I'm trying really hard not to ruin this moment Open up a can and I feel it moving Finish up your plate with your mouth wide open Oh no here we go again
Thank you I'll be eyeing all the exits I gotta make sure you'll be protected I can not let it fester, get infected It'll be lashing out in all directions
You don't wanna test me when my eyes are turning black now There's no way for me to stop this there's no turning back 'cause
There's a demon in me And right now it's begging me to claw your eyes out you see It is raging in me, it feels like There's a demon in me
It wants to see someone bleed I can feel it bursting out of me and I gotta leave But it's not my fault you see 'cause There's a demon in me
I'm not a violent person But there's certain things that will bring out the worst in me Dont wanna deflect, I'm just making certain 'Cause I need to make you understand
Why I won't be joining you for dinner You wouldn't like me if I sat there with ya 'Cause you would meet the monster and the sinner And you would wonder "who else lives within her?"
You don't wanna test me when my eyes are turning black now There's no way for me to stop this there's no turning back 'cause
There's a demon in me And right now it's begging me to claw your eyes out you see It is raging in me, it feels like There's a demon in me
It wants to see someone bleed I can feel it bursting out of me and I gotta leave But it's not my fault you see 'cause There's a demon in me
I felt a shiver it could come out any time now You should consider maybe running for your life now
There's a demon in me And right now it's begging me to claw your eyes out you see It is raging in me, it feels like There's a demon in me
It wants to see someone bleed I can feel it bursting out of me and I gotta leave But it's not my fault you see 'cause There's a demon in meCan you relate? #songwriter #darkpop #altpop #misophoniaBellabeth2024-10-04 | ...What do you think this song is about? #songwriter #darkpop #altpop #singersongwriter #newmusicBellabeth2024-10-01 | ...Pre-save Demon in me and enter to win a shirt! 💁♀️ #darkpop #songwriter #altpop #newsongBellabeth2024-09-30 | ...ever felt like u were trapped in a horror movie? #songwriter #lyrics #altpop #darkpop #singerBellabeth2024-08-19 | ...sassy breakup song #singersongwriter #altpop #breakupsong #songwriter #independentartistBellabeth2024-08-16 | ...my most-synced song #lovesong #singersongwriter #weddingsong #independentartistBellabeth2024-08-14 | ...Songs I wrote that some ppl might misunderstand (Part 2) #singersongwriter #darkpop #originalsongBellabeth2024-08-08 | ...I hope the director I wrote this song about sees this #singersongwriter #darkpop #originalsongBellabeth2024-08-02 | ...I may be dramatic...Bellabeth2024-07-31 | ...sad girl is gone.Bellabeth2024-07-22 | ...I wrote and produced this song, what do you think? #originalsong #altpop #songwriterBellabeth2024-07-19 | ...Songs I wrote that some ppl might misunderstand (Part 1) #originalsong #darkpop #femaleproducerBellabeth2024-07-18 | ...we may be dramatic but we dont exaggerate #songwriter #originalsong #ballad #singerBellabeth2024-05-31 | ...I dont need to destroy you, you will do it on your own! #songwriter #darkpop #altpopBellabeth2024-05-10 | ...ever felt like you were in a horror movie? #songwriter #darkpop #originalsong #femaleproducerBellabeth2024-05-07 | ...heres another female rage song for your collection #songwriter #femaleproducer #altpopBellabeth2024-05-06 | ...Is there such a thing as writing too many girl-power songs? #darkpop #femaleproducer #songwriterBellabeth2024-05-03 | ...I like songs that make me feel powerful so I made one #songwriter #darkpop #femaleproducer #altpopBellabeth2024-05-02 | ...I wrote feminine rage songs before it was cool #originalsong #darkpop #songwriterBellabeth2024-05-01 | ...I doubt Im the only one #originalsong #songwriter #femaleproducer #altpopBellabeth2024-04-26 | ...youre in an exclusive club now! #darkpop #femaleproducerBellabeth2024-04-22 | ...Raw vocals vs. finished song #femaleproducer #songwriter #darkpopBellabeth2024-04-18 | This is what the chorus of my song "Make Me Ask Twice" sounds like before and after I add the music, extra harmonies and vocal processing.this song makes you feel like a badass #songwriter #darkpop #femaleproducerBellabeth2024-04-16 | ...whats my songs genre? #songwriter #newmusic #independentartist #femaleproducerBellabeth2024-04-15 | ...playing your new song for someone is awkward #singersongwriter #darkpop #singer #femaleproducerBellabeth2024-04-12 | ...Raw vocals vs finished song #femaleproducer #darkpop #songwriterBellabeth2024-04-11 | This is what the pre-chorus of "Audience with the Devil" sounds like before and after I add the music, extra harmonies and vocal processing.thats me in the corner... #altpop #singersongwriter #darkpop #newsongBellabeth2024-04-10 | ...how do you like my song? #altpop #songwriterBellabeth2024-04-09 | ...help me finish my lyrics #songwriter #unreleasedmusic #independentartistBellabeth2024-04-04 | ...Meeting the in-laws for the first time #newmusic #darkpop #altpop #songwriter #femaleproducerBellabeth2024-04-01 | ...the dentist from hell #altpop #darkpop #newmusic #songwriter #originalsongBellabeth2024-03-30 | ...am I still a bedroom producer if... #songwriter #altpop #newmusic #femaleproducerBellabeth2024-03-28 | ...help out an independent artist #songwriter #altpop #newmusic #spotify #femaleproducerBellabeth2024-03-27 | ...when they call you a drama queen #songwriter #ballad #altpopBellabeth2024-03-25 | ...wrote this song a while ago but it still rings trueBellabeth2024-03-22 | ...The simple question that gave me the confidence to produce my own songsBellabeth2024-03-20 | I've wanted to talk about this for a while, because I think it's an important part of the "why are there so few female producers" question. 🌈 Become a MEMBER: bellabeth.com/join 🎶 LICENSE my music for your YouTube channel: bellabeth.com/licensing 💬 DISCORD SERVER: discord.com/invite/fwcgeq9eT6 👕 MERCH: bellabeth.com/merch 🎥 STREAMING SCHEDULE: bellabeth.com/livestreams
My voice has definitely changed since I first recorded this song and so I've wanted to re-record this song for a while. I finally got around to doing it. Maybe if you love the 2019 version you'll find this one weird, but I'm happy to have this new version available for it.
Lyrics:
She was honest, now I'm on it Boy, your time has come I'll make sure that you won't do that To another one Finally found the piece she's missing It was in your hand Now I can't just let you leave I'm sure you understand
I can feel my sisters rallying all around me I won't let you down This is our time and they will finally pay for What's always been done
And now Fortunately, I'm the only one here with a key Fortunately, there's no one around to hear you scream Fortunately, I'll make sure that you will meet your queen Guess we'll find out if I really have it in me Fortunately, you have made me walk outside the line Fortunately, revolution's not afraid of crime Fortunately, we are slowly running out of time Guess we'll find out if I really have it in me
If it's wrong to help along I don't want to be right Lock me up, don't let me out I'll gladly do my time
I can feel my sisters rallying all around me I won't let you down This is our time and they will finally pay for What they've always done
And now Fortunately, I'm the only one here with a key Fortunately, there's no one around to hear you scream Fortunately, I'll make sure that you will meet your queen Guess we'll find out if I really have it in me Fortunately, you have made me walk outside the line Fortunately, revolution's not afraid of crime Fortunately, we are slowly running out of time Guess we'll find out if I really have it in me Won't we?Why Dont You - Bellabeth (Audio)Bellabeth2023-06-22 | 🎧 Stream this song: https://lnkfi.re/ieQJpuBq 🌈 SUPPORT me monthly: bellabeth.com/join 🎶 LICENSE my music for your YouTube channel: bellabeth.com/licensing 💬 DISCORD SERVER: discord.com/invite/fwcgeq9eT6 👕 MERCH: bellabeth.com/merch 💜 BANDCAMP: bellabeth.bandcamp.com 🎥 STREAMING SCHEDULE: bellabeth.com/livestreams
Lyrics:
Doing what I please Let me be your shepherd I won't let you get hurt
My priorities Lie in my ascension You'll have my attention But you know
They're gonna say I'm not always easy Always complain, it's so hard to please me
Out of the shade, I am badly behaved But the vision is mine And no, I won't be deceived by your authority You'll just leave me behind
Why don't you make me? Come on let's go This isn't difficult, I just need you to know
I pull the strings here I take control And you will do exactly as you're told
Further down the road Maybe I'll take notice If you don't lose focus
I won't let it go Savoring the tension Craving the perfection But you know
They're gonna say I'm not always easy Always complain, it's so hard to please me
Out of the shade, I am badly behaved But the vision is mine And no, I won't be deceived by your authority You'll just leave me behind
Why don't you make me? Come on let's go This isn't difficult, I just need you to know
I pull the strings here I take control And you will do exactly as you're told
Boy, why don't you make me? Look at your disdain You'll escape or maybe Get lost in my domain
I may be dramatic But I don't exaggerate I have all these feelings And I don't think they can wait
Ooh baby I take what I want Ooh and maybe I don't think that's wrong
Bear with me I know it's not always fun Loving me You're not the fortunate one
I may keep it static 'Cause I can't stand the pain Nothing ever happens And I know you can't relate
Ooh baby I break what I love Ooh and maybe I'll keep falling off
Bear with me I know it's not always fun Loving me You're not the fortunate one
Bear with me You know I toss and I turn Wondering How this is something I've earnedMaking Memories - Bellabeth (Audio)Bellabeth2023-03-30 | Find the song on all platforms: https://lnkfi.re/fc4o3E0s
When I think about the world and me at midnight And I wonder how those years have disappeared Should I do the things I don't want in the moment? Or should I focus on the moment now and here?
Lost in routines Caught up in patterns What's left of me When I look back
But oooooh I wanna be with you
Making memories Making memories
There's no point to sit around and smell the roses 'Cause the roses lost their fragrance long ago
Turn up the heat Push through the fever Won't feel complete If I don't leave with
You Finding things to do
Making memories Making memories Making memories
Wanna do this right Let's break free Come and fill those empty pages with me
Waiting in my home for me Guess you're checking in on me (Aah no you really can't stay away)
Closing all these doors for me No feet on the floor for me (Aah no you really can't let me be)
Our lives, so intertwined I stay behind when you are hurting Life in black and white just for a while 'Til it's reverting
Living through the feeling Staring at the ceiling I know I'll be healing No need for concealing Fortunately now, I've been learning how to Pick myself up right after I'm breaking down
Thank you I'll accept All comfort I can get It always helps me more than I'd ever expect I know that everything comes to an end
And so it begins Who let you in? Under my skin Won't let you win
Guess you're gonna stay for now Keep me in your repertoire (Aah no you really can't stay away)
I'll be in the driver's seat You'll be sitting next to me (Aah no you really can't let me be)
Between the blurry lines Of mad and thriving you're residing And then once in a while You feel like coming out of hiding
Living through the feeling Staring at the ceiling I know I'll be healing No need for concealing Fortunately now, I've been learning how to Pick myself up right after I'm breaking down
Thank you I'll accept All comfort I can get It always helps me more than I'd ever expect I know that everything comes to an end
Wrong face Wrong time Wrong words Don't know The rules
Empty Handed Never Received The tools
Must have missed orientation Being Human 101 Not a single explanation And it's only just begun
I won't let them know your secret But it's soon out of my hands There's a letter in my pocket To make sure you understand
You're not broken you're just different You'll never fit right in there with them You're breaking all their definitions but then You'll find a way to make them listen To what they're missing
Too much To bear No one Feels like I feel
Different Planet Always The third Wheel
Feels like I am underwater And my words they won't come out Every day it's getting harder Sometimes I won't make a sound
I won't let them know your secret But it's soon out of my hands There's a letter in my pocket To make sure you understand
You're not broken you're just different You'll never fit right in there with them You're breaking all their definitions but then You'll find a way to make them listen
You're not broken you're just different You'll never fit right in there with them You're breaking all their definitions but then You'll find a way to make them listen To what they're missing