VCTMS - Was It Worth It? Ft. Patrick Somoulay Of Reflections [Official Music Video] (NEW 2018) VCTMS 2018-10-23 | Catch us on our "Halfway Happy" Cd release tour this fall! 10/28 Cincinnati, OH @ Q's Dungeon goo.gl/tXibfi10/29 Pittsburg, PA @ Mr. Roboto's goo.gl/djZoAw10/30 Earlton, NY @ Brennan's goo.gl/n4CwUr11/1 Manchester, NH @ Bungalow goo.gl/xz7FPz11/2 Boston, MA @ Sons Of Italy goo.gl/a26ZCh11/3 Long Island, NY @ Shaker's Pub goo.gl/ZtmttL11/5 Chesapeake, VA @ Riffhouse goo.gl/VveCeq11/6 Philadelphia, PA @ Voltage Lounge goo.gl/vy2w1e11/7 Charlotte, NC @ The Milestone 11/9 Brandon, FL @ The Noise Box 11/10 Jacksonville, FL @ Nighthawks11/11 Birmingham, AL @ Homeroom at UAB11/14 Detroit, MI @ Hot Rock Sports goo.gl/9fqaZh11/15 Youngstown, OH @ Youngstown Bowlgoo.gl/RviBNu11/16 Oshkosh, WI @ Titan Undergroundgoo.gl/d83fTp11/17 Wausau, WI @ Labor Temple goo.gl/rPeSWp11/18 Burnsville, MN @ The Garage goo.gl/WJYBEUPurchase "Vol. III Halfway Happy" here:Physical: vctmsofficial.comDigital: https://victimsil.bandcamp.com..ITUNES: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/vol...Stream fanlink.to/HALFWAYHAPPYVideo by Eddie Curran Of Enterprise Films facebook.com/EnterpriseFilms
VCTMS - Bitter // Pill (feat. Elijah Witt) VCTMS 2023-04-04 | Official Music Video for Bitter // Pill ft. Elijah Witt of Cane Hill ► Listen now 👇 spoti.fi/3Mdou7NWarning: This video has been identified by Epilepsy Action to potentially trigger seizures for people with photosensitive epilepsy. Viewer discretion is advised.► Itunes & morebit.ly/Bitterpill► Bandcamp victimsil.bandcamp.comFollow VCTMS ► 𝐒𝐩𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐟𝐲 https://spoti.fi/2WkFb67► 𝐓𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 twitter.com/VCTMSIL► 𝐈𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐦 instagram.com/vctmsil► 𝐅𝐚𝐜𝐞𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤 facebook.com/VCTMSILLyrics: why do I feel so broken yet so numb? one day I’m wallowing in self pitythe next i’m hurting the ones that I love eyes red throats dry depression kills for yet another night everyday I dissociate I’ve found peace in my anger and ice in my veins fatigue weighs heavy on my mind like a poison that hollows out my insides every part of me is turning cold please just freeze my soul eyes red, throats dry depression kills for yet another night everyday I dissociate I’ve found peace in my anger and ice in my veins Where do you draw the line? everything's built in a casket everything goes to die it’s a cycle we repeat A bitter pill that kills you till you sleepI find it harder to and harder to breathe knowing you have to feel everyone who fucking leaves to feel life’s lonely disease life is a lonely disease Why do I feel so broken yet so numb? one day I’m wallowing in self pity the next i’m hurting the ones that I love eyes red throats dry the pressure kills for yet another night everyday I dissociateI’ve found peace in my anger and ice in my veins Where do you draw the line? everything's built in a casket everything goes to die it’s a cycle we repeat it's a cycle we repeatA bitter pill that kills you till you sleepWhere do you draw the line? everything goes to die. Engineered / Mixed / Mastered / by Cody Stewart Video shot by Toddi BabuVideo edit by Dylan Gould Artwork by Raidensart
VCTMS - The Dearly Beloved (Official Video) VCTMS 2022-10-04 | Official Stream for “The Dearly Beloved“ ► Listen now 👇https://spoti.fi/3RA0dYr► Itunes & morebit.ly/Thedearlybeloved► Bandcamp victimsil.bandcamp.comFollow VCTMS ► 𝐒𝐩𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐟𝐲 https://spoti.fi/2WkFb67► 𝐓𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 twitter.com/VCTMSIL► 𝐈𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐦 instagram.com/vctmsil► 𝐅𝐚𝐜𝐞𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤 facebook.com/VCTMSILLyrics: And on a cycle I sit Drinking myself sick To feel the slightest bit of happiness to have everything i want to forget sink Anything to numb the pain Anything to face away What more did you want from me?You took everything, and made this love violent What could I have said? I just drowned in the silence A love made violent And I was built to lose There’s no beauty in destructionThere’s just salt in my wounds And on a cycle I sit As I peel back this skin Resisting the urge to get my revenge Cross my heart as i’m dying inside how did it feel? when you twisted the knife How did it feel? A recipe for disaster My body in bloom This growing resentment is all reserved for youI anticipate the worst to comeSo much I never speak of This carousal never stops Exhaustion will strangle me til my body dropsDearly beloved you’ve marked me with your rage The light has left my eyes As they turned from green to grey Suffocating underneath The anger you displaced on meIt was hard to leave It was hard to stay In this space between you and me I just want peace I just want to sleep Sedate me so I can’t feel anythingI want to feel anything other than this. Engineered / Mixed / Mastered / by Matt Guglielmo Video by Dylan Gould Artwork by Deathcult Creative Vocal recording by Andrei MilosevicCo/created by Devin MacGillivrayLyrics & Vocal patterns by Meredith Henderson
VCTMS - PULL FROM THE HURT (feat. Dylan Torre & Patrick Dowling) VCTMS 2021-06-16 | Official Music Video for "Pull From The Hurt" off our upcoming record, "Vol IV. Numb The Ache" out July 9th, 2021. ► Pre-save the album now: bit.ly/vol4numbtheache► Listen now 👇https://spoti.fi/3cLEoDS► Pre-order our Exclusive Merch & Physical copies for "Vol. IV Numb The Ache" https://www.vctmsofficial.com/vol-iv-...► Digital Pre-order:http://bit.ly/NUMBTHEACHE► Bandcamp victimsil.bandcamp.comVideo shot by Austin ScherzbergEditor/Colorist: Matthue ColeWeeping wound shots filmed by Toddi BabuRecorded by Scott McGinnis Mixed / Mastered / Drum Engineering by Matt Guglielmo Follow VCTMS ► 𝐒𝐩𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐟𝐲 https://spoti.fi/2WkFb67► 𝐓𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 twitter.com/VCTMSIL► 𝐈𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐦 instagram.com/vctmsil► 𝐅𝐚𝐜𝐞𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤 facebook.com/VCTMSILLyrics: an unfulfilling sadness pollutes my tired soulI don’t know who I am anymore, sick of feeling so low I flirt with su*cide maybe it’ll kill my pain does anybody ache like I ache? Lifeless I lay burning at the stakePull from the hurt retake controlwhy’s it so hard to feel whole? Pull from the hurt retake controlWhy is it so hard to let go?I wish I could kill off my mindI wish I could kill off my mind I wish I could kill off my mind But every time I try I find myself back at the bottomI'm sick of burdening others with all my problems bruises and contusions; grandeur delusion I'd beat myself to death if it were an appropriate solutioni’m strangled beneath my doubt Hope I choke I flirt with su*cide maybe it’ll kill my pain does anybody ache like I ache? Lifeless I lay burning at the stake
VCTMS - HELL IS OTHER PEOPLE (OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO) VCTMS 2021-04-30 | Official Music Video for "Hell Is Other People" off our upcoming record, "Vol IV. Numb The Ache" out July 9th, 2021. ► Listen now 👇https://spoti.fi/331kcs6► Pre-order our Exclusive Merch & Physical copies for "Vol. IV Numb The Ache" vctmsofficial.com/vol-iv-numb-the-ache► Digital Pre-order:http://bit.ly/NUMBTHEACHE► Bandcamp victimsil.bandcamp.comFollow VCTMS ► 𝐒𝐩𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐟𝐲 https://spoti.fi/2WkFb67► 𝐓𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 twitter.com/VCTMSIL► 𝐈𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐦 instagram.com/vctmsil► 𝐅𝐚𝐜𝐞𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤 facebook.com/VCTMSILLyrics The darkest eyes the devil's eyes peeled back cold and deadfrail hands gripped tight around their neck legs limp as they struggled to the end was it me that enjoyed this?a man now a corpse on the ground laying lifeless Dug to the soil in a coffin fucking spineless Everyone is miserable but some can't hide it When you lose everything what else is there to lose? break someone else apart and just tear them in twomisery loves me and it knows me bestpush me off the deep end and bring me deaththe hand I extend is putting you to rest I hope if you survive it that nobody spares you any kindness I hope you break under your vices and I hope you hurt just like I didEat shitVideo shot by Austin ScherzbergEditor/Colorist:Third Eye Visuals facebook.com/thirdeyevisualsausRecorded by Scott McGinnis Mixed / Mastered / Drum Engineering by Matt Guglielmo
VCTMS - New Face // Same Loneliness (Feat. Juan Gutierrez) VCTMS 2021-03-19 | Official Music Video for "New Face // Same Loneliness" off our upcoming record, "Vol IV. Numb The Ache" out Summer 2021. Listen NOW: http://bit.ly/VCTMSBLC► Pre-order our Exclusive Merch & Physical copies for "Vol. IV Numb The Ache" vctmsofficial.com/vol-iv-numb-the-ache► Digital Pre-order:Follow us on Spotify https://spoti.fi/2WkFb67Fanlinkvctms.fanlink.to/NFSLVideo shot by Matthue Cole & Austin ScherzbergEditor/Colorist: Matthue ColeFt. Juan Gutierrez of A Friend A Foe Check them out here: facebook.com/AFriendAFoeRecorded by Scott McGinnis Mixed / Mastered / Drum Engineering by Matt Guglielmo Lyrics: i’m not a saint i’m not a savior I’m far from perfect closer to a failureI’m not who you want me to be I don’t know what you expect out of me i’m not a saint i’m not a savior I’m far from perfect Pressure it feeds my doubtand it's all becoming too muchlosing my patience caged by my angerI’ve been gone for quite some time hanging over this hole in my heart you left me wounded & unlovable why was your company insufferable? Losing you wasn’t the hard part It was knowing it can not be undone I compare everyone to you Love is just a feeling that made me feel used Made me feel usedI’m coping without closure As I sink lower than before I guess i’m hanging on but I don’t love you anymore I’m coping without closer and i am lower than before I guess i’m hanging on but I can't love you anymore Closed myself off so I can attempt to heal I still ask, was it ever real? was it ever real? Nurse my wound, dress my self esteem Stitch my shame, i’m left uncleanDon’t ever ask me to stay againNo longer will I be broken at your expense
VCTMS - Carefully // Caged (feat. Darius Tehrani) VCTMS 2021-02-03 | Official Music Video for "Carefully // Caged" off our upcoming record, "Vol IV. Numb The Ache" out Summer 2021. Listen NOW: https://spoti.fi/3oLpMYi► Pre-order our Exclusive Merch & Physical copies for "Vol. IV Numb The Ache" vctmsofficial.com/vol-iv-numb-the-ache► Digital Pre-order:vctmsofficial.comFollow us on Spotify https://spoti.fi/2WkFb67Fanlinkffm.to/carefullycagedVideo by Eddie Curran at Enterprise Films Darius footage by Amber Parades Recorded by Scott McGinnis Mixed / Mastered / Drum Engineering by Matt Guglielmo Lyrics:Watch me as I suffocate Medication to sooth my aches Numbs my constant fear of change Addiction is a slow decay Restless shakes bruised veins God will i ever fucking feel safe I fell in love with my depression The only thing that was consistent I hated how empty I felt but at least it kept me distant Everything i love will slowly dissipate Everyone i know will be ripped away What's the fucking point it's getting harder to pretend How do escape the relativity in this? Nothing is beautiful Nothing is forever That thought alone strips me of my efforts Maybe when i'm older I won't be so scared to die Maybe in time death won't be so fragile in my mind I fell in love with my depression The only thing that was consistent I've hated how empty I've felt but at least it's kept me distant Watch me as I suffocate Medication to sooth my aches Numbs my constant fear of change Addiction is a slow decay Restless shakes bruised veins God will i ever fucking feel safe Addiction is a slow decay Feelings of neglect feelings of regret How the fuck could I ever forget I'm addicted to despondency It bleeds into everythingWritten by VCTMS
VCTMS - Weak Willed (Official Visual; Tw) VCTMS 2020-10-30 | This video has been identified to potentially trigger so exited for people who with photosensitive epilepsy. Watch with caution. 1st track off our split split EP "Misery In Death" OUT NOW New Merchandise to celebrate (official store) bit.ly/30eSSWxListen here: fanlink.to/miseryindeathVideo made by Sam Back Visuals VCTMS half - Drum engineering, mixing and mastering by Matt GuglielmoTracked by Scott Mcginnisall rights reserved
VCTMS - I Am Death (Official Visual; Tw) VCTMS 2020-10-30 | This video has been identified to potentially trigger so exited for people who with photosensitive epilepsy. Watch with caution. 3rd track off our split split EP "Misery In Death" OUT NOW New Merchandise to celebrate (official store) bit.ly/30eSSWxListen here: fanlink.to/miseryindeathVideo made by Sam Back Visuals VCTMS half - Drum engineering, mixing and mastering by Matt GuglielmoTracked by Scott Mcginnisall rights reserved
VCTMS - Hell Is Empty (Official visual; Tw) VCTMS 2020-10-30 | This video has been identified to potentially trigger so exited for people who with photosensitive epilepsy. Watch with caution. Off our split EP "Misery In Death" OUT NOW New Merchandise to celebrate (official store) bit.ly/30eSSWxListen on Spotify, Apple music, and more https://spoti.fi/37UO3pOapple.co/2HOcw5xBandcamp victimsil.bandcamp.comVideo made by Sam Back Visuals VCTMS half - Drum engineering, mixing and mastering by Matt GuglielmoTracked by Scott Mcginnisall rights reserved
VCTMS - Between Tragedy Deadly Flowers Bloom Ft. Josh Of Strangled VCTMS 2020-08-11 | Limited Edition Merch line available here until Aug 16th vctmsofficial.com/storeTracked by Scott Mcginnis Mixed / Mastered by Sam Bottner Music video shot by Austin Scherzburg Editor/Colorist: Matthue ColeSpotify https://spoti.fi/3iwCWWhItunes / Apple Music apple.co/2XKDiRhCheck out Strangled here facebook.com/strangledbandLyrics Clenched fist Face first Blood spilled What’s worse? Dying to live or Living to hurt Tell me the use? Tell me what to do? And suddenly everything changedI feel my youth slip from me Violence violence that’s all I seeI’m growing restless Begging to bleed You couldn't tell by the look in my eyesI'm face to face with the void insideBut who gives a fuckI wanna separate the narrative from the situationAvoid institutionBut the time to rise is now, bitch, I'm doneShades of grey It permeatesMy eyes they watch as the color fadesWhat’s the beauty in tragedy? To live through the dark To aid a bleeding heart Clenched fist Face first Blood spilled What’s worse? Dying to live or Living to hurt Tell me the use? Tell me what to do? Clenched fist Face first Blood spilled What’s worse? Dying to live or Living to hurt Tell me the pointWe live to die It's not fair to think I can depend on you to fulfill my soulAbandon the thought to think this will ever changeBury them all, strangledFuck you *****What's the use of explaining if no ones going to understandAdolescent hate, birthed in bunkbedsYou couldn't tell by the look in my eyesThat I'm face to face with the void inside
VCTMS - Gutted (ill spill) [Official Visual] NEW SONG 2020 VCTMS 2020-03-20 | Also available on Spotify & Apple Music bit.ly/2vw8I2NLyrics This is what I get for being an artist Spilling my guts, to keep me honest Leading with my heart knowing I’ll destroy it They say this is as good as it getsIt was hard to be different I never understood what I did wrong always been a problem child, the fucked up kid I guess it is what it is But now I got this mean streak, still an outsider incomplete, still learning life’s dismal disease will it ever get better?Cause I’ve been waiting 20 years yet I’m still bitter It’s a dog eat dog world and I promise it’ll break your heartNobody gives a shit that you tried And I’m tired of thinking I’ll survive This is what I get for being an artist Spilling my guts, to keep me honest Leading with my heart knowing I’ll destroy it This is as good as it gets? Honestly Life’s still a cold bitchLife’s still a cold bitch VCTMSFacebook: facebook.com/VCTMSILBandcamp: victimsil.bandcamp.comMerch: vctmsofficial.com/storeRecorded by Scott Mcginnis Mixed / Mastered by Sam Bottner Video edit by Meredith Henderson
VCTMS - Vol. III Halfway Happy [Full Stream] (2018) VCTMS 2018-08-31 | FULL STREAM OF Volume 3 Halfway Happy OUT everywhere Aug 31st! Purchase "Vol. III Halfway Happy" here:Physical: vctmsofficial.comDigital: https://victimsil.bandcamp.com..ITUNES: itunes.apple.com/us/album/vol-iii-halfway-happy/1381156412Stream fanlink.to/HALFWAYHAPPYTracklist: 1. Ask Yourself 2. Crippling // Form3. Tape // Worm (ft. Connor Of Sabella) 4. A lonely place of dying (ft. Kadeem France Of Loathe) 5. Cognitive // Closure 6. Beautifully // Depressing7. Stais (ft. Frankie Palmeri of Emmure)8. Devil's // Door (ft. Aiden Versteegh of Falsifier)9. Misery // Blooms (ft. Jeremy Torres of Deadland)10. The Past Tense (ft Tyler Shelton Of Traitors) 11. Halfway // Happy12. Was It Worth It? (ft. Patrick Somoulay Of Reflections)--VCTMSFacebook: facebook.com/VCTMSILBandcamp: victimsil.bandcamp.comMerch: victimsil.storenvy.comRecorded by Erik Stacy Mixed & Mastered by Jesse Kirkbride Artwork by Dakota BreinlingerVideo by Meredith HendersonSome Footage by Tyler Harrington Sample at beginning of the album by Jake Wolf of Omiah Special Thanks to Greg over at Chugcore, Jimmy at Legacy Printing & Design, Ben Hoagland, Dakota Breinlinger, and everyone who supported VCTMS hope you enjoy the third installment Halfway Happy.
VCTMS - Tape // Worm VCTMS 2018-08-14 | Official Stream for "Tape // Worm" off our upcoming record, "Vol.III Halfway Happy" out August 31st, 2018 ► Pre-order our Exclusive Merch Bundles for "Vol. III Halfway Happy" http://www.victimsil.storenvy.comRUNNING LOW ON ITEMS► Digital Pre-order:vctmsofficial.comVideo by Dylan Gould Recorded by Erik Stacey Mixed / Mastered by J. KirkbrideLyrics: I aged each day while stress weighed heavy on my psyche night brings a hearse and i’ve felt fucking dead lately My disposition is intrusive and i’ve been having difficulty accepting the fact i’m the reason for my miseryoverwhelmed by this debris of doubt, but disregard Everyone left me to fall apart Always on the edge and I don’t know whether I want to keep above or sink below Spending all the days biting my tongueHolding my breath until I empty my lungs Been wishing I meant something to someone Look what you’ve done Do you ever think about when you weren’t so greywhen everything you did wasn’t a mistake Spending all the days biting my tongueHolding my breath until I empty my lungs Been wishing I meant something to someone Look what you’ve doneYou killed the light and laughed with malice so eagerWe took delight in evil twistin our features RepeaterStill the same and it burns everyday but the question remainsWere the weapon loaded?If only hope had held on closerLa Haine still the same but the end grows closer
VCTMS - Halfway // Happy VCTMS 2018-08-07 | Official Stream for "Halfway // Happy" off our upcoming record, "Vol.III Halfway Happy" out August 31st, 2018 ► Pre-order our Exclusive Merch Bundles for "Vol. III Halfway Happy" http://www.victimsil.storenvy.comRUNNING LOW ON ITEMS► Digital Pre-order:vctmsofficial.comVideo by Meredith Henderson Recorded by Erik Stacey Mixed / Mastered by J. KirkbrideLyrics: Blank face, emotionless, anxiety renders me useless And i’m stuck between a rock and a hard place Six feet deep, feeling guilty over past mistakes I’m burnt out, the light in my eyes flicker The anger pent up fucking grows bigger And I feel comfort in downing this liquor Till I feel it slowly tear up my liver Depression will run its course till i’m dead Till i’m numb enough to know there’s nothing left A living corpse untill I wait till the end Does it ever get better? No I just pretend In my head no one else can relate In my head I don’t see the better days I’m seeing so many others happy And all I ever wanted was a taste Happiness never came easy Longed for that feeling believe me It’s hard to find i’ve been searching my whole lifeI come out empty handed every fucking time What’s the point? I’m tired of trying Misery is much more inviting No more hiding, these smiles aren’t sticking hope is slipping, optimisms fucking missing In my head no one else can relate In my head I don’t see the better days I’m seeing so many others happy And all I ever wanted was a taste The color nothing, i’m deadly dull Lack of serotonin is the result Feeling the steady decline Manic episodes at an all time high
VCTMS - Stasis Ft. Frankie Palmeri VCTMS 2018-07-24 | Official Stream for "Stasis ft. Frankie Palmeri of Emmure" off our upcoming record, "Vol.III Halfway Happy" out August 31st, 2018 ► Pre-order our Exclusive Merch Bundles for "Vol. III Halfway Happy" http://www.victimsil.storenvy.comRUNNING LOW ON ITEMS► Digital Pre-order:vctmsofficial.comVideo by Dylan Gould Recorded by Erik Stacey Mixed / Mastered by J. KirkbrideLyrics: clocks ticking & i’m losing myself to my mindbed of nails scraping by on borrowed time I guess every rose has it’s thorn right? I guess everyone’s gotta die sometime The people closest to you, hurt you in ways you never thought they would do just a stranger that you once knew, we’re all toxic people that fill up the roomI’ve lost most faith in myself and even more in everyone else Let’s just be honest and admit we don’t deserve to live haze drifted over and replaced the sun self esteem dissolved i lame legged and hung swallowed my guilt and accepted defeat here I lay hollow still face down on the concrete i’m broken beneath the sting of heartbreak morphine to help with the pain intoxicate me so I can waste away clocks ticking & i’m losing myself to my mindbed of nails scraping by on borrowed time I guess every rose has it’s thorn right? I guess everyone’s gotta die sometime here’s to feeling sorry for yourself Still the one you know and loathe still the one you loathe life’s fucked and that’s just how the story goes Three cheers to giving in, yeah I gave up I’ve always hated the person i’ve become Three cheers to giving in, yeah I gave up I was never good enough to anyone
VCTMS - Cognitive // Closure [Official Music Video] (2018) VCTMS 2018-06-28 | Official Music Video for "Cognitive // Closure" off our upcoming record, "Vol.III Halfway Happy" out Summer of 2018 ► Pre-order our Exclusive Merch Bundles for "Vol. III Halfway Happy" http://www.victimsil.storenvy.com► Digital Pre-order:vctmsofficial.comVideo by Alex Zarek Art & Design www.alexzarek.comfacebook.com/alexzarekartRecorded by Erik Stacey Mixed / Mastered by Jesse KirkbrideLyrics: Still hollow and dead behind the eyes I know i'm barely breathing, struggling to stay aliveMy pain remains constant, i’ve always been addicted to the hurt Set aside these emotions, they've never come firstbrittle and frail so lay me restless as I slowly derailSilence never helped me sleep sadness only made me weak i’m all but a memorybrittle and frail so lay me restless as I slowly derail ache rips though my bones still stressing over things I can’t controlI attempted to let go, this vacancy never made me feel wholeI was doomed to finish last Still hollow and dead behind the eyes I know i'm barely breathing, struggling to stay aliveMy pain remains constant, i’ve always been addicted to the hurt Set aside these emotions, they've never come first
VCTMS - Devils // Door Ft. Aiden Versteegh Of Falsifier (NEW SONG 2018) VCTMS 2018-05-26 | Official Music Video for "Devil's // Door" off our upcoming record, "Vol.III Halfway Happy" out Summer of 2018 ► Pre-order our Exclusive Merch Bundles for "Vol. III Halfway Happy" http://www.victimsil.storenvy.com► Digital Pre-order:vctmsofficial.comVideo by Meredith Henderson & Peter J Doucette Recorded by Erik Stacey Mixed / Mastered by Jesse KirkbrideLyrics I’m better off hanging from that ceiling when I found everything a little less appealing now i’m dulled out and the worst has yet to come My bitterness & self loathing has finally won I’m better off hanging from that ceiling when I found everything a little less appealing now i’m dulled out and the worst has yet to come My bitterness & self loathing has finally won We are all victims of our own minds My youth may it rest in peace It’s not the same, nor will it ever be At the centerfold hoping these thoughts ceaseI’m sick of all the things I know i’ll never achieve Feeling pretty low, warranted to decompose Bent backwards, why can’t I let this go? Desperation tears up my insides If you love me I can love myself right? Desperation tears up my insides If you love me I can love myself right? a people pleaser, an addiction to run its coursei’m still flooded with that guilt and remorse Desperation tears up my insides If you love me I can love myself right? I’m better off hanging from that ceiling when i found everything a little less appealing now i’m dulled out and the worst has yet to come My bitterness & self loathing finally won Expended myself for the sake of others Now my mental state lies within the gutter Volume III of this collection, here’s your introduction Just someone who’s obsessed with my own self destruction Crippling stress and impulsion A downer that’s filled with unease, who wears their heart on their sleeveAnd i’ve done all I could but I can’t resist hopelessness I can’t stop being a nervous wreck I’ll chew my nails to the bone and grind my teeth till my mouth stays closed still irrelevant and useless Fuck
EMMURE X VCTMS VCTMS 2018-05-21 | John hoping up for guests on "Nemesis" 5/18/18 @ Bottom Lounge on the Chicago date of the Natural Born Killers Tour
VCTMS - Sick // Tired ft. Devin McGillivray of Yuth Forever [Official Music Video] 2018 VCTMS 2018-03-12 | NEWEST MUSIC VIDEO FOR SICK // TIRED FT. DEVIN MACGILLIVRAY OF YUTH FOREVERYou can listen to our album "Vol.II Inside The Mind" here: open.spotify.com/…/1izV5K9wnMnp…Also available on:Digital:http://victimsil.bandcamp.comITUNES: itun.es/us/PETPibYOUTUBE: youtu.be/NTJaHi7E_cMWe will be playing this on the following tour with Weeping Wound: 3/16 Cedar Rapids, IA @ Groundswell w/ Far From Fearless3/18 Biloxi, MS @ Zeppelin's 3/19 Baton Rouge, LA @ 524 Studios 3/20 Houston, TX @ The White Swan3/21 McAllen, TX @ Yerberia Cultura 3/22 Corpus Christi, TX @ Boozerz Rock Bar3/23 San Antonio, TX @ Bonds Rock Bar 3/24 Fort Worth, TX @ Tomcats West 3/25 Tulsa, OK @ The Vanguard 3/27 Omaha, NE @ Lookout Lounge 3/28 Sioux City, IA @ Whiskey Dicks 3/29 Raytown, MO @ Bubba Spins Records 3/30 Peoria, IL @ RAIL IIVideo by: Meredith Henderson Song Mix / Mastered by: Sam Bottner
VCTMS - Crippling // Form Guitar Playthrough VCTMS 2017-11-09 | listen here: goo.gl/YpzMGh youtu.be/iI7LVgN4FDEgoo.gl/KGhFBF凶 BAD LUCK SEASON 凶--VCTMSFacebook: facebook.com/VCTMSILBandcamp: victimsil.bandcamp.comMerch: victimsil.storenvy.comlyrics: can be found on bandcamp
10.01.17 VCTMS - The Nine Live @ Limelight Eventcomplex VCTMS 2017-10-24 | The nine off of our first EP "Sickness Vol.1" from our show with Pierce The Veil in Peoria, IL @ Limelight Eventcomplex VCTMSFacebook: facebook.com/VCTMSILBandcamp: victimsil.bandcamp.comMERCH: http://victimsil.storenvy.com WEBSITE: http://vctmsofficial.com
10.01.17 VCTMS - Sick // Tired Live @ Limelight Eventcomplex VCTMS 2017-10-24 | Sick // Tired off of our new album "Vol.II Inside The Mind" from our show with Pierce The Veil in Peoria, IL @ Limelight Eventcomplex VCTMSFacebook: facebook.com/VCTMSILBandcamp: victimsil.bandcamp.comMERCH: http://victimsil.storenvy.com WEBSITE: http://vctmsofficial.com
VCTMS - The Relapse Process Ft. Darius Tehrani Of Spite [Official Music Video] (2017) VCTMS 2017-08-06 | VCTMSFacebook: facebook.com/VCTMSILBandcamp: victimsil.bandcamp.comMERCH: http://victimsil.storenvy.com WEBSITE: http://vctmsofficial.comDirected by Alex Zarek at Alex Zarek Art & Designhttp://www.alexzarek.comhttp://www.facebook.com/alexzarekartFootage of Darius Tehrani by Meredith HendersonSpecial thanks to Joe Scaletta at Word Of Mouth Recordings for providing the space
VCTMS - One Step Closer Linkin Park Cover VCTMS 2017-07-28 | The official track stream for VCTMS cover of "One Step Closer" by Linkin Park. Rest in peace, Chester Bennington, thank you for what you've given us & the rest of the world.
VCTMS - Demon // Limbs (Official Live Video 2017) VCTMS 2017-05-12 | NEW VIDEO SHOT BY Randy Edwards (Plini / Intervals / Animals As Leaders) DEMON // LIMBS OFF OUR NEWEST ALBUM "VOL.II INSIDE THE MIND" Available now: http://victimsil.storenvy.com // http://vctmsofficial.com
VCTMS - The Relapse Process Ft. Darius Tehrani Of Spite VCTMS 2017-03-23 | This is song #7 off our new album "Vol.II Inside The Mind"Tracklist: 1. Sick // Tired (ft. Devin MacGillivray of Yüth Forever)2. De/tached3. Subdued 4. Demon // Limbs5. Bitter // Relief (ft. Jay Webster of Unity TX)6. Know & Loathe7. The Relapse Process (ft. Darius Tehrani of SPITE)8. Death Perception (ft. John C. Robert of The Last Ten Seconds of Life & Cade Armstrong)9. Separation // Sickness (ft. Hunter Young of Culture Killer)10. I’m Thinking Of You All The While11. Anesthetic12. Strange // Sadness13. Emptiness and Everything In BetweenOrder the album right now through here: Digital:http://victimsil.bandcamp.comBundles: http://tiny.cc/VCTMS-Vol2-BundlesArtist: VCTMSAlbum: Vol II: Inside the MindReleased: March 17, 2017Location: Streamwood, IL--VCTMSFacebook: facebook.com/VCTMSILBandcamp: victimsil.bandcamp.comMerch: victimsil.storenvy.com----Recorded by Erik Staceyfacebook.comMixed & Mastered by Sam Bottnerfacebook.comVideo by Meredith Hendersonfacebook.comArtwork by Parin Cashmoneyfacebook.comlyrics: can be found on bandcamp
VCTMS - Bitter // Relief Ft. Jay Webster Of Unity tx VCTMS 2017-03-23 | This is song #5 off our new album "Vol.II Inside The Mind"Tracklist: 1. Sick // Tired (ft. Devin MacGillivray of Yüth Forever)2. De/tached3. Subdued 4. Demon // Limbs5. Bitter // Relief (ft. Jay Webster of Unity TX)6. Know & Loathe7. The Relapse Process (ft. Darius Tehrani of SPITE)8. Death Perception (ft. John C. Robert of The Last Ten Seconds of Life & Cade Armstrong)9. Separation // Sickness (ft. Hunter Young of Culture Killer)10. I’m Thinking Of You All The While11. Anesthetic12. Strange // Sadness13. Emptiness and Everything In BetweenOrder the album right now through here: Digital:http://victimsil.bandcamp.comBundles: http://tiny.cc/VCTMS-Vol2-BundlesArtist: VCTMSAlbum: Vol II: Inside the MindReleased: March 17, 2017Location: Streamwood, IL--VCTMSFacebook: facebook.com/VCTMSILBandcamp: victimsil.bandcamp.comMerch: victimsil.storenvy.com----Recorded by Erik Staceyfacebook.comMixed & Mastered by Sam Bottnerfacebook.comVideo by Meredith Hendersonfacebook.comArtwork by Parin Cashmoneyfacebook.comlyrics: can be found on bandcamp
VCTMS - Demon // Limbs VCTMS 2017-03-23 | This is song #4 off our new album "Vol.II Inside The Mind"Tracklist: 1. Sick // Tired (ft. Devin MacGillivray of Yüth Forever)2. De/tached3. Subdued 4. Demon // Limbs5. Bitter // Relief (ft. Jay Webster of Unity TX)6. Know & Loathe7. The Relapse Process (ft. Darius Tehrani of SPITE)8. Death Perception (ft. John C. Robert of The Last Ten Seconds of Life & Cade Armstrong)9. Separation // Sickness (ft. Hunter Young of Culture Killer)10. I’m Thinking Of You All The While11. Anesthetic12. Strange // Sadness13. Emptiness and Everything In BetweenOrder the album right now through here: Digital:http://victimsil.bandcamp.comBundles: http://tiny.cc/VCTMS-Vol2-BundlesArtist: VCTMSAlbum: Vol II: Inside the MindReleased: March 17, 2017Location: Streamwood, IL--VCTMSFacebook: facebook.com/VCTMSILBandcamp: victimsil.bandcamp.comMerch: victimsil.storenvy.com----Recorded by Erik Staceyfacebook.comMixed & Mastered by Sam Bottnerfacebook.comVideo by Meredith Hendersonfacebook.comArtwork by Parin Cashmoneyfacebook.comlyrics: can be found on bandcamp
VCTMS - Subdued VCTMS 2017-03-23 | This is song #3 off our new album "Vol.II Inside The Mind"Tracklist: 1. Sick // Tired (ft. Devin MacGillivray of Yüth Forever)2. De/tached3. Subdued 4. Demon // Limbs5. Bitter // Relief (ft. Jay Webster of Unity TX)6. Know & Loathe7. The Relapse Process (ft. Darius Tehrani of SPITE)8. Death Perception (ft. John C. Robert of The Last Ten Seconds of Life & Cade Armstrong)9. Separation // Sickness (ft. Hunter Young of Culture Killer)10. I’m Thinking Of You All The While11. Anesthetic12. Strange // Sadness13. Emptiness and Everything In BetweenOrder the album right now through here: Digital:http://victimsil.bandcamp.comBundles: http://tiny.cc/VCTMS-Vol2-BundlesArtist: VCTMSAlbum: Vol II: Inside the MindReleased: March 17, 2017Location: Streamwood, IL--VCTMSFacebook: facebook.com/VCTMSILBandcamp: victimsil.bandcamp.comMerch: victimsil.storenvy.com----Recorded by Erik Staceyfacebook.comMixed & Mastered by Sam Bottnerfacebook.comVideo by Meredith Hendersonfacebook.comArtwork by Parin Cashmoneyfacebook.comlyrics: can be found on bandcamp
VCTMS - De/tached VCTMS 2017-03-23 | This is song #2 off our new album "Vol.II Inside The Mind"Tracklist: 1. Sick // Tired (ft. Devin MacGillivray of Yüth Forever)2. De/tached3. Subdued 4. Demon // Limbs5. Bitter // Relief (ft. Jay Webster of Unity TX)6. Know & Loathe7. The Relapse Process (ft. Darius Tehrani of SPITE)8. Death Perception (ft. John C. Robert of The Last Ten Seconds of Life & Cade Armstrong)9. Separation // Sickness (ft. Hunter Young of Culture Killer)10. I’m Thinking Of You All The While11. Anesthetic12. Strange // Sadness13. Emptiness and Everything In BetweenOrder the album right now through here: Digital:http://victimsil.bandcamp.comBundles: http://tiny.cc/VCTMS-Vol2-BundlesArtist: VCTMSAlbum: Vol II: Inside the MindReleased: March 17, 2017Location: Streamwood, IL--VCTMSFacebook: facebook.com/VCTMSILBandcamp: victimsil.bandcamp.comMerch: victimsil.storenvy.com----Recorded by Erik Staceyfacebook.comMixed & Mastered by Sam Bottnerfacebook.comVideo by Meredith Hendersonfacebook.comArtwork by Parin Cashmoneyfacebook.comlyrics: can be found on bandcamp
VCTMS - Sick // Tired Ft. Devin MacGillivray Of Yuth Forever VCTMS 2017-03-23 | This is song 1 off our new album "Vol.II Inside The Mind"Tracklist: 1. Sick // Tired (ft. Devin MacGillivray of Yüth Forever)2. De/tached3. Subdued 4. Demon // Limbs5. Bitter // Relief (ft. Jay Webster of Unity TX)6. Know & Loathe7. The Relapse Process (ft. Darius Tehrani of SPITE)8. Death Perception (ft. John C. Robert of The Last Ten Seconds of Life & Cade Armstrong)9. Separation // Sickness (ft. Hunter Young of Culture Killer)10. I’m Thinking Of You All The While11. Anesthetic12. Strange // Sadness13. Emptiness and Everything In BetweenOrder the album right now through here: Digital:http://victimsil.bandcamp.comBundles: http://tiny.cc/VCTMS-Vol2-BundlesArtist: VCTMSAlbum: Vol II: Inside the MindReleased: March 17, 2017Location: Streamwood, IL--VCTMSFacebook: facebook.com/VCTMSILBandcamp: victimsil.bandcamp.comMerch: victimsil.storenvy.com----Recorded by Erik Staceyfacebook.comMixed & Mastered by Sam Bottnerfacebook.comVideo by Meredith Hendersonfacebook.comArtwork by Parin Cashmoneyfacebook.comlyrics: can be found on bandcamp
VCTMS - De/Tached Re - Release NEW 2016 VCTMS 2016-04-27 | "Re Release of De/tached" VCTMSFB: http://smarturl.it/zf35vsBandcamp: http://victimsil.bandcamp.comStore: http://victimsil.storenvy.comMixed, Tracked, Mastered By Sam Bottner & Erik Stacey Twitter @VictimsbandInstagram @VCTMSILTrue initiative
VCTMS - Down With The Sickness (Disturbed Cover) VCTMS 2015-07-23 | New cover track by: Victims (IL)"Down With The Sickness" originally by Disturbed Victims (IL)FB: http://smarturl.it/zf35vsBandcamp: victimsil.bandcamp.com/album/sickness-vol-1Store: http://victimsil.storenvy.comMixed, Tracked, Mastered By Sam Bottner Video Editing / Put together - Meredith HendersonStream part of video - Outcast Productions
VCTMS - Sleep VCTMS 2015-04-03 | Sickness Vol: 1 Track #8Download the full EP here https://victimsil.bandcamp.com/album/...Facebook: http://smarturl.it/zf35vsLife Is a constant struggle that always leads me here in the fucking dark living in this constant feari'm left behind while others follow the fucking sheep i'm left behind while others follow the fucking weak i'm finding out that no one is what they seem others continue to bite your hand until it fucking bleedsFuck what you took from me lowlife you threw everything away you had no one else to blame but yourself and you addiction you just took till there was nothing left to giveand i'm finding out this time that i'm just left behindI want you out of my lifeyou took what you wanted and left me here to diescum of the earth i'll make sure you don't get away with thispathetic piece of shitFuck what you took from me lowlife you threw everything away you have no one else to blame but yourself and you addiction you just took till there was nothing left to giveand i'm finding out this time that i'm just left behindYou left me behind, make your excuses you're not worth my time Imprisioned your life is full of sin Leeching off others to mark your own skin I told you once and i'll say it again you broke the barrier farewell my friend these habits are wearing you thinblurred vision closing in blind eyes you're dancing with death again i'm convinced i'll be the one to witness your end
VCTMS - Left Behind Ft. Tyler Dennen Of Sworn In VCTMS 2015-03-31 | Sickness Vol: 1 Track #4 Download the full EP here https://victimsil.bandcamp.com/album/...Facebook: http://smarturl.it/zf35vsLife Is a constant struggle that always leads me here in the fucking dark living in this constant feari'm left behind while others follow the fucking sheep i'm left behind while others follow the fucking weak i'm finding out that no one is what they seem others continue to bite your hand until it fucking bleedsFuck what you took from me lowlife you threw everything away you had no one else to blame but yourself and you addiction you just took till there was nothing left to giveand i'm finding out this time that i'm just left behindI want you out of my lifeyou took what you wanted and left me here to diescum of the earth i'll make sure you don't get away with thispathetic piece of shitFuck what you took from me lowlife you threw everything away you have no one else to blame but yourself and you addiction you just took till there was nothing left to giveand i'm finding out this time that i'm just left behindYou left me behind, make your excuses you're not worth my time Imprisioned your life is full of sin Leeching off others to mark your own skin I told you once and i'll say it again you broke the barrier farewell my friend these habits are wearing you thinblurred vision closing in blind eyes you're dancing with death again i'm convinced i'll be the one to witness your end
VCTMS - Sinister Ft Ben Keller and Landon Tewers Of The Plot In You VCTMS 2014-08-29 | Sickness Vol: 1 Track #6Download the full EP here victimsil.bandcamp.com/album/sickness-vol-1
VCTMS - The Nine VCTMS 2014-08-25 | Sickness Vol: 1 Track #2 Download the full EP here victimsil.bandcamp.com/album/sickness-vol-1
VCTMS - Cynic VCTMS 2014-08-25 | Sickness Vol: 1 Track #1Download the full EP here victimsil.bandcamp.com/album/sickness-vol-1
VCTMS - Abstract Ft Justin Johnson Of Gift Giver VCTMS 2014-08-25 | Off our Ep Sickness Vol: 1 Track # 3Download the full EP here victimsil.bandcamp.com/album/sickness-vol-1
VCTMS - Sickness Vol:1 Full Ep Stream VCTMS 2014-08-24 | Download it here victimsil.bandcamp.com/album/sickness-vol-1Tracklisting 1. Cynic 00: - 1:172. The Nine 1:18 - 4:253. Abstract Ft Justin Johnson 4:27 - 8:444. Left Behind Ft Tyler Dennen 8:45 - 12:55 5. Spoken Slander 12:56 - 16:246. Sinister Ft Landon Tewers and Ben Keller 16:25 - 22:087. Lobotomy 22: 09 - 24:408. Sleep 24:42 - 27:30Thanks to Sam Bottner, Jack Kuglich (2%), Mason Starkey, and everyone who has supported us this far. We are grateful for it.
VCTMS - Left Behind Ft. Tyler Dennen Of Sworn In *NEW SONG 2013 VCTMS 2013-12-13 | New song ft. Tyler of Sworn In Off our upcoming Ep The Affliction 2014 Check us out on facebook http://smarturl.it/zf35vsMixed, Mastered, and Engineered by Sam BottnerDownload it free here victimsil.bandcamp.com
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