Age of Mythology OST but just the chill songs @chelseacristoffor

Age of Mythology OST but just the chill songs

Chelsea Cristoffor 2025-06-16 | All of the original songs, but ya know...chill. Includes the mellow mixes too!

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Songs for a Game That Doesnt Exist

Chelsea Cristoffor 2026-07-30 | Eight minutes of imaginary overworlds, forgotten backstories, final bosses, save points, and endings that never happened.

All my own original 8 bit music. More like this to come.

Songs for a game that doesn't exist...
00:00 - The Circus
1:14 - Your Journey Begins
2:53 - A Tyrant's Youth
3:58 - Can I Trust You?
4:41 - Countdown to Rescue
5:30 - Game Over Screen
5:45 - Something Strange
7:02 - Something Pretty

🌙🎮#originalmusic #chiptune #8bitmusic

DONT PLAY THAT SAD SONG AGAIN

Chelsea Cristoffor 2026-07-02 | For those of you who have been enjoying my mixtapes, I write my own music too! I have a band called @marriageofheavenandearth and would love to see y'all over there on the channel supporting us. You can also follow us under the same handle over on IG. We've been described as "esoteric and festive," but we call ourselves ritual pop.

These snippets are just a taste from our debut acoustic set over at the Cottonwood on 6/20/26.

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I WONT TOWER OVER MAN

Chelsea Cristoffor 2026-07-01 | For those of you who have been enjoying my mixtapes, I write my own music too! I have a band called @marriageofheavenandearth and would love to see y'all over there on the channel supporting us. You can also follow us under the same handle over on IG. We've been described as "esoteric and festive," but we call ourselves ritual pop.

These snippets are just a taste from our debut acoustic set over at the Cottonwood on 6/20/26.

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MY BANDS (~Marriage of Heaven and Earth~) DEBUT

Chelsea Cristoffor 2026-06-30 | For those of you who have been enjoying my mixtapes, I write my own music too! I have a band called ⁨@marriageofheavenandearth⁩ and would love to see y'all over there on the channel supporting us. You can also follow us under the same handle over on IG. We've been described as "esoteric and festive," but we call ourselves ritual pop.

These snippets are just a taste from our debut acoustic set over at the Cottonwood on 6/20/26.

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NETWORK: Hawk Roosting by Ted Hughes (Film Poems)

Chelsea Cristoffor 2026-06-09 | Absorbed and spit back out for your viewing pleasure.

You've died in a world where film isn't felt, it's consumed. Time to LIVE again. Film Poems returns with the Sidney Lumet film, Network (1976).

Subscribe for the new season's episodes and follow our socials for updates on Instagram for what's coming next: @chelseacristoffor @_suaviter

You can still watch the old episodes at the old channel @FilmPoems_Studio or on Spotify:
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Voiceover talent for the poems - William Turner Sanders (@_suaviter on IG)

Music:
A Pledge - Gesaffelstein
Piece for Disaffected Piano - Kevin MacLeod
Youtube Audio Library

Footage:
Rolling Cumulus - Royalty Free Stock Footage & Cool Videos
Network (1976) (duh)

NETWORK: Reflections by R.S. Thomas (Film Poems)

Chelsea Cristoffor 2026-06-01 | Absorbed and spit back out for your viewing pleasure.

You've died in a world where film isn't felt, it's consumed. Time to LIVE again. Film Poems returns with the Sidney Lumet film, Network (1976).

Subscribe for the new season's episodes and follow our socials for updates on Instagram for what's coming next: @chelseacristoffor @_suaviter

You can still watch the old episodes at the old channel @FilmPoems_Studio or on Spotify:
open.spotify.com/show/1JnUU4rI0QVeD9h38ydEnZ

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Voiceover talent for the poems - William Turner Sanders (@_suaviter on IG)

Music:
A Pledge - Gesaffelstein
Piece for Disaffected Piano - Kevin MacLeod
Youtube Audio Library

Footage:
Rolling Cumulus - Royalty Free Stock Footage & Cool Videos
Network (1976) (duh)

NETWORK: The Human Abstract by William Blake (Film Poems)

Chelsea Cristoffor 2026-05-30 | Absorbed and spit back out for your viewing pleasure.

You've died in a world where film isn't felt, it's consumed. Time to LIVE again. Film Poems returns with the Sidney Lumet film, Network (1976).

Subscribe for the new season's episodes and follow our socials for updates on Instagram for what's coming next: @chelseacristoffor @_suaviter

You can still watch the old episodes at the old channel @FilmPoems_Studio or on Spotify:
open.spotify.com/show/1JnUU4rI0QVeD9h38ydEnZ

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Voiceover talent for the poems - William Turner Sanders (@_suaviter on IG)

Music:
A Pledge - Gesaffelstein
Piece for Disaffected Piano - Kevin MacLeod
Youtube Audio Library

Footage:
Rolling Cumulus - Royalty Free Stock Footage & Cool Videos
Network (1976) (duh)

Network: Feeding Ourselves to Mara

Chelsea Cristoffor 2026-05-27 | Absorbed and spit back out for your viewing pleasure.

You've died in a world where film isn't felt, it's consumed. Time to LIVE again. Film Poems returns with the Sidney Lumet film, Network (1976).

Subscribe for the new season's episodes and follow our socials for updates on Instagram for what's coming next: @chelseacristoffor @_suaviter

You can still watch the old episodes at the old channel @FilmPoems_Studio or on Spotify:
open.spotify.com/show/1JnUU4rI0QVeD9h38ydEnZ

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Voiceover talent for the poems - William Turner Sanders (@_suaviter on IG)

Music:
A Pledge - Gesaffelstein
Piece for Disaffected Piano - Kevin MacLeod
Youtube Audio Library

Footage:
Rolling Cumulus - Royalty Free Stock Footage & Cool Videos
Network (1976) (duh)

NETWORK: It Will Never Love You Back (Film Poems Trailer)

Chelsea Cristoffor 2026-04-19 | You've died in a world where film isn't felt, it's consumed. Time to LIVE again. Film Poems returns with the Sidney Lumet film, Network (1976).

Subscribe for the new season's episodes and follow our socials for updates on Instagram for what's coming next: @chelseacristoffor @_suaviter

You can still watch the old episodes at the old channel @FilmPoems_Studio or on Spotify:
open.spotify.com/show/1JnUU4rI0QVeD9h38ydEnZ

Song:
King Crimson - 21st Century Schizoid Man

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You belong to something older. Take back your ancient heart. (Ambient RTS world mix, vol. 3)

Chelsea Cristoffor 2026-04-08 | The future has killed your ancient heart. Take it BACK with this mixtape, inspired by Age of Mythology, Age of Empires, Myst, RTS games, and the world of ancient civilizations.

NO AI involved. I painstakingly put these mixtapes together all by hand and with careful selection to take you on the perfect ride. All music belongs to its respective rights holders. This upload is for archival // appreciation purposes. Track list below:

00:00 Cantara - Dead Can Dance
05:58 The Bovinian Derivative - Todd Masten / Age of Empires II OST
10:00 Valley of No Return - Loga Ramon Torkian x Azam Ali
12:55 Sliabh Geal gCua na Feile - Liadan
14:52 Aldebaran - Enya
17:55 Mountain Temple - Todd Masten / Age of Empires OST
21:02 Before Night Falls - Peter Gabriel / The Last Temptation of Christ OST
23:16 Those Before Us - Aakaash Rao x Selcuk Bor
26:46 Convergence - Tim Larkin / URU OST
29:41 Introitus ad Nihilum - Fabrizio Brugnera
31:25 Cascading Colors - Tilman Silescu
33:45 Ammon-Ra - Omri Lahav / 0 A.D. OST
36:21 A Different Drum - Peter Gabriel / The Last Temptation of Christ OST
40:52 Full Moon in Garoh (Cover) - Trilling Dragons
45:15 Last Fallen Leaf - Alizbar
48:45 There are Scars in the Evening Sky - Spoor Aeternus & The Ensemble of Shadows
50:57 The Rose of Kildare - Bill Douglas
54:38 Helen Leaves Sparta - Omri Lahav / 0 A.D. OST
58:58 Vranik Atmosphere 8 - Adam Sporka x Jan Valta / Kingdom Come: Deliverance OST
01:01:50 - Adagio in G-Minor - B-Tribe
01:06:01 Land of Morytha (Cover) - TeraCMusic

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All I ever wanted was to sing to God...

Chelsea Cristoffor 2026-04-07 | Consider Salieri...

FILM POEMS PRESENTS AMADEUS // THE LOVE OF GOD.

WATCH THE FULL VISUAL ESSAY ON MY CHANNEL AND SUBSCRIBE FOR MORE.

Song: Plaint - Kevin MacLeod

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All men are equal in Gods eyes?

Chelsea Cristoffor 2026-04-01 | ARE THEY...?

FILM POEMS PRESENTS AMADEUS // THE LOVE OF GOD.

WATCH THE FULL VISUAL ESSAY ON MY CHANNEL AND SUBSCRIBE FOR MORE.

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THIS IS YOUR INTERCESSION

Chelsea Cristoffor 2026-03-30 | HAVE YOU BEEN FULFILLED? FILM POEMS PRESENTS AMADEUS // THE LOVE OF GOD.

WATCH THE FULL VISUAL ESSAY ON MY CHANNEL AND SUBSCRIBE FOR MORE.

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AMADEUS: Watching Someone Else Become Your Prayer

Chelsea Cristoffor 2026-03-27 | What happens when what you've wished for your whole life comes easy--and better--to someone else...and never will for you?

You've died in a world where film isn't felt, it's consumed. It's time to LIVE again. Film Poems returns in a new format with the Milos Forman masterwork, Amadeus (1984).

It will be moving HERE to this channel from now on. You can still watch the old episodes at the old channel @FilmPoems_Studio or on Spotify:
open.spotify.com/show/1JnUU4rI0QVeD9h38ydEnZ

Subscribe for all the other films we will cover and follow our socials for updates on Instagram for what's coming next: @chelseacristoffor @_suaviter
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Credit for music and footage usage:
Omega Experimental (1970) - Public Domain Footage
Rolling Cumulus, Red Moon Rising - Royalty Free Stock Footage
Light Leak Liquid - Free Stock Footage Archive
Spider and Fly, Angel of Peace - Free Royalty Archive
Mystic Moth Mirror - Free Stock Footage Archive
Static Glitch Screen - Red Retro TV
Wind Sound Effect - Sound Effect TV
Plaint - Kevin MacLeod
Gloria, Mozart Mass in C minor KV 427 - Gardiner & Fantasia in D minor, K. 397 & Don Giovanni, K. 527 - Overture & Violin Concerto No. 1 in B-flat major, K. 207 II. Adagio - ALL from musopen.org
And music and footage from the film itself, Amadeus

Film Poems RETURNS HERE with AMADEUS (1984) - TRAILER

Chelsea Cristoffor 2026-03-26 | You've died in a world where film isn't felt, it's consumed. It's time to LIVE again. Film Poems returns in a new format with the Milos Forman masterwork, Amadeus (1984). It will be moving HERE to this channel from now on. You can still watch the old episodes at the old channel @FilmPoems_Studio or on Spotify:
open.spotify.com/show/1JnUU4rI0QVeD9h38ydEnZ

This trailer features the beautiful song "one day,one sight" by flat7.

Subscribe for the new season's episodes and follow our socials for updates on Instagram for what's coming next: @chelseacristoffor @_suaviter

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You belong to something older. Take back your ancient heart. (Ambient RTS world mix, vol. 2)

Chelsea Cristoffor 2026-03-25 | The future has killed your ancient heart. Take it BACK with this mixtape, inspired by Age of Mythology, Age of Empires, Myst, RTS games, and the world of ancient civilizations.

NO AI involved. I painstakingly put these mixtapes together all by hand and with careful selection to take you on the perfect ride. All music belongs to its respective rights holders. This upload is for archival // appreciation purposes. Track list below:

00:00 Saltarello - Dead Can Dance
02:34 Dawn of the Iconoclast - Dead Can Dance
04:23 The Hellespont - 0 A.D. OST / Omri Lahav
06:31 Bard Dance - Enya
07:53 Carolan's Welcome - Liadan
09:53 Deadwood Ridge - Myst III OST / Jack Wall
12:05 Peaks of Atlas - 0 A.D. OST / Omri Lahav
15:04 Forest Flute Song - Kirill Bogomilov
17:37 Blessing of Vivec - Morrowind OST / Jeremy Soule
20:54 Soul Image - Peter Zenmotions
23:41 A Cool Wind Is Blowing - Dijivan Gasparyan
27:41 Overlooking - Ad Dios
31:36 The Road Ahead - 0 A.D. OST / Omri Lahav
36:39 Standing Stones - Ad Dios
41:19 Theme From Edanna - Myst III OST / Jack Wall
44:44 Never Mind the Slacks and Bashers - Age of Mythology: Retold OST / Tilman Silescu
48:07 Seasons Through the Ages (Rain) - Age of Empires OST / Todd Masten
51:08 Soul Surfing - Gavia
54:31 Talmberg Atmosphere 6 - Kingdom Come: Deliverance OST / Adam Sporka x Jan Valta

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You belong to something older. Take back your ancient heart. (Ambient RTS world mix, vol. 1)

Chelsea Cristoffor 2026-03-18 | The future has killed your ancient heart. Take it BACK with this mixtape, inspired by Age of Mythology, Age of Empires, Myst, RTS games, and the world of ancient civilizations.

NO AI involved. I painstakingly put these mixtapes together all by hand and with careful selection to take you on the perfect ride. All music belongs to its respective rights holders. This upload is for archival // appreciation purposes. Track list below:

00:00 Winter at Tintagel - Ad Dios
03:35 Le Serpent Rouge - Arcana
06:59 Anabasis - Dead Can Dance
12:55 Mediterranean Waves - 0 A.D. OST
17:21 Lady Sovereignty - Jeff Johnson x Brian Dunning
21:37 Compass Rose - Myst OST
23:04 The Lotus - Hans-Andre Stamm
25:41 Nearest Island - Myst IV OST
28:32 Epona - Enya
30:10 Planetarium - Myst OST
32:48 Magical India - Ayurveda
36:23 Dusk at the Market - Oblivion OST
38:31 Highland Mist - 0 A.D.
42:27 Hall of Spirits - Myst IV OST
44:56 Un-finale - Myst OST
46:52 Egredimini - Ophelia's Dream
49:56 Caelestes - Gavia
53:54 Severance - Dead Can Dance

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What it sounds like when it ends // GAME OVER LULLABY

Chelsea Cristoffor 2026-02-22 | Original melody with soft vocals and an end of the world calm. Amazing beat by Matt Torres.

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Vampire: The Masquerade world building mixtape (Dark trip-hop & cinematic mix)

Chelsea Cristoffor 2026-02-21 | A goth electronica, trip-hop, & dark cinematic mixtape for worldbuilding your Vampire: The Masquerade chronicle or writing your pitch black fiction. Perfect for immersive roleplay or hard romp through a pity party.

Built for:
🩸 Creating vampire cities and domains
🩸 Late-night lore writing
🩸 Tragic backstories
🩸 Dining on the despair of the ages

Best experienced at night.
Tracklist below.

All music belongs to its respective rights holders. This upload is for archival // appreciation purposes. NO AI involved, I meticulously put these mixtapes together all by myself!

00:00 Humanity Gone - Gesaffelstein
10:37 Sunday Afternoons - Vanessa Daou
14:24 The Brazen Head - Jon Everist
16:21 Old Credits No One Heard - Akuma Kira
18:10 Colour Me - Dot Allison
22:38 Fear of Flying - Bowery Electric
28:16 Everything - Maya Jane Coles x Karin Park
32:23 The Well (Remix) - Soma Sonic
36:45 Wax and Wane - Cocteau Twins
40:45 Save Room - Masami Ueda
41:43 Silent Spring - Massive Attack x Elizabeth Fraser
44:49 A Crooked God - Resina
49:07 Walk to My Still Beating Mind - Jim Williams
51:26 It's No Good - Depeche Mode
57:22 Mother's Gone - Trouble
1:01:38 Downtown Theme (Alternative Version) - Rik Scaffer

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Chill Age of Mythology & Age of Empires mix so you can FOCUS, STUDY, & WIN the war

Chelsea Cristoffor 2026-02-20 | 1 HOUR CHILL MIX of the Age of Mythology and Age of Empires I & II soundtrack for focusing, studying, gaming, and strategizing so you can win the war.

All music belongs to its respective rights holders. This upload is for archival // appreciation purposes. NO AI involved. Credit to the photo artist: Storaro Art on Pinterest. Track list below:

00:00 T Station - AOE II
03:59 Fine Layers of Slaysenflite - AOM
06:59 Flavor Cats - AOM
09:56 The Monkey Book - AOE II
14:21 Eat Your Potatoes - AOM
17:33 Caravan (Party) - AOE I
20:27 Shamburger - AOE II
23:49 Hoping for Real Betterness - AOM
26:53 The Ballad of Ace Lebaron - AOM
29:53 Adult Swim - AOM
32:48 Coming of the Huns - AOE I
36:01 Drizzle - AOE II
40:08 Behold the Great Science Fi - AOM
42:37 Chocolate Outline - AOM
46:03 Tide Me Over, Warm ‘em Ups - AOE II
50:09 Suture Self - AOM
53:18 Singing Bronze Bowls - AOE I
56:10 Whirling Dulcimer - AOE I

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its okay, you can feel this way (mixtape vol. 10 // FINALE)

Chelsea Cristoffor 2025-10-11 | 🌅I make all of these mixtapes by hand, pouring hours into finding the perfect pace and emotional ride. With that said:

whatever you're feeling, no matter how niche, it's okay--you can feel it. if it's inside of you, you can handle it. so here's a space of time for you to go deeper into that feeling that's a little harder to name, harder to pin down, harder to move through. but don't worry--you don't ~need~ to name it. you only need to feel it. and now you can. 💓💓💓

songs from the #mixtape :
in church - m83
the itchy glowbo blow - cocteau twins
spoken bones - erang
esoragoto - visual arts / key
the revd mustard his installation prelude - nico muhly x james mcvinnie
stretcher - beggars opera
cosmic cove galaxy - caleb do
gentle Thursday (instrumental) - music emporium
blind at heart - lunar lock
eryth sea (night) - caleb do
conclusive - domotic
countenance - nektar
aikea-guinea - cocteau twins
ピンピンコロリ - desert sand feels warm at night
lil' wonders theme - underwater wonders original soundtrack
as one - finch

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its okay, you can feel this way (mixtape vol. 9)

Chelsea Cristoffor 2025-10-09 | 🌅I make all of these mixtapes by hand, pouring hours into finding the perfect pace and emotional ride. With that said:

whatever you're feeling, no matter how niche, it's okay--you can feel it. if it's inside of you, you can handle it. so here's a space of time for you to go deeper into that feeling that's a little harder to name, harder to pin down, harder to move through. but don't worry--you don't ~need~ to name it. you only need to feel it. and now you can. 💓💓💓 this is a series, so be sure to subscribe to catch the last one that's coming up!

songs from the #mixtape :
hands of the priestess part ii - steve hackett
lost colors - my merry may ost
has to be (instrumental - slowed) - afterlives
outro (shaved) - the veldt
lake ariel - mixandmash
caustic fungus - drew mulholland x garden gate
mono no aware - michael vidal
requiem - beggars opera
i love my friends - effoharkay
winter (the wind can be still) - concernedape
kim - steve hackett
impromptu - beggars opera
karu - patrick moral x bill bruford
violet veil - astral zone
flying with lux - blind mr. jones
january - loving
the lovers - steve hackett
we'll come around - murr
running woman - shiho yabuki
dreams - faye wong

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its okay, you can feel this way (mixtape vol. 8)

Chelsea Cristoffor 2025-10-05 | 🌅I make all of these mixtapes by hand, pouring hours into finding the perfect pace and emotional ride. With that said:

whatever you're feeling, no matter how niche, it's okay--you can feel it. if it's inside of you, you can handle it. so here's a space of time for you to go deeper into that feeling that's a little harder to name, harder to pin down, harder to move through. but don't worry--you don't ~need~ to name it. you only need to feel it. and now you can. 💓💓💓 this is a new series, so be sure to subscribe to catch the rest that are coming up!

songs from the #mixtape :
in the beginning - roy buchanan
charon v - 1000 eyes
pitch the baby - cocteau twins
palm springs- nobuko toda x kazuma jinnouchi
unicorn - bel canto
a life without loss - bellawella
taikutsu - hideki taniuchi
skylines - miami nights 1984
little spacey - cocteau twins
misa no kodoku - hideki taniuchi
starline drift - bridget hastings
nimbus - beggars opera
crescent - jeffre cantu-ledesma
the silence of a candle - oregon
your love is my drug - exhibit
and soon it will all be gone - @gakhed
peace and serenity - avith ortega x akira yamaoka
ella megalast burls forever - cocteau twins

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Art by niina_ (sunsun_2727)

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its okay, you can feel this way (mixtape vol. 7)

Chelsea Cristoffor 2025-09-22 | 🌅I make all of these mixtapes by hand, pouring hours into finding the perfect pace and emotional ride. With that said:

whatever you're feeling, no matter how niche, it's okay--you can feel it. if it's inside of you, you can handle it. so here's a space of time for you to go deeper into that feeling that's a little harder to name, harder to pin down, harder to move through. but don't worry--you don't ~need~ to name it. you only need to feel it. and now you can. 💓💓💓 this is a new series, so be sure to subscribe to catch the rest that are coming up!

songs from the #mixtape :
charon iii - 1000 eyes
barrack - nobuko toda x kazuma jinnouchi
pass - officer john
sunset on slack - quie7qui77ers
untitled - v1 - hanahata
one day,one sight - flat7
portcullis - fief
end of small sanctuary - elyndrax x akira yamaoka
hello world - scizzie
and then... - david gilmour
the night falls - sega sound team
bird song - orange cake mix
twilight serenade - scizzie
wake up - santiago melo
quiet air - steins gate ost
dreamers tied to chairs - ashrae fax

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its okay, you can feel this way (mixtape vol. 6)

Chelsea Cristoffor 2025-09-19 | 🌅I make all of these mixtapes by hand, pouring hours into finding the perfect pace and emotional ride. With that said:

whatever you're feeling, no matter how niche, it's okay--you can feel it. if it's inside of you, you can handle it. so here's a space of time for you to go deeper into that feeling that's a little harder to name, harder to pin down, harder to move through. but don't worry--you don't ~need~ to name it. you only need to feel it. and now you can. 💓💓💓 this is a new series, so be sure to subscribe to catch the rest that are coming up!

songs from the #mixtape :
evening colors - laurence vanay
shimmer - kaymo
charon iv - 1000 eyes
night owl - katey laurel
not ready to let go - @gakhed
your new home - exhibit
valle celeste - bruno battisti d'amario x edda dell'orso
let not the sun go down - aition x anna-maria oramo
meadowlark - flat7
echo of the past - jonathan geer
dance of the moonlight jellies - concernedape
ondine - claudio constantini
incontro la contessa - bruno nicolai x edda dell'orso
your home - kuniyuki takahashi
winter - elyndrax x concernedape
another day gone by - @gakhed
after 13 years (instrumental demo) - !disdain
kids, yesterday - rishicore
seekers who are lovers - cocteau twins
bourgbare - flat7

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its okay, you can feel this way (mixtape vol. 5)

Chelsea Cristoffor 2025-08-16 | 🌅I make all of these mixtapes by hand, pouring hours into finding the perfect pace and emotional ride. With that said:

whatever you're feeling, no matter how niche, it's okay--you can feel it. if it's inside of you, you can handle it. so here's a space of time for you to go deeper into that feeling that's a little harder to name, harder to pin down, harder to move through. but don't worry--you don't ~need~ to name it. you only need to feel it. and now you can. 💓💓💓 this is a new series, so be sure to subscribe to catch the rest that are coming up!

songs from the #mixtape :
return to the dark dungeon - erang
cocktails in space - nmesh
black duck - rodney vernzi
flying through sound - voi
two for the road - henry mancini
sweet night - metadream
watering a flower - ningen
everyone hates you! (acoustic) - минута агонии
where gods sleep - blxck11
fascination (from "love in the afternoon") - living strings
ゆっくり漂う - desert sand feels warm at night
celestial drift - voi
prism lights - mishana
the moonlight carnival - skye
vita segreta di una diciottenne 7 - gianni marchetti x nora orlandi
dream incantation - ganadi
instant death - evilgiane x nourished by time x goner
屋烏の愛 - desert sand feels warm at night
love theme from "sunflower" - henry mancini
the umbrella man (robin guthrie remix) - orange crate art x robin guthrie

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its okay, you can feel this way (mixtape vol. 4)

Chelsea Cristoffor 2025-07-31 | 🌅I make all of these mixtapes by hand, pouring hours into finding the perfect pace and emotional ride. With that said:

whatever you're feeling, no matter how niche, it's okay--you can feel it. if it's inside of you, you can handle it. so here's a space of time for you to go deeper into that feeling that's a little harder to name, harder to pin down, harder to move through. but don't worry--you don't ~need~ to name it. you only need to feel it. and now you can. 💓💓💓 this is a new series, so be sure to subscribe to catch the rest that are coming up!

*Yume Nikki art made by the artist @z_xian19 on Reddit

songs from the #mixtape :
our hearts are racing but we mustn't run - the herbalists
dusk - harmonic cloud
shelly's theme (reprise) - bunny boy
in heaven - dick stusso
baby daughter - jeff majors
walking - pat's soundhouse
memories in wildflower and the setting sun - hole dweller
per un momento - james dashow
考える - desert sand feels warm at night
nickel carbon oxygen - screams x miserable teens club
the glade where we fell into silence - sunken grove
voyage of illumination - felt
poison market - farewell, alaska
castaway - robin guthrie
warhouse - arawak
time to relax - aether
無言の声 - desert sand feels warm at night

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its okay, you can feel this way (mixtape vol. 3)

Chelsea Cristoffor 2025-07-18 | 🌅I make all of these mixtapes by hand, pouring hours into finding the perfect pace and emotional ride. With that said:

whatever you're feeling, no matter how niche, it's okay--you can feel it. if it's inside of you, you can handle it. so here's a space of time for you to go deeper into that feeling that's a little harder to name, harder to pin down, harder to move through. but don't worry--you don't ~need~ to name it. you only need to feel it. and now you can. 💓💓💓 this is a new series, so be sure to subscribe to catch the rest that are coming up!

songs from the #mixtape :
一人で - desert sand feels warm at night
the armour of solacesteel- atlantean sword
you left your soul behind - saskia
ebb tide - houston & dorsey
save room - aetherealroom
the radiant glow of the submerged temple - quest master
live with the moon - chayns
rain prayer - world's end girlfriend
pain - efise x akira yamaoka
sensory deprivation tank - pat's soundhouse
five hundred miles - mamman sani
remembering past - stopsign
傷 - desert sand feels warm at night
i'm so sorry - forlorn
la revacholiere - sea power
自己意識 - desert sand feels warm at night
candy girl - trailer trash tracys

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its okay, you can feel this way (mixtape vol. 2)

Chelsea Cristoffor 2025-07-06 | 🌅I make all of these mixtapes by hand, pouring hours into finding the perfect pace and emotional ride. With that said:

whatever you're feeling, no matter how niche, it's okay--you can feel it. if it's inside of you, you can handle it. so here's a space of time for you to go deeper into that feeling that's a little harder to name, harder to pin down, harder to move through. but don't worry--you don't ~need~ to name it. you only need to feel it. and now you can. 💓💓💓 this is a new series, so be sure to subscribe to catch the rest that are coming up!

*Yume Nikki art credit goes to the artist ryi

songs from the #mixtape :
ballad for space lovers - space
by your grace - beaver & krause
cerulean depths - quest master
l'ours musicien - vangelis
tears of... - avith ortega x akira yamaoka
broken eclipse - bellawella x akira yamaoka
old wooden rafters - toby fox
i've got a letter but the name on the envelope said "mary" (wishful thinking) - iron reich x akira yamaoka
impromptu - toshifumi hinata
12am - toby fox
la mort du loup - vangelis
a dance under moonlit ivy - bramble hedge
this weird feeling - heartbeat in the brain
atrium - toby fox
thoughtful - ludowic
velvet echoes - aetherealdream

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How Self-Development & Video Games Reflect Each Other

Chelsea Cristoffor 2025-07-04 | WHY I make the videos I make.

SPOILERS for:
-D (Sega Saturn)
-Deltarune/Undertale
-Skyrim
-Final Fantasy X

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Music:
-Melancholic Walk by Pix

Credit for the great game footage:
@riderz_13 - Dragon's Dogma 2
@GamersHeroes - Pokemon
@chi - Baldur's Gate 3
@SkyrimAmbience - Skyrim
@IntroVault - D (Sega Saturn) & Lunacy
@poncho - Yume Nikki
& everyone else who allowed me to use their footage for educational purposes!

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its okay, you can feel this way (mixtape vol. 1)

Chelsea Cristoffor 2025-06-24 | 🌅I make all of these mixtapes by hand, pouring hours into finding the perfect pace and emotional ride. With that said:

whatever you're feeling, no matter how niche, it's okay--you can feel it. if it's inside of you, you can handle it. so here's a space of time for you to go deeper into that feeling that's a little harder to name, harder to pin down, harder to move through. but don't worry--you don't ~need~ to name it. you only need to feel it. and now you can. 💓💓💓 this is a new series, so be sure to subscribe to catch the rest that are coming up!

songs from the #mixtape :
good places - beaver & krause
drowning (slowed) - vague003
val ship - last bible 3 ost
shop - waterworld ost
the vast expanses of the midland stronghold - quest master
silky way - kraan
ocean of memories - reidenshi
lenny don't cry - @gakhed
i only feel good with you - jean-loc ponty
final zone - after the war ost
soft machine - carol ann
crow - andreas ronnberg
good ending - streets of rage ost
requiem - shining in darkness ost

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Super Mario but with Ominous Stoicism

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Clouds from Cory Arcangel.
More Than This - Roxy Music.

your lifes a passing dream (chill FFX / FFX-2 inspired mixtape)

Chelsea Cristoffor 2025-06-01 | 🌅I make all of these mixtapes by hand, pouring hours into finding the perfect pace and emotional ride. With that said:

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Tracks:
Dreaming - Austin Farwell
Boru - US Golf 95
Heaven's Night - Avith Ortega x Akira Yamaoka
At The End Of The World, In The Desert Of Oblivion And Love - Luke Kokoska
Aquarium's Afternoon - Heartbeat in the brain
A Little Piece of Heaven - Jarren Crist
The Day of Night - Avith Ortega x Akira Yamaoka
Wedding Ballet - Austin Farwell
starlights - nohssiwi x liminalyx
Logging In - xploshi
Verdi's Quo - slowed + reverb - feuqi
Radiant Ruins - Urotsuki
When You Sleep - Pastel Ghost
Lost in Vivo - Piano Rendition - Jarren Crist

What it feels like to finally be free

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When you remember what it all might mean

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your feelings are waiting to be felt // MASTER COMPILATION of the Feel Your Feelings Mixtapes

Chelsea Cristoffor 2025-02-26 | feel whatever feelings you're feeling right now. there's nothing you have to change or fix. allow yourself to notice the feelings. don't label them. just feel them. appreciate yourself in this very simple way.

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its time for you to feel your feelings, mixtape vol. 10 (FINALE)

Chelsea Cristoffor 2025-02-07 | feel whatever feelings you're feeling right now. there's nothing you have to change or fix. allow yourself to notice the feelings. don't label them. just feel them. appreciate yourself in this very simple way.

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the #playlist to #feel:
wersailles (planeur) - chassol
fear of flying - bowery electric
save room - masami usda
to here knows when - my bloody valentine
nights - rain circle
it's cold outside (slowed & reverb) - tioux
ww - other nothing
pleaser ii - lester
saferoom - miwako chinone
nn - other nothing
creature, pt. 1 - djrum
安息 - capcom sound team
off the oil - patrick holland
machine gun - slowdive

I sing #3

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I sing #1

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Excerpt from GOOD FLOWER BAD FLOWER

Chelsea Cristoffor 2025-02-04 | GOOD FLOWER BAD FLOWER (#GFBF) OUT NOW.
SO YOU NEVER FORGET WHO YOU ARE AGAIN:
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You have been called to the path to act as the angel's paladin and help her decide the fate of the realms of good and evil. But can it really be so simple? Go on an ENORMOUS visual odyssey in this choose your own ending novel about love and the power of creation.

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appreciation

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Suspirium, Thom Yorke Cover

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FEELINGS

Chelsea Cristoffor 2025-02-02 | But observing my stories...that's cool.
romantic streams by sleep (infinity symbol) over

Check out my Feel Your Feelings Mixtapes for more!!

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feel with me

Chelsea Cristoffor 2025-02-02 | (even a few seconds makes a difference, stack these experiences up)

shoutout to @any_austin for the sick tee.
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#skyrim #skyrimandchill #relaxingskyrim #feelyourfeelings #feels #feelings #chill #relax #slowdown

how simple it is to get into the present moment

Chelsea Cristoffor 2025-01-31 | A train passes by and suddenly you're in.

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its time for you to feel your feelings, mixtape vol. 9

Chelsea Cristoffor 2025-01-30 | feel whatever feelings you're feeling right now. there's nothing you have to change or fix. allow yourself to notice the feelings. don't label them. just feel them. appreciate yourself in this very simple way.

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the #playlist to #feel:
a midsummer nice dream - ochre
save theme - capcom sound team
why do I feel this way - departureskies
fossils - downhill2k01
as the light fades - a vow
#20 (lichen) - brendan eder ensemble
a moment of relief - capcom sound team
pet shop b - dj lostboi
ily - tioux
sigh of relief - capcom sound team
televangelism - @mothercain
eat yourself - @goldfrapp

its time for you to feel your feelings, mixtape vol. 8

Chelsea Cristoffor 2025-01-21 | feel whatever feelings you're feeling right now. there's nothing you have to change or fix. allow yourself to notice the feelings. don't label them. just feel them. appreciate yourself in this very simple way.

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the #playlist to #feel:
jarren crist - graceful serenity
memories apart - knonzzz
some sort of paradise - robin guthrie
start living - @trapeia
afterthought - endless withdrawal
blooded and blossom-blown - loveliescrushing
morning - @trapeia
evergreen - endless withdrawal
the blue book - robin guthrie
orange blossom - jarren crist
know who you are at every age - cocteau twins

its time for you to feel your feelings, mixtape vol. 7

Chelsea Cristoffor 2025-01-14 | feel whatever feelings you're feeling right now. there's nothing you have to change or fix. allow yourself to notice the feelings. don't label them. just feel them. appreciate yourself in this very simple way.

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the #playlist to #feel:
lightbeams - oneheart x inertia
second sun - bonobo
approaching the beast - nicolas godin
highschool lover - air
atop the world - flashygoodness
leave this place - trapeia
rain inside (slowed & reverb) - oneheart x antent
hybrid meteor - skip skip ben ben
love theme from "Romeo and Juliet" - henry mancini
sanctuary zero - flashygoodness
south side - the radio dept.
sun organ - black moth super rainbow
dreaming - akuma kira
afternoon sister - air
deep honey - goldfrapp

its time for you to feel your feelings, mixtape vol. 6

Chelsea Cristoffor 2025-01-08 | feel whatever feelings you're feeling right now. there's nothing you have to change or fix. allow yourself to notice the feelings. don't label them. just feel them. appreciate yourself in this very simple way.

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the #playlist to #feel:
this is my beloved - mort garson
starzzz - loukeman
autumn song - alessandro alessandroni x giluliano sorgini
marsriegel - bassti
did you see - woo
slow light - moby
winter astral - beverly glenn-copeland
life + you - infinite bisous
orchid - black sabbath
white awakening - les rallizes denudes
pendulum - faten kanaan
18th parallel - vesuvio solo
guitar flute & string - moby
main theme a - kazumasa hashimoto
jumzzz - loukeman
seefu lilac - black moth super rainbow
think (instrumental) - curtis mayfield

...if you want the full experience, I was going to include this song as the very last one, but it had be to removed for copyright reasons:
la metaphore - jacques dutronc