call it fear, call it hate
Something I can take
You can scream and cry
Scratch your throat when asking “Why”
Make a deal, make it real
Make it yours to steal
So
Please appeal

THEYLL RETURN / full album

kian 2023-04-12 | hazy memories

stream on Spotify / open.spotify.com/album/4iR0TqtwkpMWtgAYWTRR9q?si=Aau27fDrRgiQLEBOdmHvog
Soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/sets/theyll-return
(lyrics in description of separate uploads)

instrumentals, project files / drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Hc50Ng2Gl-PocfF5mVZDKXjoJ_NYkgyN?usp=share_link

[timestamps]
0:00 - 3AM
3:02 - MUD TO MUD
7:13 - THE MOTHMAN
10:15 - BAD LUCK BUNNY
15:10 - UNSIGHTLY
19:45 - ANOMALY
24:25 - IN MY DREAMS
27:36 - MERCURY POISONING
30:59 - BEDEVIL
34:12 - IN THE DARK, THEY'LL RETURN

#vocanew #vocaloPost #VOCALOID #cevioai #synthesizerv

GUTS / kian ft. IA AI English (original song)

kian 2023-02-26 | my guts are soooo squishhhhy

music, mv / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocals / IA AI English
soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/guts
inst / piapro.jp/t/OJDv
ccs, midi / drive.google.com/drive/folders/1v-Pf8cSjaxDj_5FFsX8dV-MJFeBKRmSr?usp=share_link

[lyrics]
Time. time again
Ripping me from limb to limb
No, I never would've guessed it
That's how it's always been
You never wanted me to have another win
My sacrifices to the life we had
All gone, all gone
Gone and done
Cause I thought you were the one
But what else had I expected?
I guess you never meant it
Even though you were the one to call that feeling love
I'm still trying not to think about the nights we stayed up

Even though I remember you
And I wish I'd never gone through
Go away, forget what you've done
I would rather be all alone and up to me

I'm spilling out my guts!
Cause all my feelings gone to rust
And I would rather die
Than to try
Singing, singing
Gimme! Gimme!
MINE
Thought you were the one
God, that's so fucked up
Buried under 20 ft. of muck
I'm tangled up in blood and guts

Performative at best
Disingenuous at worst
You ever wonder why it hurt?
I'm living off resent up until the bitter end
You're really messing with my head
And I'm so done with trying to defend it
No, I won't ever be amused
No more, no more

Now I remember you
And I wish I'd never gone through
Go away, forget what you've done
I would rather be all alone and up to me

Spilling out my guts!
Cause all my feelings gone to rust
And I would rather die
Than to try
Singing, singing
Gimme! Gimme!
MINE
Thought you were the one
God, that's so fucked up
Buried under 20 ft. of muck
I'm tangled up in blood and guts

My, My
So quiet, so shy
But never was afraid to mess up a life
And I'm still riding the high from
Promising that I'd never leave your side
So say goodbye to all of those lies
And cry your way into my heart to
Try and make me sympathize
With nothing left to give
Do you feel no shame?
Messing up the game

I'm spilling out my guts!
Cause all my feelings gone to rust
And I would rather die
Than to try
Singing, singing
Gimme! Gimme!
MINE
Thought you were the one
God, that's so fucked up
Buried under 20 ft. of muck
I'm tangled up in blood and guts

I'm tangled up in blood and guts

I'm tangled up in blood and guts

#cevioai #vocaloPost #vocanew #VOCALOID

In My Dreams / kian ft. Yuma (original song)

kian 2023-01-11 | im sleeeepy uwooh

music, illust / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocal / yuma

spotify / open.spotify.com/track/5EdrMU8u84LtsWyuTsgr9R?si=lxMAFcafRwCmKID1xC7QHQ
soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/in-my-dreams
inst / piapro.jp/t/ifhx
midi, svp / drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Jwj5gSZg4xLol4HPquLGa7kWGjiWWp_v?usp=share_link

[lyrics]
Hear the pitter-patter of their feet
Maybe looking for another thing to eat
You need to
Know when and where to go to sleep
Ignoring all your dreams inside
Nightmares I keep away at night

Awake
Hobbling around in a drunken state
Mother's lullabies slowly slip away
Into a memory lapse in time
Don't cry

Learn to pray
To live to see another sunny day
Another horror made
I stare into the pitch black hall
Take my hand
Another call
But no one's here to save at all

Living in the path of people's greed
I won't open up my eyes again to see
The life they lead right down into the heart of isolation
Mortified by the eyes of man
Well, I'll be damned...

Take my hand
Withstand the burning pain
I know you can
We'll drive the other's mad!
I stare into the pitch black hall
Listen to another call
There's no one left to save at all
#vocaloPost #vocanew #synthesizerv #vocaloid

A Twilight Carol / Solaria, Asterian, Eleanor, Chifuyu (2022 ver.)

kian 2022-12-25 | happy holidays (if you celebrate) !!
i don't feel like giving out the downloads for this sorry :D

music, mv / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt
lyrics / @StardustLegend twitter.com/stardust_legend
soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/a-twilight-carol-2022

[lyrics]
Children of night
Have you heard the tale
Of Krampus
The horned beast of a wintry hell
Jolly St. Nick has his demons too
The terror that follows
Unmatched in its doom

Soon they will see
If they don't believe
For eternity
Trapped in a dream
They can never leave
Never again be seen
On Christmas night
An awful sight
Sent them to hell
Ringing the bell
All night he roams
To every home
Punish the bad
Feeling so sad

Gather around for this might be the last
Time you'll get to see light come to pass
When he arrives all the evil and bad
Up and gone with his cold wintry grasp

Try as you might the angels will sing
Take it or leave it
A miserable being
Terrible fiend keep trembling in fear
With Krampus at work
Oh, just what could he bring

Large pointed horns, dagger-like claws
Santa Claus will not fly
Blight of mankind will be sent down to hell
So sing and smile, or he might take you now

Gather around for this might be the last
Time you'll get to see light come to pass
When he arrives all the evil and bad
Up and gone with his cold wintry grasp

Hark how the bells
Sweet silver bells
All seem to say
Throw cares away
Christmas is here
Bringing good cheer
To young and old
Meek and the bold
Oh how they pound
Raising the sound
O'er hill and dale
Telling their tale
Gaily they ring
While people sing
Songs of good cheer
Christmas is here
Take me away
All that I pray
I feel no fear
Krampus be near
Take all the cheer
Evil from here
Intentions clear
End of the year

#synthesizerv #solaria #asterian #eleanorforte #vocalopost #synthv

LIKE THE BILE FROM MY MOUTH / Kevin, KAFU (original song)

kian 2022-11-29 | just a little sick

music / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt
illust / @plssendbones. twitter.com/PLSSENDBONES
spotify / open.spotify.com/track/0s2OxYIW8o71eegJuWhIka?si=s6sa8E-sTHqenhDDJCP3Gw
soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/like-the-bile-from-my-mouth-kevin-kafu
inst, midi, svp / drive.google.com/drive/folders/12BQwMYXMi717KF_GC1Z-bDXS20y3JhOY?usp=share_link

(lyrics)
The place I wanna stay
This fucked up game I play
While no one knows my name
I love it all the same
This wretched heart of mine, genuine
Spitting out my bile I shouldn't make
I never had the chance to change

I forgot the way that you would
Say that you would
Be the one who'll make a change
And it hurts to say what's on my mind
Given the way you treated mine
You were mine
But you refuse to look inside yourself
Cause you're too scared of what you'll find
Live in your collective lie

The place I wanna stay
This fucked up game I play
While no one knows my name
I love it all the same
This wretched heart of mine, genuine
Spitting out my bile I shouldn't make
I never had the chance to change

Insults you shout burn like the bile from my mouth
It's exhausting when you try to take away the

Happiness I try to hide

The place I wanna stay
This fucked up game I play
While no one knows my name
I love it all the same
This wretched heart of mine, genuine
Spitting out my bile I shouldn't make
I never had the chance to change

#vocanew #vocaloPost #synthesizerv #cevioai #可不

GHOSTLY HALLOWEEN PARTY / kian ft. RIME, KAFU (original song)

kian 2022-10-31 | HAPPY HALLOWEEN !!! 0 v 0 )/////

music, illust / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocals / RIME, KAFU twitter.com/musicalisotope

soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/ghostly-halloween-party
inst / piapro.jp/t/K5nK
midi, ccs / drive.google.com/drive/folders/1lHBDHMgcNbVN-kjAYp-UdS2TK_2KlWqH?usp=share_link

[lyrics]

One more time the season is to bring us back again
Our spirits, long since dead, will roam and never have to pretend
Realize that we are only here for a short time
We need to think on how to make the night spent here worthwhile

Running all throughout the town and gathering supplies
And building curiosity with all the wandering eyes
Decorate the perfect place that no one else had found
And surely this will be so fun for everybody around

Time is running out, the sun is going down

A ghostly Halloween's what I'm bringing!
An opportunity standing waiting
Listen to the call and tell them all
That they are invited to
A ghostly Halloween
A never-ending dream

Lights as far as I can see
Uninvited guests could be
Through the piles of orange leaves
Places where I've never been

Step inside the dark you see
Only if you're wondering
What you think that we could be
Just don't act so terribly

Noise growing in the town, cause now the sun is going down

A ghostly Halloween's what I'm bringing!
An opportunity standing waiting
Listen to the call and tell them all
That they are invited to
A ghostly Halloween
A never-ending dream

Somehow yet, we're still abandoned
No one else had showed
No way that this can still be true
Whatever can we do?
How can we attract a crowd?
There's no need to give up now
We can take this party out in town
And spread the fear around!

A ghostly Halloween's what I'm bringing!
An opportunity standing waiting
Listen to the call and tell them all
That they are invited to
A ghostly Halloween
It's never-ending!
A ghostly Halloween
Bring the candy
A Jack-o-lantern screams
Heed the warning
Witches fly into the night
A carnival to bring us all a fright
This ghostly Halloween
The party of our dreams!

#halloween #cevioai #可不 #裏命

ATTACK OF THE KILLER CANDY / kian ft. Tsuina-chan (original song)

kian 2022-10-26 | best candy in the world !!!!!

music, illust / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocal / tsuina-chan twitter.com/Tuina_chan_PJ

soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/attack-of-the-killer-candy
inst / piapro.jp/t/60eC
midi, svp / drive.google.com/drive/folders/15fduNTRx6ET6ceLRolZ2LkBv5PTc8LZu?usp=sharing

[lyrics]
Day by day I bake, and bake
Until I make the best that
Anyone could ever taste
Till' it is much too late
Whipping cream alone
Is much too dull for me
I need to make it sickeningly sweet
And give them rotting teeth!
Lollipops and chocolate bars
More than enough to last
All night, giving them all away
To people as they play
Caramel and cotton candy
Guaranteed to leave them
Much more likely to accept
My secret final treats

I've perfected the recipe
Leave it all to me
Look at how the candy bleeds
Much more than it seems

Take another bite, please
Eat the killer candy
Barely a second thought
Until the blood clots
Do it now or you'll be
Eaten by the candy
Set them free to
Run amok around the town to
Trick or treat

Day by day I'm making more and more for me
Baking in the potion that'll make them see
Bringing them to life
Doing it in time
Everyone will loose their minds!

Perfected the recipe
Leave it all to me
Look at how the candy bleeds
Much more than it seems

Take another bite, please
Eat the killer candy
Barely a second thought
Until the blood clots
Do it now or you'll be
Eaten by the candy
Set them free to
Run amok around the town to
Trick or treat

Chaos setting free
Is all that I need
Filling you with fright
If only for one night
You can call it cruel
I know it's not true
Reveling with my creations
I know that you want to

Take another bite, please
Eat the killer candy
Barely a second thought
Until the blood clots
Do it now or you'll be
Eaten by the candy
Set them free to
Run amok around the town
Cause you're a piece of fresh meat
For my Killer candy
I can't promise they won't bite
So don't try to fight
Do it now so you'll be
Eaten by the candy
One by one, we'll
Go around and chase them as they
Trick or treat
Trick or treat
Give me something
Good to eat

#halloween #synthesizerv ＃ついなちゃん #vocanew #vocaloPost

The Scampish Witch / kian ft. Solaria, Amy (2022 mix)

kian 2022-10-19 | boo (2)

music, illust / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocals / Solaria, Amy
Soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/the-scampish-witch-2022
inst / piapro.jp/t/6heF
midi, svp / drive.google.com/folderview?id=1WRRuHtE6vlhxB7M0cSYnLEZYuIhekpQD

[lyrics]
Aglow, under sickly house light
And stars bright
At midnight
Shadows fly under the street light
Don’t let them affright
Tiptoe, sneak into the graveyard
Disregard the alarms
Follow, listen to those voices
Just don’t tell a soul
Go deeper in the forest
On request
Give one’s best
Fear not of the blinding darkness
It’s safe, more or less
Wake up somewhere unfamiliar
It’s unclear
You draw near
Despite the evil atmosphere
You keep pushing forth

Wander, ponder
How did you get here?
Growing louder
Cackling within the forest green

Horror, horror filling your life
Running away, out of sight
It’s all part of my plan
Playing their boogie man
Living for their fear

Deep inside the dark’s where I reside
Where my power’s amplified
No need to hide my lies
So do me a favor, call your friends to gather around
So that I can collect all their fears inside

Hearing all of the horrible whines
Can you not comprehend
You’ll be meeting a terrible end
See and know that it’s all gonna be an escape from reality
To the highest degree
Making an unforgettable scene
The horror, I can guarantee
Sorry to tell you the news
Sorry, don’t wanna be you
Sorry is starting to feel overused
Watch, respect her craft
And even though it may seem asinine, easily undermined
Her magic’s design is flawless
The process to keep alive another year
Feeding on the people’s fear
Lest, she will disappear

Horror, horror filling your life
Running away, out of sight
It’s all part of my plan
Playing their boogie man
Living for their fear
Listen to the horror
Shouting out of their minds
Something I can’t live without
All according to my plan
The witching hour has
Granted me my fear

Know she’ll return again another year…

#Halloween #vocaloPost #vocanew #SynthesizerV #Solaria #VOCALOID

Jacks Admonition / kian ft. Yuma (2022 mix)

kian 2022-10-11 | remade this one as an excuse to use Yuma in a quick song

music, illust / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocal / yuma

soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/jacks-admonition-2022
inst / piapro.jp/t/_Nmj
midi, svp / drive.google.com/drive/folders/1UZHLCbaEvpMhFQC9laC9ODJHLa0V7gMO?usp=sharing

[lyrics]
Do you know what you let take hold?
Like a demon, they took control
They stole your life and turned it inside out
I can fill you up with light
I can make it right

Close your eyes and let me look inside
Pulpy fruit you no longer call mine
Squelching sounds, they make my stomach churn
Can you feel it burn?

My dear Jack, now, tell me how you feel
Can you call it real, your broken head?
My dear Jack, now, let me hold you tight
I can make you feel right
In my eyes

Can’t you see what they’ve done to you
Everyone tried to ruin you
I saved your life and kept the torn up shreds
Held you closer when you bled, covered in your red

Kissed your lips and filled them up with lies
Writhing ‘round, I hold your body tight
Thick hot breath, it makes me feel so high
No going back tonight, so

Let me see, let me feel
Let me be the one to steal
Let me see, let me feel
Can you even say we’re real?

My dear Jack, now, tell me how you feel
Can you call it real, your broken head?
My dear Jack, now, let me hold you tight
I can make you feel right
In my eyes
Carving open, tearing out your skull
Letting go the tension that you’d hold
Now you will shine brighter than the dark
My perfected Jack

#vocaloPost #vocanew #halloween #synthesizerv #vocaloid

RUINING BELLS / kian ft. Eleanor Forte AI (original song)

kian 2022-06-22 | (CW; SUDDEN/BRIGHT COLORS)

such a strange sound

music / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt
illust / netta claymation twitter.com/nettamacabre
instagram.com/nettaclaymation
vocal / Eleanor Forte AI
soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/ruining-bells
inst / piapro.jp/t/R3zy
vocal midi / drive.google.com/drive/folders/132JMeKx7miFL9t9bMT1OOKP0rfcCrT0K?usp=sharing

[lyrics]
By design, all I find is no one else around
Keep in mind, take your time and never make a sound
I unwind, take a dive into whatever’s found
Come and find like a hive, and never realize
I rely on the lies that someone strings along
I could die if I find an inkling this is wrong
You’re too kind, I don’t mind, I’d love to play along
I’m a lie flying high, the rings never are gone

So take me
Just take my fragile mind and make me believe
Leaving me with nothing
All for nothing
Lovingly, loving me
Tell me you can see me
Deceive
The ringing never ends
No need to pretend I’m not the one you want
So keep on
Lovingly, loving me
Tell me how to set me free

Light of mine
End is nigh
I hate the way they lie
I am dyed my the mindless tears of hoards of flies
Can you try, try to pry yourself out of my mind
I don’t mind
Take my mind
Cause you are nothing but kind

Bells of heaven take me in
Bells of heathens full of sin
You’ve forgotten what you did but I’m still caving in

I saw the way you’d ring the loudest when you feel small
You’d rope me back into the madness
Constantly
Craving me
How you want to be me
Take me
Just take my fragile mind and make me believe
Leaving me with nothing
All for nothing
Leave me!
The ringing never ends
No need to pretend I’m not the one you want
So keep on
Lovingly, loving me
Tell me you can feel me
Lovingly, loving me
Tell me how to set me free

Damn those noises as they ring

#synthesizerv #VOCALOID #vocalopost #eleanorforte

that wasnt love! / kian ft. solaria (audio)

kian 2022-06-19 | start of something new
(my entry for the Solaria Original Song Contest)

music / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocals / SOLARIA twitter.com/eclipsedsounds
SC / soundcloud.com/kian712/that-wasnt-love

[lyrics]
can't believe i wanted to be yours
you would always make me feel like i should beg for more
talking to me only cause you're bored
but the way you'd break me down there is no reason for
hate the way this love has been explored
you would drop me for a week then make me feel adored
and after all these years when i ignored you
i realized how bad it was, the things you'd do
i hate that i think that i loved you, i do
don't mean to getcha angry, but mistakes are never ending

should've known it from the start, from the start
cause damn, you really missed the mark
did you finish having fun? having fun?
we're young and dumb, that wasn't love

young and dumb, that wasn't love

singing to myself
remembering that all that wasn't love

taking back what's mine
sure that you'll be fine
treading through my life
but your love was like a landmine
you got inside my head
the one thing i regret
the way i thought i was in debt
but still too young to say
"i think that i loved you"
i hate that it's true
don't mean to getcha angry
but mistakes you made, i never will forget

should've known it from the start, from the start
cause damn, you really missed the mark
did you finish having fun? having fun?
we're young and dumb, that wasn't love

all my life you broke apart

god, you really missed the mark

wondering now, why i never ran
thinking maybe this was all a part of some big plan
everything exploded like a star
god, you really broke my heart

should've known it from the start, from the start
cause damn, you really missed the mark
did you finish having fun? having fun?
we're young and dumb, that wasn't really love

god, you really broke my heart

this is just a start
cause what you put me through,
that wasn't love!

#SynthesizerV #SynthV_SOLARIA #vocaloPost #vocanew #VOCALOID

unreleased music (2021-2022)

kian 2022-05-18 | this is me wanting to upload something but no music is ready yet.
most of these songs caused me pain and torment (music block) but they might make a reappearance later if I feel like it. probably not

comment below which ones you hate the most

0:00 - fancy orchestral song
0:36 - the chords
0:54 - 80s inspired Halloween
2:22 - scrapped (fukase) song
4:20 - SALVE
8:26 - OUCH!
9:40 - the what
11:40 - We Both Know
16:25 - apparently i forgot about HAYLOFT
16:54 - CRAZY NIGHT
19:11 - the what (2)
19:51 - yet another (fukase) song
20:41 - DISDAIN

SERIOUSLY GROSS! / kian ft. KEVIN (original song)

kian 2022-04-15 | music / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocal / kevin
soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/seriously-gross
inst / piapro.jp/t/BqYA
midi, svp / drive.google.com/drive/folders/1DEV0TmMAyN_4fQcJzP3ahQ_xrZiTP6a4?usp=sharing

[lyrics]
Bet you kinda like it
Biting on the bottom of your neck
But I'm reeling
from the way you're acting so upset
I've always wanted someone dear to me to be my pet
You're so pathetic
Painted red

Always gotta call it off when they're upset
You're living in a constant fear of what they said
Thought it from the start
We'd all be better dead
Just let their idle teachings leave your head

Tell me how you want it
Back from when we started
But I would rather keep you here instead
I see how you want it
You're so bad at hiding
Quit acting like I'm just another special friend
And there is nothing left to mend
Still, I find it really hard to pretend
Like I still don't want it
Love is so exciting
And I just wanna fucking make you mine
God, you make me act out of my mind

I'd rather not whine
But I feel I'm on the sidelines
I hate all the signs
You're so undeserving
Leaving me hurting
Giving me your all like you won't leave me with the dawn
Every night you keep coming back
The hell is going on?!

Always gotta call it off when you're upset
I hate the way you leave so quickly
Time not spent
Still can't help but call you every now and then
Just give me all your love and paint me red

Tell me how you want it
Back from when we started
But I would rather keep you here instead
I see how you want it
You're so bad at hiding
Quit acting like I'm just another special friend
And there is nothing left to mend
Still, I find it really hard to pretend
Like I still don't want it
Love is so exciting
And I just wanna fucking make you mine
God, you make me act out of my mind!

#SynthesizerV #vocaloPost #vocanew #VOCALOID

ILL KEEP ON LOVING YOU / kian ft. SOLARIA

kian 2022-04-04 | c:
music / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt
soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/loving-you

[lyrics]
I'll keep on loving you
Loving you
It's all I know I can do
I'm sorry that it's true
No matter how this world will change and grow
Just don't forget that there is someone who'll remember you
There's someone who can keep on loving you
Loving you
Confessions long overdue
Let's have a rendezvous
No matter what the world leads me to do
I'll be the one who's always going to remember you
I'm always going to remember you
And loving you

UNCANNY / kian ft. KAFU (original song)

kian 2022-02-26 | music, MV / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocal / kafu twitter.com/kaf_you

soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/uncanny
inst / piapro.jp/t/rPAX
midi / drive.google.com/drive/folders/1YvROZ8XKOj5bx8i_buLpFDtu9p4QRZfN?usp=sharing

[lyrics]
No, I didn't want to know
It's really horrible
The thought of something else we should've long outgrown
And I don't wanna see whatever you could be
I hide without an ounce of empathy

I'm being honest now, I'm at an all time low
And it feels like the world is moving slow
Grossly morose and trapped inside a fragile mind
You're disillusioned by the horrors of mankind

And then the noise subsidies
To tear down all of my pride
They've never been satisfied
Now my hands are tied
The lives of many collide
The lies of many won't die
No need to act so benign
Crawling in my line of sight

No, I didn't want to know
It's really horrible
The thought of something else we should've long outgrown
And I don't wanna see whatever you could be
I hide without an ounce of empathy
Impede, mislead, succeeded, recede
Till' I'm free

Let all the noise die down
Down into the dark
Im I'm overwhelmed
There is no one else to tell

My world just stops existing out an open door
The very thought of leaving, there's no reason for

I hate the way I wander around and feel devoid of life and sound
But I can't help if I don't want to be renowned
I hate the way I wander around and feel devoid of life and sound
But I can't help it, I don't wanna be around

The lives of many collide
The lies of many won't die
No need to act so benign
Crawling in my line of sight

No, I didn't want to know
It's really horrible
The thought of something else we should've long outgrown
And I don't wanna see whatever you could be
I hide without an ounce of empathy
Oh no!
No, I didn't want to know
It's really horrible
The thought of something else we should've long outgrown
And I don't wanna see whatever you could be
I hide without an ounce of empathy
Impede, mislead, succeed, recede
Till' I'm free
#vocaloPost #vocanew #CeVIO_AI #KAFU #可不

For The Buried Ones - ponkansoup / kian ft. Eleanor Forte AI (REMIX)

kian 2022-02-02 | i've loved this song since the beginning, and it's honestly one of the songs that inspired me to start producing!

original / @ponkansoup youtube.com/watch?v=L7dzwqpyx-o
soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/for-the-buried-ones

#vocanew #vocaloPost #SynthesizerV #EleanorForte

DIM-WITTED POLKA / kian ft. Tsuina-chan AI (original song)

kian 2022-01-24 | music, MV / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocal / Tsuina-chan twitter.com/Tuina_chan_PJ
soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/dim-witted-polka
inst / piapro.jp/t/80Oe
midi, svp / drive.google.com/drive/folders/11IbTFwmhLXcIPFA05IvcJwa9luFzuhx1?usp=sharing

[lyrics]
Ah, everything goes down again
Let it get into my head
But my energy is spent
Trying to make another cent
If I knew I'd be this bored
I'd have looked for something more
Why refuse an open door?
You'd be lazy to the core!
And the tick-ticking never stops
Staring blankly at the clock
All this time my life has lost
Nothing new is ever sought
Kindly manners you were taught
Very quickly seem to drop
When you finally get to know
All the people who are "grown"

Should I fake it?
Can't I fake it?
The rampant immaturity
Should I take it?
Can't I take it?
Cause no one stops the gossiping
Should I fake it?
Can't I fake it?
The, frankly gross, monotony
Should I break it?
Can't I break it?
But this is how it oughta be

Just gotta
HA! HA! HA!
Laugh it out and
Drown all the anger out
Cause making fun of everyone
Will surely make my life less dull, so
HA! HA! HA!
Laugh at all the people who make you doubt that
Everything will be alright
Realize they're acting like a
M O R O N
Suspended sense

But I don't gotta like it
Don't gotta watch them throw a fit
Got nothing to commit
A dim-wit's benefit
There's nothing smart about it
There's nothing that they won't admit
Such a stupid thing
Just take a bat and swing

Should I fake it?
Can't I fake it?
The rampant immaturity
Should I take it?
Can't I take it?
Cause no one stops the gossiping
Should I fake it?
Can't I fake it?
The, frankly gross, monotony
Should I break it?
Can't I break it?
But this is how it oughta be

Just gotta
HA! HA! HA!
Laugh it out and
Spit in the eyes of those who
Make things overcomplicated
"I'm so self-opinionated!"
BLAH BLAH BLAH
Drowning out
The quarrels they bring about
And for the uninitiated
We're so unappreciated
HA! HA! HA!
Laugh it out and
Drown all the anger out
Cause making fun of everyone
Will surely make my life less dull, so
HA! HA! HA!
Laugh at all the people who make you doubt that
Everything will be alright
Realize they're acting like a
M O R O N
Repeat again

#SynthesizerV #VocaloPost #vocanew

RETALIATE / kian ft. Eleanor Forte AI, IA AI (original song)

kian 2021-12-31 | music, mv / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt
soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/retaliate
inst / piapro.jp/t/-57Z
vocal midi / drive.google.com/file/d/1mlIyeZs5mR7NeHw0g6XauqZLJY22XKSC/view?usp=sharing

[lyrics]
Everything will go away for better or for worse
I know that this is sure to take a turn
Although the screams are never heard
As is they never were
Take what's yours, pretending like I never had the nerve
But surely you knew better than to trust some girl who promised you the world
Now you've ruined it all
When you say you wanna try and take it all the way
And play a game we never played
I'm sure that there is something more that you are looking for
Honestly, you never had to take it all for me
Holding up a broken heart for all to see
But I could never care
It isn't fair
This isn't fair

It's kinda funny how the fighting never ends, right?
A "making something our of nothing" kinda life, right?
Although it's tiring to be put inside a spotlight
For us, it's better when the Watchers are out of sight
You think it's funny how the fighting never ends, right?
You think it's we can hear the screaming all night?
You think you wanna try to save another life?
Cause I would rather say goodbye

I'll let go of my darkened past
All this hatred shouldn't last
Only one thing I can do
Try and fix it all for you
Let go of my darkened past
Quietly, they come at last
If there's one thing I can try
I'd make sure to tell a lie
"You'll be safe inside."

Downfall
After you realized we could've had it all
It's sickening how living life without you feels so dull
And then it fell apart
It fell apart to something evil
Didn't feel like you at all
Can't hear me when I call

It's kinda funny how the fighting never ends, right?
A "making something our of nothing" kinda life, right?
Although it's tiring to be put inside a spotlight
For us, it's better when the Watchers are out of sight
You think it's funny how the fighting never ends, right?
You think it's we can hear the screaming all night?
You think you wanna try to save another life?
Cause I would rather say goodbye

I'll let go of my darkened past
All this hatred shouldn't last
Only one thing I can do
Try and fix it all for you
Let go of my darkened past
Quietly, they come at last
If there's one thing I can try
I'd make sure to tell a lie
It's alright as long as I'm alive
Cross my heart and hope to fucking die
It's alright as long as I'm alive
Go ahead and sing a fucking lie
It's alright as long as I'm alive
Cross my heart and hope to fucking die
It's alright as long as I'm alive
Go to Hell, I never should've tried

#SynthesizerV #CeVIO #EleanorForte #IA_AI

Offered Forbidden Knowledge by a Fallen Angel, Normalcy is Impossible // original song

kian 2021-11-19 | headphones recommended

liminal (dreamcore ver.) ft. 可不

kian 2021-11-03 | music / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocal / 可不
instrument / onlineomnichord.com
soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/liminal-dreamcore-ver

[lyrics]
hide from the awful thoughts i grow
i will never let it go
taking karma from the lies i told them all
everything i've come to know
vivid colors overflow
should i stay or should i go?
why does everybody know
what's it like on the right side?
i'll never know from the inside
a normal life i've been denied
forever trapped in a world that has...
died

#CeVIO_AI #可不 #VOCALOID #dreamcore

SLASHERS HALLOWEEN NIGHT / kian ft. GUMI (original song)

kian 2021-10-31 | HAPPY HALLOWEEN !!

music / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt
soundcloud / soundcloud.com/kian712/slasher
inst / piapro.jp/t/W1pl

[lyrics]
Oh, all alone in the night
Watch your back and make sure it's alright
You're surrounded in the dark
Waiting more, we haven't even started
Started with our fun
At the very sight, begin to run
We won't leave until we're done
Till' we're done everyone

Everyone
One by one
Till' past years have been outdone
Every one
One by one
Till' we all have had our fun

Going to and fro, we're silent like a ghost
Making rounds like no one knows
Chaos overthrows, becomes the status quo
This is quite a sight, I'll go ahead and give it all my might
Might you calm down?
I'll make sure to leave without a sound
Sound the alarm while we go to the next town
Hide away for now, for when we come around
We're hunting till' daylight because of the slasher's Halloween night

Oh, walking down a darkened path
In the evening, peace won't last
Go ahead and don't look back
Or you soon will pass

The night of Halloween
The one time a year everyone can see
See how we've been set free
And realize that we're truly otherworldly
The night of Halloween
The one time a year everyone can see
See how we've been set free
And how thrilling living with fear can be!

Done
Underdone
Overrun
Spreading terror one on one
Everyone
One by one
Though you try, you can't outrun
Everyone
One by one
Till' past years have been outdone
Every one
One by one
Till' we all have had our fun

Going to and fro, we're silent like a ghost
Making rounds like no one knows
Chaos overthrows, becomes the status quo
This is quite a sight, I'll go ahead and give it all my might
Might you calm down?
I'll make sure to leave without a sound
Sound the alarm while we go to the next town
Hide away for now, for when we come around
We're hunting till' daylight because of the slasher's Halloween night

We'll be going
Round and round and round
Until we're found
And everybody hears the sound
So, just watch out, we're coming now!

#GUMI #VOCALOID #vocaloPost #vocanew #Halloween