Nathan Wagner - Suffocate (Cinematic Version) Nathan Wagner 2023-02-10 | #nathanwagner #suffocate #cinematic SUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1PATREON: patreon.com/nathanwagnerDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBkSpotify: open.spotify.com/track/4Z6DsB6FP0yLzadpDk95JH?si=JSYL82pkQgu6EQpOLQo0AwDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBkCheck out the creator of the artwork! wall.alphacoders.com/big.php?i=1103216Hey everyone! Here's a new recording of "Suffocate"! I feel this version is a lot clearer and hopefully you like it better! Initially, I had labeled this song "Power Poison." It was about the idea of "Power without character is poison." As a young person, I was so attracted to the idea of fame. As I've grown, I could not be more grateful that my career didn't blow up overnight when I was 18. The larger the influence, the larger the wake you leave. If the 18 year old version of my self had blown up, I'm positive that wake would've been so full of devastation and hurt. I don't want power/money/fame if I don't have the character to make good of it. So grateful to each and everyone of you. Never thought anyone would ever care to listen. You'll never know how much it means to me that you'd even give me a moment of your time. Hope you like the track :)LyricsIf I were a king I'd probably dreamOf bringing peace into the worldNoble deeds, heroic thingsUntil I'd seen the shining pearlsAnd all of the greed stored underneathCould go and leak at anytimeI want him dead, they bring his headAn impulse ruins all their livesI could be wise most of the timeBut just one slip up makes them starveAnd all this chaos makes its wayAs I'm here feasting on their farmsThe problem ain't they're never goodThe problem's power taints the mindA heart of gold will turn to stoneThe throne's where good men go to dieHold on to me, don't give up on meIf I start to sink would you reach for me?I get so afraid, break down suffocateWould you help me breathe?Help me breatheIf I were to gain all of this worldDon't let them take away my soulDon't want the arrogance, the ignoranceThis selfishness I holdInstant access is a flameThat I don’t think I can controlDon't let this ember enter inIf I’m not worthy of its loadDon't wanna hurt the ones I loveDon’t wanna let everyone downI try so hard but I slip upLose my grip, fall on the groundThe problem ain’t they’re never goodThe problem's power taints the mindDon't let this heart turn into stoneDon't let these lights burn me aliveHold on to me, don't give up on meIf I start to sink would you reach for me?I get so afraid, break down suffocateWould you help me breathe?Help me breatheDon't let me suffocateIn luxury
Nathan Wagner - Anxiety (Extended) Nathan Wagner 2023-02-03 | #nathanwagner #anxiety SUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/track/6snjcQjxu6GhqDYQT085d7?si=3lZ0tCYDR3edl8n-9r02nQPATREON: patreon.com/nathanwagnerI'm really proud of this one. The original version was the last track I mixed on my first computer. By the end of the song, the Macbook just couldn't take it anymore. So the song ended a bit abrupt haha Hopefully this version is better. Anxiety for me has definitely been a struggle. But I don't want something I hate determine what I do with my life. So I've been trying my best to keep pushing anyway. Love you all. So grateful to each and every one of you.Check out the incredible artist! wall.alphacoders.com/big.php?i=754631I remember blocking out everyone and everything from my life for about a year and half because I was too anxious to leave my house. There was this underlying panic that wouldn't just leave. I pushed so many people away, not because I didn't love them, but because I was afraid to see them. It's hard to explain. I've been fighting like crazy to face these fears and not allow own. I don't want the thing I hate most to tell me how I'm gonna live my life. I hope you guys like this one. Tried to be as honest as possible. Love you all.You take all my energy youTaunt me til my wrists are bleedingWish I was stronger had some peaceI’m just a slave to youEvery moment you are reachingFor my throat I’m barely breathingTortured memories got me sinking I’mJust a slave to youLook at all the things you’ve stolenEvery time you’ve made me frozenI hate everything about youShouldn’t have to be this wayConstant panic constant pain I hate everything about youConstant struggle every minuteI take one step you start you start medaling Puppeteering take me overJust a slave to you Give you the reins All Decisions You got me cornered I can’t pivotFeel so worthless see you grinning Just a slave to youLook at all the things you’ve stolenEvery time you’ve made me frozenI hate everything about youShouldn’t have to be this wayConstant panic constant pain I hate everything about youSinking furtherIn your oceanReach for shore butBut waves keep formingfalling faster You love to tortureWell here’s to one lastFight to severOh this bottled up rage insideStarts to light up in flames tonightOh I'm looking you in the eyeYou're so sick you look paralyzedFeel this power rush through my veins As this milestone it separatesI link it to your neck I Watch you sink I catch my breathSinking closerTo your glorySilver shores take Every worrySee you beaming Lost in wonderAll my anxious Thoughts they slumber
Nathan Wagner - Imposter (Remastered) Nathan Wagner 2023-01-27 | #nathanwagner #imposter SUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1PATREON: patreon.com/nathanwagnerDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBkSpotify: open.spotify.com/track/4Z6DsB6FP0yLzadpDk95JH?si=JSYL82pkQgu6EQpOLQo0AwDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBkHey everyone! Here's another remaster for "Imposter." Really hope you like it! Next week, I'll be releasing an extended version of "Anxiety." Love you all so much. Thank you thank you thank you for taking the time to listen. I never thought anyone would care. Sending all my love :)Song written by Nathan WagnerAll instruments produced and performed by Nathan WagnerLyricsWalking this tight rope, oneMisstep I'll fall to the denThe higher you fly just the steeperThe fall when it endsOh, I'm an imposter, I'm not what ISeemIf you could just hear all the thingsThat I thinkThe anger that's boiling whenJealousy scrеamsAll these illusions will bury meDeepDrеams of my downfall, convincedThat they'll see me somedayLying there naked no hiding inMoney and fameBe careful of power, it's not what itSeemsIf you ain't integrous, a scoundrelLike meIt'll send you to heaven until itMeets hellWhere everyone's laughing asYou're locked in your cellThe fire is rising right under thisRopeMy armors igniting, I start to let goMy mask burns to ash and my faceIs revealedWell we've made it at last now I'mForced to be realWith this mess, I've madeDestructive waysThese sinful games I keep onPlayingIf I fall short, would you endureOr tear my soul with strife and Scorne
Nathan Wagner - The Antihero (Remastered) Nathan Wagner 2023-01-20 | #nathanwagner #theantihero #altrock SUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1PATREON: patreon.com/nathanwagnerDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBkSpotify: open.spotify.com/track/4Z6DsB6FP0yLzadpDk95JH?si=JSYL82pkQgu6EQpOLQo0AwDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBkHey everyone! Thank you so much for taking the time to listen! Out of all the tracks I've done, "The Antihero" has always been one of my favorites. Looking back, I felt there were a lot of things within the mix/production I felt could've been better. So I decided to re-record it! Really hope you like it. Love you all!Song written by Nathan WagnerAll instruments produced and performed by Nathan Wagner[Verse 1]Look at all this devastationWalk away humiliatedIgnorance revived this dormantBeast inside now I can't take it there's[Pre-Chorus]Blood on my handsNow this moment is stamped in myMemory, I panicCreated catastropheCan't take it backNow I am who I amMy innocence vanquishedThe criminal awakened[Chorus]Who could save me now?Watch me spiral downI made such a mess of my conscienceIt's making me nauseousBeen drifting so slowlyIt's takin me fully, ohWho could save me now?[Verse 2]This virus is over bearingThis trauma is never letting goThe darkness it creepsIn all of my bеingThis monster is taking all controlHad no one to listen, no onе to careEveryone acted like I wasn't thereWas only a kidHow could I forgive?See vengeance will be my only[Chorus]Hope, don't save me nowWatch me spiral downI made such a mess of my conscienceIt's making me nauseousIf no one will love meAt least they'll feel something, ohWho can save me now?[Ending]Don't steal my soulDon't steal my soulDon't steal my soulLet me be
Nathan Wagner - As You Are Nathan Wagner 2022-12-30 | #nathanwagner #asyouare I wanted to write something peaceful for the New Year. I pray it provides comfort no matter the circumstances. And truly be a safe haven.I'm so grateful for each and every one of you. You've provided me the greatest job I could've ever imagined. I never believed that full time music was a possibility for me. You proved me wrong. Love you all. Happy New Year. I pray your 2023 will be blessed beyond comprehension.
Nathan Wagner - O Come, O Come, Emmanuel Nathan Wagner 2022-12-23 | #nathanwagner #ocomeocomeemmanuel A few of you guys asked for a Christmas song, so here you go! I had a lot of fun just messing around with the orchestration. I really hope you guys like it! Merry Christmas! What a gift each and every listener has been to me. Could not be more grateful. Love you all.It may take me a couple of days to get back to your comments but I promise I will! I'm sorry, my families only all together once or twice a year. Sorry about that!LyricsO come, O come, Emmanuel,And ransom captive Israel,That mourns in lonely exile here,Until the Son of God appear.O come, desire of nations, bindIn one the hearts of all mankindBid Thou our sad divisions ceaseAnd be Thyself our King of peaceRejoice Rejoice EmmanuelShall come to thee O IsraelRejoice Rejoice EmmanuelShall come to thee O IsraelRejoice RejoiceEmmanuel has comeRejoice RejoiceEmmanuel has comeHope has come to Earth we singBehold our savior Christ the kingHope has come to Earth we singBehold our Jesus Christ the kingHope has come to Earth we singBehold our savior Christ the kingHope has come to Earth we singBehold our Jesus Christ the kingRejoice RejoiceEmmanuel has comeRejoice RejoiceEmmanuel has come
Nathan Wagner - A Letter to my Wife... From 2072 Nathan Wagner 2022-12-09 | #nathanwagner #ALetterToMyWife #fromthefuture Me and Tiffany wrote this one together on the one year anniversary of our engagement. Really hope you like it :) Love you all.SUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1Patreon: patreon.com/nathanwagnerSpotify: open.spotify.com/track/4Z6DsB6FP0yLzadpDk95JH?si=JSYL82pkQgu6EQpOLQo0AwDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBkSong written by Nathan and Tiffany WagnerAll Instruments performed by Nathan WagnerProduced and performed by Nathan WagnerPhoto licensed by ShutterStockLyrics:I see you smile radiantYou haven’t changed a bitStill pure at heart that vibrantYouth within your soul it never quitsSo many years togetherDecades will come and goWho would’ve thought that afterAll this timestill our love could grow Now we ain’t far from heavenThese bodies in regressionSo many choices full of deep regretThe one thing right was youThis takes me back to theFirst Kiss First TimeThat we stayed up all night longJust kids with hope and dreamsWho knew you’d be be my destinyFirst DanceFirst fight Thought I’d never be alrightBut God had intervenedThe fate was set it’s you and meI never thought we’d happenWas so lost in all my griefSearching for silverWhen the purest gold Was right in front of meAll of that pain inside meYou found a way to freeThe angst of adolescence washed awaySomehow you gave me peaceYou used to write me letters Forever I’ll remember Melted the ice around my frozen heartMeant truly everythingThis takes me back to theFirst Kiss First TimeThat we stayed up all night longJust kids with hope and dreamsWho knew you’d be be my destinyFirst DanceFirst fight Thought I’d never be alrightBut God had intervenedThe fate was set it’s you and meThey say the keyThe missing pieceIs in a grateful heartKeeps shining even in the darkWhen your with meCan’t help but beThankful for these years My joy my rock through every tearPraise God he made a way to hereAfter all this timeNot a piece of me deniesThat we were crafted up in heaven To be holy intertwinedForever mineWhen we’re angels in skyStill want you next to meThe fate was set still can’t believe it’s youForget my hopes and dreamsJust you and me eternally
Nathan Wagner - Virtue Nathan Wagner 2022-11-30 | #nathanwagner #virtue SUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1Patreon: patreon.com/nathanwagnerSpotify: open.spotify.com/track/4Z6DsB6FP0yLzadpDk95JH?si=JSYL82pkQgu6EQpOLQo0AwDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBkSong written by Nathan WagnerAll Instruments performed by Nathan WagnerProduced and performed by Nathan WagnerPhoto licensed by ShutterStockHere's a song I wrote about porn addiction. It's been such a struggle throughout my life but by the grace of God, I have found a good amount of freedom lately. As a young person, the concept of discipline and righteousness seemed like such a prison. But the older I grow, the more it seems to be the key that lets you out. I can’t think of anything more constricting than the lack of self-control. Which unfortunately, I lack most of the time. I really hope this song means something to you. I could not be more grateful for each and every one of you. Love you all.
Nathan Wagner - Sins of our Fathers Nathan Wagner 2022-11-18 | #nathanwagner #sinsofourfathersSUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1Patreon: patreon.com/nathanwagnerSpotify: open.spotify.com/track/4Z6DsB6FP0yLzadpDk95JH?si=JSYL82pkQgu6EQpOLQo0AwDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBkSong written by Nathan WagnerAll Instruments performed by Nathan WagnerProduced and performed by Nathan WagnerPhoto licensed by ShutterStockLyrics:Clean our slatesDear hero in the skyBlood red StainsForefathers left behindLet it burn awayLet it burn away Wash my handsOf the hurt they’d breathe to life Rid my heartOf this impartation Generation tie Let it burn awayLet it burn awayThe virus entered in my ancestorsTrauma passes on to successorsTrying to make me into my oppressorThe one I hate the most comes in tremorsTake all this dying flesh stop it spreadingGhost of regret won’t stop manifestingLineage tainted slave to my making Only you can save meLet it burn awayLet it burn away
Nathan Wagner - Lonely (2022) Nathan Wagner 2022-11-11 | #nathanwagner #lonely SUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1Patreon: patreon.com/nathanwagnerDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBkSpotify: open.spotify.com/track/4Z6DsB6FP0yLzadpDk95JH?si=JSYL82pkQgu6EQpOLQo0AwDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBkHey everyone! Here's a new version of "Lonely" with a video! Huge shout out to Josias Torres for putting it all together! I've always been a bit afraid of the camera (hence the typical still image haha) but if you guys want more content like this, I'll try my best! This will probably always be one of the most personal songs I've written. I really hope you like this version. Love you all!Song written by Nathan WagnerProduced and performed by Nathan WagnerVideo by Josias Torres Check him out! youtube.com/channel/UCCJCVdcuOVBurTpgX-z2_rwJosias website: josiastorres.comLyrics:Is everybody lonelyIs everybody scaredIs everybody worriedThat no one really caresSee I'm afraid to love, but afraid to be aloneStill I wonder why my heart is always brokeWhat a way to live, let the fear take all controlOh, this ain’t life, no, I'm not aliveAre we all the same looking for loveLooking for loveAre we all in chains'Tryna be enoughBe enoughI’m 'tryna write my perfect storyI'm working nights and working daysTo prove the world that I am worthyOf being seen, of being praised'Cause I'm afraid to show the people who I amI'm not special, just a simple broken manSo I will hide my face with my picture perfect maskOh this ain't life, no, it's just a lieAre we all the same looking for loveLooking for loveAre we all in chains’Tryna be enough, be enoughWoahIf I looked you in the eyeAnd showed the broken things insideWould you run awayWould you run awayWoahIf you saw my darkest partsThe wicked things inside my heartWould you run awayOr are you the same
Nathan Wagner - Endless War Nathan Wagner 2022-10-28 | #nathanwagner #endlesswar Here’s a darker song I wrote about propaganda and war. I’ve been so nervous about this one. It’s honestly been one of the most painful songs I've worked on. Thinking through history about so many atrocities. I hate war. I hate loss. I know it's often necessary and to those who've served, I could not be more grateful for your courage. Your protection. I didn't want to share this one. It seemed like it might be offensive/divisive/just be too painful for so many people. But something in me felt like I should. So here it is. Love you all so much. Taking the time to listen to my work means more than you could ever know. SUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1Patreon: patreon.com/nathanwagnerDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBkSpotify: open.spotify.com/track/4Z6DsB6FP0yLzadpDk95JH?si=JSYL82pkQgu6EQpOLQo0AwDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBkSong written by Nathan WagnerBacking vocals by Nathan and Tiffany WagnerProduced and performed by Nathan WagnerPhoto licensed by ShutterStockLyrics:They told stories of legends and old Ever since I was youngOf protectors our saviors our heroesThat’s who I’ll become said Give your heartAnd your strength To the causeNever breakYou can be like them toTake your gunAnd your flagHold it strongTake their landWe can show them the truthWhat is it for? Endless warJust toil awayTo spread our plagueKeep devastatingAll in veinWhat’s it for?So they sent us away on their missionThinking heroes we’ll beThrough the smoke saw a man looked suspiciousSo I put him to sleepHow it woke me up From this daze Killed a manHe had a nameFor what sake I don’t knowConstantly It’s in my headThe memoryIt never leftCan’t escape it won’t goWhat is it for? Endless warJust toil awayTo spread our plagueKeep devastatingAll in veinWhat’s it for?I don’t want to fight no moreWatch my brothers die no moreEverything feel’s so out of placeI don’t wanna cry no moreSee another life get tornTell me what’s the point to this painI don’t wanna lie no moreJust don’t know what’s right no moreGotta be a different wayI just can’t stay quiet no moreBeen twisting with my mind since birthIt’s looking like we’re all being playedWhat is it for? Endless warJust toil awayTo spread our plagueKeep devastatingAll in veinWhat’s it for?
Nathan Wagner - Meaning Nathan Wagner 2022-10-14 | #nathanwagner #meaning I'm really proud of this one. It's all about my younger self trying to find purpose. Really hope you guys like it. Love you all.SUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1Patreon: patreon.com/nathanwagnerDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBkSpotify: open.spotify.com/track/4Z6DsB6FP0yLzadpDk95JH?si=JSYL82pkQgu6EQpOLQo0AwDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBkSong written by Nathan WagnerProduced and performed by Nathan WagnerPhoto licensed by ShutterStockLYRICSBlowing with the windGoing nowhereGoing nowhere Lost and so aimlessJust take me anywhere Take me anywhereI’d give anything to not feel emptyBut I’m just a little speck in the grand scheme So tell me why I’m still regretting Show me is there something moreAnything worth living forI need an answerCause I can’t stand All this remorseThere’s something crying out in meTryna rid me of this dormancyCould there be purposeFor just a worthless man like meHelp me believeDrifting with the wavesGoing nowhereJust going nowhereStorm comes I can’t be breath Take me anywhereAnywhere but hereBeen chasing all these fleeting momentsThought nihilistic ways would set me freeJust left me more alone and broken Droves of casualtiesTell me is there something moreAnything worth living forI need an answerCause I can’t stand All this remorseThere’s something crying out in meTryna rid me of this dormancyCould there be purposeFor just a worthless man like meHelp me believeThere’s more thanPain and scornThan a world that’s bound to sufferOnly hope is fleeting comfortWould you show your face Teach me the wayOut this never ending spiralBreathe on me be my revivalShow my that there’s something moreAnything worth living forI need an answerNo I can’t takeThis aimless courseThere’s something crying out in meSayin wake up have some urgencyLet down your egoStop all the games No more deceitQuit swaying moralsBe a man they can receive Then you will see
Nathan Wagner - Angels vs Demons (Piano Version) Nathan Wagner 2022-09-30 | #nathanwagner #angelsvsdemons #pianoversion SUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1Patreon: patreon.com/nathanwagnerDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBkSpotify: open.spotify.com/track/4Z6DsB6FP0yLzadpDk95JH?si=JSYL82pkQgu6EQpOLQo0AwDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBkI thought it be cool to do a more stripped down version of "Angels vs Demons" and see how you guys liked it. Should I do more versions like this? Should I strip them down even more? Love you all! Thank you so so so much for listening. Song written by Nathan WagnerProduced and performed by Nathan WagnerPhoto licensed by ShutterStockLyrics:I’m feeling the monsterThe demon in my headIt’s warring the angelsThat say they will protectOh I lie awake through the NapalmFeel it rain under my skinOh I try so hard just to stay calmBut this battle never dimsI gotta stay strongJust a little bit moreAnd we’ll get through this stormJust keep pushing alongKnow you’ll make it Hear angel’s scream through the war cryAin’t no way we’ll let you dieJust gotta hold on Don’t you give up the fightWe are with you tonightGot one foot in heavenAnd the other stuck in hellI wish I could severThe piece of me that fellThe demons prowl so swiftlyComing in to take their preyBut the guardians so quicklyEnter in and keep me safe Searching to find safe asylum Running through these battle sirensAK’s AR’s rattle violentStay strong gotta stay strongAll the doors are bordered shut I’m pounding they won’t open upBut in the guardian’s they run Just hang on hang onI gotta stay strongJust a little bit moreAnd we’ll get through this stormJust keep pushing alongKnow you’ll make it Hear angel’s scream through the war cryAin’t no way we’ll let you dieJust gotta hold on
Nathan Wagner - Destroy the Simulation Nathan Wagner 2022-09-16 | #nathanwagner #destroythesimulation #altrock SUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1Patreon: patreon.com/nathanwagnerDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBkSpotify: open.spotify.com/track/1hPtqdUWdzvocQV82QWNYK?si=52708d76fa9a4f6fDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBkSong written by Nathan WagnerProduced by Nathan and Tiffany WagnerAll instruments performed and arranged by Nathan WagnerLyricsLie awakeIn a cold sweatDreams of how we were before the worldwas syntheticMemories restoreWhy’re we hereCan’t remember How they sent us online Disappeared From our natural homes and no one realizedLike a prophet in his scornNo one listens as I warnThat we’re packed away in thisLifeless game we’re cagedScreaming through the skyPlease open up your eyesDon’t let them fog your visionGet reprogrammed by their systemWe’re dead men walkingAll like soulless zombiesHypnotized by algorithmsIn our artificial prisonI can’t help but feel afraidNo ones seeing through these framesBunch of binary encased In these surrogates we clingNo ones looking through the veilThrough the murky waterJust ignore me as I tell it’s all a gameScreaming through the skyPlease open up your eyesDon’t let them fog your visionGet reprogrammed by their systemWe’re dead men walkingAll like soulless zombieHypnotized by algorithmsIn this artificial prison Don’t you see’s what’s going on All the puppeteering Ooh this sinking ship we’re on is going downOh there’s gotta be in exit From this technical device Oh I’m searching for directionKnow it’s gotta be insideJust think a little moreHad to enter in sometimeLet the memories restoreAnd this circus end tonightThey’ve been twisting us so long In this pixelated cageNo it ain’t where we belongOh we’ve gotta break these away Said the servers were withinSo I’ll beat them at their gameRight at the masters point I’llDestroy everythingMainframe broke and friedA portal opens Pulling matter like a blackholeAll of gravity’s in shambles Float through space and timeDimension brokenAll the Universe is falling I really tore it down
Nathan Wagner - VICE Nathan Wagner 2022-09-02 | #nathanwagner #vice SUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1Patreon: patreon.com/nathanwagnerDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBkSpotify: open.spotify.com/track/4Z6DsB6FP0yLzadpDk95JH?si=JSYL82pkQgu6EQpOLQo0AwDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBkSong written by Nathan WagnerProduced and performed by Nathan WagnerLyricsComing towards me like a tidal waveBrace for impact smile on my faceCan’t run away can’t run away there’s too much trouble on my mindI need the touch I need the rush something to get me through this nightIncisions made flow through my veins I swear this is the final timeCan’t run away Can’t run away Can’t run awayTake my soul my lifeIf it makes me betterJust tonightWould you make me betterMake me betterCrush my body please just numb the painFor just a moment need to feel okayCan’t run away can’t run away there’s too much chaos in my mindI’m so afraid I’m so afraid I just can’t handle this tonightIncisions made I’m so ashamed I swear this is the final timeCan’t run away can’t run away can’t run awayTake my soul my lifeIf it makes me betterJust tonightWould you make me betterMake me betterTrading my life for dollars and penniesEvery second spent I’m regrettingEvery day like this is so deadlyGotta changeConstantly let this demon inside meCaging myself where fire is risingKey in my hand yet still self confiningGotta break thisI can feel my heart losing patienceDon’t have long my know body can’t take thisBend enough only time til you break itWe all fadeGive my life to the habit I hate mostDon’t sound bright really gotta let it goBeing killed by my lack of self-controlGotta Change
Nathan Wagner - The Hero Nathan Wagner 2022-08-19 | #nathanwagner #thehero SUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1Patreon: patreon.com/nathanwagnerDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBkSpotify: open.spotify.com/track/4Z6DsB6FP0yLzadpDk95JH?si=JSYL82pkQgu6EQpOLQo0AwDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBkI really enjoyed the concept of "The Antihero" so I thought it be fun to write the other side. I really hope you guys like it! Poured my heart and soul into it! Love you all so much. Could not be more grateful each and every one of you. Thank you for taking the time to listen.Song written by Nathan WagnerProduced and performed by Nathan WagnerLyrics:Waking up to the soundSirens screaming aloud So disoriented how’d this happenThese buildings are crumbling downHear everyone panicThis monsters gone manicPray somethin can to turn this aroundMy cities in ruins I’m feeling so useless Can’t even get off the groundI’m calling all heroesLegends and starsAnyone listening just open your heartI’ve gotta do somethingI wish I were strong enough to seeA hero in meAll these people they need meBut fears got me freezingI can’t even get off the floorAll these minutes are fleetingMore damage he’s leavingDon’t wanna be a coward anymore I’m trembling I’m quiveringThis menace is winningIt’s such a one sided warMy people are bleedingThey’re dying and screamingJust lying here watching them burnI’m calling all heroesLegends and starsAnyone listening just open your heartWe gotta do somethingWe’re falling apart Lose everythingI wish I were better I Wish I had strengthI wish I had anythingTo prove I was braveCan’t watch and do nothingHiding awayTry to believeA hero could live in me He won’t back downFamily crying outMade such a mess of my conscience It’s making me nauseousMy world is crumbling can’t watch and do nothingI’m done with this panicI’ll hop into actionAnd save this townI don’t need no heroesNo Legends or starsThe fight is within us justOpen your heartsWe ain’t’ going underThis city is oursTake everythingWe’re born for this momentThis moment is ours Now the battle is turning We’re making our markTogether we’re strongerHe’s falling apartSeems they retreatNow heroes are all I see
Nathan Wagner - Angels Vs Demons Nathan Wagner 2022-08-05 | #nathanwagner #angelsvsdemons #alternative Really proud of this one. I hope you guys like it! Love each and every one of you!SUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1Patreon: patreon.com/nathanwagnerDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBkSpotify: open.spotify.com/track/4Z6DsB6FP0yLzadpDk95JH?si=JSYL82pkQgu6EQpOLQo0AwDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBkSong written by Nathan WagnerProduced and performed by Nathan WagnerLyrics:I’m feeling the monsterThe demon in my headIt’s warring the angelsThat say they will protectOh I lie awake through the NapalmFeel it rain under my skinOh I try so hard just to stay calmBut this battle never dimsI gotta stay strongJust a little bit moreAnd we’ll get through this stormJust keep pushing alongKnow you’ll make it Hear angel’s scream through the war cryAin’t no way we’ll let you dieJust gotta hold on Don’t you give up the fightWe are with you tonightGot one foot in heavenAnd the other stuck in hellI wish I could severThe piece of me that fellThe demons prowl so swiftlyComing in to take their preyBut the guardians so quicklyEnter in and keep me safe Searching to find safe asylum Running through these battle sirensAK’s AR’s rattle violentStay strong gotta stay strongAll the doors are bordered shut I’m pounding they won’t open upBut in the guardian’s they run Just hang on hang onI gotta stay strongJust a little bit moreAnd we’ll get through this stormJust keep pushing alongKnow you’ll make it Hear angel’s scream through the war cryAin’t no way we’ll let you dieJust gotta hold on
Nathan Wagner - Psychosis Nathan Wagner 2022-07-22 | #nathanwagner #psychosis SUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1Patreon: patreon.com/nathanwagnerDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBkSpotify: open.spotify.com/track/4Z6DsB6FP0yLzadpDk95JH?si=JSYL82pkQgu6EQpOLQo0AwDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBkSong written by Nathan WagnerProduced and performed by Nathan WagnerI really didn’t want to release this song. It’s something I’ve maybe talked about to two or three people. Terrified of the reaction. Terrified of the assumptions that come along with this topic. But it’s something that’s never talked about. Really ever. So here it is. I spent three years studying music every moment of every day. I completely cut myself off from everyone and everything except my studies. I knew that if I gave it everything, my chances of “Making it” were still slim. So I held nothing back. About a year and a half into isolation, I started to really really disconnect. This song explains the state of mind almost perfectly. Just this feeling of “Nothing is real” was overwhelming and would haunt me day and night. Couldn’t find peace of mind. By the grace of God, love and human connection brought me out of it. We’re not meant to be alone. If you’re in that place, reach out. Talk to me. I'll be praying. You're not alone. So sorry about the obscure topic, but if it could help someone feel less alone/more understood, It’s worth it. I love you guys so much. Can’t even begin to explain how fortunate I am. Thank you so much for listening. LyricsEverything is in my brainAll the Thunder all the rainMental pictures they became Everything is in my brainAll the pleasure all the painThe one I love the one I hateMental pictures they became Everything is in my brainIt’s like nothings realChemicals we feelNothing tangibleI can’t feel your soulIs it all a lieGet so petrifiedThat it’s all a dreamWhen I wake I’ll seeI’m falling in my head againThis winding road just never endsMaybe we’re comatose in purgatory linesA fleet of lonely ghosts pretending we’re still aliveMaybe the afterlife is where we all resideMaybe it’s overBeautiful destruction seepsWhen there’s too much time to thinkSuch abysmal tendenciesWhen delusion reigns in me Maybe we’re comatose in purgatory linesA fleet of lonely ghosts pretending we’re still aliveMaybe the afterlife is where we all resideMaybe it’s over#nathanwagner #psychosis SUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1Patreon: patreon.com/nathanwagnerDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBkSpotify: open.spotify.com/track/4Z6DsB6FP0yLzadpDk95JH?si=JSYL82pkQgu6EQpOLQo0AwDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBkLyricsEverything is in my brainAll the Thunder all the rainMental pictures they became Everything is in my brainAll the pleasure all the painThe one I love the one I hateMental pictures they became Everything is in my brainIt’s like nothings realChemicals we feelNothing tangibleI can’t feel your soulIs it all a lieGet so petrifiedThat it’s all a dreamWhen I wake I’ll seeI’m falling in my head againThis winding road just never endsMaybe we’re comatose in purgatory linesA fleet of lonely ghosts pretending we’re still aliveMaybe the afterlife is where we all resideMaybe it’s overBeen lost for so longSchizoid man off and onWill I ever belongJust Me and meBeen lost for so longSchizoid man off and onWill I ever belongJust Me and me
Lets Hangout! LIVESTREAM Nathan Wagner 2022-07-15 | #Livestream #nathanwagner #hangout SUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1APPLE MUSIC: music.apple.com/us/album/shame/1628137288?i=1628137289SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/album/7Ci20KAUqpTEtnL4aMRFVP?si=CJoT87qkRbuXtAHv4JNMXAPATREON: patreon.com/nathanwagnerArtwork licensed by Shutterstock
Nathan Wagner - Creative Mind Nathan Wagner 2022-07-08 | #nathanwagner #creativemind #poprock SUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1Patreon: patreon.com/nathanwagnerDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBkSpotify: open.spotify.com/track/4Z6DsB6FP0yLzadpDk95JH?si=JSYL82pkQgu6EQpOLQo0AwDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBkSong Written by Nathan and Tiffany WagnerRecorded/Produced and Performed by Nathan Wagner"Creative Mind" is live on all platforms!I really struggled through education and honestly through most normal human things. I’ve always been extremely in my head. For the longest time, I thought it was because I was dumb. No matter what I did, I couldn’t focus on anything that was out of my normal wheelhouse. I’d just hit a mental wall. This songs about the tension of being a little different trying to fit into a world not necessarily acclimated to my frame. I really hope you like it! Love you all!I wasn't going to finish this one, but a few patrons said they liked it, so here it is! Huge shout out to Destany and Aylias! This one's dedicated to you! Love you all!LyricsI always was the kid who sat in class and dreamed of storiesThey saw numbers I saw colors just how it wasThe teachers never understood my framed forever worriedWanted total recall the only default They’d say why you got your head up in the cloudsI said why’d I wanna stay there on the groundNever thought I’d make anything of myself just uselessHad to get stronger to hold on longer that’s what I didI heard if you don’t quit Then you’re bound to winSo I gotta dream bigCause I won’t give inIma take this vision to the topFor the kid who feels he’s not enoughAnd we’ll shine through the dark Be who we areNever understood the way I was It got so lonelyEveryone though I wasn’t good enough to make it workHad to go for hours and hours through sweat and tearsTo write a different storyBut it all was worth the pain endured it helped me learnSometimes critics are the ones that make us thriveLack of honesty’s the way we dieNow every singe day we’re inching a little closerI can’t believe it just keep on pushing on A little moreI heard if you don’t quit Then you’re bound to winSo I gotta dream bigCause I won’t give inI’ma take this vision to the topFor the kid who feels he’s not enoughAnd we’ll shine through the dark Be who we areLike shooting starsLike shooting stars
Nathan Wagner - A Wedding Song (feat. Tiffany Wagner) Nathan Wagner 2022-06-19 | #nathanwagner #aweddingsong SUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1APPLE MUSIC: music.apple.com/us/album/shame/1628137288?i=1628137289SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/album/7Ci20KAUqpTEtnL4aMRFVP?si=CJoT87qkRbuXtAHv4JNMXAPATREON: patreon.com/nathanwagnerArtwork licensed by ShutterstockLyricsYou open my eyesYou open my eyes again You bring me to life you’re raisin me from the deadAnd this hell in my mind You somehow can make it mendCan’t let it be wastedSo please never let it endWalls fell downAnd joy came in for the first timeIn millions yearsIn you entered I knew That this was the last time I’d fall for someone new You’re my rock and my strengthWhen I’m drifting awayOh you fill me with faithSay you ain’t going nowhereAnd I’ll test you I’ll breakWhen I’m caught in my shameYou just smile with graceSay I ain’t going anywhereYou open my heart you open my heart againYou take me away Too place I’ve never beenAnd I know it’s insane butI’d swear that you’re heaven sentCan’t let it be wastedLet’s please never let this endWalls fell downAnd joy came in for the first timeIn a million millions years And in you entered I knew That this was the last time I’d fall for someone new And I promise To never love another To chase you down again again Til we’re all out of breathI PromiseTo be your crying shoulderAnd lift you up again and againFrom the depths of the trenchesOh I promise To listen when I’m tiredTo never stop admiring your strengthAnd the courage you’ve madeAnd I promise To focus on affection You don’t have to reach perfectionI love you the way that you are I’m not leavingYou’re sticking with me foreverRegardless of the weather the painNo I won’t go awayOh I chose youAnd that’s all that’s gonna matterThere’s nothing else I’m after it’s trueOh you know I do
Nathan Wagner - Shame Nathan Wagner 2022-06-10 | #nathanwagner #shame #originalsong SUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1APPLE MUSIC: music.apple.com/us/album/shame/1628137288?i=1628137289SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/album/7Ci20KAUqpTEtnL4aMRFVP?si=CJoT87qkRbuXtAHv4JNMXAPATREON: patreon.com/nathanwagnerArtwork licensed by ShutterstockSomeone asked me once if I loved myself. It’s a weird question. Of course I said yes. Didn’t feel like being open. Vulnerable. Wanted the spotlight off of me. Years went by and I realized I had all the symptoms of one who doesn’t. Was wondered why I needed everyones approval. Why it took me days to get over one semi negative comment. Why anything less than perfect led me to the deepest guilt. As a kid, I grew up in sort of a “Shame Culture.” It was this weird twisted theology where if you speak positive about yourself in any way, it was pride and wrong. Of course, you can say all the negative you want. In fact, they’ll find them for you. I’m sure most of it was the way I perceived things as a kid and no one was truly at fault, but that perception left it’s mark. I woke up not long ago realizing I’d gone almost most of my life without having a single positive thought about myself. So, it’s basically self-hatred by default. It’s so strange. Trying to rewire my brain can almost feel immoral because of this toxic legalism in my head. Been a grueling journey. Here’s a song I wrote about that "Shame." I really hope it means something to you. I know it does to me. Love you all so much. Thanks so much for listening.LyricsI’ve got everything I’ve wantedSo tell my why I’m still in painIt’s like I’m afraid to being happyLike I deserve to be this wayAs a kid they formed my conscienceGood and evil right and wrongKnow they didn’t mean to make it vicious But now all I have are tortured thoughts I could scale the tallest mountain Change the world make it rightMake the world somethingBut it won’t be enough won’t be enough Won’t be enoughI could win the highest honor Save the future make it brightBut it won’t be enough won’t be enoughWon’t be enoughNo I’m never enough never enough never enoughI’ve got everything I’ve wantedMy younger self would stand in aweStill I can’t let myself be happyCause it just feels like it be wrongAs a kid they said be humble Liftin your self like that is prideWell now I’m drawing in self hatredThat was my last thought that was niceI could scale the tallest mountain Change the world make it rightMake the world somethingBut it won’t be enough won’t be enough Won’t be enoughI could win the highest honor Save the future make it brightBut it won’t be enough won’t be enoughWon’t be enoughNo I’m never enough never enough never enough20 years locked in this prisonA couple words rewrote my frameIt’s funny something that’s so littleCan still be causing all this pain I could scale the tallest mountain Change the world make it rightMake the world somethingBut it won’t be enough won’t be enough Won’t be enoughI could win the highest honor Save the future make it brightBut it won’t be enough won’t be enoughWon’t be enoughNo I’m never enough never enough never enoughNever enough never enough never enoughNever enough never enough never enoughNever enough never enough never enoughNever enough never enough never enough
Nathan Wagner - Opiate Nathan Wagner 2022-05-30 | #NathanWagner #OpiateSUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/track/6snjcQjxu6GhqDYQT085d7?si=3lZ0tCYDR3edl8n-9r02nQPATREON: patreon.com/nathanwagnerHuge shout out to David Zach from remedy drive and the guys from 4th point for helping get this story encapsulated into a song. Not long ago I was recommended a “Healthy” “Natural” medication to help treat depression/anxiety. As someone in pain, you’re willing to try almost anything to feel better. That’s why the first line of this track specifically almost always hits a chord in me. “I just wanted to feel better.” To my amazement, it worked. The storm inside, was gone. The constant neurosis, was lifted. Instead of getting through the day, the day was enjoyable. Everything more vibrant. Didn’t walk into rooms with the assumption that I’m a bother and everyone hated me. All was good. Until it wasn’t. And then it took larger doses. And then some more. And then more to feel worse than I did prior. So I had to detox. Love you guys so much. I don’t know if there’s ever been a scarier song to send out into the world. But if it help someone it’s all worth it. So here it is. Love each and every one of you.I didn't realize it was Memorial Day when I scheduled this release. "There's no greater love than one who lays down their life for another." No words can ever express my gratitude.Lyrics:I just wanted to feel better, Now I sweat here in the dark Oh I'm struggling to rememberHow I even let this startYou said you’d heal meThat’d you’d reveal thebetter version of myself You’re only stealingYou use me up andJust to leave me on the shelf Said you’d free me from these gallows,Just to fancy up my hellAll I wanted was some sunshineNot a lantern in my cellYou’re an artificial solace You’re a counterfeit relief Always meet me at my lowest Just to multiply my grief Oh, Oh, I just wanted to feel somethingreally anything at allBut now it’s taking higher doses To get back to my defaultYou said you’d heal meThat’d you’d conceal thisGaping hole inside my heart Just one more gramYou’re such a scamI Should’ve known it from the startSaid you’d free me from these gallows,Just to fancy up my hellAll I wanted was some sunshineYou’re a lantern in my cellYou’re an artificial solace You’re a counterfeit relief Always meet me at my lowest Just to multiply my grief You said you’d free me from these gallows,Just to fancy up my hellAll I wanted was some sunshineNot this lantern in my cellYou’re an artificial solace Just a chemical relief Always meet me at my lowestAnd take everything from me
Nathan Wagner - Shadow Of The Day (Linkin Park Cover) Nathan Wagner 2022-05-20 | #NathanWagner #LinkinPark #ShadowOfTheDaySpotify: open.spotify.com/artist/0XURMEB81vOurKFntVmbBV?si=c1EHBADbSKWbow67UA7SRgApple Music: music.apple.com/us/artist/nathan-wagner/591094441Patreon: patreon.com/nathanwagnerSocial Media twitter.com/nathanwagner762instagram.com/nathanwagner762/?hl=enLYRICSI close both locks below the windowI close both blinds and turn awaySometimes solutions aren't so simpleSometimes goodbye's the only way, ohAnd the sun will set for youThe sun will set for youAnd the shadow of the dayWill embrace the world in greyAnd the sun will set for youIn cards and flowers on your windowYour friends all plead for you to staySometimes beginnings aren't so simpleSometimes goodbye's the only way, ohAnd the sun will set for youThe sun will set for youAnd the shadow of the dayWill embrace the world in greyAnd the sun will set for youAnd the shadow of the dayWill embrace the world in greyAnd the sun will set for youAnd the shadow of the dayWill embrace the world in greyAnd the sun will set for you
Nathan Wagner - Narrow Road Nathan Wagner 2022-05-13 | #NathanWagner #NarrowRoad #AltRockSUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/track/6snjcQjxu6GhqDYQT085d7?si=3lZ0tCYDR3edl8n-9r02nQPATREON: patreon.com/nathanwagnerDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBkYou guys have no idea how grateful I am that anyone would listen. I've been reminiscing lately on where I was at even three years ago. Working at steak n shake, constantly dreaming of the day where I could just work on music. From the bottom of my heart, thank you for taking the time to listen. I've been having a ton of fun experimenting with rock. It's what me and my brothers grew up listening to. The only genre my Dad really likes (It's his birthday today by the way, happy birthday dad!) To the listeners that don't love rock yet have stuck around, thank you from the bottom of my heart. It means everything. The past few weeks, I've been producing tracks more around my initial orchestral genre. They're more like "Lonely/Man of Stone." I really hope you'll like them. Love you all so much.Sorry for all the comments Haha This track was inspired by the parable of the narrow road. This one means a lot to me. I really hope you like it.Artwork was licensed by ShutterstockLyricsI’m on the road of pure destructionWide the lane so pretty at the startTil’ the land it partsFell in the belly of the giantDidn’t think they’d lure me this farBut they stole my heartI’m worn and tiredLit my world on fireKnow you warned meDidn’t listenCan’t escape the pain I’ve sownI’m sorryWish I did betterGotta brave my coming storm Oh we get what we deserveI didn’t think I’d get so brokenPlay with fire of course I’m gonna burnNow grief is deeper than the ocean I wish I knew the pain before I let it get the best of me The lust the pride the jealousy Now it’s takin nearly everythingOh I gotta reach sobrietyWould you let me have a second chanceOh I swear never take it backGive up all I hold Give up all control Be a better man and get out of this trap Sinking in this endless seaI Snared my self here in the deepI know that you can rescue meOh, I’m begging are you listeningWould you let me have a second chanceOh I swear never take it backGive up all I hold Give up all control Be a better man and get out of this trap
Nathan Wagner - Mercy Nathan Wagner 2022-04-29 | #NathanWagner #MercySUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/track/6snjcQjxu6GhqDYQT085d7?si=3lZ0tCYDR3edl8n-9r02nQPATREON: patreon.com/nathanwagnerArtwork: wall.alphacoders.com/big.php?i=1066810Love you guys so much. Can't express to you how blessed I am. I may not get back to all the comments right away (Moving this weekend - life's been so busy) but I promise I'll get there eventually. I really hope you like this one!Lyrics:Go and write your Scarlett letterKeep your head up in the skyGo and preach your moral chatterAs your soul is filled with prideLet the people know your judgmentMighty ruler king on high (Moral supreme king on high)(As you ignore her children’s cry)Tell me what makes you so specialTo decide who lives or diesLet the man without a sin throw the first stone throw the first brickOh who are you to not forgive You slimy evil hypocriteI hope you get what you deserveWhen justice makes it’s way to earth You’ll reap the bitter wrath you’ve sownAnd quiver ’til you’re all but bone e Tell me how’d you up so numbWhat kind of trauma would it takeTo delight in someones killingLet your conscience be erased Still you talking like you’re holyTell me how’d you get this way Can’t you see the speck in your eyeUtter ignorance you’ve madeI hope you get what you deserveWhen justice makes it’s way to earth You’ll reap the bitter wrath you’ve sownAnd quiver ’til you’re all but bone e How could I forgive someoneWho brought this on himselfDon’t deserve no piece of heaven Made our lives a living hellYou say bitterness is heavyAnd to hold it does no goodIt just feels so wrong to let godon’t know how I ever could
Nathan Wagner - Sick of your Opinions Nathan Wagner 2022-04-15 | #PopPunk #NathanWagner #SickOfYourOpinionsSUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/track/6snjcQjxu6GhqDYQT085d7?si=3lZ0tCYDR3edl8n-9r02nQPATREON: patreon.com/nathanwagnerLove you guys so much. I promise I'm not sick of your opinions haha This was written mainly about the cultural divisiveness going around. I want to love others first and foremost regardless of anything. Hope you like this one. Huge shoutout to Joseph Daniel! We wrote this one together. He came up with the concept. Happy Easter!Lyrics:I’m sorryI don’t love you anymoreI’m tryingDidn’t mean to slam the doorBut this country and my family All these people and my friendsFrom the pastors to the pundits Oh dear God it never endsAnd I’m so tired of this placeOh I’ve gotta get awayThe way it used to be is so far gone And I’m so sick of your opinionsLike a gun against my headI’m dreaming of the place where I belongI’m sorry Staring at the stars aboveOut here quietly I know I forget to loveI’m just so exhausted soul is nauseousI don’t care who’s rightEverything’s divisive so self-righteousNot worth another fight And I’m so tired of this placeOh I’ve gotta get awayThe way it used to be is so far gone And I’m so sick of your opinionsLike a gun against my headI’m dreaming of the place where I belongOh there’s gotta be a place where I belongJust shut up shut upHave a little mercyLook at us nowWe’re all dying slowlyCome on come onI’m begging you please justLet it goShut up shut upHave a little mercyLook at us nowDestroying a familyShut up shut upI’m begging you please just let it goI’m so tired of this placeWhat I’d give to get awayThe way it used to be is so far gone And I’m so sick of your opinionsLike a gun held to my headI’m dreaming of the place where I belongOh there’s Gotta be somewhere that I belongI think about it slowly Sort through it one by oneI realize I’m a hypocrite With another opinion
Nathan Wagner - Dreams of my Downfall Nathan Wagner 2022-04-01 | #NathanWagner #DreamsOfMyDownfall SUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/track/6snjcQjxu6GhqDYQT085d7?si=3lZ0tCYDR3edl8n-9r02nQPATREON: patreon.com/nathanwagnerLove you guys so much! This is one I wrote years ago. I added the outro to try and make it a bit more epic haha I want to be a man of integrity. Over anything else. I've been writing a lot about that lately. The struggle of a broken man trying to overcome his instincts for iniquity. I think I may turn that concept into an album ;) Thank you so much for listening! I could not be more grateful!Lyrics:Drifting through moments then all of the sudden it hits meWhat if I stumble and all of my world starts to fallThe people I love lose respect though they swore they’re unwaveringEverything crumbles as I’m just here losing it allHearing these critics they’re cheering and saying they hate meTaking my whole life of work and burn it to the groundWas trying to open my heart and they go and betray mePutting a knife in my back without making a soundI could be doing fine perfect life everything is great’til you take my mind and hypnotize show my world in flamesNowhere to hide from what’s inside can’t run can’t get awayGuess one more night of constant fight it always stays the sameWon’t you let me go I’m crumblingI’m crumblingFantasizing bout the worst that could be I’m not readyMaking decisions preserving what’s not even realfalse prophecies keep on following make me unsteadyJust wanna be free of these troublesome dreams let me beI could be doing fine perfect life everything is greatTil you take my mind awaken all my memories my mistakesAnd you hang them high won’t let them die control me with my shameSay wait til they can see your darkest parts and run awayBut you’re never right you always lie your promise never comesI’m still standing I’m still breathing having died not from your gunHaven’t fallen in the slaughter lost the people that I loveYou’re a liar you’re a thief and It’s time to give you up Won’t you let me go I’m crumblingI’m crumblingWon’t you let me go I’m crumblingI’m crumblingMy fatherPlease take this thorn Cause I’m bleedingI’m tired and wornPlease listenDon’t you hear me cryI’m weary I need your light
4th Point & Nathan Wagner - Think of Me Nathan Wagner 2022-03-25 | #4thPoint #NathanWagner #ThinkofMeSong Written by Matt Ellis, Nathan Wagner, Bradley Kus and Bryce knightSong Recorded and Mixed by Matt EllisDrums by Bradley KusBass by Bryce KnightGuitars by Matt EllisVocals by Nathan Wagner and Matt EllisCheck out 4th Point!Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/1ne42...Instagram: instagram.com/fourthpointbandFacebook: facebook.com/4thpointReverbnation: http://www.reverbnation.com/4thpointbandhttp://www.4thpoint.comMy Links:SUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/album/7el2mINWXriyliAT7fZhPu?si=bID_dzDWQKO4jyhhRWSztAPATREON: patreon.com/nathanwagner
Nathan Wagner - Anger Nathan Wagner 2022-03-11 | #NathanWagner #AngerSUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/track/6snjcQjxu6GhqDYQT085d7?si=3lZ0tCYDR3edl8n-9r02nQPATREON: patreon.com/nathanwagnerSong written recorded and mixed by Nathan WagnerScream vocals by Zach WagnerAs I get older, the more responsibility I've had to take on. The more responsibility I take on, the easier it is to become bitter. My fear of failure makes it easy for me to blame external forces every time there's a lack in a certain area. In reality, it's almost always due to my own inadequacy. Here's something I wrote about that struggle. Love you guys so much. Couldn’t be more thankful for all of you. Hope you are all doing great. Artwork licensed by ShutterstockBringing out the worst of meYou lie like I can’t even seeThrough all your narcissistic pleasYou cover up in rosy speechYou don’t believe in anythingJust spout the cliche words you preachYou hide your power lust and greedAs we’re all bleeding on the streetsGotta let it goThis world I can’t controlThe things I think I knowTake it awayThis anger and rageThe pride possessing everythingMy personal cageWith shackles and chainsThe perfect penitentiary I crumble I shake From all of this weightCan’t let it get the best of meOh take it away This prison I madeThis isn’t what I’m mean to beI can feel myself burning aliveTrying to still these boiling veins Can’t get this out of my mindOh you better get away from meSo hard to know what anger’s just In middle of these dangerous rushesSense incinerates just get awayGotta let it goThis bitterness I holdDon’t wanna lose my soulTake it away this anger and rageThe pride possessing everythingMy personal cageWith shackles and chainsThe perfect penitentiary I crumble I shake From all of this weightCan’t let it get the best of meOh take it away This prison I madeThis isn’t what I’m mean to beYou won’t believe the darkest partThe beast that breathes inside my heartI try to keep it tamed and far But when it’s free the panic startsI lose my grid for wrong and rightWhen darkness rids all of the lightUnder my skin I try to fightThe nightmare enters in my mindThen I’m the menace I’m the fiendThe wicked catastrophic being I lose control for just a secondRest my life I spend regrettingTrust I’ve built up all my yearsWill wash away and disappearDon’t wanna bring no hell to earthJust rid me of this wretched curseFire in my veins Like poison in me Instincts inflameAnd burn everythingMy world in flames
Nathan Wagner & Rebecca Ray - Justice Nathan Wagner 2022-03-04 | #NathanWagner #RebeccaRay #JusticeSo so so so thankful for you guys. You truly have no idea. I made this track years ago as an instrumental. Huge shoutout to Rebecca Ray for helping me finally put a melody to the track. I really hope you enjoy it. Love you all. Stay blessed. Song Written By Nathan Wagner, Tiffany Bodine and Rebecca RayAll Instruments Performed by Nathan WagnerMixing and Mastering by Nathan WagnerRebeccas Links:Youtube: youtube.com/c/RebeccaVocalAthleteInstagram: instagram.com/RebeccaVocalAthleteWebsite: rebeccavocalathlete.com/?fbclid=IwAR3pmpTDPHTNnlV4ieRMYsdKrfr1eMO1w4_dlylCZ9A3wJuZV9bI_sGNzh0My Links:SUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/album/7el2mINWXriyliAT7fZhPu?si=bID_dzDWQKO4jyhhRWSztAPATREON: patreon.com/nathanwagnerDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBk
Nathan Wagner - Live Like Legends (Anime Opening Version) Nathan Wagner 2022-02-25 | #NathanWagner #LiveLikeLegends #AnimeOpeningVersionHere's something I made purely for fun. Totally thought it sounded like an old school anime opening hence the name haha Really hope you like it !Huge shout out to Tiffany Bodine for helping write the track and Rebecca Ray for singing on the acoustic version! Love you all!In light of recent events, I wasn't sure if I should've postponed this track or not.Especially with the topic having to do with war. I don't know much about what's going on but wanted to send my love and prayers to all who need it. May God be with you and may you and your loved ones stay safe.Song Written by Nathan Wagner and Tiffany BodineAll Instruments Performed by Nathan WagnerMixing and Mastering by Nathan WagnerMy Links:SUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/album/7el2mINWXriyliAT7fZhPu?si=bID_dzDWQKO4jyhhRWSztAPATREON: patreon.com/nathanwagnerDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBkLyrics:It’s been so longSince I’ve seen you in the fleshYou’ve been so strongYou’re an angel heaven sentIt’s been so hardOh these trenches are so bleakYou’ve been the sparkWhen the dark is all I seeJust give me time And the battle will subsideI’ll be your lightSlay the dragon for youLive like the legends and carry on this flameFor our children we’ll fight for better daysFor now I’ll write to youThese winds they blow Feel the chill down to my bonesMy spirits lowI think of you Only one who pulls me throughMy strength renewed So much of my life I’ve been afraidThen In came a girl she gave me strengthThrough all of thisJust a little moreAnd we’ll carry out this warI’ll sail towards shoreAnd we’ll be togetherLive like the legends and carry our daysRaise our children until we’re old and grayFor now I’ll waitYou won’t believeOh the news that came to me Seems the monsters flee’dBack to Jupiter we’re freeTell our village the battles reached an endTell our brothers our sisters and our friendsI’m coming home to you
Nathan Wagner - The Antihero (Extended) Nathan Wagner 2022-02-11 | #TheAntihero #AltRock #NathanWagnerHey guys, I'm really nervous about this one. This was how I initially heard the track in my head, but ended up cutting the ending due to how abstract and aggressive it was. This version came up when I was showing some of my new songs to my family and they loved it. So I figured I'd share it with you guys as well! Really sorry if it's too different for you. Still love you all. Love Gara. I hope the extended cut does him justice :)Check out the creator of the art! deviantart.com/lordthedarkness/art/Gara-704853295Song Written by Nathan WagnerAll Instruments Performed by Nathan WagnerMixing and Mastering by Nathan WagnerMy Links:SUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/album/7el2mINWXriyliAT7fZhPu?si=bID_dzDWQKO4jyhhRWSztAPATREON: patreon.com/nathanwagnerDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBkSECOND CHANNEL+CRINGE PODCAST: youtube.com/channel/UCqqSgQULvLfn5Vd9EM0kJHgLyrics:Look at all this devastationWalk away humiliatedIgnorance revived this dormant Beast inside now I can’t take it There’s blood on my handsNow this moment is stamped in myMemory I panicCreated catastropheCan’t take it backGuess I am who I amMy innocence VanquishedThe criminal awakenedWho could save me nowWatch me spiral downI made such a mess of my consciousIt’s making me nauseous Been drifting so slowly Now it’s takin me fully ohWho could save me nowThis virus is over bearingThis trauma is never letting goThe darkness it creepsInto all of my beingThis monster is taking all controlHad no one to listen no one to careEveryone acted like I wasn’t thereI was only a kidHow could I forgiveSeems vengeance will be my only hopeDon’t save me nowWatch me spiral downI made such a mess of my consciousIt’s making me nauseous But if no one will love me at least they’ll feel somethingStay there watch me drownDon't steal my soulDon't steal my soulDon't steal my soulLet me beDie just dieYou can't save meWon't you learnIt's taken over Watch me burn
Nathan Wagner & Rebecca Ray - Live Like Legends Nathan Wagner 2022-02-04 | #NathanWagner #RebeccaRay #LiveLikeLegendsHey guys! I had the huge honor of working with Rebecca Ray. She was one of the kindest most humble people I've come across. Definitely check out her YouTube and Spotify! Love you all! Thank you so much for listening!Song Written By Nathan Wagner, Tiffany Bodine and Rebecca RayAll Instruments Performed by Nathan WagnerMixing and Mastering by Nathan WagnerRebeccas Links:Youtube: youtube.com/c/RebeccaVocalAthleteInstagram: instagram.com/RebeccaVocalAthleteWebsite: rebeccavocalathlete.com/?fbclid=IwAR3pmpTDPHTNnlV4ieRMYsdKrfr1eMO1w4_dlylCZ9A3wJuZV9bI_sGNzh0My Links:SUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/album/7el2mINWXriyliAT7fZhPu?si=bID_dzDWQKO4jyhhRWSztAPATREON: patreon.com/nathanwagnerDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBk
Nathan Wagner - Narcissist Nathan Wagner 2022-01-21 | #NathanWagner #NarcissistAs an agreeable person by nature, this songs message has been really important to me. Really hope you like it. Love you all!Song Written by Nathan WagnerAll Instruments Performed by Nathan WagnerMixing and Mastering by Nathan WagnerMy Links:SUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/album/7el2mINWXriyliAT7fZhPu?si=bID_dzDWQKO4jyhhRWSztAPATREON: patreon.com/nathanwagnerDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBkLyrics:Well I’m angryAnd I’m tired Of your selfordained powerIt’s so like you to Ignore what I sayDisrespectful never caring Always stressful when you’re near me Now I’m waiting go and minimize my painIt’s the pattern that your using To confine me to abuse me Well it’s over ‘less you hear what I say It’s so costly to be near youKnow it pains me but it’s the truthWould you hear meYou’re just proving your not safeGo on keep talking like go on keep talking like thatI hope it serves you well When there’s nobody there for you in the endKeep on screamingKnow I don’t want this I promise I wish you the bestBut you’re dragging me through hell Can’t take anymore Just gotta protect myselfI’ll admit it That I’m blemishedNot pretending that I’m perfectI know fault can’t be only put on youI’m a coward Know I’m so dumbI get walked on never speak upBut just hear me Do you know what you put me through ?Losing sleep over your words The constant screaming constant curseOh you confront me all you want But when I try you up and walk Well here’s a taste of what you gave meStill you’re saying I’m the crazy oneDo you even know the things you’ve doneAhhhhhGo on keep talking like go on keep talking like thatI hope it serves you well When there’s nobody there for you in the endKeep on screamingKnow I don’t want this I promise I wish you the bestBut you’re dragging me through hell Can’t take anymore Just gotta protect myselfGo on keep talking like go on keep talking like thatI hope it serves you well When there’s nobody there for you in the endKeep on screamingKnow I don’t want this I promise I wish you the bestBut you’re dragging me through hell Can’t take anymore Just gotta protect myself
Nathan Wagner - Unbearable Nathan Wagner 2022-01-03 | #NathanWagner #Unbearable Love you guysSong Written by Nathan WagnerAll Instruments Performed by Nathan WagnerMixing and Mastering by Nathan WagnerMy Links:SUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/album/7el2mINWXriyliAT7fZhPu?si=bID_dzDWQKO4jyhhRWSztAPATREON: patreon.com/nathanwagnerDISCORD: discord.gg/yR5SkbSSBkYou know I hate this distanceI never meant to hurt you loveCan I ask forgivenessI should have never gave you up I pushed you far awayCause I was so afraid To let this armor break I sabotaged this flame And left you so aloneWith a broken soulCause I just couldn’t cope With being vulnerableAnd these memories they come back likeA movie in my mindAnd our laughter is the soundtrack 'tilI wrecked all of it's lifeAnd oh my God I am so selfishInsecure so foolish blindI let you go now I got nothing Stand here frozen stuck in timeWell I see you standing there youLook so beautiful butYou're standing next to him andIt's unbearable you're In your favorite dress heGoes to hold you close andI can't catch my breath stillWishing I was yoursI’m so ashamed I should’ve fought to save And given everything for what was Everything to me Can’t cope Just dancing on my ownStuck with this empty soul How could I let you goAnd these memories they come back likeA movie in my mindAnd our laughter is the soundtrack 'tilI wrecked all of it's lifeAnd oh my God I am so selfishInsecure so foolish blindI let you go now I got nothing Stand here frozen stuck in time
Nathan Wagner - The Antihero Nathan Wagner 2021-12-03 | #NathanWagner #TheAntihero #AltRockEver since I did "Second Place" with Bosslogic, I've been drawing a ton of inspiration from Anime/Comics. This one was inspired by Gara from Naruto. Really hope you guys like this one. Love you all.Song Written by Nathan WagnerAll Instruments Performed by Nathan WagnerMixing and Mastering by Nathan WagnerMy Links:SUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/album/7el2mINWXriyliAT7fZhPu?si=bID_dzDWQKO4jyhhRWSztAPATREON: patreon.com/nathanwagnerArtwork was licensed by Shutterstock shutterstock.com/image-illustration/stylized-post-apocalyptic-city-ruins-blood-1906804345Lyrics:Look at all this devastationWalk away humiliatedIgnorance revived this dormant Beast inside now I can’t take it There’s blood on my handsNow this moment is stamped in myMemory I panicCreated catastropheCan’t take it backGuess I am who I amMy innocence VanquishedThe criminal awakenedWho could save me nowWatch me spiral downI made such a mess of my consciousIt’s making me nauseous Been drifting so slowly Now it’s takin me fully ohWho could save me nowThis virus is over bearingThis trauma is never letting goThe darkness it creepsInto all of my beingThis monster is taking all controlHad no one to listen no one to careEveryone acted like I wasn’t thereI was only a kidHow could I forgiveSeems vengeance will be my only hopeDon’t save me nowWatch me spiral downI made such a mess of my consciousIt’s making me nauseous But if no one will love me at least they’ll feel somethingStay there watch me drownDon't steal my soulDon't steal my soulDon't steal my soulLet me be
Nathan Wagner - Imposter Nathan Wagner 2021-11-19 | #NathanWagner #ImposterForever thankful for you guys. I studied music production for three years convinced every moment that no one would care to listen. You mean everything.My Links:SUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/album/7el2mINWXriyliAT7fZhPu?si=bID_dzDWQKO4jyhhRWSztAPATREON: patreon.com/nathanwagnerLyrics:Walking this tight rope one misstep I’ll fall to the wind (den)The higher you fly just the steeper you fall when it endsOh I’m an imposter I’m not what I seems If you could hear all the things that I think The anger that’s boiling when jealousy screams All these illusions will bury me deepDreams of my ruin convinced that they’ll see me somedayLying there naked no hiding in money and fameBe careful of power it’s not what it seemsIf you ain’t integrous a scoundrel like meIt’ll send you to heaven until it meets hellWhere everyones laughing as you’re locked in your cellThe fire is rising right under this rope as my My armors igniting I start to let go My mask burns to ash and my face is revealedWell we’ve made it at last now I’m forced to be real With this mess I’ve made destructive ways These sinful games I keep on playingIf fall short of would you endure Or tear my soul with strife and scorn
Nathan Wagner - Worthless Nathan Wagner 2021-11-05 | #NathanWagner #Worthless I wrote this song with my buddy Matt Ellis from 4th Point. Most days are great. But some days, I can't get my head out of the gutter. Love you all so much.My Links:SUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/album/7el2mINWXriyliAT7fZhPu?si=bID_dzDWQKO4jyhhRWSztAPATREON: patreon.com/nathanwagnerVerse 1: We all fade awayIn the end we're all the sameDesperate please we makeIn the silence of our PainPre Chorus: Here in the slow mundane, I breakStuck in the memory of my shameWhen all that I am, crumbles like sand In this lonely room, I say Chorus: Where is the meaning Everything’s fleetingEveryone I seeEnds in the ground Where is the purposeWhen everything’s worthlessAnd all that I want is, to be unboundTo be unboundVerse 2: We all crave the sameTo be understood and knownLonging for the day When this searching soul finds home Pre Chorus 2: Here in the silent room, I prayAs these weary bones decay When all that's within, starts to go dim The breath inside within me fades Chorus 2: Where is the meaning When everything’s fleetingEveryone I seeEnds in the ground Where is the purposeWhen everything’s worthless And all that want is, to be unboundTo be unboundBridge:If I fall asleep for eternityWould you even care at allIf I start to sink Would you rescue meWould you even hear me callChorus 3And where is the meaning When everything’s fleetingEveryone I seeEnds in the ground Where is the purposeWhen everything’s worthless All that want is, to be unboundTo be unbound
Nathan Wagner & 4th Point - Run Nathan Wagner 2021-10-15 | #NathanWagner #4thPoint #RunCheck out 4th Point!Youtube: youtube.com/channel/UClYWZMHG3CTY15cz8OzSkvgSpotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/1ne42...Instagram: instagram.com/fourthpointbandFacebook: facebook.com/4thpointReverbnation: http://www.reverbnation.com/4thpointbandhttp://www.4thpoint.comMy Links:SUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/album/7el2mINWXriyliAT7fZhPu?si=bID_dzDWQKO4jyhhRWSztAPATREON: patreon.com/nathanwagnerVerse 1 (Matt) Hurt that inside, feel I’m never enoughWhen truth becomes lies, so broken and numbPre-chorus ( Nathan) My heart inside, beats a little louderHere tonight, Will you take me higherand oh, you just need to go home CHORUS: (Matt) And Oh, you need to runFrom Darkness Chasing usVerse 2 (Nathan)I’ll look to the stars, know that I’m not alone Storm in my heart pray you're leading me homePre-chorus ( Matt) My heart inside, beats a little louderHere tonight, Will you start a fire Oh how I’ve needed some hopeCHORUS 2And Oh, you need to run (Nathan) From darkness, chasing us (Nathan) You need to run, (Dub) You need to run (Dub) It’s chasing us (Dub) It’s chasing us (Dub) Bridge (Nathan) And all I am is lost Only home I know is gone Would you point me back to shoreThe waters rising up Troubled thoughts won’t seem to stopWould you point this ship back home CHORUS 3And Oh, you need to run (Nathan) From darkness, chasing us (Nathan) And all you need is (Matt) What you see (Matt) And now it’s time to run (Matt) And all you need is (Matt) What you see (Matt) And now it’s time to run (Matt
Nathan Wagner - Friendless Nathan Wagner 2021-10-08 | #NathanWagner #FriendlessSubscribe: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1Spotify: open.spotify.com/album/4SDBQlVLwd3aqaTa7jPdwd?si=Ti-Ngn9-T3iJDOCwMQUyOg&dl_branch=1Patreon: patreon.com/nathanwagnerArt is Licensed from ShutterstockLove you guys so much. My buddy Joseph Daniel wrote these lyrics and pitched them for me to use as a song. I was absolutely moved. So I put together a melody/structure and here we are now. Hope you guys like it. Gave it everything I had.Lyrics Cold hearts break beneath the strainBut mine fills up in pouring rain Feels like drowning in icy seas surrounded by boats with no place for me All tangled in my heart strings I try to play this melody Was never meant to be alone Was never meant to be alone Let me in—from this storm “There's no place to make you warm”On locked doors, I keep pounding Please, I scream, I think I'm drowning Let me in! Let me in!In the cold, I keep on swimming,Boats drift by, with huddled figures Shoulder to shoulder, they keep from freezing Making it all just look so easy All tangled in my heart strings I try to play this melody Let me in—from this storm “There's no place to keep you warm”On locked doors, I keep pounding Please, I scream, I think I'm drowning Let me in! Let me in!Beneath the dark, something calls to me I hear a voice, whispering softlyBut I'm still drowning, I’m treading faster, But another figure, is in the water A plank of wood, drifts on by, So I’m Racing towards and there I lieI reach on out, for this stranger Make room for her, despite the danger Was never meant to be aloneWas never meant to be aloneWas never meant to be aloneWas never meant to be aloneLet her in—from the storm “There's a place to make her warm”On locked doors, she kept pounding Please, she screamed, “I think I'm drowning.”So I let her inLet her in. Let her inLet her in Let her inLet her in
Nathan Wagner - Paranoia (Rock Version) Nathan Wagner 2021-09-10 | #NathanWagner #Paranoia #RockVersionSUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/track/6snjcQjxu6GhqDYQT085d7?si=3lZ0tCYDR3edl8n-9r02nQPATREON: patreon.com/nathanwagnerWritten by Nathan WagnerProduced by Nathan Wagner and Samuel WagnerAll Instruments Performed by Nathan WagnerLyrics:Look around I hear them whisperAll the lights begin to flicker Paranoia fills my headHeart it pounds my face is red The silence drowning out my screamsSee everybody look at meTheir bodies turning into beastsThere eyes are red they come for meWait it’s only in my head just breath in breath outAnother episode just calm down calm downInstincts waging war insideThe hold me up so tightFear freezes me to ice I’m locked up inside my mindMind it wavers back and forthParanoid so calm and sureLucid dreaming everydayFrom chill to hyperventilateSee everything that could go wrong It clings to me from dusk to dawnTo isolates the only wayAs mental health deterioratesEverything’s foggy hold on breath in breath outAnother morning come on calm down downWon’t you let me go - Won’t you let me go - I can’t take much more - Won’t you let me go Don’t know if I’m awake or I’m asleepThese thoughts are burying me deepAfraid of eery little thingI’m drowning - I’m drowningThis souls just longing here for peace But the darkness screams and shouts and shrieksShoot all their arrows down on mePlease save me please save meSave me from myselfOhSave me from myself OhYou're not realYou've never been realYou're not realSo get out of my mindYou're not realYou've never been realYou're not realSo get out of my mind
Nathan Wagner - Missing You Nathan Wagner 2021-08-27 | #NathanWagner #MissingYou SUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/track/6snjcQjxu6GhqDYQT085d7?si=3lZ0tCYDR3edl8n-9r02nQPATREON: patreon.com/nathanwagnerCheck out the incredible artist who did the background! deviantart.com/robertobertero/art/Wanderer-Above-a-Sea-of-Lights-754791418I still think of you everyday. RIP Brittany. It's been a long day without you aroundWishing I could tell you whats been going downAnd I'm missing youAnd the things we'd do when we were youngAnd we'd chase the moonAnd I wish you knewHow much we loved youBut I guess there's really nothing that we can doTo get to youBeen thinking 'bout the promises that we madeAnd I vow that I will never ever let them breakI feel you near though it's been some yearsIt's like you're right there through every tear And you comfort me though I can't see you It's like you know exactly what I'm going throughLike I can get to youLike I can get to youLike I can get to youLike I can get to youLike I can get to youIt's been a long day without you around
Nathan Wagner - Anxiety Nathan Wagner 2021-08-06 | #NathanWagner #AnxietySUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/track/6snjcQjxu6GhqDYQT085d7?si=3lZ0tCYDR3edl8n-9r02nQPATREON: patreon.com/nathanwagnerCheck out the incredible artist! wall.alphacoders.com/big.php?i=754631I remember blocking out everyone and everything from my life for about a year and half because I was too anxious to leave my house. There was this underlying panic that wouldn't just leave. I pushed so many people away, not because I didn't love them, but because I was afraid to see them. It's hard to explain. I've been fighting like crazy to face these fears and not allow own. I don't want the thing I hate most to tell me how I'm gonna live my life. I hope you guys like this one. Tried to be as honest as possible. Love you all.You take all my energy youTaunt me til my wrists are bleedingWish I was stronger had some peaceI’m just a slave to youEvery moment you are reachingFor my throat I’m barely breathingTortured memories got me sinking I’mJust a slave to youLook at all the things you’ve stolenEvery time you’ve made me frozenI hate everything about youShouldn’t have to be this wayConstant panic constant pain I hate everything about youConstant struggle every minuteI take one step you start you start medaling Puppeteering take me overJust a slave to you Give you the reigns All Decisions You got me cornered I can’t pivotFeel so worthless see you grinning Just a slave to youLook at all the things you’ve stolenEvery time you’ve made me frozenI hate everything about youShouldn’t have to be this wayConstant panic constant pain I hate everything about youSinking furtherIn your oceanReach for shore butBut waves keep formingfalling faster You love to tortureWell here’s to one lastFight to severOh this bottled up rage insideStarts to light up in flames tonightOh I'm looking you in the eyeYou're so sick you look paralyzedFeel this power rush through my veins As this milestone it separatesI link it to your neck I Watch you sink I catch my breathSinking closerTo your glorySilver shores take Every worrySee you beaming Lost in wonderAll my anxious Thoughts they slumber
Nathan Wagner & Bosslogic - Second Place Nathan Wagner 2021-07-30 | #NathanWagner #Bosslogic #SecondPlaceSUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/album/7el2mINWXriyliAT7fZhPu?si=bID_dzDWQKO4jyhhRWSztAPATREON: patreon.com/nathanwagnerSong Written by Bosslogic and Nathan WagnerProduced by Nathan WagnerArt by BosslogicCheck out Bosslogic! instagram.com/bosslogictwitter.com/BosslogicHey guys, I had the privilege of collaborating with BossLogic on this one. He's one of the most incredible artists on planet earth. We wrote "One" awhile back and to be able to work with him again meant everything to me. For this one, he was inspired by Vegeta's story from DBZ. Forever seeking first yet always remaining behind Goku. When he pitched it to me a few weeks back, I really resonated. Had that feeling like no matter how hard I work I'm falling behind. Really hope you like it. Love you guys so much.LyricsWhen I was youngLife it seemed so long Like I could live forever I thought I was strongBut as I grew it felt like the length of a songFilled with rights and wrongsHolding ties that bindTill The end of the wordsOf the lyrics you heardOh I ponder I searchFor the meaning of it allI ask myself whyWould I even try?Spent my whole of my lifeTrying to touch the skyBut I keep falling on the groundWatch them pass me all aroundFeels like I’m losing all my faithThat I will ever take first placeThe rain hidesThe tears upon my faceAnd where the sun is so distant Another losing race even though INever stop never stop fighting Or giving up the chaseI always find myself stuck in second placeI ask myself whyWould I even try?Spent my whole of my lifeTrying to touch the skyBut I keep falling on the groundWatch them pass me all aroundFeels like I’m losing all my faithThat I will ever take first placeThe shows not over yetAlthough it’s the lowest I’ve ever beenBeing down on the floor brings room to growRoom to take controlTo not be like this no moreYou ask me how I cope?The fact is that I don'tI let pride take all may soulUntil I’m lifeless bonesI know giving up I won'tAnd first place I will know
Nathan Wagner - The End Is Here Nathan Wagner 2021-07-16 | #NathanWagner #TheEndIsHere #AltRockSUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/album/7el2mINWXriyliAT7fZhPu?si=bID_dzDWQKO4jyhhRWSztAPATREON: patreon.com/nathanwagnerI had so much fun writing and producing this song with my good friend Bryce. We had so much fun. Love you all so much. Hope you like it.Song written by Nathan Wagner and Bryce KnightProduced and Performed by Nathan Wagner and Bryce KnightLyrics:Can you feel it?Don’t you see it? The chaos lurking Darkness searchingHear me outTheres dragons breathingFaith receding Hecklers shout Babylon the great harlots mother abominations of the earthIt’s blasphemy I see the ember sky collapsing on us allRigid mountainside it quivers til it fallsI never thought that I would see it all so clearArmageddon chimes the end is hereTake me into memoriesSomething stable some tranquilityCatastrophic dreams of Noahs dayParanoias taking everything Now who’s to blameGotta break awayI can’t escape I see the ember sky collapsing on us allRigid mountainside it quivers til it fallsI never thought that I would see it all so clearArmageddon chimes the end is here
Nathan Wagner - Clean Nathan Wagner 2021-07-02 | #NathanWagner #Clean #WorshipSUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/album/7el2mINWXriyliAT7fZhPu?si=bID_dzDWQKO4jyhhRWSztAPATREON: patreon.com/nathanwagnerI've been trying to record this one for years but it just never turned out the way I wanted. Really hope you guys like this one. It means everything to me. Love you all.Song Written Produced and Performed by Nathan WagnerLyricsA broken heart in troubleI feel the light go dim I Look at my reflectionAnd only see my sin I’mWondering how I gat hereThe walls are closing in And I pray oh God how could you love meYou know what I didWhen I feel my hope is burning The worlds weight on top of meYou say child why are you guiltyCan’t you see I made you cleanAnd I cannot give an answer I just fall down on my knees and youSay child why are you worriedCan’t you see I’ve set you free And you are lovedYou are lovedA wandering soul inside meI chose the world again and I know the light’s abidingBut It’s gotta have it’s ends, ohCan’t you see I’m dirtyCan’t you see my mess Oh God how could you love me I’m not good enough for thisWhen I feel my hope is burning The worlds weight on top of meYou say child why are you guiltyCan’t you see I made you cleanAnd I cannot give an answer I just fall down on my knees and youSay child why are you worriedCan’t you see I’ve set you free And you are lovedYou are lovedStop trying so hardYou’ve already won my heartAnd that will never change noThat will never change, woahNo place too farNo sin too darkCould make me go awayOh I’ll never go away When I feel my hope is burning The worlds weight on top of meYou say child why are you guiltyCan’t you see I made you cleanAnd I cannot give an answer I just fall down on my knees and youSay child why are you worriedCan’t you see I set you free And you’re so loved
Nathan Wagner - Growing Up Nathan Wagner 2021-06-25 | #NathanWagner #GrowingUp #SingerSongwriterCurrently, this song means everything to me. I don't know if it's my best production, or my best vocal, or my best lyrics, but it's definitely one of the most honest tracks I've done. Love you guys so much. Hope you like "Growing Up"SUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/album/7el2mINWXriyliAT7fZhPu?si=bID_dzDWQKO4jyhhRWSztAPATREON: patreon.com/nathanwagnerSong written by Nathan WagnerProduced and Performed by Nathan WagnerLyrics:I found a gray todayChildish instincts grow farther astray (Sinking farther from childish ways)Time it slips awayDays are long but years they raceWould you slow down just a littleI don’t wanna reach the middleI’m terrified of change‘nother landmark in my story‘nother bill another worryMy youths so far away Would you hold on loveI’m just trying to catch upCause these leaves keep on fallingThen winter is stormin’These seasons are shiftingLike dusk to morningWake me upMake this slumber stopIt’s all slipping awayThese hours to daysI’ll admit it I’m afraidOf growing upAnother line on my facea sign of wisdom or a mortals chain?I guess we’re born in decayBefore you know it these decades chase youDown like there’s a bountyCount to ten and they’re surroundingCan’t outrun natures paceNothing new under the suncame from ash return to dustCan’t win this wretched gameWould you hold on loveI’m just trying to catch upCause these leaves keep on fallingThen winter is stormin’These seasons are shiftingLike dusk to morningWake me upMake this slumber stopIt’s all slipping awayThese hours to daysI’ll admit it I’m afraidOf growing upOf getting older of growing upI’ve never thought I was strong enoughTo be my savior bear my own crutchAfraid to see what this becomesWould you slow down just a littleI don’t wanna miss the riddleThis moments all we haveTell my mother that I love herTell my father tell my brothersYou’re everything I amOh hold on loveI’m just trying to catch upCause these leaves keep on fallingThen winter is stormin’These seasons are shiftingLike dusk to morningWake me upMake this slumber stopIt’s all slipping awayThese hours to daysI’ll admit it I’m afraidOf growing up
Nathan Wagner - FULL ALBUM | just a little bit of my story Nathan Wagner 2021-06-11 | #NathanWagner #JustALittleBitOfMyStory #FullAlbumSUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/album/7el2mINWXriyliAT7fZhPu?si=bID_dzDWQKO4jyhhRWSztAPATREON: patreon.com/nathanwagnerThis moment means everything to me. I can't listen through all these songs in this order without losing it. If I'm speaking honestly, this album was mainly birthed from me trying to cope with constant negative emotion. No matter what I did. It sounds weird, but looking back, I'm grateful. Grateful for the pain. It forced me to look deeper inside myself. To learn more. Get smarter. Get stronger. If you're struggling with depression/anxiety or any sort of mental illness, I promise you you're not alone. It takes extreme pressure to create a pearl. Extreme heat to purify a diamond. Sometimes pains the only way we come to life. The only way we're able to maximize our potential. I love you. Life is worth living I promise. If this weights to heavy to bear I encourage you to reach out in the comments and I ask everyone else to pour some love on those brave enough to open up. I know I will. Hope you enjoy this. I gave it everything I had. Love you all.I know these songs were previously released, but I hope the order breathes some new life into them. Love you guys so much.TRACKLIST0:00 BLOOD3:49 I MISS YOU6:29 SOMETIMES HEARTS BREAK12:08 TRAUMA15:52 LONELY19:07 MAN OF STONE24:39 LOVE29:09 INNOCENCE34:37 HOPE40:13 KEEP BREATHING43:38 BLOOD BONDS
Nathan Wagner - Shattered Halos Nathan Wagner 2021-06-04 | #NathanWagner #ShatteredHalos #PunkRockMy buddy Joseph Daniel pitched this song to me a few months ago and I was just absolutely blown away by the lyrics. I hope I did them justice. Love you guys.SUBSCRIBE: youtube.com/channel/UCHbuxE4Q21o_QnGohSiBVNQ?sub_confirmation=1SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/album/7el2mINWXriyliAT7fZhPu?si=bID_dzDWQKO4jyhhRWSztAPATREON: patreon.com/nathanwagnerSong written by Joesph DanielProduced and Performed by Nathan WagnerLyricsAND SHATTERED HALOS FALLACROSS THE STREET OF SOLID GOLDI KNOW YOU LONGED FOR APLACE TO CALL YOUR OWNI FORGET THE WAY I CRIEDWHEN I HEARD IT CALL YOUR NAMEBUT I HOPE FOR LAUGHTER THAT ISCOMING AFTER PAINI'D CHASE THESETIDAL WAVESTO TOUCH YOUR HAND ONCE MOREBUT THE CURRENT STRENGTHWON'T LET ME LEAVE THIS SHOREAND THESE SANDCASTLES BREAKBENEATH WATERS I ONCE WOREAND THESE TIDAL WAVESWILL CARRY YOU FURTHER NORTHSO THIS IS HOW IT ENDSSELLING PIECES OF YOUR SOULIN THIS GARAGE SALE OFALL THE THINGS YOU OWNEDYOUR FAVORITE SWEATER GOESBOUGHT BY SOMEONE I DON'T KNOWAS THEY STRIP AWAYEVERYTHING BUT BONESI'D CHASE THESETIDAL WAVESTO TOUCH YOUR HAND ONCE MOREBUT THE CURRENT STRENGTHWON'T LET ME LEAVE THIS SHOREAND THESE SANDCASTLES BREAKBENEATH WATERS I ONCE WOREAND THESE TIDAL WAVESWILL CARRY YOU FURTHER NORTHAND LET THE ANGELS SINGLA-LA-LA-LA-LA-LAAND LET THE DEMONS HOWLWOAH-WOAH-WOAHANOTHER SWEATER GOESALONG WITH THE TROPHY CASEEMPIRE BUILDING BUTWHO WAS IT REALLY FOR?CASKET IN THE GROUNDAND YOUR SOUL STARES FROM THE SKYFROM THIS HIGH UP'S LIKESAND CASTLES ON THE SHOREI’D SWIM THROUGHTIDAL WAVESTO TOUCH YOUR HAND ONCE MOREBUT THE CURRENT STRENGTHWON'T LET ME LEAVE THIS SHOREAND THESE SANDCASTLES BREAKBENEATH WATERS I ONCE WOREAND THESE TIDAL WAVESWILL CARRY YOU FURTHER NORTHAND LET THE ANGELS SINGLA-LA-LA-LA-LA-LAAND LET THE DEMONS HOWLWOAH-WOAH-WOAHAND LET THE ANGELS SINGLA-LA-LA-LA-LA-LAAND LET THE DEMONS HOWLWOAH-WOAH-WOAH
