#newmusic #indie #indiemusic #musicvideoEzra Williams - Socks (the car sessions)Ezra Williams2024-04-16 | This is 'Socks' from my new EP, out now: ezrawilliams.ffm.to/socksep
A special thank you to Ciara Shortt for recording this with me, you’re a gem, you’re a star and thank you to Matt Wiggins for helping us make the EP sound exactly the way we wanted it to, big love!!!
#newmusic #indie #indiemusic #lyricvideoNew hair new song #shorts #newmusic #newhairEzra Williams2024-03-04 | New music coming 6th March. Pre-save - ezrawilliams.ffm.to/quickfix
- ezrawilliamsmusic.com -Ezra Williams - Season Of The Witch (Halloween Cover)Ezra Williams2023-10-30 | Here’s a stupid last minute cover me and the band made of season of the witch 😎
Director: Jocelyn Anquentil Head of Music Videos @ PULSE: Rik Green Executive Producer: Nnena Nwakodo Management: Rafe Studholme // Verdigris Management Production Company: Pulse Films Producer: Isabella Culver Production Manager: Angelica Wolanska
1st Assistant Director: Joshua Loftin Runner: Bille French Runner: Charlie Broadbent Runner: Hawa Abdulai Runner: Daisy Braithwaite-Muriel Runner: Molly Dunlop Runner: Harley Williams Runner: Numarni Aktar Runner: Folasade Akinbinu
DOP: Arthur Loveday Focus Puller: Matt Farrant 2nd AC: Nevzat Altinisik
Gaffer: Sachin Parmar
Art Director: Furmaan Ahmed Art Assistant: Sam McDermott
Director: Jocelyn Anquentil Head of Music Videos @ PULSE: Rik Green Executive Producer: Nnena Nwakodo Management: Rafe Studholme // Verdigris Management Production Company: Pulse Films Producer: Isabella Culver Production Manager: Angelica Wolanska
1st Assistant Director: Louanna Carron Runner: Bille French Runner: Charlie Broadbent Runner: Hawa Abdulai Runner: Miro Alleyne-McCarthy Runner: Molly Dunlop Runner: Harley Williams
DOP: Arthur Loveday Focus Puller: Matt Farrant 2nd AC: Nevzat Altinisik
Gaffer: Laurent Arnaud Spark: Anna Brooks Beckman
Art Director: Furmaan Ahmed Art Assistant: Sam McDermott
Stylist: Innes Woo Stylist Assistant: Ishita Garg Stylist Assistant: Caitlin Brown HMUA: Hannah Mac SFX MUA: Jenny Glynn
Intimacy Co-ordinator: Sophie Cooch
Cast:
Evie Webzell EJ Sheppard Serena Waya Mimo Basma Caterina Grosoli
Editor: Sarah Faulkner Grade: Megan Lee Grade House: Electric Theatre Collective Edit House: Stitch Editing
Something’s stopping me Something’s shutting my mouth Every time you say things first I say them back but it doesn’t count Deep routed But I don’t remember why Your hand on my lap made me shake And on the train home I cried
If it’s what I dream I want Why can’t I let myself have it If it’s what I dream I need Why can’t I let myself feel it If it’s what I dream I want Why can’t I let myself like it If it’s what I dream I need Why am I so scared to keep it
You asked if your hands were cold I didn’t notice till you pointed it out I felt my brain turn and fold And then it was all I could think about I like your skin Just not on mine If I can’t let you in am i wasting both of our time
If it’s what I dream I want Why can’t I let myself have it
#ezrawilliams #deeprouted #FKAsmoothboiezra If it’s what I dream I need Why can’t I let myself feel it If it’s what I dream I want Why can’t I let myself like it If it’s what I dream I need Why am I so scared to keep it
I’m only numb to the touch that’s not meant to cause pain I don’t recognise the feeling so it just goes away Am I scared of you or am I scared that I’m not I’m lonely when you’re here I’m lonely a lot Can’t tell if I’m killing time or if if this time is killing me Convincing myself you’re lying and you hate me really
Is this how it is Is this who I am Guilty from a kiss Rejecting your hand Its always the same Why can’t I change Why can’t I change Why can’t I change
If it’s what I dream I want Why can’t I let myself have it If it’s what I dream I need Why can’t I let myself feel it If it’s what I dream I want Why can’t I let myself like it If it’s what I dream I need Why am I so scared to keep it If it’s what I dream I want If it’s what I dream I want If it’s what I dream I need If it’s what I dream I want If it’s what I dream I need
Director: Jocelyn Anquentil Executive Producer: Nnena Nwakodo Production Company: Pulse Films Producer: Isabella Culver DOP: Elliot Holbrow 1st AC: Conrad Magan Gaffer: Niall Flynn Production Designer: Angela Mulhern Art Dept Assistant: Lola Nolan Stylist: Lucinda Graham MUA: Dawn Production Assistant: Mike Walsh Location Scout: Max Richards Editor: Megan Thorne Edit Producer: Dilia Knobel Edit House: The Quarry Colourist: Megan Lee Grade Producer: Olivia Jessop Grade House: ETC Directors Rep: Hands London
Actress: Jude Mack Supporting Actress: Kate B
Thank you to all the extras that took part in this project, Morgan The Agency and Not Another Intl. Joan Fleetwood, Adam L, Jodi C and Mia, Luan, Joey, Fathia, Mary Cooney, Sioux Kendal, Abiola Ola, Jodi C And Mia, Gareth Battersby, Catriona D, Neghat B, Alexandra J, Aoife Meates
#ezrawilliams #deeprouted #FKAsmoothboiezraEzra Williams (FKA Smoothboi) - Darling I DoEzra Williams2022-12-14 | I first heard the song while watching Shrek Forever After in the waiting room of the hospital. There was a picture of Jedward wearing Santa hats on a bulletin board beside the TV and since then this song has felt very Christmassy to me. I waited so long in the hospital that day they actually played the movie twice and I was excited to hear the song again, but I got called to get my bloods done just before the scene with the song so I tried to memorise the melody in my head until I could watch it again when I got home. It sounds morbid but I was only there for a checkup and I was bored and I really love Shrek, and Jedwardz.
The full acoustic version of My Own Person is out now! I originally recorded this for a little clip on social media for the Heartstopper family but there were some requests for the full version so I hope you enjoy it!
LYRICS Been rotating the same two outfits for three years now Waiting for some kind of inspiration to make me feel like I’m my own person But buying new clothes just makes me feel down Having new style would cause me more attention and I don’t feel like I’m my own person I just feel like some other version of me
Been talking about the same problems for years now But nothing I do seems to make things happen I try to hard I guess I gotta to keep searching Can’t help but think I just stand out No matter what I do it’s bad it’s hurting and I don’t feel like I'm my own person I just feel like some other version of me
I wanna blend into the background, I wanna be nobody and never make a sound But I wanna start feeling like I can be myself Oh wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking, I try and I try but I’m not my own person
I need new shoes these ones are worn out, I’ll buy the same pair just a different version ‘cause God forbid I put some effort in It would be nice if I wasn’t filled with doubt Oh I can’t help feel that I’ve got some kind of curse and I don’t feel like I’m my own person I just feel like some other version of me
I wanna blend into the background, I wanna be nobody and never make a sound But I wanna start feeling like I can be myself Oh wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking, I try and I try but I’m not my own person I wanna be buried in the ground and I don’t want anyone to ever dig me out And I’ve never had a sense of self Oh the longer I stay here the more things worsen I’ll never be my own person
I wanna blend into the background, I wanna be nobody and never make a sound But I wanna start feeling like I can be my self Oh wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking, I try and I try but I’m not my own person I wanna be buried in the ground and I don’t want anyone to ever dig me out And I’ve never had a sense of self Oh the longer I stay here the more things worsen and I’ll never be my own person
#smoothboiezra #ezrawilliams #myownperson #heartstopperEzra Williams (FKA Smoothboi) - Some Things Last A Long Time (Daniel Johnston Cover)Ezra Williams2022-01-22 | Signup for Ezra’s new music, merch and event drops by text or email ezrawilliams.ffm.to/signup.OYD
- ezrawilliamsmusic.com -Ezra Williams (FKA Smoothboi) - Live Atwood Magazine SessionEzra Williams2021-08-12 | Originally recorded for Atwood Magazine, 2021
I count the steps from my house to yours To see if my legs are longer than before I’m glad I started wearing shoes that fit
My head is to heavy for you to cradle Kick my shins from under the table I was too scared of it
The worst year of your life started when you met me You say I shouldn’t take it personally But I can’t cry and you can’t stop I love you but I know that you feel stuck
I’m more myself while lying on the floor Sometimes there’s nothing to say At least I’m not faking anymore Oh you love me today But something has to change Don’t want you to feel stuck but I want you to stay
Force my tears out to look in the mirror This is what it’d look like if I really cared Cover up the wounds when I talk to you Cause that’s what I always do That’s what I always do
The worst year of your life started when you met me You say I shouldn’t take it personally But the smiling is fake and I’ve mastered it And so have you, you just don’t want to admit it
Can’t tell if I love enough I’ve never been good at this stuff I can feel the growing resentment But I’m too afraid to end it
Can’t tell if I love enough I’ve never been good at this stuff I can feel the growing resentment But I’m too afraid to end it
Do you feel stuck?
Palm of your hand By Smoothboi Ezra
I went cause I was lonely Not cause I wanted to get drunk And You didn’t wait for me When I got there you were already fucked
I shouldn’t drink on these meds By now I don’t think I want to catch up Sitting back watching your friends Throwing a dirty ping pong ball in your cup
You said you don’t want me to hate you anymore I know I don’t cause trust me I wish I did You don’t believe me while I hold your hair back and you’re throwing up on the floor I could’ve stayed home but why would I miss out on this
You threaten to jump again And This time I almost let you We talk about the end And how I could never understand how much you’ve been through
Why do you look so smug When you’re telling me how horrible I am You won’t leave without a hug And here I am in the palm of your hand
You said you don’t want me to hate you anymore I know I don’t cause trust me I wish I did You don’t believe me while I hold your hair back and you’re throwing up on the floor I could’ve stayed home but why would I miss out on thisEzra Williams (FKA Smoothboi) - Without MeEzra Williams2021-06-30 | Ezra Williams - Stuck EP - Out Now: smoothboiezra.ffm.to/stuckep
Director + Writer + Editor: Sam O’Neill @samoneill1 DOP + Assistant Editor + Colour: Leon McCullough @leonb.m 1st AC: Roisin Bentley Gaffer: Clodagh Byrne @byrnesbroadcasts Script Supervisor: Karen Reilly @karens._.kreations Production Assistant: Oisin Keegan Runner: Oisín Ó’Muirí Gloom: Ciara Shortt @ciara.shortt Stuckmen: Ezra Williams + Aoife Cody Kane Watchers: Jacky O’Halloran + Aoife Cody Kane Produced by Supertramp Productions
Without Me lyrics: I thought I was close to healing Until I saw you this evening Your hand in mine brings a hopeless feeling I thought I said what I meant I thought we could just be friends But I can’t stop thinking bout who your seeing I don’t mind don’t stop living your life It’s all my fault so why don’t I feel right I got your texts I saw you were with your friends They’d be mine too if I hadn’t let it end I finally cut a fringe You always said I wouldn’t so I did But I pushed it back I’m waiting for it to grow out again I guess I felt too safe It didn’t sit right with my brain I don’t wanna hear you’re name I don’t mind don’t stop living your life It’s all my fault so why don’t I feel right I got your text I saw that you were with your friends They’d be mine too if I hadn’t let it end Thought it’d just be a change in routine But I’ve got no motivation to do anything As long as you’re happy that’s all I say you see But I don’t want you to be happy without me I don’t mind don’t stop living your life It’s all my fault so why don’t I feel right How can I get you out of my mind It’s all my fault so I’ll just sleep alone tonight I got your text I saw that you were with your friends They’d be mine to if I hadn’t let it endEzra Williams (FKA Smoothboi) - Without Me (Lyric video)Ezra Williams2021-06-11 | Ezra Williams - Stuck EP - Out Now: smoothboiezra.ffm.to/stuckep
Without Me lyrics: I thought I was close to healing Until I saw you this evening Your hand in mine brings a hopeless feeling
I thought I said what I meant I thought we could just be friends But I can’t stop thinking bout who your seeing
I don’t mind don’t stop living your life It’s all my fault so why don’t I feel right I got your texts I saw you were with your friends They’d be mine too if I hadn’t let it end
I finally cut a fringe You always said I wouldn’t so I did But I pushed it back I’m waiting for it to grow out again
I guess I felt too safe It didn’t sit right with my brain I don’t wanna hear you’re name
I don’t mind don’t stop living your life It’s all my fault so why don’t I feel right
I got your text I saw that you were with your friends They’d be mine too if I hadn’t let it end
Thought it’d just be a change in routine But I’ve got no motivation to do anything As long as you’re happy that’s all I say you see But I don’t want you to be happy without me
I don’t mind don’t stop living your life It’s all my fault so why don’t I feel right
How can I get you out of my mind It’s all my fault so I’ll just sleep alone tonight
I got your text I saw that you were with your friends They’d be mine to if I hadn’t let it endEzra Williams (FKA Smoothboi) - Stuck (acoustic version)Ezra Williams2021-05-06 | Listen to Stuck now: smoothboiezra.ffm.to/stuck
I count the steps from my house to yours To see if my legs are longer than before I’m glad I started wearing shoes that fit
My head is to heavy for you to cradle Kick my shins from under the table I was too scared of it
The worst year of your life started when you met me You say I shouldn’t take it personally But I can’t cry and you can’t stop I love you but I know that you feel stuck
I’m more myself while lying on the floor Sometimes there’s nothing to say At least I’m not faking anymore Oh you love me today But something has to change Don’t want you to feel stuck but I want you to stay
Force my tears out to look in the mirror This is what it’d look like if I really cared Cover up the wounds when I talk to you Cause that’s what I always do That’s what I always do
The worst year of your life started when you met me You say I shouldn’t take it personally But the smiling is fake and I’ve mastered it And so have you, you just don’t want to admit it
Can’t tell if I love enough I’ve never been good at this stuff I can feel the growing resentment But I’m too afraid to end it
Can’t tell if I love enough I’ve never been good at this stuff I can feel the growing resentment But I’m too afraid to end it
CREDITS Director: Arthur Studholme DOP: Aidan Bryan 1st AC: Mike Simpson Gaffer: Johnny Haldon Producer: Jack Stacey EP: Conor Duffy 1st AD: Charlotte Miller Art Director: Ellen Pearson Art Assistant: Sorrel Madley Wardrobe: Talia LeSueur Editor + Animator: Arthur Studholme Animation Coordinator: Rafe Studholme Couple: El Hogg and Lauren Cheetham Flower Man: Cosmo Wellings Colour: Ollie Cartlidge Produced with Blood Films
Stuck By Ezra Williams
I count the steps from my house to yours To see if my legs are longer than before I’m glad I started wearing shoes that fit
My head is to heavy for you to cradle Kick my shins from under the table I was too scared of it
The worst year of your life started when you met me You say I shouldn’t take it personally But I can’t cry and you can’t stop I love you but I know that you feel stuck
I’m more myself while lying on the floor Sometimes there’s nothing to say At least I’m not faking anymore Oh you love me today But something has to change Don’t want you to feel stuck but I want you to stay
Force my tears out to look in the mirror This is what it’d look like if I really cared Cover up the wounds when I talk to you Cause that’s what I always do That’s what I always do
The worst year of your life started when you met me You say I shouldn’t take it personally But the smiling is fake and I’ve mastered it And so have you, you just don’t want to admit it
Can’t tell if I love enough I’ve never been good at this stuff I can feel the growing resentment But I’m too afraid to end it
Can’t tell if I love enough I’ve never been good at this stuff I can feel the growing resentment But I’m too afraid to end it
Do you feel stuck?Ezra Williams (FKA Smoothboi) - If We Make It Through December (Merle Haggard Cover)Ezra Williams2020-12-22 | Merry Christmas, here is my cover of “If we make it through December” by Merle haggard. I found the song through Phoebe Bridgers cover and I wanted to also cover it cause I like it”
LYRICS Been rotating the same two outfits for three years now Waiting for some kind of inspiration to make me feel like I’m my own person But buying new clothes just makes me feel down Having new style would cause me more attention and I don’t feel like I’m my own person I just feel like some other version of me
Been talking about the same problems for years now But nothing I do seems to make things happen I try to hard I guess I gotta to keep searching Can’t help but think I just stand out No matter what I do it’s bad it’s hurting and I don’t feel like I'm my own person I just feel like some other version of me
I wanna blend into the background, I wanna be nobody and never make a sound But I wanna start feeling like I can be myself Oh wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking, I try and I try but I’m not my own person
I need new shoes these ones are worn out, I’ll buy the same pair just a different version ‘cause God forbid I put some effort in It would be nice if I wasn’t filled with doubt Oh I can’t help feel that I’ve got some kind of curse and I don’t feel like I’m my own person I just feel like some other version of me
I wanna blend into the background, I wanna be nobody and never make a sound But I wanna start feeling like I can be myself Oh wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking, I try and I try but I’m not my own person I wanna be buried in the ground and I don’t want anyone to ever dig me out And I’ve never had a sense of self Oh the longer I stay here the more things worsen I’ll never be my own person
I wanna blend into the background, I wanna be nobody and never make a sound But I wanna start feeling like I can be my self Oh wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking, I try and I try but I’m not my own person I wanna be buried in the ground and I don’t want anyone to ever dig me out And I’ve never had a sense of self Oh the longer I stay here the more things worsen and I’ll never be my own personEzra Williams (FKA Smoothboi) - My Own PersonEzra Williams2020-11-19 | Ezra Williams - My Own Person Out now: smoothboiezra.ffm.to/myownperson
LYRICS Been rotating the same two outfits for three years now Waiting for some kind of inspiration to make me feel like I’m my own person But buying new clothes just makes me feel down Having new style would cause me more attention and I don’t feel like I’m my own person I just feel like some other version of me
Been talking about the same problems for years now But nothing I do seems to make things happen I try to hard I guess I gotta to keep searching Can’t help but think I just stand out No matter what I do it’s bad it’s hurting and I don’t feel like I'm my own person I just feel like some other version of me
I wanna blend into the background, I wanna be nobody and never make a sound But I wanna start feeling like I can be myself Oh wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking, I try and I try but I’m not my own person
I need new shoes these ones are worn out, I’ll buy the same pair just a different version ‘cause God forbid I put some effort in It would be nice if I wasn’t filled with doubt Oh I can’t help feel that I’ve got some kind of curse and I don’t feel like I’m my own person I just feel like some other version of me
I wanna blend into the background, I wanna be nobody and never make a sound But I wanna start feeling like I can be myself Oh wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking, I try and I try but I’m not my own person I wanna be buried in the ground and I don’t want anyone to ever dig me out And I’ve never had a sense of self Oh the longer I stay here the more things worsen I’ll never be my own person
I wanna blend into the background, I wanna be nobody and never make a sound But I wanna start feeling like I can be my self Oh wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking, I try and I try but I’m not my own person I wanna be buried in the ground and I don’t want anyone to ever dig me out And I’ve never had a sense of self Oh the longer I stay here the more things worsen and I’ll never be my own personis it ep, acoustic sessionEzra Williams2020-10-23 | my ep "is it" is a year old today so here is an acoustic live version for ya
thank you to everyone who's listened to the ep over the past year, you're very cool
also I just realised in the background I have a sign up saying there's 33 days till halloween, which is not correct so sorry about that
- ezrawilliamsmusic.com -Ezra Williams (FKA Smoothboi) - familiar sadness is too comfortingEzra Williams2020-05-13 | quarantine is SHIT but yous better be staying inside
lyrics - I'm angry at you for something I can't do I care too much but don't try enough
caution what I choose cause there's too much to loose I missed you today can't help but feel like a pain
im too scared to leave my room don't want to see what I can't choose everyones watching but nobody cares everyones laughing the joke is there's no one there
why do I miss the uncertainty of being fourteen familiar sadness is too comforting
and I don't wanna hurt again I just want back old friends
im too scared to leave my room don't want to see what I can't choose everyones watching but nobody cares everyones laughing the joke is there's no one there
im terrified of being found out that progress is fake and my thoughts are still loud nobody watching I need you to care nobodys laughing cause nobody there
im angry at you why can't you leave your room you care too much but don't try enoughEzra Williams (FKA Smoothboi) - never get overEzra Williams2020-03-19 | Signup for Ezra’s new music, merch and event drops by text or email ezrawilliams.ffm.to/signup.OYD
lyrics - I guess that I never really get over anything though I'm coming out of winter I'll never feel like it's spring
and the weight on my shoulder won't lift if I give some to you cause I'm stupid and I'm lazy and there's nothing I can do
I never want to hurt anybody so I keep it all to myself I don't know what to do with this feeling so ill sit on it till it melts im not alone I just don't feel like I'm in this room and you don't want my love though you're pretty sure that you do
I guess that I never really get over anything cause I still miss the people I cut off so I could start healing turned off notifications on my phone all it did was make meekest feel more alone and I want to understand my own feelings but you don't know what I mean
I never want to hurt anybody so I keep it all to myself I don't know what to do with this felling so ill sit on it till it melts im not alone I just don't feel like I'm in this room and you don't want my love you just really think that you do
I'm only alive to make sure that you're still fine everyday is the same wouldn't want to step out of line and I want to feel love like you do but I was made wrong and I'm not meant to and the hurt is still lingering I guess I never really get over anythingEzra Williams (FKA Smoothboi) - darling I do (cover)Ezra Williams2019-12-25 | merry Christmas! this is my favourite song from the Shrek soundtrack you can listen to this cover on Soundcloud - soundcloud.com/ezra_willz/darling-i-do-cover
everything's going exactly as planned try to enjoy it but you cant its great it brilliant its shit and i'm numb to it
banging heads on the wall trying to see it all waiting patiently for the fall and in the end its my call yeah in the end its my call
take away the responsibility cause it means nothing to me its great its beautiful its shit i do and i don't deserve it
kicking bare feet off bricks what will it take to feel this laughter comes out in fits but its not nice is it but its not nice is it no its not nice is it
i don't wanna call you stupid but i don't get how you don't see they're not the only ones to do it what they do to you you do to me
only text me when you need me to tell me how they don't care they don't care they think you're needy but when i need you you're not there
i don't wanna have nobody and i know that you want the same everyday you got a new personality and i think that is such a shame
oh they don't listen to you and you don't listen to them you say that they're bad friends well i say if the shoe fits then you should go and wear it why don't you just admit that you're being a hypocrite
are you alright tonight i hope your'e doing fine i wouldn't know i haven't talked to you in a while don't thin k anything happened we just grew apart so friendship-wise i don't really know where we are
but i could listen to you talk while we went on a walk but you don't know my name anymore it doesn't roll off your tongue when you think of having fun it's not the same but i don't know what i'm asking for
who have you been telling my secrets to i'm so paranoid thanks to you i would call you up but i'm too anxious i'm afraid you wont pick up so ill just leave it how it is
but i could listen to you talk while we went on a walk but you don't know my name anymore it doesn't roll off your tongue when you think of having fun it's not the same but i don't know what i'm asking for x3
you made me feel bad for telling you what you did made me sad but I hope after everything you're glad
cause every now and again I think about you and how it was so easy for me to make myself believe that everything you said was because you were upset but really you were just messing with my head
and even the other day I caught myself in the trap of feeling bad for you cause of something you did to me but I hope you're happy I hope you've moved onto better things you treat people badly I wish you would stop manipulating
cause every now and again I think about you and how it was so easy for me to make myself believe that everything you said was because you were upset but really you were just messing with my head
messing with my head
every now and again x2
everyone and agin I think about you and how it was so easy for me to make myself believe that everything you said was because you were upset but really you were just messing with my head
you made me feel bad for telling you what you did made me sad but I hope after everything you're glad
cause every now and again I think about you and how it was so easy for me to make myself believe that everything you said was because you were upset but really you were just messing with my head
and even the other day I caught myself in the trap of feeling bad for you cause of something you did to me but I hope you're happy I hope you've moved onto better things you treat people badly I wish you would stop manipulating
cause every now and again I think about you and how it was so easy for me to make myself believe that everything you said was because you were upset but really you were just messing with my head
messing with my head
every now and again x2
everyone and agin I think about you and how it was so easy for me to make myself believe that everything you said was because you were upset but really you were just messing with my head
- ezrawilliamsmusic.com -seventeen - smoothboi ezra (official audio)Ezra Williams2019-03-21 | this song is a compilation of loads of unfinished songs i wrote when i was sixteen. i really like how it turned out if your'e listening to this on the day it came out then my birthday is tomorrow hehe
lyrics -
took some time for you to see me just wanted you to know i think that your'e the bees knees can't look you in the eyes i stare at my feet hold you tight wouldn't want you to leave
maybe i'll try to come to school once in a while just to see you you said goodbye and to this day thinking about it makes me feel blue
i always said i feel like i'm in purgatory i hope that it gets better when i'm 17
i'm turning all my pictures around cause we both know everything looks better upside down should i dye my hair back to brown its been a while since i saw you down town
maybe its time that i shave my head and bought some new clothes you ask me why and to that ill say that i don't know
i always said i feel like i'm in purgatory i hope that it gets better when i'm 17
i don't care about being on my own actually i do but i don't want you to know x2
i drank 2 liters of water today hoping itd make everything go away and im drowning in my self deprecation dont mind me i just need some patience i hate when things change and i need them to stay
everyone leaves i dont need this much space and one step forward always leads me to the same place and my hobbies arent mine anymore just leave me to lye on my bedroom floor i have too many thoughts but nothing to say
and its too much i dont know how to take it is it possible to be too hydrated
saving myself is harder than pretending to be someone else and i feel alone changing my hair to fill the void for something that isnt there and im on my own
being outside is as good as the tv im standing infront of you but you cant see me and im trying to keep myself afloat but dude im pretty sure im gonna need a bigger boat cuz im sinking in all the stupid things im thinking
and its too much idk how to take it is it possible to be too hydrated
saving myself is harder than pretending to be someone else and i feel alone changing my hair to fill the void for something that isnt there and im on my own x2
i drank 2 liters of water today but it didnt make anything go away and its taking its toll im afraid i wont grow old and i feel all of it in my bones and idk how long i can let this go on for maybe i should drink some more water
ok so this song is played on the baritone ukulele, capo on second fret chords - E, Amaj7, A, Am lyrics -
watching my fish swim in my room floating around i think of you no rhyme or reason you're just in my head and i'm alone in my bed
i'm listening to the songs you told me to i don't really like them but i'll pretend for you i'll learn some lyrics so i can sing when you do but i keep thinking if only you knew
when i'm not around you don't care and even when i make a sound you don't know that i'm there
i listen to you rant about your shitty life even though i know that i can make it better and i'm not saying id be the best boyfriend but id always lend you my sweatshirt when you're cold
and when you hear this song you wont know its about you because you're oblivious to my feelings and thats fine but i hope when you hear this you'll add it to a playlist of your favourite songs of all timethinking of you - ezra (official audio)- now on spotifyEzra Williams2018-03-14 | music video will be out sometime soon
- ezrawilliamsmusic.com -slow dance with you - adventure time, babeo baggins (cover)Ezra Williams2017-12-11 | i sorta changed the song a bit but i hope ya like it