Angel of Darkness
for funsies hehe
updated 5 years ago
luv u guys
soundcloud: http://soundcloud.com/ishaxcx
type beat used: www.youtube.com/watch?v=X5aqVrhsiGI
lyrics:
(hey!)
verse 1:
i've been doing better
out of bed before 3
haven't seen your face
in my dreams
i kinda miss my brother
haven't seen him in 3 years
it seems he's better without me
i'll be in my room playing ps2
and i'll think about the days he'd
come and step on my shoes
i'll be in my room playing ps2
angel of darkness busy raiding tombs
chorus:
press X, i'm jumping up
i'm higher than the moon
this purple haze above my face
i'm floating in my room
press X, i'm jumping up
i'm higher than the moon
i've moved on, thank god
i'm done crying over you
have you seen i've upgraded to someone new,
a new face, persona, someone else in my shoes (2x)
verse 2:
it's not that i'm ashamed of who i am
it's more like i'm finally free to be
the greatest me that i could be
you can't compare where you don't compete
i've looked up to her from the ripe age of two
with her long hair in a braid,
her cargo pants are cool too
i'll be in my room playing ps2
angel of darkness busy raiding tombs
chorus.
outro:
soft, electric, she's soft, electric, she's soft, electric,
she's lara croft!
soundcloud: soundcloud.com/ishaxcx/changes
lyrics:
there's so much more than
i can just write on some paper
but the thought alone is killing me
i'm not who i was years ago
remember when we used to dream
about the bleachers, thinking life
could be so beautiful underneath
these summer nights...
chorus:
everything is changing and i can't help
how i'm feeling, i'm sad and i am depressed
i said goodbye to all of my best friends,
wish their lives had me written in them
it's kinda funny how i dreamt about leaving
so many times, i'm a small town girl with
big dreams, and now the time is here i feel
myself aching for another year, maybe another
life here
chorus.
i was so busy making sure
that i end up smewhere where i'm not poor
forget that i've been entering so many doors
my fault for thinking i could befriend you all
everything is changing and i can't see
who i am, i don't recognise me
will i make friends, will i be happy
will i be what i wanna' be?
i don't want to grow up,
i don't want to leave here,
i wanna go back, never sad,
lay in my bed 2x
chorus.
wish i wasn't capable of change.
dedicated to the loml, jennifer check xoxo
lyrics:
dear jennifer,
i need 2 tlk 2 u
i've been feelin kinda silly
i'm not so cool
i wanna be mean
i wanna be seen like u
but when i say i'm a god
they spit and laugh at me rude
i'm no demon
i don't have it in me
so when i speak the truth
and show my bad
it doesn't feel so good
cuz i wanna be mean
i wanna be seen like you
but when i show them my bad side
they run and call me rude...
truth is i'm not like jennifer
i can never be jennifer check 2x
i feel so scrumptious
i feel like a god
i'm wearing my pink glitter dress,
candles lit, and a set of pearls 2 clean
i devoured him straight,
broke his heart, put on a tape,
and when the clock striked 12 she called me
told her i did it all for her
wanted to be her
but she said to me it's all fake
cuz i'm not like jennifer
i can never be jennifer check 2x
i'm not like jennifer in her room