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LYRICS
V1
YOU ONLY LOVE ME WHEN I LIE
YOU ONLY LOVE ME WHEN I HIDE THE WAY I FEEL
YOU NEVER WANNA SEE ME CRY
SO MY TEARS ARE NEVER REVEALED
YOU CAN’T SEE, THE REAL ME
BUT I SEE RIGHT THROUGH YOU
YOU ONLY LOVE ME WHEN I LIE
AND THAT’S THE TRUTH
V2
YOU ONLY WANT ME WHEN I SMILE
SO I PRETEND THAT EVERYTHING’S ALL RIGHT
BEEN PRETENDIN’ FOR A LONG, LONG WIHLE
BUT I’M ALL DONE PRETENDIN’ TONIGHT
THERE’S A DARKER SIDE OF ME
AND NOW WE’RE GONNA SEE IF
YOU ONLY LOVE ME WHEN I LIE
THEN
IT’S TIME TO LEAVE
Bridge
SICK AND TIRED OF KEEPIN’ ALL MY HURT TO MYSELF
‘CAUSE I NEVER GET A CHANCE TO HEAL
IF YOU CAN’T TAKE MY CRAZY I’LL GET SOMEBODY ELSE
SO I CAN FEEL THE WAY I FEEL
YOU ONLY LOVE ME WHEN I LIE
V3
YOU ONLY LOVE ME WHEN I LIE
BUT I’M TOO TIRED TO LIE NO MORE
NOW IT MAKES ME WONDER WHY
I EVER THOUGHT YOU COULD LOVE ME AT ALL
YOU NEVER SEE THE REAL ME
BUT I SEE RIGHT THROUGH YOU
YOU ONLY LOVE ME WHEN I LIE
AND THAT’S THE TRUTH
YOU ONLY LOVE ME WHEN I LIE
AND THAT’S THE TRUTH
Woman in the Black Dress - Courtney Hadwin
Man in the Pinstripe Suit - Perry Villiers-Kendall
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Credits
Director- Benjamin Bachelard (Disclose Productions)
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Artistic Direction - Delowa
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Actors- Courtney Hadwin and Clement Batailley
Lyrics
THIS ISN'T GONNA END WELL, I KNOW, THESE THINGS NEVER EVER DO
BOTH OF US MEANT WELL, EVEN THOUGH, I GUESS I MEANT BETTER THAN YOU
I WAS GONNA LOVE YOU TIL THE DAY I DIE
EVEN THOUGH IT'S ONLY BEEN A WEEK
BUT NOW I THINK IT'S GONNA KILL ME IF I KEEP ON TRYIN'
AND I KNOW YOU'RE NEVER GONNA LET ME LEAVE
TIL YOU'RE SICK AND TIRED OF WATCHIN' ME BLEED
(CHORUS)
I’M SPELLBOUND BABY AND I CAN’T SAY NO
FOLLOW YOU TO HELL IF IT’S WHERE YOU WANNA GO
I'M IN A MELTDOWN LATELY BUT I DON'T CARE
YOU'RE MAKIN' ME FEEL SO STRANGE
BUT I CAN'T GET ENOUGH OF THIS PAIN
DON'T KNOW WHY I WANT YOU, BUT I DO, EVEN THOUGH IT'S EATIN' ME ALIVE
YEAH, YOU LIKE TO SEE MY CRYIN', DON'T YOU, DOES IT MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE A TOUGH GUY?
(CHORUS)
I’M SPELLBOUND BABY AND I CAN’T SAY NO
FOLLOW YOU TO HELL IF IT’S WHERE YOU WANNA GO
I'M IN A MELTDOWN LATELY BUT I DON'T CARE
YOU'RE MAKIN' ME FEEL SO STRANGE
BUT I CAN'T GET ENOUGH OF THIS PAIN
THERE'S ONLY ONE WAY TO EXPLAIN IT
(BRIDGE)
BENT OUTTA SHAPE, CAN'T THINK STRAIGHT
PICKIN' UP THE PIECES OF THE MESS YOU MADE
AIN'T MUCH LEFT, YOU TOOK THE REST
NEVER GETTIN' BACK EVERYTHING I GAVE
WHY YOU WANNA HURT ME?
WHAT'S IT GONNA PROVE?
WHAT THE HELL DID I EVER DO TO YOU?
OOH, OOH, OOH, OOH
(CHORUS)
I’M SPELLBOUND BABY AND I CAN’T SAY NO
FOLLOW YOU TO HELL IF IT’S WHERE YOU WANNA GO
I'M IN A MELTDOWN LATELY BUT I DON'T CARE
YOU'RE MAKIN' ME FEEL SO STRANGE
BUT I CANT GET ENOUGH OF THIS PAIN
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LYRICS
I'm a little bit lonely but I'm never alone
Surrounded by myself and there is nobody home
The nights are long, last all day
And I can't keep keeping all the monsters away
Ah, need a flashlight to chase them away
Ah, nowhere to hide when they come out to play
I'm afraid of myself every time I see
The face in the mirror staring back at me
I don't care how long it takes
I gotta keep the monsters far away
Someday, someday, I don't know when
They're leaving and they're never coming back again
I'm sick and tired of screaming in the dark (ah)
I gotta keep the monsters away
I'm a little bit crazy, but aren't we all?
When your feeling the pressure and your back's to the wall
Gotta to leave the light on, kill the pain
Keep on keeping all the monsters away
Ah, give me a torch to chase them away
Ah, nowhere to hide when they come out to play
I'm afraid of myself every time I see
The face in the mirror staring back at me
I don't care how long it takes
I gotta keep the monsters far away
Someday, someday, I don't know when
They're leaving and they're never coming back again
I'm sick and tired of screaming in the dark (ah)
I gotta keep the monsters away
Hey! I gotta keep the monsters away
Gotta kind of fever that's giving me chills
Something deep inside me that I can't kill
Living with a creature that's outta control
Sitting on the edge of a big black hole
We gotta hear each other when we're crying for help
Gotta save each other if we gonna save ourselves
If you look inside we're all the same
Everybody's tryna to keep the monsters away
I'm afraid of myself every time I see
The face in the mirror staring back at me
I don't care how long it takes
I gotta keep the monsters far away
Someday, someday, I don't know when
They're leaving and they're never coming back again
I'm sick and tired of screaming in the dark (ah)
I gotta keep the monsters away
Hey! I gotta keep the monsters away
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LYRICS
I bet you're gonna miss her
Now that she is gone
You're right to reconsider
All the ways you did her wrong
Can't say she didn't warn you
Can't say she didn't try
Some boys they're just born to
Kiss the girls and make them cry
If you're looking for a girl like the girl next door
That girl don't live here any more
She moved out when I moved in
And you're never ever ever gonna see her again
I know you loved her, so did I
But she had to leave so say goodbye
If you're looking for a girl like you had before
Well that girl, she don't live here any more
She never left a number and she didn't leave a note
So if you wanna call her then i guess you better don't
No one's gonna tell you where she is or where she went
So stop she's done with you
If you're looking for a girl like the girl next door
That girl don't live here any more
She moved out when I moved in
And you're never ever ever gonna see her again
I know you loved her, so did I
But she had to leave so say goodbye
If you're looking for a girl like you had before
Well that girl, she don't live here any more
The day she ran away
Is the day i came to stay
So boy you better listen when I say
If you're looking for a girl like the girl next door
That girl don't live here any more
She moved out when I moved in
And you're never ever ever gonna see her again
I know you loved her, so did I
But she had to leave so say goodbye
If you're looking for a girl like you had before
Well that girl, she don't live here any more
She moved out when I moved in
And you're never ever ever gonna see her again
I know you loved her, so did I
But she had to leave so say goodbye
If you're looking for a girl like you had before
Well that girl, she don't live here
That girl, she don't live here
That girl, she don't live here anymore
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LYRICS
I won't apologize for my honesty
I'm strong enough to tell you i'm feelin' weak
In case you couldn't tell, just like anybody else
I'm breakable yeah
I fell before barely got back up
So before you and me turn into us
Maybe i should walk away and live to fight another day
Cause i will not be broken more than once
Now i know I'm breakable
Everything has changed
And i might have to wait until
Forever or as long as it takes
So tell me tell me tell me something real
Is this thing as heavy as it feels
I don't wanna love you just to lose myself again
Cause i'm breakable and it takes too long to heal
Some things they can never be undone
And i'm guessing that i'm not the only one
Who's ever been forever in a place they can't escape
Hoping there are better days to come
Now i know I'm breakable
Everything has changed
And i might have to wait until
Forever or as long as it takes
But i'm not sorry for being who I am
I just hope you're strong enough to understand
Hurting's how you learn what it feels like getting burned
And i'm just trying to get back on my feet again
Now i know I'm breakable
Everything has changed
I might have to wait until
Forever or as long as it takes
I wont apologize for my honesty
I'm strong enough to tell you im feeing weak
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LYRICS
We all need something we can still believe in
And right about Decembers when I get that feeling
The streets light up and the cities alive
Was a long, long year but we all survived
Everybody get together because we're gonna have a party
And we got enough food here to feed a frickin army
It's about what you give, not what you get
Baby, I got you something that you'll never forget
Christmas rocks
(Christmas rocks)
Everybody give it up, no matter what you got
Christmas rocks
(Christmas rocks)
A rock and roll holiday is all I want
The kids ain't sleeping cause they're waiting for Santa
The naughty and the nice from here to Louisiana
All the toys they ever need daddy's out buying all the batteries
Christmas rocks
(Christmas rocks)
Everybody give it up, no matter what you got
Christmas rocks
(Christmas rocks)
A rock and roll holiday is all I want
Let's go
Dasher
Dancer
Prancer
Vixen
Comet
Cupid
Donner
And Blitzen
Oh wait Where's Rudolf
One, two, three, four
I don't have to make a list, I got everything that I want
Everybody get ready, ready or not
The bells are ringing around the world
Children singing
Boys and girls
Sing it
Christmas rocks
(Christmas rocks)
Everybody give it up, no matter what you got
Christmas rocks
(Christmas rocks)
A rock and roll holiday is all I want
Christmas rocks
(Christmas rocks)
Everybody give it up, no matter what you got
Christmas rocks
(Christmas rocks)
A rock and roll holiday is all I want
A rock and roll holiday is all I want
A rock and roll holiday is all I want
It's Christmas
Let's go
Hey Hey
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LYRICS
If you're looking for something painless, you better look somewhere else I'm so rough around the edges, that I almost cut myself
I'm not broken, I'm not perfect, I'm just somewhere in between And if you don't like my crazy, then you better let me be
I'm Jagged, run myself ragged, little bit damaged incase you couldn't tell
Guess I'm kinda scattered but it doesn't matter, cause you know
I just can't help myself, I'm jagged
A little bit like a diamond, when they pull it out the dirt
You gotta hold it close, before you find out what its worth
When I'm standing in the spotlight, that's when I start to shine Just shut up for a minute, and let me blow your mind
I'm Jagged, run myself ragged, little bit damaged incase you couldn't tell
Guess I'm kinda scattered but it doesn't matter, cause you know
I just can't help myself, I'm jagged
I never walk a straight line, couldn't if I tried Just let me be my crooked self and I'll get there every time
I don't need no schoolboy to tell me how to live, Cause I've always done it my way and that's just how it is
I'm Jagged, little bit ragged, little bit damaged incase you couldn't tell
A little bit of tina, little bit aretha,
Sorry but i just can't help myself
I'm jagged
I'm jagged
I'm jagged
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LYRICS
Used to call you at 4 AM for no reason
I miss the way you listened to me
Wish that I could tell you how I'm feeling
But somehow I think we both no I can't
Call me back, call me back
I left a message for you
Even though you can't
Call me back, call me back
All my tears
Keep falling through the cracks
Call me back
I'm never ever gonna lose your number so I remember
What it's like to hear your voice
But every time I call it makes me wonder
What my life would be like if I had a choice
Call me back, call me back
I left a message for you
Even though you can't
Call me back, call me back
All my tears
Keep falling through the cracks
Call me back, please call me back
I can't reach you there's no signal where I am
Call me back, please call me back
A million questions it's too late to ask
Call Me Back
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LYRICS
VERSE
I'm a little bit lonely but I'm never alone Surrounded by myself when there's nobody home
The nights are long, last all day And I can't keep keeping all the monsters away
PRE
I need a flashlight to chase them away
No where to hide when they come out to play
CHORUS
I'm afraid of myself every time I see the face in the mirror starring back at me
I don't care how long it takes I gotta keep the monsters far away
Someday, someday I don't know when they're leaving and they're never coming back again
I'm sick and tired of screaming in the dark
I gotta keep the monsters away
VERSE
I'm a little bit crazy but aren't we all When you're feeling the pressure and your back's to the wall
Gotta leave the light on, kill the pain Keep on keeping all the monsters away
PRE
Give me a torch to chase them away
No where to hide when they come out to play
CHORUS
I'm afraid of myself every time I see the face in the mirror starring back at me
I don't care how long it takes I gotta keep the monsters far away
Someday, someday I don't know when they're leaving and they're never coming back again
I'm sick and tired of screaming in the dark I gotta keep the monsters away
Hey I gotta keep the monsters far away
BRIDGE
Gotta kind of fever that's giving me chills
Something deep inside me that I can't kill
Living with a creature thats outta control
Sitting on the edge of a big black hole
We gotta hear each other when we crying for help
Gotta save each other if we gonna save ourselves
If you look inside we're all the same
Everybody's trying to keep the monsters away
CHORUS
I'm afraid of myself every time I see the face in the mirror starring back at me
I don't care how long it takes I gotta keep the monsters far away
Someday, someday I don't know when they're leaving and they're never coming back again
I'm sick and tired of screaming in the dark I gotta keep the monsters away
Hey I gotta keep the monsters away


