Illogically Is (For Sensitive Viewers — reduced flash, voice forward) Josiah S. Cooper 2026-09-29 | Illogically Is (For Sensitive Viewers — reduced flash, voice forward)
Go Home Josiah S. Cooper 2018-04-18 | If you have yourself, what have you lost?After so much pain, what can possibly be taken more?You are you, and you earned every bit.
The Mangled Image - WULD (Concept) Josiah S. Cooper 2018-04-07 | Rehearsal type quality - quick phone recording.Have been practicing more and more. Made the image myself (full 2:56) - charcoal drawing. What about a piano?This was edited in Sony Vegas to add more reverb and darker pitches to compliment the poor sound definition. I hope to get decent and simpler equipment in the future.Thanks for watching.
Tantamount Heights (Layers of Ambiance) Josiah S. Cooper 2017-11-06 | Pioneer your own home and take it with you.Create your own feeling to things. Master it.Meant to be repeated (Right click video and check "Loop")--April, 2013 -- not long after things changed.' "Help", it repeated to no answer, no body, no name.Must go back, there is a chance for swooping horror.Expect nothing.'--I used samples from songs and ambiance I have collected over a long period of time (some more than others). Wormlust - "Svarthol" (sample), and "Iður úti" (clip)Alien: Isolation (alone in a vent ambiance)
Under the Water, Under the Sun (Instrumental Ambiance) Josiah S. Cooper 2017-10-30 | A dark place to remember.All persons and sentimental beings involved do not exist.(Right click the video and check off "Loop" if you please)-Details and Sources:Originally a cover to the song by Muse from the album "Absolution"; it was my first favorite song (ever) growing up. It was the theme of the stage of my life around 2012 most of all. I have the foundest and deepest memories around that time. Technical:4/12th's an octave down, bass boost and lowered treble, volume increase, and reverboriginal by Aaron Bennett ("Ruled by Secrecy. Piano Instrumental.")youtube.com/watch?v=iBYTTVaKlgEPublished on Sep 18, 2007I claim no ownership over any of the material used, only the video representing them.
Come Back Josiah S. Cooper 2017-10-26 | emptynothing-fullsomethingalonedoesn'tgod*Thomas Feiner & Anywhen - For Now
Mausoleum of Dying Faces (Full) Josiah S. Cooper 2017-10-08 | W.U.L.D. - J.S.C. -- A collective assortment of old recordings that were never properly released or even personally shared and some remastered. Isolation trap. Self-fulfilled prophecies. Suffering.Bandcamp: wuld.bandcamp.com/album/mausoleum-of-dying-faces-redux--Tracklisting (w/ Timecodes):[1]00:00:33 [stage one] -- "Hurts, You" ('Death is a dying freedom'); 00:03:00 [stage two] ; 00:05:12 [stage two and a half] ; 00:09:02 [final - stage three][2]00:10:58 -- "Bad Comedy" (Revamp V. III)[3]00:13:50 -- "The Walk to Crumble" (Remaster -- never shared personally or made public before -- July 15th, 2012 -- remastered with EQ, timeline and octave shift (layering and panning) adjustments.) *All material is my own.
And the Light Killed You (High-energy / Octane Mix) Josiah S. Cooper 2017-08-27 | "High-energy", in this case, does not necessarily mean hyper.-------------------------------------Personally selected, dark and sweet.Tracklist (w/ timecode jumps):0:00:00 - Track: First Breath After Coma - Artist: Explosions in the Sky - Album: The Earth is not a Cold, Dead Place - Release: October 12th, 20040:09:36 - Track: Fordlandia - Artist: Johann Johannsson - Album: Fordlandia - Release: November 4th, 20080:23:16 - Track: Dust Bowl Dance - Artist: Mumford and Sons - Album: Sigh No More - Release: October 2nd, 20090:27:58 - Track: I Could Hear the Water at the Edge of All Things - Artist: Hammock - Album: Oblivion Hymns - Release: November 26th, 20130:33:42 - Track: This is War - Artist: 30 Seconds to Mars - Album: This is War - Release: December 4th, 20090:39:08 - Track: Cradle - Artist: The Joy Formidable - Album: The Big Roar - Release: January 24th, 20110:41:54 - Track: Sweet Disposition - Artist: The Temper Trap - Album: Conditions - Release: June 19th, 20090:45:45 - Track: She's Got You High - Artist: Mumm-Ra - Album: These Things Move in Threes - Release: May 28th, 2007 0:49:09 - Track Progenies of the Great Apocalypse - Artist: Dimmu Borgir - Album: Death Cult Armageddon - Release: September 8th, 20090:54:28 - Track: Black-Eyed - Artist: Placebo - Album: Black Market Music - Release: October 9th, 20000:58:08 - Track: The Only Moment We Were Alone - Artist: Explosions in the Sky - Album: The Earth is not a Cold, Dead Place - Release: October 12th, 2004-------------------------------------Pictures: Google image search "supernova" - "person holding orb of light" - "orb of light" -- restricted size parameter to above 1024 by 764 and then above-------------------------------------I claim no ownership over any of the material used, only the video representing them.Made with Sony Vegas Pro 14.Thanks for listening.********************************************************************|Extras|Personal notes (not required reading):You can always go back. You must believe that, else all is truly lost.If you ever treasure something, you'll usually want to hold on and make it last for as long as possible.When it is gone, and in dark times, you will have these memories, thoughts and ideas with you.Don't let your well run dry. Move on and find new moments, if you can.The desert is vast and the water and glory are far in-between.The world needs an atomic bomb of _freshness_ to stain life and its character with the essence of pleasantness.VVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVMy OCD wants to let you know that this video is not perfect and never will be.
The End Is Far Away (Surreal Ambiance Compilation) Josiah S. Cooper 2017-08-27 | Staring and slashing down your problems one track at a time-------------------Deep meditation -- peer into the very essence of the world and yourself -- feel the echo of the broken and fragmented pieces coalesce into a fantastically terrifying image of purpose.These were hand selected for the crevices in your brain you wish never to visit and also wistfully yearn for.Yomp towards the abyss. And swim back-the-fuck-up, if you can.-------------------Track list (w/ timecode jumps):0:00:00 - Track: The Opium Sleep - (Demo) - Artist: Wormlust - Release: 20110:16:42 - Track: Delaying The Entropy; In Emptiness, Forms Are Born - Artist: Celer - Album: Discourses Of The Withered - Release: August 15th, 20070:31:00 - Track: Laliah - Artist: How To Disappear Completely - Album: Mer de Revs II - Release: July 28, 20170:36:18 - Track: VI - Artist: Lúsifer - Album: Ritual ambient music Vol. I - Release: 20140:51:22 - Track: I Don't Exist - Artist: Theologian - Album: The Chasms of My Heart - Release: September 24th, 2012I know the end track isn't purely ambient with the percussion, but I felt like this needed something different to end it off.-------------------Pictures (Google image search):"Eternal Flame Falls, Chestnut Ridge Park, NY" from Rory Szwed (unsure) public domain;searched "Dark Waters" found supposed painting attached to this site (no explicit creator named): http://www.ecmediagroup.netDave Gingrich from Flickr ("lifetime-depression")-------------------I claim no ownership over any of the material used, only the video representing them.Thanks for listening.*********************My OCD basically wants you to know in advance that this is not perfect and never will be.
Fugazi - Im So Tired (Little Video) Josiah S. Cooper 2017-08-26 | Aren't we all?---------------------------Artist: Fugazi (1986-2002)Album: Instrument SoundtrackTrack (12): I'm So TiredRelease: March 23rd, 1999Paintings by Lesley OldakerLinks: lesleyoldakerfineart.com/about-the-artistVisual effect clip (YouTube search): "Faceless" (from channel "TurhuuksienRovio") ---------------------------I claim no ownership over any of the material used, only the video representing them.Thanks for listening / watching.
The Dead Would Sing (Orchestral / Vocal Mix) Josiah S. Cooper 2017-08-23 | For the living.Layered orchestral vocals w/ audio effects and ambient sounds.--------------------Main tracks used:Arvo Pärt - Da Pacem (samples from Estonian Philharmonic Chamber Choir, Paul Hillier and Christopher Bowers-Broadbent)Samuel Barber - Agnus Dei (performed by The Dale Warland Singers)Pictures: Google image search "pillars in darkness";"Temple of Thousand Pillars - Rameshwaram" by John Paul;something else on Pinterest (could not find an explicit name, says "Saved by Grace Duncan") - place seems to be called the Great Northern Railway Corn WarehouseAmbient effects (YouTube search): Windy Landscape Sound Effects (from "EffectsLibrary"), Metal Chair Scraping Concrete Basement Floor (from "Sound Effects Public Domain")--------------------I claim no ownership over any of the material used, only the video representing them.Made with GoldWave and Sony Vegas Pro 14.Thanks for listening.
Hell - Mourn (Unofficial Video) Josiah S. Cooper 2017-08-19 | "Falling from you heavens to the hellish dirt of our hellish earth."-------------------Artist: Hell (2008-present)Album: Hell IIISide: ATrack (1): MournRelease: October 11th, 2012-------------------Links: (Official) http://loweryourhead.bigcartel.com(Bandcamp) loweryourhead.bandcamp.com-------------------All music written, performed, and recorded by M.S.W.Illustrations by Gustave Doré - Dante's Divine Comedy (Inferno)Link: http://www.worldofdante.org/gallery_dore.htmlI claim no ownership over any of the material used, only the video representing them.*******************"Nothing For Hopeful"I will not believe in God simply because I must do so as a step to avoid perdition. Though as I must acknowledge, aeons of perdition will not stop, simply because I had pride; in hell, you will burn in woe for aeons unstopped, proceeding aeons and aeons more, un-ended; and in hell, the realization of its fate will bring out for feelings of dread . . . for there is no hope. And will any pride last out its eternity? Will any pride weigh out the endless torment that is to come? It might not seem fair, but the time will come when all self-pride will be paid for in woe and endless torment. Selfishness is not permitted in the kingdom of God -- especially selfishness that stands up for itself."What you speak of here, it is an attack, a suffering, without origin or source, without reason, an attack of the void? Like a scream rising up out of a well of nothingness. An attack that threatens dissolution of the self, or even lays claim to more, a void overwhelms in the very force of its shadow?" -- Anonymous (January 22, 2012)
I Dont Love - Have A Nice Life (Unofficial Video) Josiah S. Cooper 2017-08-18 | I will wait for you in this hell that has no bounds.---------------------Re-edited from scrap.Artist: Have A Nice Life (2000 - ?)Album: DeathconsciousnessDisc (2): The Future Track (12): I Don't LoveRelease: 2008Links: (Official) http://enemieslist.net(Record Label) theflenser.bandcamp.com/album/deathconsciousness---------------------All tracks written by Dan Barrett and Tim Macuga.Visuals: "TheUnknownCameraman"Video: "Exploring an Abandoned Psychiatric Hospital - NY"Link: youtube.com/watch?v=nj8XNGDI-I8I claim no ownership of any of the material used, only the video representing them.
A Few Favorite Scenes Josiah S. Cooper 2017-08-06 | Just something I worked up for fun.---------------Old Boy (2003)Donnie Darko (2001)Breaking Bad (S4-E3: "Open House" | S5-E16: "Felina")House M.D. (S8-E21: "Holding On")Lost (S2-E3: "Orientation")(500) Days of Summer (2009)---------------I do not claim ownership of any of the material used, only the video representing them.Of course this does not include all of my favorite movies and shows, but these were the ones that fit mostly well together.Thank you for watching.
Angel Olsen - Only With You (Unofficial Video) Josiah S. Cooper 2017-08-05 | A duality between two often disparate emotions, namely, respect and desire.-------------------Artist: Angel Olsen (2009-present)Track (14): Only With You (Bonus Track)Album: Burn Your Fire For No Witness (Deluxe Edition)Release: Nov 18, 2014-------------------I claim no ownership of the song or material used, only the video representing them.Made by me with Sony Vegas Pro 14Thank you for listening and watching.
Death, Destined Josiah S. Cooper 2012-04-28 | (Improvised and originally uploaded Friday, Jul. 29, 2011 6:52 PM)Transcript: There's no one here. [2x]There's only me. [2x]And no one else.There's no one here. [2x]There's only me.And there's no one else.I'm dying. I'm fucking dying.There's nothing I can do to stop it.I'm falling apart.I'm made of nothing.My stomach is empty.My heart is quivering.My head, my head is pounding.My eyes are black.I can see nothing. [2x]All is black.The world is dead.It's quiet.It is so fucking quiet.And there's nothing I can do.My face is meltingMy skin is rotting.My eyes are bleeding.I'm so hungry, but there's no food anywhere.There's only so much time left, before that time; I reach the end.And it will be blacker than this.And it will be so terrible just to experience.My mind will be erased. And I will be thrown upon oblivion.Where in which there is no hope; there is no peace or security.There's only emptiness and chaos and chaos and torment.There's only hell.That's where I am. I'm dying. I'm alone.And I hate myself.And I hate everyone else.[ . . . ][ . . . ][ . . . ]That everything else is nothing.And you can't feel anything good enough to counter it.You can't think any thought that will make it go away.The truth is absolute.The truth is destructive.It will damn you.It will damn you to hell. To the darkest place you've ever walked. [2x]That's all; that's it. Forever.Eternity.Oblivion.Damnation.Absolution.I am [ . . . ]I am Death, Destined.Goodbye.
Empty Josiah S. Cooper 2012-04-22 | Music by Muse. Video by me.Song: "Ruled by Secrecy". / End track (14).Album: AbsolutionReleased in 2003All persons and sentimental beings involved do not exist.
Memento Mori - The Bastard Fairies Josiah S. Cooper 2012-03-15 | Artist: The Bastard Fairies Album: "Memento Mori" (Latin) translates to "Remember that you are mortal." / Track: 11 Style/Genre: Indie pop and Alternative Release: 2007 Free Download & More: http://thebastardfairies.bandcamp.com/album/memento-mori LYRICS: Sometimes you think you're untouchable Just look behind you, you are but a man Sometimes you think things can't get worse Just look behind you, you are but a man So eat, drink and be merry For tomorrow you may be dead Eat, drink and be merry For tomorrow you may be dead The struggle for life you know never ends So look behind you, you are but a man Rich man, poor man, beggar man, thief Look behind you, you are but a man So eat, drink and be merry For tomorrow you may be dead Eat, drink and be merry For tomorrow you may be dead Realise we share the same fate Understand your own mortality Our lives are getting shorter every day Pretty soon there will be no you and me So eat, drink and be merry For tomorrow you may be dead Eat, drink and be merry For tomorrow you may be dead Sieze the day, you know it's gonna end Look behind you, you are but a man Dance footloose across the earth And look behind you, you are but a man So eat, drink and be merry For tomorrow you may be dead Eat, drink and be merry For tomorrow you may be dead
Placebo - Lazarus Josiah S. Cooper 2012-03-08 | Artist: PlaceboAlbum: "Meds" (US re-release). / Track: 09 Style/Genre: Alternative rock, Glam punk, Post-punk revival Release: 2007 LYRICS: It's horrid to see you againNow that you're back from the deadIt's horrid to see you againSo bored of being youIt's horrid to see you againNow that you're back from the deadIt's horrid to see you againSo bored of being.... alive, alive, aliveIt's horrid to see you againActing like you're on some kind of crossIt's horrid to see you againAn emotional retardIt's horrid to see you againUnaware that I may not be lostIt's horrid to see you againSo bored of being... alive, alive, aliveIt's horrid to see you againWalking around with that egg on your faceIt's horrid to see you againSo full of apathyIt's horrid to see you againCaught in a trap that you cannot escapeIt's horrid to see you againSo bored of being... alive, alive, alive
Yodas Theme - Star Wars V - The Empire Strikes Back (OST) Josiah S. Cooper 2012-02-12 | Composed by John Williams
Self-Made - Otep (House of Secrets) Josiah S. Cooper 2012-02-11 | Artist: Otep Album: "House of Secrets." / Track: 11 Style/Genre: Alternative Metal, Experimental Metal, Nu Metal Release: 2004LYRICS:No [x3]Find the defectThe reasonThe sourceOf all this MyseryAnd extract itForeverWhat heals me kills meI'm a natural assasinA massacre in actionI've never known remorseOr felt any compassionThis is my drug of choiceThe reason demons rejoice My rage remains a beast untamedI bet you'll remember me nowGluttonI am heartbreak and depressionRegret without redemptionA wounded animalAfraid of my reflectionI am an epidemic This is a crime of passionThe willing weak deserve defeatThe penance will be savageI bet you'll remember me now [x2]Bi-polarSelf-abortionMind fuckCan't escapeThese chainsOf shameI'm stuckSwollen in the mudBarelyStanding stillHungry for the huntAnd the thrillOf the killCome onI've always been a shadowContent with my diseaseYou'll never see it coming'Cause you never notice meUnloadWords are the remedy [x2]What heals me kills me [x9]The plague rages onI've built myself out of ash and agonyI am readyI am II am my own creation, I am, self-made [x3]DestroyersI am IA bone healsA bruise fadesBut art is forever
Requiem, for Soprano, Mezzo-Soprano, 2 Mixed Choirs & Orchestra Josiah S. Cooper 2012-02-10 | This is what is called keening. "Requiem" - Track: 03 from 2001: A Space Odyssey - Original Motion Picture Soundtrack (1996 CD, Album, Reissue, Remastered) Music by György Ligeti Performed by the Bavarian Radio Orchestra Conducted by Francis Travis Genre/Style: Classical, Stage & Screen - Soundtrack, Modern, Neo-Classical & Contemporary
Xasthur - Conjuration of Terror (HQ&HD) Josiah S. Cooper 2012-02-08 | Artist: Xasthur Composer/Producer: "Malefic" Album/Split: Xasthur / Leviathan Track: 03 Style: Black Metal Release: 2004 Theme: Scary Music Moods: Bleak, Brooding, Eerie, Gloomy, Harsh, Malevolent, Melancholy, Messy, Nihilistic, Nocturnal, Ominous, and Suffocating Label: Southern Lord RecordsI claim nothing, besides the video representing this.'LYRICS':A saviour conjured to lead the "blessed" through this hell, adverse lords dominate the crimson sky, demonic shadows shroud the heavens, the codes they dreamt (superstitious fears transformed into) engravings on their skin. Faith led to their own end, nothing remains to resurrect, judgment day took a morbid turn, Christ set the fire, for all to burn (a fallen angel's return). Running out of tomorrows and tomorrow is now. The weight of ignorance cursed all their beliefs, yet curse the children who have nothing to pray to. Vomited blood, human waste blessed the centuries (only a fool would die for mankind).A torturous reflection remains of a spherical demise.
Otep, My Confession, (Sevas Tra) [HQ&HD] w/ optional lyrics Josiah S. Cooper 2012-02-05 | Message from the uploader:If you shall ever try to get a greatly encompassing taste of Otep, this is the song for it.Album: "Sevas Tra" or "Art Saves." / Track: 04Style: Nu MetalRelease: 2002LYRICS:my confession[6x]because i'm diluted&perfectly flawedi shalllive by passion¬ by lawand i'minsecure ...i need aggressiontofeed the spidersof perceptionand i'msupposed to be strong& haveall the answersacannibalin thenew church of cancerbut i'mnothing speciali'm not uniquei havemany secrets& ieat the weakand i'mat an endi'm at an end .....and there's ...NO WAY OUT!![chorus]i need to find my sanctuary..... someplace safegotta get this outta me..... this is my escapeII.and ithink about itall the timei'mvolatile&afraid to crybut i'mstill not comfortablein my skinand theanesthetics slowlywearing thin& ineed to talk tosomeone newi need a differentlatitude& i'min this voidall alone!feeling needy... hungry to growbut i'msuffocating-- can't come downand .... no ....THERE'S NO WAY OUT!!![chorus]i need to find my sanctuary.... someplace safegotta get this outta me!.... THIS IS MY ESCAPE!!!--- all i see is sadnessall i see is sadness ....what's left?-- this will teach them.this will teach them,......you've got to......push.Push.PUSH....YOUR WAY OUT!!!FOLLOW ME!FOLLOW ME! THIS IS YOUR WAY OUT!!........you are not alone- this is where i hide my power- this is where i become free- this is where i take control- and slowly choke your fantasies- i want to know my day is coming- see my enemies be punished- shed my skin again- this will be my best revenge!!SHED MY SKIN AGAINTHIS WILL BE MY BEST REVENGE!
Otep - Jonestown Tea - (Sevas Tra) [HQ&HD] w/ optional lyrics Josiah S. Cooper 2012-02-05 | Album: "Sevas Tra" or "Art Saves." / Track: 12 Style: Nu Metal Release: 2002LYRICS:And it sounds like...ArmageddonSounds like...ArmageddonSounds like...come and drink with me....Come and drink with me And I remember him fucking me, And I remember liking it, I didn't know any better...And I remember the smell, and the pain, and the shame... And I remember being afraid and thinking everyday,Every single day.. that it was my fault... Oh, but what happened to that little girl? Who used to dream of one day ruling the world, Who used to draw pretty pictures in my room---beneath the moonDestroying to createSoftly praying to "God"What do I do now? What do I do now? As I secretly masturbate... But then I'd hear his hooves coming down the floorWith a Bible in his hand... Softly opening my door and he'd say...DAUGHTER! The day of your atonement is due! Well there's 3 million sinners out there... and that includes you! No daddy, don't... no daddy, don't...LEAVE ME ALONE! LEAVE ME ALONE! LEAVE ME ALONE!NO, I DON'T WANT TO BE FREE! NO, I DON'T WANT TO BE FREE!SO TAKE YOUR DICK OUT OF ME!PLEASE TAKE YOUR DICK OUT OF ME! PLEASE TAKE YOUR DICK OUT OF ME! PLEASE TAKE YOUR DICK OUT OF ME!I'm bleeding, it's not fair...You see, there's this little place I like to go...I like to run and hide--deep inside, Where all the nightmares are real, and all the monsters come alive,Oh, but the things I've seen in soft, soft visions and terrifying prophecies,Like serpents on the take and gods coming in all sizes and shapesNothing seems fulfilling anymore.. Well your temples are swollen in deceit and the body of your missionary,He's rotting... rotting in defeat mama? MAMA! Are the aliens coming to take us away? (mama?) Is Armageddon gonna happen again today? LOOK WHAT HE DID TO ME! WHY DID YOU DO IT TO ME?!HOW COULD YOU DO IT TO ME! WHY DID YOU DO IT TO ME?! I will not cry... I will not cry... I--PREFER--TO--DIE! than live--this life--of LIES! KILL WHAT YOU CAN ---- CHALLENGE EVERYTHING Vengeance is mine...Hey, I'm sorry baby...please come back inside...we can laugh a little... and live and die,no wait. see, i got this hot pot of Jonestown teaAnd it's been brewing for you and me,Oh, it only takes one sip,Come on baby,Surrender your lips,I can take you someplace nice...I can take you...someplace NICE! Breed my disease, be my disease...Breed my disease, be my disease...and vengeance will be mine It's closer than u think... So I entered his room at 32 past noonWith my little ritual knife... I cut out his tongue Liberated his wifeShe loved me for it other world woman,Well, thats what she called me (Destroyer),the one who sets you free, (come and drink with me)We all die like cartoons, surrender your children, kids who like to kill, lies...all lies....
Emilie Autumn - God Help Me (HQ&HD) w/ optional lyrics Josiah S. Cooper 2012-02-05 | Album: "Opheliac." / Track: 07 Style: Cabaret, Electronica, Classical, and Industrial Release: 2009LYRICS: God help meI don't see how I can live this wayAnd I don't know why he's touching meWon't you shine in my direction and help me?Won't you lend me your protection and help me?God help meBelieve me, this wasn't what I wantedBut no, I can't leave, he's got meWon't you shine in my direction and help me?Won't you lend me your protection and help me?Am I guilty or am I just waiting aroundFor the tide to come in so the truth can come outAnd if I had a dollar for every timeI repented the sin and commit the same crimeI'd be sitting on top of the world todayI'd be sitting on top of the world todayGod, God help meJust maybe I'll learn to help myselfSpeak to me, don't leave me, he's burning meWon't you shine in my direction and help me?Won't you lend me your protection and help me?Places, everyone, this is a testThrow you stones, do your damage, your worstAnd your best, all the world is a judgeBut that doesn't compare to what I do to myselfWhen you're not thereAnd if I had a dollar for every timeI repented the sin and commit the same crimeI'd be sitting on top of the world todayI'd be sitting on top of the world today Don't make me choose, I've got too much to loseDon't make me choose, I've got too much to loseDon't make me choose, I've got too much to loseDon't make me choose, I've got to much to fucking loseFor I am with you, and also with youFor I am with you, and also with youGod help me, God help me, God help me, God help meGod help me, God help me, God help me, God help me...God help me, God help me, God help me, God help meGod help me, God help me, God help me, God help me...God help me, God help me, God help me, God help meGod help me, God help me, God help me, God help me...God help me, God help me, God help me, God help meGod help me, God help me, God help me, God help me...God help me, God help me, God help me, God help meGod help me, God help me, God help me, God help me...God help me, God help me, God help me, God help meGod help me, God help me, God help me, God help me...God, God help me, God help me, God help me, God help meGod help me, God help me
Emilie Autumn - Misery Loves Company (HQ&HD) Josiah S. Cooper 2012-02-04 | Album: "Opheliac." / Track: 06 Style: Cabaret, Electronica, Classical, and Industrial Release: 2009LYRICS: It's not the time It's not the place I'm just another pretty face So don't come any closer You're not the first You're not the last How many more? Don't even ask You're one more dead composer Do I need you?Yes and no Do I want you?Maybe so You're getting warmTou're getting warmYou're getting warmer oh Did you plan this all along Did you care if it was wrong Who's getting warmer nowThat I'm goneMisery loves companyAnd company loves more More loves everybody else But hell is othersI'm not for youYou're not for me I'll kill you first You wait and see You devil undercoverYou're not a prince You're not a friend You're just a child And in the endYou're one more selfish lover Do I need you?Yes and no Do I want you?Maybe so You're getting warmYou're getting warmYou're getting warmer oh Did you plan this all along Did you care if it was wrong Who's getting warmer nowThat I'm goneMisery loves companyAnd company loves more More loves everybody else But hell is othersYou're so easy to readBut the book is boring meYou're so easy to readBut the book is boring meYou're so easy to readBut the book is boringBoring boring boring boringBoring boring mePray for meIf you want toPray for meIf you carePray for meIf you want toPray for meIf you darePray for meIf you want toPray for meIf you carePray for meIf you want toPray for me you fuckerIf you fucking dareMisery loves companyAnd company loves more More loves everybody else But hell is others
Shalott - (Opheliac) - Emilie Autumn (HQ&HD) Josiah S. Cooper 2012-02-04 | Album: "Opheliac." / Track: 08 Style: Cabaret, Electronica, Classical, and Industrial Release: 2009LYRICS: She's locked up with a spinning wheelShe can't recall what it was like to feelShe says, 'This room's gonna be my graveAnd there is no one who can save me.'She sits down to her coloured threadShe knows lovers waking up in their bedShe says, 'How long can I live this wayIs there no one I can pay to let me go'Cause I'm half sick of shadowsI wanna see the skyEveryone else can watch as the sun goes downSo why can't IAnd it's rainingAnd the stars are falling from the skyAnd the windAnd the wind I know it's coldI've been waitingFor the day I will surely dieAnd it's hereAnd it's here for I've been toldThat I'll die before I'm oldAnd the wind I know it's cold...She looks up to the mirrored glassShe sees a handsome horse and rider passShe say, 'That man's gonna be my death'Cause he's all I ever wanted in my lifeAnd I know he doesn't know my nameAnd that all the girls are all the same to himBut still I've got to get out of this place'Cause I don't think I can face another nightWhere I'm half sick of shadowsAnd I can't see the skyEveryone else can watch as the tide comes inSo why can't IAnd it's rainingAnd the stars are falling from the skyAnd the windAnd the wind I know it's coldI've been waitingFor the day I will surely dieAnd it's hereAnd it's here for I've been toldThat I'll die before I'm oldAnd the wind I know it's cold...But there's willow treesAnd little breezes, waves and walls and flowersAnd there's moonlight every single nightAs I'm locked in these towersSo I'll meet my deathBut with my last breath I'll sing to him I loveAnd he'll see my face in another placeAnd with that the glass above.'Cracked into a million bitsAnd she cried out, 'So the story fitBut then I could have guessed it all along'Cause now some drama queen is gonna write a song for me.'She went down to her little boatAnd she broke the chains and began to float awayAnd as the blood froze in her veins she said,'Well then that explains a thing or two'Cause I know I'm the cursed oneI know I'm meant to dieEveryone else can watch as their dreams untieSo why can't IAnd it's rainingAnd the stars are falling from the skyAnd the windAnd the wind I know it's coldI've been waitingFor the day I will surely dieAnd it's hereAnd it's hereAnd it's hereAnd it's hereAnd it's hereIt's finally hereAnd it's rainingAnd the stars are falling from the skyAnd the windAnd the wind I know it's coldI've been waitingFor the day I will surely dieAnd it's hereAnd it's here for I've been toldThat I'll die before I'm oldAnd the wind I know it's cold...
Xasthur - (Defective Epitaph) - Unblessed Be Josiah S. Cooper 2012-01-31 | Album: Defective Epitaph Track: 12 Release: 2007 Sole composer and producer: "Malefic"
Xasthur - Legion of Sin and Necromancy Josiah S. Cooper 2012-01-31 | Album: Nocturnal Poisoning Track: 05Release: 2002Recommend listening to entirety.
Peace, Overture (Beautiful, Everlasting Happiness) Josiah S. Cooper 2012-01-18 | Here. Info: finger picked.Turn up the volume and wear good headphones if you want to hear the sound and mixing better.
W.U.L.D.: Bleeding Dead Beatings, Nothing Good to Come Josiah S. Cooper 2012-01-08 | All instruments and music were written, mixed, recorded, mastered, programmed (exclusively the drum machine) and played on a digital 8-track Jan. 8th, 2012.Due to the quality of equipment I was using, the song turned out rather dry, despite efforts to infuse an emotional quality for creating a 'deeper' movement.
Hell - Inferno Josiah S. Cooper 2011-07-17 | Artist: Hell -- from USA, Oregon. For personal use or download: go to Attila The Hun (blackmetalownsyou.blogspot.com) and search for "Hell."
W.U.L.D.: Holes and Dust (Funeral of Dreams) Josiah S. Cooper 2011-07-03 | take 2 & version 2I will say: by the many times I tried to record this, this was the most successful, though not the least painful; and I do plan on recording more soon.
Xasthur Commemoration Josiah S. Cooper 2011-05-03 | Musical intro at the beginning of the video: conducted by James Newton Howard, from the "Sign's Soundtrack."Listen in full spec to get a better, fuller experience.List of songs as they appear within the video:"Main Titles" By James Newton Howard: 00:00 - 00:25"Damage Your Soul"_Album: All Reflections Drained: 00:26 - 01:50"Masquerade of Incisions"_Album: All Reflections Drained: 01:51 - 03:30"Dirge Forsaken"_Album: All Reflections Drained: 03:31 - 04:39"Broken Glass Christening"_Album: Portal of Sorrow: 04:40 - 05:16"Mourning Tomorrow"_Album: Portal of Sorrow: 05:17 - 05:50"Entrance Into Nothingness"_Album: Telepathic With the Deceased: 05:51 - 06:29"Slaughtered Useless Beings in a Nihilistic Dream"_Album: Telepathic With the Deceased: 06:30 - 07:08"Abysmal Depths Are Flooded"_Album: Telepathic With the Deceased: 07:08 - 07:53"Exit"_Album: Telepathic With the Deceased: 07:54 - 08:18"Oration of Ruin"_Album: Defective Epitaph: 08:18 - 08:46"Keeper of Sharpened Bladed (And Ominous Fates)_Split: Xasthur/Leviathan: 08:47 - 09:08"Walker of Dissonant Worlds"_Album: To Violate the Oblivious: 09:09 - 09:38"Lurking in Silence"_Split: Nortt/Xasthur: 09:39 - 10:24"Prison of Mirrors"_Album: Subliminal Genocide: 10:25 - 11:34"Instrumental"_Ep: Xasthur: 11:34 - 12:01"Doomed By Howling Winds_Ep: A Darkened Winter: 12:02 - 12:42"Worship (The War Against) Yourself_Album: Defective Epitaph: 12:43 - 13:19"Beauty Is Only Razor Deep"_Album: Subliminal Genocide: 13:20 - 13:49"Cemetery of Shattered Masks"_Album: Defective Epitaph: 13:50 - 14:19"Blood From the Roots of the Forest_Part I"_Album: Funeral of Being: 14:20 to end (14:59).All music and images belong to their respective owners; I claim nothing besides the video representing them.
