Cheryl Starr
lost angels original song
updated
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What did you expect?
(You broke me to pieces)
Landed with your hands pressed against my neck
Left no room for tears
(It’s no happy ending)
It’s no secret that I wasted all these years
Tried to bargain fate with another ending
Tried to bargain death with my tainted soul
Tried to understand how to be a sidekick
When you’re not the one in the starring role
Even when you tried to tear me down
(I stood by your side)
Even when you turned me into the bad guy
(I never left your side)
Needless to say I have every right to feel the way I do
I won’t be surprised if you come back
I don’t owe you
Trapped in a masquerade
(I never see your true face)
Staring at me through a shattered looking glass
No room for mistakes
(God forbid I speak my mind)
It’s no surprise you couldn’t handle mine
Tried to bargain love with another fairytale
Tried to seduce time with a siren’s song
Tried to understand when I became so forgotten
This has been the ending all along
Even when you tried to tear me down
(I stood by your side)
Even when you turned me into the bad guy
(I never left your side)
Needless to say I have every right to feel the way I do
I won’t be surprised if you come back
I don’t owe you
Even when you tried to tear me down
(I stood by your side)
Even when you turned me into the bad guy
(I never left your side)
Now I think it’s my turn to watch you cry
As I leave your side
Now I think it’s my turn to say goodbye
Leaving for good this time
Needless to say I have every right to feel the way I do
I won’t be surprised if you come running back
I don’t owe you
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i know one day, i'll eventually forget the way you look
the only reminder are those old photographs I took
years ago, i lived for the way my name fell from your lips
but eventually, i'll start to forget what your voice sounds like, too
and then one day, the way you left me will be just a memory
instead of hearing silent screaming in my heart when I sing
i used to think that writing songs would be the way to your heart
but all it did was leave me asking why you tore me apart
eventually
the butterflies will fly far away
eventually
rose colored glasses will turn to grey
eventually
i’ll let go of the promise that you broke
eventually...
i will accept that I'm alone
i know one day, eventually our skies will fade to black
along with all the ways you tried to stab me in the back
i thought we were invincible, because we stood so still
but as time passed me by, i broke the chains against my will
i know one day, the way i blindly stood holding your hand
will change, just like these autumn leaves that cover up the sand
the test of time and all my efforts to keep you standing tall
will fade away to nothing, until i feel no pain at all
eventually
the butterflies will fly far away
eventually
rose colored glasses will turn to grey
eventually
i'll stop hoping i’ll see your name light up on my phone
eventually...
i will accept that I'm alone
And now I know
as the seasons come and go
so must i...
Are you enjoying the new vibe switch for the upcoming album? What song has been your fav so far? Think I should do a ballad next? xx
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I always wanted to get to you
And when I found you, you weren’t true
You were a fairytale in this lonely heart of mine
Temporary happiness is what I’d find
( … )
We’re running circles in my memories
And when I stop is when you disappear
We’re singing madness in those lullabies
And now I’m screaming, baby, say goodbye
I think it’s time to let me let you go
Because I know now, I’m better off alone
You were a figment of my imagination
One day you’re here and then the next you’re gone
( … )
We’re running circles in my memories
And when I stop is when you disappear
We’re singing madness in these lullabies
And now I’m screaming, baby, say goodbye
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I tried to see
The kingdom of our dreams
But you didn’t feel
Me bleeding at your feet
I-i know now
We’ll never have our end
(SILENCE IS DEAFENING)
I
Am broken without you
But I
Am nothing without me
I tried to know
The beauty of it all
While you tore me apart
With this crown of thorns
I-i know now
That this is the end
(MY LOVE IS FADING)
I
Am broken without you
But I
Am nothing without me
It was the first time
I had ever felt whole
At the same time
I felt broken, unspoken
Inside a memory
I keep holding
Onto a distant dream
Broken, unspoken
In the end
I tried to find you
In the end
I only lost sight of me
It was the only time
I had ever felt like
I wanted to die
Broken, unspoken
A distant lullaby
I keep on singing
In the end
I still try to find you
In the end
I only lose sight of me
I’ve been trying to understand why my heart stays broken
One look at me, I have it all, but they don’t see the footprints
The shadows lingering inside the walls that hold my heart
The voices in my head that only want to tear me apart
I’ve been trying to understand why my heart stays empty
One look at me, they see a smile, she must be so happy
In four years’ time I lost a child, I lost my will to live
Don’t get it twisted, I’m still standing, climbing up this hill
I lost friends, I lost foes, I lost strangers and heartbeats
Felt the fingers of demons hooking through my insides
Tear apart every piece of me that ever held a
Glimmer of hope that I would make it out alive
Here I stand, take me now
I can’t breathe, take my crown
I am fallen, shattered, pieces on the ground
Here I stand, take me now
All the pieces in between
I am fallen, shattered, LONG LIVE THE QUEEN
Thirty four years and I still love the same people that broke me
You’d think I’d learn but here I am holding their hearts above me
While my own heart is shattered, pieces cracked upon the ground
Glass bleeds through the footprints that still linger deep inside my walls
I feel anger, I feel pain, but I mask it so well that
You’d never think that I’ve been falling apart when I smile
Thirty four years of hiding, taught I wasn’t good enough
Cold case promises continue to linger inside my heart
I waited hours, I spent days searching for ever after
I thought I found it til the melancholy set right in
Made a home inside the shining parts within my soul
Captivated every essence that had ever made me whole
So here I stand, take me now
I can’t breathe, take my crown
I am fallen, shattered, pieces on the ground
Here I stand, take me now
I just wanted to be seen
I am fallen, shattered, LONG LIVE THE QUEEN
A snippet of things to come.
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I put my fairytales in lyrics
so they come alive in song
I wish on an empty sky in silence
Hoping that you will come along
Daydreams, starlight
Endless nights in the summertime
The smell of rain as it hits the ground
Reminding me of this love that I had found
I put my fairytales in lyrics
so they come alive in song
I wish on an empty sky in silence
Hoping that you will come along
Cold case promises
Hanging by your every word
Memories keep crashing through
Reminding me of what you put me through
Watch now, as I fade away
Holding my own hand, wishing that you stayed
I can’t change the past, but I miss our youth
When all we cared about was seeing our dreams come true
I put my fairytales in lyrics
so they come alive in song
I wish on an empty sky in silence
Hoping that you will come along
Once upon a time I fell in love
Never to be seen again
Once upon a time I broke my heart for love
Never to be seen again
Cold case promises
Hanging by your every word
Memories keep crashing through
Reminding me that I will always love you
(instrumental track produced by APC on YouTube.)
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Happy Birthday (x3)
To me...
34 years around the sun
Trying to convince myself that I’m the one
The only one who knows how to live
In the life that was built for me
34 years around the sun
Never felt proud of the person I’ve become
But I’m trying to see the light
I cascade on the people I love
Everyone’s singing…
Happy birthday (x3)
Walk the line, roses blossom anyway
34 years and my life’s just begun
Beat cancer, lost a child, it blends into one
Never felt like I ever deserved any love
Life tends to do that when you were never enough
34 years, never felt so ashamed
I can’t even recognize the sound of my name
But I’m trying to see the light
That belongs in my heart
Out of sight, out of mind
I'm singing
Happy birthday (x3)
Walk the line, roses blossom anyway
I hope you all enjoy this album. From start to finish, it tells a story of heartbreak, of life and love, of co-dependency, of breaking free, of finding a balance after fighting death. A story of me. This is my most favorite chapter I've ever written.
I've included download links to all the songs. Please take them and enjoy them. A little piece of my heart is with you, with this album. :)
download: mediafire.com/folder/86jnn8croeebt/Good_Enough_Album
Tracklist:
00:00 Intro: Maybe There's A Chance
01:42 Fairytales
04:50 Autumn
08:41 The Last Love Letter
12:24 Good Enough
15:39 Stay With Me
20:05 A Little More
24:52 Heavy
29:19 Good In Goodbye
33:03 Ladybug
37:08 Requiem
41:00 Love Will Never Fall
44:18 I Have Been Here All Along
47:18 Shut your mouth (Bonus Track)
Hello hello everyone! This is one of my favorite games of all time. Kitty-N was my main character all day/every day. It's been so much fun recording this song! I hope you all enjoy it. :) Subscribe for more fun anime/gaming covers to come!
This is my favorite track from my next album. I wrote it back in June, way before I found out that my life was about to change forever.
Lyrics and vocals and video completely by me.
No matter what, remember me this way. 🌸
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sometimes I feel
like i could die
at any moment now
Toss and turn
My demons will soon learn
The perfect way to make me bow
Why do I always
Want someone to save me?
Can’t see the signs
That no one cares like that for me
Remember me
Leave a carnation,
roses don’t do it for me
Take this jar of tears
And taste all the years my heart
Served everyone but me
Sometimes I feel
Like I could die
At any moment here
Been so long
Since I could smile
I guess my time draws near
Why do I always
Want someone to save me?
Why do I always
See the best in those who always look right through me?
Remember me
Leave a carnation,
roses don’t do it for me
Take this jar of tears
And taste all the years my heart
Served everyone but me
And at the end of the day
I hope you’ll hear me say
Thanks for the memories
And at the end of the day
I hope you think of me this way
Always loving everyone but me
Remember me
Leave a carnation,
roses don’t do it for me
Take this jar of tears
And taste all the years my heart
Served everyone but me
Happy Autumn, my friends. 🍂 As some of you may know, autumn is my favorite time of year. I feel most like myself in this season, and I tend to feel more alive compared to the rest of the year. I'm going through a lot right now, and sometimes it's hard to remember the good in the bad. I wrote this song as a reminder not to forget where love comes from, to not forget what threads me so closely to this season in the first place. No matter what, we will always have love. There is always a source to feed us somewhere. Whether through someone's words, or even a song. 🤎
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In the moonlight
As flowers fall asleep
There’s a feeling in the air
Like the promises we keep
Times are changing now
With every breath that I breathe
There’s a tugging at my heart
And it’s begging for release
and just then
as I stood amongst the growing cold of winter
I thought,
'no amount of fallen leaves can fill the emptiness in my heart'
Then I remember what we said
We will never be apart
Don’t let go of how the leaves are changing
‘Cause my love will never fall
I am standing
At the doors of life and death
There’s a feeling in the air
Like the wind that steals your breath
Times are changing now
Blossoming beneath the cold
There’s a tugging at my heart
A voice destined to be heard
and just then
as I stood amongst the growing cold of winter
I thought,
'no amount of fallen leaves can fill the emptiness in my heart'
Then I remember what we said
We will never be apart
Don’t let go of how the leaves are changing
‘Cause my love will never fall
In this reality I felt something new
Some kind of love that has tied me to you
and just then
as I stood amongst the growing cold of winter
I thought,
'no amount of fallen leaves can fill the emptiness in my heart'
Then I remember what we said
We will never be apart
Don’t let go of how the leaves are changing
‘Cause my love will never fall
I remember what we said
We will never be apart
Don’t let go of how the leaves are changing
‘Cause my love will never fall
This is the first track I've chosen to release from said album. I wrote it while going through a very difficult time in my life, I hope you all enjoy listening to it.
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i’ve seen death from both sides
while fate watched over me
waiting for the right moment
to shine its light on me
passing through the whispers
of hope from foreign tongues
the only thing I wanted
was to love and be loved in return
as the sun began to rise
a spotted wish landed on me
i said, “please don’t mind the demons that have taken a hold of me”
eleven spotted wishes, eleven pleads with fate
I’ve felt more than I did before
I have written so many songs
I saw you standing there each time
I saw you fighting for me one by one
Passing through the whispers
Of judgement at my back
The only thing I wanted
Was to feel my love come back
as the sun began to rise
a spotted wish landed on me
i said, “please don’t mind the demons that have taken a hold of me”
eleven spotted wishes, eleven pleads with fate
as i crossed over the barrier
and opened up the gate
As the sun began to rise
I finally felt your eyes on mine
as the sun began to rise
a spotted wish landed on me
i said, “please don’t mind the demons that have taken a hold of me”
eleven spotted wishes, eleven pleads with fate
instrumental track is by APC.
Here's the final upload before the release of my next album, her. I hope you enjoy it. It's my personal favorite. 💜
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Always been the one
To run far away
Never hesitate to lock myself in, too
Always been the one
To feel like I should stay
Always thinking it was my job to save you
Wrote a thousand songs
Hoping for some twist of fate
Pleading with the gods above
You’d no longer string me along
Wrote a thousand words
Wishing for the day you’d see
Out of all the ones you love
None of them would ever be me
I’m the girl that you never forget
Wrapped around my finger from the first day we met
I’m the girl that you never forget
Don’t try to hide, look into my eyes
Always been the one
Wishing on shooting stars
Hopeless romantic will always run through my veins
Always been the one
To feel like I should stay
Always thinking that I had to bring light to your day
Wrote a thousand songs
Hoping you’d just listen
Pleading with the gods above
You’d no longer string me along
Wrote a thousand songs
This one makes one thousand and one
As you push it to the side
Just know that no one will ever be me
I’m the girl that you never forget
Wrapped around my finger from the first day we met
I’m the girl that you never forget
Don’t try to hide, look into my eyes
introducing: HER.
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i used to say
i don’t have a mean bone in my body
maybe that’s why all i feel is —
Pretty names on ugly tongues
Twisted thoughts and bad reruns
Full speed documentaries on all the broken
Hearts so empty, don’t feel sad
Turn me away, make it bad
Tell me empty promises
That’s why all I feel is …
BAD BLOOD
BAD BLOOD
Fire starters, no regrets
Change your sheets, you made your bed
Random scandals, can’t own up to where your loyalty
Lies, impossible apologies
Leave everyone thinking you’re
Angelic, I just see demons
That’s why all I feel is …
BAD BLOOD
(Staring back at me)
BAD BLOOD
i used to say
i don’t have a mean bone in my body
maybe that’s why all i feel is
BAD BLOOD
(Coursing through my veins)
BAD BLOOD
(Driving me insane)
BAD BLOOD
Pretty names on ugly tongues
Twisted thoughts and bad reruns
Random scandals, can’t own up to where your loyalty
Lies
Maybe that's why all I feel is
BAD BLOOD
(Coursing through my veins
Driving me insane)
i used to say
i don’t have a mean bone in my body
maybe that’s why all i feel is
BAD BLOOD
(Coursing through my veins)
BAD BLOOD
(Driving me insane)
introducing: HER.
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I’ve been fighting with myself for so long I can’t remember
Who I was before this darkness came and took me under
I wanna start again, but don’t wanna let the good guys win
I wanna start again, but have no choice, let her in
I’m the antihero
I don’t wanna cry, wanna fight, wanna try, wanna fly
Please don’t take me over
Cannot feel the high, wanna sigh, let me die, please
I’m the antihero
I’ve been fighting with myself for so long I can’t remember
Who I was before this sadness came and pulled me under
I wanna fight the fight, but don’t wanna give her reasons to stay
I wanna start again, but I’m afraid she’s here pushing me away
I’m the antihero
I don’t wanna cry, wanna fight, wanna try, wanna fly
Please don’t take me over
Cannot feel the high, wanna sigh, let me die, please
I’m the antihero
hi guys. first original of 2021; I hope you all enjoy. this is one of those songs that just came at the right time for me. 💜
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I don’t know who she is
When she’s here to stay
But I will still follow anyway
Deep into the dark
Create a work of art
I don’t know her name
Hope that it stays that way
Because the darkness is a fear
Cannot handle when its near
Feel the panic start to rise
Feels like I am hypnotized
Because the darkness is a fear
Cannot handle when its near
Feel the panic start to rise…
It’s her time to shine
I don’t know why she’s here
Can’t even shed a tear
When I feel heavy enough
She holds me close with love
Carries me into the dark
We create a work of art
I still don’t know her name
Hope that it stays that way
Millions of stars but one
She is the one to come
Out of the sky and make
A home inside my heart
Despite the art we make
She’ll cause the ground to shake
No balance here or there
She’s the chaos everywhere
Because the darkness is a fear
Cannot handle when its near
Feel the panic start to rise
Feels like I am hypnotized
Because the darkness is a fear
Cannot handle when its near
Feel the panic start to rise…
It’s her time to shine
Here's to a year of new adventures, new songs, new covers, new styles, new challenges and new energies! ✨
Would you guys wanna hear any other songs from that album? Let me know!
download: mediafire.com/file/00iewj5sbtmmk5h/Angels_Like_You_%2528Miley_Cyrus%2529.m4a/file
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I always had
So many dreams
Only involving you and me
I always had a bright point view
Until it turned into a game to find you
But I quit
Not now
Not ever
I won’t stop
My dreams
In your favor
Had enough
You’re not my savior
Anymore…
Chasing fragments of a lost fairytale
Who do I think I am? (Who do you think you are?)
Chasing promises broken so many years ago
Who do I think I am? (Who do you think you are?)
I always had
A hope for our fate
Wishing on stars, clocks and words but yet
I seemed to be the only one
Who believed in love and optimism
But I quit
No more
I’m done now
Gotta stop
Losing myself now
Had enough
You’re no true friend to me
anymore…
Chasing fragments of a lost fairytale
Who do I think I am? (Who do you think you are?)
Chasing promises that you broke so many years ago
(Who do you think you are?)
Instrumental by one of my original favorites, EAPro! :)
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Instrumental track prod. by Horas Beats.
Here’s a second track from Pretty Words.
Lyrics:
Shadows wander
Heavily inside me since the day that you left
Footprints scattered
Over every vein inside the roads of my heart
And I can’t imagine
It being any other way
You are
Part of me
Forever inside
You never
Left me,
In frozen time
Shadows haunting
Every dream inside me that has ever had lightPhantom footprints
Over every nerve inside my body, day and night
And I can’t imagine
It being different from this
You are
Part of me
Forever inside
You never
Left me,
In frozen time
All rights reserved to Avex Entertainment. I do not own this song, Avex owns that privilege.
This is my favorite Ayu song that I've ever recorded, next to Last Angel. I'm looking forward to finally adding more to this SXCRET project I started in 2015, along with releasing the meaning of it and what it stands for, coming soon. While this song was recorded back in 2011, and I do intend on re-recording it in the future, the emotion in this initial recording holds so much value to me, I hope it does for you as well. Thanks for listening!!
First upload in a long time. But here's the first track from my next album, Pretty Words. :)
Lyrics:
Like a knife to my back
Always kept in the dark
Never knowing the difference
Between a strike and an embrace
Keep your enemies closer
Keep your friends close
How can you tell the difference
When the enemies are those who know you most?
Ride or die, thick or thin
Love to hate, hate to love the sin
Flashbacks and memories
Take me to the place where we both started this
Wish I could turn back time
Find a way to permanently rewind
End game, you always lose
You’re gonna hurt, even if you play by the rules
Like a knife to my back
Always kept in the dark
Never knowing the difference
Between a strike and an embrace
Keep your enemies closer
Keep your friends close
How can you tell the difference
When the enemies are those who know you most?
Silly girl, haven’t you learned?
Even if you roll, it’s not your turn
Fake smiles on endless dreams
Take me to the time where we both wanted this
Wish I could see the truth
Find the moment I lost sight of you
The way they talk about someone
Says everything you need to know about how they treat you
I see everything now
Everything now that you’re gone
I see all of the pain you caused
Everyone including me
Like a knife to my back
Always kept in the dark
Never knowing the difference
Between a strike and an embrace
Keep your enemies closer
Keep your friends close
How can you tell the difference
When the enemies are those who know you most?
I see everything now
Everything now that you’re gone
I see all of the pain you caused
Everyone including me
I see everything now
(Keep your enemies closer, Keep your friends close)
Everything now that you’re gone
(How can you tell the difference
When the enemies are those who know you most?)
Keep your enemies closer
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I call this a raw cover because there is no editing, no special vocal filters, no additional takes or tracks pasted together to make a line. You can clearly hear the flaws in the vocal track alone-- no compression added to volume or my sound blocker to help with minimizing the static from my laptop. Think of it like a raw, uncut, live version of a song. That's what this means to me.
My favorite thing about singing this song was coming up with the harmonies in the second half of the song. Adding little things like that is what makes a cover truly unique. I hope you all enjoy this. How beautiful and cathartic this song has been to sing to.
Instrumental track by Ryini Beats.
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you don’t have to lie to me
I know you don’t care
Keep your happy endings
‘Cause I won’t be there
I’ve fallen victim too many times
You say you believe in me, another lie
I know better now
I tried for my whole life to tell you the truth
Never supported me, just told me that you
Thought I had talent but you never pulled through
How could I get anywhere without a muse
Tell me that you believe in me
Then don’t, just don’t do a goddamn thing
Believe in her, believe in him, then wave me off
It’s no wonder that my head’s all fucked up
you don’t have to lie to me
I know you don’t care
Keep your happy endings
‘Cause I won’t be there
I’ve fallen victim too many times
You say you believe in me, another lie
I know better now
I tried for my whole life to get you to see
The dream within me isn’t only a dream
Thought I had talent but you never believed
Said that I had it but you never helped me
Tell me that I’m imagining
All of the days you just ignored my plea
Believe in everybody else except me
It’s no wonder that I don’t have any self esteem
you don’t have to lie to me
I know you don’t care
Keep your happy endings
‘Cause I won’t be there
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I hope you enjoy this new song :) Instrumental credits to Daily Backing Tracks.
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I’m getting tired of writing these days
I’m getting tired of things we’ll never say
Why can’t I be honest face to face?
no one listens to me anyway
I’m getting tired of trying to reach you
I’m getting tired of words, ‘cause you never “do”
why can’t I be honest just this one time?
Why do I need to put it into rhymes?
I wanna go outside of jersey
Wanna fly myself into a city
That I’ve never been, to find my home
A place that I can call my own
I wanna go outside of jersey
Badada da da
Badadada da da
I’m getting tired of writing sad songs
about all the things in my life that went wrong
Why can’t I stop putting myself last
I think it’s time I did me for a change
I wanna go outside of jersey
Wanna fly myself into a city
That I’ve never been, to find my home
A place that I can call my own
I wanna go outside of jersey
Badada da da
Badadada da da
I’m getting tired of writing these days
I’m getting tired of things we’ll never say
Why can’t I be honest face to face?
nobody listens to me anyway
I wanna go outside of jersey
Wanna fly myself into a city
That I’ve never been, to find my home
A place that I can call my own
I wanna go outside of jersey
I wanna go outside
I wanna go outside
I wanna go outside
I wanna go outside of jersey
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Happy Wednesday, loves! Here's a new track from 'melancholia'. Dare I say this is my personal fav from the bunch that's been released so far. If you like it too, please give it a thumbs up and share it around!
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The dawn is coming
I can feel the warmth of
My loneliness again
It hasn’t happened
But I can feel a knife pressed
Into my back
Who are we to expect
Anything from anyone
Other than ourselves?
Why are we so quick to
Pull the plug when we feel
Targeted with no arrow in sight?
Letter to my future self
I wish you well
with all the pain I’m leaving behind
Letter to my future self
You’ll know better
Than to trust those that put their trust in you
the chains are tighter
Around my fragile heart
Why do you keep me in the middle?
It hasn’t happened
But I can feel your words
Piercing straight through me
Who are we to expect
Anything from anyone
Other than ourselves?
why are we so quick to
pull the plug when we feel
Insecure with no target in sight?
Letter to my future self
You can’t satisfy
The ones that will deny you did nothing wrong
Letter to my future self
Hold onto your heart
You should know better now
Letter to my future self
Your heart won’t change
But their hearts will
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Another track from 'melancholia', this is one of my personal favorite tracks. You can only expect your heart to hold on for so long, until habits from other people break the cycle, or negativity fills the empty spaces until there's no room left to grow. At that point, it finally hits you that you need to start decluttering things and people that no longer deserve that space they once held.
You've got to remember: it is not unkind to no longer love someone, especially if that person is toxic and undeserving of said love.
... Thank you for teaching me how to love. And better yet, thank you for teaching me how to stop and let go. x
follow along;
They say it’s possible to love and not like someone
They speak of bad bones, but say that I don’t have one
They think I’ll forgive but I will never forget
The lessons taught and how I learned to never love again
They say it’s easier to live with no regrets
They speak of kindness, ‘cause that’s what they want to get
They don’t think before they speak the truth
i need to tell you, i need to tell you
i don’t love you anymore
You made your bed
You made your bed
You made your bed
Good riddance
They say that all is fair in love and war
But what is love if war is all that lingers here?
They think i’ll forgive but I’ll never forget
The hurt you caused me, and all the things that you’ve said
They say it’s better if you love your enemies
You all spread lies ‘cause of the company you keep
You don’t think twice before you speak the truth
I need to tell you, I need to tell you
I don’t love you anymore
You made your bed
You made your bed
You made your bed
Good riddance
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the next track from 'melancholia', please enjoy as Cheryl Starr goes into a deeper meaning of what it's like to be deceived. You never know who around you is holding a mask over their true self until it's too late.
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I knew you then
I don’t know you now
I was afraid
Til you ran away…
Now I see your face
The curtain’s drawn
The mask is gone…
Deception
Isn’t it funny?
We always save the best for last
i bet you never thought i’d write about us in the past
But let’s be clear
You’re only here because you’re vain
It’s not insane, anyone can see through a pretty face
and anyone can spot an ugly heart
That’s all you are
fuck, that’s all you ever were
It’s finally crystal clear
I knew you then
I don’t know you now
I was afraid
Til you ran away…
Now I see your face
The curtain’s drawn
The mask is gone…
Deception
Isn’t it funny?
We always say we’ll be best friends forever
but nothing lasts forever, especially when it’s a one-sided decision
influenced by someone else’s pain.
It’s not insane, anyone can see through a coward’s face
And anyone can spot a shadow
That’s all you are
Fuck, that’s all you’ll ever be
It’s finally clear to me
I knew you then
I don’t know you now
I was afraid
Til you ran away…
Now I see your face
The curtain’s drawn
The mask is gone…
Deception
Moral of the story
Don’t be a fool and trust a fool
‘Cause in the end it’s only you and no one else
and as for me, I see through all the lies and deceit
A queen bee is nothing without an army of blind bees
One day you’ll see… one day you’ll see
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From my next album, 'melancholia', here is a new track! This album is sure to be the most candid one yet. Please follow along with the lyrics:
You’d rather sink than swim away
From the Cheshire grin that makes you stay
You can’t see the manipulation strike
Because you’d rather love than have to face the lie
But who are you to play these games?
Should’ve known it was a big mistake
To fall into somebody’s arms
Covered in the blood that did me harm
Caught in the widow’s web
Spun so tightly around your chest
You can’t see where the loyalty lies
‘Cause everybody thinks that she’s the best
But who are you to fall in line?
Should’ve known you would betray your own kind
and fall into somebody’s arms
Covered in the blood that did me harm
Do you know what you’ve done?
Can’t you see she caused me harm?
You can’t see where loyalty lies
do you know what you’ve done?
Do you know what you’ve done?
Can’t you see she caused me harm?
You can’t see where loyalty lies
do you know what you’ve done?
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I wrote this song last year and it's really helped me push through a lot of feelings I'd been holding back at the time. I hope you all truly enjoy this track.
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I hope you all enjoy this cover as much as I did recording it :)
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I hope you all enjoy my rendition of this beautiful song. :)
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Happy New Year, friends! I'm happy to announce that I'm back and ready to rock. I've got lots of new material for you all to hear, so I hope you all enjoy the ride :) I'm also looking to potentially do some collaborations this year, so if you'd like me featured on any of your tracks, my business email can be found below!
Who knew a rap song would get me to be the most honest I've ever been in a song?
Rapping is not my forte, but I hope you all enjoy :)
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i know it sounds pathetic
but i wish that we could talk right now
cause there’s this loneliness inside my chest
it’s been burning for nearly four years now
how did we go from spending every single day together
to becoming what we said we would never be
at least that’s how it’s been for me
i wish that we could talk right now
my heart is so heavy
these tears just won’t dry
when i think that i’m ok
underneath, i’m still dy-ing
from all the pain i’ve had, it’s all you left me
now you’re living your life happily without me
and i can’t help but hate myself because i’ll never see
my life... your life
our life... together anymore
i wish that we could talk right now
truth is, i think i might be depressed
from every lie to every night of endless silence and regret
my 9-5, my song-life, now i’m a wife who still feels empty even though i’ve got it all
where do i begin? it’s all your fault.
do you ever think about me?
do you ever have moments when you still need me?
after all these years, do you ever feel like no one will compare to me?
did it even hurt to separate from me?
i’ve got these open wounds that never scar, they never heal, they just haunt me
do you miss me?
do you miss me at all?
i wish that we could talk right now.
after all that we’ve been through
you couldn’t even try to talk to me
i still don’t even have a reason why
you pulled the plug on me
now i’m floating through a dream life
and i cannot fucking grasp the fact that i’m supposed to find that same balance without you, why did you leave me? i’m still asking myself that question and i’m still left with nothing.
It’s no surprise
did our promise mean nothing? did our bond no longer matter? did i hurt you, or betray you, did i throw you aside? did i break your promise like you broke mine?
it doesn’t make sense
but i’m still fucking paying for it
i wish that we could talk right now
you couldn’t even tell me why you chose this road, just a letter stating lies to feed your sanity. and just like that, my world shattered, nothing mattered anymore except this empty hole inside me that you dug and left cold. the question i still have is... “how am i supposed to move on?”
i’ve been angry and sad, lonely and betrayed, but i’ll never know why you chose to leave and i still stayed the same. people change, but hearts stay with you, lines that link us in the color red, but somehow suddenly it feels like you ripped the string until i bled
i’m left with nothing just like always
i wish that we could talk right now
i’m left with nothing.
and just like always, you’ve got it all.
my heart stays broken,
i’m just a shadow on your wall.
i wish that we could talk right now.
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This song was so much fun to do, so I hope you all enjoy it as much as I enjoyed creating 100 layers of vocals for this song :)
I'm really behind on watching RWBY, but I keep up with all of the music that's released, and Weiss has always been my favorite character from the beginning of the series when the teasers were first being released and I didn't even know anything about her yet at the time... But her songs hit a special place within me that I can't ignore. I hope you all enjoy my rendition of Mirror Mirror, Pt II. It's not a cappella like the first Mirror Mirror cover I uploaded, but hopefully I've done it some justice this time.
All in all, I hope you enjoy. And if you don't, oh well. I'll keep singing anyway :)
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"Phases", the album, will be released on September 21! I hope you all enjoy this song, as well as the future releases soon to come.
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