There's something I've been meanin to say But I'm afraid that it's not gonna change a thing And every day's exactly the same, I can't escape Too much weight for these broken wings We crossed our hearts, but never hoped to die How can we live this down if we refuse to try? Tell me will you stay, if there's a lack of faith? Or was it all in vain? Was it all in vain?
Could you just look me in the eyes? Don't tell me it'll be alright Just look me in the eyes 'Cause nothin's good about goodbye
We've been through this before When you tell me that sweet, sweet lie on the edge of a knife The warmth in you's beginnin to fade, I can't breathe without you I'm goin insane Guess you can't escape what you can't explain We crossed our hearts, but never hoped to die How can we live this down, if we refuse to try? Tell me will you stay, if there's a lack of faith? Or was it all in vain? Was it all in vain?
Could you just look me in the eyes? Don't tell me it'll be alright Just look me in the eyes 'Cause nothin's good about goodbye Goodbye
Could you just look me in the eyes? Don't tell me it'll be alright Just look me in the eyes Don’t tell me it’ll be alright Just look me in the eyes 'Cause nothin's good about goodbye
Look me in the eyes Don’t tell me it’ll be alright Just look me in the eyes 'Cause nothin's good about goodbye
Mixed/Mastered by Jake Adkins Artwork by Stephanie Adkins
There's something I've been meanin to say But I'm afraid that it's not gonna change a thing And every day's exactly the same, I can't escape Too much weight for these broken wings We crossed our hearts, but never hoped to die How can we live this down if we refuse to try? Tell me will you stay, if there's a lack of faith? Or was it all in vain? Was it all in vain?
Could you just look me in the eyes? Don't tell me it'll be alright Just look me in the eyes 'Cause nothin's good about goodbye
We've been through this before When you tell me that sweet, sweet lie on the edge of a knife The warmth in you's beginnin to fade, I can't breathe without you I'm goin insane Guess you can't escape what you can't explain We crossed our hearts, but never hoped to die How can we live this down, if we refuse to try? Tell me will you stay, if there's a lack of faith? Or was it all in vain? Was it all in vain?
Could you just look me in the eyes? Don't tell me it'll be alright Just look me in the eyes 'Cause nothin's good about goodbye Goodbye
Could you just look me in the eyes? Don't tell me it'll be alright Just look me in the eyes Don’t tell me it’ll be alright Just look me in the eyes 'Cause nothin's good about goodbye
Look me in the eyes Don’t tell me it’ll be alright Just look me in the eyes 'Cause nothin's good about goodbye
Mixed/Mastered by Jake Adkins Artwork by Stephanie AdkinsNew Vegas - Halo (Official Streaming Video)New Vegas2023-12-08 | New Vegas' official streaming video for 'Halo' - Available Now!
The way the words roll off your tongue When you can't taste your medicine It tells me all I need to know You're not a gift from God And you are not a sign of the divine You've always been a fraud And now you're spiralin' you're spiralin'
Oh no looks like you've lost your halo Isn't it such a shame You had me under your spell for far too long But you won't get the best of me
I hate the way you come undone And how there's no where left to run 'Cause on the surface we're already gone You won't find no sanctuary with me 'Cause you've got unholy places to be
Oh no looks like you've lost your halo Isn't it such a shame You had me under your spell for far too long But you won't get the best of me
One by one We all bow down The silence is So incredibly loud One by one We all bow down The silence is So deafening now
Oh no looks like you've lost your halo Isn't it such a shame You had me under your spell for far too long But you won't get the best of me Oh no looks like you've lost your halo Isn't it such a shame You had me under your spell for far too long But you won't get the best of me
Mixed/Mastered by Jake Adkins Artwork by Stephanie AdkinsNew Vegas - Poison (Official Streaming Video)New Vegas2022-07-01 | New Vegas' official streaming video for 'Poison' - Available Now!
Lyrics: I've severed the feelin' Your worthless opinions are shallow And you mean nothin to me These empty walls are beginning to fall I Don't feel a thing at all Say your goodbyes
I don't really care What's make believe Tearin' out my heart for the world to see Take a look what's left in me I don't care, I don't care Don't wanna feel like I'm all fucked up Will I ever be enough? I don't care, I don't care
Of all vices and virtues The poison that kills you Tastes sweetest when you're all alone I throw all cares out the door And fall dead on the floor When I reap the seeds I've sewn I've said my goodbyes
I don't really care What's make believe Tearin' out my heart for the world to see Take a look what's left in me I don't care, I don't care Don't wanna feel like I'm all fucked up Will I ever be enough? I don't care, I don't care
I don't really care What's make believe Tearin' out my heart for the world to see Take a look what's left in me I don't care, I don't care Don't wanna feel like I'm all fucked up Will I ever be enough? I don't care, I don't care
I don't really care What's make believe Tearin' out my heart for the world to see Take a look what's left in me I don't care, I don't care Don't wanna feel like I'm all fucked up Will I ever be enough? I don't care, I don't care
Mixed/Mastered by Jake Adkins Artwork by Cameron BurnsNew Vegas - A Taste of Being King [feat. Jake Adkins] (Official Streaming Video)New Vegas2022-02-04 | New Vegas' official streaming video for 'A Taste of Being King' (Feat. Jake Adkins) - Available Now!
Lyrics: When you're circled by wolves When you're cold and alone Will you bow down, will you bow down to me?
Do you really want to know what it's like to be a king? Be careful what you wish for 'Cuz nothing's as it seems Heavy is the head the wears the crown underneath Everything is awful A heavenly disease It eats away at who I am And what I hope to be
When you're circled by wolves When you're cold and alone Will you bow down, will you bow down to me? In the dead of the night When they threaten your life Will you bow down, will you bow down to me?
Do you really want to know what it's like to be like me? To sacrifice it all And still end up with fucking nothing I tried to save my soul Inject the antidote I tried to save myself But there was nothing I could do
When you're circled by wolves When you're cold and alone Will you bow down, will you bow down to me? In the dead of the night When they threaten your life Will you bow down, will you bow down to me?
You're out of touch You're out of luck And now the people wanna call your bluff While all power wanes in time A pawn's only weak 'til it gets to the other side It's a dangerous game And you're playing too close to the flame You're gonna get burned when the tables turn And the mob meets you face to face No one is invincible No throne is untouchable
When you're circled by wolves When you're cold and alone Will you bow down, will you bow down to me? In the dead of the night When they threaten your life Will you bow down, will you bow down to me? When you're circled by wolves When you're cold and alone Will you bow down, will you bow down to me? In the dead of the night When they threaten your life Will you bow down, will you bow down to me?
Mixed/Mastered by Jake Adkins Artwork/Streaming Video by Cameron BurnsNew Vegas - Requiem (Official Streaming Video)New Vegas2021-08-06 | New Vegas' official streaming video for 'Requiem' - Available Now!
Lyrics: Is it our fate to die In this world we live in? Are we afraid to try? Circumstances we're given You can curse the sky Or the human condition But if we're meant to die Then it's time to start living
When the lights all fade away And your eyes have turned to gray Ashes to Ashes Will your spirit still remain? For the tears they're sure to cry Will they sing your lullaby? Dust to Dust The end of a beautiful lie
I spoke to the reaper I keep him close Of all my friends and enemies I know him the most It's all about acceptance When our curtains close 'Cause in the end We're all just ghosts
When the lights all fade away And your eyes have turned to gray Ashes to Ashes Will your spirit still remain? For the tears they're sure to cry Will they sing your lullaby? Dust to Dust The end of a beautiful lie
I know That everyone wants to be remembered Just go on and on about how you know better Even though Both saints and sinners die together In our hearts you'll remain forever
When the lights all fade away And your eyes have turned to gray Ashes to Ashes Will your spirit still remain? For the tears they're sure to cry Will they sing your lullaby? Dust to Dust The end of a beautiful lie
The end of a beautiful lie The end of a beautiful lie
Mixed/Mastered by Jake Adkins Artwork/Streaming Video by Cameron BurnsNew Vegas - Killjoy (Official Streaming Video)New Vegas2021-05-07 | New Vegas' official streaming video for 'Killjoy' - Available Now!
Lyrics: Wake up Fake smile on my face Calm and complacent or they'll label you a basket case Inside It gets the best of me A prisoner held on the edge of insanity
I can't take it I can't take it This self destruction it just makes me sick I can't fake it I can't fake it Will I lose this war within my mind? I'm feeling dead inside
I feel Like there's a heart beneath the floor I can hear it beating it goes on and on forevermore Within My thoughts remain unclear Filled with doubt, I just want out Constantly full of fear
I can't take it I can't take it This self destruction it just makes me sick I can't fake it I can't fake it Will I lose this war within my mind? I'm feeling dead inside
I can hear it calling But it's whispers mean nothing If I hear it deep within the doubts will slowly come again My worst enemy Is the one that I cannot see Won't let the darkness win or the voice inside will be my end
I can't take it I can't take it But this self destruction it just makes me sick I can't fake it I can't fake it
I can't take it I can't take it This self destruction it just makes me sick I can't fake it I can't fake it Will I lose this war within my mind? I'm feeling dead inside
Mixed/Mastered by Cody Stewart Artwork/Streaming Video by Cameron BurnsNew Vegas - Persona (Official Music Video)New Vegas2021-01-08 | New Vegas' official music video for 'Persona' - Available Now!
You built these walls all by yourself Sealed it all away inside your own hell You put the façade on so well A second face but no one could tell
No sense of feeling here Your thoughts become unclear
Stay Alive I know you're terrified Just breathe Survive Give up the guilt inside Stay Alive I see through your disguise Two worlds Collide Let's live to see the other side
You forget who you are inside Like everyone else You believe the lies You lied to my face, said you'd be fine I've heard it said a thousand other times
No sense of feeling here Your thoughts become unclear
Stay Alive I know you're terrified Just breathe Survive Give up the guilt inside Stay Alive I see through your disguise Two worlds Collide Let's live to see the other side
You've suffered for so long Wash the pain away Wash the pain away Never felt like you belong So you run away So you run away
Stay Alive I know you're terrified Just breathe Survive Give up the guilt inside Stay Alive I see through your disguise Two worlds Collide Let's live to see the other side
I know you're terrified Give up the guilt and stay alive I see through your disguise Let's live to see the other side
Directed by Sean Rustay Mixed/Mastered by Jake Adkins at South House StudiosNew Vegas - Vertigo (Official Streaming Video)New Vegas2020-10-23 | New Vegas' official streaming video for 'Vertigo' - Available Now!
Lyrics: Come one, come all and you will see Everyone can feel complete If you’d only just believe, If you’d only just believe Will you buy into the charade Play the pawn that you portray A modern martyr for the masquerade
You won’t take this life away from me My hopes, my dreams, all that you say is make believe I won’t become what you want me to be I think you need a dose of reality
Stuck in a state of vertigo Shut up and offer up your soul Let delusion take control, let delusion take control Honest lies are poisoning Oppose all authority Mindless captives of conformity
You won’t take this life away from me My hopes, my dreams, all that you say is make believe I won’t become what you want me to be I think you need a dose of reality
Swallow everything they’ve said
You won’t take this life away from me My hopes, my dreams, all that you say is make believe I won’t become what you want me to be I think you need a dose of reality I will stand and fight Struggle to survive And never let it die, I’ll never let it die I hope you feel it too This feeling gone so soon And never let it die, I’ll never let it die
Mixed/Mastered by Jake Adkins at South House Studios Artwork/Streaming Video by Cameron BurnsNew Vegas - Insomniac (Official Streaming Video)New Vegas2020-07-24 | New Vegas' official streaming video for 'Insomniac' - Available Now!
Ten pills a day to take the pain away The more and more I take, the closer to the sleep I crave Downhill, I’m falling on my face again Numb to the world and I’m begging for an exit I stare through these empty eyes Swear I’m ok but no one knows what’s really on my mind Don’t care what will become of me Why does a crowded room feel so lonely?
When I close my eyes, I can’t fall asleep Now my mind’s gone numb and my body is weak Doctor! Doctor! Please, Won’t you give me surgery? Cure the awful things inside that won’t let me be This disease is a never ending tragedy Headed for fatality A cynical emergency
I’m here sitting in sorrow suffer in silence I won’t think about tomorrow I can’t find a purpose Won’t keep my head up 'cause I know it’s never worth it Listen to voices inside my head They talk, they talk, they talk, I know that they just want me dead I wish that I could shut it out “sleep is for the weak” but lately I’ve been having doubts
When I close my eyes, I can’t fall asleep Now my mind’s gone numb and my body is weak Doctor! Doctor! Please, Won’t you give me surgery? Cure the awful things inside that won’t let me be This disease is a never ending tragedy Headed for fatality A cynical emergency
If pain is pleasure then I’m feelin' fine Relieve the pressure 'cause I’m out of time
When I close my eyes, I can’t fall asleep Now my mind’s gone numb and my body is weak Doctor! Doctor! Please, Won’t you give me surgery? Cure the awful things inside that won’t let me be This disease is a never ending tragedy Headed for fatality A cynical emergency
If pain is pleasure then I’m feelin' fine Relieve the pressure 'cause I’m out of time
Recorded/Mixed/Mastered by Jake Adkins at South House Studios Artwork/Streaming Video by Cameron BurnsNew Vegas - As Above, So Below (Official Guitar Playthrough)New Vegas2020-07-03 | New Vegas' official guitar playthrough for 'As Above, So Below' - Available Now!
Recorded/Mixed/Mastered by Jake Adkins at South House Studios Video by Tyler KastenNew Vegas - As Above, So Below (Official Streaming Video)New Vegas2020-05-29 | New Vegas' official streaming video for 'As Above, So Below' - Available Now!
Some say, to see is to believe Though your eyes, they can deceive Nothing's ever as it seems It's forever haunting me
All the lies behind my teeth All the rage, a vicious fiend There's an animal in me It's forever calling
Abandon me and you will see All the bloody horror that lies in me The violence is locked within Clawing at the surface beneath my skin
Some say, you choose what you believe But your mind can be deceived Nothing's ever as it seems It's forever haunting me
Now the beast it needs to feed And find a place to sink it's teeth There's an animal in me It's forever calling
Abandon me and you will see All the bloody horror that lies in me The violence is locked within Clawing at the surface beneath my skin
Taking no comfort in solace I've found Breaking the shackles that kept me held down Blind to the madness, deaf to the sound With faith in my demons, will Hell be my crown?
Abandon me and you will see All the bloody horror that lies in me The violence is locked within Clawing at the surface beneath my skin
Trapped inside my memory Far away where no one can see The violence is locked within Clawing at the surface beneath my skin
Recorded/Mixed/Mastered by Jake Adkins at South House Studios Artwork/Streaming Video by Cameron BurnsNew Vegas - Override (Official Streaming Video)New Vegas2020-03-27 | New Vegas' official streaming video for 'Override (Reimagined)' - Available Now!
Feeling defeated, stuck in my own head. Losing the feeling from everything you said. All this time, all these years. I let you control me. Now breaking through and breaking free this way.
I know that you are the one. Who made my world divide. I see right through your disguise. And I will override.
Pick up the pieces. I am whole again. I found a meaning from everything you've said. All this time, all these years. I let you control me. Now breaking through and breaking free this way.
I know that you are the one. Who made my world divide. I see right through your disguise. And I will override.
Recorded/Mixed/Mastered by Jake Adkins at South House Studios Streaming Video by Gavin Gold Artwork by Elston SantiagoNew Vegas - Novocaine (Official Streaming Video)New Vegas2020-01-31 | New Vegas' official streaming video for 'Novocaine' - Available Now!
I'm Lost And alone I've always known That I can't move forward Now And again I see the end And it's getting closer
I'm lost in the static Trying to fill the void inside me An empty shell Numb the pain Lose yourself in the blur (forget who I am) I'm scattered and gone I lose myself (again and again) And the world keeps turning
Fall Far behind I've lost the light And it's getting darker Now And again I pretend That I've grown stronger
I'm lost in the static Trying to fill the void inside me An empty shell Numb the pain Lose yourself in the blur (forget who I am) I'm scattered and gone I lose myself (again and again) And the world keeps turning
Fall far behind I've lost the light It's getting dark again I Pretend That I have grown stronger Will I ever see The end?
I'm lost in the static Trying to fill the void inside me An empty shell Numb the pain Lose yourself in the blur I'm scattered and gone I lose myself And the world keeps turning
Recorded/Mixed/Mastered by Jake Adkins at South House Studios Streaming Video by Gavin Gold Artwork by Elston Santiago & Triston GandiaNew Vegas - RISENew Vegas2019-06-14 | New Vegas' official music video for 'Rise' - Available Now!