Abbey Glover
Please Don’t Go - Original Song
updated
We said that we’d be friends
Continued hugging, kissing, sleeping
Together in the same bed
You said that you’re not into commitment
Or relationships
But you enjoyed having those moments with me
Without the consequences
I tried forgetting the feelings
That I still had for you
Went out on dates and met new people
But I’d always be thinking of you
You got jealous and possessif
Because you were scared to lose
The things that you could have with me
If I found someone new
I finally let you go
Wasn’t easy
But deep down I know
That this is the only way I can move on
Maybe one day, I’ll find someone
Who truly wants me, really loves me
And would never want to let me go
Somebody who doesn’t only like the idea of me
I’m not saying I was perfect
I did and said many things wrong
But I don’t know why I stayed by your side
Wishing you’d want me for so long
I got angry and frustrated
Got sad and I got mean
But we were never really friends
You just didn’t want to lose me
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You left me once
You left me twice
Yet for some reason
I stayed by your side
I would’ve then
But I wouldn’t now
Let you leave me again
And break my heart a third time
Chorus
I am the one that they will leave on " read ",
For hours or weeks
Until they want me in their bed.
Cos’ their all out of options
No one else replied
Yet I still will say yes
Although it’s their bodies they want not mine.
I am the broken, the needy, the weak
Until it’s 4 in the morning
And they want to sleep with me
Then wake up in the morning
And tell me to leave
But it’s fine at least I got some sort of company.
My head sais,
It’s no better, it’s no better than being lonely,
They don’t even wanna know me
They just want my body for the night
Will anybody ever be interested
If it isn’t only when I’m undressed
Oh there’s so much more to me,
That you don’t care to see
Probably see you next week
I crave affection, late nights, watching television
With someone who cares
Who can help clear my blurry vision
Of what affection is
Cos’ that’s not what affection is
I want to be wanted, unique and feel special
With someone who actually, actually gives a damn about me
I’m over it now
I’m over it now
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I’ll still get dressed, still do my makeup, still do my hair
Though you don’t care
No you don’t care
I’ll try to spark a conversation
But you’re getting way too impatient
Cos you don’t care
No you don’t care
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I used to want to fly
Wanted to sit in the sky
Away from it all
Looking down on the world
My tears falling down
Just like rain from the clouds
But I realise I’d be crying on the ones that I love now
I used to want to die
Tried to take my own life
I didn’t want to be here
Hurt the ones I love so dear
And I’m getting better day by day
With the help from the ones I love
Who help push the pain away
And I’m still here and I’m going to stay
And I’ll keep on fighting until I feel okay
I know things can get tough
But there’s so much beautiful
And there’s no need to rush
I’ll just take things slow
It’s gonna be okay
I’ve stopped drinking alcohol
From morning to night
I’ve been working on my eating
Gaining weights normal it’s alright
I’ve been dancing in my kitchen
To all my favorite tunes
It’s just a shame my friends don’t miss me
Ever since I moved
I lost my passion for music
But I think it’s coming back
And I’ve been away so long
And I apologise for that
I love you all so dearly
So I wrote this song
To tell you all of the reasons
Of why I’ve been gone
Chorus
Lyrics:
Walking down an empty street
No one by my side it’s only me
Not really sure where I’m going
I have no one to meet
But I’ll just keep walking
And I guess I’ll see
And I’ve never felt so alone
Felt so alone I know
I’ve never felt so alone felt so alone I know x2
No new messages
No missed phone calls
It’s probably my fault
Don’t answer much
Don’t really check my phone
But I’m never really expecting anyone
Anyone
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I have no one
I sit at home
And wonder bout
What I did wrong
The days are so long
When you’re all alone
Yeah honey when you’re all alone
And the evenings
They scare me
Oh my head is spinning
I can’t stop thinking
Of another life
But at least I’m still alive
And I
I try so
Hard to be liked
I’ve lost myself
And I’ve lost everyone else
And why
Why can’t I
Seem to find anyone out there for me
I’m lonely
It’s been so long
Since I haven’t spoke
Oh help me now
Think I’ve forgotten my own voice
The only company
I can seem to find
Is if I give my body to other boys
And even that lasts just one night
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Hours don’t fly
And the days just go by
Just sitting here
Me, myself & I x2
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Not feeling my best
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Lyrics :
I know I came running to you
Last time I was down
But it’s different
So much different this time around
I know when I’m like this
You have trouble trusting me
But I’m not the same as I used to be
I don’t want no calls
No messages
I just wanna be alone
I don’t want your pity
Or surprise visits
I just wanna be alone
Don’t need to get fresh air
I’ve got everything I need here
Alone
Alone
Alone
Time is dancing round my head
Sometime it’s slow sometimes it’s quick
My bed is floating
On the tears cried in this room
And it’s making me feel seasick
I’ve had my ups
But I’ve mostly known downs
I appreciate the ups more
When they come around
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A l o n e
You think I’m lonely
But that’s just what i wanna be
Chorus
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Lyrics :
Im in need of someone
To fill me up
With all their kind and caring
Kind and caring love
I need someone
Someone to hold me close
Like there’s no tomorrow
Never let me go
And show me I’m the only one
Come on honey let’s explore the whole wide world
Don’t need much when I’ve got everything
I’ve got my girl
Don’t need no map
Don’t need no money
Cos when I’m with you
You feel like home honey
Show me I’m the only one
My all my
Everything I
Can’t think clearly
When you’re always on my mind
Chorus
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And I’m wondering if I’m the one to blame
I’m hurting with every step
Can you tell me what I did wrong babe
I’m not perfect but I’m sure not the worst
I’ve got a heart so full
it could burst
I’m floating in the darkness of my mind
And I was a fool
Thinking that I deserved someone like you
And now I sit alone
Waiting by the phone
Hoping you’ll tell me me You’re coming home
Day after day you are moving on
And I can’t forget
I thought you were the one
My hearts broken
But you seem okay
So many things I could’ve done differently
But I did nothing and you left me
And I’ll deal with the consequences it was my fault
Chorus
Waiting for you to make up your mind
But I’m not stupid
I know you’re never gonna be mine
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I don’t want to be here anymore
I’d like to be some place
where I feel happy
Not a care in the world
I need a change I need it now
But I feel stuck I can’t get out
But what about tomorrow ?
Tomorrow things might change
rain will wash away the sorrow
The rain will Wash away the sorrow
The rain will wash away the pain
Then the sun will come out
And I can begin
To make my life just like the one
I see in my dreams
Maybe tomorrow
Maybe tomorrow
I like to sleep
When I sleep I dream
Of a life that’s better
No stress no worries
My heart it bleeds
And waters all the leaves
To the vines that are tangled in my stomach
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Also it’s one of the 3 last videos in the blue bathtub so I had to make this one !
Laying under the sun
Making daisy chains
Day time drinking
Having so much fun
Darling you’re the one
You brighten up all my days
Even the darkest one
When all the clouds above me are grey
Darling you’re the one
Love me, love me
For eternity
I know that I’ll love you
Until I’m old and grey
And maybe not as pretty
But you’ll always be the prettiest to me
You know that don’t you
Making angels in the snow
You make my heart feel warm
When everything around us is cold
Darling you’re the one
Chorus
Live a life that’s full of love
I’ve never loved anyone as much
As I do you x2
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Probably as many as your tears
I know this hasn’t been your year
So I’m just checking in
Oh tell me what I can do
To make things a little better for you
I’ll do anything
To make you feel okay
Darling why are you lying lying
Telling me everything is fine so fine
While you’re crying
Haven’t seen you smile
In a long time
I know that if I ask you if you’re alright
That you will only answer You’ll tell me is that you’re fine and
The answer will be a lie
honey are you okay
Are you alright tonight ?
Come here darling
I’ll hold you tight
Tomorrow is a new day
Together we’ll figure it out
So take my hand
Count to three
Focus on your breathing
And focus on my eyes
I’m yours, you’re mine
Open up your heart to me
And tell me everything you’re feeling
I’m here for you
And always will be
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I loved you so bad
You were All that I had
Why’d you leave me ?
You knew all my secrets
Secrets I should of kept
I’m so lonely
Step by step you walked away
My tears were running
I wished that you’d stay
But now I’m so glad that you did
My heart is still in pieces
And I’m still healing
I’ll Love someone better
Love someone true
Forget what it felt like
Losing you
So many memories
Stuck in my head
A whole lot of memories
I wish I could forget
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Can’t anybody hear me
Freezing I’m screaming out
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It kind of feels like I’m fading away
All these thoughts in my head
I’ve been drowning in them lately
And it’s so hard to stay afloat
Head out of the water
Water dancing around my throat
Butterflies become a whole swarm of wasps
Stinging my insides
I kinda miss the butterflies though
At least they feel nice
Gardens don’t grow flowers
All they grow are weeds
And I complain about it
But I never plant any seeds
What’s the use in trying ?
It feels like trying isn’t enough
One minute it feels like I’m flying
The next I’m falling down
Drenched in my anxiety
Heart is beating
Hard to breath
Tired not sleeping
Somebody hold me
Rock the bad thoughts away
It’s getting a little harder to see
Any beauty
Any beauty that’s surrounding me
My visions blurry
I know the sun is shining
I feel it above me
I’m still cold inside
Although my skin is burning
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H e l p me darling
I’m drowning X2
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Sorry I’ve been away for a while, I got my arm and hand tattooed and couldn’t play the ukulele while it healed !
UNLESS someone beats me to it Hahahaha
1 first hello at your door
2 skipped heartbeats
3 me’s wanting to kiss your lips
And 4 eyes wandering that meet
4 eyes wandering that meet
You can count on me honey
You can count on me
I’m not leaving
If you don’t want me to leave and
I’ve never felt this way before
It’s the first time
And I could get used to loving you for a life time
If you want me to
5 times nearly saying I love you
6 wondering why’s
7 hours in already falling for you
8 x a thousand butterflies
8 x a thousand butterflies
Chorus
9 voices in my head telling me to take things slow
And the other 10 are telling me to Go go go go
Chorus
Lyrics :
Why is it so hard to put into words, words
Just how much, just how much it hurts, hurts
You didn’t have the right
You didn’t have the right
To take my heart
And squeeze it so tight
That it broke it broke into a million pieces
And you scattered them all over the floor
And you didn’t even tell me
What you did it for
Out of depth
My head is under water
It’s probably because of all the tears I’ve wept
And I’m weeping harder, harder
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Oooh
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First verse : F G Am D
The rest is F G C Am !
Watch me fall apart
I gave you everything I’ve got
But I can’t be angry
Cos you broke my heart so gently again
I once was flying so high
Soaring so fast through the sky
You caressing my cheek
Your hand felt just like sunbeams
Do you miss me sometimes ?
Do you think about me at night ?
When your eyes are slowly falling to sleep
Think of how you kissed me the first time
My heart skipped a beat
I almost died
And now I don’t know where I’m going
Sitting alone in my room
With candles glowing
Flickering too
Burning like the love I have for you
Your feelings towards me
Have grown so cold
raindrops have
Turned to snow
I wish you wanted to be with me too
Chorus
It’s the song from the 15 minute song challenge but I felt like having it as one of my videos !
Lyrics :
Words stuck in my mouth like glue, glue.
I really wanna say it oh,
I love you, you.
Maybe you don’t feel it too, too.
But I really pumpkin home that you do.
Baby sway like that
Make me go crazy,
Go mad for you, for you
Honey kiss me like that
Heart beating faster, fast, fast.
Oh I want you, I want you.
Late night drinking wine
I don’t need it though
Cos I’m drunk on you, drunk on you.
Laying there hand in mine
Tell me what’s on your mind
Do you want to ?
Do you want to ?
Chorus
I want you to stay forever
Don’t ever leave
Not now, now ever,
Stay here with me. x2
Chorus
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Lyrics :
I don’t want to be me
Anymore anymore
I don’t like the way I feel and
I keep feeling more
Keep feeling more
Oh I just wanna go to sleep and
Fall into the sweetest dream
Don’t wanna wake up in reality
Don’t want hurt don’t want anything
But most of all
Oh I don’t wanna be me ..
Every day feels long and the same
Maybe I could use some change
Maybe I could use some change
Wanna go back to when I wasn’t worried and I was younger
Why did things get worse with age
Why did things get worse with age for me
Chorus
Smile until I believe it
And cry until I have no more tears left
And maybe everything will be okay
Chorus
Lyrics
It’s a shame that you’re so far away
It’s a shame that you couldn’t stay
Even for one more hour
But I’ll always keep you close to me
In my head just like a melody
For a while, until we meet again
So thank you for the kindness that you’ve shown me
You took a nightmare and you turned it into a dream
I feel like I’m flying
Flying so high
And I feel oh so lucky
To call you mine
If you’re ever feeling down
You know I’ll always be around
No matter how far away I am
I feel safe inside your arms
Like nothing could do me any harm
talking for ages about everything and nothing with you
Chorus
LALALALA the sound of my heart singing
Chorus
Sorry for my lack of motivation lately, I’ve been going through some stuff !
Anxiety is bad, I have medication but I don’t really like how it makes me feel
I’m working on getting better and being more myself again
Stay strong my sunshines it can only get better from here
I wrote this song so fast when I woke up aha
Lyrics :
Why does everything feel so hard
I’m so mentally unstable
Leave the past in the past
Why can’t I just be able
Treat my body kind
Instead of treating it badly
Now it’s starting to get to me
Since I’ve not been sleeping
Sleeping
Overthinking thinking
I know everything will be okay
Right now it’s just not easy
At least I got out of bed today
I hear the birds singing
Apparently slow and steady always wins the race
So one day I might be winning
But I’m just so tired
Tired of it all
So tired
Down I fall
Happy to sad
in an second flat
Excited then mad
Oh god I hate that
I see the sad in everything
When really I should be looking for the happy
And I haven’t got much to complain about
Except for I’m so fucking lonely
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They say everything just comes and goes
Crying laughing
The highs and the lows
But Could someone please
Some one please let me know
Why I don’t get the highs
And I only get the lows ?
What’s the matter with me ?
Why can’t I just be normal ?
I wanna wake up without anxiety
Wake up fresh air gentle breathing
So if someone knows how to fix a broken soul
Please let me know, please let me know
Cos I’m stuck down here in this dark and lonely hole
I’m the one who’s never wanted
The one who’s always over thinking
I’m the one who gets their heart crushed all the time
Because I fall in love too easily
Because I fall in love too easily
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Bridge
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Comment on est arrivé là
Comment faire
Pour réparer tout ça ?
Mon cœur, ton cœur
Qui bat au même rythme que moi
Je le briserais
Comme je le fais chaque fois
Alors fuis moi, fuis moi
Tu aurais du m’écouter
Ce n’était pas l’histoire
Dont tu rêver
Je suis obligée de te lâcher
Pour que tu puisse tout recommencer
Tu trouveras mieux
Tu trouveras mieux que moi
Parce que pire que moi existe pas je crois
Embrasse moi une dernière fois
Et n’oublie pas tout les moments passés avec moi
Je veux seulement le meilleur pour toi
Tu sais, ce n’est pas ce que je voulais
Mais on savait que jamais tout ça
Allait marcher
Je t’avais prévenu que je partirais
Incapable, incapable de rester
Par peur que l’on finisse par me blesser
Chorus
Je suis désolée, je suis désolée
Mais je suis pas capable de t’aimer
Ce n’est pas quelque chose
Pas quelque chose que t’as fait
C’est juste que j’y arrive plus
Après tout ce qu’on m’as fait x2
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