LYRICS I've been sleepwalking and I don’t know if you can tell this changing skin i’m in I hate this version of myself
but now i’m fading to black their teeth in me they way that I bled so easily but when I look back I became what they did to me I don’t want to want your blood one drop is keeping me alive what are you running from? just stay awake with me
I don’t want to want your blood one drop is keeping me alive what are you running from? just stay awake with me all night
shouldn’t have let me in you’ve just made a grave mistake my sweet oblivion cause now I need another taste
I'm weak, I start to attack my teeth in you cause baby that’s hurt people do I can’t take it back I guess they made me a monster too
I don’t want to want your blood one drop is keeping me alive what are you running from? just stay awake with me all night I'll make you a believer if you could love a creature I don’t want to want your blood but it’s what keeping me alive
(keeping me alive)
I don’t want to want your blood one drop is keeping me alive what are you running from? just stay awake with me all night I’ll make you a believer if you could love a creature I don’t want to want your blood but it’s what keeping me alive
MOTHICA - BLOOD (Official Visualizer)Mothica2022-06-10 | The fifth single from my upcoming album, NOCTURNAL. Pre-order/stream here: heavyheart.lnk.to/Nocturnal
LYRICS I've been sleepwalking and I don’t know if you can tell this changing skin i’m in I hate this version of myself
but now i’m fading to black their teeth in me they way that I bled so easily but when I look back I became what they did to me I don’t want to want your blood one drop is keeping me alive what are you running from? just stay awake with me
I don’t want to want your blood one drop is keeping me alive what are you running from? just stay awake with me all night
shouldn’t have let me in you’ve just made a grave mistake my sweet oblivion cause now I need another taste
I'm weak, I start to attack my teeth in you cause baby that’s hurt people do I can’t take it back I guess they made me a monster too
I don’t want to want your blood one drop is keeping me alive what are you running from? just stay awake with me all night I'll make you a believer if you could love a creature I don’t want to want your blood but it’s what keeping me alive
(keeping me alive)
I don’t want to want your blood one drop is keeping me alive what are you running from? just stay awake with me all night I’ll make you a believer if you could love a creature I don’t want to want your blood but it’s what keeping me alive
#MOTHICA #BLOOD #NOCTURNALMothica - Exit Plan (Official Music Video)Mothica2024-09-11 | Mothica's "Exit Plan" is from her new album 'Kissing Death' — out now via Heavy Heart/Rise Records. Buy/stream now at mothica.lnk.to/KissingDeath.
Lyrics: falling backwards, upside down I got too high, I lost myself this never ending wall of sound you can’t avoid the void falling backwards, upside down I got too high, I lost myself this never ending wall of sound you can’t avoid the void
#Mothica #TheVoid #Rock #AltPopMothica - Exit Plan (Visualizer)Mothica2024-08-23 | Mothica's "Exit Plan" is from her new album 'Kissing Death' — out now via Heavy Heart/Rise Records. Buy/stream now at mothica.lnk.to/KissingDeath.
Lyrics: my head is a house with long halls, red lights, no doors had to make it a home all by myself always something to fix dark thoughts, blue pills, tight grip when it’s all that you know you get used to it I’m homesick from living with myself made an exit plan but i left it on the shelf I’ve been so obsessed with romanticizing death I know how the story ends but how do you live when you don’t wanna die anymore? just thinking out loud thought I’d be gone by now so what do I do with all this extra time I got? sink into the couch the drugs don’t work, I found when it’s all that you know how do you not self-destruct? I’m homesick from living with myself made an exit plan but I left it on the shelf I’ve been so obsessed with romanticizing death I know how the story ends but how do you live when you don’t wanna die anymore? how do you live when you don’t wanna die anymore? when your head feels like a cage just try not to self medicate that awful sound inside your brain that’s telling you it’s all a waste when you can’t numb or kill the pain just call your friends, they feel the same don’t keep it in, you’ll go insane how do you live when you don’t wanna die anymore?
#Mothica #ExitPlan #Rock #AltPopMothica - Kissing Death (Visualizer)Mothica2024-08-23 | Mothica's "Kissing Death" is from her new album 'Kissing Death' — out now via Heavy Heart/Rise Records. Buy/stream now at mothica.lnk.to/KissingDeath.
Lyrics: when I was a kid, had a crush on the one one day he’s gonna crush my skull couldn’t see his face but I knew that someday real soon he’s gonna take my soul I told my parents that we would run away and my mom cried all night we kissed til sunrise you know he’s gonna take me either way thought fifteen was right, so happy I was wrong I’m sick of kissing death I’d rather be friends, I know how this ends I’m sick of kissing death Give me a break til I’m back in your bed I’m sick of kissing death and then I grew up what the fuck were you doing hanging out with all the kids like me? I’m just gonna run for as long as I can if you stay the hell away from me told my therapist I’m yours to take and she got wide eyed showed my dark side She said, one day you’ll find a better way No late night calling, til he comes crawling I’m sick of kissing death I’d rather be friends, I know how this ends I’m sick of kissing death Give me a break til I’m back in your bed I’m sick of kissing death I’d rather be friends, I know how this ends I’m sick of kissing death Give me a break til I’m back in your bed I’m sick of kissing death
#Mothica #KissingDeath #Rock #AltPopMothica - Oblivion For Two (Visualizer)Mothica2024-08-23 | Mothica's "Oblivion For Two" is from her new album 'Kissing Death' — out now via Heavy Heart/Rise Records. Buy/stream now at mothica.lnk.to/KissingDeath.
Lyrics: hold me close, hold me right take my hand til the end of the night in my skin, like a knife unafraid of the dark that I see in your eyes like spirals sinking, down we go ultraviolet skin starts to glow oblivion for two me and you, til the colors fade I know what to do how to move, dance the pain away oblivion for two in this room, you’re my sweet escape I know what to do lie with you til we disintegrate let me go down in flames I’m not scared of the mess of the hurt we could make In my head (in my head) you’re a blade (you’re a blade) that I reach for whenever he’s calling my name like spirals sinking, down we go ultraviolet skin starts to glow oblivion for two me and you, til the colors fade I know what to do how to move, dance the pain away oblivion for two in this room, you’re my sweet escape I know what to do lie with you til we disintegrate the edge of the world is at the foot of this bed afraid I’ll fall if I look but I’m not ready yet It’s the end of the world and we’re right at the ledge but would it be so bad if we’re the only ones left?
#Mothica #OblivionForTwo #Rock #AltPopMothica - Another High (Official Music Video)Mothica2024-08-23 | "Another High" is off of my record 'Kissing Death' — out 8/23 via Heavy Heart Records. Pre-save the record at mothica.lnk.to/KissingDeath
Lyrics: I swear I’m living purely out of spite I do it just so I can say I tried fuck forgiveness, I want vengeance baby swear I’m gonna have you hypnotized ruin yours just like you ruined mine it’s my toxic masochistic daydream the crush the feelings rushing back I recreate the love I lack and when it doesn’t work out do it all again I’m just looking for another high just another way to waste my time I’m just looking for another high I’m just looking for a way back down something loud for me to drown the sound a sweeter poison til i’m underground how do you do it, how to keep going it’s all consuming to live in the moment how do you live when you don’t wanna die anymore? the crush the feelings rushing back I recreate the love I lack and when it doesn’t work out do it all again I’m just looking for another high just another way to waste my time I’m just looking for another high I’m just looking for a way back down something loud for me to drown the sound a sweeter poison til i’m underground I’m just looking for another high I’m just looking for another high I’m just looking for another high just another way to waste my time I’m just looking for another high
#Mothica #AnotherHigh #Rock #AltPopThanks so much to @YouTubeMusic for the support! Watch Afterlife now on #YouTubeMusicMothica2024-08-03 | ...Mothica - Afterlife (Official Music Video)Mothica2024-07-31 | "Afterlife" is off of my upcoming record 'Kissing Death' — out 8/23 via Heavy Heart Records. Preorder the record at mothica.lnk.to/KissingDeath
Lyrics: walking hourglass, having fun while you waste one more night watch the hours pass, one by one but if I was you, I’d drink it up til it’s gone taste it on my tongue coming down, feel the rush fire in my lungs too much is still not enough taste it on my tongue coming down, feel the rush blackout like the sun I wanna know what it’s like to feel your heart beating from the inside take your soul, for the night lose control, end up in the afterlife end up in the afterlife I don’t understand letting sand slip right through your hands if you’re not using it why not let me into your skin? take it out for a spin drink it up til it’s gone taste it on my tongue coming down, feel the rush fire in my lungs too much is still not enough taste it on my tongue coming down, feel the rush blackout like the sun I wanna know what it’s like to feel your heart beating from the inside take your soul, for the night lose control, end up in the afterlife end up in the afterlife end up in the afterlife
#Mothica #Afterlife #Rock #AltPopMIRAGE is out now! ⏳Mothica2024-07-16 | ...Mothica - Mirage (Official Music Video)Mothica2024-07-10 | "Mirage" is off of my upcoming record 'Kissing Death' — out 8/23 via Heavy Heart Records. Preorder the record at mothica.lnk.to/KissingDeath
Lyrics: I heard a rumor that there’s gold under the streets I got a shovel, tasted blood between my teeth I made some enemies who pray for my defeat this winding road is way more twisted than it seems no matter how far I go, I’m still running away nobody here, on my own I keep losing my faith Oh my god, I’m caught in a dream don’t believe a thing that I see fooled me once with a fantasy then the sun went down and took it from me Mirage don’t need to see how far it goes you’ll get lost in the mirage swear I’d be happy in a red Mercedes benz one day I wake up and my old ripped jeans still fit star on the pavement standing ovation more validation, I cash in my savings take a vacation maybe I’d feel alright no matter how far I go, I’m still running away nobody here, on my own I keep losing my faith Oh my god, I’m caught in a dream don’t believe a thing that I see fooled me once with a fantasy then the sun went down and took it from me Mirage don’t need to see how far it goes you’ll get lost in the mirage
#Mothica #Mirage #Rock #AltPopToxins: Pre-Show InterviewMothica2024-06-19 | "Toxins" is off of my upcoming record 'Kissing Death' — out 8/23 via Heavy Heart Records. Preorder the record at mothica.lnk.to/KissingDeath
#Mothica #ToxinsMothica - Toxins (Official Music Video)Mothica2024-06-19 | MOTHICA'S "Toxins" is from her new album 'Kissing Death' — out now via Heavy Heart/Rise Records. Buy/stream now at mothica.lnk.to/KissingDeath.
Creative Directed by Mothica Directed & Edited: Samuel Halleen Producer: Zoe Dinerstein
DP: Rob Russell 1st AC: Michael Tursi Key Grip: Israel Sandoval Gaffer: Jorge Hernandez
Lyrics: come closer to me don’t be scared I got exactly what you need I’ll be fair stay for a little make yourself at home oh, do you feel alright? your drink is going cold I made it just for you don’t you like the taste? every time you move’s a fatal mistake now I got you in my web blood rushing to your head I’ll leave you with my toxins toxins now you’re my new favorite toy to play with and enjoy I’ll leave you with my toxins toxins come closer to me don’t be scared the one before you couldn't see how much I care I’m spinning through your mind everywhere you go now you’re in a bind caught in my silver rope caught in my silver rope now I got you in my web blood rushing to your head I’ll leave you with my toxins toxins now you’re my new favorite toy to play with and enjoy I’ll leave you with my toxins Toxins
#Mothica #Toxins #Rock #AltPop‘The Reaper’ out now!Mothica2024-05-31 | ...MOTHICA - The Reaper (Official Music Video)Mothica2024-05-29 | MOTHICA'S "The Reaper" is from her new album 'Kissing Death' — out now via Heavy Heart/Rise Records. Buy/stream now at mothica.lnk.to/KissingDeath.
Creative Directed by Mothica Directed & Edited: Samuel Halleen Additional Editing & VFX: Andrew Etzweiler Producer: Zoe Dinerstein
DP: Rob Russell 1st AC: Michael Tursi 2nd AC: Josh Montiel Key Grip: Israel Sandoval Grip: Sam Kim Gaffer: Jorge Hernandez BBE: Camilo Godoy
Grim Reaper: JJ Carroll
FEATURING: Travis Bacon, Sam Franco, Ian Flux, Maya Karli, Fae, Emily Draznik, Cami Petyn, Nick Major, Eskelite, Morgan Mok, Arkane Skye, Dina Dove, Mackenzie Lenora, Emilio, Christopher Riviera, Cam Rostami, Yami, Aiko, Abigail Elwart, Shane Ryan, Kaylah B. and Earl The Girl
Additional Casting: Nadia Teichmann & Lina Farache of Cast A Spell Casting
Makeup Artist: Meg Wilbur Hair Stylist: Tyler Graves Styled by Mothica
SONG CREDITS: Produced by Micah Jasper Written by Mothica, Simon Wilcox Mixed by JJ Catalyst Mastered by Ruairi O’Flaherty
LYRICS: it could always be worse it’s not like he’s a criminal I know I’m not his first in my bed, he’s incredible
when I’m cold, he wraps me in his arms and I’m under his control and it almost stops my heart
He’s the one, he’s the one, he’s the one I’m in love with the reaper He’s the one, he’s the one, the only one I want He’s a keeper Ooh oh, I’m in love Ooh oh, I’m in love Ooh oh, I’m in love Ooh oh, I’m in love with the reaper
it’s not easy to find something dependable I don’t care that he thinks my life is expendable at least he’s reliable
when I’m cold, he wraps me in his arms and I’m under his control and it almost stops my heart
He’s the one, he’s the one, he’s the one I’m in love with the reaper He’s the one, he’s the one, the only one I want He’s a keeper Ooh oh, I’m in love Ooh oh, I’m in love Ooh oh, I’m in love Ooh oh, I’m in love with the reaper
#Mothica #TheReaper #Rock #AltPopshow them Red by MOTHICA 🎸❤️ #rockMothica2024-05-08 | ...RED IS OUT NOW 🎸❤️ #newmusicMothica2024-05-08 | ...MOTHICA - Red (Official Music Video)Mothica2024-05-08 | MOTHICA's "Red" is from her new album 'Kissing Death' — out now via Heavy Heart/Rise Records. Buy/stream now at mothica.lnk.to/KissingDeath.
Creative Directed by Mothica Director & Editor: Samuel Halleen Producer: Zoe Dinerstein
DP: Rob Russell 1st AC: Michael Tursi 2nd AC: Josh Montiel Key Grip: Israel Sandoval Grip: Sam Kim Gaffer: Jorge Hernandez BBE: Camilo Godoy
BTS Photographer: Amber Perades MGMT: Mantis Music Group
SONG CREDITS: Produced by Nick Sadler Written by Mothica, Nick Sadler Mixed by JJ Catalyst Mastered by Ruairi O’Flaherty
LYRICS: it only hurts if you stop so keep the bottle close fix me up and shut me down with chemicals
close your eyes and breathe in wake up all alone and wonder where you lost control
scared to go to sleep hiding underneath there’s a darker side of me I don’t wanna meet
hanging by a thread trapped in my head i’m spiraling out until all the poison fills my chest helps me forget cause i’ll never learn til I see red no, I’ll never learn til I see red no, I’ll never learn til I see red
until I see the damage there’s no damage done need a reason for me not to self-destruct
who said it gets better? what if it never does? what kind of monster will I become?
scared to go to sleep hiding underneath there’s a darker side of me I don’t wanna meet
hanging by a thread trapped in my head i’m spiraling out until all the poison fills my chest helps me forget cause i’ll never learn til I see red no, I’ll never learn til I see red no, I’ll never learn til I see red
until I see my reflection looking back at me, I won’t until my see my disposition change until I’m barely
hanging by a thread trapped in my head i’m spiraling out until all the poison fills my chest helps me forget cause i’ll never learn til I see red no, I’ll never learn til I see red no, I’ll never learn til I see red
#Mothica #Red #Rock #AltPopRED… 🎸❤️ #newmusic #rockmusicMothica2024-05-06 | ...Doomed (out now) 🤍Mothica2024-05-01 | ...A24 Movie Trailer PrankMothica2024-04-27 | ...Curiosity Killed The Moth. ☔️Mothica2024-04-18 | ...MOTHICA - Curiosity Killed The Moth (Official Music Video)Mothica2024-04-17 | MOTHICA's "Curiosity Killed The Moth" is from her new album 'Kissing Death' — out now via Heavy Heart/Rise Records. Buy/stream now at mothica.lnk.to/KissingDeath.
Creative Directed by Mothica Director & Editor: Samuel Halleen Producer: Zoe Dinerstein
DP: Rob Russell 1st AC: Zack Ramos-Taylor 2nd AC: Estevan Falcon Steadicam: Dylan Burzinski Key Grip: Israel Sandoval BBG: Camilo Godoy Grip: Mike Long Gaffer: Jorge Hernandez BBE: Sam Kim Electric: Taylor Balfour
Featuring Mothicorp Agent: TJ Black Degenerates: TX2, Superblood Cam, Tha Capital G, Phaea Dominatrix: Illumitati Bodega Cashier: Skyler Adams Children Of The Void: Flasch, Grvnt, TJ Black Grim Reaper: Jordan William McKinney
Makeup Artist: Meg Wilbur Hair Stylist: Tyler Graves
Art: Graham Epstein Art: Ryan Brennen Art: Carter McNeil
PA: Griffin King PA: Jesse Wachtel
BTS Photographer: Mallory Turner MGMT: Mantis Music Group
Produced by David Burris Written by Mothica, Alexandra Veltri Mixed by JJ Catalyst Mastered by Ruairi O’Flaherty
LYRICS: I was told to sit here quietly so I never talked to strangers so what happens when I need to feed and I can’t tell what’s love from danger?
and it looks so sweet but what’s underneath leaves much to be desired flying to the light, no end in sight it was only just a fire and I just can’t sleep on amphetamines they only make me tired when the night hurts, and I’m wired
I got a sick and twisted fascination my own decimation me and Icarus are cut from the same cloth searching for velvet sensations falling for temptation curiosity killed the moth
I could sit and wither idly clip my wings, instead I’m soaring even if it ends up violently at least you’d never call me boring
and it looks so sweet but what’s underneath leaves much to be desired flying to the light, no end in sight it was only just a fire and I just can’t sleep on amphetamines they only make me tired when the night hurts, and I’m wired
I got a sick and twisted fascination my own decimation me and Icarus are cut from the same cloth searching for velvet sensations falling for temptation curiosity killed the moth
#Mothica #CuriosityKilledTheMoth #Rock #AltPopnew music video out tonight 8:30pm PST!Mothica2024-04-16 | ...go watch my music video for Doomed if you’re in the mood to cryMothica2024-04-15 | ...MOTHICA - Doomed (Official Music Video)Mothica2024-03-27 | MOTHICA's "Doomed" is from her new album 'Kissing Death' — out now via Heavy Heart/Rise Records. Buy/stream now at mothica.lnk.to/KissingDeath.
Creative Directed by Mothica Director & Editor: Samuel Halleen Producer: Zoe Dinerstein
DP: Rob Russell 1st AC: Zack Ramos-Taylor 2nd AC: Estevan Falcon Key Grip: Camilo Godoy Grip: Mike Long Gaffer: Jorge Hernandez BBE: Sam Kim
Young Mothica: Courtney Howard Grim Reaper: Jordan McKinney
Oklahoma Crew: DP: Brandon Waddell Teen Body Double: Lacey San Nicolas Bike Drone: Austin Burpo
Makeup Artist: Meg Wilbur Hair Stylist: Tyler Graves
Art: Graham Epstein Art: Ryan Brennen Art: Gregory Shark
PA: Griffin King PA: Jesse Wachtel
BTS Photographer: Mallory Turner MGMT: Mantis Music Group
Produced by David Burris Written by Mothica, Alexandra Veltri Mixed by JJ Catalyst Mastered by Ruairi O’Flaherty at Nomograph Mastering, Los Angeles, CA
Lyrics: Tulsa, Oklahoma in 1995 they all said what a blessing I had arrived but I was born with a curse in a perfect suburb and it only got worse I was drawn to the dark with the devil’s mark I was doomed from the start
I wanna be cool tried to be wild everyone said I was a gifted child punctured my skin pulled me apart guess I was doomed I was doomed from the start
Wednesdays, I had church I prayed I’d make a friend If I knew what he could do i would’ve never gone in if only I knew then cause
I was born with a curse in a perfect suburb and it only got worse I was drawn to the dark with the devil’s mark I was doomed from the start
I wanna be cool tried to be wild everyone said I was a gifted child punctured my skin pulled me apart guess I was doomed I was doomed from the start
I wanna be cool tried to be wild everyone said I was a gifted child punctured my skin pulled me apart guess I was doomed I was doomed from the start
#Mothica #Doomed #Rock #AltPopEp. 1 Doomed (Teaser)Mothica2024-03-26 | Tape #0417 of ’therapist sessions’ with patient ‘Mothica’ recorded on-site at Mothicorp Studios. Do not duplicate. Distribution of this audio recording is illegal.KISSING DEATH… THE ALBUM TRAILER… starting 3/27… ⏳🌹💀Mothica2024-03-22 | ...Kissing Death (Official Visual Album Trailer)Mothica2024-03-22 | Introducing… the trailer for my third album, an audio visual experience of twelve songs and twelve music videos starting with the first chapter, Doomed, on March 27.
This is a twisted, surreal version of my origin story.
This is for the younger version of me who romanticized death for a decade, and the lasting impact it had on me as I searched for an easier, softer way to exist.
From a rebellious teenager in suburban Oklahoma, to smoke filled dive bars, sleepless nights, addiction, neon lit alleyways, sobriety, desert roads, a toxic love affair, and countless hours of therapy… Oh, and did I mention dancing cowboys?
You are cordially invited to follow along as I unfold the twelve chapters of my upcoming album, Kissing Death.
Creative Directed by Mothica Directed / Edited by Samuel Halleen Cinematography by Rob Russell Produced by Zoe DinersteinMOTHICA - Sirens (ft. Sophie Powers) (Official Lyric Video)Mothica2023-09-08 | MOTHICA's new song "SIRENS" featuring Sophie Powers is out now — buy/stream at rr.lnk.to/Sirens
Lyrics: VERSE: Cutting ties with the angel on my shoulder On my good side, feel like crossing over I know I shouldn’t but I might I wanna know what it feels like In my mind, see your hands run down my body like the impulse won’t come back to haunt me I wanted to but I didn’t Make one more bad decision PRE: I’m hearing sirens blaring in my head Don’t need to look down know I’m on the edge CHORUS: I’m hearing sirens blaring in my head Don’t need to look down know I’m on the edge I like the fatal feeling that I get I’m high off vertigo when you’re close when you’re close vertigo when you’re close SOPHIE VERSE 2: (I see, I see) I see strawberry colored cherry flavored flags waving in my eyes think I died I hear cruisers rolling by while i’m standing on the cliff and it’s a long way down push me off, I love the rush Open arms, I hit the ground Like oooh, I love it Speeding through the minefield Oooh, I love it My death note is signed, sealed CHORUS: I’m hearing sirens blaring in my head Don’t need to look down know I’m on the edge I like the fatal feeling that I get I’m high off vertigo when you’re close when you’re close vertigo when you’re close when you’re close when you’re close when you’re close vertigo vertigo oh oh I’m hearing sirens blaring in my head Don’t need to look down know I’m on the edge I like the fatal feeling that I get I’m high off vertigo when you’re close vertigo
#Mothica #SophiePowers #Sirensi’m not sure if my parents loved this one… my dad on the other hand…?Mothica2023-06-19 | ...those who have seen Tusk, get it.Mothica2023-05-15 | ...my bank account is not so sure about that but stay tunedMothica2023-04-10 | ...last night i went from watching true crime docs to the red carpet in less than an hourMothica2023-03-03 | ...what’s your favorite Mothica music video?! I’m working on the new era now…Mothica2023-02-28 | ...today is the twelve year anniversary of my attempt. song: forever fifteen - mothicaMothica2023-01-29 | ...today is the 12 year anniversary of my attempt.Mothica2023-01-29 | ...MOTHICA - S.T.A.R. (Official Visualizer)Mothica2022-10-21 | S.T.A.R. comes from my new album, NOCTURNAL DELXUE - out now. Buy/stream here: riserecords.lnk.to/NocturnalDeluxe
LYRICS Platinum on the wall Diamonds on your wrist They sparkle as you fall And someone sells the clip
A type of devotion So sweet in slow motion Now let me see you crawl
Don’t be sad You’re so adored And if you cry just press record Soon they’re knocking at your door for more and more and more
You’re gonna be a star, girl Don’t you know Burn so bright and beautiful How far, girl, will you go? Climbing up that pedestal To be So tragic and rare They all stop and stare Looking right through you
Not allowed to age Change your face, keep it natural Rat stuck in a cage Run in place when the cash is low
Red hot supernova You’ve made it then it’s over And your close but not the closer You’re the richest in exposure
You’re a star, girl Don’t you know Burn so bright and beautiful How far, girl, will you go? Climbing up that pedestal To be So tragic and rare And nobody cares when you need them to
Star You’re a star girl, now you did it Star You’re a star girl, now you’re in it Star You’re a star girl, now you did it Star You’re a star girl, now you’re in it
Don’t be sad You’re so adored And if you cry just press record Soon they’re knocking at your door for more and more and more Don’t be sad You’re so adored And if you cry just press record Soon they’re knocking at your door for more
#MOTHICA #STAR #NOCTURNALMOTHICA - NIGHTSHIFT (Official Visualizer)Mothica2022-10-21 | NIGHTSHIFT comes from my new album, NOCTURNAL DELXUE - out now. Buy/stream here: riserecords.lnk.to/NocturnalDeluxe
LYRICS Used to pain used to putting up a front people change now I’m getting what I want Used to be a people pleaser now I please myself When the moonlight hits, I turn to something else
Step on my neck now I’m cutthroat Insomniac Can’t keep my eyes closed Switching my ego to dark mode Watch how I twist like a cyclone
then I go NIGHTSHIFT like this Don’t cross me cause I don’t miss yeah when I go NIGHTSHIFT light switch Don’t test me cause I won’t flinch when I go nightshift when I go nightshift
Why’d you second guess me in the first place? Told me that I peaked in ‘17 but now you’re thirsty Now it’s obvious that you don’t (you don’t) know what you’re talking about when all you do is tear me down (hahaha)
Step on my neck now I’m cutthroat Insomniac Can’t keep my eyes closed Switching my ego to dark mode Watch how I twist like a cyclone
then I go NIGHTSHIFT like this (like this) Don’t cross me cause I don’t miss yeah when I go NIGHTSHIFT light switch (light switch) Don’t test me cause I won’t flinch yeah when I go nightshift when I go nightshift
When the moonlight hits me, I turn into somebody else I don’t even recognize myself When I go nightshift like this Don’t cross me cause I don’t miss yeah when I go nightshift light switch Don’t test me cause I won’t flinch yeah when I go
#MOTHICA #NIGHTSHIFT #NOCTURNALMOTHICA - LULLABY [FEAT. AViVA] (Official Visualizer)Mothica2022-10-21 | LULLABY feat. AViVA comes from my new album, NOCTURNAL DELXUE - out now. Buy/stream here: riserecords.lnk.to/NocturnalDeluxe
LYRICS I’m here awake again like sleep’s the enemy Cause when I close my eyes, I lose my mind in some twisted fantasy, Cause i don’t know how to relax I’m all tied up on the tracks And I feel the pavement shaking Breaking under me
So I keep singing to myself Cause it’s the only thing that helps A lullaby nobody knows And it goes…
LA LALA LA LA LALALA LA LA LA LALA LA LA LA (and it goes)
I know those hands will tighten Feels like i’m always fighting The voices whisper “come and play” But one, the shadows talking Can’t escape the omen It’s haunting me Still stalking me
So I keep singing to myself Like it’s the only thing that helps A lullaby nobody knows And it goes…
LA LALA LA LA LALALA LA LA LA LALA LA LA LA (and it goes)
Sometimes, all you need is a little lullaby to lull you into a deep slumber when you have trouble sleeping and the ruckus of the day is reverberating through your brain. Let this melody crawl into your ear and make itself at home.
and it goes… LA LALA LA LA LALALA LA LA LA LALA LA LA LA (and it goes)
#MOTHICA #LULLABY #AVIVAMOTHICA - nothing good happens after 2am (Official Visualizer)Mothica2022-10-21 | nothing good happens after 2am comes from my new album, NOCTURNAL DELXUE - out now. Buy/stream here: riserecords.lnk.to/NocturnalDeluxe
LYRICS Stay busy, don’t think too much Don’t speak up, play it safe Don’t bother to ask for help You’ll ruin someone’s day
Be pretty, pretty mean to yourself Keep running til you’re weak This is what I tell myself All night
Nothing good happens after 2am So I stay in bed Replaying in my head I’m clawing at my skin and I’m so Terrified That I’ll waste my life In fear In fear
I’m good but not good enough For 26 years old I don’t know what I want So I keep chasing gold
Lying at therapy, So they’re not scared of me I’m getting scared of me, I know
Nothing good happens after 2am So I stay in bed Replaying in my head I’m clawing at my skin and I’m so Terrified That I’ll waste my life In fear In fear
Cause I hate what I see when I’m looking at me I don’t wanna exist, I don’t wanna be seen I’m fading, so jaded by the weight of the words I’ve been telling myself Maybe I should just turn into somebody else Erase me, replace me
#MOTHICA #NOTHINGGOODHAPPENSAFTER2AM #NOCTURNALPlaying Forever Fifteen at Riot Fest and this happened…Mothica2022-09-19 | ...Mothica Live StreamMothica2022-08-23 | ...MOTHICA - HIGHLIGHTS (Official Lyric Video)Mothica2022-07-11 | HIGHLIGHTS comes from my new album, NOCTURNAL - out now. Buy/stream here: heavyheart.lnk.to/Nocturnal
LYRICS You love the drugs But you shame the addict Flex your new car But can’t stand the traffic Would you read the story If the ending isn’t tragic? Can't have the noise Without all the static
Pick me apart So you can see Which of the parts To keep and to leave So I look just how you think I should be
You want the high high high high lights Not when I hate hate hate my life Things I don’t show you in the light But when you look twice You’ll see the fault lines
You want the high high high high lights Not when I hate hate hate my life Things i don’t show you in the light But when you look twice You’ll see the fault lines
You’ll see the scars I'm hiding, Tongue I’m biting, Weight crushing my chest so tightly Reasons I compare myself The hair that keeps on falling out The fucked up things I think about like Maybe I should kill myself If I fall, will it make a sound If nobody‘s around?
You want the high high high high lights Not when I hate hate hate my life Things I don’t show you in the light But when you look twice It’s just the highlights
You want the high high high high lights Not when I hate hate hate my life Things I don’t show you in the light But when you look twice You’ll see the fault lines
Highlights, highlights My life, my life The light, the light
But when you look twice You’ll see the fault lines But when you look twice It’s just the highlights
#MOTHICA #HIGHLIGHTS #NOCTURNALMOTHICA - NOCTURNAL (Official Music Video)Mothica2022-07-01 | NOCTURNAL is the title track to my new album - out now. Buy/stream here: heavyheart.lnk.to/Nocturnal
LYRICS Tried self destruction Til I couldn’t function I hurt myself, hated myself It didn’t help me
Tried self control Tried letting go To heal myself, I went to hell I hope you know
What it’s like to fight your mind When your skin still crawls at night I pretend that I’m alright Til the lights go out
Don’t got a need for sleep Stuck in a lucid dream Daylights not for me That’s why I’m nocturnal
Hate when the morning comes It’s light that i’m running from Can’t fly too close to the sun That’s why I’m nocturnal
(ha ha ha haha ha ha) That’s why I’m nocturnal
Lost in the static I can’t move past it I got this far, I need the dark A little madness A little patience, some kind of saving Keep circling, to find another light worth chasing
I pretend that I’m alright Til the lights go out
Don’t got a need for sleep Stuck in a lucid dream Daylights not for me That’s why I’m nocturnal
Hate when the morning comes It’s light that I’m running from Can’t fly too close to the sun That’s why I’m nocturnal
(ha ha ha haha ha ha) That’s why I’m nocturnal (ha ha ha ha) That’s why I’m nocturnal That’s why I’m nocturnal
Directed by Samuel Halleen & Mothica Producer: Zoe Dinerstein Production Manager: Sydney Isaac
Director of Photography: Sten Olson 1st AC: Jo Choi Swing: Jake O'Connor Gaffer: Em Shafer Key Grip: Tyler Maynard
Stylist: Mothica & Drew Cockrell Moth Costume: Sam Garcia Makeup: Meg Wilbur Hair: Lacey San Nicholas
Production Designer: Graham Epstein Art Director: Cleo Camp Set Dressers: Ryan Brennan & Alex Norman
Editor: Samuel Halleen VFX: Matthew Collamore Colorist: Sarah Sebring
Choreographer: Penny Wildman Dancers: Michael Graceffa & Julian Burzynski
Production Assistant: Sofia Kunz & Isabella FitzGerald Harewood BTS/Mothman: Aurelia
#MOTHICA #NOCTURNALMOTHICA - R.E.M. (Official Visualizer)Mothica2022-07-01 | R.E.M. comes from my new album, NOCTURNAL - out now. Buy/stream here: heavyheart.lnk.to/Nocturnal
LYRICS think i’m gonna sabotage with no warning crash and burn, say something i’ll regret know i shouldn’t fall back into old patterns compare myself to every girl you’ve ever met
and I can't blame you for someone else’s mistakes and I don’t want to push you away but I still
Relive every moment hoping you don't notice you just tripped a red light in my mind you tell me to trust you swear to God I try to I still got some scars from the last time
iiii, iiii relive every moment in my mind iiii, iiiiiii, I still got some scars from the last time
I let you in goddamn, it’s fucking scary you let your guard down like it’s nothing I’m used to dysfunction get drunk and fight about it you wanna just talk it out
and I can't blame you for someone else’s mistakes and I don’t want to push you away but I still
Relive every moment hoping you don't notice you just tripped a red light in my mind you tell me to trust you swear to God I try to I still got some scars from the last time
iiii, iiii relive every moment in my mind iiii, iiii I still got some scars from the last time
#MOTHICA #REM #NOCTURNALMOTHICA - THE RECKONING FT. POLYPHIA (Official Visualizer)Mothica2022-07-01 | THE RECKONING FT. POLYPHIA comes from my new album, NOCTURNAL - out now. Buy/stream here: heavyheart.lnk.to/Nocturnal
LYRICS there once was a girl who trusted everyone she met until she passed out and woke up in the lion's den now she always looks over her shoulder won’t let anybody get closer a stranger’s a villain you haven’t run away from yet
but when she falls asleep she controls everything an emerald hurricane rose from the chaos so don’t get in the way cause she’s a tidal wave here comes the reckoning
you made your bed now lie in it wash the blood, lady macbeth used to be an optimist now she’s a loaded gun whatcha running from pop a melatonin sweet dreams in 3...2...1…
cause when she falls asleep she controls everything an emerald hurricane rose from the chaos so don’t get in the way cause she’s a tidal wave here comes the reckoning
#MOTHICA #THERECKONING #NOCTURNALMOTHICA - ABSINTHE (Official Visualizer)Mothica2022-07-01 | ABSINTHE comes from my new album NOCTURNAL - out now. Buy/stream here: heavyheart.lnk.to/Nocturnal
LYRICS I’m drinking poison and expecting you to die it’s suffocating me might not get out alive It's coursing through my veins an envy green so bright intoxicating, all my senses amplified
I’m holding onto anger with a clenched fist (ooh) knuckles start to bleed from all the tension, (ooh) know that i should quit but i get jealous, (ooh) my mind is reckless
you’re my ABSINTHE you’re twisted like dark magic you're glowing and the absinthe makes the heart grow bitter when it hits, my vision flickers ABSINTHE you always leave me tragic one look at her she’s straight from hell, she’ll take you with her absinthe makes the heart grow bitter
it’s no mystery you’re bad for my health I only hate you cause i’m hating myself so i hitch a ride on a cursed carousel next to all the other people who compete with themselves but what would happen if I trusted myself? i used to be afraid, but i got stories to tell even if they try to keep my songs on a shelf behind smoke and mirrors, i’ll bid you farewell
ABSINTHE you’re twisted like dark magic you're glowing and the absinthe makes the heart grow bitter when it hits, my vision flickers ABSINTHE you always leave me tragic one look at her she’s straight from hell, she’ll take you with her absinthe makes the heart grow bitter
absinthe, ohhh, my absinthe, ohhh absinthe makes the heart grow bitter when it hits, my vision flickers absinthe, ohhh, my absinthe, ohhh straight from hell, she’ll take you with her absinthe makes the heart grow bitter
#MOTHICA #ABSINTHE #NOCTURNALMOTHICA - SLEEPWALK (Official Visualizer)Mothica2022-07-01 | SLEEPWALK comes from my new album, NOCTURNAL - out now. Buy/stream here: heavyheart.lnk.to/Nocturnal