DIE CRY [POOPT MY PANTS] (ENGLISH)(NO AI)【Hatsune Miku, Otomachi Una, VFlower】 @Zoofles

Zoofles INSTRUMENTAL: drive.google.com/drive/folders/1BTwzxpU9ynzPoy99LMvAfeXqYKybvyJO?usp=sharing

THIS IS TECH NOT MY SONG. AS IN I DO NOT LIKE IT AND I HAD TO CHANGE SOO MUCH JUST TO HAVE IT FIT MY STYLE AND STANDARDS!!!! IT ISN'T MONETISED BUT YES I REMADE EVERYTHING FROM SCRATCH. POINT BEING; THIS ISN'T SOMETHING I WANT CONNECTED TO ME IN A WAY AS I WOULDN'T HAVE MADE THIS MYSELF, AS AN INITAL THOUGHT, WITHOUT PROMPTING. I ONLY REMADE EVERYTHING AND REDID THE LYRICS BECAUSE ...I DID NOT LIKE THE ORIGINAL VERSION AND PEOPLE WANTED AN AI FREE VERSION. SO THIS IS TECHNICALLY A VERY HARSH REMIX OR SOMETHING BCUS I CHANGED 90% OF IT.

anyway erm. This is awkies. I made this from scratcheroo. I redid every lyric and it's in english now bcus i did not like the translation at all. lol.
If you're unfamiliar, the first version was done by that ok*so guy, and he was called out and caught for using AI to generate this song.
Then Taro and Phi made an AI free version, and he had it taken down...somehow??? even though copyright doesn't apply for AI yet. So, he's either lying to someone or...
Anyway, the title is a joke bcus of how i originally saved the inst file. haha. poop joke. :kicks rock:
Also if u notice any typos or something, pls ignore, i put little effort into the vid area.

Lyrics:
Born into a world a little late
Forlorn and waiting for a choice
That never came
You might be right, but then again

Know If you keep wishing for a life
It mightn’t end

Can you
Live a little?
Try to stay afloat?
Curl together
Fingers start to rot
Try to give up
Can you make it stop?
Live a little
Die on hope
Live a little
Try to stay afloat
Curl together
Fingers start to rot
Try to give up
Just to make it stop
Cry until you Die

The only thing that you can do is
Cry out
Erode your fingers to the bone on the rock
And the stone
You stay devout, even as walls crumble down
A child, Clinging begging “let me come back inside, Home…”

But,
He keeps taking,
You keep clinging on and on
He keeps taking
You keep clinging on and on
He keeps taking
You keep clinging on and on
Live a little, die on hope!
He keeps taking,
You keep clinging on and on
He keeps taking
You keep clinging on and on
He keeps taking
You keep clinging on and on
Survive just to die

CRY CRY CRY
Live to die on…
CRY CRY CRY
Live to die on…
DIE DIE DIE
Live to die…
Die the day you’re born!

So you
Live a little
Try to stay afloat
Curl together
Fingers start to rot
Try to give up
Can you make it stop?
Live a little
Die on hope
Live a little
Try to stay afloat
Curl together
Fingers start to rot
Try to give up
Just to make it stop
Say it’s over
Praying to your god
Cry until you Die

updated 10 months ago

DIE CRY [POOPT MY PANTS] (ENGLISH)(NO AI)【Hatsune Miku, Otomachi Una, VFlower】

Zoofles 2025-11-25 | INSTRUMENTAL: drive.google.com/drive/folders/1BTwzxpU9ynzPoy99LMvAfeXqYKybvyJO?usp=sharing

THIS IS TECH NOT MY SONG. AS IN I DO NOT LIKE IT AND I HAD TO CHANGE SOO MUCH JUST TO HAVE IT FIT MY STYLE AND STANDARDS!!!! IT ISN'T MONETISED BUT YES I REMADE EVERYTHING FROM SCRATCH. POINT BEING; THIS ISN'T SOMETHING I WANT CONNECTED TO ME IN A WAY AS I WOULDN'T HAVE MADE THIS MYSELF, AS AN INITAL THOUGHT, WITHOUT PROMPTING. I ONLY REMADE EVERYTHING AND REDID THE LYRICS BECAUSE ...I DID NOT LIKE THE ORIGINAL VERSION AND PEOPLE WANTED AN AI FREE VERSION. SO THIS IS TECHNICALLY A VERY HARSH REMIX OR SOMETHING BCUS I CHANGED 90% OF IT.

anyway erm. This is awkies. I made this from scratcheroo. I redid every lyric and it's in english now bcus i did not like the translation at all. lol.
If you're unfamiliar, the first version was done by that ok*so guy, and he was called out and caught for using AI to generate this song.
Then Taro and Phi made an AI free version, and he had it taken down...somehow??? even though copyright doesn't apply for AI yet. So, he's either lying to someone or...
Anyway, the title is a joke bcus of how i originally saved the inst file. haha. poop joke. :kicks rock:
Also if u notice any typos or something, pls ignore, i put little effort into the vid area.

Lyrics:
Born into a world a little late
Forlorn and waiting for a choice
That never came
You might be right, but then again

Know If you keep wishing for a life
It mightn’t end

Can you
Live a little?
Try to stay afloat?
Curl together
Fingers start to rot
Try to give up
Can you make it stop?
Live a little
Die on hope
Live a little
Try to stay afloat
Curl together
Fingers start to rot
Try to give up
Just to make it stop
Cry until you Die

The only thing that you can do is
Cry out
Erode your fingers to the bone on the rock
And the stone
You stay devout, even as walls crumble down
A child, Clinging begging “let me come back inside, Home…”

But,
He keeps taking,
You keep clinging on and on
He keeps taking
You keep clinging on and on
He keeps taking
You keep clinging on and on
Live a little, die on hope!
He keeps taking,
You keep clinging on and on
He keeps taking
You keep clinging on and on
He keeps taking
You keep clinging on and on
Survive just to die

CRY CRY CRY
Live to die on…
CRY CRY CRY
Live to die on…
DIE DIE DIE
Live to die…
Die the day you’re born!

So you
Live a little
Try to stay afloat
Curl together
Fingers start to rot
Try to give up
Can you make it stop?
Live a little
Die on hope
Live a little
Try to stay afloat
Curl together
Fingers start to rot
Try to give up
Just to make it stop
Say it’s over
Praying to your god
Cry until you Die

【Vocaloid Original】My Side【Rana & GUMI】

Zoofles 2025-12-18 | Yet another old song recreated and complete!! This IS the sequel (of sorts) to "play pretend", and it uses the same instrumental as a foundation for the same story told from a different perspective -- that of the victim.

We wanted to use Rana instead of Miku (like the original) because i am so comfortable tuning her, and can get her to sound VERY emotional and strong; which is what we needed for this song.

THIS WILL LIKELY BE MY LAST ORIGINAL SONG BEFORE MY ALBUM IS COMPLETE AND COMES OUT!!! So this is my "we're leaving this here to satiate the hunger of the people whilst we work on our album" gift.

PLAY PRETEND (prequel to this song): youtu.be/NkGypDnu-pc?si=bm7nitdVUgk7w7xZ

Streaming: open.spotify.com/album/4ldgiGstdtCMAaY4MfZtzu?si=gX7zYR-KQB-zS3H61dxEqA

Inst: drive.google.com/drive/u/0/folders/18ne8qhV41-yeMRNXr7-vrN67I_8lFZxM

Lyrics:
I know you told your story
But I never told mine
Day and night, poisoning our love’s wine
Now you’re too far away
for me to keep a close eye
But I guess it never mattered
One moment at a time
Throwing in the towel
I ain’t got nothing to say
“Sorry that I hurt you”
“Sorry that you feel that way”
But, it just ain’t my problem
When you say you wanna die
Go solve it on your own-

Time to hold you accountable
For the candied tricks and lies
Quit hitting my phone with a thousand suicides
Get over yourself
This is what you did to you
You’re the one who started the cycle and the blues

Watch you run with them
You want me jealous, want me back
Logical by design
Yet you struggle on the fact
That it’s your fault, I’m not a fault
I’m sick of all the panic attacks

I’mma go
Don’t wanna know about your new love
Show them all your scars, and maybe then
They’ll say they’re beautiful
Just like I did
After some, you’ll start to run
‘Cause no one’s good enough
Look at your hands; covered in blood
Killing everyone
Just ‘cause someone, is no one
Once the deed is done!

So no, I’m not too fine
Probably ‘cause, well, you stole my life
You’re the reason I died!
All the others who left
They were so god-damn right
Now that I got a change of mind!

It started with a text message
and ended with a life
waiting for the days to hurry into nights
your mind wandered off to things I never liked
I guess it never mattered whenever I declined

never wanted it
yet you went ahead
should've been a flag that's
tainted white to red
Don’t you even try to tell me
That you want you dead
keep that guilt trip in your head

Heading back to "the good days"
you reminisce like it does something to me
talking ‘bout this "us"
you're obviously in too deep
get over yourself
you're not the only one involved
People get hurt when your trauma isn't solved
watch, listen and learn
I'll tell you something important
never use a broken plug
on any working socket
‘Cause once you do
There’s no reset
FIX YOURSELF BEFORE YOU CONNECT

Well, that's it!
I guess I quit
at trying to fix you
because you like the way it feels
loving your scars and all your flaws
in such bad, bad ways
know your game is who you are
‘Cause no one's good enough
to fall apart the way you do
manipulate "US"
just ‘cause someone is no one,
once the deed is done

so, no, I'm not too fine!
probably ‘cause, well, YOU LIED!
You were never kind
So, I'll spread it like fire
‘Cause you're actin' the victim
playing pretend just as predicted!

New song, soon💜 #vocaloid #megpoid #gumi #vocaloidmusic #newsong #music #miku (it counts, shes bv)

Zoofles 2025-12-17 | ...

【Vocaloid Original】Explain【Gumi, Hime, Mikoto】

Zoofles 2025-10-08 | Cheeky disclaiiimer: this song is quite a bit on the venty depressy side, please listen with caution if you're sensitive to that sorta stuff rn

The cry count for this song is well over 25! We genuinely had to take multiple breaks because the song had us breaking down every few minutes. Argh!

This song hit us very hard in the aoughhh area, a few of us worked on it, and it's basically just...a recount. A curation and summing up of conversations and interactions had in the past few (treacherous) months between a few of us. Ongoing, of course...because these things take a lot of time (said through gritted teeth and thumbs up).
the video is simple because we accidentally went overboard with the effort for the art, which we did not want to dooooooo...because it drained us very fast arghghghghghg...

Anywayyy...enjoy

Streaming: open.spotify.com/album/2ooiyVeUvqQq4DFs7JIgyL?si=SsY4Il5DSka0x2orWxAWmg
Instrumental: youtu.be/GkkMH8GhghY

Lyrics:
The jangle of keys
And the hum of a radio
The front door’s abandoned
And the back-door is overgrown

The weeds and the ants
Think that this is their home
And they gnaw at the bones
And I whittle away at the window
Looking for more

The baby’s in the cradle
But the baby’s not able
To survive alone

Trap me
Change me ‘til i’m something else
The hole is as deep as the mountain
Connected, and growing
A mirror we enter

An animal beaten into the grey
And the lateral, all but taken away
But hey
The walls are too thick
I can’t hear, or have say
You say;
My thighs grow in sutures
I’m nothing but meat and afraid
Today
I fill in the concrete
I fall in and bury the face

Hold me
Hurt me ‘til i’m someone else
The hole is as deep as the mountain is
Intention is only
a mirror we enter

A body, a purpose
A lonely existence
A baby, a mother
A cycle, resistance
A circle of demons
Who dig out intestines and youth
It just continues

An embryo forming
A mother is mourning
A painful disgust
And a painful discussion
The angels above only leave us
With silence
Here we go then

It’s not what it should be
I know that it’s unfair
You’re lonely
And hurt
And you’re scared to escape
And the cards you’ve been dealt
And the touches you’ve felt
Aren’t kind
Stay with me, alive

But you can’t call for help
At the babylon tower
An adult is danger
And danger is power
The child is you
Just as much as the child is me
I’m losing sleep

The gashes
And bruises
And rotten extensions
You hate what you are
And you are what you hate
When you see all the carnage
And can’t bleach the red to a white
I guess that’s why

Atrophic
From carried souls
Atomic waste on blackened home

I can explain--
But we already know!

💬! #newmusic #vocaloid #meikahime #meikamikoto #newmusicrelease

Zoofles 2025-10-08 | ...

New song 💬Premiere: Oct 8th, 3pm (LA time)…see you there? #vocaloid #newmusic #hime #mikoto

Zoofles 2025-10-06 | ...

【Vocaloid Original】(Host)age【Otomachi Una English】

Zoofles 2025-08-27 | Oh man, I wonder what this song is about :I say, staring at anything but my strangself in the mirror: who could possible know :still not looking: I wonder if anyone could possible know :I'm never gonna look:.
Anyway, I actually love making songs alike to this one; slow, melodic, organic, poetic. They are some of my favourites to make. I also love to create lyrics with several ways of meaning, and several meanings. And I love when people try to crack those meanings...A LOT. I get all giddy AND/OR cry (positive crying, i am a crybaby).

anywhooo!

streaming: open.spotify.com/track/2YjAlmDiHLLoCK16H45dS9?si=5J1OR4-MQcSsaOoP0AlPMA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A2xL8t7umpkbn6Mqwr2Cwws

Instrumental: youtu.be/c1M4JAesWBc?si=YalDaQvCf_3xCKJP

Lyrics:
I burn through the pages
there’s no room to stage this
i’ll just have to say it
the way it is

i’ve run through the mazes
i’ve gathered up amazement
But I can’t feel the pavement
That don’t breathe

and i can’t find my child
i’m waiting out the time
I’ll find a way to make the clock run on its own sometime

I’ll find a hole so tiny
I’ll make it worth a while
I’ll stretch an inch so far it runs the length of half a mile

and can you really blame me
The way you blame the cycle?
It’s an entanglement of sordid macroscopic guile

so vague, yet so haunting
What could it possibly mean?
The way you weave the words to make a moral tapestry

You do it so, so often
I bet the words don’t matter
I bet it’s down to how you soften over shatter

There’s blood in paintings
And nothing bleeds like preservation
I guess the brush is sacred
when it’s held

but do you worship language
Like words will hang the balance?
the scales and the bandwidth
held by the hug of brackets

God has me split into thousands
had me walk in seas
My minds are fragile beams and heavy ceilings

i wasn't meant to hold this
i’m not the one at all
I’m just the coffin, not the body, soul or soil

and can you really blame me
The way you blame the cycle?
It’s an endangered type of sweetened bile

so vague, yet so honest
What could it possibly mean?
The way you dance on words to make the colours scream

You do it so, so often
I bet the hurt’s an octave
I bet it’s down to how you keep yourself a hostage

Are you a hostage
Or someone’s keeper?
You’re just a hostage to the face inside the mirror

💚see you there! #vocaloid #newmusic #otomachiuna #newmusicrelease #vocaloidmusic

Zoofles 2025-08-26 | ...

🗝️coming soooon…🪞 #otomachiuna #vocaloid #newmusic #newmusicrelease #vocaloidmusic #vocaloidsongs

Zoofles 2025-08-25 | ...

【Vocaloid Original】Save me!【GUMI English】

Zoofles 2025-08-02 | Occasioanlly I make a song and it is :steeples hands: sexc. or somethang. ANYWAY! Ty GUMI for singing this for me, because i am not brave enough 4 that...love you girl.
But I HAD SOOOO much fun making this holeh moleh. YAYY! If anyone is curious, YES all my music is from personal thoughts/experiences (and this is included). HUZZAH! p.s i had to change up the design for the art because it was looking a little too obvious (by looking like me) LMAO. So Gumi got her hair relaxed and uh...a brest augmentation :broken heart:. It's wayyy too embarassing to have it be me, that's like pointing a big red arrow at my head and calling me out.

Streaming: open.spotify.com/track/3Qlv2UQSsX443yvRg3VHLc?si=WRCepq1tRoyYHGetD7IT6w

Lyrics:
Mhm
Hm?

I don’t care if it makes no sense to you
I’m gonna do what i’m me-me-meant to do
You say I'm droppin’ bombs (What bombs?)
Now, where’d you get that from? (That from!)
It takes two to tango
I guess you counted wrong

So you take a chance
And you take the loss
You’re just a friend
Then you end up lost
It ain’t worth the cost
Nah!
You make a plan out of time and fuss
You let ‘em mess up your sense of love
Enough’s enough

But now you’re takin’
Glances
Too many chances
Stack ‘em up and make me do dances
I never cared for love or romance
Yet, somehow you make me wanna go backwards

Don’t got no mobile
I can give you my landline
Baby you got no total
You’re really breakin’ the red line
You’re just pullin’ the tags
I’m not a fan of the tagline
Gonna give it a 9.9
Before you ask me
I’m offline

I’m goin’ u-u-up
Elevator’s stuck
Mm, it just won’t budge
Ooh
I’m sick of feelin’ numb
Am I out of touch?
mm, it just won’t budge!

So, hop on to it
You wanna spit?
Then chew it
Quit actin’ stupid
I wanna fuckin’ do it!

I’m goin’ crazy, baby
Wontcha come and tame me?
All this fakin’s drainin’
Are we done complainin’?

You got guts butcha lack the gall
Mhm!
I’ve never drank from a glass so tall
You got me hidin’ thoughts
You know it takes a lot
To aim a gun
And take the shot
Is it just me
or is it gettin’ hot? (Is it?)

I feel your heart beatin’ ha-ha-hard (so hard!)
I feel our eyes meetin’ in the dark
It needs to happen fast (so fast)
But the moments never last (nah)
It’s hypnotisin’ the both of us
It’s magnetisin’
So we stay hush (we stay hush)
And just a touch ain’t enough

But now you’re takin’
My attention
Should I mention?
I’m feelin’ ways about all this tension
Heatin’ your neck with breath
And intention
Takin’ it slow to the 5th dimension

Pullin’ you closer
Just to push you away
I know you’re honed in
And hopin’ i’m gonna let you stay
Should I throw you a bone?
Will I ever let you play?
guess it’s safe to say
If you wanna play chase
Let’s race

I wanna fu-u-
Mmm
Can we change our tune?
I wanna hear us fuse
I know you feel it too
Is it really new?
it just won’t do!

Mm no!

So let’s get to it!
You wanna taste me too, yeah?
Quit actin’ stupid!
I wanna fuckin’ do it!

I’m goin’ crazy, baby
Wontcha come and tame me?
All this fakin’s drainin’
Are we done?
(Are we done?)

Uh…
I wanna feel control of ya
Push your body all the way ‘til it
falls apart
Feel you buckle as I tighten’ up the ropes
And stuff your mouth
Shut up!
If you wanna get watcha want
Then plead
If you wanna be in charge?
Baby, please!
You’re barkin’ up the wrong tree
Take a knee and be good
Do it and i’ll be!

I know you feel impatient
See the red lights blazin’
Thought we’d never make it
We’ve been avoidin’ action
Makin’ love in fiction
Complicatin’ passion

So, let’s get to it!
I wanna see you lose it!
Quit actin’ stupid!
Can we just fuckin’ do it?
Ah!
You satiate me!
I’ll letcha save me!

I am SO excited for this new song…I HOPE U GUYS ARE TOO!! #teaserclip #gumi #vocaloid

Zoofles 2025-08-02 | ...

🩷NEW SONG SOON!!!!!🩷 #gumi #vocaloidmusic #vocaloidsongs #animation #art #vocaloid #newmusic

Zoofles 2025-07-30 | ...

【Vocaloid Original】Ouch!【GUMI English】

Zoofles 2025-07-09 | Zoofles lovesss making vague songs about Its internal struggles and vague past :rubs hands together like fly:.
I really hope everyone enjoys this song as much as I do!

THE ARTTTT lemme tell you!!! It was all done by the EXTREMELY Talented Taro-Taro!!! He offered to do it after hearing the song once in its WIP form JHVDHDD!!!
PLEASE go check out its works!!! they're all so goooood!!!
Link to Taro's account: youtube.com/channel/UCsKBQeVRljfFeLFeu24ZvWA

Streaming: open.spotify.com/track/7kFBXlFTEU9upIbEVu2tlu?si=vxXpBueGQ--4LaQNv5ULYA

Instrumental: youtube.com/watch?v=gQjiTN8yOw4&list=PL0Czdt1QJYDeC-7-oRM67fWMfLGIfbZlM&index=4

LYRICS:
It’s disgusting
And filthy
You hate it?
The real me
It’s fine if you’re feeling
A little bit guilty
perfect and healing
But soon as you’re near me

You’re feeling
I’m feeling

Robust and focused
Patiently I’m waiting on a purpose
Two-faced and hopeless
I think that i deserve this!
It hurts, but
The hurting is only when you’ve earned it

The hatred will open my mind
A stalemate will keep me inside
A thin line to tell me the time
An incline I fight
As everyone leaves me be-!!!

Ouch!
Perfectly portioned
I fill the 12 by doing a contortion
i’m cornered,
I’m stuck inside a cycle where I—
Ouch!
It’s never normal
Circuitry is buzzing in my hormones
I’m born, then fast-forward
I try to tell you-
Ouch!
I must forewarn you
i’m letting out my poison in the water
Don’t drink it if you see me as your-

A malformation
Then malicious sasiation
i take it you’re only here for payment
amalgamated
Repetitious and famous
for being a plaything

But don’t you find it amazing?
The patterns that form in the chasing
I’m pacing
But anything’s better than!-

Ouch!
Ignore the problem
i’m wading through a muck in my apartment
Enchanted
by colours that distract me from the-
Ouch!
i’m feeling parted
I’m moving up the margin just to halve it
it starts, then restart it
you hear me screaming-
ouch!
I’m feeling frightened!
the time is ticking by me with a violence
it’s silent, then sirens
i’m running out of-
ouch!
What if it’s over?
what if there’s nothing left when i atone for
The sins of my clone, or
the way I’m feeling?-
Ouch!

Can you come find me?
I think I’m being circled by a rhyme here
Constricted, confined in
a sentiment so—
Ouch!
Is it the timing?
it’s striking in my eyes like neon lightning
i feel it,
you feel it,
its!—

Ooh no!
I have nowhere to go
The blood in the perfect snow
In and out
up and down
everywhere nothing but!-

Ouch!
I wanna say it
i feel it in the air so I’ll inhale it
and savour the taste when
my tongue is tasting—
ouch!
Can I be dreadful?
Can I be someone nothing but a handful?
a hassle
to tackle
i wanna be a!—
ouch!
I want revenge and
i wanna be a person who pretends
And a liar who extends
And offends when they—
ouch!
just to be ugly!
I want no one to want me!
a nuisance!
So useless!
I wanna be a human!

SEE YOU AT THE PREMIERE? #gumi #vocaloidmusic #vocaloid #vocaloidsongs #art

Zoofles 2025-07-07 | ...

⚡️💥NEW SONG Coming soon!! 💥⚡️ #gumi #vocaloidmusic #vocaloid #vocaloidsongs #originalsong

Zoofles 2025-07-07 | ...

【Vocaloid Original】Sick Pleasure【GUMI English】

Zoofles 2025-06-03 | We can’t let the people know that half of zoofles’ songs are about DID and said topics!!!

Thanks god for audience feedback telling me this is completely legal (Still kept it vague because that's all i'm good for /lhj)! Yahoo!!!
It feels so good to create an original after a bunch of remakes; not that i don't love remaking my old songs. ANNNNNYhoo, enjoy!!

Spotify: open.spotify.com/track/5raxmJdwtZui92BopQ0zi3?si=4r5_AKZHSHCQnWpssehnSA

Lyrics:
Cut right down the middle
Some metamorphic pain
But don’t get too caught up
On what you could’ve been
Something like the Big Bang
Maybe, maybe not

Roots up and left to dry
It hung itself outside
But the slave in the basement
Is just a child!
And it’s starting over
I’m young, yet older
All out of order

This pain is not my own
And it’s getting hard to see
Voices start fading out like
Me-me-memories
Rotten between the legs
From meat left too long to sit
Curled up and left to die
Til the next mass of love and spit

Blood rushing
No f*cking end sight
They say it’s gettin kinda old
I can take it nice
Or fight, or cry all night
Ooh, what do you like?

Do I give you sick pleasure?
make you ache for more?
Cuz if I don’t
Then what’s the hope
In hoping that there’s more

Give me reason
Give us life (rhyme)

Can you run away when you think in circles?
Born behind a hurdle?
Down where the floorboards black out
Rub against the swine
Stench of liquor, cigarettes and grime
Is it time?

Roots up and left to dry
It hung itself outside
But the slave in the basement
Is just a child!
And it’s starting over
I’m young, yet older
All out of order

❌New Song coming soon!🌀 #vocaloid #music #vocaloidmusic #gumi

Zoofles 2025-06-03 | ...

【Vocaloid Original】Hide & Seek of Hearts【GUMI English】

Zoofles 2025-04-25 | 🔎💔Hide & Seek of Hearts you will always be famous to me!!
A lot of my best songs were created after the worst breakup I ever went through, a breakup that happened in the worst way at the worst time...Pain truly does serve as a great fuel to the creative fire.
I hope you all enjoy!!!

Spotify: open.spotify.com/track/2wd0drW8VSbohaLQfNTAWD?si=q2cOOXchSTCya7adLPXvtA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A5qR8RfjhbqEAa3qnRxCW9h

Lyrics:
Hide and seek
Can we meet
In between?
Seek or be…
(Tearing me apart)

I guess i should be over it
Ain’t the way that i would’ve picked
no
but that’s okay
i watched you
we went from constant to never spoke

but that’s okay

hm, i should watch you leave
then maybe you would leave
Words will cut until i bleed
just, please
You’ll hide behind the door
then wrench me ‘til I’m dry
seems like all i do is cry

just, why?

oh, so
send me a sign
Should I move on?
seriously, it’s so wrong
to die over someone who is gone

but you keep coming back
in forms i can’t have
Does it matter if it’s real, if it feels like you?

You’re intangible now
made of intimate sound
but you don’t wanna be found

I can’t find you in there
like some grotesque and unaware
imitation of a—of a sacred noun

For now, I’ll sit around with you
Picking away at the things we do
Is that okay?
No
I sought a future in the past
I used an ink that’d never last
And you know why

I should let this go
Then maybe it’d go
It’s the only way to know
Oh no…
This hide and seek of hearts
It’s tearing me apart
It’s so difficult
So hard
My cards are down

Oh, so
Send a sign
Anything at all
I need a cue to give my all

To forgetting you
Something I won’t do alone
But you’re gone, and once again
We’ll come to an end
And it’ll grind me to a halt
‘Til I stop!

You’re intangible now
Made of intimate sound
But you don’t wanna be found
I can’t find you in there
Like some grotesque and unaware
Imitation of a-of a sacred noun

Hide and side
Can we meet
In between
Hide and seek
Seek or be free
You chose for me

🔎💔Coming Soon💔🔍 #vocaloid

Zoofles 2025-04-23 | ...

【Vocaloid Original】To Be A Monster【Rana】

Zoofles 2025-04-14 | HOLY MOLY!!!! This song....the things i have to say about it...:shakes fist at it: I was really hating it after working on it nonstop for a week, but i came to love it anyhow!!!
I'm very proud of how the entire thing came out, and SUUUUUPER thrilled over how well the AMAZING @totoka-2022 Did with the video!!!!! RAAAA THEY ARE SO, SO TALENTED!!!!!!

Here is their channel!: youtube.com/@totoka-2022

I created all the music, lyrics, comp, tuning, art etc. Toto created the amazing video, including the animations of my art! To note, however, i added the frame/border...Toto will be uploading a BTS of this video!! so, please go watch it and support them!

Spotify: open.spotify.com/track/5iRldurfrsRYMWgANJn53M?si=_tbzpU9tQP-fdiH23072zg&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A6mEb7yfwuI6GvoYoI3j0H2

Lyrics:

(But you are
Yes, you are
A monster
But you are
Yes, you are
A monster)

I gotta set a date, force myself.
You know
i've been a little bit naughty with you
i gotta set a date to let you go
you know, i've been holding back
with you

(M) So set a date.
(O) Leave it aside.
(N)I’ll grow a spine
(S, T, E, R) and tell you

you make me feel
like I’m going insane
It just ain’t the same!

You make … me regret
everything … you make me hate myself!

yeah, now I'm feeling guilty as
If I wanna win, I better act real fast!

Manipulate
your every word
to make you out
as if you were

(But you are!)
Somebody
(yes, you are!)
who makes me hurt
(A monster!)
so others think
that you're the worst

(but I am the monster)

But you look through me every time
make me second guess my life
Yeah, you know
Can’t take it any longer
make you out to be a monster.

They all think
whatever i say
they don't even know your name!

So I’ll Distribute
propaganda in case
they see a deer in the chase
a martyr, poet or saint
I got them blind
With their loyalty bribed
so when the timing is right
I’ll kill that look in your eye

Don't you get it yet?
You ain’t me or them
Oh, no, no, no, no!

manipulated
got you alienated
My muse
the monster I created!
All because
I felt a fiery hatred
for your love and your patience
Made me want you to pay for it

Guilt in silhouettes
(silhouettes)
I’ve made a thousand bets
(so many beds)
You make me regret
everything, you make me have a conscience

yeah, now It’s getting hard to act
One more lie, the camel’s back

Just one more word
one more strike
Even when you’re hurt
It’s like you wanna die

Yeah, even when I’m at my worst
Somehow you still believe I’m hiding worth!
Why do you love me?
Is it to spite me?
The one in hiding
THE MONSTER!

M
O
N
S
T E R
‘cuz I am!
Yes, I am
A monster!
But I am!
Yes, I am
The monster…

👩‍⚖️COMING SOOOOON🩸

Zoofles 2025-04-14 | ...

【Vocaloid Original】Paradise【GUMI English】

Zoofles 2025-02-10 | CONTENT AND TRIGGER warning for blood and themes of religious abuse!

This song is uhhhh very personal and stuff. yeah. ENJOYYYYYY!!! i had so much fun revamping it!!!!!!!! I hope u all like it!

Spotify: Coming soon

Lyrics:
the dirt and dust blinds at my eyes
Shut up!
don't make a fuss
we're lucky that he loves us
The grass we eat is so, so, so, so very sweet!
and now that we are getting fat
he finally comes to greet

and notices us
feeds us his trust
And we know by now
To eat it up
Ain't it fun
to make him proud?
with our hearts in our mouths
never, ever let him down

The world is cruel to our kind
We’re stupid and mild
and the farmer he is…

feeds us
and graces us
with his oh, so heavenly presence
giver of love
to sheep as filthy as us

Guide us to shelter
and count us one by one

He found us
He saved us
He wanted
To aid us
He showed us
He gave us
A paradise

HE GRABS
HER LEGS
PINS
HER DOWN
AND THEN HE STANDS
As he swings an axe above his head
down on her neck

confusion in silence
No movement
compliance
Naive, we gaze him
In innocence, we’re waiting
A smile on his face
He shuts off the gate

Fight or flight
A lactic goodnight
But we know by now

To eat it up
Ain’t it fun
to make him proud?
with our hearts in our mouths
never, ever let him down
He pulled our souls from the dark
From the good of his heart
So we listen as he says

Stupid and meek
the world has failed to teach you
The difference between
Equals and sheep
But, even now you fail to leave
From fear of the world
Deep rooted within

I’ll slaughter the numbers
and revel and bathe in blood

We hear him
We need him
We need to
Believe him
We love him
We fear him
In paradise

Oh, is this what love is like?

tear us up
just for what?
takes his hand and
strokes us down
and hangs us up
drains the blood
and skins the husks
We know love
Naught for none

This is paradise
paradise

【Vocaloid Original】GL/TCH【GUMI English】

Zoofles 2024-10-22 | That's some real personal self hatred going on there miss Gumi.

Spotify: open.spotify.com/wrapped/share/share-ac55c033872c4a51a7baa94734ed7c0d?si=fIQq1_yZTI6k7rNIuqL6OA&track-id=3V18tVndt5l8Ur10uifyet&feature=wrapped

Lyrics:
I've been holding out on you
can’t think of what to do
It’s no use
I can’t remember who I am
Now you’re gone
I understand
It’s a demand!

Get out of my life
I don’t want your demise
To drag me down
Mm, no
You’re a nobody
A sad, sad somebody
Who can’t smile back

Always on that phone
But you never get my calls
Never making sense
Never make amends
Talk and talk about yourself
You never let anyone else
Get a chance to speak
Never let them speak!

You’re just a glitch in the system
I gotta resist it
Then i gotta fix it
You’re just a glitch in the system
Ignore your existence
Then i gotta delete it

Glitch in the–
Glitch in the–
Glitch in the–

You keep trying to crawl back
Wriggle right on through the cracks
It’s just sad
Do you not have social skills?
Are you on some kind of pill?
You’re such a buzzkill
Get f*cked!
No one likes you
We’ll laugh just to spite you
Yeah
Just a joke

You’re a nobody
A sad, sad somebody
Who can’t relax

Cannot beat a cheat
And you just can’t fight a loser
A fault in a computer

Talk and talk about them
But you never let them speak
See that tongue in cheek?
Never let them speak!

You’re just a glitch in the system
Mainframes at its limit
When will you delete it?

Glitch in the–
Glitch in the–
Glitch in the–
Glitch!
Glitch in the–
Glitch in the–
Glitch in the–
Gl/tch!

【Vocaloid Original】Pawn Inside a Box【Miku】

Zoofles 2024-10-16 | Here's a chill song amongst all the pretty busy songs i've been redoing! I made this song wayyy back, but i was too shy to post it until maybe 2 ish years ago? maybe 3? Can't recall! It is quite important to me

Spotify: open.spotify.com/track/3Bofn8ZndBCBAwfNL9RDda?si=_VuWX0nHQ0SRsAFhTRDiaQ&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A1zAns6pTNSDVStz2WLZsyN

Lyrics:
Would you like me in a box
Pushing down against my skin?
‘Cuz if that’s what you like
Then i’ll fit perfectly, perfectly in
Do you need me to rejoice
When you crush me to the floor?
I don’t feel pain anymore

Felt a little love
Now i want a little more
Fell into a hole that i know i can’t ignore
Giving in to giving up
I’m a pawn in your game of
F*cked up

Hell is just a place
But i live it every day
Never felt the same since i gave myself away
Crammed inside a tiny box
I can never get you to stay

But, hey, maybe
Just maybe
I can figure out a way to crawl out
But, hey, maybe
Just maybe
I’ll see the sun and world upside down

I can feel the wind on my skin (can i go, i wanna go)
Playing with my hair (please let me go)
Staring across horizons and sea sprayed shores
I can touch grass with my hands
Praying for the rain
Knowing i will never be the same

Take me to someplace
where there’s freedom and there’s laughter
I just want my happy ever after
I just want a choice
I just want an option
I just wanna be more than a
Pawn inside a box

Stop thinking you own everything
‘Cuz the lamb that you birthed
Isn’t born for you with strings
Do you hate how I am proud?
Do you hate that I can smile?
I don’t feel pain anymore

Felt so full of fear
Now i feel so full of light
Fell into a rhythm that i can’t escape tonight
Feel like i can really breathe
Feeling like i have a heartbeat
Freedom is a fight
And peace, a war
Hell is just a view from way afar
Feel like you can really fly?
Fly away from what’s below.

But, hey, maybe
Just maybe
I can figure out a way to save me
But, hey, maybe
Just maybe
I’ll settle the score and set myself free

I will feel the wind on my skin
Playing with my hair
Staring across horizons and sea sprayed shores
I will touch grass with my hands
Praying for the rain
Truth is i will never be the same

Take me to someplace
where there’s freedom and there’s laughter
I just want my happy ever after
I just want a choice
I just want an option
I just wanna be more than a
Pawn inside a box

【Vocaloid Original】New Password【GUMI English】

Zoofles 2024-10-12 | WOOOOAhhhhhh Gumi, I hear uhhhhh hacking is kinda a not-so-legal thing to do.

Spotify: open.spotify.com/track/16XIX2GzW9sWNwylwQqulU?si=Wi2xc0-XR0qyE4KhOhFqDQ&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A1uPiMvOT8WdSTfaHa2vZbs

Lyrics:
Heyy
So
I kinda sent you something?...

Yeah, it was late last night
You weren’t awake
But that’s alright
Could you check when you have a chance?
‘Cuz I want you back!

So, when you get around to it
Tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me please!
Yeah, when you get it downloaded
Let me know
There’s no virus attached
Why would you think that?
So, let’s begin
Hand me your passcodes, keys and pins

Type it in
Then a buzz and bright, blue screen
oh, dopamine
You’re my favourite thing!

I can see your safe, homescreen
all your apps and PNGs
I can see you searching up
“Why’d my phone start–”
(why’s it doing that?)
Now i’m scrollin’ through your messages
Why're you texting them again?
Don’t you worry
‘Cuz i blocked them all

Mm yeah
In just a sec’ you’ll call me up
Saying:
Help me, please!

I’m just takin’ charge of an unstable drive
‘Cuz if i did not
Then how would I make you mine?

Downloading your type into my pixelated mind
Have you ever tried to make them love you when their love died?
Have you checked the time?
It’s time to get back to lovin’ me!
By the time i’m done, you’re gonna need a
New password and Lock screen!

Uh....Is uh–
Is this thing on?

Quit moving on
You know I'm the only one for you!
Come on
Just love me, feel me
I need you to need me too!
So, when you start loving me
Let me, let me, let me, let me know!
Yeah, when you feel down real bad
Let it show!
Better cut off the slack
Come on and fix that
So, when you ask
I’ll say I love you back!

Crank it up
And then repeat
An audio you can’t delete
And as it tells you i’m the one
Little things start
(To add up)
So as you sleep
So peacefully
I’ll save you pics of me

I can see you winding down
At this point I'll turn you ‘round!
I can see you’re searching up
“Am I really in love?”
I’m just watching through your camera
Giving time to let you see
I won’t let you move on

I’m just taking care
of a detached, lonely guy
Giving him my love
A new password & new life!

Time to guess it!
Bet you can’t, no!
New password!

So...?
Do you like me?

【Vocaloid Original】Lava Lamp【GUMI English】

Zoofles 2024-09-30 | I've always, always wanted to redo this song...man. I really hope you enjoy!

Spotify: open.spotify.com/track/47Ov92Hi7NWu6QpRfk6Cau?si=kHkAKSN9To2pe9-a4HERaw&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A5yvvMhInhCLygaooXbTfpv

Lyrics:
Happened faster than a fired gun
But I didn't wanna run
Fading out
It's a dying sun

So can’t you tell me when we're done?
(tell me when we're done?)
We don't laugh the same way that we did
It's dumb
(It’s so dumb)
But I'm still scrolling back to fall in love
(fall in love)

Hope you miss me
Though you don't
(you don’t)
Know you'll be fine when I won't
(I ain’t fine)
Take the memories
And shake it up
(Shake it up)
Watch ‘em dance ‘til the sun comes up

(Your lava lamp)

Never felt so sick
(So sick)
A funny thing that this is
A promise and a sting
(Ouch)

Is it me?
Or is it you?
(is it you?)

Can we change the truth
Or not?
‘Cuz there’s shards of glass in my heart
Yeah, it hurts more the more you talk

Play with words 'til 6 am
Bargaining to try again
Pushing through the tears to see
The words you use to set me free

Your lava lamp
Your lava lamp

【Vocaloid Original】Stupid!【GUMI】

Zoofles 2024-09-23 | AHHH IT'S HERE!!! Stupid!!!!! I'm really happy and proud of how this one came out!!! enjoy!!!

Spotify: open.spotify.com/track/26VLt3kPTpXP0AVcd68gxl?si=B73gbq1hQEiNq8eb2HcS5Q&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A2LR2N2vQGtfw3HtPjCuElL

Lyrics:
Safe to say you want me back, love
Tough luck
Yesterday you told me
I’m done, next up

So, suddenly i’m good again
Better jot this down
So grab a pen
If you fool me once
Then it’s the end

There’s nothing left!
now you got me thinking
That this was you right from the start
Better leave it at that
Cuz i’ll fall apart

Thoughts are coming at me like
one-two (pow!)
Keep on thinking
What was I to you? (huh?)
Just a stupid girl to lie to
Done for now
But back for round two!

Karma’s gonna hunt you down
And you won’t know when
Til you hit the ground
You’ll be up, up high
Then upside down
Tied up tight
spinning round and round!

I was way too good for you
And i gave it all
Just to follow through
Then you turned around
when you were miles away
And you told me then
That you wanted to stay

I won’t be folded
Hidden for another day
Never gonna let you in to let me down
I was intruded, unveiled--
God, it’s stupid
What you did
It’s stupid!

Don’t be sad because i don’t turn my head
Are you mad that i left you on read?
I do the things you used to do
In just a sec you’ll be the fool
And if you ask
I’ll tell the truth
So when it all goes up in flames
And exit signs are hard to trace
Better leave if you can
Cuz i’ll find you
Bind you
Don’t look behind you!

Come on honey
Play the game
Aim your words
And fan the flame
You made the moves
And you made the rules
But it’s not so fun when you’re bound to lose

Order up!
For revenge served hot
I’m hoping that’ll hit the spot
Don’t burn your tongue on the fiery dues
Shall i ease the pain
With the cold truth?

I was way too good for you
And you gave it up
In a year or two
Then you turned around
When i moved away
And you told me
Stay

I won’t be packed up
Painfully awaiting you
Never gonna let you in to let me down
I was intruded, unveiled–
God it’s stupid
What you did
It’s stupid!

Stupid, stupid boy
Stupid, stupid boy
Stupid boy
Stupid, stupid boy
Stupid, stupid boy
Stupid boy!

I won’t be folded
Hidden for another day
Never gonna let you in to let me down
I was intruded, unveiled--
God, it’s stupid
What you did
It’s stupid!

【Vocaloid Original】PARASITE【RANA】

Zoofles 2024-09-08 | Parasites can often go unnoticed...

HEYYYY!!
This was my song for RANA'S 10th ANNIVERSARY collaborated album!! the group project was called RANAgain! AND IT WAS FUUUUN to see everyone's art and music come together. I am in a timezone where the 9th of September is in front of the official album release, so keep an eye out for it!!! (i'll also tag it here when it's out).

RANAgain yt: @ranagain4170

Spotify: open.spotify.com/track/2e0cFUoXCXtmLYXLCVprH6?si=Ixbd5ZOnSOuZrRH7qFzigQ&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A2mnncqxzReoYksBMx1YG4h

Lyrics:
I say “back down”
And you go melt down
So I say nothing
‘Cuz nothing changes.

It doesn’t matter how i word it
I can never get a word in
You’re insufferable to work with
And I’m starting to believe

When you deny my time alone
Work me right down to the bone
You believe it’s debt you’re owed

when you lie between your teeth
Force awake the sleep i need
Choke the wheat to feed the weed

But you insist that it’s even and you treat me so well
But if I go through hell
The subject changes, I’m expelled

How are you feeling?
Anything I can do?
Nothing for me
It’s all for you.

But i guess it’s fine if you say it’s fine
’cuz your word is law
You tell me that you’re human and your feelings matter too
But “too” would imply that I matter to you

I must be a robot ‘cuz I’m everywhere at once
I can turn off my emotions
Or can force them to the front

I can be the thing you need
I’m everyone you want
I have limitless abilities and never ending fun

Do you need me to pretend that I have nothing wrong at all?
‘cuz i notice my emotions make you quite uncomfortable

maybe I'm deluded
but maybe I’ve been robbed
both of us were wounded
but only one of us has scarred

And isn’t it impossible
that yesterday you had one certain story
But today, had always eight?
It never stays the same!

you wait ahead with facts you swear on
but i never get to chase
if i meet you where you promised
suddenly they've changed

you demonize the liars
but you preach within the crowd
You don’t really understand me
But you like when I’m around

gotta be the victim
And saviour all the same
cut away the issues
when they plague you with your name

I wonder if you know that what you say and what you do
are never by coincidence
You contradict your “truth”

But i guess when words fade away like smoke
and you have a card so green to hold

The concept of a consequence will never rock your conscience
you cannot even comprehend you’re killing off your closest friend

Do you remember what you said?
Do you care ‘bout how it hurt?
When i watched you fake the blood that you witnessed from me first

Oh, if you bothered just to ask
If you cared enough to know
i fell apart in agony
something you will never know

【Vocaloid Original】Bad Girls【GUMI】

Zoofles 2024-08-26 | Girlboss Gumi is my favourite gender.

If you remember this song you’re a true Zoofles veteran. It’s from over 2 years ago

SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/track/7L4aSt3qHkCsIOYCnhtyMP?si=p8amE3EYTIO2EjQiXdZI3A&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A3umyBpvqs2LMscXh9QEcZi

Lyrics:
So sorry honey
We’re all out of damns to give
It’s kinda funny how you’re
asking for more of it

I can’t forgive
And I can’t forget
I did it once
But not once again
And i won’t let you get away with it

24/7 ‘round the clock service
Burning through the candle
If it hurts, you deserve it
Bend a knee
Or else you’re worthless
No returns
You made your purchase

You run your mouth but
It’s drowning out ‘cuz
I’ve got the one up
And now you’ve f*cked up
You never planned to change
‘Cuz change is hard to do
So here’s some food for thought
Shut up and f*cking chew

Bad girls gets bad friends
And bad girls get bad endings
Bad girls don’t have good times
This good girl’s saying
(goodbye)

Don’t come to me for pity
Life’s sh*t
But you’re more sh*tty
I’m not going easy
Just because you’re used to cheating

I don’t give out
And i don’t give in
I know it hurts
But that’s just the thing
It hurt me too, so honey
Boo-hoo-hoo

Punch in on time
And get right to work
Break time’s a no
Babe, you’re here to burn
Make an honest earning
Maybe then you’ll learn your lesson

I can’t change your ways
But i can punish them
You won’t save no face
You’re burning out again

(Bad girl)
(you’re such a bad girl)
(Bad girl)
(you’re such a bad girl)

(Bad girls gets bad friends)
And bad girls get bad endings
Bad girls don’t have good vibes
This good girl’s saying
(goodbye)
Goodbye!

【Vocaloid Original】Play Pretend【GUMI】

Zoofles 2024-08-23 | Murder? Maybe.

Spotify: open.spotify.com/track/68kd55OAz3EvBLkQWYnOYb?si=zQEsrs9hSuGbGxrRmEZjYA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A2UTkdRN0MReSnl6DhIkmPt

Lyrics:
So the story kinda gets really complicated
Right around when we felt the love fading
Friends to lovers
Then back to friends again
A never ending loop in which I–

Wake me up now that it’s over (wake me up)
Push it down just Shrug a shoulder
Better get to work (I work to make it work)
Hope nobody sees the blood on my shirt

Digging out a hole in the backyard
Burying a knife and postcard
My god
I guess that’s it

So I’ll hold on to you
Cut the scar when it’s fading
dedicate my life to a new medication
Maybe try to fixate on the ways I could’ve changed it
Then pick apart the bones of it until there
Ain’t no taste left

Guess that’s it for me
You’re somewhere beneath

So i’ll go
Don’t wanna know about the future
Show me where i’ll be in 20 years
Hold onto the past as if that’ll last

This is it
Don’t wanna quit
But it’s got me thinking
I am all i’ll have in 20 years
I’ll be on my own
And It brings me–
It brings me–

It brings me to tears
That you won’t say a word to me
But i suppose neither would I

Waiting for the rain to catch up
Pushing down the urge to throw up
Better get to work
Hope nobody notes i haven’t been home

Carrying a heavy weight and (I’ll drag)
Dragging you across the train tracks
My god
No going back

Though i think
we worked out our differences quite well
(I think) I’ll be okay
As you decay (decay, decay, decay)
So i’ll pack up my shit and move from the city
Wish i had something, something more witty
Something like an alibi
A reason for me leaving
Something i can rip and tear apart until it’s bleeding

Bet you’re afraid of me
(Afraid of me)
You’re dead though (dead), so it doesn’t matter what you think

So i’ll run into the crowd
And find somebody
Mold them into you
‘Til the familiar conversations start to form
And spiral out of my control

But it’s got me thinking
That in 20 years, when i’m alone
You’ll be dead and gone
And it brings me–
It brings me–
It brings me to tears

‘Cuz when it fell apart
I had a chance to do the right thing
And if i had
Then you might’ve stayed beside me

【Vocaloid Original】I Understand【Miku English】

Zoofles 2024-08-12 | Songs about the weighty guilt that comes with being a chronically ill individual in a romantic relationship...Enjoy! This one's personal (and may or may not be a sequel to another song I've done)

Spotify: open.spotify.com/track/2I1n2YfgtZ6CP6msYGRn66?si=NlgLZn_PQBOaBpB98u5Ruw&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A2qAG6mzIl1UCz8oK4ccEFE

Lyrics:
I can close my eyes
And see a better us
Is that a bad thing to do?

Your nights would be spent asleep
Instead of forced awake for me
Oh god, I’d like that!

Let me trade clammy-white for pink
And toilet-bowls for anything
A thousand pills for a head that won’t spin

‘Cuz it ain’t fair to you at all
To push you down, to bear the fall
It’s not your job

I wasn’t able to forget
I’m not the person that you met
And it’s not a contract deal
And though i know you know by now
You can leave and I’ll be proud
I understand.

I can feel my weight crushing down upon us both
but I’m too weak to hold it all
Don’t you let me drag you down
If you want to let me go,
I’ll let you go

But if i found a way to age
Just like the fantasies i make
I’d give my all for just a taste

‘Cuz it ain’t fair to you at all
To waste your life waiting for more
it’s gone on too long

If you decide to abandon ship
i will do just as you did
And take this ship down to drown

And though i know you know by now
You can leave and I’ll be proud
I understand.

And though i know you know by now
You can leave and I’ll be proud
I understand.

【Vocaloid Original】Runner Up【Miku English】

Zoofles 2024-07-13 | Finally got around to revamping this! Hope you enjoy! (Yes Ik abt the wrong “your” at the end augh)

Spotify: open.spotify.com/track/6fWSsRBHU2SiRyrvwkDBWY?si=kyqQc1W9S5u-8xgq3s2nxg&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A09vNr4DKAa8jqMJ5e9JlnP

Lyrics:

Left behind
I was waiting till a quarter to nine
Never mind
No, a circle has no need to pick sides

And i haven’t got a chance
Cuz’ I'm sharpened to a point
Full of a angulated joints
When i speak i have no voice

All they hear is nothing but noise
The girls and the boys
They give me a choice
To change who i am
And become nothing at all
If you bend, then you’ll fall
Only option’s to opt out
And not try at all

But I’ll try to be the perfect friend
I’ll break my soul because I just can’t bend

So I’ll cut, cut my hair and
Tear out the bed sheets
Scream that it’s not fair

Let’s give a hand to the runner up
You were never good enough

Runner, runner up
Just a no-faced mistake
Nothing but a waste of space
Something people throw away
Runner, runner up
Gotta cut, cut, cut, cut
Cut away the bitter taste
From your mouth that begs to stay

Place yourself in their shoes
Why should they even want you?
Stop that begging
Leave them alone
They don’t want you anymore

You made it this far
But there’s a new star
They’ve got a better face
A better joke
A better part

You’re jaded and faded
You’re not longer marketable
Your place has been taken by someone better off

Felt alone
In my company they stuck to their phones
I should know no matter the tone
All words are stones

Yet i wait here like a dog
With an owner who i trust
But they conditionally love
And I've been a clingy mutt
So they punish me with ghosting and walls
Make me feel small
Me, the one–
The one who gave them what they want!

Got my soul handed back
With a half-hearted chat
As if it would be as easy as that
And they never even liked when i dropped the act
I gave it my all
And they shoved it back

So I’ll cut, cut my tongue and
Tear out the bed sheets
Scream that i want it back

Let’s give a hand to runner-up
You were never good enough

Brace yourself for solitude
Screaming out now won’t save you!

Stop that begging
Leave them alone
They don’t want you anymore

You made it this far
But there’s a new star
They’ve got a better face
A better joke
A better part

You’re jaded and faded
You’re not longer marketable
Your place has been taken by
Someone better off

You’re the runner up
A face they’ll soon forget
A time that they regret
A topic for a bet
And you don’t even know what it is you did
To lose your chance at the big three

Nothing but a runner up
The one who tried
But never won

【Vocaloid Original】Choice【GUMI English】

Zoofles 2024-07-03 | What's this one about? Oh, y'know...

Spotify: open.spotify.com/track/428Vnp5mF5eBQ4U4Fw3vZi?si=eEMxmPaaS3edfNdwa9ywNg&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A5O5H3knnsh0n17yOym31T9

Lyrics:
Pill in palm (You've got to)
Seal the deal (they gave you)
open wide (for this one day)
Kill the words (you want to)
Say out loud (They'll hurt you)
Overall there is no way
BUT TO OBEY

Swallow hard
Take the medicine
Trust their words
Carve them in your skin
Follow them down darkened hallways
Be the one
Who nods and okays
Now your siren sounds out an alarm
But is it too late
To beat to your own drum?

FOCUS ON ME
AND STAY ON TASK
A LIFE OF MEANING GIVEN TO
SCUM LIKE YOU
SO SAY THANK YOU AND
DON'T WASTE THE CHANCE
TO GAIN A PURPOSE NOW THAT YOU ARE OF USE

REMEMBER WHAT YOU ARE
AND REMEMBER THAT I MADE YOU

(I made you)

Waking up so bitter
Feel the cold of winter
Creeping underneath the door
It burdens you to be here
Used and foully treated
Don’t you ever long for more?

Gave you life
Gave you food to eat
Now you strike at the hand that feeds
Influenced by analgesics
See the pain but never feel it

Clearly i don't need
Someone to come and save me
Don't you come take me
From those who really love me
I swear i know i'm right
I’ve been here all my life
Knowing every hand and grin
I know what it's like to be part of a system
I know what it's like to be loved from a distance
They own my mind in whole
No, they won't let me go
Knowing that I know of them...
Take aim
Bullet to the brain
Gunshot
Momentary strain

【Vocaloid Original】The Number You Have Dialed Doesnt Exist【GUMI English】

Zoofles 2024-06-23 | All finished!

Spotify link: open.spotify.com/track/1OTNo0ZKjT9u9CLytKiVUP?si=nGCzTDnMSRKp44OI4icRsw

Lyrics:
Hey, you
see you calling up their number
no use.
when it drops out you sit in wonder
hey, you
Quit your testy attitude
You're getting dumber
Do you not even remember?

The number you have dialed doesn't exist
The number you have dialed wishes to resist
the number you have dialed wants it like this
the number you have dialed...

you f*cked your chances long ago
now they've turned to dust
You’re forcing out an encore
from the people that you lost

You’re throwing quite a fit
It’s really not something i dig
You’re biting on a sweeter pill
Denial’s what you picked

Let it go before i grow cold
Let this hole become your home
Let them go ‘cuz it’s getting old
Find another drug to make you whole

Now i gotta go and make it
PERSONAL

What don’t you get?
Always making it hard
So, since you're still wishing on those shooting stars

guess i'll have to play my cards
Shut you down and pick apart
All the ways you failed their heart
‘cuz
you did, did, did
Yeah, you did them wrong
ruined their life
now you're wanting more

the number you have dialed doesn't exist
the number you have dialed wishes to resist
the number you have dialed wants it like this
the number you have dialed...

Hey, you.
see you've blocked me everywhere
touche
when i'm onto you
I'm onto you.
Yeah, you!
you act like you don't deserve it
Think you’re kind-hearted and earnest
Do you even know you hurt them?

Call them once
Shame on me
Call them twice
BEEP BEEP BEEP
Call them thrice
Go do something else
My advice would be to
F*ck yourself.

You’ve got an appetite for pity
Hungry for the love you’re stealing
Never satisfied with “even”
Gotta be the winner!
(V I L L A I N)

Never taking “no” for an answer
Never giving all that you get
Stalk away it’s all okay

Let it go before i grow cold
Let this hole become your home
Let them go ‘cuz it’s getting old

Now I gotta go and make it
PERSONAL

What don’t you get?
Always making it hard
So, since you're still wishing on those shooting stars

guess i'll have to play my cards
Shut you down and pick apart
All the ways you failed their heart
‘cuz
you did, did, did
Yeah, you did them wrong
ruined their life
now you're wanting more

the number you have dialed doesn't exist
the number you have dialed wishes to resist
the number you have dialed wants it like this
the number you have dialed...

(You’ve got an appetite for pity)
(Hungry for the love you’re stealing)
(Never satisfied with “even”)
(Gotta be the winner!)

(Never taking “no” for an answer)
(Never giving all that you get)
(Stalk away it’s all okay)

【Vocaloid Original】Dont Tell Him【Miku】

Zoofles 2024-05-20 | I told you I was cooking.

Art, music, tuning etc were all done by me!

Lyrics:
So many code names
I’ve had a hard day
And I don’t wanna play this guessing game.
You say you want the best for me
But you don’t really wanna let me know
What that even f*cking means.

So, I'll just press on.
Try to make sense of why.
But “why” won’t take your eyes off me.
This murder of the first degree.
Is this love or animosity?

I got blood on my hands.
I know, I killed what we had.
Can a dead man ever walk again?

Click, click,
BAM!
Just like that.
I shot you down.
I shot you down...

I know what it is you like. (I know, I know)
So, I know I'm not your type. (Oh no)
And you don’t have a clue
But if this ends
I’ll lose it all
You’ll lose a friend
The outcome just don’t weigh the same.

So i’ll look at you from down below.
You’re high above me, pedestaled.
I just can never let you know
I feel the s–-
Shh!
Don’t tell him, though.

I gotta wake up
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up
Just wake up!

Alright!
Repeat after me.
Here we go!
Okay.

If he says it
Block your ears!
Wanna tell him?
No you don’t!
If you try to say the truth
It’s gonna turn around and leave you black and blue
(x3)

【Vocaloid Original】Black Sheep【RANA】

Zoofles 2023-12-30 | The Black Sheep of the Family.

Lyrics:
take a single step back and wonder
what you did wrong
everybody wants to know what you'll do with your life
nobody wondered what you'd do with mine
i don't get a choice
i don't have a voice
'cuz
everybody loves you
more than me
and if i cry out or point to the bruise
you're a victim and I'm a fool!
you could never do wrong!
you're the angel, I'm not!
Mama don't believe me!
Mama never sees sh*t!
and even if she did
she wouldn't do a thing...
doesn't matter what you do to me
nobody will root for me
even when i'm good to them
they never care!
I get the credit for your mistakes
you get the credit for my good ways
it never made any sense to me
the way they see a bad son and make him feel
E L I T E
but with a daughter
no matter what she does
she is a Black, Black
BLACK SHEEP
took me a while to figure it out
i was chasing a sickness, one which made me without
of the thing i was missing to be worthy of Love
How's a kid meant to know that they're fundamentally
FLAWED!
you knew, surely you knew
that you buried my worth under all that you do
tell me the truth!
I need to hear it from all of you
please...
Ahh!!
You lie, lie, lie, lie
i'm getting sick of it!
you deny having been a part of it
am i the fool for wanting you to see
how you're hurting me?
there is no winner and
I can't lose again
when I fought away my innocence
to taste the love he gets
what did I do to you and you for you to
Hate me before i could even move!?
it never made any sense to me
the way they see a stranger and love them more than me
i can be good! I can shave all my fleece!
I'll do anything to be what you want me to be!

【Vocaloid Original】Orbit【Miku】

Zoofles 2023-12-18 | i prommy i know how to spell disintegrates...

LYRICS:

honestly, i'm stunned with your back-and-forthing
it doesn't matter what you feel cuz it'll
change
here you go again!
swingin' me round, and round, and round
i can't keep up with you
you're switching the magnitude
i feel the pull and push
as the gravity ensues
you're some kinda maniac
who goes from hot to cold like that?
always moving around
because the middle's not your ground
you've got me in a twist!
i can't make up my mind like this!
how are you so quick?
all this thinking makes me sick!
one second you are sad
the next you're laughing until you're mad
forget the topic, and onto the next
you never give your brain a rest!
you move so fast you faze right through
the crowd can never keep up with you
you dizzy the brains of the smart ones too
the world spins faster when you move
and everybody's asking who's the
burning, blinding, fiery muse
'cuz you're electric, a buzzing bit
and i'm forever stuck in
orbit
never get the chance with you
talk, talk, talk
sometimes i hate it
but then i don't
here you go again
but i can't stay that mad for long
i love the way you work
you're forcing me up from earth
you break away the walls
cut the ties so i can fall
up! that is the way to go
when will you stop? no one's to know
always changing the game. the rules
the future is for you to choose
you never let me down
i fall and yet don't hit the ground
how are you so great?
my mind disintegrates
one minute! are we good?
'cuz you just said i misunderstood
getting nervous is part of the goods
'cuz i'm never bored within your woods
you move so fast you faze right through
the crowd can never keep up with you
the world spins faster when you move
and everybody's asking who's
the burning, blinding, fiery muse?
'cuz you're electric, a buzzing bit
and i'm forever stuck in orbit
in orbit
in orbit
but i don't wanna drift away
you could never burn out
i could never turn out like you
blue star, fast on a mission
you are beyond definition
love the way you laugh at your own jokes
got my soul in a tightened chokehold
brain freeze!
all the things you do
although they can confuse me
never wanna lose it!

【Vocaloid Original】Death of a Sunrise【Yuzuki Yukari】

Zoofles 2023-12-16 | Spot the one typo! The context is confusing, interpret it how you like!

Lyrics:

another feeling in my chest
another thought i can't suppress
a worry that'll rise above the r e s t
and hurt you
it's not a simple thing to do
to have me fall in love with you
'cuz i'm no longer sure it's something
i can even do
do you feel the same as me?
a sort of guilty empathy
a one-way ticket to total
i r o n y
it's not an easy thing to do
to have me feel a thing for you
'cuz last i checked, i told my heart:
I'm through
and everything relies on if i keep with
y o u
you make it hard to hate myself
that should be a good thing
but without it, i've nothing left
you undermine the nature of my past
and i don't really understand
how you are able to do all that
to rewrite
the way
i see
myself
so is it pity for you or me?
are you truly what you seem?
'cuz after everybody else
it's hard to believe
and i feel myself
falling hard between
pain
&
numb
should i give up
or into love?
'cuz god it
hurts, it
aches, it
burns
so much
and although i have
my fears
you have my
trust

you amaze me every day
numb to the world, but not to
m e
kill yourself
and you kill me too
whatever you do
you do to me too
whether you like it or not
we
a r e
w h o l e
with the
d e a t h of a sunrise
you end me too

【Vocaloid Original】Me without You【MIKU English】

Zoofles 2023-09-21 | Identity issues!!!

LYRICS:
i feel there's something i should say
don't really know what it's supposed to be, though.
and please ignore the way i stare
i've never ever felt so wrong.
how does it work?
where do "i" stop and "you" start?
how do you draw that line?
the struggle to bounce but not bind.
can't take your voice
can't steal your looks, i know!!
it's hard to be around you
and not become you
tell me i'm too dependent
say i've got no spine or thoughts at all
'cuz i'll agree, and say it's true
i've really got nothing without you
though underneath i'm nobody, just static blue
i love the parts from you
you say that you don't really mind
i understand you
so i don't believe you!
every day's another day without change
but i don't know how to change!
and i can't find out why
how should i go about
filling the hole in my head
without taking parts of you?
do you hate that that's what i do?
i look at you
i see someone i love
It's hard when admiration
becomes temptation
tell me i'm too obsessive
that i've got no individual mind
and i'll agree
and say it's true
i've really got no "me" without "you"
but i want to be someone unique